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MY PART OF THE TRADE WITH @double--hh

OMG I FINALLY FINISHED THIS ART poor Double he waited too long for me...I hope you like it (if not, then I'll jump out the window)

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You know, maybe I should talk a little bit. Lately, I've been feeling very hunted and scared, I'm afraid of a lot and I'm having seizures. now I'm sick and I feel just disgusting, recently I was literally torn with shame that a lot of people wrote to me and praised the drawings. I felt so ashamed and hurt, as if I didn't deserve it. I feel it now… emptiness, fright, hysteria. I'm very glad that some of my characters came in (mostly it was one, but it really means a lot to me). Rather, I'm just not used to it. and for health reasons, I've been feeling really shitty lately. and it's killing me from the inside out. I draw, yes, I want to give you gifts and draw trades, just ideas. but lately I've been rather sick of my own ideas and the fact that I'm just holding a brush in my hands. It hurts so much, it's so scary, it's so embarrassing. I didn't want to say this for a long time, but I have developed this feeling since the beginning of August. Maybe I'm just winding myself up, but I'm really ashamed of myself. If I've ever spoiled your mood or offended you in any way, I'm sorry. I really don't want to ignore people, much less insult them. I am truly ashamed of myself that sometimes I think only about myself and write only about myself, not being interested in someone, and at one point abruptly start to be interested in a person that will be considered as if feigned. I'm sorry, I'm so delirious, the temperature hasn't dropped for several days, but I just wanted to let it out that I'm not feeling very well. my drawings don't look very high-quality right now, or they're just sketches because I don't understand myself what I want specifically, I'm afraid to draw. I'm afraid to just draw characters and spoil them.

this post was rather created so that I would pour out my feelings. Yes, in public, because sometimes I don't have the strength or am too ashamed to tell a particular person.

I will continue to draw, most likely, it just became more difficult for me to do it… I'm sorry again, I'm just disgusted with myself, with my damn existence.

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lil gift for @double--hh

You know, I'm… surprised that I could draw like that.

a few of the step-by-step actions

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my part of the art trade with @feathermushroom

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My part of an art trade with @t-m-o-axel 😎

Here we have our dear ladies gossipin to each other🩷✨

Best fellas😎⭐

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I wanna see your take on barbatos and exael pls!!!

Ah sure, let's try that!

Exael and Barbatos

Brothers in blood, Xel and Bar are some of the residents who just moved into the Astral Circle Building. They have their own unique personalities and abilities: Xel is the brain while Bar is the brawn. While the older brother Xel uses his torture powers to fulfill his duties as one of the guardians of the Underworld, the younger brother Bar hunts humans for fun and enjoyment. The higher members of the Underworld refuse to recruit Bar because of his lack of focus at work, much to Xel's disappointment. Despite all that, Xel still respects and supports his brother's wishes. Xel is mostly not home in the Astral Building, and so Bar hangs out with his allies, Yog, Teutates, Zoth, and Abducius to have fun with humans. (When they say fun, it's either to annihilate, suck their blood, get their organs, or mutilate them) Ironically, while he has the most intimidating look out of the 5 nightmare Bois, he is the least harmful towards humans. (When not threatened) He mostly target their food instead. His most favourite is meat and sweets.

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Goober

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Weirdcore Mia❤

Inspo: Futakuchi Onna

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You know, I liked Monica so much, and especially in a relationship with an interesting character… They're too cool, I can't, I'm melting right next to them!!

This beautiful woman belongs to @lolalolitaloo mua >З

Reference:

I WAS VERY INSPIRED BY CLARK GABLE AND HEDY LAMARR, THEY ARE SO SIMILAR IN APPEARANCE, DUDES, SPREAD THESE WONDERFUL PEOPLE!!!

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do you take requests?.. if yes, please draw Francis and Nacha with baby Anastacha in different ages❤️

in fact, the idea was a long time ago, but I couldn't realize it because of my studies and work

as for the lines, by "us" I would rather mean the memories that would remain. Still, in my mind, I no longer see Nacha and Frances together, I'm sorry. Therefore, I'm more likely to have sad content with them.

I didn't have enough time for a full-fledged job, sorry, these sketches look so dirty

Of course there are color sketches

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Unpopular opinion but I feel like Ishtar and Aleera have the same energy

Now imagine if she flies like this:

And then I can use these other pictures as her references 😋

What a beautiful yet dangerous lady ♥️

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Weirdcore Frances (Dream tiger)

Also her son...

Genderbend design by: @joydoesathing

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content warning: suggestive content ⚠️

happy and healthy married couple stuff, y'know 🤷‍♀️

as of present ig louis' bangs are only swept up for special occasions

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Axolotl Nacha

Why the heck I drew her like Ragatha💀

Mia is next.

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Angus stop eating that soap-

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HEAVILY SCARRED FACE / MISSING EYES

" I still miss my eyes.. they were so beautiful.. I wish I could properly see myself again.. "

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THEY 🖤🩷🖤🩷🖤🩷🖤🩷

(my parents>:))

wholesome stilnsky stuff 🖤💗

"What's wrong, honey? Can't sleep?"

"....I don't really feel like sleeping yet."