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*English man with a mustache in a period drama voice* GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF, MAN.

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i'm big on "you could've just told me"

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Maria Ballarin on Instagram

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embroidery from peacockandpinecones my friends and I have been losing our minds over all morning.

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"You don't know me. I'm not the same person anymore."

"That's okay. I'll get to know you again."

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dogs might look like their owners but cat people always have a cat with the same mental illness as them

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I know it was honesty hour earlier.

And it’s honesty hour for me pretty often around here.

I’ve spent a lot of my life in hiding, sort of.

Because I never felt good enough to compete with everybody else.

Which is already kind of fucked.

And that’s led to me not going for some experiences that I should have.

I am trying so hard to make up for lost time because I feel like if I don’t I will die in ten years completely unfulfilled.

It’s scary.

It is so scary. I realize I’ve lived a privileged life in a lot of ways. I realize that this is my fault.

I am facing my own mortality in a very personal way and I look at myself.

And I find myself wanting in every possible way.

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Actually I need to update 23:

I was told by somebody in my family that I don’t have any grit. Which is true. But it’s the curse of my life I guess.

23 and 28

23. What’s the meanest thing anyone’s ever said to you?

“Don’t feel too much.”

Not too many people have been mean to me I guess. I think that speaks more to my small life than it does anything else.

(I’m not feeling great right now so I’m sure that’s coloring my feelings here.)

28. Favorite flower?

I’m not sure. I love the variety of colors you find in the tulip world. I love lavender. Butterfly bushes too! And plumed coxcombs! They’re so soft and I enjoy the volume they bring.

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I just need to get over myself I guess.

This is my life. If it’s fucked if that’s my fault.

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Stevie Boebi is a lesbian youtuber who created sex ed videos for lesbians! She recently made a video explaining how youtube suppressed her content due to homophobia even though sex ed is generally allowed and monetized. Thats why she's so difficult to find!

Having specific sex ed for lesbians is so useful, I don't think I ever had any and I've learned everything from tumblr or fanfictions. Which is not great. It made me realize we do need more of this content! Baby lesbians should get all education they need, with zero shame or lesbophobia in it.

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16, 18, 26?

16. Hell is real and perfect in its justice. what are you going for?

[Redacted]

18. heaven is real and when you arrive someone comes to meet you on the riverbank to bring you home to jesus. who is it?

My cat or my brother.

26. In the event of a Time Machine Mishap in what time/place within the last few thousand years would you be the most fucked?

Literally any time before 1980. I have a rare disease that is slowly killing me. I will likely survive it (provided access to good medical care) but I will lose a tremendous amount of my quality of life.

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23. What’s the meanest thing anyone’s ever said to you?

“Don’t feel too much.”

Not too many people have been mean to me I guess. I think that speaks more to my small life than it does anything else.

(I’m not feeling great right now so I’m sure that’s coloring my feelings here.)

28. Favorite flower?

I’m not sure. I love the variety of colors you find in the tulip world. I love lavender. Butterfly bushes too! And plumed coxcombs! They’re so soft and I enjoy the volume they bring.