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playing OFF! can't do it in long sittings (the game is blown up on my monitor and reading the text hurts my eyes) but i'm really enjoying it. cool to see it after playing a lot of things it's clearly influenced. here's my favourite guy so far

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Snuggle

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finished playing the prologue on steam and he's as beautiful as I remember

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I WAS LAUGHING WHEN I SAW THAT XDDD

GET BEANED IDIOT

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some random stuff

(not very funny but it’s fine I guess)

very silly haha smiley face :)

… it makes absolutely no sense, just a joke yeahhhh (very old)

wow… yaoi… 🤯

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I love his front facing one- why does he remind me of a cat?!

my beloved

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So… Theoretically, someone can blow on his eyes, and he can’t do anything about it?….

Interesting

So Dedan canonically sleeps with his eyes open huh? I see…

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I have no idea what this is but it’s fucking funny for some reason

charlie: NOOOO you're supposed to OBEY ME!!!

The Seven Maxwell Souls:

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doodles

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He always did. He’s ready

I can’t help but notice that Dedan’s overworld sprite has his coat buttoned up. Did he pop them tiddies out just to battle us….😭?

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*you hear a distant trousle

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It’s just really good to hear your better now! Of course it’s still a journey but from how you’re telling it, it’s been going good, which is the best thing ever to happen!

Also I think about that hate stuff (sorry gotta bring it up :[ ) but I think it’s bc of this weird epidemic of- well… to put it simply, “normies” going into fandom spaces and not understanding the “rules”. I’ve seen a lot of creators in different fandoms deal with weird hateful comments like the ones you’ve describe coming out of nowhere. I think ppl who don’t respect or understand the craft have found your stuff.

I still believe that maybe it’s a group of these bullies on discord just going around and just (excuse my French) dog shitting on you and going to the next victim. But it could just be normies coming out of the wood work and just being assholes.

But I’m so happy to hear that you’re feeling better! And that you were able to move to another location without it being a setback IRL! That’s fantastic!!! Honestly you’re so strong for toughing this out, and brave for talking about your difficulties. You honestly deserve so much better, you’re a wonderful person, and have been through a lot. You’re awesome! Never forget that!

Now imma chow down on your works soon as I am now official out of the slums of college until the fall! Had to do something this week but now I’m fully free!!! YIPE!!!! Thank you so much for keeping us updated about IRL stuff and about your works, I love seeing your posts when they pop up on my feed. It’s like a sparkle of happiness tbh, I always look forward to them, have a good day! 🫶💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

How are you doing lately? 💗

Getting both hugged and brutally stabbed by my writing mentality? Lol. Hi @whatafreakingloser, thank you for stopping by and asking. I'm sorry for the truckload I brought.

Overall, I think I'm recovering from the bullying pretty well. For a hot second there, I did allow myself to get highly unmotivated and depressed. As soon as I posted Roja Tattletale, it was like the hate came from out of the shadows in waves. Got a couple people hating on me for writing my reader-inserts as non-binary. Someone made fun of me for being asexual. Someone got upset with me for using the same story plots. Another person was disgusted with me for writing Jeffrey. Someone hated that I wrote the Roja reader wearing a red jacket. And, the worst one, was someone who sent a huge, all-caps paragraph shaming me for loving slashers and brutally hating on me for antagonizing survivor characters.

And all of that was in the span of a month or so.

It wasn't just bullying on my stories. I was getting treated really bad at my job, too. So bad that, thank goodness, I got approved to transfer stores.

I think all the hatred just made me shut down.

I'm not gonna try to hide it, I'm scared. I'm scared and I'm still hurting. It took willpower to update my slasher series. But I want to write for my bad guy stories. I have so much that I want to write and finish. And I also have the greatest friends and viewers ever, and they deserve an update, too. I want to make you all happy while also having fun updating my stories.

I think my new job has helped me in unthinkable amounts. Not only is my workload smaller because it's a smaller store, but I get more free time. So lots and lots of writing time. Plus, I don't see any of the abusers I used to have to face daily at my old job, so I've been recovering really good from that. Writing on my other accounts has also been a big help for my motivation.

You know what I wish for? On my other Tumblr account, I post the dumbest things, and everyone interacts with me including other fandom content creators. Even though I don't write romance on that account, everyone still treats me like I'm a huge part of the fandom, and it's... So amazing. I act goofy, I exaggerate, I foam out the mouth at silly aspects of the fandom, and everyone recuperates my feelings. I wish I had that here.

I'm trying to create a stable mindset where I accept that I will never fit in with the rest of the slasher fandom. I'm an asexual writing romance and I don't find any of the characters I write attractive. It's not anyone else's fault but mine. I put on sheep's clothing seeking nothing other than to smell the flowers on the other side of the fence. I'm fortunate enough that so many friends and viewers enjoy my uniqueness, because it makes sticking around easier. But, in the end, I'm still different.

I want this to be the last time I say anything about my loneliness in the slasher fandom. The best thing I can do is hold my friends and viewers close, and keep updating the stories I love and am passionate about. If anymore bullying happens, I'm gonna do my best to ignore it and not let it get to me. I'm gonna try out the shorter word-count for my future chapters and see how that goes. I'm ready to start updating again.

I'm sorry for the huge vent. But, geez, I think I really did need to get it out. Thank you ❤️ Now, please leave me a big reply telling me about how you're doing, my love.

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The dragon has three heads jk anyways here some old art I found more of in my old folder I edited some quotes in I orginal was gonna turn these into patches for myself but never did might redraw them and make that Off jacket I wanted.

A soldier...

A king....

And their mighty giant!!......

Now here it is without the words

And he'll yeh seen that Off game being made and just about fell out my chair and down the stairs can't wait to play it :D also feel free to redraw these in your own style!!.

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Omg I love this update! Wesker sweating bullets is something I NEED to see XD also love how everyone wants to throw hands with him, even more now! Thank you for giving us this update!

AH I’m gushing over how caring they are- reading weskers realization was so good! He’s like “oh, oh I fucked up “ XDDDD amazing writing as always! Now imma go bing read all my favs cuz I GOT DONE WITH FINALS AND I AM FREE!!!!!! Free to read your stories WITH NO INTERFERENCE!!!! YIPE!!!!

3x Mass Overlap starring Hannibal Lecter, Albert Wesker, and Herman Carter.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/45673627

Summary: This poor reader is just trying to survive through their chemotherapy while their boss, doctor and psychiatrist all fight for their heart behind their back.

This story is one of my more unique concepts. It isn't as traumatic, or violent, or angsty as most of my stories. It's layout is more lighthearted, fun and easy-going. It's meant to be silly, dorky and wholesome. It really is just super fun to write, and I think I needed something fun and easy to write right now, especially for the slasher universe.

I chose Hannibal, Wesker and Herman because of their similarities in personality, skill, and class. Each one is extremely intelligent, powerful, rich, and fancy. They all think highly of themselves and can be petty morons. Putting them against each other? I'm sorry, but the possibilities are too hilarious to ignore.

I want all three of them to fight over the reader, but I want them to fight in dorky, silly ways like who owns the nicest suit, who cooks the best, who provides the best gifts, who's the wealthiest, who can set up the best date, and who wins at lifting weights? They do all these dumb challenges behind the reader's back in a ridiculous attempt to prove who's the best for them.

The reader is non-binary so that people can imagine them as whatever gender they'd like. The reader has cancer and some negative thoughts, but with their emotional support dummies constantly hanging around, they have everything they need and more. The reader is also slightly obese because they naturally love eating, but chemo causes them to lose some of their weight- however, I want the boys to try and get them all the food they could ever want. Eating is part of the reader's personality, and it will make for a fantastic cooking standoff.

It's not just about the killers being petty, jealous morons trying to win a prize. Each one does care very much for the reader. They each love the reader, and they are always there for them. They're all a good match for the reader. The fun just comes from them bumping into each other and trying to wreck each other's plans. I really just want a story that's silly and lighthearted, and I hope that a few folks can enjoy it.

Towards the end, viewers will get to choose the killer the reader ends up with, but I will write alternate endings for the other two.

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played the prologue, it was fun !