#// but he's a complicated ass bih-

[vendettavalor]

@tacticalvalor said: Y'know what, I'll bite by bringing up a DM idea: My Paz to your Savage (for the suggestions meme) 😎👍

// do you understand that i am going to kill u? do u understand that i know where you live and i am hunting you down as we speak? as a matter of fact, do you udnerstand that i am inside your walls- /j

⚔️ Romantic Candidates Meme // CLOSED ⚔️

The suggestion draws a blank stare from the Dathomirian. He looks to Paz for a moment, studying him. The way his armor clings to his broad body, the way he handles his heavy-artillery weapon as though it is an extension of himself, the way he barks orders at others around him with one noticeable exception and stands alone; a solitary sentinel, ever watchful and attentive of his clan. He is powerful. He is loyal. He is devoted. He carries himself well and shows mastery in combat both with and without weapons. He is everything to desire in a Dathomirian male.

"He... intrigues me..."

There is only one problem.

He notices the interactions between him and Bo-Katan. For a moment, he feels his blood boiling at the very sight of her. She is a traitor. But he is quick to recall that this is not Mandalore, and she is no longer an enemy. Then come the familiar feelings of wanting... something. What, he does not know. And where once he only felt it when observing the former ruler of Mandalore, he now realizes it gravitates towards both of them. Odd. He dismisses it quickly enough though it nags at him...

Instead, he notes the way Paz's shoulders tense when she approaches. His attention is fixated on her, even through the helm he wears, and she seems to size him up in response. Its a gesture familiar to the Zabrak; like the posturing done by Nightbrothers to show deference to Nightsisters in hopes of earning their favor and being chosen as a mate.

After a moment of watching them square up the two of them both seem to relax before turning and disappearing together. The subtle way Vizsla's hand ghosts over the small of Kryze's back does not go unnoticed either. A small part of him is disappointed. And it shows in the minute way his shoulders seem to sag. He feels... jealous for some reason. But he doesn't know why.

"It would appear he already has a mate."

[anonil88]

We Are Who We Are Ep. 3 liveblog

Chips ahoy has shellfish?

These two are adorable, also he didn't answer what book he read?

If the actress playing Caitlin really did cut her hair omg.

This music selection again is amazing.

I mean he isn't wrong they should have cleaned up their mess, young teens not thinking about that though lol. All that mess is gonna attract is bugs.

I love that they just get to be kids sometimes and have fun, also love how he's like stop staring at my moms they aren't zoo animals lmao.

Yea that breakup was coming lol, also what kind of friend is this girl also he really jumped right onto their bestfriend ewwww.

14 year old boys thats where all that nonsense behavior starts

Ohhh Ocean Vuong that's the book/author. Night sky with exit wounds.

LMFAO FRASER REALLY SAID:

No bih they haven't cause y'all are 14 years old.

The crop top that hides the growing yiddies and ball shorts.

Oop Fraser said boo im bouta educate you on the queer community and transgender people because I think you might be a lil non cis and non het.

But, can fraser please elevate this child's wardrobe a little bit more because

Here Fraser goes snapping. WAIT he also likes to cook wow. I hope my child is like him but with manners, because that cussing at me in my home I'd be putting the designer in my closet with restrictions.

Oh fuck, you can hear Fraser and his moms fighting....shittt. and Cait is about to scrub that damn boat in the middle of the night cause their daddy is PISSED.

Which I mean they both deserve the punishment.

Oh we doubling back to their house to see what happenerd. Fraser autistic or not would have gotten hurt pulling someone else's hair like that.

Thank goodness Maggie was there as a buffer.

Wow Sarah that is fucked, oh she meant it like you're his mom too but at least he doesn't hate us.

Complicated ass relationships.

Oop they got themselves a lil Italian gf. Damn puberty is hitting.

He's a homophobe too. Oh Cait I feel so bad for you.

Oh shit he's having a real bad panic attack. See at least my future partner, hopefully, would lean into me and our child as I help them cope, like damn.

Ooo she got the Oakley visors lmao

Wowwww she is the only woman to have been in command.

Oh she's Bi....oop.

Her brother jealous as fuck, fuck him. Like all serious he is a piece of shit stain.

Wowwwwwww.

When you don't wanna fit the stereotypes cause your parents are gay lol

Cait said.....if u say so.

They both finna cheat I'm guessing with this set up.

Cudi's legs are so small lmao lil cute chicken legs 😊

So im supposed to feel bad for him cause he is suicidal...anyways his friend is a good person.

Here Fraser goes being a jealous hoe, your mom doesn't even know you like this grown ass man. Which pump your breaks kiddo you don't have ownership over your friends or lovers or interests, which at that age it can feel like you do.

Cait/Harper's dad really really prides himself on order, protocol, and rules smfh. Cait/Harper is fucked in earning their dads love i think once they come out.

Yaknow what let her get a lil entanglement.

Preview: Oooo a wedding episode/party. They aren't dating ughh they are the homo bestfriends gosh. Sarah is gonna be a better parent to Cait/Harper than she is to Fraser. Fraser who she coddles and loves but they completely butt heads because they are so similar as people.

I am sticking this show out for the eventual drama but Fraser from the aftershow isn't autistic but he is neurodivergent and a little shit to his moms cause he knows he can get away with it. Sigh word of advice, if you're parents are good parents try to be less of a dick because you cannot get the time back.

[blackasteriia]

🔥 story structure bih

Feed the Fires of my Salt

I jumped into Kingdom Hearts right after KH3 came out. I had the privilege of watching the series’ cutscenes from beginning-to-end, starting with the KHUX back cover and ending in KH3. This is a very confusing way to enter Kingdom Hearts. The start of the story is in KHUX and the beginning is in KH1. It’s KH1 that introduces the core mechanics, themes, and principles of the story. Yet, the story starts in KHuX, which is a mobile game. The KHuX itself is a baffling mess with too many twists for me to even bother tracking it. For the purpose of this essay I’ll focus on Sora’s story, he’s the protagonist after all. 

Kingdom Hearts 1 begins medias res, ‘into the middle of things.’ It doesn’t know that. It thinks it’s a straightforward story and probably the best told one in all of Kingdom Hearts. Sora and his friends live a normal life. He has a call to action when his island falls into darkness and he losses his friends. To find his friends he must travel through several worlds. On the course of this journey he learns of Kingdom Hearts. He then meets Ansem, the antagonist who believes that all people and things belong to the darkness. Sora takes all that he has learned to confront Ansem. Ansem is defeated and Sora’s journey comes to a close. It’s a simple story but it is effective, charming, and fun. 

Then, Sora loses all his memories in a random castle through an event that he does not remember, he wakes-up after sleeping a full year, and we go into Kingdom Hearts 2. 

Kingdom Hearts 2, is another hero’s journey. Sora seeks guidance from the wise Yen Sid, a mentor archetype we most often find in stories of this type. Yen Sid informs Sora that he must defeat Organization 13, an insidious group seeking to obtain Kingdom Hearts. This bunch isn’t as straightforward as Ansem was. They’re manipulative, and also, very human, with their own quirks and personalities, some even befriending Sora. The series delves into a more mature grey than the pure black and white of KH1. Sora learns that light and dark aren’t clear-cut concepts, but to accept the complexity of himself, and others. Sora defeats Xemnas and returns to Destiny Island with his friends, concluding his journey. 

In Dream Drop Distance, Sora and Riku undergo training by Yen Sid to become keyblade masters, which is very important. Sora must unlock the power of waking by *shuffles notes* freeing seven sleeping keyholes, in the realm of sleep. Okay, yeah, anyway he does that. Then this Xehanort guy --who the hell is this guy? He was in Birth by Sleep. Wait, what?-- kidnaps him and tries to possess him so he can fill out the ranks of Organization 13-- Didn’t we kill all of them in the last game? No, they came back. Then why bother killing them off?-- But he’s saved by Axel --who died in the last game-- and Riku. Anyway, this is apparently grounds for failure and Sora does not become a keyblade master. 

In Kingdom Hearts 3, Sora embarks on an adventure to unlock the power of waking by traveling through the worlds and training to become stronger. Didn’t he already beat like, three series antagonists by now why does he need to grow stronger??? Sora is confronted by the members of the Real Organization 13, who taunt him as he travels. Sora gathers the Seven Guardians of Lights and defeats Xehanort and the Real Organization 13. He returns to Destiny Island with his friends and concludes his story by vanishing into a burst of light.

And that, from beginning to end, is Sora’s journey through the Kingdom Hearts series. I skipped a lot of details. I didn’t include side games. I told it as Sora experienced it. Here’s a few things I noticed:

1). There’s a lot of start and stops. The series has three endings. The end of Kingdom Hearts 1, Kingdom Hearts 2, and Kingdom Hearts 3, are all satisfying stop-points for the series. This makes sense, as Nomura, for the most part, intended them to be endings. Of course, he leaves some running threads to intrigue and hint at another game. It means that Sora has his powers reset twice and he begins another hero journey three times. The goals never change: train, grow stronger, beat-up bad guy, go home. Sora never grows past the dumb kid that picked-up a giant key in KH1 and started swinging, or any growth he does develop is reset. 

2). The side games are useless. I can tell Sora’s story without Birth by Sleep. I can do it without 358/2 Days, Chain of Memories, Re:Coded, and I bet I could kick-out Dream Drop Distance too. Xehanort is the sole character that you need. He is by far the worst antagonist. He shows-up without fanfare and is defeated with little trouble. Ansem and Xemnas both had something to contrast to Sora, some sort’ve dynamic, a personal stake. Xehanort is just a jerk and he needs to be beaten-up.

3). Xehanort is a terrible antagonist. An antagonist is the character that opposes the protagonist. It is the antagonist who the protagonist must overcome in order to complete their journey. Ansem and Sora jostle over the very nature of humans, idealism vs cynicism. Xemnas forced Sora to recognize the complexity of the human condition. Xehanort-- bullies Sora until Sora kicks his ass. Never mind untangling how unbelievably complicated the relationship between Xehanort, Ansem, and Xemnas are. You’d believe that Xehanort would be some culmination of Sora’s journey-- but I’d argue that it’d complete the Sea Salt Trio’s story more to defeat Xehanort, than it does for Sora to do it. 

4). Final Fantasy and Disney are window dressing. This game series is supposed to be a crossover between Disney and Final Fantasy. If you read my synopsis, you would not know this. Maleficent in KH1 is the sole character I feel I could’ve added. None of the Final Fantasy characters are on the list or come close to deserving mention. Why do we have the fiftieth Xehanort clone, and not Sephiroth, or anyone else, as a main antagonist? When I watched this series for the first time I did not watch a single Disney World, and I lost nothing for it. About 60-70% of this entire game series is useless, poorly written filler. This becomes worse as it drags on too. There’s some neat character study in KH1 but by KH3, it’s all crap. Instead of using the Disney World’s for character exploration and building plot, they’re usually charmless retellings of the original movie. 

5). There are so many useless characters. We don’t need Roxas. Get rid of Xion. Namine, who? Xehanort just needs to go. You can remove Kairi after KH1. Maybe we keep the BBS-trio because we have to have someone fill-out the Guardians of Light in KH3, but I think Terra is expendable. All of the Union Cross cast, gone. After KH2, all of the Organization members are wasted screen time. These characters do not contribute to the main plot and they have no satisfactory, useful, or good character arcs. They’re just here, repeating what we already heard. Axel finished his story in KH2, why is he still here? The entirety of Chain of Memories, 358/2 Days and Re:coded can be removed, and you would lose absolutely nothing. If I was Nomura’s editor, I’d be making judicious use of a red pen on his scripts. Characters that die don’t stay dead, characters that finish their arcs just hang around taking-up space, and characters that shouldn’t be added, are added. Cut, cut, cut, cut, cut, trim this down to like, 2-3 games, tops, and you’d have a powerful story. Not a long overwritten piece of absurdity that’s wheezing like a pneumonic horse on its last legs. 

6). Dream Drop Distance and Kingdom Hearts 3 are the worst. Sora sets out to complete one task: become a keyblade master, and, he fails. He doesn’t even finish his secondary task, master the power of waking. Kingdom Hearts 3 has no tension, it’s so cut-and-dry, you need about... an hour of the game to know what happened in it. Sora defeated Xehanort, the all important villain, introduced in DDD. It then ends on a stupid cliff hanger. Also, goes to show that Re:Mind was stupid and didn’t help anything or anyone. KH3 had one job, complete all the character arcs introduced in the series in a satisfying way, and it failed on every single account. 

How this series tells story is terrible. It’s done through long-winded exposition that is boring and confusing. Somehow, after watching hours of cutscenes and reading all of the additional side material, I still do not know what Kingdom Hearts is supposed to be. Sometimes, it’s the ‘heart of worlds,’ other times it’s a ‘source of wisdom,’ or it’s a ‘source of power,’ or it can just grant Xemnas’ wish like a star, and it looks like Scala Ad Caelum inside, or its the door to the Realm of Darkness. How can it be the name sake of the series and be so poorly defined? The Metal Gear series is just as convoluted as Kingdom Hearts is, but at least I know what a metal gear is. 

Nomura can structure a plot. He understands the basics of hero’s journey. Every single game is based on that structure, individually. When tied together, however, they make this weird mass  of starts and stops, retcons, wasted time, and poor story telling. I like Sora and I like his story. I would not be here if that was not the case. It’s the same way with Xion. I really like Xion and her story, but she shouldn’t be here. That, or it needs to be written in a way that it matters. This plot stuff isn’t just about the events. It’s about the characters.  What happens to them. What do they do. How do they behave. How do they change? Plot happens when characters act. What a bad plot indicates is bad character motivation and action. These characters don’t matter because Nomura didn’t give them backstories, nuanced motivations, real flaws, or meaningful action. So he crams as most information into the dialogue and pretends that counts as a plot. 

 And it’s not like plot is  complicated, shit happens, that’s it. To add in some RP salt? It bothers me when muns says they’re ‘bad at plotting.’ What do you mean you’re bad at plot? Plot happens when our two muses meet and shit happens. Your muse has encountered a wild Xion, what do you do? > Run > Attack > Talk to > Feed. I’m not writing a passive brick here, ya’ll. I want shit to happen. And when I’m slogging through 13 hours of Kingdom Hearts 2 I want shit to happen, and not watch Sora faff about in a Disney world for forty minutes. Why is that so much to ask for?

[alukaforyou]

and ALSO sry to post bs on main im mostly just talking to myself in my personal tag half the time so yolo, no need to respond to this or reassure me or whatever but these days i licherally question how much of my - sry to sound like a broken record - bs is dépression or just my shité mentality, like i rly was not designed to last, huh? physically or mentally? lol. like who gets motion sickness on swings lmao anyways. i think i give up too easily. theres a bunch of reasons y but i dont feel like saying. its a different thing to kind of kno something, and to admit / speak it (confront it). i could psychoanalyze myself all day and tell u exactly why some things are the way they are but its too unpleasant to neatly state stuff like that u kno?? like... *i kno* but im not gonna say i kno. anywho, i digress. so i give up easily and kind of have a defeatist mentality too, its so exhausting lool. actually its weird cuz duality of man, i'll be rly determined / stubborn abt doing some stuff and not care abt fear of failure with certain things but when it comes to My Life / My Future i just think i cant rly do anything? i mean that literally like i got no skillz *laugh crying emoji* not particularly good at anything, and art - the only thing im maybe arguably ok at - i dont wanna do as a career, that is art therapy for me i dont feel like commercializing it. not interested in working in my major, maybe things wouldve been different if i went to culinary or cosmetology school?? that sounds fun. or if i majored in bio cuz i was so good at that, or even if i majored in japanese language or literature or idk. but no regrets tho cuz i learned a lot abt drawing in art school which i can use for myself. and hmm i like staying home and not rly going out of my way to meet new ppl so connections what? i h8 hearing how most opportunities come through the ppl u kno cuz its true and ik like 10 ppl tops so hm very sexi of me :^) i just feel like im p much f*cked and it rly doesnt help that i have no functional dreams, goals, or aspirations nor the confidence and drive to work towards anything so ah ok cool. u kno suga's songs "the last" and "so far away" ? that p much sums up my feels minus the part abt having to deal w fame obviously LOL. its so easy being a student (for me at least) but being a good student isnt really worth a whole lot in the """""real world""""" and the current education system doesnt even rly prepare u for reality or w.e like Deep Sigh also the political climate rly lookin like shité out there like hmmmmm do i even wanna try so hard to be here anymore tho??? also going back to the self confidence thing, ya idk her LOOOOL like it doesnt very much bother me tho? i really, honest to god have no idea what my redeeming qualities even are. being nice? and my mindset re - tolerance and compassion for others, etc, ya im rly proud of that actually but besides that i mean like what can i Do tho like hm im not particularly good at anything also im hideous like uglee but thats ok too like none of this Bothers me, thats just literally how i Am so ok fine, but i feel like it makes it hard for me to exist in the world i happen to be in??? and i realize im speaking with a huge bias here cuz my brain is totally out of whack im p sure if some1 saw me / read this they would lit be like um u literally do not have it hard girl, which is fair ur kinda right actually from an objective pov, probably? its amazing how um. hard? of a time my brain is having given my relatively ok circumstances but thats just how it is ig. and if i may quote shakespeare - o full of scorpions is my mind. and its weird cuz duality of man - i actually have a lot of good times w friends and whatever i have a lot of fun, im not even very Sad or in Agony its all very a mild? sensation? but that might be because my plan b is to simply *** so nothing rly fazes me anymore lool.

its usually a v confusing emotion, im either feeling happy, or if not that, very ???? im literally that duwang quote get a feeling so complicated its just "ajdjsjsja" idk its not overly repulsive and upsetting im like :s LOL u kno wat at this point idek what im even saying anymore but its good that im writing whatever cuz im gonna need to look back on this later and organize my thoughts for presentation cuz remember i have a s.o now???? i wanna let them kno so we r on the same page, and i dont feel like im tricking them, i thought it over more and there are like 4? major cards i wanna lay out on the table early on and they are 1. im not that close w my family emotionally so do not seek their approval or expect to deal with them much. 2. personal ideology / political views like im bi lmao and pro lgbt if that wasnt obvious also i dont rly wanna be around racists / terfs etc and if ur right wing or not on that respect women juice uhhh bye.. 3. my weak ass mentality how i might Maybe *** in the future like no promise but errrr theres one more but its a little more negotiable and also too early to discuss so i wont mention it but i already got the first two outta the way so ya. theres the most troublesome of all, #3. the last thing i wanna do is traumatize someone that loves me (and i love back) with that kinda thing, its too late for my dear friends whom i love, sorry i didnt kno i was gonna be like this LOL yall already got attached but its a little different with my s.o cuz i feel like its not too late to uh.... stop getting as attached LMAO like dam i've known my girls for almost 10 years whereas i've only known my s.o for like a month.

and this is totally not gonna come across right but if my s.o very understandably desides to dump me id be SO RELIEVED LIKE WOOOO ok cool cuz like essentially what i'd be saying is you are getting attached to someone who's future is not as stable as other people, including u. *huge exhale* from the bottom of my heart, my bad lol. and then i probs wont ever get involved w. a s.o again, sorry to reference snk in 2020 but remember how e*win smith is single cuz he doesnt kno when he will ***? big mood. i have never acted out on my interests before but i was like ok for once lets go off the shits and do smth ooc, i uh... didnt expect for it to actually go anywhere tho so now im like ???? i shouldve thought it through more tho, like i felt low key irresponsible af and selfish and dumb for getting involved w. someone even tho i Know how I Am like...... Also i just lov being single and staying home and chilling alone lmao like i seriously...... never get loney....

ok so what was i talking abt? how the passage of time makes me nervous cuz idk how i can manage to keep up w it??? how i feel like i cant do jack shit???? that life is hard???? and maybe a bih just wants to rest? permanently?????? i think the most irritating part of all for me, like what i am most mad about at myself is that i have no dream. yikes. naruto, do u think thats sad? well yoongi said its okay, and what counts is just being happy, so i will console myself and forgive her and idk just try my best for the time being??

[ts-2020-olympics]

EPISODE 1 - “My Legs Were Not Qwoperating” - Kathy (Part 1)

One world ! 24 other players ! I 

I'm too old to be here but... it's happening! I made it on Tumblr Survivor mom! Determined to not be first boot!

Also I'm aligning with Jordan Pines because I love chaos and these newbies won't know what hit them

Well this is certainly something. I'm going to try out seeing who pms me without me saying anything. I'll pick up the activity tomorrow, so it doesn't really affect me, let's see if anyone takes the initiative so I don't have to. If I get dragged into a majority alliance then that's cool. I don't think that this group is great in terms of teamwork as of yet, but we'll see. There's so many tribes our chances of going to tribal are pretty slim, even if we suck. We're kindof underdogs, so sucking might not be excusable. 

First day of surviving the Survivor survivorship...survivor. These forms are going to take some time to get used to, but I'll manage. Got conversations from Beck and Sammy so far - might scope the field, see what's out there. Or, I can lay low and do what I need to do for my team until merge hits. 

i actually really like the people on my tribe and i'm excited because i have hopes for us. i've also made some nice friends so far and i'm hoping that pays off later but even if it doesn't i'm glad my first day in a skype survivor org has been positive! woo!

Fuck this complicated ass first challenge 

Hello! Guess whose back? It me! Anyway, it’s been a fun first night. Things are going okay. I am worried a little bit about the One World mess, I don’t want to come off too social right now but at the same time I need to secure a good place. So here is the breakdown analysis of my tribe: Chris Stoner: hello ???? I didn’t know they let stoners into the Olympics, didn’t we drug test? I haven’t spoken to him much but we did play Crossroads together although not really together. Anyway, fun to see him. Don’t know if I’d work with him but I guess that’s to be determined. Karen: KARENNNNN! I wasn’t expecting to see them here but now that it’s happening I am very glad to have someone who I have worked with before around, and a solid foundation of working together. Right away I felt like I had someone who had my back and I hope I’m not misreading that, because Karen and I always seem to work together until a certain point. Hopefully we can work together longer than usual this time! Kevin: uhhh soooooo love Kevin but we don’t have the best track record? He was in Circle with me we had a little fight where I may have called him a racist for being mad at Asya anyway it SEEMS as though that’s not an issue anymore and I think we might be able to work something out. I don’t wanna have to vote Kevin out before Stoner or Tommy. Tommy: ok no offense to this man but he is so hard to talk to so far. Every conversation feels flat and even though we are talking about subjects I could go on about for a while, it feels like the convos are going nowhere. I feel like there’s a sort of slight bond between Karen, Kevin and I but then Tommy and Stoner are kind of...hopefully who they’d want to kill off first, I’m probably wildly misreading every situation rn. Outside of my tribe I’ve talked to Juls who I am going to take under my wing as my daughter and she will win this season if I don’t get to! I love her so much she reminds me of my old school Skype babies and I feel like a cool mom when I talk to her I’ve also talked to beck briefly, KING love him bc he’s dating Asya and I don’t necessarily want to bond based on that. I also know beck is a good as game player bc I’ve watched him play so......I’m gonna be nice and observant and maybe we can establish a threat/threat symbiotic relationship. I also talked to Jacob C. who I love so much and he and I have been comparing some notes. He’s already told me Sammy has an idol that he can only use for three rounds so heh heh heh. OH SPEAKING OF SAMMY I love that man he’s such a doll and I really hope we can work together if I get far. At this point I love this cast but I really feel like I am not gonna vibe with the newbies, they’re like very....quiet in the PM’s but loud in the one world chat? I find that backwards. I’m hoping the newbies I do like will be able to  get rid of the newbies I don’t like so that when we merge the newbies I do like will help me get rid of the returnees I don’t wanna work with. That’s what we are manifesting, 2020 vision yeehaw. 

Showmance, eh? I might play dumb, surprise them all later? I could play the role of disposable pawn while possibly orchestrating things behind the shadows. Could be a long, long shot, but it could work. 

AAAAHHHHH IM HERE HI MOM IM ON TV IM SO EXCITED AND I CANT WAIT FOR EVERYTHING IM ALSO SCARED AS FUCK CUS EVERYONE KNOWS HOW THESE THINGS WORK AND I DONT 

omg okay this is all so crazy i love it i can’t stop shaking AAAAHHH dhdkshHSJDHEVSJbokayOKAY so like i LOOOVE my tribe we’re the fuckin best tribe here cus we’re all so cool like we’re the FRIENDSHIP tribe and being able to make friends is a useful skill in this game like no offense but being the “dominant” tribe or “champions” tribe or whatever tbh it’s pretty unskinny bc that’s a target on you forever whereas my tribe we’re all friendly and trusting!! 💖💞 xoxo lets hold hands all the way to finale and have fun! 🌈✨

okay i forgot to talk about strategy lol anyways yeah I looOOOVve everyone on my tribe and that’s great but also sucks because there’s only 5 of us, it just takes 3 votes to send you out so I wish there was some oblivious cocky dick on our tribe we all could hate so we’d have an easy first vote like that guy Billy.. why is he on the respect tribe¿? anyways i love everyone but I think Will and I are becoming the closest we talked for a lil while last night yknow things got a little steamy 🥰😩 (you’ll have to pay for ts all access for that footage 😘) we bonded really well and I think for this first vote if we lose, Will and I are definitely gonna be voting together.

Alright, so here we are at the 2020 Olympics.   I came in as a last minute replacement, so I feel like I have to prove myself more than some others who applied weeks before hand and made the cut.   As well, got some past players, and past winners, which makes the competition stakes that much greater this season.   Then, to top it all off, at the One World style camp, so can talk to everyone which is definitely a nice touch.   Now, regards to my tribe, I honestly like the people on my tribe, and find that we're going to be a solid crew.   Here is my actual impressions on my tribe mates thus far though: Beck - Probably one I recognize most, just due to being in a discord org vl with her, definitely seems like a friendly gal, and when time is right, I feel she could end up being my closest ally on the tribe Ben - Probably one so far who I have talked the most too, and I feel like we're connecting alright thus far, so going to keep building up a bond with him and his route could end up being as my first ally of these Olympics. Kathy - Haven't spoken one on one with her yet, just in the tribe chat somewhat and main chat, which she definitely seems like a cool person, and hoping to get to know her a bit better, but terms of this game, hard to say if we'll be on same side or not. Bailey - Speaking with her a little, but kind of same lines as Kathy currently with her, just not sure if Bailey will end up being an ally who will be with me, or someone who will be against me. Overall, time will tell how this game goes, but hopefully it goes well for me and I come out with at least something worth while.

HOLY SHIT I FOUND AN ADVANTAGE OH MY GOD!!!!! I GOT AN ADVANTAGE ON DAY FUCKIN TWO OF MY FIRST SURVIVOR EVERR HOLY SHIT!!!! okay so it says i can get an extra vote IF at the next tribal i decide to NOT vote and save that vote for later so i’d have an extra vote. Now the hard part is making my first tribal an easy vote so i can save my own.. hopefully i’ll be able to do this! i’m so scared ohmygod

okay i’m in a serious predicament... so I may not vote at the next tribal meaning there’s only 4 votes. While looking at the cast reveal i discovered something.. Nik is a drag queen, Eve also does drag as well... what if they applied together from some drag community or are bonding because of that. That’s 2 votes together already on a tribe of five.. that’s dangerous especially when I’m not allied with either of them! If they vote together and i don’t vote... they’d have half the votes already and may get rid of my ally Will! I’m hoping to god they don’t know each other but if they are aligned then Will or I could be out! I want this advantage but i don’t know if i can take it.... fuuUUUUCK

I’m really enjoying my tribe and I think that the people in this game are super awesome! However with that being said, I can definitely see who could potentially be an issue down the line and I’m keeping my eyes peeled for them!

whoa. this game is a lot. I managed to message everyone on day one because I just rely on my social abilities. I tried to be as relatable as possible to everyone but literally some people were dead fish. Some newbies have asked me for advice already and they said returners are intimidating so I said "I mean only the returners that won" hahah and they were like "oh yeah so true" sorry I threw y'all under the bus. But ummm kathy is playing and we are from the same hometown so I am hoping we end up on same tribe sometime soon. I love juls too!! OH AND JACOB IS MY RIDE OR DIE. we had a tribe call and I was so uncomfortable because I felt like I had nothing to add to the conversation. my fav 2 on my tribe are Jacob and Caeleb tho! umm okay last thing I searched for the idol....AND BIH ON DA FIRST TRY I GOT ONE BLSFSI only good for next three tribals I attend tho. I told Jacob. it was in a yellow condom. okay sorry this was very choppy I just wanted to get it all out.

This tribe seems to be working fine together, while I'm still terrified of losing, I think we stand a fighting shot. This cool little band of misfits would be a cool sight. I've kept my quiet for the first day, time to ramp things up just a tad. I've talked to Landen and I feel pretty alright about him, and given this tribe is as small as my will to life after playing QWOP, we only need one more! Landen's probably talking to everyone, so I just need to seal the deal with him. I think my challenge performance will suffice for being enough to keep me around, but I need a bit of a backup just in case. If we go to tribal, there's not a "stay UTR" option. It's either I'm in an alliance and I'm calling some shots, or I'm being (in)directly blindsided. But, I picked my strong suit in flash games for a reason fellas. The one world chat has quite a bit of activity. I'm quite and that's fine, if we swap I can readjust. If we go to tribal I'm sure I'll become just a tad more popular along with the other 9 that go. tldr:I'm winning duh

Ayo, tribe energy looking DOPE AS HELL BAY BAY! We all seem to be getting along pretty well, seeing as our communication during this challenge is pretty dope! No bad personalities in sight. I gotta wonder though, how nervous do I have to be? I know for a damn fact if I start talking more to these people they gon' be fallin' as hard as underage kids seeing the hottest girl in school enter their club. Thing is though, I'm fresh meat coming into this, so any pre existing relationships in this game are like dust mites to me. Can't see em' but GOD DAMN they annoy me. Nonetheless, I gotta work my magic in case we go to Tribal. I ain't letting anybody take out a rookie, especially a rookie who has somethin' to prove, and someone who at his best is the damn king of the world. See me work bay bay!

[xjelani-archive-blog]

I could go on about how much I love your writing, your characterization, your creativity, but when push comes to shove I love you Layla! You've been here since the beginning and if you wanna know the truth I consider you my closest friend here. For me life on this blog would not be possible. You inspire me with your threads and your upbeat and charming personality makes me swoon! I'll always have your back. Always . :)

HHUUUUUUUUUUUUU I LOVE YOU FINNNNNNNN

NO. BUT REALLY. I GENUINELY LOVE AND ENJOY YOU SO MUCH. I’m just. gfkjdghkj. Listen this really melts my heart. I am goo. I am Your Goo. Gimme a second ok

You are so sweet. You are so so so so sweet. Every time we talk you’re just the Sweetest and Kindest soul to me and to the people around you. My experience on this blog has always been good, but without you around it just feels like there is something missing. BIH I LOVE YOU!!! I HOPE YOU’RE DOING WELL OUT THERE. I’M SO PROUD OF YOU AND I HOPE LIFE HAS BEEN TREATING YOU WELL. I think you were one of the firsts here that just made me feel so welcomed and apart of something. You inspire me, and everytime you’re on my dash I gotta slam myself (and lucy) into your notifications somehow. 

AND GOD YAMORI. LEMME TELL YOU BINCH,,,,, IDEK IF THERE ARE OTHER YAMORI BLOGS OUT THERE, BUT YOU’RE MY FAVORITE. HANDS DOWN. I DONT WANT ANY OTHERS >:^V. You bring so much life to him!!! And jesus his and Lucy’s relationship is so complicated but simple but so hard to put into enough accurate words. and I love developing them with you. I was just rereading our thread the other day (the one where he rips his chest open for her fgkjhgk) and i was just thinking. “Damn. This is so fuckin good. I love writing this hoe with you.” You’re in my thoughts! And I hope you take care. YOU ALREADY KNOW ONCE YOU’RE OFF YOUR OFFICIAL HIATUS I’M JUMPING YOUR ASS RIGHT?

[thespiritofeon]

Fic where keith and |ance are great friends and pretend to date (mostly because |ance's parents assumed and |ance didnt know how to say no) amd its like yeah cool or whatever

And then keith meets shiro and completely spaces tf out and is like "im single" (cause technically he is) and they end up sleeping together and in the morning keith freaks out and tries to explain whats going on but shiro can barely keep his eyes open let alone follow the complicated situation

Anyway shiro is totally cool with it if |ance is cool with it (super dramatic fake hurt at the betrayal on speaker, which makes shiro super apologetic and tries to kiss ass but |ance cuts him off with a laugh and is like "bih im totally fucking with you, i dont care. Im actually glad to hear Keith's di-" keith abruptly ends the call, of course)

Anyway shiro and lance become good friends as sheith's relationship blossoms (seems they never truly get out of the honeymoon phase) and then suddenly they're all going on a ski trip with lance's family (who is footing the majority of the bill) and everyone except |ance's family completely forgot about the dating thing but keith and |ance get bunked together and its just a hellish week of sneaking around that ends when sheith is caught being lovey dovey by one of |ance's siblings who threaten to beat the shit out of him

|ance diffuses the situation though

[thelennystorm]

Give me the essay on Desertion since Vic was EASILY DISTRACTED

oh my bih

1. What inspired this fic?

Haaa, so, a lot of little things- my liking to connect All for One to different characters, an intrusive thought of “oh but traitor shouta”, and the wonder at just what could have produced Erasure all lumped into this AU.

2. Where did the title come from?

The title comes from. Well. A google search, because I didn’t want to get poetic but it needed to be good. Either that or one of the discord buds.

3. What part was most difficult?

God, the technical shit. Figuring out how x runs or who sides where, how x happens despite this character being like z in canon. I love AUs but theyre a pain in the ass when theyre this big.

4. What are you most proud of?

We fuckin’ made half the heroic industry villains what do you think?

But no, the fact this is so thought-out I think gets me. Usually, I’m holding onto the seat of my damn pants while planning- there’s a general outline, but anything else is up to the lotto of “what comes to mind”. This? This is insane. And it’s well-thought. Everything has reasoning. That’s a new one. 

5. What do you like best about this fic?

SLAMS TABLE RAREPAIRS TRAITOR SHOUTA GOOD DAICHI- 

6. What do you like least about this fic?

uhhhhh

the stain involvement I guess. Necessary, but he never appealed to me. Also don’t like how it’s gonna be probably over 100k words but o h w e l l

7. What’s a reference you made no one has picked up on yet?

Lord half my ocs are in here, a good portion of Vics are, what won’t people not pick up on

Besides those, there aren’t many crossover references in here, I don’t think, or any at all?

8. What’s a bit that sums up your take on a character?

Mmmm likely the bit where Shouta puts everything into motion- he’s someone who values what is right over what is legal, is someone who won’t go along with the crowd if it means harming others, and is someone who is insanely possessive of those he considers his.

9. Favorite line(s) of dialogue?

Look I’m not searching the fucking doc but it’s the one with Toshinori and Shouta- those lines just have so many implications in them- Shouta hating himself some, being disgusted with the system, having seen that happen before, and Toshinori being so in the dark he thinks Shouta is really a villain

good shit

10. Favorite line(s) of prose?

None yet my binch

12. Imagery that is important to the fic, either while composing or in the fic itself?

Hnmmm

HMMMM

This is where I come blank on imagery again

I suppose a good one would be a rock

slowly over time it gets more and more weathered, until it breaks or becomes something else

13. How many drafts did the work go through?

jfkdnj It’s on the second now since it’s been massively retooled thanks to you two

14. Were you listening to anything while writing the fic? If so, what?

the playlist i built, basically, and a lot of heavy rock.

15. What were you most worried about during the composition?

Reception. And keeping in-character. I don’t like being that writer that strays outisde of canon persionalities without any real reason.

16. If you used a beta, what did you agree or disagree on?

i dont know suga what did we disagree on

17. Did anything surprise you during the writing?

uhhhhhhhhhhh

some of the characters being involved caught me by surprise

as well as some of the motivations we came up with

theyre good but where they come from

18. Were there any alternate versions of this fic?

Uhhhh. I mean the original was going to be one chapter and end on Shouta having a hand in Kamino in some way, and now it’s a 4+ work monstrosity. So.

19. Were any parts written under the influence?

does little sleep count

if yes, most of it

20. What did you learn from writing this fic?

BOY ARE REVOLUTIONS COMPLICATED

[queen-mischief-fanfiction]

Who said the Joker had only one girl?

Basically It's suicide squad, with a new character, Poison Ivy, with an added three-way romance of Poison Ivy X Joker X Harley Quinn.

My first Mistake

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In life there is always that one moment where you think if that never happened my life probably would have been better. Say for example had the Wayne family never traveled down that alley after their show the parents would still be alive and the world would never been introduced to Batman. Another example if Dr Jekyll never created the formula that turned him into the monster known as Mr Hyde. Have I ever experienced this ... yes ... on multiple occasions, there have been times that I have thought that if this didn't happen my life would be probably more simple ... but the real question is if it were possible to change the past would I? Over time the answer has been jumbled because as much as I would love to change my life I would miss that people I've met, but I'm getting ahead of myself here let me take you back a few years to when my first what if moment happened. It was my first day in Gotham City, I had recently moved there from Seattle because of ... complications, I had recently turned twenty and decided it was time to move away and because I didn't want my parents money I was out looking for work but it was proving difficult when you only have degree in Biology and Toxicology. Anyway back onto the story, I was walking along the street absolutely disgusted with this place as there are little to no plants growing and I'm surrounded by tall metal buildings, living in Seattle tall buildings are normal but at least they had massive park areas full of trees here I swear the park areas are like half as big as the ones in Seattle, I was too busy looking at the buildings to notice the people around me and I walked into a wall and landed on my ass.

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"Hey watch where you're going" I didn't know who said that but when I looked up I saw a god, actually he was definitely one of the most gorgeous men I have ever seen, from the ground the first thing I saw were his boots black simple but still very elegant, next his long legs witch were covered by normal denim jeans, he was wearing a black shirt that showed off his arms and man you can tell that he works out, I can't even see his abs or chest but god do I wish to see what he looked like without clothes on, dam I haven't seen his face and I'm already horny, but as I pan up more let me just say this man is what all women dream of, he has short brown hair that looks spiked at the top, eyes that no matter how hard you looked into them you just can't tell what shade of blue his eyes are, slightly bushy eyebrows and pale skin, now people tell me I have pale skin but his skin is so white he could give snow white a run for her money, I could also see that he was a few inches taller than me. "Are you okay? Do you need help?" a deep voice similar to last calls out, which I realized was the handsome stranger, as his questions bring me out of my spaced out mind. "No it's okay, I'm fine," I say as I pick my self of the ground, "I'm sorry for running into you" I continue looking at him shyly "don't worry, sorry about yelling at you before I was slightly angry about work," he said looking at me with those blue eyes, "I'm glad it was someone hot who ran into me though". I blushed at those words never really been called beautiful before, not wanting to appear rude I hold out my hand, "my name is Pamela, and if you haven't already guessed I'm new here" he takes my hand but doesn't shake it instead brings it up to his lips and I am not kidding he kisses my hand so sensually it almost gave me an orgasm, he looks up at me smirking like he knows how he affected me "I could tell," he says moving closer to me but not letting go of my hand, "I know everyone in Gotham and I haven't seen any one as," his words start getting slower as he starts speaking in a whisper as he is inches from my face, I close my eyes as he did something unexpected he leaned in close and ran his nose along my neck sniffing me, "ah intoxicating as you my dear" and with that let go of my hand and walked away from me before I could say anything. That was the first time in months that I have had the most sexual encounter ever and if he made me feel like that with mere words than I want more of it.