#// since hs he has the group and it honestly makes me eternally happy that universe did that for him | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

armafidelium · 8 months

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something i look forward to hopefully exploring in his phel's canon verse is him gaining trust in others and kinda just . . . learning to be a person outside of his duty. we'll see how long that kinda stuff takes but i enjoy exploration like that

#● ☾ ⭑ 𝗠ᵒᵒᶰˡᶤᵍʰᵗ ᵛᶤᵍᶤˡ ( ooc )#// just rambles but yeah that's smth i'm excited to eventually flesh out and like give him friends & support #// since hs he has the group and it honestly makes me eternally happy that universe did that for him #// like him having a genuine friend outside of his sister would kinda just mean so much and be v big imo #// bc it means he's accepting he can have flaws and trust others and just i can't word rn #// i have a lot of emotions abt phel and using this to get out some of my present foul mood with thoughts #// i have plenty of just things i wish for him #// maybe one day he learns love but my biggest wish first is him to learn to be human to be him #// bc i picture he's very reliant on the noctum to avoid the way his heart aches over the lives he takes #// over how he wishes it wasn't him and his sister with this duty sometimes #// i have thoughts #// this got a lot of tags wow #// idk why i like writing thoughts in tags vs post text it's force of habit #// makes my words seem quieter bc i hate taking up space #// but yeah now i'm gonna go lay down and think abt phel being happy #● ☾ ⭑ 𝗠ᵒᵒᶰˡᶤᵍʰᵗ ᵛᶤᵍᶤˡ ( tbd )

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