#//HAII FROM THE DISCORD SERVER

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I'm gonna crash head-first with my helicopter into that elevator you're stuck in :D

— C. Calvin

>"w-WHAT?!?! W-WAIT NO D-DON'T DO TH-"

>[End:??? THE GREATEST PLAN]

[dandelionpixels]

charlie kelly fluff hcs? u write him so well lol

haii!!! im so honored omg…

- charlie skips rocks on any available body of water. hes not very good at it so usually it just means throwing rocks.. but sometimes it skips once or twice and it makes it all worth it

- went as pigpen from the peanuts one year for halloween

- for mothers day, charlie tries to spend the whole day doing things in threes with his mom and never leaving her sight. just trying to give her a break from her anxiety.

- the only thing charlie can reliably ‘cook’ is rice krispie treats. hes made them with lucky charms, fruity pebbles, cinnamon toast crunch, etc

- he sings in the shower

- dee once bought him a year long subscription to “hooked on phonics” and he actually tried to do the assignments and stuff

- unironically has discord. he only has one server and hes the only person in it. he mostly uses it for musical writing purposes..

- mac made him a friendship bracelet when they were like eight and he’s kept hold of it since. he tried to make mac one but hes no good with knot-tying

[artisticspacestudios]

🩸 Haii!! I'm a silly artist that has basically nothing to do with their life except art!!

❤️ Please keep urself away from me if your an NSFW blog :))

💥 I do art for a YouTuber, Gloopyloopy, and can do art for others if wanted.. cuz ya know I got nothing better to do Anywayz!!

💅 Do not repost my art!! If you do I will bite you.

✨ I AM JACK WALTEN /SRS

✨ Asks are always open!! (Unless said otherwise) Feel free to ask away!!

💅 I DO COMMISSIONS FOR FREE!! just say somethin if ur interested!!

💥 Keep all BULLYING away! This blog supports everyone! Furries, Therians, Toonians, Etc!!

❤️ I stuck at typing amd spelling guys give me a minute /hj

🩸 I am gonna make a new discord server so be patient :)

FOLLOW MY COUSIN @dollietoon!!

FOLLOW THIS DUMBASS @ac1d-d4mp

Side Blogs

@hellfirepurgatory @musicalrat

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Babes.... I miss prapaisky

Haii BABYYY ❤️❤️

YESSS 😭😭😭 GOD I MISS THEM SO MUCH. I AM ACTIVELY AVOIDING TO NOT THINK OF THEM (WHICH I AM FAILING AT SUPERBLY)

Every single thing reminds me of them. If there's a song playing then suddenly I am planning on ways to make edits when I don't have the time to do so. When I am out and about and see the Sky in beautiful colors I am reminded of them and when it's windy there they are filling my head. It has reached a new level of obsession 😭.

I don't know what to do or how to move forward. I am not even sure if I want to move forward. 😭😭😭

DO YOU SEE THIS... HOW ON EARTH WILL I MOVE FORWARD FROM SOMETHING THAT GAVE ME LOTS OF JOY. 😭😭😭

P. S There is a Discord Server for Unofficial Prapaisky Support Group if you are interested I would be happy to send you the link 😚❤️

[prpfs]

🍡 20F haii im looking for long term lit - adv lit writers. able to pump out a response once a week or more, im patient and active ooc with world building. please please PLEASE be ready to message - i want partners that are 100% into headcanons, aus, songs, drawing, overall excited like i am!! the passcode is floride. discord is a must for platforming our server into the best medium. all ocs are welcomed. poc friendly. im able to make cute memes of our charas if thats okay :3 OCxOC only. fandoms or verses can be discussed in dms. 20+

• only plays bottom/sub roles

• in addition to the rule above, if we are solidified as good and close rp partners i will be open to playing top/switch charas

• central time zone

• hyper active ooc & will spam server with content

• dm me for more details on kinks

• small sneak peak in what to expect : taboo, incest, 🍪 (im fine with ANY age gap ;3), whump, mxm or mxf, kidnapping, petplay, drug use, etc

things i expect from my partner

• high activity and good communication for inactive periods

• top/dom charas. switches are welcomed as mentioned after establishing a good rp connection

• lit - adv lit responses. 2 or more paragraphs is enough, we can discuss this in dm

• willing to play super fucked or "saviour" type charas for m/c

• i want to hear from you basically

all plotting will be discussed in dm. please send the passcode in dm to floridakiloos on discord or like this post for me to reach out!!

give a like and anon will get back to you

[multiplicity-positivity]

Haii

Do u have any tips for getting better at communicating and switching (we haven't fully switched for longer than a few minutes that I know of)

We're still living at home sorta want/need to mask a bit but I'd like to be able to switch out for at least a little bit and explore our headspace more

The only thing I'd be worried about would be if we can't control who fronts and when coz that would cause problems so if u have any tips for that then that would also be great (although I know it's probably not something that can really be controlled too much)

Really any tips on communication and switching would be great heh

Thank uu :33

Hello,

As far as controlling who switches and when, I don’t have much advice. Our system cannot control switches, and only our gatekeeper has any sort of access to controlling that aspect of us. Perhaps, if your system also has a gatekeeper, you may ask them about letting other members front more?

As far as building communication, we do have some advice.

We advocate for therapy a lot here, but for good reason. A therapist can help guide your system towards more regular, healthy communication. Seeing someone outside the body regularly who knows about the system, is educated in psychology, and can provide an outside perspective on your system and how it functions can be incredibly beneficial and a great boon for internal communication. If you aren’t already seeing a therapist, perhaps try seeking one out.

Additionally, there are other things you can do to boost inner-system communication, like:

- attempting to communicate externally. Writing notes, setting up a PluralKit and a system discord server, keeping a journal, and leaving voice memos are all excellent ways to begin communicating with each other. With this, keep in mind that patience is key. You may not hear from other system members immediately, but if you keep that line of communication open and functioning, you may start to hear from each other often

- attempting to communicate internally. When you have time to spend by yourself in a calm, quiet environment, try reaching out to your system members. Don’t be too discouraged if you don’t hear back initially, and don’t assume that not hearing anything back means they aren’t hearing your message. Practicing internal communication regularly can help build connections and make communication easier in the future.

- reducing internal self-hate. This was a massive obstacle for our system, one that we’re still struggling with. But our host’s self-hatred was often deflected or aimed towards other members of the system. If you are the host and deal with this, your headmates may be wary or hesitant to interact with you. Try working on some self-compassion, and it may help your headmates feel more comfortable interacting. If you are in this situation, you may have to work on rebuilding trust before you can hope to have better communication with your system.

If you are the host, and if you have never fully switched out before, perhaps learn more about specutien, frontstuck, and median systems. It may be that you will never be able to fully switch out and enter the headspace. In our system, our host can switch out occasionally, but not of his own volition, and he does not enter our headspace. Rather, he goes into a sleep or stasis and has no memory of his time not fronting when he fronts again. That is just the way our system works. Trying to force your system to work in a way that it doesn’t may be detrimental to your system as a whole, so please exercise caution and be careful. Remember that all systems are unique, and your system might function differently from other systems you know.

With regards to masking, I’m linking this post made by a couple members of my system in which they discuss masking a bit. For me, I can mask easily enough by adopting a few mannerisms of the host and trying to speak with a “host filter” (if that makes sense). So far I’ve been able to slip by undetected around people with whom it is not safe for us to be open about our system.

I do apologize that this post got a bit long and out of hand. Good luck with everything.

🖋 Cecil

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i was sobbing so loud i think the case manager could probably hear me across the hall and my therapist told me i need to find just one thing to keep me strong for the rest of this week and then she canceled her staff retreat to meet with me next wednesday. she asks me if theres a history of alcoholism in my family at the end of our 50 minutes and i rofl my fastest copter out of there with a big XD. i spent my session trying to explain to her that yearning activates my gag reflex, that it doesnt feel like depression because everything im soy about is true, and that ive seen this play out before. then when i leave i log online and type out in chat that theres an extreme lack of bpd in my discord server  the fact that weve collected 20+ online poongays and only like 1.5 of them have bpd is some sort of natural anomaly... stop treating me like IM crazy when YOU GUYS are the outlier cuz bpd and transexualism go together like… Um well you get the picture

the worst thing ive done out of unrequited love i was probably around 15, when i developed this online relationship with a guy who would send me pictures of him digging his finger into his eye or his cut up face and shit, like joker shit... our relationship pretty much was built on a basis of just fucking being terrible to one another in ways that i wasted at least a couple hundred thousand hours on in high school. like he had this private vent account on instagram that i would stalk because hed change the bio intermittently to different messages for me in morse code that id have to manually translate with like, morsecodetranslator.com dot com, and wed just communicate like that when hed block me. anyway he broke up with me just before i turned 17 after maybe two years of developing this tumblr #yancore #actuallyobsessive relationship of fantasizing about killing each other. i took it really fucking hard so i cut his entire legal name into myself and then sent it to him after making a callout post on kinstagram, and then i took a couple handfuls of SSRIs in a desperate attempt for attention i mean suicide and spent a night throwing up foam into a bathroom sink and groaning

i mean nothing really came out of that and in my opinion its not a novel outcome of an e-kindating t4t relationship with some guy with DID from portland no less, albeit a mental decision, but like nine months later he sent me a DM on discord and it was his littlespace alter of honey from ouran high school host club being like Haii XDD do you remember me? I know you’re not talking to NAME REDACTED but I would really like to talk... and i answered him but it was, like, the wrong answer. i dont think hes ever going to reach out to me again and its whatever, hes engaged to some trog that he cosplayed stridercest with in middle school now and it at least forced me to start learning the gentle art of not responding 

i spent the last four years on a spiral staircase until the enormity of my desire started to disgust me. i dont think about my past relationships much but i spend a lot of time now thinking about what i should or should not say to you. yearning activates my siken complex and i almost always opt for silence, always kind of feel like too much and thats because i historically have been, but damn itd be nice to just give someone everything in some universe where i have some semblance of respect for myself. not circumstances where youre integrating yourself so deeply into the other person that the amount of self hatred you have inside of you becomes easier to carry when its directed at them. because like, the worst things ive done have been in love that’s requited and that makes it scary to start caring, right? now id have to describe my love language as a secret sixth thing that i dont feel comfortable succumbing myself or others to anymore, like a zit you have too deep in the skin to pop but hurts REALLY FUCKING BAD and seems like its never leaving. You gotta doctor pimple popper that shit with some Tito’s or like some pentobarbital

[jinxdout]

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Haii!!! im Toby or jinxdout as you can see.

this is my art tumblr, my main is pepsiluver69. My art instagram is ALSO pepsiluver69

i cosplay !! probably will not post here but just so its know lolz !!

highschooler !!

EST time zone (all im saying)

i go to a peforming arts school (specifically visual arts major)

🇧🇷 and very proud of it

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some fandoms im in/things i like are:

BaB:QftIM/Inky Mystery (hi if i you know me from the discord server)

BATIM/BATDR

Tangled/Vat7K (thanks to my beautiful boyfriend)

Ducktales/Topolino

Harley Quinn

Marvel (but only deadpool 🐾)

Undertale

YOUR TURN TO DIE (my love) 💞💞

Stray (sad silly cat game)

Amphibia

The Owl House

Marble Hornets

Found footage in general (rewatching The Blair Witch project as im writing this)

Creepypasta

(we get it toby. you're a queer, get on with it)

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if you wanna get to know how i am or bully me

uau okay thats kool, just say you're a 🚩 , toby..

uhh what else do people add to intros?

right.

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heres some of my art that may or may not be scattered around this account

okey thats all, enjoy my account *explodes*

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hey bin its my milkk!

HAII <33 R U MILKK FROM DISCORD/CIDER SERVER?