#//short para because laziness oop

[knightofameris]

aaaAAAAAHHH THERE IS SO MUCH TO RESPOND TO OMG HOLD ON DHSKSN

before i start let me just say thank u guys (just in general) for being so kind and welcoming...,, today was so bleh and i just have been feeling worse and worse (yes i did cry for an hour but m ok now) and i go on tumblr and i almost cried again bc i saw all the asks...,, it’s so refreshing to just be hit w all this love........so thank u,,... much love from 🧸 dhdjd

onto the convos! hi ames i’m glad ur taking a break or at least are hopefully trying to!! i will kick ur shins and take ur kneecaps if u aren’t hehe :> pls take care of yourself and this goes for anyone else out there reading this!!! i’ll support u 100% :D

(i learned how to press return so my msg isn’t one big para im so cool) anyways fbdjdjHDKSSJ UGH that sounds like so much woRK dbskdndk WHAT WERE THE CONVOS EVEN ABOUT???? i get so drained so quickly and i always need a break from everyone so PROPS TO U??!!?? i personally take ss so i just switch back n forth between my photos and the ask box JDNSKD im so lazy

YEAHHH art !! i love art sm!!! practice sketches ooo of who i wonder? do tell more... AND I’M PROUD OF YOU MORE!! but like fr i’ve gotten so much better in the past 6 months and i’m really happy w how it’s been going, maybe i’ll show u sometime C:

WAIT HOW TALL ARE U??? are we both short queens????!!!?? JDBAKDJSK it makes it all the better having somewhat tall hq interests 👀👀 I GENUINELY DONT THINK SUGA WOULD HAVE BAD TASTE EITHER??? mf could be out here in sweatpants and a t-shirt and he’d look like he stepped off broadway istg. and GRRR seeing u talk so passionately about teaching HFJSNDKDDK im so proud of u and i have only been talking to you for so long LOL !!!! i cant wait to see u do great things in the future ames!!! i’m so proud of you :D keep going!! ok ok and finally, FINALLY, i’m glad you’re doing better!!! dummie thick surgeon but at least it’s somewhat resolved fhskdkdkq (sorry if i seem so out of it in this omg i’m so exhausted) -🧸

AAHHA oops SORRY AHFSDANFF

AWW baby, i’m sorry today was hard for you!! i’m glad that I, and everyone else, was hopefully able to make today a little bit better. WE LOVE YOU HERE <3 <3 sm uwu and crying feels good sometimes! yk, just gotta let it out. i hope you go get some rest because you deserve it, crying takes a lot of energy hgnfngkng. and if you ever need an ear I am here to listen <3

LJDFAL;SDJF the way I'm p sure you already took my heart,,,

I STILL DONT HAVE THAT FEATURE. AM SAD. and I DONT EVEN REEMBER we just kept sending memes on one thing or dog pictures on another, etc. and it just. different conversations ASDJFKDAJSF. AND DON’T WORRY i totally get it. i take a few days away from texting every so often and yk. I'm like simultaneously social and not tho adslfjdlsajf. ALSO THAT’S SO SMART,,, u have the brain cell here. 

AW i would love to see your art if you’re ever comfortable to share,, BUT IM SURE IT’S AMAZING ANYWAY!!! we LOVE IMPROVEMENT. look at you go IM PROUD OF YOU MOST!! and omg I, I can only draw girls recently for some reason. and if I draw boys they’re just pretty boys,,,, i mean it’s suiting for suga though he’s a very pretty boy u__u 

i ammmmmm 5′1″ (153 cm) owo. so I'm assuming,,, you’re also short AHAHAH. suga literally reaches the minimum height that i’d want in a guy. BUT LIKE SHORT BOYS ARE CUTE TOO I’VE BEEN “WITH” MOSTLY SHORT BOYS. asjldfasldfjasjf I'm mad suga can pull off any outfit and would be prettier than me smh. 

AJDFALSJF PLLSS ;-; I'm proud of u more...! what are you interested in for a career ?? 0: i know for me that I do want to be a teacher but I want to do other things too! something in the entertainment industry but who knows asdljfalsdfjasf 

LMAO my surgeon was kinda funny tho made it relaxing before going under anesthesia and donut worry about seeming out of it, I'm constantly out of it. no brain cells 25/8

[aesthetic-dani]

It it 12:28 am and it is a school night. 

I should be sleeping instead of writing this post, but I promise to myself it will be short.

I love my new art teacher Ms. A and I am so sad she won't be here next year, she is like my mom in many ways. Blue hands compared me to her a couple times and oh god, I am so flattered. She really motivates me to put all that energy and thought behind my work, in a way empowers me to be more me. and confident. 

Quick thought:

-There are constellations on my face

-"We Are an Island" (Brandon Boyd)

- I love the design of urban cities like Tokyo , New York,  Bogota, and Downtown Miami. Yet I want to create spaces that relieve the tension of living in such places.

-I am growing to be comfortable in my body, even if it is not how I desire it to look

-I will be fine, wherever I go. Everything will be okay.

-I love my family so much, and my friends too. As the rabbi has said, "Uno puede Tamar a todo el undo, per no tine que asociarse con todo el mundo".

-quiero estudiar toda mi vida! Me encanta aprender... aunque claro que el aprendizaje nunca para, estés en la escuela o no.

-quiero enamorarme de mi cultura, saber mas de mi paz, por que siempre serán una parte muy grande de quien soy.

-I need to read up on some art history and research.

Wow this has not been so quick..... Oops!

I hope my boy is out there somewhere and that he is okay. I hope he feels good about himself and everything he does is done with love. I do not know him yet, but he is somewhere. He is real. I like to think that he is fun and intelligent. A musician, an artist, a poet, or someone immersed in culture and art and humanity. Oh please do be real. I love you already, and I do not even know you. And the not knowing helps me wonder. Just the silly little things that are so good in theory and I hope just as good in practice. Oh boy, take care... be happy.

Last thing or two...

I love love love love my family. So much. I do not say it so often but I do. I love you all so much. My parents, brothers and sister. My inlaws and niece. I love you, I really do. I am sorry for how I have been. 

Surprisingly now I see the surgery on me. I can bear with how I currently look but I can visualize the change the surgery would do on my face.... And I would look soooooooo pretty. I love it!! I know it is a while until that happens, but I am excited for it. Only thought is, will I feel guilty when people say I am pretty since it is not in a way my natural face?

I men it will be, but.... you know what I mean. I hope it all turns out good. I really do. The surgery doesn't represent me getting rid of all my insecurities, but it will help. My face and head will still be asymmetrical and a bit odd but that is okay.

NOW VERY LAST THING I PROMISE!!!

I cleaned my room because my mom is arriving in 6 hours (morning) instead of at night as I somehow expected. and it look so nice!!! I cleaned it, my desk is clear and I just have to throw away like a couple water bottles. Then voila! I hope I can become more productive, like do more things like this... because they matter and make life better.

I am going to start taking daily walks. I think they are very important, and freeing. Good for the body and soul. 

I am getting my drivers license soon (I think) and well that should open some doors, give me more independence and responsibility, but I think I can take it tbh.

Ohh and about my tattoos. I want to get my first one with my mom being around. But if she doesn't really agree with it in the end, I'll just get it on my birthday the which is fair from now, but I think could work. I'm excited to get it done.. I really am. 

About college, I am just going to make a hell ton of artwork and see what happens I will be okay.

Now I am off to bed because I want to eat waffles for breakfast in the morning, and my lazy butt won'’ do them if I am this tired. 

I love you world, please spread love and positive vibes. 

We can do it

" While there's life, there's hope"- Cicero 

12:58 am. 

09-28-2017

[amanfromthestars-blog]

Internet Problems and Cool Helplines || Jack Smith and John Oswald

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