itsmeyoungchun

[tricksheart]

I haven't done this in awhile but like for starter. Please specify muse if you are a multi. New followers take priority. Also, mutuals only please. Capping at 12. Reblogs and replies don't count.

[vigilantobserver]

Sooo... This is my first fanfiction. The characters might be a bit ooc :’). Also, just a reminder that english in not my first language. So if there are any mistakes, feel free to tell me so I can fix them. I hope that it’s still enjoyable.

Happy reading! (Yaoi warning! Don’t like? Don’t read.)

Just fine

Ryuji was angry.

Akira knew that he would be. After all, he just found out that his best friend was abused in the prison, he put himself into. The thing is... Akira had expected Ryuji to be angry at him for putting himself in that kind of danger. He wasn't. Instead Ryuji has been spending the last hour alternating between pacing the attic and ranting, no, basically screaming, about how he would fucking kill the bastards that hurt Akira and fussing over his leader. While said adolescence was touched by his friends passionate concern, he really didn't want his best friend, and secretly love of his life, to get arrested because of him.

„THESE MOTHERFUCKING BASTARDS! I SWEAR TO GOD IF I-NO WHEN I GET MY HANDS ON THEM I'M GOING TO SEND THEM TO THE DEEPEST PITS OF HELL! AND-“

„Ryuji...“

„THEY'LL WISH THAT THEY WERE NEVER BORN!“

„Ryuji.“

„I MEAN, HOW FUCKING DARE THEY?! HOW FUCKING DARE THEY?! THEY HAVE NO RIGHT TO HURT YOU! NOT YOU! NEVER YOU!“

„Ryuji!“ „YOU DON'T DESERVE ANY OF THIS FUCKING BULLSHIT! YOU ARE PERFECT AND WONDERFUL AND-‘‘

„RYUJI!“

Akira had stood up from his bed and moved over to Ryuji. In an effort to calm his friend Akira grabbed Ryuji’s shoulders and forced his friend to look at him. „I know you are angry. I understand. Believe me I do, but I need you to calm down before Sojiro kills us for bothering the neighbors.“ Akira said with jest in his voice and we was delighted in the little chuckle he got from Ryuji. The weak smile fell from Ryuji’s face and glassy brown eyes met concerned gray ones. „How do you expect me to stay calm?“

„Look at you… Look at what they did to you.“ Ryuji said, tears in his eyes. He lifted his right hand to cup Akira’s bruised cheek, frown deepening. Akira couldn’t help but blush at the intimate touch and just this once, he decided to lay his feelings bare. Decided that Ryuji deserved at least that much.

„Ryuji…“ Akira said softly, laying his own hand over Ryuji’s and nuzzling into his palm.  Ryuji’s eyes went wide at the uncharacteristic display of affection. „I… You can’t imagine how happy I am that you care this much… And I won’t act like I’m okay, at least not in front of you, because honestly I’m not. And I don’t think I will be for a while. But that is exactly why I need you to be calm. Because I need you right now. More than ever. More than you know.” Akira’s voice cracked. "A-And instead of you getting revenge for me, I just-I need you here with me, by my side where you belong. Because I… I can’t do this a-alone. I just c-can-.“ Akira dissolved into sobs.

Ryuji’s eyes widened. Never had he seen his friend, his everything, cry before. Seeing the one he loves this broken shattered his heart. „Oh, Akira… I’m sorry. I’m here. Dude, come one please don’t cry. I won’t leave you. I’m so sorry.“

Ryuji took Akira into his arms, softly hushing him. „I missed you so much.“ Akira whispered, clinging to Ryuji like a lifeline as he, for the first time in his life, allowed himself to become completely undone in front of another person. Ryuji couldn’t help the tears running down his own face as he felt his friend shake in his arms and heard his sorrowful cries. He returned the quiet sentiment with a whisper of his own and tightened his grip on his friend, while still being mindful of his injuries. Rage rose in him when he felt just how thin Akira had become in such a short time. He pusched the feelings down for now. His friend needed him, and he’d never let his leader down.

Neither of the boys knew how long they stood there. At some point they had slid to the floor.

By the time they both calmed down the sun had already set. Ryuji began to untangle himself from his friend, sliding his hands into Akira’s. Said boy gripped Ryuji’s hands back, but kept his head down. „Akira?“

The blond tried to meet the others gray eyes, but the boy avoided his gaze shyly. „Come on, man. Look at me? Please?“

Akira shoke his head.

„Heh… I’m a real mess aren’t I?“, he chuckled miserably, wiping his eyes.

„Yeah, you really are.“

Akira’s head snapped up in surprise, hurt flashing in his eyes. But the gentle smile on the blonds face made the hurt turn into confusion.

„You are a mess.“ Ryuji repeated. His smile turned into a grin. „But you are my mess!“

Akira’s blushed, eyes wide and jaw dropped slightly. Ryuji cupped his best friends face and let their foreheads touch. When he next spoke, his voice was incredibly soft. „And you have no idea how glad I am to have you.”

Akira was stunned. His? He was Ryuji’s? Did that mean…? Was he really allowed to hope?

While Akira was lost in his mind, Ryuji was biting his lip. He was contemplating his next move. Should he really risk it? As he looked up into beautiful gray eyes, he made his decision.

Akira snapped out of his thoughts at the feeling of Ryuji’s warm breath brushing his face. Before he had time to react lips crashed into his, muffling his sound of surprise. In true Ryuji fashion, the blond had rushed into the action with too much force. Causing their teeth to collide painfully. Both boys pulled away with sounds of pain.

“Damn it! I just can’t do anything right can I?” Ryuji said sadly.

Akira looked up at his friend, at the boy who had just tried to kiss him and couldn’t help the fond smile from forming on his face. “Ryuji.”

Said boy looked up fearfully, not sure what his friend would do now. He didn’t expect the soft lips lightly brushing his own. For a few moments Ryuji was completely frozen. But when he realized that Akira wasn’t going to pull away, he melted into the tentative kiss. They pulled away after a few seconds. Only for their lips to find each other again. Over and over again their lips connected in chase kisses. Engaging in a soft dance of pure, honest love. Eventually they pulled away entirely, panting softly. Somehow Akira ended up on the blonds lap, his arms around the boys neck. Said boys arms were wrapped around the ravens waist. As they gazed into each others eyes, matching smiles formed on their faces.

“So… I guess this means you love me, too?” Ryuji said happily. Signature grin appearing on his face.

“Did you just admit you love me?” Akira retaliated smugly. His Joker personality was shining through.

Ryuji spluttered in embarrassment. Akira couldn’t help but notice how cute his love looked with his ears red.

“Come one, man! You don’t have to call me out on it like that! Of course I love you…”

The smile of the leader of the Phantom Thieves widened. “I love you, too.” He said warmly, running his fingers through his new boyfriend’s hair.

Ryuji immediately stopped pouting and looked at Akira with adoration, pulling him into a close embrace. The raven lets himself be lead, melting into the hug.

“Will you stay tonight? I don’t want to be alone right now.”

“Pfft! You couldn’t get rid of me rid now even if you wanted to!”

Sojiro smiled softly at the sound of laughter from upstairs. He had been too worried to go home, but now he was sure.

His charge was going to be just fine.

[yumenosakiacademy]

metr0c0n 2k18 thursday

hewwo!! first day over aa.. this is 4 future me, but i suppose u can read it~? cosplayed: tsumiki (sd/r2)

started off the day rly eqsy bc apparently the lunch rush traffic was held back by a crash? i left after eating some cereal n packing n stucc n dad n i listened to The Eagles on the way there n i got all Registered then walked around for a lil while until my DD/lC panel. i saw a shiki (s1dem) tho n went “!!? bc i didnt think id see any s1dem cosplays here this weekend but!! oh i also saw my old friend Lynds (still cosplaying casual rapunzel like last year) n we talked abt how we became more depressed over junior year n how, when she went to d!sney trvia, she should just start singing tangled songs bc thatd b “a power move” n “have big dick energy” lol 

so anyway i went to the panel n it was just all of us writing poetry in near silence then sharing em n some ppl had serious poems or short dumb ones or funny ones n the joker/akira next 2 me wrote a rly good poem abt akira!! i wrote one abt a beast pouncing on someone in the woods n devouring em, w each line as 6 syllables! then shared one of my old poems abt my negative thoughts regarding my weight then the panel ended soon enough! 

then i got 2 walk around for 2 hrs.... i rly just kind of circled the dealer’s room n sometimes the con floor n i visited the idol table but only rly found one shinou keychain i wanted so.. oh1 a tsumiki i emt turned out 2 b the mei i befriended like 2 years ago at the con tho! n i was like “aaa it’s nice 2 see u again!” n they had the junkrat too (the junkrat wasnt junkrat tho, i just mean it was the same guy as the junkrat i befriended back then w the mei) HOWEVER at an itabag booth, i thought the person running it w pink hair looked like tori n i was like “oh my god r u cosplaying tori?” n they went “yea! n this is my Eichi!” n pointed 2 their fellow booth runner n i was so excited n asked 4 their pic n the eichi had 2 put on their jacket (they were the dance gcha versions) n i was like “oh my gosh dude i luv ES i was actually gonna go as tsukasa today we coulda been the rich kid trio omg” n i showed them my ES buttons/straps then left n a while after, i met a komaeda n took their pic n we talked abt despair n DR n joked around n hs was brought up n he apparently has a jake engl!sh cosplay at home n we were just joking around for a while abt DR n hs n h!veswap n stuff until i parted ways 2 go back 2 the dealer’s room. before that in the dealer’s room, i met a homare n after my pic i said “uhm.. prec/ure, thank you for saving everyone!!”  n found that kind of cute. a junko also took selfies w me aa.

i also met an aoba n took their pic n told them abt the official english localization coming soon n they were stoked bc they didnt kno abt it b4 n they told me there was a noiz at the con too so i was like “!!” n i eventually found them n apparently they were semi-new to the dm/md fandom? they said they were Late but i told them abt the localization too. while i was talking to the noiz, some lady at a nearby artist booth was like “are those ur real nails? omg can i take a pic” so i let her photograph my hands n we talked abt nails n how she usually kept hers long but has to cut em shorter for cons bc they break at cons due to the lifting she has to do n stuff.

the LL panel!! we mostly asked the 3 ooc questions abt idols n stuff after they did their trivia and dances. speaking of trivia, i won a d!sney villain lanyard, makkach!n sticky notes, n p0kem0n socks bc i answered like. 4-5 questions right haha some of the questions were rly easy tho sooo

then i walked around More. i explained to a group that i was giving out lollipops bc mikan’s a nurse n lollipops r like a doctor n the yukine went “i kno ur source ur no-!” n i went “i kind of am! but ur right, maybe im kind of like junko;’s mistress...” i saw a pregame saihara, kaede, n maki n when i gave them shots 4 their lollipops, i said “saihara, maybe thisll cure ur depression!” on impulse but jtggth. I ALSO MET A REI COSPLAYER n i was like “aaaa i luv ES hewwo... reiPs united” n they were like “im actually not a reiP, but ppkt hink since i cosplay him that im one haha. im a ritsuP but i cosplay rei bc who loves ritsu the most? rei!” n we talked abt events n how u have 2 try rly hard n they said that ppl think the next gacha or event will b leo n i was like “the knightsP are already Here...” n i said that if happyele brought out chiaki i’d die but b Ready n then we started talking abt how chiaki is so effing GOOD n ryuse!ta! being Good Boys n they were like “i wouldnt cosplay ryuse!ta! but chiaki, maybe... yknow, i actualy dont like subaru that much bc hes rude/cold to chiaki tbh.” n i was like “also arashi” n they went “...dont like him.” n then “how/why could/would anyone reject chiaki’s hugs?? they say he’s sweaty but like, ill hug tou so much dude” n i was like “YEA id hug him a thousand times over” n i was like “yknow how he pats anzu’s head n says good girl i wish that were me.. but hes so Good” n they were like “he obviously drops hints at anzu, saying things like ‘haha well this could/would happen If You were My Girffriend...’” n i was like “YEA the boy isnt Subtle.. he’d b like ‘wow i wish i could have a gf that could make me a bento.. wink.wink. oh, anzu u can cook? [scoots closer] hm. that’s-” they had 2 leave after a minute but ANYWAY they said they were gonna b kanzaki on saturday n im READY

THEN the whose line panel! it was RLY funny but writing all the details would take FOREVER okay.. im not that dedicated. maybe another time, kay? anyway, i saw a farz n a vincent n took their pic n went “oh, did yall see/kno there was a lawrence here earlier?” n the vincent pointed to farz n said “that was them” n they said “that was me haha...” n i went “...oh my GOD im so effing stupid i cant remember faces well im so sorry” but anyway the panel was funny n for the prompt “things u say abt ur cosply but not ur s/o”, i went up n i said “i could prob buy this for cheap...” then for “cheesy promomercials for anime characters” i said “welcome to kyu/bey’s magcal girls! u can become a magical girl w a low price. our prices r so low, but dont lose ur Head over em!” 

anyway i didnt kno the panel was 2 hours but i left a lil after halfway thru to go to the fr33! anel n they did trivia (i didnt get any of the questions.. i got CLOSE on a question tho. they said, “in 50 off who was nagisas boss” n i said “master dave” but it was “easter dave” so the other person got the prize (it was a poster or a button, idk) n i chose the number 5 for the dare n had it w rei, n rei had to propose to a random audience member n they nervously proposed to a hanayo n it was funny hehe. i also asked truth/dare 6 w nagisa n it was “whats ur dream/dream job” n he said an astronaut who’s also a penguin farmer pff anyway it was fun!! i also asked what if they were to b idols n i think rei said hed b the costume designer? i also asked if they could rap freestyle n they said “we’ll take a hard pass on that one haha”n i was like “hehe its fine i was Joking”

then i kind of loitered around blasting hypm!c songs then st down until i had 2 go hooome!! TIME 2 GO 2 BED

[tricksheart]

Like for a little something. Can be a thread, meme, little edit, etc. Will randomize muses if you are a multi-muse.

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Rules have been updated. Please read them over, especially the 10 section as that has been the update.

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Yusuke: I have a stomachache.

Akira: Cool story bro.

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Today's Akira's ( and mine ) birthday! <3

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I think I might start blocking those who don't interact with me after a month. Rant under the cut. Not about anyone that follows me.

Me: Hey. Um, there was untagged irl dogs on your post. Can you please tag 'irl dogs'. It's even in my rules, thank you.

Other person: OMG! Don't eat me please. And tagging will be hard for me because they are my comfort. Let's not be mutuals anymore. Bye. ( softblocks instead of hard blocks ).

Me, who just saw the message and couldn't respond before: ...... :/ All I asked was for a trigger to be tagged, it's not the end of the world. Oh well, they really never wanted to put in the effort to rp with me anyways.

( I just hate when people don't read my rules and/or not put in effort to rp with me when I reached out to them several times. I guess it was for the best to go different ways. But dammit, they were so cool. And followed me first! I just don't know anymore. Some words of encouragement would be nice ).

Sorry everyone had to see this but it's just frustrating that people said they would be accommodating for triggers, IM them to talk about things like that and then backtrack.

[tricksheart]

I know I don't say it enough but thanks for sticking with me. I know I can be a goof and a silly meme girl mostly with some type of assertiveness at times but I truly appreciate my mutuals. Especially those who can put up with my cringeness on a daily basis. Shout out to you all, since you all are awesome!! Hope everyone finds some money, food, or something else that makes you happy.

Nighty Night. -SERE

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STARTER CALL!! ( mutuals only )

Please state if you would like either of the following.

Oshi no ko verse SpyxFamily verse JJK verse or Resident Evil verse

[tricksheart]

Please don't follow me if you think 30+ year olds can't have hobbies aka collect anime figures or just get excited for something they like. It's somewhat okay to joke about it but really, it's somewhat of a dick move. Either tag it or block me. Either way is fine. Sincerely, a 18+ mun that is too busy adulting to have childish statements like people can't have hobbies past their 30's. Thank you.

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Interview on the phone in a few minutes. Wish me luck.

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Rules have been updated. Please like this post if you have read them. Especially 10f. Thank you.

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I hate tumblr. sobs. it's making me miss great content aka not showing my mutuals posts on my dash. Any way I can use xkit to fix this problem?

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Bought Fate Samurai/Remnant so maybe I can finally understand this franchise more than just reading wikis and winging it. Got to wait until it downloads though.

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Dot Hack GU but Akira as Haseo, Sumire as Atoli, and Maruki as Ovan.