#[💭] miso thoughts

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Back to Childhood!

Now, Chasers give me a whole day to go back in time to when you were 3-4 years old. At that time, I may not have any good memories, but today I have the opportunity to go back and enjoy that day. Tell the Chasers what I will do when the day comes, from waking up until you fall asleep at night with happiness without the burden of thoughts for tomorrow. Will you play with friends all day? Play seesaw? I’ll tell you all about it! (💭)

Aku terbangun di pagi hari, mendengar suara burung yang berkicau masuk ke dalam indra pendengaranku. Aku pun terduduk sambil mengucek mataku sebentar, dan terdiam agar nyawaku terkumpul. Rasanya sangat sepi, mungkin aku bangun lebih lama daripada hari-hari sebelumnya. Aku pun turun dari tempat tidur, berjalan ke luar kamar untuk mencari keberadaan sosok Ibuku. Ternyata, Ibuku sedang di dapur tengah membuatkan sarapan untukku.

Ibu menyapaku dengan senyumnya yang manis, sambil bertanya “apakah tidurmu nyenyak” dan aku hanya menjawab dengan anggukan. Ibu mengangkatku untuk duduk di meja makan, dan menghidangkan sarapan tepat di depanku. Aku sangat suka sarapan ini, yaitu semangkuk nasi kukus disertai dengan sup miso.

Ah iya, aku memakan dengan sendok sebenarnya. Karena aku masih kecil, aku belum belajar memakan dengan sumpit. Sebenarnya sangat ingin, tapi ibu mengatakan kalau makan dengan sumpit bisa dilakukan ketika aku sudah sekolah nanti. Dan aku menurut saja apa kata Ibu. Lagipula, sedikit susah kalau makan dengan sumpit apalagi tanganku masih terbilang sangat kecil.

Kegiatan sarapan pun usai, saatnya untuk mandi. Seperti biasa, Ibu memandikanku dengan sangat lihai dan sudah pasti bersih dan wangi. Setelahnya, aku memakai baju yang sangat lucu bermotif kartun Strawberry Shortcake. Aku duduk di ruang TV, sambil menyaksikan kartun favoriteku yang sedang tayang.

Tayangan tersebut telah selesai, aku turun dari sofa tempat aku duduk dan menghampiri Ayah yang sedang menyiram tanaman di belakang rumah kami. Di sana, terdapat kebun strawberry yang tidak terlalu luas namun bisa menanam strawberry di sana. Mengapa keluarga kecil kami menanam strawberry? Karena aku sangat menyukai buah imut berwarna merah yang manis itu. 🍓❤️

Aku memperhatikan Ayah yang sedang fokus menyirami tanaman sambil sesekali memerhatikan buah strawberry yang tampaknya baru saja berbuah. Ada beberapa buah strawberry juga yang tampaknya sudah matang. Aku yakin, setelah ini Ayah akan memetiknya. Biasanya, aku sangat senang memetik strawberry. Namun, hari ini aku sedikit malas.

Aku melalui hari sama seperti hari-hari sebelumnya. Bermain dengan mainan atau boneka lucu, bermain masak-masakan, terkadang aku juga mewarnai karena Ibu membelikanku banyak sekali buku yang bisa aku warnai. Itu sangat menyenangkan! Ibu juga membelikanku beberapa buku pelajaran, karena Ibu mengatakan aku akan sekolah tahun depan. Aku sudah sangat tidak sabar.

Malam hari pun datang, sudah waktunya untukku tidur. Aku sudah bersiap untuk tidur dan sudah memakai piyama yang sangat nyaman agar aku tidak merasa risih saat tidur. Aku memejamkan mata, tidak langsung tertidur. Tapi beberapa menit kemudian aku masak ke dalam mimpi. ૮ ․ ․ ྀིა ❤︎

[hanemiso]

“this is pure love bitch”

[misoasis]

which twst boys do you think MC could get to jack sparrow run across campus?

i’m betting on ace, deuce, kalim, and maaaaybe ruggie (if you paid him)

[skinnybbys]

hi, my lovelies ~

here is my eating diary for today!

breakfast: baby wafer (15 calories)

lunch: miso soup (35 calories)

snack: concha small (230 calories)

dinner: honey cake (190 calories) & green milk tea (330 calories)

total: 800 calories

thoughts 💭: i definitely thought i ate more than 800 calories but i’m happy that i didn’t. i kept telling myself to wait “1 more hour” before having dinner which seemed to help. i went out with my boyfriend to this cafe & told myself that if i ate something here, i wouldn’t eat anything else for the rest of the day. he & i also went a long walk with my dog. i hope that i can see progress when i step on the scale tomorrow! anyway, i hope everyone had a really great day. stay safe, please!

[hanemiso]

lots to think about tonight :/

i want to keep it real with you guys because i care about you all, so if you’re curious in what i have to say, please stay.

long story short, i’ve been thinking about deleting this blog for a while. i’m still having an internal debate about it, but all in all i just don’t feel happy here anymore. i’m grateful for each and everyone one of you who have decided to follow me and build such a lovely community here, but i feel i am not being heard anymore.

1,400 is such an amazing number that i could never dream of accomplishing, and i’m in awe that so many of you enjoy my works. my mutuals are all amazing, and i’m so unbelievably lucky to have built relationships with you guys <3 truly you all are lovely and have made my time here great. but i feel that i am not as connected as i used to be, whether that be my fault or not.

this isn’t to say i would be disappearing from this site. i am thinking of making a new blog, where i would write from now on. starting anew sounds so refreshing to me.

i don’t know what i will end up doing with this blog, if i’ll stay here or not, but i just wanted to let you all know what i was thinking.

if you’ve read this far, thank you for hearing me out.

[hanemiso]

awww look at fyodor’s cute lil ground grippers 🥺🥺🥰☺️

[hanemiso]

alright i was talked into playing genshin …

[hanemiso]

gorou is joining the list of the top 5 genshin men i simp for

[hanemiso]

i have a surprise for you all on august 9th :)

[hanemiso]

was just informed i might not get kazuha as my next 5 star character and now shitting myself

[hanemiso]

i am distraught over tachihara

[hanemiso]

i like his grin hehe

[hanemiso]

i had a dream last night and kuroo was in it but he was pining for the girl that was supposedly my friend so i ended up third wheeling really hard

like they were cuddling on one end of the couch and i was scowling by myself at the other end just thinking “i wish kenma was here”

i kept thinking ‘where was kenma?’ after i had woken up, so i glared at him from across the room until he took notice and when he finally asked why i was staring i said “don’t ever leave me to third wheel kuroo” so now he’s confused

[hanemiso]

good morning society 🤩

[hanemiso]

guess who tested positive for covid this morning 🥴

anyway the kazuha fic will be posted in about 15 minutes teehee

[hanemiso]

being mikey’s defense lawyer is getting harder by the day bro