#♥♥ can't say when i'll get back to actually writing but... you know. gonna start making changes so i can!

[themoonsbride]

Y/N PLAYING HIDE & SEEK WITH JAMIE 😭 I can imagine how she's trying not to laugh when she hear Jamie saying smth like "Where are you hiding, my love? You know I'll find you.." and then he's trying to catch her when she's running away and they end up laughing and kissing each other 🥹 I would love to read smth cute from you if you're okay with writing that 🥹

yes. I love you for requesting this gorgeous. <3 I loved writing it so much, thank you for requesting me deary ♡

Come Find Me .

pairing; Jamie Bower x Fem!Reader

summary; in the request ! <3 Reader and Jamie play hide and seek together :)

warnings; none ! all cute fluff . :)

a/n: aaaaaa!! I'm so happy that I got 2 requests this week!!! it's been awhile since I have ! I love it when people request me sm so I'm really happy to have written this :)

--×♥︎×--

The silence in the air was thick and filled with adrenaline. You tried desperately to keep your giggles inside, your face muscles swelled from how long and hard you'd been smiling.

You and your boyfriend were playing hide and seek. And as childish as it may have looked and sounded it, the both of you had actually been having a lot of fun together.

It reminded you of when you were 6 and would play with your neighbors in your neighboor hood.

--×♥︎×--

"1..2..3..4.." A small girl spoke, you smiled over at your other friends and grabbed your best friends hand. Running off and hiding together in your mother's garden, the both of you laid next to some flowerbeds and giggled at eachother.

"shhh! were gonna get caught y/n!" Your best friend smiled, her tiny teeth looked so cute in her crescent smile.

"I'm sorry! I can't stop giggling!" you mumbled back, you heard the seeker girl yell in the back of your mother's garden.

"y/n! I'm gonna get you guys!" The other small girl yelled giggling.

--×♥︎×--

"My love, where are you?" Jamie called out to you, you couldn't help but let a small few giggles escape your mouth.

"What's so funny my dear? You know I'm going to find you.." His voice was so soft and full of love, it filled your heart to the brim it almost overflowed with butterflies.

Jamie giggled a little himself even, You were hidden behind the curtain that covered the shower, Jamie was in the kitchen and had decided to look through the cabinets.

"Love, are you in one of these cupboards?" He said, as the cupboards opened and closed, you could hear the smile inside his voice.

"You'll be found soon enough dear I promise !" Jamie laughed as you could hear his footsteps coming from the kitchen towards what sounded like the bathroom.

In reality, he had actually bent down under the dark dusty couch, somehow assuming you'd be able to squeeze your body underneath there. even if it was impossible.

Your body tensed a bit as you heard his footsteps start to become closer, but your ears were incorrect as you soon discovered he was actually in the bedroom.

"baabyy.." His voice lingered and was deep, it tingled around your skin and make you shiver.

"there's only a few more places you could be love, you're bound to be found any minute now." His voice was so comforting to listen to as you felt shots of adrenaline crawling all the way up your spine.

Jamie checked underneath the bed the two of you had shared ever since you both moved in, before going to open the doors to the closet that had also been shared. Your clothing kept on the left side, and his on the right.

"Ohhh babyy.." his voice and the sound of his feet walking were the only 2 things to be heard, before he suddenly whipped his body around, watching you run out of the bathroom he had yet to check.

"Hey!" He called out to you, soon beginning to run right after you, your laugher bounced of the walls and yelled throughout the apartment.

"Get back here!" He yelled, laughing along with you. You'd never felt so happy before you started dating Jamie, he was the sun who'd sweep the musty storm clouds away on your rainy days. and you were his.

You ran through the kitchen and into your bedroom as Jamie caught up to you, both of your ending up crashing into your king sized bed.

Your giggling and laughter was filled with love and happiness, and filled the both of your hearts with joy to hear the other laugh.

You soon felt your boyfriends hand stroking your hair and tucking some of it behind your ear,

Now the both of you were just staring into eachothers eyes, it felt so special, you never wanted it to end.

"I love you." Jamie whispered to you.

"I love you too."

He smiled a cute small smile before pressing his lips to yours, they felt soft, like pillows, or clouds possibly.

And then he kissed your forehead, and your cheeks, and one of your temples, and before you knew it he was smothering your face in lovely kisses that tickled against your skin which made you giggle more than you already had that night.

[deadn30n]

happy early 2024 !

posted a bit early as i'll be going to bed relatively soon, but i wanted to say something to usher in the new year!

as some of you know, i've been in the RPC for a very long time, but took a well needed hiatus a year or so back. i only recently returned mid-November && have not regretted that decision for a second. ♥ it's only been a month and a half, but it's been the best month and a half i've ever spent on this site. i admit i was nervous to return for a variety of reason ( mostly avoiding some rather negative people i originally split from this site to escape from ) but i've come to find that this space space i've built has fostered so much positivity for me, and i'm very grateful for that. i'm grateful for all the new friends i've made, all the connections i've forged, the writing i've done, and the plots i've gotten to explore! && as the new year approaches, i'm walking it into with quite a few new aspirations and hopes. i'm really, really thankful to everyone who's given me the time and chance to reach out and make a connection. to the people who've talked to me and told me they're excited for the release of my book, for my return to the vtubing community, for the times we play games together and just goof off.

i hope you know how much you all mean to me. i wish i could tag EVERYONE in this post but tumblr would kick my ass, but just know that i'm truly and honestly grateful and honored to have met the people that i have and look forward to talking more with all of you and getting to know you better. there are a few people i want to single out to shower with love who've supported me or have even known me from the LAST TIME i was on the site lmao

@goldenfists : you should already know you'd be the first on my list Joo Joo Bean. my beloved. we've known each other for what... 3 years now? roughly that, give or take, but you have no idea how much you really mean to me. from the moment we met i knew you were someone i wanted to keep in my circle. i adored you and still do; you've seen the changes i've gone through, the growth i've made, and supported every positive decision i've made. even when i finally built my first oc, and your first incentive was to foster a relationship between sett and eden and letting me know that you LOVED my creatives when i was so scared to take that first dive into making an oc. i love you so much dude. ;_; i'll never forget how you teased me on stream about my pronunciation of your name but then insisted i kept pronouncing it like that because you thought it was cute. i wish you knew just how much you mean to me, because words aren't enough to justify my feelings toward you. i love you Joo Joo Bean, i love you to the moon and back, and i can't wait to see what 2024 has in store for you and i, and our little blorbos @empyreous : ELLE!!!11 ELLE!!!!1 MY BELOVED PARTNER IN CRIME ON LEAGUE!!!! we haven't known each other for very long but god have i LOVED writing with you and goofing off in my favourite games. you've given me a brand new love for league and you're so fucking talented with your ocs and your writing that i'm just chomping at the bit for us to keep going. i literally can't wait to see what we end up developing for these silly little dudes and it makes me so very happy to have you in my corner. i wish you only the best in the world and i'm certain 2024 will give us so many more funny memories to cherish. save me eboi.... eboi save me....

@seeksmoon / @seekslight : softie you loveable little shit. you boyfriend stealing monster ( affectionate ). actually, if i was gonna share my boyfriend with anyone, it'd gladly be you. BUT JOKES ASIDE i'm really delighted we met and hit it off as well as we did. the way you write both alune and lux have me going GRRRRR BARK BARK BARK and i adore the dynamics we've started to built between yonealune and ezlux. we haven't had nearly enough time to hang out yet and that's a fucking CRIME if you ask me. i'm sure come 2024 though we'll have plenty of time to be a couple of goobers and mess around in league here on tumblr. you're such a sweetheart and even my bf talks so positively of you, and anyone that can make him happy makes ME happy. i hope you know you won't get rid of him and i so easily ♥ we enjoy hanging out with you, and we hope you do too :>

@ayahimes : astrid u ain't getting away from me i'm rapidly approaching ur location at mach 10. LFKDJASLKJDF i'm teasing i'm teasing but MAN i've had so much fun playing weague of wegends with you ( and looking forward to when we start playing ffxiv too ) but you're such a sweetheart man. a good energy, positive presence that i love being around ;v; i hope we'll get to play more in the future and chat more and get to know each other!! ♥♥♥

@mellodiies : misha all i'm gonna say is this year... you will be boiled.... ( this ask forever lives rent free in my head and i'm never going to stop laughing at this i hope you know ) ok but in all seriousness i'm so glad i worked up the courage to follow your blog because it's been a bucket of laughs and also seeing one of my childhood faves being doted over so lovingly just makes me so!!!!!!!!!!! i hope this year we'll be able to write ( and even if we don't i'm also content just observing your shenanigans bc they always brighten my day ). thank you for filling my dash with the little pep in my day that i need, you're a fucking goober and i adore you for it

@vulpesse : hi bunnie!! we never really got much of a chance to chat before ( we did get to write a bit in the past though, which i enjoyed! ) but i want you to know that you are one of my biggest inspirations on this site and i was so goddamn happy when i found you again that i hit the follow button so fast i think i broke my finger LMAO but seriously.... you're great. you have such a wonderful energy about you and you're so unbelievably talented with an indomitable spirit. i love seeing your posts every day, and i'm glad to share this same space as you! ♥ please never change, you truly are such a bright light in an otherwise murky world

@heartate : plum u know i couldn't forget about my favourite edgy thot. i fuckin love u dude. it's crazy to think we've known each other for like what? 10 years? like christ. and even though those first few years weren't filled with the happiest of memories, it's been my honor to be able to make amends with you. i always appreciated you for approaching me with that heartfelt apology. i never resented you, and even less so now that i knew the kind of awful situation you were put through back then. you didn't deserve the pain and abuse you went through, and i'm glad you're finally able to break free and grow. flourish and fill the world with your light, because you're a good person and i firmly stick by that notion. no matter what happened between us in the past, you've grown and i've adored watching it. i only hope you'll be able to continue to grow and enjoy the newfound freedom you have, and i am glad to be able to be by your side through it ♥ i'll always have your back miss rina, you can count on that :>

&& to some other lovelies who've made my time pleasant here; @lightshielded / @yoakkemae / @chiheru / @fairesky / @darkflyers / @attroxx / @mythcaels / @knifvd / @killerhubby / @erabundus / @mundmutter / @goddessrisen / @inhumann / @penddraig / @hiisfire / @raytm / @elicertis / @liightbringr / @un1awful / @vonerde / @gunrising / @cyneris / @trattcria / @cmdrace / @lovehungered / @trattcria / @pearlcure / @dnangelic / @starsenna / @nulltune / @toxichem / @longerhuman / @volonata / @misreputed / @ferinehuntress / @florspinae / @inufangs / @bishonenprince

&& to all of my lovely followers too! ♥ may your new year be filled with all the joy and love you deserve. may the new year treat you kindly and give you solace when you need it most. may the new year bless you with every bit of happiness you deserve c:

[lightdash]

     ⇢ Hey! Over the next few weeks, this blog is gonna go through some changes and updates that’ll effect how things are run here. I’ve made myself a handy little to-do list under the read-more, but it also serves as an explanation for some things, if you’re interested! Thanks in advance for checking it out. ♥

I was gone from this blog for about... a month and a half? About that; it helped my muse quite a bit! I’ve been missing my little blue guy, and writing as a creative outlet, but I was facing a bit of a problem — tumblr as a medium stresses me out.

It’s a vibe thing? It’s a vibe thing! Staff constantly breaks the interface, dash activity can be overwhelming, and occasionally there seems to be some kind of... underlying tension. It was making the blog experience incredibly uncomfortable for me, and that stress was spreading into other things such as my daily life, or even my love for Sonic as a character. It was super bumming me out, so I took a break and found a solution that works for me..!

- I’m making lightdash a private blog. What this means, as per my own definition (ik private means different things to different indie rpers), is that I’m not going to be actively seeking out new mutuals. I’m also going to reinforce my ‘not a follow back blog’ rule here; I’m sorry if this makes me seem like a hard-ass. I’ve always kept this blog semi-open, but it’s become just... too much? This seemed like a more reasonable set-up for me right now. (exception to this though is for people i meant to follow during my hiatus; but if you really think we’d jive and wanna send me a message, you can! i’m just not seeking out new partners myself).

- Unfortunately gonna be cleaning out my following list. It’s been a hot minute since I’ve done this, and I realized the other night that I’m following lots of archive blogs, people that haven’t posted in months, ect. There’s also some mutuals that I’ve straight up never interacted with, and have a hard time seeing a scenario where we would. So if you come to find I’ve unfollowed you, I’m really sorry and I promise it’s not personal! Maybe in the future when I feel like I can take on more threads again, we could interact! Again, just... making this blog comfy for me again. Thank you for understanding. ♥♥

- I’m no longer giving my discord to mutuals, or joining any rpc discord servers. I realized that part of my exhaustion was simply that I was spreading myself a bit too thin with socializing; too many messages or pings to keep up with, too many conversations. It’s been really nice to get to know everyone, but my life is already so hectic outside of rp. I’m sleebyyy.

- Dash only for now. I dunno the last time I made light dash (HAH) only... not sure if I ever have? IT FEELS ODD but I can’t be fussed with a theme right now. He does however has a google doc with rules and info that I’ll put in his title, sooner or later.

- Not really related to lightdash, but I’ve also closed my other blogs for now and put them on a loonnnggg indefinite hiatus. If I ever come back to them, they may be on completely new blogs entirely! Who knows; thank you for roleplaying with them while they were up, though. I had a lot of fun! Sonic is enough for me right now, that’s all. ♥

It’s honestly a bunch of little things, but they make a big difference for the sake of my sanity on this hellsite — once again, I’m really sorry if I seem silly with any of this. I know this blog has always been high activity in the social aspect, both mun and muse, but I’m trying to reel that in a bit so I don’t run out of juice.

If you read this, thank you, and tysm for sticking around during my mini hiatus! If we’re already mutuals and you wanna plot anything or whatever, my IMs are always open. ♥

be cool be wild be groovy you guys know how it goes

[emsylcatac]

You would have recieoa lot of asks about this before, and sorry if this comes off as whiny, but I am almost depressed with the fandom salting on yesterday's episode:(

Like a couple of people who I follow started salting on the writing saying that it was biased at Marinette, and that it was physiiabuse in the first scene.

I get why a lot of people would have problems with that scene, so I ignored them.

But then they are also salting on the fake confession scene saying that Marinette was being narcissistic in that scene and that it was not romantic and disgusting and all sorts of such things.

Normally I block away all the salt but this makes me soo sad and uncomfortable and I feel even like crying because I am so confused now because it was actually my most favourite Marichat scene of all times and

Normally I block away all the salt but this makes me soo sad and uncomfortable and I fell even like crying because I am so confused now because it was actually my most favourite Marichat scene of all times and people saying it was abusive is just - upsetting:(

Them come people comparing Gabriel - GABRIEL to Ladybug saying she was an abuser too and I can't-

To take my mind off this I decided to read fabfiction but guess what? The first ever fanfic I ran into today was a Marinette saltfic salting on the show:((

Now the thing which even bugs me more is that one of these salters was a person who doesn't really salt on the show at all. And they also sound reasonable and I am confused because am I seeing things wrong? Am I ignoring something which is really wrong? I just... don't know.

Sorry if this was ranty, again. If you could can you tell what you liked about the episode? I would love to hear good takes about how amazing the episode was.

Hey anon ♥︎

I'm sorry people are damping your mood, especially after such a cool episode!

Sometimes people are affected by things differently depending on their personal experiences, triggers, etc, so maybe that's why the person who seemed reasonable to you ended up salting. It doesn't mean they're right and you're wrong just because they usually aren't a salter, especially right after an episode, the first reaction to it can be vastly different from once you've taken a step back! Since we're all human, sometimes even reasonable people end up having questionable takes and if you don't understand or share their view on it, it doesn't necessarily mean that you're the one who missed something ♥︎

(Also felt about going on AO3 with the Marinette salt fic, got the same experience as you this morning).

For the confession scene, people gotta asked themselves these questions:

Did Marinette ask Chat Noir's help with the intention of hurting him?

Did Chat Noir mind being her practice person?

Was Chat Noir or Marinette hurt by each other during it?

All of the answers are "no" so calling it disgusting is stupid! Also, that scene wasn't supposed to be romantic between the two: it was about Marinette and Chat Noir's personal and internal character growth, and that's what happened. If it was supposed to be read as romantic, then Adrien would have learnt that Marinette's crush was himself, and it wasn't the case! It was just a fun scene with lots of introspection!

Anyway, enough about countering negativity, I'll say what I loved about the episode (which is everything but I'll try to not go overboard hahaha [edit: I'm not even halfway through it but it's already too long so Imma gonna put a "read more" I loved that episode too much rip]):

I loved that Ladynoir discussion at the start with Ladybug setting her boundaries and Chat Noir deciding to stop oversharing his affection cause he understood she didn't find it funny .

I loved to see Adrien being really affected and sad about his feelings. We hadn't seen him as bothered before when it came to Ladybug, so that really hit emotionally! .

Really liked Marinette wanting to cheer him up. And I also loved that we can see she's still hasn't grasped fully yet how to deal with Adrien, which is coherent with what she says to Chat Noir later on: when she sees Adrien sad, her reaction is that it'll give her an opportunity to cheer him up and she hopes he'll then see her in a positive light. It's not "I'm gonna ask what's wrong and see if and how I can help". She's not there yet, but she will and I like that we saw her still being in her fantaisie instead of being how we know Marinette to be when she sees anyone else being sad and wanting to confort them. Because it's exactly what she admits to Chat Noir later so it adds even more weigh to it! It was really well written. And I believe she'll learn soon how to approach him better as she's now identified that she had a hard time around him .

I loved that she gave him a freaking pottery wheel it was hilarious. To recreate Ghost. Oh my god that was so funny .

Adrien wanting to keep the wheel too gfhjhjgfhjg .

I LOVED loved loved Adrien shutting Gabriel's offer for "help" down. That was so satisfying and wow, to see how Adrien has come from being hopeful regarding his dad to resigned to outright refusing him is both heartbreaking and beautiful .

Adrien holding his mother's picture after shutting down his father like "wish u were here so I could talk to you instead u'd know what to say" rip my heeeaaart 🥲 .

Plagg so funny about the "three sentences, that's family warmth" I diiiiied 💀and omg I really loved Adrien saying he didn't want to be like his father. I think that should shut up people who still doubted he'd join him once he knew for his mother. He won't 😎 .

I was not expecting to see Kagami but I'm soooo happy she was there!!! First because she immediately saw something was wrong with Adrien and offered help. I assume they probably made up in an earlier episode, maybe Gabriel Agreste or Psychomedian. And then when she gave Marinette's advices talking the fencing language and about her manga? Aaah girl that was so cute and funny! .

Adrien wanting to destroy all traces of his love for LB with TONS of posters shown in Paris and Plagg being sick of cheese? that was really funny and extra haha. I like how we see him having a hard time managing his emotions and not handling it quite right yet. And I especially love how this episode parallels Marinette's denial of feelings for Adrien from Mr Pigeon 72. Throughout Mr Pigeon, Marinette tried to push Adrien and Kagami together by denying her feelings for Adrien and saying she's moved on or has to. And at the end, she understood she could embrace them. It's kinda what happens with Chat Noir too! They both try to control their feelings instead of learning how to deal with them at first, and the conclusion of each episode is that they gotta embrace them and not try too hard! .

Marinette calling out to Chat Noir like she would a real cat killed me .

Okay but. Marinette went through her entire contact list and couldn't find the perfect person to rehearse her confession. Then she sees Chat Noir, her best friend with whom she's comfortable with and goes "yes this will be perfect", how cute is that? .

I liked that Tikki (who, for once, wasn't evil :P) pointed out that Chat Noir being out there isn't normal and Marinette brushing her off: it's in coherence with the next few episodes and the mounting tension between them. Chat Noir rarely shows himself as vulnerable to anyone, so of course Marinette didn't assume he wasn't feeling ok. And of course she won't notice him later withdrawing because to her, Chat Noir's her rock and he's fine and thinking he's not is scary. So I liked how it made sense she didn't assume he'd be out cause he was hurting! It's too early for her to realise it .

That whole confession scene was the best thing ever oh my god. Marinette is so extra I love her so much, I laughed a lot at how cheesy her confession is, and I laughed even more when Chat Noir had to act all touched and moved by it and she told him "you're overdoing it" because girl. Do you hear yourself talking ajhshj. Chat Noir laughing at "Buttercup" was everything: wait for when it'll be your actual nickname post reveal boy, we'll see who laughs in the end .

I really liked Adrien not knowing which face to do: he's asked to play a role, but he doesn't know how to do it. He doesn't know how a "sweetheart" is supposed to react to her confession, he wants to make the face she wants him to and is waiting to be told how to act. For an episode about learning to "being one selves"and drop the act it was interesting to say the least! .

I love how sweet they were and Chat Noir comforting Marinette and giving her advice. And how committed into helping her Chat Noir was, when he wanted for her to try again after the movies and after the akuma attack without her asking it again. He so wanted for her to succeed it was sweet!! .

I love how honest they were during the cinema, and how they expressed how they react differently to having to confess their love. It was really good to see them realising and/or admitting why they were struggling with it, and it'll help them in the future! .

Overall, these conversations between Marinette and Chat Noir offered big character development and it was so nice to see! I really love how this episode showed that Marinette and Adrien are learning to focus on themselves this season before going headfirst into love. The kids are growing and it's beautiful to see! They also have an immense amount of respect for each other and I love that, in all sides of the masks .

Chat Noir having an umbrella in his baton 🥺 Marinette calling him a good chaton 🥺 .

Ladybug and Chat Noir driving a car was everything I didn't know I needed. Chat Noir telling her "my great friend for whom I only feel sincere friendship" killed me, boy stop trying to hard ahhjhjazsd (it was again a callback to Marinette in Mr Pigeon trying too hard to pretend she didn't feel anything for Adrien) .

I love how Ladybug and Chat Noir talked about their boundaries again and what was ok and not ok to do. They're such good kids and such great friends I love them .

Marinette realising her confession wasn't representative of herself was!!! So good!!! And you know what? That's when Chat Noir didn't have to wonder about how he should react to her practicing and which face he should make. His reaction was genuine because she was genuine, so he was really admiring that she managed to open up her heart for real. In this little rehearsal, they both managed to be themselves in a way! .

Aaaand I love how it inspired him for that finale scene! Adrien understood the solution wasn't to try to fight off his feelings for Ladybug, but to accept them and embrace them but have a different approach with it. To just be himself and see where it leads him. That was so important!! Once again, the point isn't for the lovesquare to reverse: it's for them to embrace themselves and each other, and to most importantly accept and love themselves and I loved it ♥︎ love yourself and you'll love better, and people will see you for who you are too

Anyway I'm sorry that was so long so I tried to cover lots of points briefly, but I loved that episode so much, the messages it carried and the character development we got!!

Have a nice day/evening anon and I hope my answer help you feel better 😄