#「⑆」 hey man i love you but no fucking way ☠️ semi hiatus notice 「⑆」

[heubhyeolgwii]

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[assassincraft]

hey guys !! i know i’ve mentioned once or twice but i’m partially hospitalized right now doing really intense therapy for some stuff in my life and it takes... a lot out of me, it’s 5 hours a day every day. i don’t work, all i do is go to therapy and come home and think about my feelings all day. it was my only option rather than going inpatient because i hate being isolated for that long honestly it’s counter productive for me.

but to make things a little easier on me i’m just gonna say i’m on a semi-hiatus, i’ll be here come and go as i want and it’ll make me feel a little less guilty if i’m not okay enough to be here every day.

a little more depth if you’re wondering whats up

genuinely, dealing with my friend’s murder, and then my friend dying a month exactly later while i was visiting him in the hospital, three days later the closest person who took care of me growing up passing away, and a downward spiral of family members passing away in my super close friend group just is a downhill fight im dealing with. two family members in egypt of mine committed suicide and i cant even go see them bc trans stuff on my end.

i hope you never have to see your friends face on the news, hear someone flatline, see your friends bury their parents who were so kind to you. i hope you all just never have to deal with it, any of this. it’s been two years since all my friends and acquaintances passing away and almost three years of my friend getting murdered, two since they found her body.  

i don’t wish this on my worst enemy, i dearly, truly dont. im trying to get better but it’s hard, and not really going my way. but ill just keep trying. greif is a bitch and being bipolar on top of it just makes me cycle through angry and sad and empty, and i just miss them every day and being in grief based therapy just is bringing up how much i never got over it bc pandemic happened just after all of it. it’s making it hard for me to get up and want to be around so i think i need to take it easy on myself.

[psaiint]

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「⑈」 they soften your absence but they donʼt let me dream ☠️ text posts 「⑈」

「⑈」 no one really cares who gets shot and i just canʼt bear to watch ☠️ images 「⑈」

「⑈」 aju nice !! ☠️ kassim speaks 「⑈」

「⑈」 feel selfish that we still want you alive ☠️ psa 「⑈」

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「⑈」 a reason to smile from 6 feet underground ☠️ promo 「⑈」

「⑈」 oneul bam uri freaky freaky hae yea ☠️ shitposts 「⑈」

「⑈」 i will address the issues i can not ignore ☠️ asks 「⑈」

「⑈」 i wonʼt say a word until you stop breathing ☠️ in character 「⑈」

「⑈」 it has more to do with me killing him than it ever did protecting myself ☠️ closed rp 「⑈」

「⑈」 i’d rather be kentucky fried than alive and kicking in jersey any day ☠️ selca 「⑈」

「⑈」 maybe we’re just having too much fun ☠️ connections drop 「⑈」

「⑈」 i canʼt explain anything anymore anyway ☠️ hiatus notice 「⑈」

「⑈」 hey man i love you but no fucking way ☠️ semi hiatus notice 「⑈」

「⑈」 why do you feel you have to talk ☠️ dash com 「⑈」

「⑆」 it’s deteriorating and your memory started fading ☠️ ask memes 「⑆」

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「⑈」  the fear has gripped me but here i go ☠️ speakers 「⑈」

[assassincraft]

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「⑆」 we could be the hero’s that we always said we’d be 🗡️ main verse 「⑆」

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「⑆」 floating on our backs weʼre staring at the stars 🗡️ likes 「⑆」

「⑆」 nursing a coffee from a vending machine 🗡️ aesthetic 「⑆」

「⑆」 they soften your absence but they donʼt let me dream 🗡️ text posts 「⑆」

「⑆」 no one really cares who gets shot and i just canʼt bear to watch 🗡️ images 「⑆」

「⑆」 cut me to thе bone but donʼt pull out the knife 🗡️ quotes 「⑆」

「⑆」 bloody drip and a taste on my lips 🗡️ queue 「⑆」 

「⑆」 aju nice !! ☠️ kassim speaks 「⑆」

「⑆」 the tempoʼs in my blood now i hum it when iʼm lonely 🗡️ speakers 「⑆」

「⑆」 i will address the issues i can not ignore 🗡️ asks 「⑆」

「⑆」 i wonʼt say a word until you stop breathing 🗡️ in character 「⑆」

「⑆」 it has more to do with me killing him than it ever did protecting myself 🗡️ closed rp 「⑆」

「⑆」 i’d rather be kentucky fried than alive and kicking in jersey any day ☠️ selca 「⑆」

「⑆」 maybe we’re just having too much fun ☠️ connections drop 「⑆」

「⑆」 i canʼt explain anything anymore anyway ☠️ hiatus notice 「⑆」

「⑆」 hey man i love you but no fucking way ☠️ semi hiatus notice 「⑆」

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「⑆」 why do you feel you have to talk 🗡️ dash com 「⑆」

「⑆」 i still dream about you time and time again 🗡️ wishlist 「⑆」

「⑆」 a reason to smile from 6 feet underground 🗡️ promo 「⑆」

「⑆」 youʼll stay as a reminder of how fucked this world can be 🗡️ post verse 「⑆」

「⑆」 i shoulda tapped out given into my demons 🗡️ pre anime verse 「⑆」

「⑆」 here i sit cursing my government 🗡️ meta 「⑆」

「⑆」 feel selfish that we still want you alive 🗡️ psa 「⑆」