I can't stop thinking about having Izana's baby. Here you go.
This was super self indulgent
Warnings: coercion, Izana being our crazy king, breeding, implied multiple creampie, baby trapping (are we surprised?)
18+ under the cut MINORS DNI đ«
You were squeezing around him so tight, your slick walls sucking him and driving him mad.
"Oh fuck I'm gonna cum" Izana groaned, thrusting into you like his life depened on it, "gonna cum inside this pretty pussy"
"N-No you gotta pull out," you said hastily, squeezing his bicep as you tried to shift up. "Birth control doesn't always work". Izana huffed, his brow creasing as you tried to wriggle away before he was pressing you down into the mattress and hooking your right leg over his shoulder.
"So? Fifty percent chance it does" he panted against the side of your calf, lips pressing hot kisses against the skin, "fifty it doesnt". The head of his cock pummeled against you cervix as he thrust in till his balls rested against your ass. You cried out and tightened around him as he sank his teeth in, working up a mark as he sucked against the taunt muscle.
"Come on baby, really gonna make me pull out when I'm making you feel so good?". You could barely draw in a breath as he slowly dragged his cock out before thrusting back in till there was no room to go anywhere, a satisfied smile on his lips.
"Iza-na please" you choked as he held you down, moving your other leg up to push you into a mating press.
"You don't have to beg Angel, I'll fill you up," He groaned, voice so rough it was nearly a growl, "till its dripping down your legs".
Your heart was thrumming in your chest and your brain was screaming to get him off but the way he was fucking into your pliable body like it was made just for him had all your logical thoughts leaving you. He just felt so good. Sucking and biting marks into your skin and taking possession over you, groaning about filling you up until you don't remember anything besides how much he loves you.
"Gonna breed this fuckin' pussy, make you mine, all mine" Izana moaned, leaning forward and bending you nearly in half as he pressed his face against your pounding pulse point.Â
âIâm yours âzanaâ You gasped, dragging in a ragged breath as you felt your toes curling and your own juices leaking out and running down to the mattress.Â
âThen take my fucking cumâ He groaned, two more savage thrusts into your sopping hole had you crying out and clenching around him like a vice. His hips stuttered as he gasped, his cock throbbing once before flooding your insides with his thick cum. Your brain was fuzzy as the warm feeling in your guts bloomed across your skin and caused you to shiver, a satisfied sigh escaping Izanaâs lips as your walls continued to flutter around him.
âSo good baby, feel so goodâ He moaned, voice hoarse with lust as he began to move his hips again.
âCanât again love,â You said weakly, your shared sweat smearing across your skin as he held you close and pressed soft kisses against your cheeks.Â
âJust once more, angel,â He panted hotly, fixing you with a warm look so full of love you felt a blush burning your skin, âGotta make sure it takesâ.
Just like Izana hoped, and would have prayed for if he did that sort of thing, you missed your next period and got a pregnancy test. He might have had to console you and wipe your frightened tears, hold you close and whisper how much he loved you and loved the child inside of you, but this was a small price to keep you forever. Safe and loved and just for him.
âSo love?â He asked a few months later when you had the smallest of baby bumps, a giant smile plastered on his face, âWhat do you want? a boy? a girl? twins?â.Â
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Gangs All Here Collab: Reader x Izana x Shinichiro x Mikey
18+ Minors DNI Explicit Scenes and Language
Word count: 3k
Warnings: early mentions of orgasm denial, smoking and drinking, biting, M and F oral sex, fem reader!
Hi everyone! I'm so happy to be able to get this SUPER self indulgent piece out for my birthday! Happy Birthday to my big brain for helping me finish! I hope everyone enjoys!
Big thank you to @kinjuutsu for hosting this collab and just being amazing â€
"So youâre sure she'll be okay with this?" Shinichiro asked, "this seems a bit weird to me".Â
"Trust me, it was her idea," Izana said with confident ease as they rode the elevator up to his penthouse, "just a little gift for her birthday".Â
"Is Manjiro here yet?" The dark-haired man asked, lighting a cigarette just as a soft ding signaled their floor arrival.Â
"Probably not, you know how he is, he'll be here though. Got a thumbs up message when I asked him to come" Izana replied, pulling his keys from the pocket of his jacket and going to open the front door until the knob turned in his hand. A grin broke out across his face when he heard your cries a few seconds before Shinichiro did, side glancing at his brother in time to see the color spring to his cheeks. The sounds filling Izana's living room were sinful, wet skin steadily colliding and the debauched sound of your voice crying out for "more! please, Mikey, anything" completely changed the atmosphere of the conversation the two older Sano's were just having.Â
"M-Mikey," you moaned, fingers digging into the cushion, stomach tense as the arm of the couch dug in from where he had you bent over. Mikeyâs back was to the door, body bare and Bonten tattoo on full display on his neck, paying no mind to the opening door.Â
âIâll give what I give,â He said, biting off a groan as you clenched around him, âJust take itâ.Â
Shinichiroâs jaw dropped at the sound that poured from your lips, cigarette nearly dropping before Izana snatched it, grinning at his brother as he took a deep inhale, cherry end glowing brightly for a moment before he flicked it to the floor, snubbing it out under his Prada loafer.Â
âDonât torture my Angel now Mikey,â Izana called loudly, motioning for Shin to pick his jaw up and shut the door behind him, âIt is her birthday after allâ.Â
âAnd you wanted to be ours for the night as your gift, pretty little whoreâ Mikey said, slapping his left hand down against your ass, leaning down to skim his nose along your spine as he stilled his steady thrusts long enough to press a searing kiss to your shoulder. With shoes toed off at the door, Izana crossed the walkway over to the couch with Shinichiro following right behind him.Â
âCanât deny that,â Izana agreed with a smile, ring-clad hand going under your chin to lift your face.Â
âZ-Zana,â You said in a breathy whimper, nuzzling against the palm of his hand, legs trembling from their prolonged position.Â
âWhat is it? Already gonna beg?â The white-haired man cooed as he began unbuttoning his shirt, âWeâre all here for you sweetheartâ. Mikey was suddenly pulling out of you and hauling you up, your head spinning from the blood rushing and from being turned so quickly. His mouth was on your chest immediately, head bent down to press his lips to your nipple and suck it against his tongue. Your fingers went his short honey blonde hair, nails scratching lightly against the shaved undercut as he groaned into your flesh. The oldest Sano brother had paused when you turned to look at him, shirt off and hands unbuttoning his jeans. You extended your hand to him, the fresh red in his nose bringing an endearing smile to your lips. âJust like the first timeâ you thought to yourself.Â
âMove Manjiro,â Shinichiro said, tone firm despite the flush and dark eyes gaining a sharp edge.Â
âDonât wanna,â Mikey said, a thin drip of drool breaking the seal of his lips and running down his chin.
âDonât care.â
âDonât be greedy Mikey,â Izana said from where he was sitting back against the couch cock in hand as he got off to the soft sounds spilling from your lips. Mikey groaned in disapproval, casting a heated look up to you before pulling away and flopping next to his brother. Goosebumps rushed across your skin from the coolness of the air around you, a shiver running up your spine as Shinichiroâs warm hands dragged down your sides to grip your waist, pulling you flush against him.Â
âYou sure this is what you want? Us? I donât want to hurt you,â He said, bending down to rest his forehead against yours, dark eyes seeming to search your face for any signs of hesitation. You nodded, your hands going to the sides of his face to pull him into a kiss before he pulled away a little.Â
âI need you to say it, baby. for me"Â
"This is what I want," you said, heat pooling in your gut as you leaned in to kiss up his throat to his jaw. His big hands went down the curve of your ass to the back of your thighs, lifting you and wrapping your legs around his waist.Â
âWhereâs your bed Izana?â Shinichiro asked before slotting his lips against yours, a low groan in his throat as you brushed your tongue against his.Â
âDown the hall to your leftâ. He was walking to the hall before Izana had finished his sentence, paying no mind to Mikey who followed nearly beside you, and Izana who had held back to the living room.Â
âSo sweet,â Shin groaned against your mouth, your arms around his neck and hands running up to tug at his dark hair, âwanna taste your pussyâ.
âItâs like heaven,â Mikey said, opening the door to the dimly lit bedroom. Shinichiro supported you with one arm for a moment as he pulled the dark comforter off the bed, throwing it to the side somewhere on the floor before laying you down, hands spreading your knees apart.
âKnow what youâre doing?â the blonde asked his brother with a teasing glint in his eyes as he sat on his knees next to you on the bed.Â
âYes Manjiro, I know what Iâm doing,â Shinichiro said, with a soft glare at his little brother.Â
âCould show you some pointersâ Mikey said with a smirk, barely flinching when you smacked his stomach.Â
âAlways running your mouth Mikey,â Izana said from the doorway, body bare as he carried in water bottles.Â
âRight like you should talk Izanaâ Mikey said with an eye roll. You were so focused on their arguing that you hadnât noticed Shinichiro sinking to his knees, the feeling of his tongue running through your folds to your clit dragged a sharp breath from your chest, your hands immediately tugging on dark strands. Shinichiro groaned as he dipped his tongue down to your soaked entrance, your body automatically clenching around the intrusion. Heat blazed in your cheeks again as he ate you out shamelessly, your arousal coating his chin as he moaned and groaned into your pussy. A strong tug on his hair had him looking up at you, shining dark eyes drinking you in with blown pupils and sending butterflies through your stomach.
âWanna make you cumâ he mumbled, sucking harshly against your clit for a moment as he slid two of his long fingers inside of you, continuously nudging the soft spot that had your toes curling.Â
âF-Fuck âChiro Iâm-â a high-pitched whine broke across your tongue as Mikeyâs fingers went to your nipples, settling himself behind you.Â
âCum on his tongue Angel, know you want toâ Mikey whispered against the skin behind your ear, sending a shiver down your spine. A broken cry slipped from your lips as your back arched, Shinichiro burying his mouth against you so far you couldnât tell if he was even breathing. When your legs began to tremble from overstimulation he pulled back, hearts practically swimming in his eyes as his cheeks were flushed a dark pink.Â
âMy turn!â Mikey exclaimed enthusiastically, his cock throbbing against your back.Â
âBack off, you already got to make her cumâ Izana snapped, resting on his knees at your side, pretty tan skin such a contrast to his platinum white hair and his orchid purple eyes that it was hard to take your eyes off of him, âBesides, sheâs my girlfriendâ.
âSheâd be mine too, wouldnât you?â the blonde asked with a soft hand under your chin, turning your face away from his brother to look at him. His heated gaze matches Shinichiro, lust making the pooling darkness shine.Â
"Yes" you said without a second thought, almost afraid to look at Izana from the expression on Mikeyâs face. A smug triumphant smile.Â
"What about Shin?" Izana asked in a rough voice. You nodded, Shinichiro's hands going to cup your cheeks as he leaned up to press a hot kiss against your lips.Â
"My little whore. Showing off so well" Izana groaned, drawing your attention to where he was jerking himself, silently begging you just to turn your face to him and let him fuck your mouth. You broke away from the eldest's lips to turn and take Izanaâs flushed cockhead in your mouth, your tongue curling out around it as he groaned, purple eyes fluttering closed as he rested a hand against your cheek. A moaned rolled off your tongue against Izanaâs cock as Shinichiro nudged his head against your entrance.Â
âYou sure this is okay?â He asked, thighs trembling with the restraint not to shove inside of you. You nodded with another needy sound, circling your legs back around his waist and pulling him forward. One fluid movement had him buried inside of you, heavy balls tapping your ass with every small twitch of his hips.
âFuuuckâ Shinichiro groaned, breath coming out in heavy pants as you clenched around him.Â
âSheâll make you cum so fast your head will spinâ Izana said on a broken moan to his oldest brother as you hollowed your cheeks and pulled him to the back of your throat.Â
âI want attention tooâ Mikey said with a huff, taking one of your hands and wrapping it around his length, sighing when you squeezed your fingers around him. Your head was dizzy from the feeling of everything, all the warm hands grasping your body, the hushed and heated praises falling from their lips as you moaned and writhed under their touch. Shinichiroâs cock might not have been as thick as Izanaâs but it curved directly into your G-spot sending slick running down to soak beneath you on the sheets. It felt like your body was on fire, sweat trickling down your temple as Shin fucked up into your body, Izana gripping the hair at the base of your neck to hold you against his cock even as your jaw ached, the feeling of Mikeyâs pre cum oozing down your fingers as you twisted and pumped your hand had your eyes rolling back. It was all too much and yet not enough. Your cheeks were blazing heat as you listened to all three men fall apart, thrusts and groans turning sloppy.
âGonna cum sweetheart, gonna fill this pussy upâ Shinichiro said on an almost airy whine, hands gripping bruises into your hips.
âPlease. Want you to cum. Need you to,â You groaned as Izana pulled you off of his cock, jaw finally lax for a second as your heart thrummed in your chest, breathes coming out in wet pants as you tried to catch your breath. Three more thrusts had him spilling inside of you with a guttural moan, his legs shaking as his cock pumped shot after shot of hot cum against your cervix, your slick walls fluttering and clenching around him as the warm feeling in your belly had your orgasm crashing over you with spots bursting behind your closed eyelids. The debauched noise that fell from your lips had Izana and Mikey moaning, theirs cheeks and noses flushed as they jerked themselves over your chest.
âSuch a pretty Angel, my birthday girl, did so good for usâ Izana groaned roughly, bending down to press his lips to yours. You cried out against his mouth as when you felt Shinichiroâs fingers at your entrance, lightly pushing the cum that had dripped down when he pulled out back inside of you, his slender fingers feeling the copious amounts of cum filling up your overstimulated insides.Â
âOpen your mouthâ Izana said, hands going to your hair to pull your head back. You moaned needily as you let your tongue fall from between your lips.Â
âThatâs right, just like thatâ Mikey moaned, his hand going around yours and pumping himself a little faster as his hips twitched, cock throbbing in your fist. Another soft sound escaped your mouth before they were coating your skin and cumming against your tongue, hot, sticky cum painting your skin like debauched artwork. Mikey smeared the head of his still pulsing cock against your cheek, smiling when you turned your face to lick against it and send shivers to his toes. You laid there for a few moments in a buzzing haze, letting your heart slow the sweat cool on your skin when Izana suddenly sucked your nipple into his mouth, settling against the curve of your side and wrapping his arm around you like he always does when heâs trying to calm down and relax. You closed your heavy eyes for what felt like only a moment before you felt a warm towel being wiped between your legs, your eyes cracking open to see Shinichiro cleaning you up. You realized neither Mikey nor Izana were in bed anymore.Â
âHow long was I out?â You asked, sitting up on your elbows.
âLike ten minutes not very longâ He muttered around the unlit cigarette in his mouth, rolling the towel up and throwing it over to the laundry basket.Â
âWhereâs-â
âMikeyâs ordering food and I think Izanaâs making a drink in the kitchenâ Shin said, going over to the bedside table and finding your candle lighter, sparking the end of the cigarette and taking a greedy inhale and flopping onto his back on the bed next to you and looked up to the ceiling. Heat rushed to your core as you watched goosebumps prickle across his pale skin from the cold air around you and slight nicotine rush. You tapped Shinâs arm and signaled for him to give you a drag, his slender fingers holding the cigarette to your lip.
âDidnât think you smokedâ Shinichiro said with a soft hum as he watched the smoke billow up from your nose and kiss swollen lips.Â
âI donât, not regularlyâ You said casually, turning on your side to kiss him softly, catching him off guard and making his dick jump.Â
âYeah she doesnât drink eitherâ Izana said as he walked into the room, glass of ice and amber liquid clinking in his hand. He paused at the end of the bed, taking a sip of his drink as his bright eyes scanned your nude body from head to toe before his strong hand gripped your ankle and yanked you down the bed so that he was pressed against you. Izana took a mouth filling drink and leaned down to you, slotting his lips against yours and pouring half of the burning liquid against your tongue, groaning with his chest as he pulled away to swallow. The hand that was still grasped around your ankle pushed your knee to your chest, opening yourself up while his other hand grasped his half hard cock, brushing the weeping head through the new wetness at your entrance before pushing in. One of your hands went to Shinichiroâs as you gasped, the dark haired man pulling it to his lips and pressing soft kisses against your fingers and wrist as Izana dipped his head to your throat, his teeth nipping the skin into sore spots that he soothed with his tongue as he thrust against you. The snap of his hips was bruising, the head of his cock jamming up against and past the bundle of nerves inside of you and kissing your cervix till there were overwhelmed tears in your eyes. It felt too good, your toes were going numb.Â
âCum around my cock love, havenât gotten to feel you tonightâ He panted against your collarbones, mouth dragging down your heated flesh to latch around your breast again, sucking the nipple in against his tongue and letting his pretty eyes flutter closed, the speed of his thrusts increasing as he drooled against your skin. The moan that poured from his lips when you clenched around him had you tipping over the edge, your nails digging into his shoulders until there was tiny moons embedded in his skin. The slight pain from your nails had Izana gritting his teeth, slamming once more into you as deep as he could and cumming with a shout, his toes curling and chest heaving as he emptied himself.Â
âDamn, you guys started without me?â Mikey said from the doorway, mouth half full of take out noodles and a towel slung around his hips. âGuess itâs pay backâ.Â
âYou didnât answer the door like that did you?â Shinichiro asked.
âI could have answered it nakedâ Mikey said, leveling his brother with twin dark eyes and turning around to go put his food up in the kitchen. Izana smiled up at you from where he was resting against your chest, white hair sticking to his sweaty forehead.Â
âNow youâre stuck with us Sweetheart,â He grinned, his amethyst eyes glimmering in the low lighting of the bedroom, leaning up to sweep his tongue into your mouth. You heard Mikey come back into the bedroom and trade spots with Shin, pressing himself against your back side and running his hand down to press his thumb against your clit and roll in slow circles. You gasped as he pressed a kiss to your ear, warm breath fanning across your neck as moaned at the wetness gathering on his wandering fingers.Â
âGonna keep you going until the sunâs up baby,â He moaned as you rolled your hips back against him and felt his hard cock between your asscheeks, âHappy Birthdayâ.
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Friends With Benefits Collab piece: Rindou Haitani x F! Reader đ
Word count: 5k
Warnings: jealousy, angst, verbal threatening, explicit scenes and language, oral receiving, soft sex, fluff and some funnies. All characters are 23+
A/N: hi everyone! It's me. I'm back with a collab fic for my lovely @kshira FWB collab đ this was so much fun to write and my Rinnie being soft is the light of my life! I hope everyone enjoys reading and please check out the materlist for the collab to find all the other amazing works đđđ
Every time you asked him to stay and every time he told you no.Â
âIâm busyâ He would claim, pulling his shirt on and heading for the door.Â
âRanâs calling Iâve gotta go,â His phone wouldnât even be ringing.Â
âThat isnât what this is, babe,â. That hurt the most. But he kept showing up on your doorstep, flushed and wanting you more than the oxygen in his lungs. And you let him back in every time, fresh heartbreak piercing your chest as his lips pressed to yours. How many times had you asked him to stay with you, just for the night, tried to convince him that nothing would change and that it wouldnât mean anything. At this point, Rindou couldnât tell. So why had it bothered him so much when you had all but kicked him out tonight. Claiming to have plans and that you needed him gone. The rejection had anger boiling in his gut, his unanswered questions of why and with who tasting like venom on his tongue. He had barely said a word as he left, a quick bye escaping as you shut the door behind him and it took everything in him not to kick the damn door in. Youâre lucky he had a meeting he was late for, otherwise, he would have.
Rindou's leg was bouncing with anger almost the whole meeting. Mikey going on about police presence in the area, Kokonoi taking tally for jobs, Sanzu cleaning his gun, Takeomi angrily flicking his lighter trying to catch a flame, between all the noise he could barely hear himself think and it was enough to really get on his nerves. He couldnât explain it if someone asked him, why it seems like he canât settle down, why his jaw wonât unclench and his muscles were drawn up tighter than a bowstring. Maybe it was that âoverstimulatedâ brain thing you had mentioned from some article you read, he couldnât remember all you had said because he had had you in bed two minutes after you finished talking but he thinks he has that issue sometimes. Especially now that thinking about you has made his cock rock solid and added just one more thing for him to think about.Â
âTrouble in paradise little brother?â Ran asked from beside him, his matching violet eyes gleaming with mirth at the murderous look on his brotherâs face.Â
âNo, shut upâ Rindou snapped.
âSo hostile,â Ran said, throwing his hands up in feigned innocence, âsounds like you need to get your dick wet. Why donât you call up that little piece of yours?â.Â
The mere mention of you out in the open had his dick twitching, an irritated groan escaping him as he smacked his forehead against the table.Â
âOooh so there is trouble,â Ran said curiously, propping his chin on his hands like a school girl getting gossip.Â
âItâs nothing concerning you. Thatâs for sure,â Rindou muttered, folding his arms under his head. He didnât want to talk about it, about you, about the dumb situation he found himself in. This wasnât supposed to happen. His heart wasnât supposed to hurt when he saw the tears in your eyes. His gut wasnât supposed to twist at the thought of his own words leaving your mouth. âThat isnât what this is, right?â your voice echoed in his head, the dulling look in your eyes as you looked at him and waited for him to leave. âJust like I always doâ He thought.
âAwe, donât tell me little bro has a crush,â Ran cooed, pinching Rinâs exposed cheek and laughing when he was swatted away.Â
âWould you grow up? Weâre adults,â Rindou said with a roll of his eyes.
âExactly. We are Adults,â Ran said with a soft slap to the back of his brotherâs head, âSo grow some fucking balls and figure your shit outâ. God he hated when Ran was right. Keeping whatever it was that he had with you casual and boiled down to a friends with benefits situation was eating him alive.Â
âWell. Maybe not so much friends anymoreâ Rin thought bitterly to himself. You had been friends once. For a long time, you did almost everything together. Working as a new intern for the tattoo artist that did his and Ranâs ink had given him an opportunity to talk to you and invite you to party with him. Hooking up that night had been an accident fueled by coke and alcohol but you had both agreed you didnât regret it and that it was something you wanted to try again. And you had both laughed when you made the try it sober distinction. That night and subsequent hangover day seemed like a million years ago when it had only been one. Probably the best year of his life. So why did seeing you so openly attached make everything in him scream? Like his skin would run away from his bones and leave him bare for you to see every flaw and mistake carved into him. He had been so confident in the beginning. Like feelings for you were on an impossible scale he could never reach. The easier it got to be around you the more he wanted to skip town and run. He couldnât do this to you. Poison you with everything he was and is, ruin you down to the core. No matter how tempting it was to have you all to himself.Â
âSo whatâs the deal? Just call her up and give her some sap ass apology and boom. Sliding back home before sunrise,â Ran said, nudging him again to get his attention.Â
âI can handle it Ran,â Rindou snapped, throwing a pen at Kakucho who had turned his head to listen in.Â
âIf you could handle it you wouldnât be sulking,â Ran argued, âSo where is she? You leave her at her place?â
âSaid she had plans,â Rin said with a resigned sigh. His brother wasnât gonna drop this.Â
âYikes, sounds like that might be a problem," Ran said. Rindou looked at him incredulously, like he had grown a third eye.Â
âWhat do you mean?â.
âA problem like a date, are you that stupid?â Takeomi muttered around the unlit cigarette between his lips.
âDid I fucking ask you? Wait-â Rindou paused. A date? A fucking date?! Why was that the last thing he thought of? His fists clenched, knuckles turning white as anger began to boil anew deep in his chest. âYou think sheâs on a date?â.Â
âNo guarantee,â Takeomi shrugged, nudging Kakucho for a light.
âPlease. The tight ass on her? Sheâs on a date. And heâs hot too. Iâll bet money on it,â Ran said, dodging Rindou's punch with a smirk.Â
âWhat are we betting on?â Kokonoi asked, the mention of cash bringing him immediate interest.Â
âNothingâ
âIf Rinâs little piece is on a date and leaving his ass in the dustâ.
âRan shut the f-â
âJeez, Rindou. Your girl out on a date with someone else? Wanna go kill him?â Sanzu said from where he was lounging in his seat with his feet up, half asleep on whatever he took earlier. That honestly didnât sound half bad but he wasnât about to deal with Sanzu getting car sick again. Besides.
âSheâs not my girlfriend. Itâs⊠complicated,â Rindou said, the collective âOhsâ not helping to diminish the flush in his face.Â
"I was the one who set up this, whatever the hell it is, and itâs worked just fine!â. God did he really hate calling it âFriends with Benefitsâ.Â
âWorked until now,â Mikey said from the head of the table, stoic face and dark eyes reflecting Rindouâs irritation like a mirror. âDonât look at me like that. If you didnât want me to chime in, you shouldnât have interrupted my meeting with your pussy problemsâ.Â
âWell who caught feelings? Thatâs the issue,â Kakucho asked. Rin felt like his head was going to blow off, fire pouring out of his ears, smoke choking his lungs. Cause he realized it was him. The whole reason this situation had gotten weird and out of hand was because he was pushing back so hard. Trying to fight feelings he didnât understand. His chair almost toppled over backward from the force of him standing.
âIâve gotta go,â He said, the finality in his tone only making him more confident. He was tired of running. Tired of everything he was afraid of dictating how he committed to you.Â
âIf you need me to bail you out, Iâm your phone call,â Ran shouted. Rindou barely heard him as raced to the elevator, slamming his hand into the call button repeatedly until the doors dinged open.Â
âHurry the hell up you damn thing,â He snapped as the elevator seemed to be working against him, rolling as slow as possible down to the lobby. There were too many people around for his liking as he quickly made his way to the secured garage, fishing his car keys out. He hadnât realized that he was driving your favorite car, hadnât even thought about it when he had gotten back to his apartment to grab a shower and change before the meeting, something he usually did at your place. As much as he hated to admit it, he missed the scent of your soap on his skin. It had become a comforting smell for him, along with your detergent and the various candles you would purchase and burn. Rindou hoped with every bit of good karma he had left, which probably wasnât much, that he wouldnât be too late. That he hadnât lost you yet.Â
You hadnât technically lied to Rindou. You said you had plans and you did. Plans to sit on your couch, order take-out, and binge watch a show you had been putting off. You did feel a little bad for being so cold. But using his own words against him had felt so right in the moment. Unfortunately, the look of confusion and masked hurt on his face hadnât brought the satisfaction you had expected. Quite the opposite actually. The guilt ate at you long after he was gone, no matter how hard you tried to justify and repress it. With your food eaten and thrown away, you were now six episodes deep in your show when there was a pounding knock at your door. You froze for a moment, checking your phone to see it was nearly midnight. Who the hell would be knocking on your door right now. You hesitated, jumping when the knock came again along with Rindouâs voice shouting your name. You rolled your eyes, pausing your show and going to the door.
âJesus, Rindou you scared the hell out of me!â You snapped when you opened the door.Â
âSorry-,â He cut himself off, looking you up and down in your pajamas, âI thought you had plansâ. Que the eye-rolling again.
âMy plans are to get away from you Rindou. You and your inconsiderate assâ You said, debating on shutting the door in his face again.Â
âSo you werenât gonna go on a date with a hot guy?â He asked, confusion evident in his flushed cheeks and deadpan almost bored expression.Â
âExcuse me? No. where did you get that idea?â You demanded, giving him a look like you couldnât believe him how dumb he is sometimes.Â
âWell, Ran said-â
âOh! Of course! Ran said it so it must be true,â You cut him off, your tone dripping with sarcasm. Rindou gritted his teeth, never the one who liked to be made a fool of.Â
âY/N, Stop. Listen to meâ He said, fighting every instinct in his body not to blow up, his already short fuse running dangerously thin.Â
âNo Haitani YOU listen,â You snapped, poking a finger into his chest, âIâm sick of you coming and going as you please. Wringing me dry of my emotions for your own benefit. I know what we set. But feelings change Rindou and you wonât even talk to me. How is this supposed to be Friends With Benefits if we arenât even friends anymore? When you wonât even talk to me? Or spend time with me outside of showing up at my door at two in the morning to be patched upâ. Rindou took the berating, finger jabbing into his sternum like a knife and words only cutting deeper because he knew everything you were saying with tear-filled eyes was true. He knew he had been using you for his own benefit, toying with you and your fragile heart like a cat with a ball of string and it made him sick down to the core.Â
You took a deep gasping breath as you let your hand fall from his chest, heart pounding as you tried to reel yourself in, not wanting to fly off the handle and say something youâd really regret. You were about to demand a response, even a simple âscrew youâ would suffice at this point, anything instead of his default bored expression. But you knew he was listening, tips of his ear burning crimson as his violet eyes scanned you, watched the way your lips moved and your cheeks flushed in anger.Â
âIâm sorry Rindou but⊠itâs been a year. An amazing year but if you arenât willing to at least try an actual relationship with me then I donât think-â. His lips were pressed against yours before you could finish, tongue sweeping into your mouth as he molded his body against your front and moved you back into the doorway.Â
Alarm bells were ringing in his ears as he moved forward, unable to think of anything but keeping those words from your mouth. That you couldnât do this with him. Heâd rather die by firing squad than hear that. The gasp against his mouth only made him press forward, wanting to kiss all of his sorrys and his love into you so he wouldnât have to utter the words aloud and break your heart all over again.Â
âRindou,â you gasped, trying to pull away even as hot tears spilled down your cheeks, and all you wanted to do was bury yourself against him, âPlease just-â.Â
âI canât. I wonât. Iâm not letting you go,â He muttered against your lips as he hugged you, âI-I love you, Iâm sorry. So sorryâ. Those words should have left his mouth ages ago and he could only hope that you would accept them as they tumbled out now.Â
âRindou-â You tried again, soft hand against his chest just barely trying to move him away.Â
âWhat happened to Rin? Huh? Am I not good enough for that anymore?â He demanded, the hurt swimming in his violet gaze making your heart clench. Tears bubbled in your line of vision, rolling slowly down your cheeks in burning tracks.Â
âI- I feel like- I canât- talk to you,â You hiccuped, furiously wiping the tears away as he lifted his hand to your cheek, âYou leave me so hurt I donât feel like you are my Rin anymoreâ. That was like a spear to the chest, nearly making him double over.Â
"Let me fix it,â He insisted in a hushed tone, painfully aware that this whole mess was happening in the vacancy of your apartment hallway. But just let someone try and say something to him right now. âIâll do anything you want me toâ.
âThatâs the thing, I want you to do those things because you want to. Because you love me. Not just to keep me around as a side piece and to keep my mouth shutâ You said, that dulling look creeping back into your gaze. The look that turned his stomach into a ball of ice.Â
âI will just give me a chance to-â He was cut off by one of the doors a few paces down the hall opening.Â
âWould you two go inside and deal with your shit? Nobody wants to hear itâ one of your neighbors said grouchily, barely leaning out the door.Â
âHow about I rip your goddamn ears off so you donât have to hear us then?â Rindou snapped, angling his body like he was going to take a step, âyouâre lucky Iâve got business with my girl or weâd have a real problem you stupid fuckâ. You wrapped your hands around his arm, dragging him back and shoving him through the doorway of your apartment.
âSorry, heâs got brain damage,â You said in a quick apology to your neighbor before they decided to call the police, shutting the door quickly behind you.Â
âWhat the fuck?â He asked angrily as you slid the chain into place.
âDo you want the cops called? Want to go to jail at midnight on a Saturday and be stuck till Monday?â You asked with an expectant look. Rindou looked at his feet, ears burning again and feeling very much like the child Ran always accused him of being. He knew he had warrants and could not only get himself taken away but you as well for being involved with him. He shook his head.
âNo,â He said, jaw clenching at the thought of how embarrassing that would be, âCause Iâd have to call Ranâ. Your soft laugh brought a smile to his face and he realized that he hadnât heard it in a long time. The only sounds around you were the soft hum of your dishwasher and the quiet tick of your kitchen clock, tension sitting silently between you like a landmine waiting for a misstep.Â
âI really am sorry, y/n,â Rindou said, âitâs my fault this went to hellâ.Â
âItâs not just your fault, I knew what this was when we started but I⊠guess I was just hoping it would turn into something else,â You admitted with an embarrassed sigh, looking down at the rug beneath your feet. Goosebumps raised across your skin as he stepped to you, left hand resting against your jaw to raise your face. How many times had you laid in bed after he had left, crying and wishing he would stay just once, hold you and look at you with those ethereal violet eyes like you were the center of his world. Like he used to when this arrangement started. Like he was now.Â
âI love you. And I should have told you before now,â He said softly, as if you were in a crowded room and he only wanted you to hear, right hand going to your waist to pull you closer. âYou remember when I drove from Roppongi to Shinjuku city to pick you up from your friendâs bachelorette party? The night you got so drunk that you left your shoes in the bar?â. Your hands went to his chest as you laughed, recalling that night like it was yesterday despite it being almost a month ago now. Â
âYeah, and we got soaked trying to find a hotel for the night,â You said with a smile.Â
Rindou couldnât remember why he had grabbed the bike instead of his perfectly good Mercedes, only that he was in a hurry to get to you before something happened. He had regretted his decision the moment he left and saw the clouds blocking out the stars, cursing himself the entire ride and just hoping the weather would hold. You had been so happy to see him, smiling from ear to ear and slightly swaying back and forth as you shouted at him from across the small parking lot, jumping into his arms and nearly sending him to the ground as you kissed his face. But that wasnât the moment that stuck out to Rindou the most. It was when the rain had started to fall as soon as you had gotten a block away from the bar. Finding a hotel not booked full on a Friday was going to be a chore but seemed like the only option because he wasnât about to take the bike on the freeway in a steady rain with you having on nothing but the spare helmet, his jacket, and the flimsy dress you worn to the party. The red light had just changed and he had shot forward a little too fast, an excited squeal escaping your lips as he flew through the intersection and took a left onto a side street. The feeling of your arms wrapped around his waist made him smile, your face pressed against his back, looking in his side mirror to see your eyes scrunched shut against the rain as you laughed and gripped him tighter. He remembers his stomach twisting and a flush burning his cheeks because he realized in that simple moment that he was in love with you. And it was the next day that he had started to pull away, dropping you off at home with a hangover so he could run away and spend the next week hiding. From everything. From everyone. He had honestly debated just changing his number and disappearing from your life before anything from his dangerous lifestyle could overlap and drag you under like the ocean tide. But after not hearing from him for a week you had shown up at his door, his favorite take-out in hand and demanding to know why his phone was off. Rindou was barely able to tear his eyes away from you as you went around and tidied his kitchen, grabbing a couple of plates from the dishwasher for the food and asking what kind of detergent he uses so you could buy him more. That was the closest Rin had come to crying in a long time, the overwhelming feeling of all your care healing a part of him he didnât know was broken. That aided in his need to keep you at armâs distance, so you wouldnât be hurt.Â
âI knew I loved you that night,â He said, red tinting his cheeks as he pressed his forehead to yours. It felt like your heart was in your throat, airways tight and barely able to utter anything other than a quiet âReally?â in response.Â
âYeahâ He paused, sweeping this thumb against your cheek, âand I should have said it before now, I know. But I want to try⊠with you. Something realâ. Fresh tears bubbled over your lash line, his eyes widening slightly at your reaction and immediately moving his hands to wipe the dripping from your flushed cheeks.Â
âIâm not good at talking about feelings. And god I hate saying Iâm sorry but I mean it, I swear I do Iâm-â. It was your turn to cut him off this time, sealing your lips against his as you pressed yourself against him. His hands went to cup your face, holding you as if you would break as you kissed him breathless. You didnât think you had ever seen such a genuine look on Rindouâs face in the entire time you had known him, the love he was trying to express to you simmering in the shine of his eyes and dilation of his pupils, the violet ring of his irises barely visible in the low lighting.Â
âLet me prove it to you,â He said in a heavy breath against your lips, âpleaseâ. You nodded, jumping to wrap your legs around his waist when his hands went to your thighs, your hands going to his shoulders to keep yourself steady as he refused to break your kiss. Even as he walked down the short hall to your room before dropping you on the bed. A short laugh as he kissed up from your ankle to your inner thighs had him smirking, biting softly against your flesh to pull more of those laughs from you.Â
âNever took the time to love you, worship you like I shouldâve,â Rindou said, so soft it seemed almost like it was meant only for him, even as his eyes flickered up to yours with so much regret you almost pulled him up to kiss him again. You gasped as his hands pushed your shirt up, revealing a pair of sleep boxers he had left here.
âWearing my underwear I see,â He said with a faux accusatory tone.
âTheyâre comfy,â You said simply, pulling the bottom of your shirt up to hide your face, âAnd I missed youâ.Â
âJust for that, you can keepâem,â He said, chuckling as he snapped the loose waistband against your skin and made you squeak before pulling them down and dropping them off to the side.Â
âReally did miss me didnât you?â He asked with a groan as his fingers spread your folds, thumb grazing across your clit.Â
âY-Yes,â you whimpered, slightly bucking your hips up into his touch.Â
How could he resist you like this? Already wet and making sweet sounds for him when he had barely done anything at all. Rindou couldnât help but smile. He finally had you, all to himself and not under some guise of casual sex. The drag of his tongue through your wetness had your toes curling and legs trying to clamp shut, unable to due to his strong hands keeping them open. The first time he had ever tasted you he was sure that there was nothing better but now he was certain. Sure to his soul that you were meant to be his for the rest of your lives. He could barely keep himself from rutting down into the mattress as you writhed against his mouth, clit becoming wet from his tongue and your juices. The whine you let out as he sunk his index finger inside had him groaning against your folds.Â
"Rin, please, I need you," you gasped, left hand clinging to the sheets and the right burying into his hair, attempting to pull him up your body.Â
"Wanna make you cum first sweetness," he muttered, giving your clit a hard suck and sinking his middle finger in beside the other already curling into your g-spot, "watch you cream around my fingers". Spots were popping in your vision as pleasure burned up and down your spine, legs flexing in his grip and broken cries filling any remaining silence that wasn't replaced with the lewd sound of his fingers pumping in and out.
"R-Rindou, Fuck!" You moaned clenching down around his fingers and shaking as your orgasm dragged its silky fingers through your bloodstream.Â
"That's right baby, God you're so beautiful," He said with a deep groan, pretty eyes locked onto your face as if he was trying to memorize your pleasured expressions. Your heart was hammering as he pulled his fingers from your slickness and popped them in his mouth, sucking your cream off with an obscene sound that pulled fresh heat to your core. You sat up on your elbows and pulled the shirt over your head as he stood up and removed his clothes, settling above you almost chest to chest with a soft sound. You pushed the hair away from his face, your thumbs tracing over his cheekbones as you noticed the lightest dusting of freckles just at the bridge of his nose. You hadn't realized his eyes had drifted closed under your touch, his face relaxed as your delicate fingers burned love into his skin.Â
"You're beautiful Rin" you breathed, your left hand leaving his face to trace down to the dark ink in his shoulder and chest. You remembered how raw his flesh had been after the lining and start to the shading, red and angry as the pained expression on his face. But now after a handful of years the edges had faded a little into his skin, the obvious care he had put in showing through the well-preserved ink where it was thickest. Rindou had been beautiful the moment you met him but now with him practically bearing his soul to you and looking at you with those violet eyes you loved more than the sunrise, he was breathtaking. He never was much for your staring though, opting instead to press against you and steal a kiss.Â
"You ready for me Angel?" He asked almost breathlessly, one hand going down to fist his thick cock.Â
"Please Rin," you whined, angling your hips up until he finally grabbed your legs and threw them over his shoulders. You pulled him down to you as he pushed in, sealing your lips with his and snaking your tongue into his mouth as you both groaned from the stretch, knees now by your head and shaking as he nearly pressed against your cervix at this angle.Â
"So wet for me baby, fuuck" Rindou groaned low in his throat as he pulled back before slowly pressing in again, the pleasure of his veiny cock dragging along your walls sending sparks across your skin. You could barely breathe as your next orgasm grew like a wildfire in your gut, scorching down to your fingertips as you cried out and spasmed around him.Â
"Came again already? Feel that good?" Rin asked, skimming his nose down your jaw as he continued his slow but rough thrusts, aimed perfectly at the spot that had your toes nearly cramping.Â
"Uh-huh" you mumbled, eyes screwed shut as you shivered against the pulsing feel still buzzing through you.Â
"My shaky little bunny, so good for me" He groaned, fingers digging into the sheets, "but I can't wait anymore, wanna fuck that greedy little cunt full". You nearly came again from the guttural growl that tore from his throat when you tightened around him like a vice grip. The bed began to creak as his thrusts sped up, both of you turning into a moaning, panting messes as he bullied his cock into your tight heat.Â
"Baby. Baby, I don't think I'm gonna last much longer-Fuck-Â with you sucking me in like this" he choked through a broken moan, his hands releasing the sheets and replacing them on your hip and thigh to keep you pressed into the mattress.Â
"Pl-Please Rin fill me up, I need your cum. Please" you begged, pleasured tears pooling in your eyes as you felt your arousal drooling out around his fat cock drilling your insides. You could have sworn you felt the head of his cock thump your insides as he twitched, pulling your face to his for a kiss as he throbbed inside of you.Â
"Cum with me baby, please. Wanna feel you" He nearly whined, fingers of the hand still pressing your thigh digging in with a bruising grip. Two more savage pumps of his hips and you were clawing his back and crying out against his tongue, the feeling of his hot cum filling your insides as he panted against your lips only heightening the pleasure. Rindou's arms gave out under him, rolling to his side and pulling you to his chest to stay inside of you for a bit longer, this newfound possessive side of himself not quite willing to let his cum leak from you just yet. You don't know how long you two laid there, sharing soft kisses and soaking up just being together finally without restrictions. The fingers of one hand went to trace his cheekbones again, and down to his jaw, all the way until you were running along the edges of the Bonten mark. You felt his eyes on you, watching you as you admired the skin of his throat with your light touch, violet eyes looking into yours even as his intense gaze had your cheeks burning. But as you slowly traced along his tattoo you felt the soft puffs of sleeping breath fanning across your wrist, looking up to see Rindou had drifted off, pretty eyes that showed everything he tried to hide tucked away under soft lids and lashes. His eyes had been the first thing to draw you to him, the color so bright and unique it had made your stomach swim and all you could think of was seeing him again. See those beautiful eyes light up when you walked into a room or how Cloudy they get under his lustful gaze. How they made you feel like you were going ninety down the highway and like you were coming home for comfort in the same look. How he made you love the color violet.
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