I am not going to talk about it much here, but one thing I would like to mention about myself (mainly because I fear there are people who currently identify as RQ because they feel they have to, due to being in the same situation):
As a child, I had thoughts about zoophilia. Repeated experiences with zoo porn groomed me into feeling like this was something I had to achieve in real life. The term "radqueer" didn't exist yet, but I did find online spaces that were nearly exactly the same but with different terms. If I was a child today, I think I would've been groomed into identifying as a zoophile.
If you are in a similar position:
You are not a bad person.
You are still lovable. People love you.
You can recover. You can have a better relationship with sex and be happier.
You don't have to identify as radqueer. There are other communities that will accept you. You can and will feel safe in other places.
You are not your thoughts - Your thoughts do not equal some secret dark desire, and you don't have to act on them.
Please stay safe. It's up to you to leave racist/ableist/predatory communities, but it's not up to you to figure everything out on your own - Therapy, self compassion and mostly likely medication will be very helpful to you. Some of these are harder to achieve than others, but I believe in you and can offer advice about getting therapy/meds if you need it.
Finally did some vocals !! If they sound quiet its probably because,, I did them in my room lolz,, i have been practicing for a while but barely so there kinda bad 8P !! creds to @sillywolfdogwro3m for the photo edit <3 :3 !!
Personally I have a person that it stems from so just curious if you have a person that kick started the kink for you
Oh goodness. I had two exes who liked calling me daddy and mommy, but they mostly just used them as general titles. It wasn't until my boyfriend @hawkemutt that I really started to get into incest stuff. Then it stayed kind of a mild kink for a long time until I met @just-on-a-whim and it really turned into one of my Big Ones
A gender related to one's strong attachment to stuffed animals, especially teddy bears, due to their autism!
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ID: Two pride flags with five stripes, the middle stripe being wider than the others. In order, the colors are brown, beige, white, pink, and purple. On the flag on the left there is a drawing of a teddy bear face wearing an infinity symbol as a bow tie in the center. The image on the right has the color meanings written on the stripes. Brown is for teddy bears, beige is for animals, white is for comfort, pink is for affection, and purple is for cuddling. /End ID.
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ID: Two alternative versions of the same flag. The flag on the left has a brown infinity symbol in the center, and the flag on the right has no symbol. /End ID.