#💛💚dont you know that youre toxic💚💛

[daystarvoyage]

💛💜💛💜This is for my Lunter fandom WE STAY WINNING💛💜💛💜

Keychain ART BY PHYANNY & GOLDENGLYPH ON TWITTER

My goodness, Momo con 2024 has been a trailblazing moment a beautiful one at that.

I would not trade for the whole wide world, so there will be a photo dumps on my page coming up, and yes Zeno Robinson cissy jones and Sarah Nicole Robles are cool people.

NOT TO MENTION MANAGE TO GET A AUTOGRAPH DOODLE OF MATT BRALY AMPHIBIA.

💙❤️💚UPDATE ON AMPHIBIA JOURNEY POST SOON

(SHOW HER SOME LOVE, DONT HATE APPRECIATE)

Now it’s time for the task at hand throughout three years the owl house fandom has a immense amazing following, however that doesn’t comes with its drawbacks negatives and toxicity.

Why I posted this because hardcore fans have become foaming at the mouth behind a keyboard to ostracized and come for people with vulgarity, because they don’t want anything canon in the show to be compromised yet the show has its flaws, which a minority of fans have address (I’m proud for seeing)

I know you kids and young adults can listen it doesn’t take y’all to see the writing on wall lol

Be it canon ships, characters, and even issues without them have become so popular to the point no one can’t see eye to eye.

it shows my two most favorite characters within the show besides (Gus and willow) that have become so one-sided and hateful towards each other of what to address on opinion and critiques to speak there minds, (when the show at times had its bumpy roads when to start out)

we do understand it was gotten the axe already, and I made a deep vulnerable and transparent post on my expierence ever since my last post, as a fan myself( which im devastated)

This photo and autograph is the show that you can stop the harassment and the toxicity if giving the chance, being ostracized and bully out fandoms circles, address things that have become very nasty and by opening up your mind of how you truly feel, not only that be reasonable,

Open your hearts speak how you feel what needed to be approved by the show and that we can make fandom spaces better if we open ourselves.

That’s all I have to say happy momocon month every have a great day, make sure to ask questions (nice reasonable ones & animations topics of any kind)

This is the brown sugar queen Kyoko cane hope you have a good one and peace for now.

SONG IS SNOH AALEGRA FEELS

💜💛💜💛💜

[the-flaming-nightmare]

I posted 12,002 times in 2022

That's 7,787 more posts than 2021!

26 posts created (0%)

11,976 posts reblogged (100%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@pinkdiapers

@reaperlight

@cher3pakha

@dykeboyking

@cielores

I tagged 1,077 of my posts in 2022

#delicious foods - 91 posts

#ns//fw - 91 posts

#plushies - 85 posts

#fanart - 48 posts

#delicious sweets - 45 posts

#eremin - 43 posts

#sam and dean - 30 posts

#9-1-1 - 30 posts

#sebaciel - 24 posts

#wincest - 23 posts

Longest Tag: 94 characters

#i usually dont like at all it but if its incorporated into a dessert well then im okay with it

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

With the stress brought on by the Noah's Ark Circus case, and the added stress of illness, Ciel's mental state begins to fall apart at the seams; revealing a side of himself that neither he nor Sebastian never knew existed.

Reblogs are dearly appreciated 💛

9 notes - Posted July 19, 2022

#4

It's Ciel's seventh birthday.

Reblogs are dearly appreciated 💚

9 notes - Posted January 11, 2022

#3

If anyone is looking for an editor for your fanfiction or original stories, I'm available for hire. I charge $20 dollars an hour, and all transactions will go through Cash App. Whether you have trouble with English, or just want someone to do the annoying part of writing for you (trust me, I know the feeling lol), I'm here to help.

I do have one condition: I won't edit anything that has non-con in it. I don't mind a bit of dub-con, but for personal reasons, I don't do the hardcore shit. Other than that, I'm game for anything.

I'm currently trying to create a steady income so I can afford to pay rent on an apartment for me and my best friend. We're both in our own shitty living situations at the moment, and we're desperately trying to find ways to earn enough cash to financially support ourselves in a place of our own.

So please, if anyone sees this and needs help, or knows someone who does, send me a massage. If neither of these apply to you, then please give this post an reblog. I'll take as many reblogs as I can get lol.

16 notes - Posted March 25, 2022

#2

Attention Prodigal Son fandom: I’m going to start writing an essay soon on what the show means to me and why I believe it deserves a second chance, and I would love to have some of y’all’s own thoughts and feelings to add to it.

If you’re interested, please email me by Friday at enbylad00@gmail.com . In one or two paragraphs, tell me why the show means so much to you. I probably won’t be able to put everyone’s in, but I promise I’ll put as many of you as I can. Also, at the end of the email, please add whichever social media @ that you’re comfortable with so I can credit you.

If y’all could also RT this post, that would be awesome. Thank you. <3

I don’t know if this essay will do anything at all, but I can still try. I haven’t given up hope that we’ll get this amazing show back. I refuse to give up.

23 notes - Posted August 8, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

It fucking baffles me how there are antis in the Rick and Morty fandom. Why tf are you even here?? Have you even seen the show??? It's not exactly a wholesome fucking watch. Rick is the farthest thing from a good person, and Morty ain't exactly a sweet angel boy, either. Rick has quite literally destroyed civilizations (including his own), and both these mfs have killed a shit ton of people and aliens (some who did shit all to deserve it), but you're mad that people irl ship them?? Just shut the fuck up.

Nobody in this show is what's considered a good person. Nobody. They either have toxic traits, or are just straight up toxic af. But that's the fucking point. This show isn't meant to be Steven fucking Universe, ffs. It's an Adult Swim cartoon that's about an old alcoholic asshole of a scientist and his horny naive 14 year old grandson who go on or get sucked into dangerous adventures every episode. So if you're gonna be that pressed about people shipping them, or literally any other characters together, then maybe you should stop watching the show entirely, since everything that's said and done is SO far from being the "uwu I love my family and feel nothing but wholesome love for them" good morals that you fantasize every show and movie catering to.

🖕🏼

24 notes - Posted August 23, 2022

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[voidselfshipp]

--i dont deserve you-- Alexander croaked with tears in his eyes-- youre too good for me

--Dont..dont say that-- Jerico whispered-- youre the one for me

--even knowing the horrible things I did?

--Of course-- she answered warmly-- I still love you, and you have to admit it adds to your charms

-- I love you so much...

--Me too Alex..

《♡♡♡♡》

Only mutuals okay to reblog. If blurry Open the image. Dont repost my art.

Taglist: @tex-treasures

[khaleesiofalicante]

"Artists are people driven by the tension between the desire to communicate and the desire to hide" - Donald Winnicott

Izzy going with Maryse and Alec staying😭 the opposite-parallels hurt me ok?!?!? Also the reason he says is also kinda sad and shit is all complicated!!!

Sometimes that’s what it means to be a son. To make sacrifices for your parents.

Sometimes that’s what it means to be a parent. To make sacrifices for your children.

This!!

The way he never walked away and he never gave up are some of his best qualities but at the same time the reason it all went down. Love me some good analysis...

Alec-Maryse post-divorce parallels... Wow

SIZZY RIGHTS!!!😎 Also not them stalking him djhdjdjd

He reminds himself of what Ragnor told him. Love how he is always learning and trying to understand better🥺

Rules and shit really are complicated...

"And you Isabelle, you live inside my heart. You always will.” Lightwood siblings is something that can actually be so personal..

But she doesn’t know how to be sad. So, she decides to be angry. He wonders if all younger siblings are like that. I dont like this call out...

FUCK VALENTINE. CLACE RIGHTS BITCH!! I WILL PROTECT THEM WITH MY LIFE✨🔪💙 JACE IS SO FUCKING IN LOVE AND I SAY GOOD FOR HIM!!

Love is blind, and love is stupid, and love is dangerous, and love is beautiful.💜💜💜

But Jace could ask him to part the ocean and Alec will die trying. *sobbing* I'm fine :)

Competitive little shits kdhsjdjkd, although Alec does win this one... He has the psychopath father and all shit

Simon and Clary supremacy only!!

OMG Anjali and Rafael are absolute nerds and I'm love them jdhdjs

If we don't have a google folder together, then what the point??!?

They get turned on by the weirdest shit jdvsjdjs

Charlotte Fairchild is the most badass of all tbh

We all should be scared of Anjali😌

I like that Alec didn't make it hard for Rafael when he wanted to go to Stanford but I also expected more fight form him... And from Magnus oh gods why is this so fucking sad😭

I support Rosewood rights and wrongs!😎

The parallels of their pictures!! Max not giving a fuck and Rafael being so careful!! And the way Max is jealous of Rafael "having everything together" and Rafael being jealous of Max for being so "unafraid and chaotic" Brb I'm gonna cry..

I hate everyone. Magnus just gets dragged over and over. And the tweets holy fuck!! I hate that I laughed with the cinnamon roll one smh

“Will you keep an eye on him for me?” Rafael asks him instead. "Always,” David replies. 🥺🥺🥺

I understand Max being mad, but fuck if he didnt stressed me out so much here!!! Just, kindly stop :)

For whatever his issues, Max knows how to keep a promise. Not me crying over this😭

How do you make someone feel better if they aren’t feeling anything at all? Ok, that and the fact that the divorce issue starts here hurts a lot🙂 I love this chapter<3

I can't finish this Timeline for a few hours bc I have to get up (eww) but just some thoughts till now:

Note to self: This man is the bane of his existence. Pun intended.😂😂

Him always answering to the ones who need help got me emo for some reason🥺

I think of you everywhere💛 David really know how to go from horny to soft in 0.1 secs djhdjsksks

The staff is the real MVP here!! I love them all so much and they live in my head 24/7 and they are all amazing<33

Anyway, song rec: Be alright By Dean Lewis. Its really a shame cheating is not a trope here (its not, Idk how I would survived that shit jdhsjsj) because the playlist would be ✨stunning✨

Remeber to take a break when you need it. Byeee💚

GET THAT SLEEP GIRL. GET IT. WHOOOOOO.

If TLND had cheating, I would have thrown myself into the river (and i am like scared of rivers) gotta draw that angst line somewhere lol.

also, i may or may not have a magnus and camille playlist with a lot of cheating/toxic songs lol.

I feel like Be Alright is in the divorce au playlist (or maybe lbaf?) but there are too many songs there and I can't find it lol.

Sending you some sertonin. Have this song rec from my David playlist: Pomme - Ceux qui rêvent

[kaykeichan]

So...I've going through a serious mutli-level identity crisis for the longest time and just wanted to share my experience and realizations for those that need to hear it.

First I thought I was Bisexual.

Then when I realized I didnt always want sex and wasnt always attracted to people of both genders sexually but still loved them, I did some research into the Ace community.

From there I determined myself to be Bi-romantic Asexual.

After a little more confusion as to why I sometimes had sexual attraction to my partners and sometimes I was sex repulsed, I did more research.

I found the term Demisexual which is basically you can be sexually attracted to someone you are emotionally close to and trust, but are not typically sexually attracted to people you dont know. (I'm paraphrasing what it meant to me so for the real definition please look it up if youre curious)

So then I altered it to Bi-Romantic Demisexual and that stuck for awhile.

Going from my first relationship with a girl and probably my first non-toxic relationship ever to now another non-toxic relationship with a cow het man (who I love and care about very much), I then began to miss that feeling of being with a girl. It became an obsession and I was worried that I was actually a lesbian and that I'd have to leave my boyfriend so I wouldnt keep steinging him along on could live my life as true to myself as possible (and all the other thoughts we tell ourselves)

But I know he loves me for me. He knows i like girls. He knew I had a girlfriend before him. He doesnt fetishize it. He resects me for who I am...at least who I tell him I am.

Throughout all this sexuality crisis, I'm also having a gender identity crisis. Am I a cis girl? A Demigirl? Non-binary? Am I actually a Transguy still in the egg stage? So that led to a lot more research to me settling on being Genderfluid.

I'm quite comfortable in that actually as I have some days where I dress and act more feminine and days where I'm more masculine. But my guy when we were joking around once said "reassuringly" "Dont worry, baby. You'll never be masculine to me ❤" Ouch...but I didnt say anything. I tried to push that twinge away and say it was fine. Idk if he even realized what him saying it that way meant to me, and I acknowledge that I need to tell him how I felt about it soon.

I need to tell him all this soon.

So where in all of that time of research, uncertainty, and anxiety does that leave my gender and sexual identities?

Technically at this point I could label myself as, a Genderfluid Bi-romantic Abrosexual or a Demi-Romantic Abrosexual Demigirl...but as you can see thats a lot of labels and hella confusing...

So I did some deep thinking about all these labels and why we feel the need to categorize ourselves. Yes we want to belong to a group and relate our experiences to each other, but I can still do that if I just stick with simple labels like Bi, Ace, and NB even tho those arent the most "accurate" representations of me.

But who decides what's "accurate"?

Oh right. ME

So why am I trying so hard to compartmentalize myself and stressing myself out thinking i need to come out to a boyfriend who's already accepted me as I am, has said so multiple times, amd is always making an active effort to support and understand the lgbt community for me and for himself.

He's already accepted me without all the labels, and so should I.

You know whats a great umbrella term that already exists that could fit me the most comfortably without all the anxiety? The least used letter of the alphabet mafia

So I am proud to finally just say I'm here and I'm Queer! And I dont need to be anything else for anybody else 😁

tl;dr You dont need a shit-ton of labels to accept yourself in your own unique identity. Just being Queer is ok ❤💛💚💙💜

(ps sorry for any typos, emotions dont have time for spell checks lol)

[voidselfshipp]

Apex f/o Halloween costumes

Fuse: Marty mcfly.

Seer:vampire but make it blue and gold

Loba: werewolf.

Octane: bunny.

Revenant: ghost rider

Horizon: alien. Like cute green alien

Caustic: Dr Emmet Brown (just bcs fuse asked nicely) or mad scientist.

Mirage: ghost.

Crypto: robot.

Bloodhound: werewolf 2 or scarecrow

[voidselfshipp]

Conflicted Hearts

Cw: ask to tag?.

-> only mutuals okay to reblog.

-> Enemies (sort of?) To lovers.

->Pairing: Revenant x Jerico x Caustic.

Summary: Revenant and Caustic feel conflicted about one of their fellow legends. As they say. From hate to love theres only one step.

Taglist: @tex-treasures

Caustic sat in his room in the dropship, working away at some chemical compound made of god knows what. Hes mixing samples carefully, to the outsiders eyes he looks concentrated and focused. To those who know him (who was only Wattson) would know that his mind was somewhere else and that working was a futile attempt to block out any thoughts he might be having.

He sighed rather loudly, leaving the chemicals on their stand and pressed his forehead against his hands.

She was truly an annoyance. So much so that she distracted him from his work.

Caustic glanced at Jerico, Or known as Savior in the apex games. An altruistic goody two shoes, at least thats what he thought of her.

And despite the hate and the fact that he Straight up didnt like her (or so he told himself) he couldnt help but feel...something...towards her.

His eyes went back to his test tubes, he was too proud to admit that she was distracting him.

Savior was none the wiser to his antics, she was too busy talking with lifeline about tomorrow's match.

--Who do you hope you get paired up with?--Jerico asked to her friend.

--Anyone but Silva-- ajay answered.

--Hes kind of cute, though-- the other woman noted.

--cute doesnt exclude annoyin'

--Thought you were his friend?-- Jer teased.

--Oh come on now, its just friendly banter-- lifeline Joked-- How 'bout yuh?

-- anyone is okay, honestly. Maybe not Ashe...she freaks me out

--Yuh dont get creeped out by Caustic or Revenant but how come you get freaked out about Ashe?--ajay questioned her friend with a brow raised.

--Tha- thats --She cleared her throat--different okay?

--Ohhh I get it now!-- Lifeline made fun of her friend-- thats because yuh got feelings for those two~! -- she whispered the last part.

--Will you shUT THE FUck up???-- Jerico whispered shouted weakly hitting her friend.

-- Heh, sure. Just sayin' theres something that doesnt add up

--You are the literall worst. Ajay...

-- I know yuh love me

After that, jeri went back to her bedroom in the dropship,as she walks by, with music in her headphones eyes closed as she moves her body to the rythms she bumps Into someone. Their body is hard..and cold. Extremely unnaturally cold.

--hey! Watch where you are going skinsuit-- revenant growled angrily with his voice being slightly distorted.

--Hey im sorry!--jer shouted taking off her headphones. I didnt see you!

--Tsk, maybe if I break those headphones youll be more carefull about where you walk...

Jerico sighed in annoyance, thankfully revenants threats to her are less severe compared to other the legends. She figured its because he liked her to some extent. Wether he admits it to himself or not.

--you put a hand to them and im turning you into scrap metal...-- Savior replied.

Now, the simulacrum was way taller than her. She was barely 5'5, while he was 6'8. Yet she didnt seem to mind, and this amused rev to no end.

--Bold threats from someone so small-- a clawy hand ruffled her hair, with a smug tone lacing the robots words.

--Seems you like my hair-- Jerico teased with her arms folded and half a smile on her face.

--Please...you Flatter yourself..., now move out of my way. Tiny -- the shove he gave her wasnt rough by any means, if anything, he was gentle with it. Enough for her to notice it.

--I guess ill see you around revy!-- savior shouted as he left laughing a bit as she finally reached her room. Ignoring how revenant glared daggers at the back of her neck.

The metal Doors Open and she steps in, sighing as she takes off her shoes.

--What a day...-- she mutters under her breath flopping on the bed.

She was a mess of feelings, but there was an odd comfort knowing that revenant was carefull with her. Such a self procclaimed "killing machine" was so carefull and gentle with her. It was...nice.

Jerico decided to stop her train of thought and going to bed. It was already late.

The Next day, after breakfast the match started.

--Youve got to be kidding me!-- jeri exclaimed seeing her team.

--Quit your whinning skinsuit. Come on-- revenant said behind her shoulder checking her. Ouch.

Both of them and caustic stepped in the platform and soon jumped off to the arena.

The first part of the match was easy and calm. Mostly quiet between the three. With only the usual callouts being made.

But soon the battle got heated. Caustic got separated from the other two. Heavily injured.

--Caustic! Im going to get you stay there!-- savior said through their comm.

-- No! Savior dont!-- caustic yelled back.

-- ive got some news for you, im going to do exactly what I please, when I please, so stay your ass there and dont get shot, okay? Okay great

Her mechanical wings expand as her jetpack revvs up.

--Savior! Dont!-- revenant screamed at her just before she took off. However between the gunfight and the jetpack she didnt hear him-- this stupid little girl!-- he growled under his breath-- I cant Belive im doing this.. -- quickly the simulacrum gets out behind his cover and shoots back.

With her reflective metal wings she blinds her enemies who got distracted by revenant. And with effort of the three of them they eliminate their squad.

--you are stubborn, reckless and-- caustic started scolding savior who handed him a first aid.

--Cry me a fucking river, get patched up and lets go-- Jerico interrupted reloading her gun-- the same goes to you. I can tell you want to scold me too

Revenant huffed-- in your dreams. I want to win this and im not letting your morals get in the way...as they say, there is strenght in numbers

--Wow, even I dont lie to myself that much-- Jeri commented raising a brow-- okay. Lets go...

Thankfully they won that match, and after their hard work, savior decided to go to sleep. Interviews didnt matter as much as her Beauty rest did.

She was peacefully resting when her ears caught the sound of rustling.

Her eyes opened slowly, getting used to the darkness, she held back a sigh. The only one stupid enough to try and annoy her now was revenant. Who was hanging from her ceiling like in a horror movie.

Still, she decided to ignore him, Yawning rather loudly-- Man. You need some New tricks-- she said.

--keep joking. Thats the last thing youll--

--Youll ever say?-- Jerico finished his sentence-- rev. Dude. Your eyes are two fucking beacons. Your threats are old and youre hanging from my ceiling like a damn spider, what do you want? Tell me before I break out the broom and kick you out like I would to a spider. Dont come at me with a threat as an answer. Ill just go back to sleep

Revenant let out a heavy sigh, Landing on her bed gracefully and quiet. He crawled over her squatting down to eye level besides her legs.

-- You are truly something-- the simulacrum said almost in a whisper-- why is it youre not afraid of me?

--What me to be honest?-- revenant nodded-- because I know you wouldnt hurt me, youre always so gentle with me-- one of her hands is unsure as she cups the side of his metal face-- when you push me, or shouldercheck me, youre always so gentle...-- he kept quiet-- rev. Just tell me what do you want...

--i just want to spend time with you-- it came out almost as a whisper. But she nodded and patted the spot besides her.

He laid down under the covers. They warmed up his Metallic body fast, and he hugged her, gently. As if she was made of glass.

One hand caressed her hair, the other rested comfortably against her ribs.

--You make me feel conflicted-- rev muttered-- I cant convince myself that I hate you. I just cant. Its like all of my body melts when im with you. And I cant tell if I hate it or not

--well...as a matter of fact..,you make me feel...safe. when we go out with the other legends and they drag you along. Or un the arena, so, theres that..

Revenant Shily preased his lips to hers, lowering the hand on her head to her cheek. She kissed back with no hesitation, wrapping her arms around his neck.

-- I guess what I feel for you...is love..-- revenant uttered-- I cant Belive you make me feel love..

--Well...rev. I feel love for you too-- jerico kissed him again and he kissed back grip tightening around her.

--....dont...dont break my heart..

--I wont. I promise I wont..-- Jeri promised.

After a nice nap with her now murder robot boyfriend, she went to have some tea, Sitting in the lounge.

Surprisingly, caustic had joined her soon after. In a silence that basically meant "you dont bother me. I dont bother you"

Though, jerico couldnt stop looking at caustic. He was wearing normal clothes and he was maskless. And boy was he handsome.

Though, her feelings of sadness grew by each passing moment. And the song she was listening to wasnt helping.

And Will we ever end up togheter?

No I think not. Its never to become...

For I am not the one

She mouthed the lyrics looking outside through a Window. The sun was setting.

--I need to speak with you-- caustics voice broke her out of her trance, she didnt notice the song had ended minutes ago.

She took off her headphones and nodded-- what is it?

-- this is not easy to say...but ive noticed something. Something I deeply hate.., because your existence is confusing...

--Why?-- Jeri asked.

--Your presence is annoying, but the thought of anything bad happening to you upsets me-- the Man finally spat out,interlazing his fingers togheter and resting his elbows on his knees, head looking at the floor-- and of course I am no idiot. And it soon fell on me a Revelation I wasnt ready for..., I have...feelings... for you, and for a while I hated them...for a while I tried to lie to myself that it was just the chemicals in my brain....but...

--But?...-- Jerico encouraged.

--But...-- he looked up to her. His eyes filled with anxiety-- I cant Keep telling myself that. The lie is not working, so im going out on a limb, as they say, so...I have feelings for you, jerico and I want to be with you...,youre in no obligation to reprociate my feelings but-- in the blink of an eye savior was sitting besides caustic who jumped little.

--Oh you dont know the weight that has been lifted from my shoulders..., caustic I have feelings for you too, im so happy you feel the same way...

The Man was overjoyed with a small smile he looked away for a moment-- if I May...? -- he asked looking at her.

--Please, do

One arm wrapped around her waist and the other hand cupped her cheek, she kissed back smiling into the kiss.

--If you dont mind...we could continue our bussiness somewhere more...private? Perhaps my quarters?

Jeri giggled-- of course

Quickly the Man grabbed his paperwork and both went to caustics bedroom.

The courtains were drawn and they cuddled under the covers. Their kissing resuming.

--Why did I ever pretend to hate you?...-- Caustic asked.

-- doesnt matter. I dont care, I just want to Keep kissing you if youre okay with that

With a smug half smile he said-- You May proceed

And so she kissed him again.

Later that night both revenant and caustic agreed on being with jerico. Neither didnt seem to mind as they got along pretty well. Given their personalities being somewhat alike.

Now after dinner both of them are holding onto their girlfriend for dear life, they were in her room under the warm covers.

Rev hugged jerico from behind, face buried in the crook of her neck, while caustic hugged her from behind, letting her face rest against his chest.

Savior was overjoyed, being held by her boyfriends, who'd say they would be so clingy. She didnt mind,though

-- I love you guys...-- Jerico whispered.

--We love you too-- both of them said at the same time.

Now it didnt matter who they were. For them. The world was only the three of them right then and there.

[voidselfshipp]

You Deserve Me

Cw: food mention. Angst.

-> Hurt/comfort. Only mutuals allowed to reblog.

-> Based off of my caustic art I posted earlier.

Summary: Alexander has a rough night. His wife decides to do something about it.

Pairing: Caustic X Jerico.

Taglist: @tex-treasures

The air was warm, at least inside the house, with the space heater on, and the heat from the stove one could forget how cold was outside of the house.

Jerico was taking the dinner out of the oven, in her opinion the food looked specially good. Now all that was left was company.

--Alexander! Babe! The food is ready!-- Jeri shouted behind her. But no response-- Aaalex! Dinner ready!

But then again, there was no answer.

--¿Que' carajo estara haciendo?-- (the fuck is he doing?) She muttered under her breath and Walked towards the bedroom where she knew her husband was.

Even from outside the room it was quiet, way too quiet.

--Alex? Amor?--(love?) Jerico called out opening the door that let out a creaking sound as the light from the outside poured into the dark bedroom

--Leave...--was all caustic said.

--baby? Whats wrong? -- she closes the door behind her as she enters, sitting besides him.

Alex had his hands covering his face, And she could tell he was fighting back tears.

One of jeris hand pressed against his shoulder-- baby? Come on talk to me, whats up?

Theres an unconfortable silence for a while, until...

--for some Fucking reason..I thought It was a good idea to read some of the comments about yesterdays match, all I found about me was...negativity...,peopole talking about how can you be with me...saying I am a monster-- he made a pause-- i..dont deserve you-- Alexander croaked with tears in his eyes, putting his hands down on his lap.

--Dont..dont say that-- Jerico whispered-- youre the one for me...

--even knowing the horrible things I did?

--Of course-- she answered warmly,climbing in his lap with both of her legs on each side of his, her arms around his neck, holdingy him-- I still love you, and you have to admit it adds to your charms

-- I love you so much...-- caustic muttered almost heartbroken, hands slowly pressing against her waist.

--Me too Alex...-- jeri kissed his forehead-- shall we the foods getting cold...

--i cant wait the delicacies youve made for us tonight, my love..-- Alex added with a smile.

After dinner, both went to bed, Alexander knew he was in no state to work at the moment, so he complied.

He now held his beloved wife tightly against his chest, face buried in her hair, she smelled like green Apple shampoo.

Alexanders shoulders relaxed,letting out a sigh-- I love you...Thank you for all the love you give me my love

--you deserve it my love, I love you so much...

Alex smiled letting out a chuckle, giving her a small squeeze,figuring he could use some sleep after today. So, he gave her a kiss to her lips, brief but loving, and slowly fell asleep holding his beloved.

[voidselfshipp]

30 and 31 for whoever

Im in a caustic mood.

30)Does your f/o watch anime? What's their favorite show? Favorite genre? Are they pro Sub or Dub?

OH GOD YOU BET CAUSTIC WATCHES ANIME when he has the spare time to, favourite anime literally anything science related.

Oh and hes a sucker a romantic anime and slice of life.

Hes a mushy

He doesnt care abt subtitles or dub, both are good.

31)Have you ever made each other bracelets with one of those little kit things? If so, how often do you wear them?

Yes we do have one, the one he did for me is green and yellow,and has a lil A on it, he wears the one I did for him under his gloves like a good luck charm, its black and green with a J on it.

Ty for the ask

[voidselfshipp]

Late night proposal

Y'all I married this man

Ok to rb

Jerico rolls around the bed, she sighs looking at the clock in the nightstand.

Its almost five am.

Begrudgingly jeri takes off the covers and walks down the stairs to caustics lab,who sighs as soon as he hears her steps, he hides the small box under his working attire And acts as if he was working.

--Alex,come to bed?--she asked him as her eyes meets his.

Those green eyes had a gleam of Curiosity and an evident need for rest.

--Ill be there in a moment-- he pulls up a chair--youre welcome to stay..

Jer took a Seat besides him, there was something off with him,and it was way more obvious when he started to talk--im thinking of when we met all those years ago,when you first layed eyes on me, you were the first one to treat me with kindness, you were never rude with me unless I started it.

You showed me kindness when I was at my lowest knowing what I did.

And youre now here, sitting with me.

I sometimes ponder, what would have been my life like I wouldnt have met you--he sounded nostalgic, he took her hand--maybe I am just an old Man, rambling on and on about the one good thing in his life

--Alex youre scaring me...whats on your mind?

Alexander sighed,Slowly kneeling Infront of jerico and opened up the small box-- I just want to spend the rest of my days with you, I... thought id never get married,that nobody would love me...I was wrong for once,you love me, and I love you more than what my own scientific method can explain...I thought marriage was only a social construct,something we humans had created but alas, I was wrong...and im happy to be wrong, so,jerico, would you make me the honor to take your hand in marriage?

Jers lips quiver as she nodds hugging him tightly,he slips the ring on her finger and lifts her up walking out the lab.

Shes dropped on the sheets and caustic changes his clothes with the biggest smile on his face.

Jeri lays ontop of him on his chest,he felt his eyelids heavy,and his body slowly shutting down ready to fall asleep.

He feels her lips against his, and her hands caressing his beard.

A soft peck on every freckle he had along his face,chest and shoulders.

Caustics cold heart warmed up at that gesture, knowing he had made the right desicion

--i love you--he uttered at the verge of falling asleep.

He felt one last kiss and heard a soft--me too..

Alexander had a good nights rest knowing he was in the arms of his most important person in his life.

[voidselfshipp]

Forgiveness part 2

A/n: hurt comfort

Warnings:mentions of k*lling

Ok to rb

Part 1

A soft knock on revenants appartment alert Him of someone.

He knew those steps very well,he opened up the door to be met with jerico, he smiles hugging her and lifting her up, closing the door with the heel of his feet as he walks to his bed.

--What brings you here dear?--He asked softly sitting with her on the bed--your leg should be resting

She sighed--i guess im going to the point here rev,leave natalie out of your revenge plans

The bot sighed pressing her to his chest caressing her hair--nox told ya?

She nodded--Yeah, he seemed very upset about the whole thing, leave her out of this, please

--You know I cant do that--he sternly said-- shes part of it and she Will die like the rest of them

--revenant--

--She Will pay...--Jeri stood up and immediatly the sharp pain in her leg made her buckle--carefull-- rev said concerned holding her up.

--She doesnt deserve this!, she wasnt involved,if youre going to kill the syndicate do the ones that were in charge in the first place

--They are all dead...my only mission is to end hammond robotics and the syndicate once and for all

--Then after that what?what Will you do after you kill them all simon?!

Revenant's gaze freezes and lets her go--You dont get to call me that! You dont understand what it feels like!

Jeris back straightens as the gleaming of her eyes fades,and its replaced with a dark shadow of bitterness-- I dont get to call you that huh?, I see how it is--she crosses her arms and looks away--youre not putting one hand on natalie, revenant..--she Turned on her heel and the bot tried to stop her, its futile as she exits the appartment.

She took a ride back home where natalie and Alexander were waiting.

Her bitter expression said everything,she sat with wattson and gave her a necklace with a pendant, it had the carvings her own devices used-- this is a last resort thing,you got it?

--what...what is it?

Jer looked away with a heavy sigh--its a powerfull EMP that Will disable simo-- revenants body long enough to give you time to run,my familiars vica and illa Will come to your rescue,and Will alert me as well...

Natalie took jeris hand, and with a heavy chest she said--you shouldnt go through all zhe trouble just for me, I cant imagine how much it hurts to do this,specially knowing what revenant means to you

Jerico sighed and shook her head--thats not the revenant I fell in love with natalie, I...I need some time alone, ill let you two sort things out between y'all, I...I think I need some time alone

Caustic kissed jerico and held her close for a bit--i love you--he whispers to her.

She nodds and kisses him again,and limps Back to her room.

The wine red LED lights bounced off jericos face as she covers herself up with the blankets.

She recieved a text from caustic a simple " she forgave me".

She was happy for him,and said she was proud of him.

Caustic checked on jeri and then left.

Its late midnight when she hears a creek in her bedrooms door.

Lightweighted steps make their way towards jerico.

Revenant looked at the Mirror she had and saw what would be his New human self,he had short white hair, with age marks.

Rev heard jer move around the bed, nothing.

He checked the mirror again and then saw himself as how he always was.

A simulacrum.

He sighed and sat besides her, a hand moving a piece of her hair out of her face.

His gaze softens, she was the love of his life,the only one that saw the pain and hardship he was struggling with.

The grief.

His clawy cold metal hand presses against his cheek,her eyes Open up softly--simon?What are you doing here?

Revenant seemed to sniff, oil dripping out of his eyes as she sat on the bed.

He only hugged her tightly hiding his face on the crook of her neck.

Her hand pressed at the back of his metal neck stroking it with her thumb.

--Im sorry for todays fight....I shouldnt...i should have understood,please dont...dont leave me--he holds her close--if I loose you I, I dont know what id do...,you were always so...nice to me and now im here at the verge of losing my partner...

Jeri licked her lips and hugged him--im also sorry, I should understand that you want closure with hammonds horrible actions and what they did to you with the syndicate,god im so sorry simon...I dont want to loose you either...

--I did some research...some of the original creators of the simulacrum program still live,ill kill them...and the people running the program now,ill make sure nobody has to go through what I did, ill spare natalies life...she...she has nothing to do with this...

Jer sighed and pressed him against his chest.

--Can you spend the night with me?--she asks.

He chuckled and layed down with her under the covers--i dont want you to be alone...and you do get to call me simon...

She smiled and revenant kisses her,holding her close.

--I love you...

--Me too...

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Forgiveness

A/n: angst and comfort, this is based off the recently cannon interactions with caustic and wattson that left me broken.

Ok to rb

Part 2 (finale? May add something with crypto since hes also in the middle of the cannon drama)

"Can I crash at your place?" It was a simple text, but what made jerico impressed was who had sent it.

Her boyfriend Alexander nox,also known in the games as caustic.

She replied "yeah sure" and in ten minutes she heard a polite knock on the door, she went to Open it and there he was.

Caustic stood there with a saddenned expression, he gives her a weak kiss and a tight hug.

Preoccupied jeri locked the door and sat with him on the couch, he took her hand and looked away, almost if he was ashamed-- promise me that your opinion of me wont change,and that this Will stay between us...

Jer looked concerned as she scoots closer to him--my opinion of you wouldnt change Alex...what hapened?--She tries to Cup his cheek but he backs away.

--I ratted out natalie and the Syndicate to revenant...--caustic finally Spitted it out.

Jerico gasped,knowing The type of danger he had put wattson in--but now I...I feel bad, id do anything to get her forgiveness,I was such a fool...--he sniffed as his green eyes clouded with tears-- that only makes me realize I dont deserve you, you were always a kind soul when we met in the games, you were never scared of me, never backed away when I tried to push you away, and now look at me,people say im a Monster and i think...I think they are right--he looks at jeri with tears Rolling down his eyes--wich I think its better for me to be away from you,so I dont hurt you,my beautiful Ray of sunshine...

He stood up letting her hand go,she Walked behind him trying to stop him from leaving.

She grabs his hand,and he turns away--sunshine dont try to--

Hes cut midway when jer smashes her lips against his.

He tries to back away but she insists.

His mind knew the best desicion was to walk away,but his heart didnt listened,she was always good to him,she was kind and took his side when people picked on him.

She saw the humanity buried deep in him.

Her kiss was a simple "im not letting you go" but was enough for him to Cup her cheeks and kiss back, breaking down at the simple act of her not leaving him.

Jerico held Alexander close and Walked him to the sofa-- Alexander, youre an amazing Smart Man,down under that stone cold mask, right here--she puts her hand on his chest--is a heart with feelings,im not letting you down, and im not leaving you...ill always be there for you--her hands Cup his cheeks--i love you Alexander ill never stop doing it,Its not my place to get angry at you,and what you did, youre not a monster because a monster would never feel bad afterwards,you saw you screwed up, you know what that means?

--What?

--That means that youre capable of redeeming yourself, you accepted that what you did was a mistake, and you want to make it up to natalie, and for me thats enough,tomorrow ill go talk with revenant about it, at least to leave natalie alone

Caustic puts his hands on her waist and presses his forehead against hers--Youre the only one that can get through revenant's mind you know that Right?

Jeri chuckled and pressed a kiss to his nose--I saw in him what I saw in you, humanity, and good boyfriend material

The Man laughed--i cant Belive he confessed first

--Yeah it was quite the surprise

Alexander laughter dies out and he looks at her--im so lucky to have you, I love you....

--i love you too Alex,--he kisses her softly holding her tenderly.

He leans in and tilts his head, jeris hands caress his beard and he humms--Stay the night--she says-- I dont want you to be alone

As both layed down on the couch he caressed her cheeks and smiled--ill never be alone because I have you,my sunshine...

Jeri giggles pressing her head against his chest--youre so cheesy..