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CHAP 1
โas your friend, i mean this in the meanest way possible . . .
. . . when will you ever learn?โ
dts.ย
@oneirophobic
@gwenlore
@lvrsparadise
@gracietaylorsversions
@20nugs
@iha8you
๐๏ธ๐๏ธ๐๏ธ
โgirl when i miss you (when i miss you)
i get caught up (all in my feelings girl)
i wanna kiss you (wanna kiss you)
show you some love (love)
show you some love (love)
i wanna show you some love, oh (love, love, love)โ
when i -ย steve lacy . . .ย
๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ย ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ . . .
โ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ.โ
matthew sturniolo had practicallyย
grown up with the love for his bestย
friend. but he could never speak onย
it as he watched her run away withย
other guys that she claimed wereย
the 'one'. but realistically, nobodyย
ever stayed. everything hurt him soย
much to the point where the onlyย
option was to pretend to hate theย
girl in hopes that his unmatchedย
love would fade.
OR
๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ . . .
โ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ช๐ท๐ช๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ?โ
every man was the man for vera
prince.ย she had searched so
desperately to findย someone who
genuinely loved her, onlyย to never
see the boy right next to her forย
who he truly was. eventually
seeing thoseย gentle, loving
glances melt into annoyanceย
and what seemed like hatred.
never noticingย how hard it was
for him to see her in theย awful
states she always found herself in.
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ . . .
VERAย PRINCE
(ย vere . . .ย )
boyfriend๐๏ธariana grande ft. social house . . .
. . .ย โย but you don't want me to see nobody else.ย โ
( ๐ซถ๐ต๐ถโ๐ซ๏ธ๐ฆ๐ธ )
.hers.17.straight.
insta . . .ย @ veraaaprince OR @ kingvera
( portrayed byย alana lintaoย . . . @alanalintao )
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MATTHEWย STURNIOLO
(ย matt . . .ย )
star shopping๐๏ธlil peep . . .
. . .ย โย i know that i'm not that important to you. but to me, girl, you're so much more than gorgeous.ย โ
( ๐ฆโบโ๏ธ๐ฝ๏ธ๐ชดย )
.his.18.straight.
insta . . .ย @ matthew.sturniolo OR @ liamneeson4L
( portrayed byย matthew sturnioloย . . . @matthew.sturniolo )
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.
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TRINITYย WEST
(ย triny . . .ย )
evergeen (you didn't deserve me at all)๐๏ธomar apollo . . .
. . .ย โย but sometimes, i pray that you fall in love.ย โ
( ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ฅฑ๐ง๐๐ขย )
.hers.18.bi.
insta . . .ย @ trinity_west OR @ theholytrinity
( portrayed byย peyton listย . . . @peytonlist )
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CHRISTOPHERย STURNIOLO
(ย chris . . .ย )
mr. brightside๐๏ธthe killers . . .
. . .ย โย it started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this?ย โ
( ๐พ๐ฆ๐๐ฃ๐งย )
.his.18.straight.
insta . . .ย @ christophersturniolo OR @ chrischrischris
( portrayed byย christopher sturnioloย @christophersturniolo )
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.
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NICOLASย STURNIOLO
(ย nick . . .ย )
from the dining table๐๏ธharry stylesย . . .
. . .ย โย comfortable silence is so overrated.ย โ
( ๐โโฌ๐ผ๐ซ๐ป๐ซย )
.he.18.gay.
insta . . .ย @ nicolassturniolo OR @ proudhater
( portrayed byย nicolas sturnioloย @nicolassturniolo )
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.
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JENNIFERย FOSTER
(ย jenny . . . jelly . . .ย )
name in the sand๐๏ธlil skies . . .
. . .ย โย when it rains, grab my hand. spell your name in the sand.ย โ
( ๐ป๐ฟ๏ธ๐ผ๏ธ๐ธ๐ดย )
.hers.17.pan.
insta . . .ย @ jennnnyfoster OR @ foster2
( portrayed byย jessie mesaย . . . @unclejessiie )
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MALCOLMย SIMPSON
(ย mac . . .ย )
gorgeous๐๏ธtaylor swift . . .
. . .ย โย you should take it as a complimet that i, got drunk and made fun of the way you talk.ย โ
( ๐ค๐บ๏ธ๐๐ธ๏ธ๐๏ธย )
.his.17.gay.
insta . . .ย @ macsimpson OR @ somanymacs
( portrayed byย ryan crouseย . . . @ryangcrouse )
๐๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ . . .
(ย @ broghansemradย )ย broghan semradย . . . AS . . .ย troye ivory
(ย @ madifilipowiczย )ย madison "madi" filipowiczย . . . AS . . .ย herself
(ย @ nathandoe8ย )ย nathan "nate" doeย . . . AS . . .ย himself
. . .
โhe hates me.โ
โreword that.โ
โhe loves me.โ
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ . . .
find the playlist here!
when iย . . . steve lacy
โi wanna show you some loveโ
. . .
evergreen (you didn't deserve me)ย . . . omar apollo
โyou know you really made me hate myselfโ
. . .
name in the sandย . . . lil skies
โneed your love, it's my drug
when I'm down, lift me up
that's enough (that's enough)โ
. . .
destroy myself just for youย . . . montell fish
โi destroy myself, just for you, you
i destroy myself, just for you, youโ
. . .
delicateย . . . taylor swift
โis it cool that i said all that?
is it chill that you're in my head?โ
. . .
i wish i never met youย . . . babygirl
โi wish i never kissed you in my living roomโ
. . .
think fastย . . . dominic fike
โthink fast, you only get one try
sleep tight, i wanna get sunshine
wake up, you know we got things to see
cheap talks and nothing makes sense to me
she said two's our odd number, if you is involved i laughโ
. . .
gorgeousย . . . taylor swift
โyou've ruined my life, by not being mineโ
. . .
hostageย . . . billie eilish
โi wanna be alone
alone with you, does that make sense?โ
. . .
always been youย . . . shawn mendes
โit's always been you
and you've seen all my darkest fears
like you've known me for a thousand years
the boy who's really underneath
all the scars and insecurities, baby
i swear that you've been sent to save me
you're the one my heart keeps coming back toโ
. . .
if he wanted to he wouldย . . . johnny orlando
โi'm not like the last guy
he'd disappear for hours
no, he never bought you flowersโ
. . .
all i want is youย . . . miguel, j cole
โ'cause being your friend was killing me softlyโ
. . .
you get me so highย . . . the neighbourhood
โyou're my best friend, i'll love you foreverโ
. . .
ivyย . . . frank ocean
โooh, i could hate you now
its quite alright to hate me nowโ
. . .
idfcย . . . blackbear
โ'cause i have hella feelings for you
i act like i dont fucking care
like they ain't even thereโ
. . .
boyfriendย . . . ariana grande
โyou ain't my by boyfriend (boyfriend)
and i ain't your girlfriend (girlfriend)
but you don't want me to see nobody else
and i don't want you to see nobodyโ
. . .
flashing lightsย . . . kanye west
โas i recall, i know you love to show off
but i never thought that you would take it this farโ
. . .
like i wouldย . . . zayn
โhe, won't love you like i wouldโ
. . .
right hereย . . . lil peep, horse head
โi know that i'm young, but i'm still right here
i dont give a fuck, i love who i love and girl
you're that one, so wait right hereโ
. . .
soulmateย . . . mac miller
โwhat do you want with me?โ
. . .
daddy issuesย . . . the neighbourhood
โit's crazy what you'll do for a friendโ
. . .
i just wanna feel your love againย . . . montell fish
โi just wanna feel your love again
i just wanna feel your touch again
but deep down i know you'll leave me every time
but if that's the price i might just turn my eyesโ
. . .
when the party's overย . . . billie eilish
โcall me friend, but keep me closerโ
. . .
portrait of a blank stateย . . . lovejoy
โwe could make such a pretty pictureโ
. . .
ultravioletย . . . aiden bissett
โi'm living and dying, in your ultravioletโ
. . .
i love youย . . . billie eilish
โmaybe won't you take it back
say you were tryna make me laugh
and nothing has to change today
you didn't mean to say "i love you"
i love you and i don't want toโ
"i love you."
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