Hi๐ Love all your works sm๐ญ.You are so freaking talented ๐๐๐ฅฒ๐
I would like to read a therapeutic smut with our curly bf Javi ๐คญ ( requester is trying to have no shame lol) .
Ok, javi gutierrez/his gf reader where reader is anxious about her upcoming project. They have a small talk about her anxiety. Javi is trying his best to support her. Then reader admits that she craves for being comforted sometimes. ( daddy issues caused the lack of confidence๐) . So mention of daddy issues, then it all somehow turns into: thigh riding, praise kink,dirty talk, daddy kink and forehead kisses ๐ฅบ, oral (f/m receiving or both ๐), p in v ๐.
The whole vibe is supporting gf turns into hot dom/sub ๐ซ=>๐ฅต
It's just a request and I do it for the first time. So I hope I didn't get carried away too much๐ฅด. Anyway, waiting for your reply.
Have a nice day๐x
P. S. If u like the idea u could name it "Skinny-dip inside your mind" ( the quote from Lana's new album). If u would like to ofc โจ๐๐ค ok bye x
A/N: okay, this request really spoke to my all my mommy/ daddy issues and I couldnโt resist. I love how detailed you made it and I just hope it lives up to your expectations lol. thank you so much for taking the time to send in a request and for the kind words! Iโm sorry it took a lil while!
Summary: Javi had always been the most perfect boyfriend; he was attentive, loving and nothing ever seemed like it was too much for you. He knew you were struggling mentally recently and knew exactly what you needed to feel better.
Characters: Javi Gutierrez x f!reader
Warnings: 18+, minors dni!, mentions of parental death, daddy issues, mentions of anxiety / mental health issues, daddy kink, praise kink, unprotected p in v, oral (f receiving), mutual masturbation. (Probs other stuff, itโs mainly just smut lol, you have been warned)
Word Count: 4.3k
You slammed the lid of your laptop down and collapsed your aching head into your crossed arms. You slowly allowed yourself to cry and within minutes, you were sobbing into your arms, you were so wrapped up in your own feelings that you hadnโt heard Javi, your boyfriend, come home.ย
โMi amor,โ he frowned, rushing to sit beside you at the kitchen table. He quickly wrapped a strong arm around you and stroked through your hair affectionately. โWhatโs happened? Who has made you feel this way?โ He asked, his voice concerned.ย
โJ-Javiโ you sobbed, lifting your head to peer at your boyfriend with red, streaming eyes. โW-work. Itโs just, this stupid project and article I need to write. If I donโt have it ready and completed by the end of the week, itโs going to be a disaster. I have to get the shoot finalised and I just know itโs going to go all wrong because Iโm useless.โ You sobbed, your voice coming out as wrecked cries.ย
Javi frowned at you, as his fingers stroked through your hair still, just trying to offer a small glimmer of comfort to you as you cried. Your body shook as you sat there, you took a moment to try and focus on your breathing but you could already feel your chest tightening and your breaths got more shallow and speedy.ย
โBaby,โ He whispered. โCome on, look at me. Look at me, thatโs it.โ He cooed softly as you looked at him, your eyes were still streaming with tears but the panic was evident in them now as you struggled to suck in a breath. โBreathe for me, hermosa. Thatโs it, take a deep breath. Do it with me.โ He instructed and placed a soft hand to your heaving chest as he helped you take in a deep breath.ย
You shut your eyes and listened to your boyfriendโs voice, you did as he instructed and soon, your breathing returned to normal and you calmed down a little. You rarely let Javi see you like this, if you were going to have a panic attack or cry, you would excuse yourself and deal with it alone as you didnโt feel he deserved to have to see you like this. Still, there were some occasions where you couldnโt stop it.ย
โIโm sorryโฆโ you mumbled, grabbing your laptop and opening it once again to deflect from having to look at a concerned Javi.ย
His fingers gently pried the laptop from your grasp and he quickly closed it down, sliding it away from you. You tried to take it back but Javi shook his head no and stroked your cheek gently.ย
โNo, Iโm sorry, mi amor. Youโre done working for the day, itโll still be there tomorrow and I can help plan some things for the shoot for you. I have my contacts and you should take advantage of that.โ
You shook your head no, and immediately you felt the panic rising in your throat like a poisonous acid; you needed to work, you needed to get it all right and the fact that you werenโt in control had you spiralling again.ย
โSpeak to me, my love. Please. Justโฆ Iโve not seen you like this for a while. Speak to me.โ He whispered.ย
โJaviโฆโ you sighed. โThis project at work is major, itโs my first time being in charge of a whole shoot and feature. I need to nail it, and, and I just feel like Iโm not doing that. I feel like itโs going all wrong and suddenly, Iโm twelve again and my dad is yelling at me for doing everything wrong.โ You rambled, your voice raising at the end.
You had stood from the kitchen table and you were now pacing the length of it, your arms were wrapped around your waist, trying to comfort yourself as you spoke. You shared everything with Javi; your hopes, your dreams, what you want exactly from life but for some reason, you hadnโt ever spoken about your dad. It was a tough subject for you to bring up and you dreaded it every having to be spoken about.ย
โYour father?โ Javi asked, he turned in his seat and watched you pace the room; he knew better than to stop you. โYou never speak about your fatherโฆโ he mumbled.ย
โYeah,โ you laughed bitterly. โThereโs a reason for that.โ You shrugged, not giving your boyfriend much to work on.ย
Javi didnโt move, he watched you and waited silently; he knew how your brain worked and if he kept quiet he knew you would soon spill the beans, more so than if he questioned you at every corner.ย
โAs you know, my mom passed away when I was around four years old, well, it broke my dad, of course it did. And well, because of that he was pretty absent whilst I was growing upโฆ Absent besides the times he would yell at me, he blamed me for momโs death and said that it should have been me that died, not her. He said that if I wasnโt born then mom wouldnโt have turned to drugs as a comfort.โ You recalled painfully as tears slowly trickled down your face.ย
โCariรฑo, we both know that isnโt true. Your dad just needed someone to blame, Iโm sorry.โ Javi sighed sadly, he wished he could take every ounce of pain from you so you never had to feel it. He was stood in front of you now and he held your face gently in his hands; he pressed a soft kiss to your lips and you near melted into his touch. โWhy donโt you come and sit on the couch with me, just for a bit and maybe after dinner, if you feel better you could do a bit more work. Would that help?โย
You nodded slowly and allowed yourself to be led into the front room with Javi, he sat you down on the couch and closed the curtains behind you, knowing that you prefer to be in darker surroundings when youโre feeling anxious and sad. You couldnโt help but smile slightly as he fussed around you, he got you a glass of water and demanded you at least tried to drink half. You felt safe and comforted, it was something you always craved.ย
โThank you, Javi.โ You sighed, your arm draped across his tummy as you cuddled into his side further. โYou have no idea how much I crave to be comforted like thisโฆ Iโve never told you before because I didnโt want you to look at me differently, what with all my daddy issues.โ You half joked.ย
โI would never look at you differently. Never. Iโll always look after you, my beautiful girl.โ He said softly and placed a gentle kiss to the top of your head. โI do worry about you thoughโฆ I mean, I am so proud of you getting that promotion at work but it seems since your anxiety has been through the roof.โ
You opened your mouth to protest, pretending you had no idea what he meant but Javi cut you off with a stern look.ย
โMi amor, Iโm not a complete idiotโฆ Iโve seen you sneaking off to cry, Iโve left you alone as you usually prefer to weather these storms by yourself, itโs killed me but Iโve been trying to do what I think you want. Maybe you should speak with work, maybe get some time offโฆโ he said softly, his fingers stroking patterns on the bare skin of your legs.ย
โYou know I canโt do thatโฆ I canโt take time off but youโre right, Iโve been a mess lately. Iโm sorry. Itโs justโฆ well, I didnโt tell you, clearly, but my dad messaged me the other day and said he wants to meet you. I keep him at a distance and rarely see him but he heard from another family member about our relationship and how I moved out to Spain to be with you and surprise, surprise, he now wants to be dad of the year.โ You frowned, curling yourself into Javiโs side further, feeling his protective arm around you.ย
โWe can have him stay, only if you want to. If not, we donโt. Itโs as simple as that, hermosa. Youโre in charge here, okay?โ
You nodded as your fingers lazily traced over the freckles on Javiโs arm, your mind was swimming with all the options of what could happen if you did or didnโt have your dad to stay, or what would happen with work if you opened up about the recent anxieties; you got caught up in your own head again and were only pulled out by Javi speaking once again.ย
โYouโre thinking too muchโฆโ he sighed. โCome here, mi amor. Let me take care of you.โ
You looked up at Javi in confusion as you werenโt entirely sure what he meant but Javi gently pulled you into his lap and cupped either side of your face to pull you in for a kiss. It was soft, sensual and just the epitome of Javi; caring, smooth and safe. His soft lips pressed against yours and his tongue swiped along your lower lip, you gasped softly and he dipped his tongue into your mouth to deepen your kiss. He entangled his fingers into your hair to move you as he pleased, you allowed him, you were like a rag doll, moving as he wanted you to.ย
โThere,โ he whispered against your lips. โDoesnโt that feel better?โย
You laughed softly and shrugged at him.
โI donโt know, I still feel pretty terrible.โ You teased, wanting Javi to kiss you like that again.ย
Of course he obliged, he pressed his mouth back to yours to give you another passionate kiss. His hands smoothed down the naked expanse of your arms and they landed on your exposed thighs, he toyed with the hem of your dress and you whined into the kiss.ย
It had been a hot day so you were dressed in a pale blue sundress, Javiโs favourite and his own personal kryptonite.ย
โYouโre so beautiful, cariรฑo, so breathtaking.โ He complimented, reaching his head up to press a soft kiss to your forehead. โDrive me mad when you wear these pretty dresses, so gorgeous.โ
You blushed at Javiโs words, with each compliment you could feel your cheeks glowing under his soft gaze. Javi peppered soft kisses to your neck, his plush lips sent sparks through your body and straight to your core. Before you realised what you were doing, you rocked your hips gently back and forth, searching for any contact against your clothed arousal.ย
โFeeling a little needy, baby?โ He cooed, his teeth grazing against your pulse point after whispering in your ear sensually.ย
You nodded, a little embarrassed as your hips rocked back and forth. You made a small whimpering noise as Javi continued to kiss along your neck, only stopping to suck a small mark into your skin.ย
โShift over,โ he instructed as he spread his legs further so you were straddling just one of his thighs. โThatโs it, my sweet girl. Now, ride my thigh, hermosa. Make yourself feel good on my leg, like the needy little baby you are.โ Javi smirked, looking at you with lust-blown eyes.ย
You chewed on your lip as you slowly started to grind against Javiโs thigh, just a couple thin layers of fabric separating your pulsing clit and Javiโs skin. Your hips moved in slow circles, alternating between the soft little grinds and rubbing yourself back and forth on him rougher. Your mouth was parted as soft moans escaped from them, your arms were looped around Javiโs neck as you anchored yourself down to chase your high, greedily.ย
โThatโs it baby; you use me how you need me, need you to feel good. Tell me how it feels, please.โ Javi gasped, watching your face contort with each moan that fell from your mouth.ย
โJavi,โ you sighed happily as your hips sped up, you could feel how slick you were with each move of your hips and you were sure you would be leaving a trail of your arousal behind on the beige linen of Javiโs shorts. โYou feel so good, fuck. Needed this relief for so long, fuck,ย daddy.โ You whimpered, too far gone to acknowledge the name.ย
Javiโs eyes widened at the use of the pet name, you had never called him that before and he couldnโt deny the way his cock twitched in his pants. You were usually so reserved in bed, so timid and there you were, riding his thigh to chase your own release; looking so perfect.ย
โFuck, hermosa. Call me that again.โ Javi groaned and held your hips roughly, making your grind down harder against his thigh. โCall me that as you cum.โ
โW-what?โ You mumbled before your brain clocked it and your cheeks heated up again. โOh, I, um.โ You whispered, slowing your movements as Javi controlled your hips.ย
โCome on, my good girl. Call me it again, call me it and Iโll let you cum.โ He encouraged.ย
โDaddy.โ you whispered, your voice coming out as a mere squeak.ย
โLouder.โ Javiโs hands gripped your hips tighter and slowed them down to soft grind which caused you to whine in frustration.ย
โDaddy.โ You said more confidently, wriggling your hips in his lap.ย
โGood girl. So good for me.โ He purred, his thick accent sending shivers through your body.ย
Javi controlled your hips once more, speeding them up to allow you to chase your high; you were greedily there, letting your hips wriggle back and forth. It didnโt take long before you were gripping at Javiโs neck tightly and whimpering in his lap.ย
You felt yourself get wetter as you came. โFuck, daddy. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Feels so good.โ You whined, your head lulling backwards as you chased your high.ย
โGood girl, such a good girl for me. Now sit on the sofa and let me make you feel even better.โ Javi purred, placing you on the couch so he could kneel between your legs on the floor.ย
He decided against teasing you and instead pulled your panties off, tossing them to the side before dipping his head down to lap at your pussy. His expert tongue flicked over your swollen bud and then gently sucked at it, the suction of his lips had your whole body vibrating with pleasure and your fingers soon found their way into Javiโs soft brown locks.ย
โFuck, Javi.โ You whimpered, shifting your body down to grind against the maleโs face as he ate you out.ย
Javi made a soft noise of appreciation against your wet heat, his tongue was working you with ease and within minutes you were falling apart at the seams, right on his face. He had you cursing and shaking all over again.ย
He sat back, wiped his mouth and smiled up at you. He slowly stroked his hands up your bare thighs to pull your dress over your head, leaving you spent and naked for him to admire. Javi leant back onto his knees to fumble with the fastening on his shorts, you could see a large wet patch blooming on his thigh and your cheeks glowed as you knew that was from you.ย
โYou see that, baby girl.โ Javi pointed at the darkened spot and you nodded in response. โCourse you do, thatโs from you. Is that how good I make you feel, sweet girl? Hm? Make you so wet you leave a patch behind when you cum. So hot.โ Javi groaned.
He was drinking in your naked body, you drew your legs up to your chest and tried to cover yourself but the older male tutted and brought your legs down, spreading them so he could see you in all of your naked and aroused glory. He leant back again onto his knees and slowly freed his hard cock from his shorts, it sprung up and you could see beads of precum leaking from the tip. You absently licked your lips as you watched his hand stroke his length, your empty hole fluttered around air as you imagined your lover filling you up so deliciously.ย
Javi clocked you, he could see you watching him and since he had already made you cum a couple of times, he thought it was the perfect time to tease you. He moaned as his hand passed over the tip of his cock and back down the shaft, he was moving slowly and he really ramped up his moans as he locked eyes with you. It was like a movie you couldnโt tear your eyes from, they would dart down to see Javi stroking himself before they would lock with his once again.ย
You couldnโt help yourself, you were so turned on and you werenโt in control of your own body; your nimble fingers dipped down to stroke around your clit. You spread your legs further as you pleasured yourself, Javi smirked at you and nodded eagerly as your fingers sped up to match his own strokes.ย
โThatโs it, good girl.โ He gasped, this person in front of him looked like you, looked like his girlfriend but your actions were so out there compared to your usually reserved-self. โFuck, look at you, hermosa. Such a good girl for me, touching yourself cause you couldnโt even wait for me. So needy, arenโt you, my sweet little girl.โ
You bit down on your bottom lip and nodded softly at Javi; the room was filled with sounds of your heavy breaths and soft moans as your fingers slowly sank into yourself. You were driving your boyfriend made, he wanted to bury himself so deeply in you and stay there forever but he also couldnโt stop watching as you pleasured yourself.ย
โThis what you do when daddy isnโt around to touch you, princess?โ Javi groaned, he slowed his hand down and squeezed his length roughly to stave off his want to cum.ย
โY-yeahโฆโ you whined. โFeels so good daddy but nothing feels as good as your cock, Iโve tried everything but nothing feels as good.โ You admitted with red cheeks.ย
โYeah? What have you tried, honey?โ He cooed, smirking that you were so open.ย
โUhm,โ you whimpered as your hips bucked up to your hand. โMy hairbrush, I tried using the shower head and Iโve tried humping everything; the sofa, my pillow one of my stuffed animals but nothing ever feels as good.โ
Javi couldnโt help but bark out a laugh, it was dark and condescending and it made you feel even needier for the male.ย
โAw, my poor little baby. Humping everything like a little mutt. That why you rode my thigh earlier?โ His voice was deep and lustful, it was the perfect mix of condscnedation and love.ย
You nodded, tears pricking at your eyes with embarrassment as you admitted it to your boyfriend. He would often be away on work trips and you recalled in your mind all those nights that were so lonely and you were so empty. You craved your boyfriends touch, and his approval even more.ย
โBeing such a good girl for me now.โ Javi groaned, finally pulling his hand off of his cock. He removed his shirt and stood to fully take his shorts off.ย
Your eyes followed your boyfriend, your fingers still circled your swollen and sensitive clit, you could feel your orgasm impending quicker and quicker.ย
โJavi,โ you whimpered. โI-Iโm gonna cum, please let me cum.โย
โCall me by my proper name, baby girl. Then you can cum.โ He hissed, he gently wrapped a hand around your throat so his fingers and thumb were pressing on your pulse points.ย
He restricted your throat just enough to make your head feel floaty and thatโs what you needed to push you over the edge. Your mouth open in a silent moon as you tried to speak.ย
โDaddy. Fuck.โ You breathed, cursing him.ย
Javi smiled down at you as your fingers stopped moving and your thighs shook roughly; he kissed your forehead gently and stroked your cheek after he released your throat.ย
โGood girl. So good for me. How do you want to take me?โ He whispered, his hand cupping at your cheeks gently so his thumb could stroke the soft skin there.ย
You shrugged at him, feeling far too fucked out already. โI-I donโt mind.โ You whispered. โJust want you, please.โ
Javi made a humming noise of appreciation and he pressed another kiss to your forehead affectionately. โOkay, my love, lay down for me and Iโll give you daddies cock. Hm, is that okay with you? That what you want?โ
You made a soft whining noise, you knew Javiโs cock would sting as he stretched you out and you couldnโt wait but you were already feeling over-sensitive so you knew you wouldnโt be able to last long. You laid down on the large sofa, your back leant up against the arm of the sofa with a cushion behind you and Javi positioned himself between your legs, he gently held onto one of your thighs for leverage as he positioned himself to your hole.ย
โGod, youโre so wet and tight for me, hermosa.โ He groaned as he gently pressed himself into your vagina. Your eyes screwed shut at the sting of stretching around his member and Javi shushed you, he kissed your forehead once again before he started a slow pace.ย
Javi squeezed at the flesh of your leg, you were perfect for him and he could live buried deep in you forever if it was possible. He rolled his hips sensually and with every thrust of his cock, he deliciously pleasure your g-spot. It was intense and your body shook with the pleasure of it all.ย
โDaddy, you feel so good. You fill me up so well.โ You whimpered, your soft hands grabbing at Javiโs back desperately as you clenched around his cock.ย
โSo do you, my sweet girl. Perfect little cocksleeve for me, made just for daddy. Isnโt that right?โ He cooed.ย
You nodded and Javi sped his hips up, heโd had enough of teasing himself and now he was chasing his high greedily. You laid there and took him, obscene moans and curse words tumbled from your lips like a free-flowing stream. You were a goner, so close to cumming around your boyfriend you wouldnโt have been able to stop it if you tried.ย
Your walls fluttered and clenched around Javiโs member as you came; you felt it get wetter between the two of you and your whole body shook with the intensity, tears rolling down your cheeks as Javi kept up his punishing pace.ย
โGood girl. Good. Fucking. Girl.โ Javi groaned, holding your hips for better leverage as he fucked into you with fervour.ย
It didnโt take Javi long to get there, soon his hips were stuttering to a stop before he quickly pulled out of you. He stroked himself once, twice and on the third time, he awkwardly leant over to spill his hot cum on your tits. You opened your mouth to catch a few stray spurts on your outstretched tongue as Javi praised you, fucking his fist as he painted your skin.ย
Javi fell back onto the sofa with a groan, your laboured breaths filled the empty room as your tried to regain some composure.ย
โFuck me.โ You laughed, flopping an arm over your face in exhaustion.
โJust did, cariรฑo.โ Javi laughed, not wasting a second to go and grab a damp cloth to clean you up with. He wiped at you gently and you hissed as the cool cloth hit your sweaty skin.ย
Javi returned after throwing the cloth into the wash and sat on the sofa next to you, he took your legs and draped them over your lap so he could stroke softly at your bare skin.ย
โThatโฆโ he breathed. โThat was amazing but uh, do you wanna talk about it at all? It was different for usโฆ amazing but different and I hope youโre okay.โ
Your eyes were still closed, you were bathing in your post-orgasmic glow and Javiโs words had you crushing back down to earth.ย
โJavi,โ you whined as a warning. โCan we notโฆ you found out a lot about me today, maybe pack it away and save that conversation for another day? Iโm okay though, thank you for asking. I love you a lotโฆโ
He lifted your leg and kissed it softly, he knew not to push you otherwise you would just withdraw into yourself further which wouldnโt help anyone.ย
โFine, fine. I love you more, hermosa. Youโre my world. Whatever you need, or whatever you want from me, Iโm here for you.โ He rambled until you sat up and gently pushed his shoulder.ย
โShut up and kiss me, you idiot.โ You laughed and brought your boyfriend in for a gentle kiss, he smiled against your lips before you laid back down on the sofa and pulled a blanket over your naked body. โNow, I think you promised me dinner? How about your famous risotto?โ You grinned.ย
Javi rolled his eyes affectionately and stood, wrapping the blanket around you tighter and handing you the tv remote.ย
โAnything for you, mi amor. Now, you relax here, cariรฑo and Iโll make us some dinner.โ Javi smiled, ducking his head down to kiss your forehead before he disappeared into the kitchen.ย
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