#😶 good night. sincerely

[collgeruledzebra]

artemy burakh is so much stronger than me because if I was 6'3" with multiple stab wounds and the RICHEST MAN IN TOWN said he'd take me in and then made me sleep on a COUCH!! a LEATHER COUCH!!! the reputation meter would not have been able to fucking stop me i would be ripping peoples heads off in the STREETS for that

[screampied]

hi vegina... 🙃 anyways i forgot to sign off on my last ask... 😣 (shifting w ur fics) but i shifted to the sugar daddy gojo au and i uh.. 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ it was ca ray zee and super enjoyable OMG 😶😶 shifters of squirtnation you have GOT to try it out its literally life changing 😅😅 but anyways how have u been vegas ? anything fun happening? 😛 but yeah i saw that u and the other anon wondering and i remembered that i forgot to update 😓.. have a good day / afternoon / night

sincerely, 🏐anon

hi pook !!!! 💗 no worries,

WOAAAAH SUGAR DADDY GOJO AU REALLY. tell me all the details ‘m invested 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ that’s actually so cute. was he a smug asshole aaaa tell me what happenedddd <3

i’m okay !!!! i had work like three hours ago ‘n i’m just cleaning out my inbox rq before i refresh everything to not overwhelm myself 🎀 i’m trying to organize. i have a bit of a busy today later so that’s thaaaaat. ur anon emoji always reminds me of volleyball, i miss my team so bad 😞

YOU TOOOOOO 💗

[gab-has-adhd]

i was the last anon... omg u replied!! did not expect that tbh 😭😭 & yeah i don't *actually* hate illumi, in fact i think it'd be near impossible atp because. a) he's way too relatable + b) i adore his character, and his family and his everything bc of how complex he is. he's amazing. stunning. jaw-dropping. horrendous. terrible. terrifying. all at once & I Appreciate Him So Much (tm) for it :]

also speaking of illumi... i am so interested in kikyo. like ik a lot of people in the hxh fandom find her irritating (she is sometimes) but she's a mother too - specifically the zoldyck's mother - and i think as a character, she would have such an in-depth backstory that we haven't even gotten into yet (at least from where i'm currently at rn in the manga lmfao.. manifesting the future chapters give us more abt her bc i Need to know everything about her history in meteor city 🙏)

another thing abt ur reply - UR SO RIGHT ABT WANTING TO BEHAVE LIKE ILLUMI 🙁🙁 as someone who relates to his trauma & thought process, me and him cld not be more different fr. i am too Fiery. i get into too much Trouble for losing my temper at the Worst times. illumi tho?? he looks emotionless (even tho he's not) but i need that kind of detachedness to get around w my daily life 😭 god made me traumatized but not cold as ice How is this fair Please i need a life refund T___T

im so sorry omg i keep writing essays in these asks 🙁 anyways i also hope u have a great morning/day/evening!!! its almost 12am i need to get back to studying for exams LMAOO hope ur doing well tho (drink water bff)

Hi again anon! 🌸 thank you for sending me another ask ufufufu it's almost 5 am for me but it seems I'm going to hae a sleepless night aGAIN for some reasons gnsngmsmcj

Good luck for your exams! I sincerely hope you'll be successful <3 and please never worry about sending me essays hahaha I love it very much 💕

I agree so much with you on Kikyo! I am usually not very big on female characters for some reasons but kikyo is so cool! I need to know more about her! I like her fucked up personality though lmaooo she is a Zoldyck indeed 🙏 like yes she IS irritating but it's because she literally is the MOTHER in a FAMILY OF ASSASSINS I think at this point every Zoldyck is allowed to be irritating LOL

I truly hope Togashi will give us more about her. She's from Meteor City after all, who knows what crazy things happened to her back there! Also I desperately need to know how she met Silva and how they fell in love.

Where are you currently in the manga? Just wanna make sure I don't drop any spoiler material if you send me more asks ufufu!

ALSO OMG I FEEL YOU SO MUCH ABOUT NOT BEHAVING LIKE ILLUMI. Like sure he probably behaves like this because he was deeply traumatized but... look I have ADHD and BPD, nature wasn't very nice with me. The combination makes me extremely impulsive, extremely emotive and very easily angered. My behavior is basically an emotional rollercoaster LMAOOO I just wish I was able to keep a cold face like Illumi 😭 who knows maybe his emotions are wild in his brain but at least he's able to completely conceal them. This is a skill I would appreciate having.

Instead my traumatized dumb ass self decided to gift me the ability to hide my upset-ness until I eventually explode. Which is. A pretty unhealthy behavior LMAO but I'm working on it :)))

Who knows, maybe one day Illumi is going to explode too 😶 not saying I actually want him to explode but somehow I think I would get so emotional if it ever happend to him. Like. Illumi breaking down nervously and. IDK crying maybe. This sounds wildly out of character but wow...

[harryfeatgaga]

thinking about you having so much ptsd from past relationships and you start dating harry and when things get a little too serious you freak and try to bolt because you're so scared of things going wrong as they've always gone for you😔 so you start kinda avoid him but also so sad because you really like him but feel so terriefied😔 and while you've never actually told him about your past in detail he has catch on a few things and he immediately knows when you start to pull away and why😔 so one day he texts you at night and he's like "im coming over now. im making us dinner" and he gives you no time to answer before he's already knocking on your door. And you answer he's like "hi🤔..." and then you know he knows what you're doing so you just go "😶hey...." He lets himself and goes straight to the kitchen and starts cooking and he's dead silence. and while you're trying to find what to say and he just goes "so...you're avoiding me" and you don't even try to deny it because it's pointless so you're just 😕 and he goes "why? i thought we were good" and you say "we were good. we were too good. I just....i got scared. It's stupid and immature i know and i tried not to but it's hard for me...I hate it because i care about you, more than i can even begin to explain but i just don't know how not to run" while you're saying this you cant even look him in the eye bc you're embarrassed so he goes over to you and grabs your jaw to make you look at him and just stares at you for a few seconds and just kisses you. a slow and soft kiss. he goes "i know you've been wronged in the past and i understand why it must be scary for you...but im telling you right now i am not bailing. it might not have been a long time but i already know you're it for me and i'll be patient because i know it wont be an overnight change. im not gonna say the three words i wanna say right know because i don't want to send you running up the hill but..." and you cant help but laugh while also crying because you can feel how sincere his words are. he just stares at you, smiling because he loves to make you laugh. "So...no more running. i am here for you whenever you need to talk about anything. you hear me?" he says while squeezing your jaw and just whisper "okay🫣😮‍💨" and he kisses you so deep he actually leaves you breathless and then goes "good. now c'mon im trying a new pasta recipe and you're gonna help me make it🥰"

OH MY GODDDDDD :((((( PLEASEEEEEE :(((((( he would be the best and stern he wants to work on things and help you but also not pushing you in anyway