#🚨🚨🚨‼️‼️AND YOU KNOW THAT I DONT WANT YOU TO GO‼️‼️🚨🚨🚨🚨

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larian brainrot so fucking crazy they got me listening to tayl– [DROPS DEAD]

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The main question: What was after Will Byers?

(And a second more important question: what did it want?)

The show obviously wants us to believe that it’s a demogorgon, on first watch anyways. I believe we can infer there was a demogorgon in the shed with him- at least in the upside down. Even considering everything I’m going to talk about- I still agree with that, strangely. But before that? I’m calling bullshit.

(For reference this is technically the second thing I wrote about for the first episode, BUT I’m releasing this BEFORE that because it’s a more well thought out analysis, and can exist more as a standalone, I will probably add to this in the future. This is also technically unfinished? I don’t have a definitive answer to the questions I ask. I’m simply trying to bring more attention to it.)

🚨SOMETHING TO NOTE‼️ I HAVE NOT WATCHED A SEASON OF ST IN LIKE 6 MONTHS, PROBABLY MORE, IF ANY QUESTIONS I ASK GET ANSWERED IN LIKE AN EPISODE, DON’T BE A DICK ABOUT IT, I DONT REMEMBER EVERYTHING🚨

Also just one more thing before we get started, I’m sorry this post has a lot of exposition- I know that some of the things I say have probably been said before, hell the analysts in this community have talked about and seen this show far more then I have and I have nothing but respect for anyone whose put in that much effort- and I truly do not mean to copy or steal anyone’s work- if you feel like I’m not giving credit where credits due, or like I’m stealing something PLEASE tell me- i’ll @ you or cut something out- I don’t want anyone to feel disrespected by what I talk about, but I also don’t remember every post I’ve ever read or that’s on this app, this is merely supposed to my own fun twist and thoughts about the events

NOW, I know, I know, fifty billion other people have talked about how weird Will’s vanishing is, how it doesn’t make any sense and there’s something else going on, BUT, if I’ve learnt anything from this fandom, it’s that we love to read and write the exact same things over and over again. And!! That’s how discovery is made, so I’m doing it anyways >:3

Its hard to decipher where exactly to start with Will’s vanishing, because the entirety of it is completely jumbled and twisted and doesn’t make sense, whenever I think just a little too hard about it I feel like I’m being so completely mindfucked, like even now I’m sorting out things and every other sentence I realize something else and have to figure out where to put it- ANYWAYS

So I’m just gonna start at the beginning! In the Wheelers house.

Now, the first bit of strangeness we get in this sequence is when they’re all going home (I could also argue the DnD game has some weirdness, but that’s for another time, as we’re focusing something else right now) more specifically, when Mike waves Will off and his garage light starts flickering.

I think that’s supposed to be because of the like “town wide electrical problems” that are happening because of the gate opening up, and most likely not because of something already being at the Wheeler’s house.

i’m gonna argue there’s something there later in a different analysis I’m complying, because, I don’t believe that the thing following Will is the same being that killed the scientist in the lab, hell, I don’t think it was a demogorgon AT ALL, honestly I’m a little skeptical that the thing that killed that scientist was even a demo BUT that’s for my first analysis to cover >:))

I want you to think about this for later however, because I am desperately trying to stay on track, but I just have way too many thoughts about this little stupid show.

The sequence of Will Byers Vanishing

(And all the fuckery is includes)

For this segment, I’m going to take you through Will’s vanishing, and all the little discrepancies and “plot holes” that I’ve seen on my rewatch

The vanishing starts with the light on Will’s bike going out, he looks down, momentarily taking his eyes off the road, and looks back up to the “demogorgon” standing suddenly in front of him. We don’t see any obvious gate, or anything of the sort really, it just sort’ve appears (unless we think that for some reason it’s been stalking through the real world…which doesn’t make much sense considering how demo’s hunt.) And the thing that tickles my brain the most about this scene is that…the demo just sort’ve seems to be standing there? We only get a few seconds of it on screen, but the way it moves makes me feel like that it doesn’t even really know what it’s supposed to be doing. Like, it got zapped down from some alien spaceship or something.

Will, in response to seeing a horrific nether monster, veers off the side of the road, like any child would, and gets up slowly, which again, its sort’ve strange he’s able to get away with that? Most of the time, when a demo gets its eyes on a target, it’s pretty quick to act, not quite the “lie in wait” type of hunters when they’re in the regular plain. He gets up and just sort’ve stares for a second, and we don’t really get to see what he see’s, instead, we just a hear growl, which sends Will running in a panic.

The next few things are fairly normal in the sequence, he gets home, locks the door, pets his dog a little (me too bro), and runs around looking for his brother and mom.

He runs quickly back to the window, after he can’t find them, and as he’s looking through the clothesline…wait-

*wipes glasses*

Nope, I’m seeing this shit right WHY ARE THE CLOTHES THERE?? THATS NOT WHERE THEYRE SUPPOSED TO BE. Why is it so close to the window??? With how the lines are set up we should’ve seen them when he’s running into the house- but we don’t. They’re actually at a completely different location in the next scene at the Byers house in the morning.

(Put a pin in that)

Anyways, in the distance through the classic horror fog we see the demogorgon slowly walking up towards the house, on its back legs again. Looking like a person stalking through the night. Like some weird Jason knockoff, I half expected it to try and get through the door with a hatchet on my very first watch through.

WHICH AGAIN, isn’t how they act. Even back in the lab, in the very first scene it suggests that whatever is after the scientist is fast, he’s running, he’s hitting the button over and over again to try and get the elevator to come faster, he’s outwardly panicked and looks desperate to get away. He’s looking over his shoulder to make sure it’s not there yet. And then after that whenever we see a demo chasing someone, they’re quick to chase after their prey. They don’t slowly walk up towards a house.

It reminds me WAY more of how a human hunts their prey, slowly following and tracking it until it wears itself out. However, I’d argue it’s less like whatever is chasing him is actively hunting him, and more so like it’s corralling him, herding him. Attempting to manipulate him to go where it wants him to. If it wanted to kill him, it could’ve done so already (especially if we take into account the whole telekinesis thing). It had plenty of chances, especially when Will was in that ditch after he fell off his bike, that’s when a human hunter would’ve attempted to kill him. It’s as if, whatever was on that road, whatever is following Will, actively wants him to go to the Byer’s shed. To the demogorgon lying in wait ready to pounce.? That doesn’t sound quite right either.

All of these analysis are gonna be me going “that’s not quite right, that shouldn’t do that” over and over again LMAO

When you take everything into account, I think there’s a quite a bit more evidence that this thing didn’t want to hurt Will at all, at least not physically, at least not in this exact instance. Whether it was corralling him in hopes of figuring something out, or actively wanting the demogorgon to feed on Will. I have no idea. But you cannot decisively say that whatever was following Will had the active intent to kill him with its own hands.

Will gets scared once more and attempts to call someone, it doesn’t work and instead he just gets the static-y growling sounds of the upside down. Which is a tad bit strange considering that the reason Joyce hears that later on is because Will’s actively trying to communicate with her. But what number is that? Like 55 of “things that don’t make sense in Will Byers vanishing?” Oh, and then immediately after we get the whole DEMOGORGON USES TELEKINESIS SCENE. 56.

(Put a pin in this as well)

Will runs into the shed, and we know (WE DONT.) what happens from there, there’s a demo in there with him(?) and he’s somehow he’s pulled into the upside down- without any real evidence of a gate there. Unless you take…the slime in the shed the next morning that Hopper finds as proof. But I’ve learnt not to hold a suspension of disbelief here. (“Did Mike see it? Then it doesn’t count” worst vibes y’know? Gotta see it to believe it.)

There’s also the whole thing with instead of the light flickering it just gets really bright. Which is another thing I don’t believe we see often- especially if we assume the light glowing bright is because of a gate opening.

I’d actually like to talk about that point for a sec, because it genuinely doesn’t seem or feel or look like anything we see after that. The way that nothing really happens, and that’s what’s so terrifying about it, we don’t hear any screams or even see the signs of a struggle. He’s not dragged through a portal by vines or a demo.

Will just vanishes, he’s not taken, or kidnapped, he vanishes. It’s truly the only word that can describe it. And it truly doesn’t make any sense. We don’t see anything like it again really, at least not that I’m aware of or can remember right now. He’s there one second, and then he’s gone. The only thing I can really think of like it is El killing the demo at the end of the season and vanishing.

All and all we get back to the same point I started with and a point I think pretty everyone agrees with. Whatever was after Will was not a demo.

But then…why does it look like one? And sound like one? Well my curious little reader, I THINK I ACTUALLY HAVE A LOGICAL SOLUTIONNN

We’re being fucked with.

(And as much as it might sound like it, I’m very much NOT joking here.)

Remember everything I told you to put a pin into? Yeah this is the section where I want you to think about it more.

By now, I’ve described the entirety of the sequence of Will’s vanishing. I don’t want to say disappearance or kidnapping because I don’t believe that’s what it was. The oddness of the demogorgon, the strangeness of his surroundings. And I’ve come to only one seeable conclusion, which probably isn’t good on a scientific aspect, but it’s the only logical solution I can come up with.

Will is being fucked with, and since we’re in his eyes for this scene, we’re being fucked with.

Will has always been my favorite little unreliable narrator.

Now, what exactly could be happening? I don’t know yet, I’m still at the beginning of the series after all in this rewatch- these are all just thoughts I’ve been having after the first episode. I can’t present a de facto answer to whatever’s going on here because I don’t think we’re supposed to know yet.

My main guess? Some sort of upside down shit. With everything we know about timeline fuckery, and illusions, and visions, and memory sequences even being untrustworthy- isn’t it possible we’re being shown something that didn’t happen? Or maybe more accurately didn’t happen the way we’re being shown?

It might be a problem with the actual timeline, like somehow false memories were implanted and the universe itself is being tricked. Or, some sort of upside down related nightmare sequence only Will see’s- maybe Will got planted into another timeline directly who knows. MAYBE- it’s even Brenner’s fault (especially with all the TFS Brenner vs Will Byers stuff) Because I will find a way to blame that man for everything.

With all of the characters saying constantly that things are a nightmare, or that it isn’t real, we can’t trust what we’re seeing on screen.

The Duffers, don’t want their audience to know what’s happening. They’ll tell us when they want to.

So, if it wasn’t a demo after Will what was it?

A person, probably

Though in this show, it’s hard to tell exactly what that means.

God. Where do I start? There’s just so so many possibilities for this one instance that I can’t fully wrap my head around it. Now I’m going to say this again, I don’t have a definite answer to what’s going on, and my opinion will probably change as time goes on and I reread other analysis posts and rewatch the show- I’m small potatoes in the analysis community and I think this is actually the first analysis I’m posting(?) wow that’s crazy actually. So my thoughts are gonna be especially jumbled for this part because at this very moment it’s a pretty big question mark.

I will say this though, I don’t think it’s Vecna. At least not the Vecna we’re shown on screen.

Why do I say this? Mostly because it doesn’t really feel like Vecna gives too much of a shit about Will- if anything, the MF seems much more interested in him.

And I know that’s like the main theory in part of the fandom, that for whatever reason Vecna is super into Will but I just don’t agree with it. There is some substance to it but I think a lot of you forget that Vecna and the MF are two separate beings (Hell Vecna and HENRY are two separate beings). Vecna is not controlling the MF, even if he believes he is. That’s pretty much proven in the VR game, if you’re willing to look deeper at it than what it’s putting forward.

Remember, we cannot trust what we see. We’re actively being fucked with at any point in time. The Duffer’s do not care about tricking their audience, they want to. So it’s almost never going to be the obvious answer.

I guess this section just turned into me saying “I don’t know exactly whats happening but it’s NOT Vecward”

I wanna say Brenner, trying to find out something about the upside down or Will himself, but the whole telekinesis thing is really throwing me off. Hell maybe it is Henry trying to disrupt the timeloop by stopping a TFS William Brenner from forming.

Everything I try and think about and put forward just doesn’t really feel quite right, I don’t have enough evidence or backing for any of my theories right now to definitively say one thing or the other- so if anyone has any idea’s they’d like to bounce off of me I’d appreciate it, because I’m kinda at a loss at this exact moment.

None of it was real

(And what that means)

This is the only thing I’m really sure of right now. Nothing about what we see is what really happened. Maybe it’s how Will remembers it, maybe his memories were actively altered by the MF or Brenner or Owens or something.

But if nothing that we saw with Will was real, then how do we know anything we’ve seen is real. Especially through Will’s POV. Throughout the entirety of the story Will has always been an unreliable narrator, from the very beginning.

That also means that this show built itself around unreliable narration. There is a reason that the one of the first big scenes we get doesn’t make sense. There’s a reason it feels like it’s built on a shaky surface.

Id argue, that the literal first scene is unreliable, but that’s again for another time.

TL;DR Everything is fucked and nothing makes sense, and everything will continue not making sense until the Duffers decide to let it make sense, oh and Will was definitely not being followed by a demo no matter how much the show wants you to believe it

If you made it this far, thank you so much for listening to my relentless rambling! Sorry the format is kinda fucked again this is my first analysis I’m actually posting. Again I’ll probably add onto this in future- but for now I’m pretty happy with how it turned out, hope y’all have a good day <33 !!

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FIRST POST🚨🚨‼️‼️‼️

HELLO WORLD🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼 on this weeks episode of what the fuck is actually going on rn; I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA, like my life is actually in shambles while simultaneously also being the most put together it’s been in a while.

Like it’s the Belgian GP this week, the results weren’t what I was hoping for also I feel bad for George but I’m happy for Lewis, Oscar, and Charles.

Found out the school I thought I was going to be going to wasn’t the actual school I will be attending once we do move so that’s a little irritating also they do in fact have uniforms but they’re “lax” on the rules of them, like can we quickly elaborate on wtf yall mean by “lax.” Like does it mean that I don’t have to tuck in my shirt or I don’t have to wear a belt, also can we talk about the uniform dress code like why do I have to wear a belt and tuck in my shirt when you’re already punishing me by making me wear khakis. But anyways I’ll try out the tucking in the shirts and having to wear a belt but if I can’t do it then I will actually drop out.

On another note, I’ve been really into these YouTube videos where it’s like “If ALL Sony villains were charged for their crimes” specifically by the channel Animated Courtroom like what do you mean that a CELL PHONE got 49 million (?) years in prison with some life sentences as well as a whole bunch of fines. I also watched this video a while ago about how many OHSA violations the FNAF Security Breach Pizzaplex would have. I think about that video like every other week, and I was at work when I watched it to so it was a little ironic.

Been loving the fanfics I’ve been reading, but I also do need to get back into reading actual books but I have literally no way to read them because I don’t have kindle unlimited so that sucks, Libby and hoopla have a limited selection and when I do find the book I would like to read I have to wait several months for it and by the time I do get the chance to read it I’m not really interested in it, and you would think I would be considering I’ve waited multiple months to read it but it’s really disengaging when you’re absolutely ITCHING to read a book but you can’t.

NOW onto Pinterest and my visceral want to be an absolute fashion icon. I absolutely love my style inspo board but if you compared my style right now to my board you would wonder if it was actually me that made it. BUT IT WAS MWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH I would love to be able to dress so elegantly everyday and be able to style my hair gorgeously and do my make, and trust me it won’t happen today but it will happen, mark my words. Once I get the resources and space to dress how I like I will be iconic. It’s being manifested every waking hour. Granted I know that wouldn’t just happen because I literally have no level of fame and I don’t think I’m society’s beauty standard but I think I’m pretty.

Also I have such a deep want to be a WAG like please just one chance. But I also hope to be a DINK but without a man, just me, my main gig, and my side gig making hella money. I’d be the fun single aunt who gets to travel for her job. Like I’d live in Italy and drive my Porsche Cayenne while looking so ethereal AND ID SMELL GOOD. Speaking of smelling good, I am absolutely obsessed with Burberry Goddess and I DONT HAVE MY GREEDY MITTS ON IT YET. It’s such a devastating experience to not have the perfume that you so desperately love. Granted that’s not necessarily a very humble thing to say but I need it desperately.

My Duolingo is going good, as of right now I have a 41 day streak which is the longest streak I’ve had. Im currently studying French, Italian, and music but I think I will add Dutch into the mix sometime soon, probably after we move and get settled in so I’m not as stressed. On another note both French and Italian are going phenomenally.

To finalize this we’ll have our weekly celebrity crush, songs of the week, and word of the week!

CELEBRITY CRUSH - Ilona Maher, she’s just the epitome of athleticism while also being absolutely stunning and she’s literally at the Olympics rn like what!?

SONGS OF THE WEEK -

1 - House in Nebraska by Ethel Cain An Ethel Cain song!! As I mentioned earlier, I’m going to be moving and I’m more than likely not going to be in the house we’re moving into for more than a year - year and a half so I most likely won’t be accustomed to calling it home. The lyric “But I still call home that house in Nebraska,” that’s me but with the house in Ohio. And another set of lyrics “ Where the world was empty, save you and I \ Where you came and I laughed, and you left and I cried\ … \ And I found photographs of our school, on the day we met \ I thought you were so beautiful, it was love I guess,\ And you might never come back home and I may never sleep at night \ But God, I hope you’re doing fine out there, I just pray that you’re alright” It will almost always remind me of my situationship (if you could even call it that) with this guy who was so hauntingly beautiful while also simultaneously being the biggest jerk ever without even knowing he was being one. No matter how much I think he could’ve been a jerk I still hope nothing bad happens to him because regardless of any feeling I held for him he was still my friend first. Like we were friends but it always felt like there were bslivers of something more but the universe doesn’t want him in my life regardless of how much I want him to be. And finally I’m an absolute sucker for repeating lyrics so the “ And I feel so alone, and I feel so alone out here…” that whole section is just how I’ve felt almost this whole summer and how I’m going to feel in the coming months, especially my birthday and my graduation.

2 - Chinese Satellite (Copycat Killer Version) by Phoebe Bridgers - Can yall tell where I’m mentally at right now?? Seriously though this whole song is just me if I was a song. 2:50-3:31 is the most gorgeous part of the song, I am an absolute lover of orchestral pieces so the strings in this made me feel like I was having an out of body experience. I’d give all the money in the world to be able to listen and experience this song for the first time.

3 - Thoroughfare by Ethel Cain There’s just something about this song that is so gorgeous, specifically from 5:13 - 5:56 I actually feel like I’m levitating off of the ground. I had just recently discovered Ethel Cain so I’m listening to every single song and learning the stories behind them.

Honorable Mention - I Used To Hate My Body Now I Just Hate You by Fenne Lily & Where or When by Laufey. Both are equally gorgeous songs but I just listened and related to previously mentioned songs more.

WORD OF THE WEEK

Gloaming (n.) The time just after the sun sets.

We enjoyed a walk in the gloaming.

N E WAYSSS… Stay Gorgeous, Stay Hydrated, and Stay Iconic🧡🧡🧡

[444barbie]

- STRUGGLING TO MANIFEST?

🚨If your struggling read this 🚨

First off the only reason your “Struggling” is because you believe that. If you know and have been told multiple times by people that your thoughts/ Assumptions control your reality then why are you continuing to live in a state of lack?

Lets say you want to manifest a small nose, then know that you have a small nose, you dont need to wish upon a star, listen to subliminals every night , try to go to the void or anything because if you know you have it, then why are you doing all these things indicating that you don’t have it?

(Of course you can still do that stuff but remember those are methods, those are techniques. All techniques do is move you into the assumption that you actually do have your desires so don’t put techniques and methods on a pedestal when you are way more powerful)

Also anyone who tells you that the only way to manifest is to only have the most positive and bubbly thoughts ever, WRONG!

You can have the most negative thoughts, you can have a breakdown or whatever but that wont effect you as long as you revise that situation from example: “ I hate myself, i don’t like my nose, etc etc” to “ i don’t have to worry about anything because i know i am the creator of my reality and i have the most perfect nose” then your good, but if you decide to still persist in that old story of you NOT having it that’s exactly what you will see in your reality you NOT having it.

Also one thing that i noticed is that many people when manifesting will live in the wish fulfilled state/ know that they have it then switch back and stay in that state of lack….

Especially in the subliminal community

For example: some people will listen to a subliminal and while they’re listening think “ I know I’ll get the fastest subliminal results in the world” but right when the subliminal ends they’ll quickly jump up to check to see if they got results and go back to the old story when they don’t see results in 3d….. STOP SEARCHING FOR RESULTS WHEN YOU KNOW THAT YOU ALREADY HAVE IT!!! IF YOU JUST ORDERED A PACKAGE THEN WHY WOULD START STRESSING OVER THAT PACKAGE WHEN YOU KNOW YOU ORDERED IT, SO ITS GOING TO COMING

DONT EVER LET THE 3D BOTHER YOU, DONT BE A VICTIM OF THE 3D YOU CONTROL IT SO DONT LET IT AFFECT YOU!! WHEN U SEE SOMETHING YOU DONT LIKE IN THE 3D YOU DONT HAVE TO IGNORE BUT KNOW ITLL CHANGE JUST BECAUSE YOU SAID SO

DONT THINK THAT MANIFESTATION IS EVER HARD BECAUSE IT NEVER IS NO MATTER THE CIRCUMSTANCE. NO, YOU DONT NEED TO TURN AROUND AND DO A FLIP OR THIS OR THAT TO GET YOUR MANIFESTATIONS ITS ALREADY HERE THE STEPS ARE SO SIMPLE SO EASY ! YOU CAN DO THIS!

🚨‼️ALSO STOP ASKING OTHERS TO MANIFEST FOR YOU! ARENT U THE GOD OF YOUR REALITY??!? THEN WHY TF ARE YOU ASKING OTHERS TO MANIFEST FOR YOU NOBODY GONNA PAT AND RUB YOU ON THE BACK YOU MUST DO IT YOURSELF! ‼️🚨

ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS

1. Figure out what you want

2. Know you already have it/ know its coming to you

3. Don’t react to the 3d because you know it will conform

YOUR MANIFESTATION IS BOUND TO COME NO MATTER WHAT SO STOP BELIEVING IT WONT, HAVE TRUST IN YOURSELF YOU ARE THE CREATOR YOU ARE THE GOD OF YOUR REALITY

ALSO FIND WHAT WORKS FOR YOU JUST BECAUSE YOUR FAVORITE LOA BLOG DID THIS CERTAIN ROUTINE TO ACHIEVE THEIR DESIRE DOESNT MEAN YOU HAVE TO TOO! FIND WHAT WORK BEST FOR YOU BECAUSE THATS WHAT WORKS BEST FOR THEM

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CHAPTER 223-SPOILER-

🛑SPOILErS 🚨SPOILERS DO NOT 🛑READ PAST THE‼️ LINE IF 🚫YOU 🚫DON'T ‼️WANT SPOILERS 🚨⛔️

Yona of the Dawn | Akatsuki no Yona chapter 223

(just my own opinions, guesses, analysis, and overall chaotic feelings. I am going to R.I.O.T. if anything els happens to *redacted.)

Okay here we go, I am so sad. I am incredibly sad because I have a feeling we are about to see a very dark dark time for Hak. Although he has always been a realist, and privy to the struggles of the outside world he has never experienced war. And he is literally on the front lines.

I am so on edge, I have no idea what will happen next chapter.

In this chapter we got to see Hak's true feeling about Soo-won's leadership, feelings even he has yet to asses and really sit with himself.

This is so important because this mirrors the previous chapter in which Soo-won was able to come to an unclouded conclusion that he could not simply dispose of Hak and Yona like he had.

This is going to prove an obstacle in and of itself for the three of them because its easy to hate someone, its easy to want someone dead, gone and just completely despise them for what they have done. But it's a complete other to accept their action and look at those actions from a place of understanding. Because understanding can be harder than forgiveness. (I dont think Yona, Hak and Soo-won will ever be able to go back to the way they were, and I dont think they will ever be able to forgive Soo-won but there still may be hope for reconciliation.)

I know Yona has come a long way in her strength as a political leader, as a fighter and as a person but I still don't think she is strong enough to just rush into the front lines and be able to hold her own. Her swordsmanship is much better but not good enough to survive any of the ruthless generals of Kai kingdom just yet. Although her skills on the bow are freighting I think she would be able to be of aid from far away (maybe this is some kind of foreshadowing because we know that the archers have been taken out. I would really love to see Yona charge in to aid the wind and fire tribe at the front lines with her bow and arrow to provide cover. I feel like if Yona charged in the sky tribe would follow her.)

I have a feeling Yona is going to go get a better look by getting closer, spot Hak and have to choose between staying by Soo-won and going to Hak. Although the answer is clearly go to Hak, and it may seem like the obvious answer Yona also has the rest of the people of Kouka watching her and must maintain the look of a united front between her and Soo-won. But at the end of the day I think if she see's Hak she might just charge in because come on its the love of her life. (I mean I would charge in and Hak is the love of Yona's life.)

Anyways back to the main point I'm so scared for Haks character development. I'm scared because in the final panel of this new chapter (223) we get a glimpse of the lightning beast killing intent when he sees Zeno's condition. It reminds me of the time he tried to kill Soo-won back in the water tribe. (I cant tell for sure here in the panel but judging from everyones reaction I have a strong suspicion that Hak just chopped off someones head or just killed someone with a spear to the face)

All in all I am so sad and worried about Hak, I need him to be reunited with the Dragons and Yona. RIGHT. NOW. Because this look, is not a good one. Hak is only 18 he is only 18 and is too young to be making this expression. (if something happens to Hak I will riot, he already reopened his wounds. I will cry, if anything els happens to him.)