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#'youve been so snappy' as if i didnt clean the whole living room. as if it isnt my fucking bed time. as if you care about my problems.
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it doesnt even matter it doesnt even matter it doesnt ever matter it doesnt even
#im just really tired i guess
#i have too many bruises and i cant keep eating a meal a day
#its just really tiring getting lied to
#people think they care but they really.. just dont?
#say you care but im making dinner because you have work and oliver needs it more. as if i havent been making dinner all week.
#as if i didnt spend the past two days walking 2-5 miles every day.
#'youve been so snappy' as if i didnt clean the whole living room. as if it isnt my fucking bed time. as if you care about my problems.
#'olivers here if you need anything' yeah. sure. as if he wont groan and huff at best.
#'im sorry i have to go to work' as if youd do anything different
#'im not as bad as people make me out to be' 'youre being brainwashed' as if i didnt have to spend all day at my friends house
#the day i was persrcibed testosterone because i knew what youd do if i stayed at home
#as if you didnt threaten to take it away when i didnt listen to you
#just... im jusy so tired. once my mom asked me 'whose birthday did i forget this year?' referring to my siblings.
#she was buying gifts. we never celebrated my birthday. didnt have the heart to tell her it was ME. im justs o tired. im so tired
#it really sucks to know that — that our sect of the sys is back out because
#because we feel. so. Lost. worthless and lost a and alone
#doesn't feel like our family is anything at all. and im here because
#because of that. i hate that. i hate knowing why i hate it
#i hate knowing who and what caused this im so tired i want my brothers i want my sister i want to get out of here for a while i just need to
#get out
#its so stupid im the oldest sibling but i want my siblings so bad they would never let me down
#fucking NEVER! never. not in a way that could ever really matter. just. god
#vent post
#free to respond
#???
#i dont fuckin care if you reblog or reply or whatever. im just so tired i just need to yell you guys can say whatever
#i got yelled at for reminding them to schedule my fucking root canal anf i just cant take it . so
#im. im so hungry okay? im just so hungry
#im hungry and tired and sore and so fucking alone and i cant fucking take it
#cant eat right now n even if i could i wouldnt have the food so
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