#i hate knowing who and what caused this im so tired i want my brothers i want my sister i want to get out of here for a while i just need to

[super-psycho-lov3]

it doesnt even matter it doesnt even matter it doesnt ever matter it doesnt even

[kisses4suna]

can you please give me some really soft suna bf headcannons !!!! i love ur works btw ur my fav suna writerr ahh

SUNA RINTAROU BF HEADCANNONS !

☆ featuring. suna rintarou

☆ a/n. OMFG. anon im so sorry this took me so fkn long to answer. im slowly starting to finish requests people have sent in months ago. i love this idea sm tho!! im so sorry again; i literally deleted tumblr and finally got it backk ill be finishing more requests soon and posting drafts, then during the summer ill post WAY MORE FREQUENTLY. (so be prepared for sm more suna content guys ;))

ps. i might make a p2 for post timeskip suna too so lmk if you’d want that !!

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PRE-TIMESKIP BF SUNA

- suna mfing rintarou will raise your standards to heaven bro. even if he’s only in highschool

- his face will be so deadpanned and neutral but the minute he sees you he grows that small smile that he hopes nobody sees

- he talks about you like crazy to his sister but doesn’t even realize it

- “did you see her new insta post? shes so pretty bro how tf did i pull her”

- “i miss my gf rn”

- “hey do you think y/n would want something like this?”

- his sister loves you, but is so tired of her brother constantly talking about you

- he would choose you over anybody, and anything. even over his airpods. which says a lot for suna

- will literally do anything to spend time with you. he will drop as much as he could on his schedule for you. he just genuinely wants you to be with him all the time. (he’s so clingy its cute but he hates admitting how attached he is to you hes like a lil koala bear hanging onto his branch)

- without you even knowing he signed you up to be a manager for his volleyball team just so you could spend time with him at his practice

- this mf so obsessed with you he got hit in the face with a volleyball because he was too busy looking at you instead of paying attention to the actual practice

- he will ‘go to the bathroom’ during practice just to sneak off underneath the bleachers to give you a quick kiss and talk to you.

- suna isn’t dumb he’s actually really smart just very lazy, so if you were in advanced classes he would literally get his grade up, request a transfer to your advanced classes, just so he could spend more time with you there

- plus he loves seeing you seem so smart and focused he thinks you look so cute like that ^^

- he unfollowed every girl on his socials besides you and his sister

- he has a whole instagram highlight dedicated for you and its filled with over 20 stories of you and him together or sometimes just pictures of how beautiful you are.

- his insta bio has your initial with a heart, and says “i love my gf” just for fan girls to back off

- his photo album is way worse. he organized his whole camera roll and has a full album of you which takes up half his storage, but who cares, he doesn’t mind having to delete games he downloaded cause he was bored ( especially if its for you )

- in his notes app he has every little detail about you written down, not in a creepy way, just to remember important stuff about you. like what you hate in people, your fav stuff, etc.

- he dedicates every long song to you.

- also hes like very touchy in private, i mean in public he is too, BUT IN PRIVATE. oh my. he is not afraid to cling onto you.. you will literally have to claw him off you if you have to use the bathroom while your cuddling

- he’s only like that because he loves you so much and he’s so attached to you, he just wants to stay with you forever because he cant imagine losing you

- he asks his mom if he can sleep over at your house as much as he could, the days he can’t, you either go to him, or he facetimes you and you both end up falling asleep on the phone.

- everytime he goes to the mall with his friends or something, he will ask them every 3 seconds “do you think y/n would want this ?” he really just wants to spoil you to show you how much he loves and appreciates you

- sometimes he sleeps late at night rewatching his volleyball games and analyzing his plays, so he bought you a sleeing mask and earplugs so you could fall asleep without the sound or light of the tv bothering your slumber

- he loves being in between your thighs, your fingers tangled in his hair while you both watch tv.

- but at night he loves burrying his face in the crook of your neck with one armed wrapped around your waist and the other placed diagonally on your back while his hand covers the back of your head, almost looking like hes protecting it.

- you’ve genuinely helped him become a better version of himself, when he’s with you he’s at his best, which is probably why he loves you so much. because when he’s with you it feels like he’s just at peace, he just falls in love with you even more everyday.

- he hates thinking your love is puppy love and it wouldn’t last, and some nights when he’s not with you, he’ll overthink like crazy, really just wondering why someone as perfect as you hasn’t left him yet, or why are you even with him in the first place ?

- little does he know, he means as much as you mean to him, and you don’t plan on leaving him anytime soon.

[amarayys]

EPISODE 13 CHP 2 DRDT SPOILERS.

so. WHAT THE FUCK. Levi has basically no empathy confirmed. He wants to be liked but he doesn't understand what caring about others is like. Ace tells levi to die. Lmao. Also he's so suspicious +He mentions the only person who he ever trusted. WHO NOW??? Eden and Arei doomed yuri. We get Arei and David flashback. Arei's cg looks like sora from sdra2s final cg btw thats just a random thought i had. Arei you can't do this to me. She really said "I'm a piece of shit but so is David so let's fix eachother" AUHSVGDHBJFKL Okay. EDEN. WHAT THE FUCK. EDEN. NOBODY SAW THIS COMING. I WAS SO CONVINCED IT WAS TERUKO BUT IG NOT??? Eden took Xander's eye out. So. Eden's probably a traitor, though it's probably not voluntary - we see her crying as she holds the bloody fork. I'm sorry, but with this, I think Eden culprit and Levi accomplice theory is over. I just don't think it works. Also how in the fuck does Arei know about that. my girl eden getting character development real david lying cause he thinks hes tough shit teruko DEFENDING LEVI??? YALL???? SHES PROJECTING HOW SHE FELT IN CHP 1 ONTO LEVI AND DEFENDING HIM I HATE HER /pos DAVID SNEEZING SPRITE LMAO. okay so all secrets are revealed. Teruko is either lying or mistaken about her secret, cause the look David gives her after it CANNOT be innocent. this does tell us something though - the family one applies to teruko, if shes not lying on purpose. but...what??? Who does family refer to? It cant be her parents, she never knew them. And she barely remembers her brother. Maybe it's the others at the orphanage, or her friends? Also, she feels survivors guilt apparently and wished she died with whoever family is. Somebody give my girl Teruko a break. EVERYONE SMOKES TERUKO FOR NOT KNOWING WTF THE SPINNY THING IS. Fandom cheers as Teruko finally stops getting interrupted and explains the murder method. WHIT AS A DOG HAD ME CACKLING I DID NOT SEE THAT COMING. We see that Teruko's drawing isn't much better than her handwriting (which we get more samples of btw!!!!!!!) Nico's gonna have to explain the murder... maybe the theory that Nico was framed by / helped someone is true, but idk. Teruko's interrogating the shit out of them. So. Culprit? I think realistically, the best options for the culprit are Ace, Rose, and Whit. Maybe Hu, Veronika or Nico if you squint REALLY hard but I doubt it. I think Ace is SUPER suspicious, half because vibes and half because david calling his ass out here

Rose definetly has potential to be the culprit, but idk. im tired leave me alone. WHIT. EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING YOUVE SAID THIS TRIAL IS SO SUSPICIOUS. YOUVE BEEN THROWING BLAME ONTO LEVI CONSTANTLY. U KNOW ABOUT HANGING SPECIFICS FOR SOME REASON. UR SO SUSPICIOUS UR NOT SUSPICOUS ok thats it unrelated to this post, i made a doc of my live reactions to stuff and here are some things i wrote that i thought were funny

I am tired but this episode was SO good. I'll probably make a more in dept theory/post on it tmr lmao its 1:36 am.

[paradlselost]

i am so glad im finding another person who writes for far cry :)) if possible, can we see a jacob seed x gn!deputy who replaces pratt as his prisoner? it ends with jacob being their one and only, (even if its dubcon)

WIND — UP TOY

jacob seed x gn!deputy

⎨ 𝐀𝐍 ⎬ ty for being my first submission ! jacob and his region lowkey scare the shit out of me lmao 🙏 kinda a little fucked up but I mean it’s jacob seed . also sorry this took so long ); smut below the cut

no use of y/n , reader is referred to as ‘ deputy ’ . gender specific nicknames are replaced by ‘ pup ’ . not beta - read

⎨ 𝐂𝐖 ⎬ blasphemy , deputy is treated like a dog , implied forced cannibalism , implied death of a minor character , brainwashing , jacobs his own warning isn’t he ? smut : dub - con , degrading , oral ( m receiving ) , soft - ish sex , penetration , dacryphillia , one - sided orgasm .

It always crept up on him when he least expected it; when things began to have a sense of normalcy. His days a haze and his nights clouded with gunfire and explosions, dreams marred with blood and the guts of former comrades and men who died far too young. For what?

What is the American dream when the world is going to end anyways? What are the soldiers overseas fighting for when the rivers will soon flow with blood and the ground tarred with ash?

His hand runs over his face; rubbing tired eyes. Demons of his past prey on him while he sleeps, turning him weak. Two to three hours is good enough for him, leaves him rested enough for his eyes to focus on the maps in front of him.

Being the leader of the army of Eden’s Gate wasn’t an easy job, though he held it with pride - a cardinal sin - but Joseph would forgive him as long as the prophecies his little brother had bouncing around his head came true. Jacob didn’t know if he believed in anything, really, it was hard to imagine God was with the soldiers that clutched cross pendants behind HESCO barriers.

But where he might’ve drifted from the true meaning of the cause further and further, where he might’ve argued the existence of a higher power with Joseph; one thing grounded him to his purpose and place in the cult. The Deputy.

Joseph’s ramblings were insane to the layman and gospel to the believer - but it seemed right now they were damn prophetic. Everything he said the Deputy would do; they did, and left bodies in their wake. Sometimes, he would watch whatever the cameras picked up of them on his screens, how they traversed the Whitetails with an almost practiced knowledge.

Sometimes, he felt like the eighteen year old new enlistee again when he watched them. The blood, the gunfire. Jacob Seed was a tough man, righteous and brave, but he would look down at them in their cage and feel the fire on his skin from the ranch he burned all those years ago.

He hated the feeling, wanting to drive his pocket knife into his chest and carve out every semblance of memory he had. But then his music box would rewind, and he would hear the sweet sound of the Platters crooning through the wood and metal and maybe, just maybe, things would be okay for him.

So he watched the way the Deputy writhe behind those thick steel bars against the cold soil, not afforded the luxuries even the most depraved prisoners received. Weak and idiotic for attempting to save their friend; but a mind that could be molded with the right tune.

Staci Pratt was a good pet; Pavlovian in nature and willing to do anything for the oldest Seed brother, so maybe that’s why Jacob began to grow bored of the man. Maybe that’s why he entertained the cracks beginning to show in the conditioning, how Pratt’s eyes softened at the sight of their co-worker being taunted by the Herald and yet knowing there wasn’t anything he could do about it.

An escape plan, of course he knew about it, he had eyes and ears everywhere and could always tell when one of his dogs stepped out of line. A perfectly timed truck, the siren going off to alert that a prisoner had escaped, catching Pratt as he allowed the Deputy to leave without him. It was almost sweet, but moreover vomit-inducing, like a lamb.

Sheep are creatures controlled by their own nature, that’s why dogs have to herd them back into formation - like a general in charge of new recruits. Intolerables are discharged, lambs are taken to the slaughterhouse. Nature, the circle of life, the bad meat is thrown out for the poor and needy to pick through.

“Eat. You wouldn’t want to fall sick, would you?”

A tin was placed in front of the Deputy, they had been through this before. Starved for however many days Jacob deemed necessary - usually ten - before they are given nothing but raw meat to eat. Never did they think they would yearn for the peanuts and beer served at the Spread Eagle, but there was no position to argue about what they were being given here.

Some fell over the side as greedy hands shoveled clump after clump into their mouth, covering it in a pitiful yet successful attempt to keep it down. Never did they ask what kind of meat it was, choosing to instead assume it was from one of the many cow farms in the valley.

“You’re hungry, aren’t ya, pup? You’re lucky, that’s a nice cut of meat.” A grin played on his face as he leaned against the metal bars, fingers grazing over his music box. There wouldn’t be any culling today, no, he had a much better idea in mind.

“Where’s Pratt?”

“Not even a thank you for my generosity, aren’t you fierce?”

“Where is he?”

“Peaches’s little act of rebellion earned him a punishment, I mean; that’s only fair. In a war like this you can’t go sympathizing with the devil, no matter how well you knew them before.”

It’s not an answer, but there’s an unspoken understanding that that is the closest thing the Deputy will get to knowing. A huff falling from their lips, ever the ungrateful dog; but their bowl is licked clean and what more can Jacob ask for?

A soft tsk fell from his lips, cold and condescending because how could he be anything but? Did the thing below him deserve care and kindness? Maybe at some point when they were strong, when their mind was still their own, but now they were nothing but a lamb being fattened for the slaughter.

His fingers grasped their chin, forcing eye contact and no doubt leaving marks that would form bruises. How much had they been through? Chest slashed with the markings from Jacobs little brother and mind already foggy from the bliss that grew in the Henbane; but there was a certain pride he took in being the one to break them.

How much time had passed? Had anyone come looking for them? Jacob had often taunted them, used the fact that they were immobile against the conditioning he had given them to contact anyone. The rebellion would fall without their snake, maybe it already had, how would the Deputy know?

It wasn’t their place to think anymore, to simply let the oldest Herald put a leash around their neck and sit beside like a good dog. Their mind wasn’t their own, now it belonged to him and they had no room to complain.

“Look at’chu, open your mouth.” But he didn’t wait for them to comply, instead he bullied his fingers against their tongue, exploring over their gums and teeth. They could bite him, certainly, but they didn’t - wouldn’t.

Who was Jacob Seed but their owner? He had saved them from themselves, from the blood and the gore and the fire that threatened to burn the world to nothing but ashes. Joseph had greeted them in their new form, John had shown up to pout, but their eyes only ever stayed on the eldest.

“Such a good pup, ‘ did a wonderful job training you, huh?” He asked as if they could answer, as if they weren’t preoccupied by the fingers that traced their mouth like he was mapping them out.

A hum passed from his lips as he removed his fingers, instead moving to undo the buckle on his belt. Even in this state, the Deputy wasn’t stupid and could very clearly tell what was coming next. So, to hopefully avoid any wrath from him, moved to help undo his pants.

Leaning back in his chair and observing as they removed his pants, fingers trailing over the growing bulge in his boxers. Jacob was a stoic man, never did the Deputy know if they were really doing good, but he didn’t scold them so there was no stopping.

Hands smoothed out the black fabric a bit nervously, playing with the hem for a moment before a soft grunt from the Herald alerted them. Knowingly, their fingers hooked underneath the waistband and pulled it away from his freckled skin, letting it pool at his ankles along with his pants.

Wrapping around the base of his still hardening cock, their eyes fluttered up to meet his gray ones. A silent beg, a plea that they were doing alright and there would be no punishment later. All they got in return was a small nod; though there was no love or care behind it. More like a drill sergeant instructing a particularly moldable soldier.

Gentle, unsure licks placed against his tip, hand working against the base; fingers brushing against veins that worked overtime to pump blood to his dick. Jacob Seed was not one for taking his sweet time, his fingers tangled in their hair as he pushed their head down on his aching cock.

A soft gag fell from their lips, hands moving from him to settle on his toned thighs. A heavy breath leaving their nose as they tried their hardest to relax, nuzzling against his untamed ginger hair. He relished in the warmth of their throat, the tightness eliciting a groan as he pushed his hips up.

Their gagging was the sweetest sound he had ever heard, the soft whimpers and tears that emitted from the Deputy as they tried their hardest to just breathe through their nose. He loved the power he held over them, how those pretty tears fell for him.

“Cmon pup, look up at me.”

Fighting between lifting their head to meet his gaze and keeping their mouth wrapped around his cock, the Deputy managed to tilt their head up enough to see him. His smirk widened, cock throbbing against their throat as he watched the tears continue to fall from them.

Another few thrusts to the back of their throat before he groaned, pulling their head off his dick with a small ‘pop’. A trail of saliva still connected their lips, pre-cum mixed in with it. He couldn’t help the laugh that emitted from him at the sight of their swollen lips and heavy breathing.

“Poor thing. Don’t cry, I take care of you, don’t I?”

The Deputy couldn’t do anything but nod, and maybe it was a bit true. Jacob did care for them in his own sick and twisted way. In the back of their mind they wondered if this was how he treated Pratt behind close doors; more like a prized trophy than a lover.

His hands grabbed at their hips, pulling them onto his lap. The small barrier of whatever clothes they had been wearing on their lower half before was quickly removed, giving him access to everything he wanted.

Burying their face into the crook of his neck and wrapping arms around the back of him, the Herald lifted their hips once more to guide himself inside their needy hole before pushing them down onto him. Stretching, pain emanating from the sudden intrusion, he could feel the tears that fell from them and landed against his skin.

He cooed, a grin still wide on his face. His hands still settled on their hips, guiding them up and down on his cock. Gentle movements at first that quickly devolved to an almost feral extent. His pre-cum marred the inside of their hole, creating wet and sticky sounds everytime he fucked in and out of them.

It felt like a dam was about to break by the time Jacob decided he was finished. Loud sobs wracked their body as they cuddled closer to him, so close yet so far. His hips continued to move for a moment; stuttering and shifting a bit before he released inside of them, filling them with his cum.

The Deputy finally leaned back after a moment, tears still flowing from their now red eyes, sniffling - but they still attempted to move their hips over him. To get any kind of release as the Herald caught his breath. Needily grinding against his lap, hands clutching his shirt in a pitiful attempt that only made him laugh more.

“Oh, look at’chu. Pup needs to get off too, huh? Don’t worry, I told you I’ll take care of you.”

[menelaiad]

Hi! I know your favorite character is Menelaus (mine too) and I wanted to ask you, what is your opinion about him in Euripides’ Oresteia? And in Euripides’ Helen? Because as I see, the Homeric Menelaus is a little different, and Euripides didn’t despict him as a nice character.

Thank you for your answer in advance! :)

hi, there!

heck yea! fellow menelaus stans unite, let's make jackets or smth.

UHHHHH i spoke about this a lot in my recent MA thesis and it's the foundation for my phd (or at least a big chunk of it) and yes i'm sorry this bitch is going off about her academics again.

so. euripides was athenian and it's fairly safe to say that the athenians altered menelaus characterisation on a HUGE scale and it was mainly euripides as he wrote the most works featuring him. and it's also fairly safe to say that euripides didn't like menelaus OR helen OR hermione simply because they were spartan and given the context of his time, he couldn't really be pro-sparta. so, he used menelaus' family in a myriad of ways to just mock ALL spartans and spartan culture. i won't go into that too much now and i'll focus specifically on the plays you asked about! :)

ORESTES (i assume you meant orestes? aeschylus did the oresteia but euripides just did this one?): so here we see .... menelaus being not very great with his family. but not in a mean way he's just .... useless .. coward like almost? he's a big fence sitter tbh. he doesn't wanna get involved in orestes' shit and that is painfully obvious. again. that's meant to make menelaus look shitty that he doesn't care about his family and his brothers death and his nephew literally having visions of hell BUT. personally? i dont blame him ASDFGHJK. man just got his wife back. got home. dealing with grief and loss and survivors guilt and maybe ptsd and shit .................... and then orestes turns up like 'help me fix my problems' BRO HE GOT HIS OWN DAMN PROBLEMS. and THEN they're like 'ok uncle that's cool. we're gonna kill ur wife and daughter though' LIKE LEAVE THE OLD MAN ALONE. i LOVE menelaus and agamemnon's dynamic. so i'm not saying menelaus didn't care about aga and aga's family. im NOT saying that. but (and i KNOW its my modern perspective) i can see why menelaus couldn't be arsed. and he wasn't even mean about it? he was just nonplussed. AGAIN the ancients would have HATED that, but my modern ass can relate tbh. and lets not forget. he's caught between a rock and a hard place. if he helps orestes, he risks greek wrath. which (in this play anyway) is already strong enough against him cause of helen and troy. so like. euripides has kinda put him in this impossible situation and then makes him the 'stupid funny lazy ass not helpful uncle' guy when he just backs out. which i think is unfair. AND TO TOP IT OFF. APOLLO COMES AND THEN TAKES HIS WIFE. AFTER EVERYTHING HE DID TO GET HER BACK. justice for this old man i s2g.

HELEN: OH HERE WE GO! SO helen is often referred to as a tragi-comedy which i think is very accurate. and euripides is using it to condemn war as a whole (athens had recently suffered a big loss) like if helen wasn't even in troy what was the point of the war? he makes menelaus very .... pathetic, for lack of a better word. and helen seems to take the reigns in their relationship, which would have been a huge no-no to the athenian audience. it would have made helen look domineering and unmanageable and menelaus weak and foolish. he also has menelaus cry a lot. cry and lament his losses as a king. again, the athenians would have hated a man crying. a GREEK HERO crying. but we have our 21st century vision and tbh ................ menelaus is fantastic in this play. he is so. real. he is so human. he is a man who is tired. who is lonely. who is heartbroken. a man who meets his wife who isn't his wife but actually is his wife ... and we're supposed to laugh at him because he's confused? he gets lambasted by so many characters and it's supposed to be funny and i think it is! i do think menelaus in helen is just .... an incredible character. he's so funny. he's so NORMAL. he reacts how you would expect a man to react. you see so many menelaus' in this play. menelaus defeated. menelaus in love. you see a menelaus in action when he comes up with the plan against proteus but also a man who respects his wife and knows when to shut up. i, much like the athenians back then, do have a giggle at menelaus in this play. but i don't hate him. it makes him all the more endearing to me and i love him.

these two menelaus' are (shockingly) two menelaus' that i like! i love helen's menelaus and i'm indifferent to orestes' menelaus tbh. but i think they're fine as portrayals and they make sense to me!

overall, me and euripides have a complicated relationship. some of his menelaus' i cannot tolerate. and some i adore. and i can actually connect his helen menelaus and his iphigenia in aulis menelaus to homeric menelaus. they're not identical by any means, but the way he behaves and his choices and stuff. you can see homeric menelaus in there somewhere, which is why i love them so much.

[environmentally-friendly-ivy]

my ramblings about eurylochus :DDDD :

eurylochus is such a interesting and like amazing character. he’s introduced saying to burn down a island and pillage for food for his and his mens hunger. he shows that he holds his crew within high regards and do many stuff for them “six hundred reasons to take what we can”. ody may be captain eury is the person who has more of the crews trust(i personally believe this is cause eury listens and communicates with them more? idk just silly brain). some of this is shown that while odys instrument is a guitar, penelopes is a viola(i think thats what it was?), eury’s ‘instrument’ is the crews vocals, showing that what he says is usually the echoed sentiment of the crew. also with him during the entire musical leading up to when he opened the wind bag it is shown how his distrust grows. every time he gives his opinions or worries to ody its just brushed off like it was nothing due to odys hubris(he was right pretty much every time BUT STILL. its a cause for eurys distrust to grow which eventually causes him to open the wind bag(and not blaming ody theyre all complex characters who have their faults)). when eury suggested to pillage the lotus eater island, run away from the cyclops, not go to the wind gods island, and more ive probably missed eury was just kinda brushed off in my opinion. AND IN PUPPETEER he goes to ody to confess his wrong doing, to apologize he once again gets brushed off “whatever you need to say can wait some more. of that, im sure”. then when he comes back without his crew who were scouting, explaining this great power who took his men, his brothers. he is scared, he wants to run and not lose any more people, he believes the men turned pigs are now gone, this is a powerful being who he believes wont be stopped and he says these wories but guess what. ody ignores again. he’d probably have been turned into a pig or even died without the moly root from hermes. (skipping the underworld saga cause he doesn’t have any lines besides backing vocals. maybe this is intentional showing that he’s now trying to not question ody anymore as ody’s been right every time?? idk) In the thunder saga he finally confesses about him opening the wind bag. his guilt is finally to much to bear(and maybe whispers from scylla and being hungry made himself more prone to confess?? idk). and what does ody do? he just seems to brush it off and tells eury to light six torches. attempting to send eury to a death sentence. he broke the final straw. this intentional killing of six men and not even giving the crew the choice to give up, to not go through scylla’s lair not even the knowledge that this is scyllas lair. so he mutinies. they don’t kill ody they wrap up his wounds and don’t kill him. they’re brothers and love each other(fun fact eury is actually odys brother in law). eury and the crew are tired. they are so tired and hungry. their captain just sacrificed six of their brothers. eury isn’t thinking straight and kills the sun gods cattle even with odys begging for them to not. it’s just heartbreaking. as ody picks his wife over his crew(don’t blame him for that choice) eury just sounds dejected. he knows what ody will choose and is just so tired.

eurys story in epic ends as it started. in hunger

these characters are so complex i just AGH i love eurylochus. he may have made some super terrible decisions but i still love him and think he’s over hated online

im normal.. definitely 😸

[booksandmore]

I’m sorry but CC only has herself to blame for making TMI known as “the incest books” in all of the reading communities outside of TSC fandom.

She herself ruined TMI becoming as big as it could’ve been & TSC in general by putting incest in all 6 books of TMI…That’s why no one posts about it on Booktwt or Booktok..

There’s no point in being upset at readers judging TMI for having incest in it when that’s a valid criticism.. Clace kissed multiple times for three books all while not being officially sure whether or not they were related or not..then CC got petty & doubled down on the incest after being criticized for it already & had Clary kiss her biological brother in book three after people already hated it with Clace in the first two books.

Clary’s brother almost rapes her in book five and tries kissing her in the last book. TSC is not GOT where it gets a pass. Non TSC stans really want a LI calling his girlfriend’s Dad his own Dad 💀 Jace was calling Clary’s brother his brother while being romantically involved with Clary. Just because he was adopted by Valentine as a kid didn’t make it normal for Cassie to have Jace call himself a Morgenstern or to call his girlfriend’s brother his own brother.

TMI hate = CC’s own fault.. any TMI stan bitterness should be directed at her own questionable writing choices. Sorry but seeing TMI stans hating that TMI is judged for this all when it’s the authors own fault is weird yk? It’s been too long, Cassie understands why TMI gets hate. As a TMI stan it makes me upset that she dragged the incest on the entire series because I can’t proudly ever talk about Clace, Seb or TMI as a whole because she got weird with the writing in that series on purpose to spite people who criticized the incest in Books 1-2. It was petty for her to drag on incest for that long knowing people hated it..It’s her fault.

I’m tired of people outside of the fandom being judged for not liking the incest for Clary with two Mmc’s when..it’s valid not to like or be comfortable with. TMI stans always having to make excuses for her too is even sadder bc it’s not our fault or other readers’ it’s the authors fault for putting that in a fun YA series that didn’t need incest AT ALL. That’s probably why the show was a flop and the movie, no one could take the series seriously with that arc for Clary with Jace and her brother Sebastian..

no yes i totally get it!! it is frusterating to see tmi get dismissed but im not gonna force anyone to do anything they dont like. it’s valid to not want to interact with something cause it grosses you out, i’ve definitly done that before as well. we all have our limits and that’s okay!! that said feel free to ignore the rest of this i just wanted to explain my thoughts more thoroughly but it got a bit long😭you might not like anon sorry

first of, i do admit it’s been a while since my reread and also, i haven’t touched the other series since i first read them so i can really only speak for tmi rn, and if i get anything wrong that’s on me

i should probably clarify that my original posts were create because i was just so baffled that people were sayong cc has some kind of incest kink and that’s why she was forcing it into her books. like?? an author choosing to engage with darker taboo topics doesn’t mean they’re into it im pretty sure. its not like i know her personally, but if she had a kink i sort of suspect it would show up in the rest of her books yk? is it really that hard to imagine that she’d include it for a reason?😭

for me, maybe because i’m used to books like the secre t history or older classics, i tend to look past the taboo of it and focus on what it does for the story/reveals about charchterization, if that makes sense?

i think that tmi is very much about family, and sebastian having these fucked up views about family (where he mistakes romantic love for familial love) really goes to show how horrible valentine was as a father, and how terribly he was treated and how desperate he was for love. i think he doesnt know what it means to be loved by family and that’s why he substitutes it with something else. cause i think that deep down inside he does have a normal brotherly love for clary, its just that he doesnt know any other way to show that

for me the incest thing is a plot device and it frusterates me how no one wants to engage with it that way. could it have been done differently? probabaly. but they don’t even try to examining why it’s there at all! they don’t bother analyzing or asking, hey, does the author have any particular reason for putting this here, or writing it the way she did? they just dismiss it as gross and go away. but i really do think it has a purpose and point in the story that gets lost on a lot of people

the thing is, it’s meant to be uncomfortable! it’s meant to be gross! it should weird you out!! i doubt cc meant it to be viewed positively, especially when neither the charchters nor the narrative does. it’s meant to show how badly these adults and this society have fucked up these children, and robbed them of being able to love freely and safely yk?

most of my frusteration really just comes from how puritanical fandom has been. you can choose not to engage with something if it grosses you out, that’s fine and valid and we’ve all done that before. but looking down on someone for wanting to engage with it objectively is??? i think it’s just etiquette to not engage with what you don’t like. block the tag. curate your own experience. that kinda stuff

again anon if you chose to read this anyway i really do respect and understand what you’re saying. i’m really sorry if i came across as mean or rude but like. i really really love tmi and i cannot tolerate it being dismissed like that

[g3z0]

Rich stupid Highschool Kids P12

P1 P2 P3 P4 P5 P6 P7 P8 P9 P10 P11

Summary: The Sturniolo‘s. Their kids are rich and spoiled, stupid brats. You hated them. But you hated Nicolas the most. The way he looks down on everybody and thinks he is better than everyone else just makes your blood boil. You’re a drug dealer - selling drugs to those rich dumb kids, trying to earn some money. Who would’ve thought this would be a love story?

Warnings: cursing, smoking, fighting

-g3z0

„You look so handsome..“ I hear my moms voice behind me.

My eyes dart to her reflection in the mirror. She’s standing in the door frame, her usual tired eyes looking at me.

I smile softly and turn to her „thank you, ma.“ I sigh placing a kiss on the top of her head.

She looks up at me and cups my cheeks with her small hands „exactly like your father..“ she whispers.

I smile a little and lean against her touch.

„Have fun, okay? And don’t be nervous.. I’m sure they‘re gonna love you. And Nick is gonna love your present..“ she reassures me as she strokes my hair out of my face.

„Ma.“ I smile and lean my head back, squeezing my eyes. „Yeah- yeah.“ she laughs a little. She smiles and walks out of the room.

I take a deep breathe and look at myself in the mirror again.

You can do this y/n.

My phone buzzes and I smile when I see nicks name on it. I answer and press the phone against my ear „yeah?“

„Hey.“ I hear his voice wich causes me to grin like a fucking idiot.

„Hey.“ I breathe, straightening my suit.

„You ready?“ he asks „mhm.“ I mumble, walking into my bathroom.

„Im leaving in 5 minutes.“ I say, grabbing the perfume that stands on the drawyer.

„Alright.“ nick says „see you.“ he says before he hangs up.

I spray the perfume on me and lay it back, before walking out of the bathroom. I grab my keys and the small box for Nick. „Mom! I’m leaving!“ I yell through the house as I walk past the living room.

I stop in my movements and stare at my mom and my big brother, both standing in the living room.

I frown, looking at him „what are you doing here?“ I ask.

He looks from my mother to me „I need to talk to you, y/n.“ he says, walking towards me.

I sigh and close my eyes for a second, shaking my head „Lucas, I don’t have time right now.“ I say as I take a step back.

He clenches his jaw the second that name left my mouth.

Butcher is just the name he gave himself. He gave the new him. Lucas is the name our mom gave him.

I don’t even dare to think about calling him butcher infront of our mom. It would be just disrespectful - calling him his fucking dealer name under the roof of my moms home.

„I don’t care.“ he says through gritted teeth.

„Lucas.“ my mom whispers, looking down and shaking her head.

He stops and looks back at her.

I don’t know what he was thinking. Stepping into this house after he broke my moms heart so many times.

„Let him.“ my mom says, looking back at him.

Lucas licks his lips and lets out a breathe, looking back at me „don’t fucking blame me later.“ he mumbles.

I clench my jaw and look back at my mom „you’re gonna be okay?“

She nods quickly „yeah- just go already y/n.“ she smiles weakly.

I have a uneasy feeling with leaving them both alone but I need to trust her. I nod a little and give my brother a look before I walk out of the house.

I get into my car and drive to nicks house.

After a few minutes I park a little away from his property. I don’t want his family to see my car.

I get out and walk the rest to Nicks villa.

I pull out my phone and take a deep breathe, texting him I’m almost there. My hands shake and my heart beats so fast, it feels like it might jump out of my chest.

I pull my phone away. Fuck - I wish I could smoke right now.

I frown when I see Max’s car parked on nicks property. I thought this was a family gathering?

„Y/n!“ I hear nicks voice as he walks up to me. I smile and let out a breathe I didn’t even realize I was holding. „Hey.“ I breathe.

He smiles and places a kiss on my lips, leaning back and looking up and down on me „you look so good.“ he mumbles.

I roll my eyes and laugh a little „no, you look good.“ I smile, kissing the side of his face softly.

„Shut up.“ he chuckles and takes my hand, pulling me towards his house with him.

„What is max doing here?“ I ask as I interlock our fingers. He freezes a little as I mention his name wich causes me to frown „his and my family are friends and buisness partners- I didn’t know he would come until like 10 minutes ago.“ he explains and looks at me.

I nod and let out a relieved sigh. I know Max’s family „that’s good.“

„Yeah.“ he breathes as he walks with me inside.

„So.“ he smiles at me „do you want to meet my creepy uncle first or my parents?“

I laugh a little „hmm..“ I say as I look down at him „parents sounds great.“

He nods and walks with me to his parents.

-

I‘ve tried the whole evening to get 5 minutes alone with Nick. But his family is so fucking big.

I can feel the small box in my pocket and my heart starts to beat faster again. The worst part isn’t even over yet. Fuck I’m so nervous.

I look at Nick who’s standing in the other corner of the room, talking to someone from his family.

I smile to myself and take a sip from my drink.

„Didnt think you would actually come.“ I hear Matt’s voice next to me.

I look at him for a second before I look back at Nick, while shrugging with my shoulders. „Here I am.“ I mumble, bringing the glass in my hand back to my lips.

„Here you are.“ he says, licking his lips. He follows my gaze and also looks at Nick.

„Do you like him?“ he asks, causing me to look back at him.

He looks me into my eyes and we stare at each other for a few seconds - both trying to read the others expression.

„im gonna ask him if he wants to be my boyfriend tonight.“ I mumble. He nods, looking away from me, back to Nick.

I sigh to myself and also look back at Nick.

„I know you hate me-" i start but he cuts me off „I don’t hate you. I dislike you.“ he says, taking a sip from his drink.

I roll my eyes and look back at him „I know you don’t like me.“ I correct myself. His eyes meeting mine again. „But I really like Nick. And I don’t have much but-" he cuts me off again.

Fuck, can’t he let me speak a full sentence once?

„I don’t care how much you have.“ he says, shaking his head „I care if you want a serious thing with him.“ He sighs, looking back at Nick „he won’t be able to do this shit a second time.“ he mumbles before he brings his drink back to his lips.

I frown at him. „What do you mean?" I ask and he stops in his movements. He pulls the glass down and looks at me „don’t tell me you don’t know.“

I shake my head „know what?“. He lets out a laugh „oh, fuck.“ he mumbles as he shakes his head. He brings his hands up to the air „hey, I said nothing.“

I lick my lips „Matt, what do-" I start but get cut off again.

„Y/n!“ max yells at me as he walks towards me with a huge grin. He lays an arm around my shoulder and looks at Matt.

„Matthew.“ he nods at him. Matt clenches his jaw „Maxime.“ he mumbles as he looks disgusted at Max’s arm around me before he walks away.

I look back at max and he watches Matt leave. „Looking good tonight, huh?“ he looks back at me and grins.

I laugh a little and look down, shaking my head „I guess.“ I smile and look back up, seeing that Nick stares at us. I give Nick a smile but he looks away, avoiding my gaze.

I frown a little „so, what are you doing here?“ max asks, making me look back at him.

I smile and shrug a little with my shoulders „Nick bought me along.“

He bites his lip and nods a little while raising his eyebrows „nick?“ he smiles.

„Yeah.“ I breathe, looking back at Nick. „So you two are a thing, then?“ max asks me. I look at him and smile, nodding. „I guess.“ I sigh.

„That so fucking Great.“ he laughs as he pats my shoulder „fucking great.“ he mumbles, licking his lips. He nods and lets go off me „im gonna go back to my dad. Have fun, hm?“ he smirks as he takes a few steps back „and watch over yourself.“ he says before he walks away.

I nod and take a sip from my drink. One of nicks family members starts a conversation with me and distracts me for a few minutes.

I look around and look for Nick, wanting to finally give him the present.

I can feel how my phone buzzes in my pocket and I excuse myself in front of nicks family member.

I take a few steps away from him and pull my phone out.

Lucas texted me.

Fuck.

The messages won’t go through. No fucking signal in here.

Ironic isn’t it? They are rich but have no signal in their house.

I walk out of one of the balcony’s. I hide behind a corner and light myself a cigarette, taking a long drag.

I can feel how my body almost instantly relaxes the second the smoke fills my lungs.

I sigh and look down on my phone again.

Lucas

11:47 pm I told you. They eventually get bored of you.

I frown at the text. What the fuck?

The picture under the text isn’t loading yet and I hold my phone up, trying to get more signal.

I bring the cigarette back to my lips, taking a drag as the picture finally loads.

I tap on the picture and everything in me stops for a second.

My heart sinks into my stomach and I can’t breathe for a second. My heart starts beating really fast that it hurts.

I blink against my phone, zooming into the picture.

Max and Nick kissing.

I slowly exhale the smoke and everything in me goes numb. Like my emotions have a turn off button someone just pressed. Every other emotion is gone expect anger.

Anger towards myself. For being so dumb. For actually believing - he wouldn’t be like the others.

„But don’t crawl back to me when they get bored of you.“

„Because they will. They will rip you off - make you feel like you‘re one of them.“

„And after you get off your high, they throw you away like the trash they think you are.“

I remember the words of my brother.

I flick my cigarette away and make my way back inside.

I bump into people’s shoulder as I stare down at the ground, avoiding every gaze and eye contact.

I bump into someone and look up into those blue ocean eyes.

These fucking eyes.

„There you are.“ nick smiles at me. I lick my lips and bump extra hard into his shoulder, walking out of his villa.

How can he smile at me like that. After he fucking played his little game with me, fucking my best friend behind my back.

I close my eyes as I feel the anger boiling in me. I’m so fucking dumb.

I walk down the stairs in front of his house.

„Y/n!“ nick yells after me as he catches up to me „what’s wrong?“ he asks as he walks besides me.

I curl my hands into fists and take a deep breathe, clenching my jaw and looking away.

I can’t even look at him right now.

„Nick, fucking go away.“ I mumble as I feel myself getting closer and closer to just snap.

„Y/n, what?“ he frowns at me. I shake my head and take deep breathes, squeezing my eyes shut.

He grabs my arm „y/n-" he starts but he gets cut off as I shove him away from me as hard as I can.

He stumbles against the wall and looks at me with wide eyes.

„Was it fun?“ I snap at him, taking a few steps towards him.

„Y/n, what..“ he shakes his head as he stares at me.

„Did you have your fucking laugh? Hm?“ I spat at him as I push him against the wall. He licks his lips and stares up at me „I-"

„Did you?“ I yell at him, making him flinch. I clench my jaw, taking a few steps back from him, shaking my head.

„I don’t know what you’re talking about..“ he mumbles as he watches me.

I let out a sarcastic laugh „you’re fucking insane.“ I chuckle. He watches me as I paced back and forth.

„A psycho. Playing like that with my fucking head.“ I spat at him, taking a few steps closer to him.

He just stares up at me, his eyes filled with hurt. But I don’t care right now. I want to see him hurt. I want to see him break.

I shake my head and chuckle „do you always do it like this? Fucking two best friends behind each others backs?“ I scoff.

His eyes widen and he shakes his head quickly „y/n, no- no, let me explain.“ he says as he grabs my arm.

I press him against the wall „don’t fucking touch me.“ I spat harshly at him. „I bet it was fun, watching me follow you like a fucking dog?“ I shake my head.

He presses his lips together and closes his eyes.

„Because no one tells Nick no.“ I laugh „you can have whatever you want.“ I scoff. He shakes his head „y/n-" his voice breaks and he looks the side as he begins to cry.

„Now you‘re crying?“ I laugh „fuck you, that’s your fucking fault.“ I yell at him, taking a step back.

I take a deep breathe and shake my head „you never had any intentions of actually being with me“ I shake my head, licking my lips while I let out a laugh. „That’s so fucked up nick.“ my own voice breaks and I try to swallow the lump in my throat.

„You’re just like everyone else.“ I whisper, grabbing into my pocket and pulling out the little box. I throw it in front of his feet on the ground. „I bought this with my last money.“

He looks down at it and then back up at me, biting his lip.

I shake my head „overpriced bracelet for fucking 400$!“ I yell at him causing him to flinch again.

„And it means nothing for you.“ I take a step closer to him again, getting into his personal space. „But for me“ I chuckle „I don’t have money like you.“ I spat.

„I wanted to give you something special but wow!“ I laugh „guess it was for fucking nothing.“

He blinks up at me as tears run down his cheeks.

„You’re fucked up.“ I mumble as I look at him with disgust.

I shake my head „I never want to see you again.“ I spat at him before I turn around and walk away, towards my car.

I light myself another cigarette as I get into my car and start to drive away.

I can’t even concentrate on the road as I feel my vision getting blurry again and again.

I clench my jaw and try not to cry. I drive back to my house and park my car in front of it. I get into my house and walk into the living room, looking down at my mom.

She looks up at me and sighs as she sees my expression „oh, y/n..“ she whispers.

I shake my head and sits down next to her, laying my head onto her lap. Just like I did when I was a kid.

She strokes with her fingertips through my hair and I begin to sob quietly. „Shh..“ she whispers softly „Im so sorry..“

I squeeze my eyes shut and press my lips together.

Im so fucking dumb.

[kuromitos]

May the best hero win!

[Dick Grayson x GN!Reader x Jason Todd]

Plot: what happens when two batboys have a crush on the same person? Chaos. Petty Chaos.

Note: more storyline based on my OC that I'm too nervous to share with. The reader has a hero name called 'incognito'

It was supposed to be a regular night. A typical run down of the latest mission in Gotham. But we are talking about the Wayne Family here, or should I say the batfamily, there is nothing 'normal' or 'typical' about them.

Instead of going to collect the Intel from their reliable source, like they are supposed to do, Nightwing(Dick) and Red Hood(Jason) are fighting each other on top of a rooftop. With Red Robin(Tim), the signal(Duke), Spoiler(Steph), and Robin(Damian) watching them from another rooftop and taking bets on who will win the fight. While the black bat(Cass) goes off and completes the mission.

How did we get to these events? Well, things first started earlier in the night. Batman contacted the members of his family to gather inside the Batcave for their briefing before patrol, "we have received Intel earlier in the month that shipment of a new drug is coming to Gotham in the coming week." Batman stated while pulling up the required information on the back computer.

"A new drug?" Nightwing asked, "I ain't heard anything about no new drug." Red hood said with a mad tone, his regular tone. "That's because it's technically not new." Red Robin pulled up articles and reports from his wrist computer to the bat computer for everyone to see. "It's originally a chemical used in medicine but somebody decided to use it as a base for a new drug. There have been huge reports of it in Chicago, Detroit, and Baltimore. Recently, there's been rumors of it spreading to Gotham and now it's have been confirmed."

"The problem now is we don't know where the shipments is being dropped off." Batman said, changing the info on the screen to a photo of three men. "That has only been shared privately with these men only. But we have a double agent that was able to get the location for us and going to give it to us at the usual location on top of the Lincoln bank building. " He concluded his small speech with his back to the group because he doesn't want to see their faces of annoyance from them.

"The agent is . . . . Incognito. " "UUGGGGHHHH!"

Now hearing those groans you would think that they hate or can't stand the person called 'incognito'. Quite the contrary, they love them and consider them as an extended family member. What actually causes those groans were the two guys that like incognito some much more than everyone else. So much they turned it into a petty competition.

"I'll go" "I'll go"

They both turned toward each other when hearing each other voices and glare at each other. Those glares were signs to everyone around them that this was going to all night. Especially when Duke uttered the words "not this again."

"Don't you have to be bludhaven right now? Dick. " "Don't worry about that, Jay. I settled things before coming over. What about you, huh? Shouldn't you be covering crime alley or hanging out with the outlaws?" Dick smirks at his brother's poor attempt at jabs. "Just got done with a mission, dick head. " "Then you must be tired. I'll do this little info collecting-" Jason interrupted dick with a finger shoved in his face. " Don't give me that crap. You talked to them last time. Im going this time!" " Come on Jason. I'm just looking out for you. You don't think straight when you're around them." "Better than you. At least I think with my brain here" He points at his head, "and not the one down here." Jason grabbed his private part in a vulgar manner, which got a reaction out of dick. Pissed off. He was about to retort back but he was stopped by hearing Bruce scream at them both, "Enough! " which grabbed their attention. Jason still grabbing his. . . Little hood.

"Both of you going to the meeting point, then. Whoever gets there first can collect the information. I don't care who does it, just go!" Bruce yelled at them. They both stood there for awhile before Jason run towards his motorcycle screaming 'I'm getting there first!' With Dick on his tail also screaming, 'No you won't. '

~~☆~~

That's how we got to where we started. They raced thru the city using their personal own shortcuts until they bump into each other on top of an apartment building. Both felt they won't get their private moment they wanted with the double agent of their dreams, they decided to fight the other. First one down on their back, wins.

At first simple sparring quickly turns into a full-on brawl. Going at each other for at least an hour. Neither holding back on the other. While throw petty insults at each other too.

"Dickhead"

"Blowhard"

"Man slut"

"Zombie"

They took so long on this fight the other kids stop their patrol to watch and place bets. Jason was getting the winning votes.

It looks like the fight could go on forever since neither one looks like stopping anytime soon but a certain stop them in their tracks.

"Got it." They both turns towards the voice to see black bat with a piece of paper in her hand. "Got what exactly? " Dick asked with his hand on Jason's jacket, tight in his fist. "The location. It's the docks." She jump away from the two and probably back to the big bat. Everyone else follows her, forgetting the other two men.

Hearing they lose their chance, they let each other go and awkwardly stand beside each other. Their stupid fight got in the way. They missed the person who stole their affection. All because of their petty fighting. Hopefully this would be a lesson for them both to stop this -

"First one back, can meet them on the next meet up"

"You're on. Don't blame me when you lose. "

*sigh* nevermind. They're hopeless

Sorry if they are ooc here. I hope to improve my skills soon.

I'm also might do a part two if you guys like it enough.

That's all I got. Bye for now ( ≧∀≦)ノ

[im-out-of-it]

PSA: I STILL FUCKING HATE WILL HERONDALE AND HE IS A BASTARD 👏🏼

Will said, “some shadowhunters have always been bastards. My family has good cause to know it.”

well that’s ironic because you’re a bastard but we must be ignoring that? are we ignoring how you’ve treated Tessa in the beginning, all Jem has been through, Sophie’s treatment, literally almost everyone in TID, how you treated Gabriel-

and I don’t care if anyone wants to argue Gabriel but Will threw the first punch. he came after Tatiana, Gabriel’s sister. say what you want about Tatiana (I hate what she did to her brothers) but she was just a child with a silly infatuation. she at the time didn’t know any better and how he treated her was gross and then assaulting Gabriel because of it, and acting as though Gabriel is some ghastly villain, the fuck?

and yes, Gabriel hasn’t always been kind (he’s a sweetheart and I love him ok?????) but he’s not the one who started this feud if you want to call it that. Gabriel owns up to what he did, staying by his fathers side and choosing to be better.

at least Gabriel grows and becomes a better person. I’m not defending what he’s done wrong but I feel like gabriel actually grows and adapts as a character. I don’t see Will changing and to say this statement is humorous and ironic in all

Will has made jokes about the most traumatic experience Gabriel probably had. having to kill his own father. I’m sorry but that’s not a laughing moment??? that’s something I would guess stays heavy in Gabriel’s head. if I were Cecily, I would not be allowing that shit. everyone just accepts this????? if Gabriel made a joke about Will’s father, on the devil, all hands on deck!!!! then Gabriel would be seen as the bad guy. and it’s mainly CC and her writing that do this because she purposely does this thing consistently.

this is part of the terrible and lazy writing of CC. she has men go through things (herondales) and then doesn’t have them own up to what they did wrong. there’s no trying to change, adapt, grow. it’s just stale

Alastair grows a lot in my opinion, Alec slightly grows (it’s still super bad though. he deserves better too.), I even think Matthew kinda grows. literally so many characters grow but who never takes accountability??? majority of the herondales. they’re basically out here “I went through trauma but I will treat anyone how I deem desirable and y’all will accept it”. this is just my personal take on the family and the characters. plus it’s super repetitive because CC keeps doing the same thing over and over again.

it’s tiring honestly. I don’t think Will has ever apologized for how he has treated Gabriel or Gideon (which I don’t think was as bad but I also can’t remember) and his apologies always come off as half ass. also I feel like Tessa kinda settled for Jem because he was sick and they thought he would die anyways??? and that doesn’t sit right with me. but these are just my opinions and takes on these matters

I still fucking hate Will and what he did to Gabriel is unforgivable.

personally I would’ve cut out all the Will stuff in TLH (especially the weird fucking grieving sex he and Tessa love and the abandonment of their children basically) and added more Gabriel and Gideon content. yes im Lightwood biased but it’s not my fault they’re better lmao

let’s see gideon and Alastair bonding, add Gabriel as a parent. maybe have him talk some sense into Anna!!!! see gideon reassuring Thomas that he knows he’s innocent and didn’t kill anyone. see more of Eugenia. once again: IT COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER

[na-orbite-solnechno]

i dont know if i agree but i think i understand you about jean. jean vicquemare has the kind of codependent ticking time bomb undefined relationship with harrier du bois that precious few allos can support. and aroaces are the champions of hating you really cant get the insulinde #1 hater spot if you're distracted by romance and sex. could be a beautiful truth

that's alright. i just project a little bit. it would be so fucking funny for jean to be aroace

And Harry? bro the codependency? the thing that Chester calls them Bröderbund? "crime bros"? i know people love to speculate about the implications of their relationship but im just a fellow romance repulsed dude. i love me a good platonic insane dynamic. i love thinking about him and harry being like "hi im jean im 32 i came to this unit to work... holy shit there's this cool dude i wanna be like him. hes like an older brother ive never had. we are close buddies now. we get shitfaced drunk at sleepovers and discover the wonders of police brutality. woah we send each other spiraling. holy shit i think i relapsed and hes relapsing thrice a week. i think we are dying. i wanted to be like him and i have no idea who i am now. i want to save you and i hate myself for loving you so much. you are my brother on duty, you are my brother off duty. ill be here when you wake up

(more under the cut)

it's useless now. he's too far gone. im too far gone. what the fuck was i thinking being so convinced we will help each other out. this perfect image of a cool older brother fades away now; i hate you for loving me so much. i hope i die. i hope you die. i don't remember who i am except for i need to save you. and im tired and i am so mad cause i cant save you and myself and it's going nowhere. the doctors wonder how i haven't killed myself by now. i do too. i want to kill harry so bad. i will trail after him however telling how awful he is. this will make me feel better about myself. then it doesn't; i cant go back now. we go down together. all i know is im your partner, im nothing without you. i hope you die so i wouldn't care so much about you. please don't die. i love you. you have no idea who you are anymore. come back

[sweetberrylover]

Can you tell me what was in the Valentine's day story

OH brother I knew someone was going to make this question

Obvious spoilers for the new Plastic man Valentine story from “How To Lose A Guy Gardner In 10 Days”

Basically most people are mad at how bad the characterization of plas is in that story that basically treated him as shallow doofus that EVERYONE hates for no good reason that has to learn a big lesson at the end of the story

So like imagine Joe Kelly levels of bad writing but atleast in this one they didn’t make him a pervert THANK GOD ( although they still make him kind of a horndog and there is a part in particular where he ask Wonder Women out and it’s cringy to say the least )

Also the design they gave him is just… mh not great

( Here’s examples of what I’m talking about so yk I’m just making this up )

It really sucks not only because of how all the waiting we did just for it not be good but also because there really was something you could have done with this concept that would actually be good with Plas

Plastic man is a character that does infact has a history of bad luck in romance mostly because back in the Golden age he seemed pretty uninterested and even scared of woman and in the modern age any love interest he has had is a cardboard girl that’s only exists to give him children or to cause conflict ( in summary most of his love interests are non-existence or straight up abusive/toxic)

Having a story explore his bad luck with romance or a story exploring him dealing with a bad relationship would be very interesting and great development but unfortunately that’s not what happened here. Everybody mistreats him for little to no reason, they paint him as shallow womanizer and throughout the story he hits on a women who turn him down multiple times and also he thinks she’s is married for most of it which obviously paints him in such a bad light

For some odd reason not only does everyone around Plas treat him like trash ( Batman starting to date Plastic mans girlfriend after she basically cheats on Plas all the time and Wonder Woman not knowing who he even is EVEN THOUGH PLAS HAS BEEN IN THE JL FOR A LONG WHILE ) and somehow that’s his fault but also the writers forget the two big things about him is 1 his supposed to be heroic and 2 his supposed to actually be a character and not just a gag joke

Im summary it’s just not that interesting or good. It’s not offensively bad as Joe Kelly or Mark Waid writing but the reason people dislike so much it’s cause we have seen this song ad dance over and over again and it’s just tiring

( forgive me for the bad English or typos this isn’t my first language and I’m also typing this in a hurry because there so much I want to say but also ik I can’t make this super long )

[wowzah2nd]

The Lioness and her Serpent lover: A forbidden love story (Draco Malfoy x reader)

A Siblings Dilemma

part 1, part 2, part 3, part 3.5, part 4

word count: 2.9k

Everyone was still surprised to see you and Draco hanging out so often some were shocked, some had no opinion, somewhere even okay with it but there were other who definitely didn't agree or tolerate it.

After a few hours you ended up falling asleep even though there may have been a murderer hiding around the castle. You were still pretty tired but were also confident that if they were in the castle the professors would do everything to protect their students. After a long night you finally woke up as you were adjusting yourself you realised there was a hand over your hips, it was Dracos, you quickly had a look around to see if anyone had seen, luckily everyone was still asleep so you slowly took his hand off your hip. But as you were doing so Draco finally woke up and in a whispered voice greeted you a good morning.

Draco: Good morning there love You blushed as the nickname as always but more so being shy since what if someone saw Y/N: Draco what if someone sees or hears us

Draco: Don't worry were being quite plus no one is awake yet, plus i've never been able to wake up next to you before

At this point he had pulled you into his chest and buried your head into his chest so he couldn’t turn even more red. Which made him laugh seeing you so shy since you were always somewhat confident and outspoken.

Draco:If this is what my future looks like i can’t wait

You then pulled you face away from his chest to look up at him

Y/N: you’ve thought about having a future with me?

Draco: Of course I have, even before we dated I may have day dreamed a bit here and there

You giggled at his admission it was good to know he was as in love with you as you were with him

Y/N: let get up thought and maybe pull ourselves a part before someone sees

He gave out a reluctant sigh practically say “fine then”, you pulled yourselves apart

After a couple more minutes everyone started to wake up as well. Once everyone was awake everyone was given the okay to head back to their dormitories to get ready for classes for the day. One of the first classes you had was defence against the dark arts which as always you were excited for. Ater getting changed and readying your things for the day you head into the great hall to eat breakfast. You decided to sit with the twins Fred and George Weasley today since you were always friendly with them, same thing with Lee Jordan. As you sat down you were immediately bombarded with questions by the twins and lee as always was there for the show.

Fred: so i heard you in a bit of a tiff with your brother

George: His a bit of a git so i bet it was his fault

Fred and George: so what did he do?

He gave out a long sigh they were my friends so they did deserve to know

Y/N: they think that Draco's only friends with me to get to him, which i think is so self absorbed of him. He does know im a potter too right

The twins looked at each other then back at me

George: I mean it's strange he is friends with you

Fred: you gotta admit the serpent prince and our Lioness princess

Fred and George: An odd combo if you ask anyone

Fred: but knowing you, you know how to pick friends and if anyone did mess with you they get hell for it

George: So we definitely know he’s being friends with you cause he wants to

you were a bit annoyed that they agreed with Harry but if you looked at it from an outside view it did look a bit strange to gryffindor and slytherin friends. Unheard of,even though you hated the stigma it was so rude

Y/N: Well I'm glad you guys can at least see I know how to pick my friends but until Harry does i'm not speaking to him. Also can you guys stop calling me the Lioness princess you've been doing that for years now and people won't stop calling me that

They both laughed, at first the nickname was a joke towards your temper being like a lions but after awhile the nickname ended up sticking and now your stuck with it

Y/N: you two are insufferable

After finishing your food you notice draco had finished his as well and was making his way towards you

Draco: hey you done eating breakfast

Y/N: yeah i am, why?

Draco: wanna go to class together?

Y/N: Sure thing, let me grab my things

You picked up your bag and said goodbye to the twins as you were getting up from the table. You noticed everyone's faces from your house in shock that draco came to you. You weren’t really bothered but you were bothered at the expression you brother was making. If he'd just apologise things would go back to normal

As you were walking to your class Draco was looking around as if checking if anyone was following you two. Once he knew no one could see you he gave you a quick hug and kiss on the forehead

Y/N: what was that for

Draco: can’t i just miss my girlfriend

Y/N: you were literally just cuddling with me this morning

Draco then gave you a look that said yes and, you gave out a sigh he was just so silly and you loved it

Y/N: whatever i missed you too anyway

You then got on your tippy toes and gave him a kiss on the cheek

Draco: i think you missed love

Y/N: what did i miss

You said teasingly, draco was clingy at times which would surprise anyone if they knew, draco then grabbed your waist to pull you closer to him

Draco: A proper kiss on the lips

You gave out a sarcastic sigh, but complied and gave him a kiss on the lips, once you pulled away you could see his stupid grin starting to form

Y/N: come on let's head to class before YOU make us late

You walked ahead of him, he waited a bit before following after him

As you entered the class, you knew something was off since professor Lupin wasn’t there to greet the class, as everyone got into their seats while sitting next to draco. You were surprised that professor Snape had entered the class. He walked towards the front of the class closing all the windows to darken the room, soon as he wa front and centre he let the students know

Snape: turn to page 394

Timeskip ( brought to you by my laziness)

To say the class was quite odd was an understatement.

You and draco left the class wondering why you had to write about werewolves when the topic wouldn’t come up till a week from now. Then snape gave you homework to write 2 rolls worth of parchment about werewolves. It really ticked you off. After classes had finished for the day draco asked you take spend time with him at the astronomy tower and who were you to deny him of your company, you laughed a bit. Dinner was now over and you made your way towards the astronomy tower. You knew draco was already there so you tried to hurry as to not make him wait any longer as you got up to the top you noticed some lights and as you got closer you say a blanket with some pillows as well as some lit candles around it. And there you saw draco standing there waiting for your arrival

Draco: Surprise

Y/N: w-whats all this

Draco: well i thought i would do something nice for you, i know your still a bit sad about your brother so i thought i'd cheer you up

You were left speechless at the scene everything was beautiful and perfect and you couldn't ask for anything else

Y/N: thank you darling this means so much to me, you have no idea

Draco: i'd do anything to make you happy love

The whole night you just star gazed and talked about what you wanted to do once you were older and a little bit about the future. Which excited you a lot for what was to come next. As the night went on it was starting to get late and you had to part way, you helped draco pack everything up and put it all away in an enchanted back he had that could fit it all in. He also decided to walk you back to you common room.

Y/N: thank you for tonight draco i loved every bit of it

Draco: anything to make you smile like that everyday my love

Luckily for you when you went back to your common room, everyone was asleep which saved you time from explaining where you had been. But for Draco it was a different.

Draco Pov

After a wonderful evening with y/n i headed back to my common room expecting everyone to be asleep i made no attempt to sneak in but i was sorely mistake when i see pansy arms crossed sitting on one of the couches.

Pansy: where have you been

I gave out an annoyed sigh

Draco: that not really you business pans

Pansy: You were out with her weren’t you?, why are you always spending time with her she’s a filthy mudblood

As I was heading to my dorm room I stopped as soon as i heard what pansy said and turned around and marched towards her and got right up her face.

Draco: don't you ever call her that again, i don't care what you call anyone else but you do not call her that ever and if i ever hear you or anyone for that matter call her that i will personally deal with you myself

She looked at me shock and confused as to why i would defend her, if she knew i could be in big trouble or worse y/n could get hurt

Pansy:b-but

Draco: no buts or else

She didn't say anything after that i assumed she got the message but i would be sorely mistaken later on.

Y/N Pov

it was now the next day and today was the quidditch match, it worried you a bit since you brother was playing in such bad weather and even though you two were in a fight you still worried of his safety

as the game went on you noticed that harry had found the snitch and was heading far up into the sky to try and catch it to the point he was no longer in view it was a while till you noticed he was falling. everyone was gasping seeing harry fall and you thought your brother wasn't going to make it but thank merlin Dumbledore casted a spell to allow for him to slowly decent onto the ground. harry was immediately take to the hospital wing and you followed along everyone else.

you were waiting for a bit until he had finally woken before anyone could say anything you flung yourself to your brother

Y/N: i thought i had lost you was so worried for you

harry a bit shock you were there did hug you back

Y/N: hey, are you okay does your head hurt, did i hurt you, maybe i should be madam pompfrey

But before i could the twins grabbed me

Fred: i think his fine

George: just think his a bit in shock seeing you here since

Fred: yeah know, your fighting

duh no wonder he was surprised but it kinda made you sad why wouldn't he think i wouldnt be there for him even though you were fight he was your only family of course your would be there for him. but the moment of silence was broke by ron being ron

Ron: he looks a bit peaky doesn't he

Fred and George ( cause i can't tell them apart) peaky?, what do you expect?, he fell over 100 feet, come on Ron lets walk you off the astronomy tower and see what you look like

Y/N: stop it you three

Fred,George and Ron: Sorry

Y/N: hey how are you feeling

Harry: never better

he said in a sarcastic tone

Y/N: seems like your alright if you can joke about

you started to laugh, but harry didn't seem to be in a joking mood

Harry: What are you doing her any way

this left you a bot speechless, same with everyone else in the room

Y/N: i came her to see if my BROTHER was okay, i was worried

He scoffed

Harry: well as you can see i'm okay, you can go now

you just stared at him in shocked, is he being serious right now he nearly died and he wants to shoo me off

Harry: are you deaf, GO

You picked you thing and left, with tears in your eyes, Hermione tried to follow you but you heard harry tell her to let you go and she did, some friends you had

after that you went straight to your room and found the book Draco had gifted you to talk to him when ever you couldn't find him in person

Book Pov Y/N: Draco where are you Draco: in my common room, why? Y/N: i really need to see you please Draco: come to the Slytheirn common room entrance ill wait for you there Y/N: okay ill see you soon

you shut the book and grabbed some stuff to maybe sleep over if you could as well as thing you may beed for the next day, you ran to the Slytherin common room and once the entrance was in view you saw draco standing there waiting for you. once you saw him you immediately ran into his arm bursting into even more tears

Draco: what happen?

Y/N: my brother h-he-

Draco: hey hey hey, deep breathes

you did what he said and suddenly you felt like you could breathe again, you didn't even realise you were struggling to breath

Draco: before you tell me what happen why don't we go to my dorm and talk there

you didn't respond only nodded

he lead your through the common room and you were both getting lost of stares especially from pansy but you didn't care, you had no energy to care right now. once you were in his dorm he lead you towards his bed and sat you down

Draco: Now tell me what happen

he took a seat right next to you wrapping his arms around you for comfort

Y/N: he pushed me away, even though i was so worried that he could have died he pushed me away and told me to go... he could have died and he decided to let this fight still go on and be petty

you started to cry again. draco wasn't to sure what to say so instead he comforted you by hugging you and gave you forehead kisses

Y/N: can i stay her for tonight

Draco was about to ask you if you wanted to but seems like you beat him to it

Draco: of course you can

but then something else made you re think the idea even thought you were ready for a sleepover

Y/N: wait what about your roommates

Draco: i don't have any

you swiftly turned your head to look at him shocked and surprised, you then decided to have a look around the room and he was right he had no roommates it seemed he had a room to him self. having a queen size bed, a bed bench, his own closet, fire place and couches

Y/N: must be nice having rich boy privileges

you said with a bit of a laugh, hearing you joke made Draco happy since it showed that you were starting to be okay again but he coudl still hear the sadness in your voice

Draco: it had its perks

after just sitting on his bed and hugging him you both decided it was time to get some sleep, crying really made you tired Draco insisted you take his bed which made you feel bad, you tried to tell him you both could share it but was told that he had nosey friends who didn't know how to knock. you both didn't wanna risk the relationship being outed so you decided this was the best way to go.

Before going to bed him self he sat onn the bed next to you while you were laying down

Draco: you know i love you right

Y/N: of course i do, why would you say that?

Draco: i'm worried that you might start thinking that i dont after what harry said, and i just wanted to reassure you before had that i do, and i won't stop loving you for any reason

you put your hand to gently cup his cheek and started to stroke it lovingly

Y/N: how did i get so lucky to have someone like you love me

Draco: i don't know, must be fate i guess

you both laughed at the statement, you cupped the back of his neck to pull him in for a goodnight kiss

Y/N: i love you Draco

Draco: i love you too Y/N

after that you fell right asleep, Draco kissed your forehead then made sure you were warm and covered with his blanket before making his way to the couch to rest for the night.

[mayhem-moth]

It is a very painful experience to hear one of your family members talk about trans people and to have to argue with them about it knowing damn well that everything they are saying is about people like you and your friends and they don't even realize what they are saying.

"I don't hate trans people I just don't think kids need to be exposed to that"

Oh so trans people are a messed up dirty thing that corrupts kids? Do I do that to our brothers? Am I a gross person that hurts children to you? If I came out to you how would you respond? Is being trans really so disgusting to you? Am I disgusting to you?

And then its the sports and talk about how trans people are affecting sports. I DON'T CARE ABOUT SPORTS. I CARE THAT MY FUCKING FRIENDS ARE GETTING PUT IN DANGER FOR BEING WHO THEY ARE. IM WORRIED ABOUT HOW MY FUTURE WILL LOOK LIKE CAUSE OF WHO I AM. YOUR ONLY WORRY IS THAT MABYE YOUR SPORTS TEAMS WILL LOOK A LITTLE DIFFERENT. IT WON'T HURT YOU BUT IT WILL HURT ME AND THE PEOPLE I LOVE.

Im trying so hard to change your mind cause I know where it's coming from and I know you are young and have not thought about these things. But i am tired. Why do we have to fight for our existence? I need you to understand what you are saying. I need you to understand that I am not you. All these things you do not understand and think are kinda dumb, they are so real and important to me. This is my life. I need to know that when the time comes you'll make an effort. I don't expect you to understand it. But I don't like being who you think I am. And I want to know that we would still be siblings, even if im not your sister like you thought.

[faerishv]

guess who has another req..(IM SO SORRY) ok most of my reqs have been fluff but what about angst? y/n distancing themselves from hanako, nene, and kou bc they think they're cheating on them - 🐝

PLS DON'T APOLOGIZE YOUR REQUEST ARE LIKE MWA chef kiss. Anyways i never wrote anything angst but i guess there's a first time for everything 👁️👁️ the end will be fluff again cause im not mentally stable to do a whole angst post -

paranoid

; hanako :

you never hated yashiro , she's a really good friend and she could never betray you in any way , but why were you feeling this jealousy towards her and hanako ? Everytime you walk in the bathrooms they are always togheter , but its normal , they are friends after all , and there's nothing wrong with that ; but why seeing them alone made you feel this sensation of disgust .. not for them , but for you. You were ashamed of yourself for thinking bad about them , that's why you started to distance yourself from them , especially hanako ; obviously he took notice of that. At first he thought nothing about it , maybe you had a test and you needed to concentrate or something like that , but when he tried to talk to you and you ignored him , not even glancing (?) at him , that's when he took matters into his own hands. Classes ended and you were heading out of the classroom , that's when hanako jumped on you and hugged you closely , so that you couldn't escape .. you were trying to get away from him but it was impossible ; " [name] why are you ignoring me ?.. You know im kind of sad because of this , the love of your life not even looking at you , don't you know how this hurts ? " he was trying to fluster you so that you would talk " leave me alone hanako ... " " why tho ! Did i do something wrong ? If so please tell me what i did so that i can apologize for good. " " it's .. you and yashiro : i always see you guys togheter and it kind of hurts me , i know it's selfish and all but - " " ooohh you're just jealous ~ " you began to blush and trying again to escape his grip on you " that's cute [name] , but .. im sorry if it made you uncomfortable in any way , i really do apologize ... " you stopped moving ; realizing that your reaction was too much , you hugged hanako .. you guys kept hugging for some solid 5 minuts.

; yashiro :

it wasn't a surprise that yashiro often went for guys like teru , handsome boys with a good reputation. Obviously after you 2 started dating she stopped , but you don't know why , you started to have some complex about if you were really good enough for yashiro , if you could reach the level of the oldest minamoto brother. This caused you distancing yourself from yashiro , because of an nonsense jealousy towards someone that never interfered in your relationship. Yashiro took notice of that real quick and started to overthink herself " did i do something wrong .. " " did they find someone better than me ?? " " why are they ignoring me !!? ". She didn't want to wait any longer so she texted you to meet her on the roof and , became you can't say no to her , you accepted. It was lunch time when you met , she was there before you " [name] ! Im glad you're here. " " mhm .. " " i bet you already know why i invited you here .. i noticed that you started to avoid me and i've been wondering why , if it's because you got tired of me or something else please tell me " your heart broke into pieces , you didn't want to hurt her just because of you jealousy " no its not that ! Im sorry if i made you think this " you walked closer to her and gripped her shoulders " i don't know what has gotten into me recently , but i just feel like im not good enough for you , like minamoto senpai or ... - " " ARE YOU KIDDING ME !? " you almost jumped off " YOU ARE THE PERSON I'VE EVER DREAMED OF , YOU'RE EVERYTHING I WANT >:( " she sighs " please [name] , don't ever think down about yourself , i really love you , don't ever doubt it in any way .. " it was hard to tell who was more flustered between the two of you.

; kou :

you know that kou is an exorcist ; you know about hanako , yashiro and mitsuba. You and mitsuba don't talk much , he always has some negative comments ready for you , you know he acts like that to everyone , but why he's more soft with kou .. you don't think kou or mitsuba himself noticed it , but you did and of course there was nothing wrong with it : you're glad that kou is getting along well with mitsuba but sometimes you can't help but to think bad about both of them , and you felt ashamed for yourself. You know that kou could never cheat on you or do anything bad to you in any way , but isn't it normal for people to think about the worse scenarios , sometimes ? Because of that you started to distance yourselffrom your lover , just to think. Yokoo and satou took notice of that " kou ! Do you know where's [name] , its been a while since i saw you togheter " said yokoo to his friend .. " o - oh , uhm , i actually don't know , i've been really busy this days .. " " you should go check on them , i heard that its bad for a couple not checking up on their partners you know " added satou. He was right , he was really busy with mitsuba that he didn't even checked up on you ; what if something bad happened to you while he wasn't there ! " i - i'll go now , bye you two ! " he started running until he found you , in the classroom alone. When he saw you his heart shattered , he couldn't separate the time between you and mitsuba so he left you alone , you didn't deserve this. " [name] ! Finally i found you ... i really need to talk to you " " ah kou , i also need to talk with you " he immediately thought it was something bad so he talked first , taking your hand to his chest " im really sorry if i didn't give you enough time , i was really busy with mitsuba that i didn't think of anything else. I apologize for not being a good boyfriend ; im free now so we can do anything you want ... just , please , don't leave me .. " his grip on your hands tightens " kou .. im not going to leave you , never. You are the most perfect boyfriend anyone could ever ask for and you don't have to apologize .. i was actually the one who distanced theirself. I admit i was a little jealous of mitsuba and i needed time to think " you kissed his cheek to calm him down but actually he became more flustered.

[swimmingclass1978]

About me

- so my name is Ariel 😃

-a hellenic pagan but its new so let me be, no convering christians allowed

-slytherin/ravenclaw but if i like you then im giving kinda griffindor energy? Tho i get tired easily and my social battery is lasting max of an hour

-I'm fine with any pronouns really but mostly he/she, they is also great but she has a special place in my heart even tho i hate it sometimes and he makes me want to scream and giggle

-so im unlabeled and ace but i don't think i would date amab people. Its nothing personal just my preference but it also depends. (Idk why i put it here its kind of personal need for me to say)

-my favourite colour is green, but like deep green or like dead green not neon green and i also love deep red and black

-my natice language is polish but i also speak english tho its not as good as i wish it would be

-im obsessed with collecting little animal figures/plushies and giving them names????

-i love reading and all the crafty things like painting, drawing and diy and id love to learn book binding one day even if my printer doesn't agree with me

-im also a poet and a writer so i suffer from creativity more times then id like to but i unfortunatelly love it all too much 😔 i don't publish my poems bc i fear they are not very good but i wish to be a published book author one day

-if you are a hater or use any of these tags: anti <character/ship name> or pro <character/ship name> or you are a canon fanatic who can't stand people having fun then dni bcz i dont want any of your toxic bs on my blog or in my dms/asks thank you very much

- if you want to share you homo/transphobic bs then get out and never come back

-adhd

-im a sucker for good no voldy hogwarts jegulus aus tbh, amd anything that contains slytherin skittles or black brothers/sisters, i love them

Fandoms:

-marauders

-greek mythology

- percy jackson

-good omens, i love them but considering things that have been happening then i dont think we will be getting seson 3 anytime soon :(((

-the poppy war thrilogy (started reading age 9 and kinda reggret it but happily it didn't caused me as much of my mental health as i thought) (dont repeat my mistake tho)

- bsd but i cant remember all the names yet I know whats going on so its fine

Kins: Regulus; Pandora; sometimes Barty?

Im happily married to jegulus twilight au with reg as bella that got abandoned in february 2024 and to a demon james/human regulus au that is still ongoing but id let it tear me appart and i would apologise to the author( im talkimg about The Devil Tastes Devine by TheBiButterfly on ao3 (it has me in a chokehold tbh))

Ships: jeggy, wolfstar, dorlene, pandlily, marlily, emmary, rosekiller, bartylus, pancas, marylane, lilylane, any marauder lesbians, nobleflower, quillkiller, teddromeda, poppy x minnie (i forgot their ship name), evanreg, jarty, kinda rosekiller + lily, rosestarkillerchaser(any variant of them really), moonwater, percybeth(is that their ship name?), solangelo, (shin)soukoku, any legal lesbian ship thb, i also liked jily in the past but the toxic shippers ruined it for me :( i still love her tho thats my wifey

My ao3 fanfic:

there is a light, i feel it in me: WIP, black brothers angst, jegulus, wolfstar +more, trauma healing, angst/fluff, everything pandora and barty are doing is great i do not make the rules

Face reveal:

Im also a proud owner of this justin biber ahh haircut I thought it was a wonderfull idea few months back and i do feel the best in my skin i've ever felt since my dysphoria went almost 2lvl down but no one want to talk to me at school now i think its not very nice of them tbh im a great person sometimes

Thats all lol have a good time or whatever