#( 𝒗𝒂𝒎𝒑𝒊𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒖 ; Lydia )

[sharp-teeth-and-archived]

Thinking about all of my muses that have a vampire verse and all of their individual thoughts on it

Hewlett: big religious guilt. Believes he's punished by God for a variety of reasons and thinks he is a monster or a demon. Just can't find any time to relax with the large hunger he has for blood in the beginning of his "transformation." (Not like they actually transform but it's he only word I can think of). A lot of guilt and I don't think he ever becomes fully comfortable, but he slowly accepts it because he has no other choice. Absolutely despises the "immortality" part.

Lydia: Already is a spy/working for the spy ring, so hiding a part of herself isn't new to her. She's more concerned about getting a constant blood source and tracking down the vampire in the Patriot camp that turned her (likely the same guy that turned Hewlett for consistancy sake). Indifferent towards it, finds both the pros and cons in it.

Evie: Is more in favor of it and it's all she's ever known. She likes the strengths it gives her and the time she has to really grow and develop as a person (and all the hobbies, projects, and activities she involves herself in). She isn't against manipulation or using people for blood because like I said, it's all she knows and sees it as a surivival necessity because if she doesn't drink blood: she will weaken and not survive. She also has the worst vampire "curse" with her wounds never healing.

Jacob F: It is all he has known but has found the flaws in it after all this time. He uses to really like it but finds it more a hassle with how he has to keep it under the wraps around everyone. He has to be extremely careful with not airing out the family's vampire secret to the townspeople. He finds that part to be incredibly draining. Doesn't like to manipulate people and hates he might have to do that to survive. Finds more cons in it than pros. Also has a strained relationship with his father and his sister, so that also has some part in his dislike of being a vampire. (Especially because he was young when it happened and didn't know better. Ethan didn't force it on them but really wanted all of his children to become vampires, so there is some peer pressure there and to "follow the family" and appease everyone).

[sharp-teeth-and-archived]

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