#((frick my life rn tho lol))

[headlessbutnothopeless]

((guess who's Not Dead and trying to remember the password to this thing to be active on mobile

edit: oh and for my rpthreatracker thing

got a few asks, dunno what else this blog is a mess))

[whyse7vn]

RANDOM BF TEXTS 2 -

[ jk jin tae ]

JUNGKOOK -

jk: bricked up

y/n: cool

jk: no :/

y/n: not cool

jk: yeah

y/n: forgive my ignorance 😓

jk: ur forgiven

y/n: thanks

jk: where are you

y/n: out

jk: cheating ?

y/n: yeah

jk: thought so

y/n: got too many hoes

jk: but they ain’t me ?

y/n: no you’re actually one of them

jk: that makes me feel batter

y/n: you are welcome

jk: cum

want that

y/n: ew

jk: sorry me and my hoe tendencies i can’t help it 😞

y/n: keep yourself in line booty call #432

jk: it won’t happen again mistress 😣

y/n: good

jk: what if i’m cheating on you

y/n: that would be unfortunate

jk: yeah

y/n: yeah

jk: ok

come back home now :)

y/n: can’t

saving orphans from a burning building

jk: you can leave them

they’ll be fine

y/n: no

i don’t think they will

jk: frick

y/n: pls don’t use language like that around me

jk: frog

y/n: thanks

jk: don’t contact me anymore

mommy mommy bye mommy mommy kiss kiss mommy kiss me kiss kiss mommy kiss kiss me kiss kiss mommy kiss kiss me kiss kiss mommy kiss kiss me kiss kiss mommy kiss kiss me kiss kiss mommy kiss kiss me kiss kiss mommy kiss kiss me kiss kiss mommy kiss kiss

y/n: what

jk: *bye

y/n: where you going stink 😣

jk: to beat my meat

y/n: oh

jk: sorry

y/n: not sorry

jk: you know me so well 🥺

SEOKJIN -

jin: my boxers lowkey eating me out rn 🤤

y/n: send pics

jin: i don’t send for free

y/n: fine

didn’t want to see your shit stains anyways

jin: shit stains ? me ? never

y/n: them white draws say something els 🥱

jin: yk lying is a sin right ?

y/n: yeah.

do YOU ?

jin: i hate you

y/n: that really makes me upset seokjin

jin: still getting eaten out btw

y/n: this this your way of telling me you want your ass ate ???

jin: NO

you sick fuck

y/n: i don’t judge

just say the word bae 🤤🤞🏽

jin: bye

y/n: come back 🥺

jin: i didn’t message you for you to be acting a fool

y/n: then why did you message me ?

idk what type of mood we talking in when you open with “my boxers lowkey eating me out rn 🤤”

jin: can i not just share things with the loml ??

you didn’t need to respond

i was just letting you know

y/n: why would i need to know that tho ?

like what does me knowing that piece of information do for me ??

jin: like i said i just wanted to let you know

y/n: maybe you need to be sent to a home fr

you’re loosing your mind bae

i’m worried

age is really catching up with you

jin: fuck you

y/n: 😣

TAEHYUNG -

tae: what if i grabbed ur tits with my feet lolz 😋 read at 8:13

tae:

read at 8:35

tae: ☹️

y/n: never in your life message me that shit again

tae: hi babe ☺️

y/n: i will block you next time

tae: they’re not even that bad :/

y/n: shut the fuck up

tae: i think we should shake things up yk?

y/n: stop thinking all together

tae: …

sorry

i take it back

how are you ?

was thinking about you today :)

y/n: i was fine until you messaged me that shit

tae: i’m sorry

y/n: no you’re not

tae: i’m a little bit sorry

y/n: get lost

tae: no

i cant help it 🤤

y/n: we are officially over

tae: fine

y/n: fine

tae: bye lol

read at 8:46

tae: ok i didn’t mean it come back

y/n: thought so

tae: you are so boring

y/n: i just don’t want your dinosaur stompers anywhere near me that’s all

tae: DINOSAUR STOMPERS ???

they are NOT that bad

y/n: babe…

tae: fr 😕?

y/n: fr.

tae: man

y/n: it’s okay you can wear socks !!

tae: the beauty standard is so fucked these days

y/n: i have fluffy ones for you

tae: maybe i need to prostest

y/n: cute little red ones !!

tae: push the boundaries

y/n: no

you really don’t need to

tae: i have to bae

this is my calling

all feet are pretty feet❤️

y/n: i’m so done

another one free from the drafts i cba to finish this one but love it so here u are

[mymelodymia]

nothing just me ranting abt "thor: love and thunder" 🫠 spoilers ahead btw

Yall I was watching thor love and thunder for the first time...on my period.

I WAS BALLING MY EYES OUT FROM WHEN KORGI "DIED" TO THE VERY END!!!! 😭😭😭😭

Lowkey so excited that Val being lesbean is cannon now though 🥰 definitely didn't expect korg to be gay tho.

But I literally can't stop crying rn bro. Why Jane why!!??!?!? *whimper* had to hug all of my thousands of stuffed animals for comfort. This is worse then when a older sibling/parent listens to "never grow up" by Taylor swift 😭😭😭

Im never watching this movie ever again.

You know, thor could have spent his life with Jane. But now he can't. Stupid dude waited 8 fricking years to tell her this bullcrap. But I was smiling like a fool whenever they kissed tho lol.

I will never ever and I mean never ever, watch this movie ever again. *smol sniff*

Thors such a cute lil dad I can't 😭

THIS PART THO 🫠 had me sobbing. He's such a good dad I can't. Literally tearing up just typing this lol.

This Psychotic little child tho

hearing thor and love say that they loved each other made me scream, no joke. My mom yelled at me 🙃

I literally saw the hammer next to Jane at the end and I was like: JANE DONT YOU DARE DO IT!!!!

I had to pause the movie and rant to Phillip (my teddy bear 🙂) how I thought she would grab it, hop in and kills this pain in the butt and then die in thors arms. Hate how it was predictable lol

"Keep ur heart open" *screams*😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Help I can't stop crying lol

Wasn't a thor movie without loki popping in like: surprise shawty!!

anyway that's it (i hope) goodnight🙂

[throwaway-yandere]

Have you ever thought about the fact "Go to bed, you'll feel better in the morning" is the human version of "Did you turn it off and turn it back on again?"

What about the fact that maybe plants are really farming us, giving us oxygen until we eventually expire and turn into mulch which they can consume? We need to start a war against these vomit-inducing looneyblock shitting fuckrats, we need more vegans. AND BRUH- Lawyers hope you get sued, doctors hope you get sick, cops hope you're criminal, mechanics hope you have car trouble, but only a thief wishes you prosperity.

What if Earth is like one of those uncontacted tribes in South America, like the whole Galaxy knows we're here but they've agreed not to contact us until we figure it out for ourselves? I'm ascending rn, I've reached the most sanctimonious jitterfuckery of knowledge to ever exist.

– 🦀

I've thought abt all these until the vegans part lmao. "Mechanics I hope you get car trouble" is something I'd never wish for cuz my parent is one and I'm tired hearing about failed jobs lol. We're already broke and if they'd be out of a job wtf is gonna help me study for college– life isn't as easy for "professionals" (my parent isn't tho they never finished college), it would be senseless to wish harm on someone simply because people paint their careers as something "evil" in nature. These people also struggle. Lord knows that there are many doctors and nurses in this world that genuinely didn't want to become one it's just their parents' dream. Fellow asians y'all know what this is about lmao

Don't have any thoughts about the aliens part tho lmao if they decided to let us figure things out ourselves then their loss. We humans are fricking space bards, they're missing out 😔

[castle-dominion]

castle 6x17 the belly of the beast

the russassin episode liveblog

meh I honestly don't feel like doing a plot heavy ep rn. It sounds draining.

uwu not your husband? lmao this is so cute

Okay, stop describing my life. RC: Yeah, I find deadlines … inspiring.

"You could convince me <3" "yes we do that's so true"

She is not on call babe.

sus I like how at least becks tried to tell gates she wasn't on call

I love ryspockett sm. More bras sthan a marching band lol "detective?" *three detectives are there*

Why is this so quiet tho? Why not let ryan in? english better than we do lol.

Inter act.

Yeah of COURSE she attempted suicide when y'all leveraged her into this.

lol beckett russian moments

sus. I'd take ryan in on this. Heck I read a fanfiction where beckett is all like "ooh trauma" & castles like 'see someone' "wdym? a shrink?" 'no' "castle I love you but i ain't talkin to u." 'glad u thought of me but no, someone who knows what you're dealing with.' "Esposito chatted w me abt ptsd before but he is not touchy feely in a figurative emotional sense" 'girl i didn't mean him either. i meant the one who has done undercover narcotics operations & been fricking water tortured.' "o ryan. ya u right castle. my B."

lol castle zombie games I love how he stops his game as soon as he worries.

VG: You don’t have to do this. You can walk away and I’ll take the heat. I love her.

voiceover

the real elena is NOT intimidated.

it is SO easy to spot a cop.

Elevators have cameras? no?

Dun dun dun! Sally pendrick moments

Green intro

lol dinner plans XD

Yeah it's an elevator.

lol rysposito listening in

except neither of those are true. they would have done this to elena too

love her door & tha audio

wow an hour

what thing? there a camera in there? or is it just the mic?

why tell her to get on her knees & then maker her stand? so close to her. rly sus. I thought she swallowed it but that wouldn't work well.

Ooh martha rly pretty! Love her! Ha, pray for me.

rysposito turned off their phones, sending castle straight to voicemail? also martha & ryan & esposito we need more interactions with the three of them.

Nice place. big gun. move packages she says. The act he says.

Good music. Obviously they did an audio commentary & I love it but yk w/e

This man ain't lazarus. no way. Da aka (chair thing)a

Yes please, whiskey or water

btw good caption choices, but I would still like the original language written even though it has "speaking russian" AND the translation.

why write it down on paper?

that's a bold request.

a bedroom.

Apparently the where-should-people-be question was a thing.

why she callin esposito? instead of straight up 911? also their phones would be wired to pick up 911 or calls to the pigsty. Couldn't they get her a phone call with lazarus at least?

she be noisy.

I loooove especkett this ep is actually good i love first names Audio remains the same when he put her on speaker. why did i say remain not stay? more letters to type. Also harden is a pretty hot guy for being the age he is.

If I were her I may have sat down facing the door on the edge of the desk.

At least she made contact. I heard The ukraine, bounced all over The europe lol

Oh no castle shows up. Gates I love her sm she is genuinely so much better than the fandom implied.

Niec room.

who are these ppl coming out of the car?

Why are esposito AND ryan AND the narco captain here?

Blood oh no! officer dead? If they took elena then becks is done for but if elena fled (which we will know in the future) then beck is fine

fricking no babe that is not how a paperclip works, Rip a hangnail if you want easy access to blood.

the uncertainty of not knowing if you'll make it out. I love this letter.

Becks is much less afraid looking now.

"I'll take it." they not giving her any intel? Oh they are.

the list? is she supposed to know abt the list? she's good. Are there guns in the house? curiosity keeps me alive.

so obv we're all like "whats going on who even is this guy" but where did she get the beet juice & ketchup to look enough like blood? chocolate syrup?

Ah she came out the back door. Show him what? do u usually take a souvenir to prove? Like I said. the apckage is delivered. What if he moved while they were still watching.

OH SHE'S LEFT HANDED

she's the contract killer lol this is great Love esposito kind of holding castle back

calling gates the homicide captain

poor guy still covered in beet juice lol Poor mr potter.

you can't but she is good at what she does

501 the nameplate says. who has this many guns tho? also isn't this new york? who has a house in new york even mr potter the attorney?

Harden watching her love it.

Make sure that there is no bullet in the chamber & the safety is on before you lose your legs to a gun going off in your crotch there becks What kind of a gig is this gal talking about?

I'd hate standing in a doorway guarding with my back to an open door.

wow lol an ugly basement. of vourse.

it suits him? lol the sound. Oh & the stairs were cgi. HOLY CRAP THAT IS A LOT OF NEARLY-NAKED WOMEN COUNTING MONEY. WHY.. WHY ARE THEY NOT WEARING MUCH?

wHO is screaming in there?????!?!?

future foreward

blood in the place

WAIT

WAIT NO HOLY CRAP OH NO THIS IS LAZARUS? WE KNOW HIM. GIRL COVER YOUR FACE WITH YOUR HAIR MAYBE. I love the "you are not" instead of aren't or you're"

Oh yeah she did break glass with him. Good scene. I'm glad they brought back vulcan simmons. He never confirms he's lazarus.

she texts javi again, not castle, not gates, not fowler, not ryan. 41319 becks badge # I would not be the one to send "address" before writing the address.

I love this stuff. rly good. Def better this way, glad they cut the scene.

VS: Let’s do without all this Kabuki theater, Detective. It’s undignified. KB: (harshly) Do you want undignified? Then wait ‘til you see what I do to you. So hot

I like how he says mama. mamma. Love the audio too & underwater. didn't the MIB remotely turn back on a cell phone once? ew still water, ew bubble on the eye. Ooh simmons took off his jacket. Vulcan simmons is an amazing character & I love him. At least Ryan made a joke & then got his knee almost shot out & then rescued. poor becks looks like she's been longer.

Harden my beloved. *sends her down a hill for no reason* It could make her body easier to be tracked

A few of them are your new neighbours lol

Yeah he probably has a better deal with these ones lol. Ohhhh she was sent in with a gun bc elena usually uses a knife!

Good scene here. Love it a ton. artistic.

He wanted her to live bc he owed her but he was willing to kill harden?

Oh they literally never found her! it was 6am when she called them after elena saved her, they were sitting there waiting thinking she was dead trying to find her, they never succeeded. I could read a fanfic abt the hours between when we last had contact with her got the cell phone & when we got her call & found her & saved her. I'd love a fanfic of finding her.

what sense of honour has this lazarus chosen to keep her alive?

love her bruises. "heart attack" It's impossible to know *she knows*

love her fur coat. nice & warm. warm to help her after being chilled this entire time.

Next tmie u see each other it's fair game, but then you will no longer be even, one of you will kill the other & then you owe them you owe letting them kill you even tho they're dead so that then you'd be even. doesnt make any sense.

But yeah I did fine with this plot heavy one. never took a clip tho. Considered it when esposito was figuratively holding castle back.

[lady-lycany]

I- okay, this just made my night :'3

Me and my family are Christians, but not like the type who goes into church to proof our belief, prays a lot or follows all beliefs in the Christian religion, cuz some things doesn't align with our experiences (for example, my bestie is a typical Christian and I know from her, that they don't believe in the existence of ghosts. Meanwhile, my family- me included- had already quite a lot interactions with em. Not all were nice and we're all scaredy cats, so we do our best to NOT have interactions with them, that doesn't mean tho, that we can stop them :') xD and yea, I definitely had a traumatic ghost moment in my life, but that's not the topic rn lol), but my mom for example, has a pretty strong bond to Jesus and he spoke already to her and I- well, I'm more connected with angels I'd say, cuz I remember, that when I was still a toddler, I saw a white, blurry figurine standing on the end of my bed. And I had some near death experiences (4-5 times), so it's really a wonder that I'm still there. I never could really explain it, but because of that, I'm VERY convinced, that I don't have to fear for my life or that, when I do "dangerous" things, that something life threatening could happen to me. Cuz after everything, I've been through, I'm sure that my life has a purpose, that I haven't fulfilled yet AND for years now, I have deep down the strong feeling that, at the end, everything will turn out well for me. Idk what will happen with me and my life in the future, I'm sure there will be tough times, but as I said, there's also this deep trust and belief, that at some point, my life will be just as I wish it to be. Blablabla long story short-

For almost 10 Years, I almost look daily at the clock around 10:22pm (aka. 22:22)... It started when I was at my lowest point in life, so I was always worried, that this was a bad omen. But it still happens almost daily and my opinion has changed about it, being a bad sign. And not too long ago, I started to see the time 4:44am also more frequently.

Idk why I never thought about googling these numbers earlier but holy frick, I was mindblown when I literally read everything, that I just wrote about. The thing, that I'll have a happy future and that there are angels, that wanna tell me that they're here for me and take care of me. And ngl that made me so happy, cuz a few hours ago, I felt horrible and left alone again, and then the time 4:44am appeared and to read, that it's a sign from someone, that wants me to know, that they're there for me was just- 😭😭❤ the sweetest thing ever. I was like "Eric? Alan? Is that you guys?🥺🥺"

I thought about this also for a while now and am wondering, when I have my deep talks with Eric, and he suddenly has the perfect responds, I would've never come up with by myself, if its like an angel, planting it's words in my head, if you know what I mean. That Eric and Alan really are in some sort of way like my angels. <3

Enough Blabbering, I know that no one will probably read that so it's more an entry for me but rjrjdjdndj

[loki-the-trikster-god]

hi friend it’s clyde!

ahhhh ty yes i was doing a picrew and decided i liked it

honestly idk? maybe free food? but it’s a close tie

it’s from a webtoon called tower of god. my friend likes it but i didn’t have the patience to finish it. the gay ship isn’t canon to so that makes me sad

ahahahahaha yeah that happened today my mom was like “stand straight” “straighter” and i’m like no mom i can’t do that

yeahhhhh that’s a good idea. ahh i watched the magic school bus yesterday as well lol it brings back memories hehe

honestly tho i think the magic school bus educated me more than science class

ahhhhh yay! KEEFE FRIEND KEEFE FRIEND seriously that’s so cool

lol everyone besides my friends thinks i’m a harry potter nerd and a freak and i’m also super sarcastic to the teachers (but they think i’m funny) so that doesn’t help

yeah she does. oh cool, i’ve wondered what it would be like to have older siblings, then i remember how annoying i am and decide i’m better off as the older one

ohhhhh cool lizards are badass tbh

turtle good

ahahaha that sounds like an interesting experience. glad it’s done now tho

hm. tbh i like math a lot, but that’s mostly because everything else sucks. but this year were doing half math half a business course and business sucks so i’m just hating school in general

recess and lunch is good

yeahhhhh same tbh. i don’t like people already and the same fricking people over and over might just kill me (or i might kill them who knows /j)

ur questionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn: what colour is ur hair? idk i’m curious u don’t have to answer if ur not comfortable. u already said it’s not ginger soooooo

welp now i hafta set up a new library card yay

adios amigo *salutes into the distance*

Hi hi! Sorry for the long response it’s thie ✨depression✨

free food is indeed a wonderful thing. My dads house never has anything to fucking eat it’s really irritating.

Oh I’ve heard tower of god is good. I can’t read regularly updating things cause I get swamped trying to catch up lol. Also make 👏 the 👏 gays 👏 canon 👏

Lmaooo bad posture is alphabet mafia culture

Omg it’s true I’ll be like why do I know [science fact] and then it’s cause of magic school bus. Ms Frizzle Adopt Me Challenge 2k21 (that’s how hard we’re fucked up rn lmaoooo)

I’m generally likable, like no one finds me offensive, but most people aren’t *friends* with me either so....,,,,,

I mean my siblings are adults so they don’t really bother me but yeah in general I’m glad I’m an only child. Although sometimes I think I’d be less lonely if I had a sibling so idk

Yeah I’m wired my teammates really fucked me over and now I’m fucking exhausted but it’s ok I’ll be fine

That’s valid people that like math are cool. I can’t do either math or science to save my life but my bf can and I think they’re neat. I got chem tutoring the other day I think I told u and now it’s better.

Yeah lunch is nice I miss lunch with my friends. Most of them don’t go to my school anymore but it was nice last year.

Remember kids, I always condone murder (/j) (or am I) (I am)

Sorry I’m so out of it today I promise I’ll be more living tomorrow

My hair is just brown. It’s light brown, but it’s just brown. I had it dyed indigo two years ago tho and blue last year. If I don’t get it red this summer I’ll be salty. What color is yours?

Oooo is the library doing its thing again? Yay!

See ya soon friend :)

[samoas]

All asks

(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?

closed tf 

(2) Do You Have Freckles?

uhh i have like 4 in different places on my body 

(3) Can You Whistle?

kind of. braces took my sick whistling skills away 

(4) Last Song You Listened To.

currently listening to sound check (gravity) by the gorillaz 

(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?

hmmm there r so many that i like i love reds and oranges and deep warm colors 

(6) Relationship Status.

emotionally unavailable 

(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?

22 degrees rn 

(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?

kinda bc i was awoken at 7:30

(9) How Many Followers?

;-)

(10) Zodiac Sign.

leo babi

(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?

mix of blue, green, and grey 

(12) Take A Vitamin Daily?

nop but i should 

(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?

ya bc i listen to music while showering 

(14) What Books Are You Reading?

mortal instruments series 

(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.

“he had thought he knew how they felt.”

(16) Favourite Anime?

NARUTO

(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?

uhhhhhhhhhh does my dog count ????

(18) Do You Collect Anything?

oh ya i collect rocks and old books and dried flowers and dead butterflies and sweet things

(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?

i have not eaten that yet 

(20) Do You Dance In The Car?

depends. sometimes 

(21) Favourite Animal?

i love octopi 

(22) Do You Watch The Olympics?

nah

(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?

like 1-5 am 

(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now?

ya 

(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?

ocean

(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?

shidd i love too many 

(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water?

bottled. not about that chlorine 

(28) What Makes You Happy?

cynthia and harry styles and flowers and snow and rocks and bugs 

(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.

i have no gifs on my computer but that in itself is an accurate depiction of how i feel 

(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music?

depends on the subject 

(31) Dogs Or Cats?

doggos but i love both 

(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be?

peach

(33) PlayStation Or Xbox.

xbox bc i have never played a playstation lol 

(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean?

ocean. lakes are fucking DISGUSTING i would rather swim in a puddle on the side of the road than in a lake 

(35) Do You Believe In Magic?

the magic of gays 

(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?

yellow 

(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue?

ya baby like a burrito 

(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It?

usually save but i spend sometimes

(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?

yes a blanket, a bra, makeup

(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?

harry styles and 1d as always 

(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?

they have always tended to land on me so they catch me 

(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?

im influenced by people i love like my bff and my krush but i could not care less about what other people think i do what i wanna do regardless 

(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams?

all the fuckn time thanx zoloft 

(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes?

yes 

(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry.

one direction: this is us 

(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds?

peanuts can suck my sweet asshole 

(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?

harry styles front row seats 

(48) Are You A Picky Eater?

nop

(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper?

uhhh im average i think 

(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning?

no i love it 

(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?

yes and yes 

(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud?

depends on the mood 

(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?

carve pumpkins bc i suck at wrappign 

(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?

dunes by alabama shakes 

(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)

winter baby

(56)What Are You Craving Right Now?

physical affection 

(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.

no thx

(58) What Is Your Gender?

she / they 

(59) Coffee Or Tea?

i usually say i cant choose but i think we all know its coffee 

(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?

no im on break 

(61) What Is Your Sexuality?

gaey

(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?

no lol

(63) Favourite Pokemon?

eevee

(64) Favourite Social Media?

tungle 

(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?

gross but i use it anyways 

(66) Do You Get Homesick?

yes but only when im in my house ???????

(67) Are You A Virgin?

unfortunately 

(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?

some coconut shit 

(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?

motel room. not about to get murdered 

(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?

no dad is gon

(71)  Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?

whatever horror movie is next

(72) Do You Miss Your Ex?

lol no i can finally say that

(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?

dont have one 

(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?

every girl ive had a crush on has had brown eyes so i guess i love brown eyes 

(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?

YES i fucking LOVE TO SWING 

(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?

gravy biscuit 

(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?

none 

(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?

uhhhh yes ???? theyre dying??

(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?

i have before

(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?

bro who hasnt 

(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?

kind of i have social anxiety 

(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them.

yes i do but im too lazy to take a pic 

(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?

closed i need to be safe 

(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today?

worked with my mom, washed my hair, put on makuep 

(85) What Do You Wear To Bed?

big fat hoodie and shorts 

(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now.

oh my god it would take housrs  i have so mcuh 

(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?

night time 

(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.

i have the xbox and i have a lot of CoD and we got minecraft and some football game 

(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.

i had a dream about my krush like,, 3 months ago and we kissed in the sunset lol 

(90) Favourite Soda Drink?

disgusting. i love dr pepper tho 

(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?

thunder, crunchy slime, harry styles speaking

(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?

jeans 

(93) How Do You Look Right Now?

appropriately dressed and cleaned up for a job interview 

(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.

coffee 

(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?

“i love you” in my great gmas handwriting and either “all the love” or “girl almighty” in harrys handwriting 

(96) Favourite YouTuber?

frick idk i dont rly wathc youtube 

[survivormontenegro]

Episode 5: "I just can't believe I did 4 hours of calls for a tribal that literally didn't happen." - Ali

THIS IS UNETHICAL. WE PREPARED FOR THE MOST CRACKED TRIBAL IN HISTORY AND DIDN'T EVEN GO SAKJLDFAFF.

in other news, i think benj flipped and honestly good for him! i think its smart, mitch, michael and noah are all messes. i'm feeling SO much better about my spot in the game, like we can hopefully keep voting JJ till we go to a tribal, and I can start trying to build those cross-tribe connections YAY. 

in other news, MO IS DOING SO GOOD I THINK! like i think he doesn't like me anymore after the last time i hosted him, but i'm super super proud of him for doing his thing this season yay yay!

i just can't believe i did 4 hours of calls for a tribal that literally didn't happen, I'm truly screaming... now the test is how long it takes JJ to find out EEEEEK.

IM SORRY. Excuse me but IM SORRY. Why do people keep targeting me. LIKE HELLO IM NICE. Plus I think I'm being pretty genuine. Thank god for Benj, my social game is coming IN HARD. Mitch and Michael totally bold faced lied to me. Mitch even said that he wanted us to be strong together, BUT right after tribal he was said "I must say I'm really sorry."  OOOOOOF STrong OOOF

What's on my mind you ask? The fact that budva won the challenge when the lyrics didnt match what they were lip syncing OOP

but also Serious confessional time woop woop! For starters, I fricked up HARDCORE. First thing i said is that i would target Noah if we ever went to tribal and what do i do? Yeah, lets go for Caleb :D. Tribal Lines. REEEE! Now all of the og doormentors dont trust me which is just great (woohooo)!!!! Big rip to my g Noah. I actually thought we might have had something going if we just won immunity but things happen. We were so robbed in the music video challenge ugh (looks at hosts who arent named alyssa or nicole). Anywhoooo yeah despite me lying to half of the people here, they all like me well enough so i dont think im going anywhere anytime soon. Im a social icon so be ready for more of meeeeeeeee

Soooo..... that happened

It was kinda lucky I was in a movie for 2 hours after the deadline so I didn't have to face immediate backlash lmao but there wasn't that much, mitch was pretty chill about it what a king, if I can help it id want it to be Michael next over him, speaking of Michael he hasn't talked to me about it or much before so we shall see where that goes...

Our video was ROBBED even with the penalty

I love the other 4 and I hope they don't end up fucking me over... hehe

I bet the other budvas on the other tribe are wondering who flipped JKFJS

But ya I just hope we can win cuz if we keep losing its bound to be me eventually but I feel like doing this if I make merge def gives me more options than others cuz ill have these 4 og greens who now trust me and then my old friends from budva who I didn't betray like ali and ian who im excited to reunite with

so ya we will see how it works out !

I told Alex lol

It has been a HOT minute.

First of I can’t believe punctuality defeated Alex. I am shook. I deadass thought we were gonna lose. Like on call with Tom he jokingly mentioned that what if we actually won immunity amidst all the scheming, plotting and lying that has happened this round. I am just blown away. And now Noah is gone and presumably someone from OG budva flopped? I’m thinking it’s Mitch tho hmmm. Kinda hoping Benj is safe!!

On another note tho, like here’s some interesting tea!!  *insert sc of convo with Tom I sent hehehehe* (Johnny note: ^ you can ask ian about this idk what hes talkin about)

Like Omg JJ would have been 100% going if we went to tribal?? There was going to be no revote because Jules, Tom and presumably Evan flipped at the last minute. I am screaming!! Ali really got through to Jules making it look that JJ is a hot crazy mess. Like I am just screaming tbh. I love OG Budva Baes, I really feel thankful to have been swapped with like not shady people from my og tribe hehehe

So rn if we do end up going to tribal council, I do hope the plan is still JJ and either Tom or Jules still flips on him. Hopefully those three are keeping quiet about their flip so we can get JJ out of this game.

On a different note, like I know he’s a threat and all but I’m really liking Tom. It’s really just the Straight Connection™ ahsjdjd Like idk I just want to align with Aussie’s and all hahaha. Jason and I are planning on forming like a side alliance with Tom and possibly Evan lol. I did promise Tom I was gonna have his back if he flipped and tho the flip didn’t happen because we won immunity, I still plan on doing that but I better keep my eye on Tom tho because I don’t want him to be my UgH Brett this season.

Me and Ali are doing an EXCELLENT job at acting like we don't know each other and going deep undercover in our tribe, like, if I'm gonna be proud of anything in this game so far it'll be that and not being first boot. But mostly that. I really hope that we go far together in this game with Julia because I think the three of us could make a really good team.

C*befield is a cursed game!! literally had my laptop opened for hours doing the trick tom told us in the chat and when I finally stopped at 15B the hosts says it’s in invalid because it needs to be the game over screen but the game literally glitched so I keep going on to infinity without hitting cubes or getting game over Grrr

RIP mine and Ali’s laptop

Also Tom is drunk on the tribe chat rn. Now we just need Julia to be drunk ahsjdjd

okay Evan I see you. Making dumb dumb decisions GRRR. Him leaking EVERYTHING to JJ, like what was the endgame? He just burns everyone across the board.

With that said, if we have to go to tribal I still want JJ gone. I can't deal with anymore, him like asking to call me while i was drunk with friends on my way back from prom is so annoying, like... my life is not games, i literally.. was with friends like... boundaries.

i feel bad being mean to JJ but ughhhhhhhh. Evan also needs to have not done anything he just did. I literally... was gonna be in such a pickle next vote because Jason/Ian would've wanted Evan out, but Thomas/Jules wouldn't have. He like panicked about how out of the loop he was (which I can understand and respect), but like... this was such a, SUCH a poor way of handling it. JJ is gonna be on a reign of terror, its just going to be so tiring.

I just... am really tired of it. I'm annoying, and I get that, so its hypocritical for me to get mad at the others but like... GRRR.

i just want a final five of me, jules, julia, tom and benj. LET ME HAVE THAT.

Tom and I bonding over JJ FINALLY going home? ICONIC, SHOWSTOPPING

jj = mess

I am not sure if I already submitted a confessional on the shit that went down today but here we go.

So I wake up to see all is well. Nothing has happened much. Then Evan comes here asking me if I voted JJ and questioning me with all kinds of shit. The kid is legit panicking because from what Tom told me, he was the last to know of the flip against JJ. So now Evan thinks he’s at the bottom and is sweating bricks. All of a sudden JJ blows up in the tribe chat and he freaking knows we were gonna send him out the game if we lost the music video challenge.

I then learn that presumably mcfreaking Evan fucking leaked to JJ that he was getting voted out which caused all this mess on the tribe chat with JJ calling Tom, Jules, Evan, Ali and Julia out for lying to him and that he’s thanking me and Jason for being straight up to him? Umm I don’t get this tho because me and JJ literally did not exchange any talks about the vote. So I don’t get where he’s going with this lol. Jules was trying to calm JJ down and she was laying down the law whew. I mean if anything this blow up just secured my allaince’s control?? Like now Tom and Jules are with us and they know Evan is a rat and JJ is sinking. UNLESS this is just a freaking ploy by them in which they are being oh so extra ahsjdjd

Right now if I would have my way, Budva baes along with Tom and Jules work together for this vote. We throw most of our votes at JJ and that may include Evan. And then we tell JJ who’s pretty desperate right now to vote for Evan. I would want someone to throw one or two votes at Evan as a safety cushion in case JJ pulls out an idol. Here’s to hopIng everything goes accordingly for the Budva Baesss

Well fuck i've flopped on confessing my sins again. So last round I made probably the shittiest music video..... and I won. How in the fuck. TAKE THAT BITCHES! ON TIME QUEEN BETTER THAN A LATE ONE! But so JJ is super fucking annoying toward the original Budva people, such as myself. But he has also annoyed his tribe pretty bad. Sooooooo Jules flipped. This round it looks like he is gonna go but Evan talks too much and I wanna kill him.

RN im a paranoid mess because people are telling me to vote michael and im kind of forced to do that? The problem is, I like michael a lot so i really hope we win this challenge because i think we have a good shot. It also doesnt help that we got rid of the majority so now i could very well be going here.

[caramelomachiato-blog]

The Shadowhunter chronicles faves (spoilers for lord of shadows)

Okay but I'd protect: Kieran, Mark, Christina, Ty, Kit, Livvy (;-;), Dru, Tavvy, Helen, Aline, Diana, Jem, Tessa, Will (;-;), Alec, Magnus, Max and Rafe, Raphael (;-;), Simon, Izzy, Maia, Max (;-;), Jules, Alec, Kieran, Ty, Livvy, Alec, Magnus, Kieran, Raphael, Ty, Livvy, Dru, Diana, *repeat* with my life I love them so much I love Kit and relate to him on a spiritual level. I love his relationship with the twins (especially Ty if ya know what I mean ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ) and his frustration with Shadowhunters (he's expressing the viewers words tbh). I love his understanding and need to protect Ty. It's great to see someone doing the right thing for my baby bee boy. I love Dru so much being a middle child is hard, especially when you're 'too young' for literally everything and people forced your younger sibling on you. Also she's beautiful and her talks of insecurities about shape and weight really hit it home for me and I'm sure lots of other. I literally cried when Jules said "You're our heart baby girl. You're the heart of the family." Tavvy is the cutest bean and needs protecting. That's all that needs to be said. Also if anyone hurts him I'll find you. I loved Diana a lot from the beginning. My attachment to the Blackthorns meant that anyone who was nice to them by association caught my interest and deserved attention. But I liked her character, especially when she essentially told Zara to shut the fuck up ngl. Her coming out story was a cherry on the cake tbh I wasn't expecting it and I cried over her story (also her sister ;-;). I love Diana's design too. She's overall a great Character. I love Helen and Aline so much. Their relationship, dedication, meeting, everything about them alone and in a pair is just so great. Also I'm high-key gay for both of them. But Aline dedication to her wife made me cry I'm-- I'm just in love with them ok? Okay but Tessa Jem Will Tho yass I love them I haven't even finished their series (I've read lord of shadows but I'm only on clockwork angel aka the first one ;-;). I live their dynamic. Tessa's just beautiful and great and smart and badass af. Jem is precious I love him. Will is so great I actually prefer his herondaleness to Jace's. I love their interaction. And their Camille and Magnus interaction were the goodest of good shits™ 👌. Do I really need an explanation for Max and Rafe tbh. Like Tavvy they're both adorable and amazing. Also Max is blue (I love the fact he's blue). If anyone ever hurts or bullies them I'm coming for that person. Simon and Izzy. Well what can i say, Izzy is hot and Simon is chill (mah man). He's honestly such a geek ("tell me a bedtime story" "k *plot of starwars*"). He should meet Kit tbh. I love Izzy in book and the TV show (and not just because Emeraude Toubia is impossibly attractive). I live her character. I love Simon's character. 'Nough said. Max, well, uh we don't talk about that. F U C K Y O U S E B A S T I A N M O R G E N S T E R N ! ! ! I loved Max so much, though, I wish I could have protected him personally. He was so cute and loved reading and felt like no one noticed or listened to him or borderline ignored. (That sounds familiar call out post to my toxic friends and family). He's a 13 year old boy you should be ashamed! Tbh I loved Maia since I first read about her in the books. She was so strong and badass and pretty and great. Also that one time where izzy says if she was attracted to girls she'd tap that ass. Also when she killed that asshole I was like yasssss queen slay!!! Rip Kyle tho I miss him. She pretty great in the TV series too, W E A RE N O T T A L K IN G A B O U T T H E C L O S E T S C E N E I R E P E AT N O T!! Jules, Jules, Jules... he's a fucking amazing brother lets start with that. He's had to essentially, apart from Emma and Diana look after his siblings, the institute and everything else singlehandedly. He's always there for them. He's also an artist ! That's great I love artist characters idk. Can we also talk about his way with words dang dang diggity dang dang dang he can talk anyone into seeing to his POV or believing his words. He a great boi. He just needs (some milk, sorry it's 2 am) a permanent vacation with Emma in an AU where parabatai bonds won't make you crazy if you be fucking yo parabatai. So he can fuck Emma, essentially is what I'm, ever so subtly, getting at it. Christina Rosales is beautiful and deserves the world and to stab Zara Fucking Dearborn through the heart. Ok I love her but I love Kieran more so she better not hurt my boi Kier. Also I'm down for some KierArkTina anytime as long as they spend some (a great amount) time to sort out their issues and love each other properly. Mark is great tbh (but again I love Kieran more so don't hurt him mah boi). Like I love his personality and character and appearance and speech patterns they're like the perfect blend between nephilim and faerie and I love that. I love him, that coat scene tho and the kitchen scene and the many scenes where he talks to inanimate objects. Also the make out scenes got diggity damn kierark. Also talking about kierark ppl be like Kieran was so bad to mark yeah but mark was bad to Kieran too. I'm not excusing mah boi here or mark but yeah they both not angels (hahaha). Tbh I loved Raphael so much (also saphael). He was so great I loved this lil asshole so much I cried when he died so much. S E BA S T I A N F U C K IN G M O R G E R N S T E RN !! ! Also ! Ace! representation ! Is ! Important ! I'm! Happy! But yeah Rip this babe. I loved Ty and Livvy ever since I first read them in the books, I was super excited for an autistic character and related to Livvy as my little brother is also autistic. (Livvy deserved better tbh). They're just so great and cute, I love them. We don't deserve them tbh. I love ty, I'm sorry, Sherlock so much and his twin sister (Euros lol don't shoot me) is an inspiration. Livvy is so protective and I love her. Ty is just so protective and I love him. I love them both so much. Kieran, mah boi, my sass ball, my salty bitch, my faerie boi, my king's son, my slayer, my great handsome beautiful amazing boi. Okay I don't even know why I love him so much I just do. He's misunderstood and before yall bitch at me like oh that poor special snowflake he Hurting he misunderstood poor bean do he need a tiny violin to play sad music for him where's thE P R O O F OF T H I S BI T C H ! !! Yall can read up on this subject on other post about it I've reblogged. O K A Y he did some bad things he regrets and wished he could rewind and stop. Um. So has almost every other fricking character in this book series apart from really young kids don't just blame my baby gods guys. Magnus is just the best, if you hate him you're wrong doesn't matter who you are or what ever. You're wrong. He's a great great bf, fiancée, future husband, father, future uncle, babysitter, cat sitter, lover, friend, Warlock, person and soul. I love him I'd give up all my soul and body for him. I worship him, I love his design, speech patterns, personality, methods, over all character and just everything. If I wasn't attracted to female only I'd high-key be crushing on Magnus Bane. Bi the way (see what I did there) he great don't ever hurt. Also he slays. And Harry Shum Jr. does a great job portraying him in the series, he great. Drop everything because you've come to the last of the superior squad (Ty, Livvy, Kieran, Magnus and Alec) Buckle the fuck up guys it's time to go for a spin in the Mystery mobile (or w/e the fuck it's called). Ah Alec, my biggest fave rivalled only by Ty my other biggest fave, he's so handsome brave and amazing. Malec is like supreme OTP (with Kitty and Kierark of course) I live for their dynamic both in the book and on the screen in the TV show. I love Alec as he's incredibly relatable, beautiful, great with kids, a great leader, a great bf/financée/lover/husband, a great person. I love him. If i could if adopt him as my son. I'm screaming he's just so good. Also he hecka attractive for a guy if i was a guy 10/10 would bed and we'd this handsome boi. Also the way he roasted Zara Dearborn, she was more like deadborn back then. (Also when Kieran joined in I cried tears of joy). When are we gonna talk about his alleged bondage kink btw? Hmu with fic and Fanart with this if you have it. In conclusion I love them all very much! Special mentions to: Gwyn, Arthur, Malcolm (idk why), Annabel (kinda i guess), Jaime (Un petit peu), Nene, Nerissa and Aodaon (?) (he cute).

[xielians]

1. Real name : [redacted]

2. Nickname(s) : miko etc etc

3. Fav. color: nil

4. Male or female : female

5. Nursery/Kindergarten : [redacted]

6. Primary School : [redacted]

7. Secondary :  [redacted]

8. College : NTU

9. Hair Color : Black

10. Tall or Short : short :/

11. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans

12. Phone or Camera : phone

13. Health freak : nope, i just end up liking the healthier options

14. Orange or Apple : orange

15. Do you have a crush on someone : ....komAEDA, nah im jk. uh i guess. everything is kind of just weird rn so :/

16. Eat or Drink : drink

17. Piercings : im scared of holes on my body so no

18. Pepsi or Coke: i dont mind either, i drink coke more i guess??

19. Been in an airplane : yeah

20. Been in a relationship : yeah

21. Been in a car accident : nah

22. Been in a fist fight : nah

23. First piercing : nah

24. Best friend(s): is this asking me list them, bc no.

25. First award : integrity award. iM DEAD

26. First crush : i did have one

27. First word : ???? idk??????

28. Zodiac Sign: gemini

29. Last person you texted : uh, my club committee member i think?? 

30. Last person you talked to: uh this one person on discord that does not follow me here whatsoever

31. Last person you watched a movie with : i stared at this for so long until i remembered -- odin

32. Last food you ate : bread

33. Last movie you watched : ousama game live action. it was bad im dead

34. Last song you listened to : i literally just woke up. the last song i heard was last night and idk what it was

35. Last thing you bought : good question. probably subway?

37. Fav Food : hot steaming rice

38. Fav Drink : idk, bubble tea or something

39. Fav Bottoms : ??? idk, i like skirts, theyre pretty

40. Fav Flower : uhhhh, idk??? baby romantica or something. i like the colours. roses are pretty actually. but also theres lots of sunflower paintings in my home so im also obliged to say sunflowers

41. Fav Animal : cats!!

42. Color/s : idk, purple, pink, white????

43. Fav Movie : perfect blue!

44. Fav Subject : i dont have a fav subject. dont talk about education in front of me

HAVE YOU EVER:

(Put an X in the brackets if yes)

45. [x] fallen in love with someone.

46. [x]celebrated Halloween.

47. [x] had your heart broken.

48. [x] went over the data on your cell phone.

49. [x] had someone like you

51. [ ] got pregnant. 

52. [ ] had an abortion. 

53. [x] did something I regret.

54. [x] broke a promise.

55. [x] hid a secret.

56. [x] pretended to be happy.

57. [x] met someone who changed your life.

58. [x] pretended to be sick.

59. [X] left the country.

60. [X] tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it.

61. [X] cried over the silliest thing.

62. [X] ran a mile.

63. [x] went to the beach with your best friend.

64. [x] got into an argument with your friends.

65. [x] disliked someone.

66. [ ] stayed single for 2 years since the first time you had a boyfriend/girlfriend.

CURRENTLY:

67. Eating : nothing

68. Drinking : milk

69. Listening : LMAO, aruvn’s cover of the mystic messenger op

70. Sitting/Laying : sitting

71. Plans for today: rp on sakura & gon, but firstly, dO YOUR HOMEWORK HOLY SHIT @SELF, CAN YOU STOP FRICKING PROCRASTINATING

72. Waiting for : me to finish this meme

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids : nah

74. Want to get married : nah, unless there are financial benefits to getting married, then ill rope someone to doing that-- IM JK

75. Career : a publishing company

76. Lips or eyes : i would like to retain both, but i like eyes better

77. Shorter or Taller : taller

78. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic

81. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship

82. Looks or personality: Personality

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts : nah

84. Snuck out of a house : actually.....yes,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

85. Held a gun/knife for self defense : no

86. Killed somebody : no

87. Broken someone’s heart : yeah

88. Been in love : yeah

89. Cried when someone died : yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself : lmao never

91. Miracles : nah

92. Love at first sight : crush at first sight? maybe, not love tho. never love

93. Heaven : why not

94. Santa Claus: lol no

95. Aliens: why not

96. Ghosts : Y E S 

TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you really want to be with right now : nah

98. Do you know who your real friends are : hmm, more or less

100. Post as 100 truths : Yes Tagging: lazy to tag except for @lolis4laifu bc i mentioned you up there. dat sudden onoken in a random live action movie tho Tagged by: @fishofthelake & @propertyofaminus. ty for the tagg

[toothsoup]

tagged by: @lizard-boot-camp you fricking nerd 

rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people 

my tags: if i tag the same ppl as skye do i die uhhhh anyway - @tiredluigi @thevocamon @pixelzarya @pixelmei @what-the-birb @the-wind-whistler @moonybear @the-ghosty-king @democraccy @mysticeagleconnoisseur @wronginallthewrightways @meesawannadie @international-spacestation @shuck-you-lightworm @xingniu @ppeachier @adumbrat-e @xavierfieldiezz @catsatellite @mameihua

THE LAST:

1. Drink: good ole water 

2. Phone call: @trxnquilvibes

3. Text message: uhhhh texting lola abt space

4. Song you listened to: mango kimono by ljones

5. Time you cried: like 2 hours ago 

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: no

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: ya

8. Been cheated on: no

9. Lost someone special: yep

10. Been depressed : lol 

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: no

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: grey, pale yellow, periwinkle

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: yep!!!

16. Fallen out of love: :/

17. Laughed until you cried: definitely

18. Found out someone was talking about you: yep lol like last week

19. Met someone who changed you: yes!!!

20. Found out who your friends are: a few ig

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: uhhh all but like 4?

23. Do you have any pets: my angel marshmallow kitty baby rory, a yorkie named piper, and a betta named skye!

24. Do you want to change your name: g od yes

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: i went 2 a pub w my parents and cried and then my dad moved out the next day

26. What time did you wake up: 11:39

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: i was either skyping kill or watching barakamon

28. Name something you can’t wait for: death?? wow edgy but uhhh rn i want my amazon order so bad lol

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: like 2 hours ago 

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i was a successful and motivated neurotypical who loved myself

31. What are you listening to right now: in your arms by saib

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my back is killing me??

34. Most visited website: my grades portal and ao3 lol

35. Mole/s: uh….more than 40

36. Mark/s: i have a birthmark on my thigh and in the middle of my back, matching scars from dance on each ankle, weird but not matching scars on my hands/wrists (a fire ant bite and an oven burn lol), a scar all the way down my stomach from where i tried to climb a fence, a scar on my scalp from where imy friend dropped me on my head, a scar on my lip from hitting my chin on a toilet seat when i was little, and like a dent near my eye from a wasp sting. also just weird acne scars n KP scars on my arms n legs, wow i love oversharing

37. Childhood dream: i wanted to be a doctor/pharmacist lmao that was my parents fault tho

38. Hair color: naturally dark brown, almost black but rn its dark red

39. Long or short hair: short

40. Do you have a crush on someone: :3

41. What do you like about yourself: idk i seem to be able to make people laugh and i like my handwriting 

42. Piercings: two in each earlobe

43. Blood type: O negative i t??Hink???

44. Nickname: baz, nate, ghost, goose, ghoot

45. Relationship status: single

46. Zodiac: pisces

47. Pronouns: they/them

48. Favorite TV Show(s): steven universe, american dad lol, oitnb, idk man i waste so much time watching shows

49. Tattoos: not yet

50. Right or left hand: right

51. Surgery: uhh i had ear tubes when i was like 4

52. Hair dyed in different color: 4 times so far

53. Sport: irish dance n marching band/guard

55. Vacation: like…the last one?? uhh i was just in michigan and indiana for camp/grandparents

56. Pair of trainers: uhh i like a lot of shoes they’re my weakness but i have cool grey skechers i just got that r really light and i like them

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: i ate lo mein earlier ?

58. Drinking: apple juice in like 5 seconds

59. I’m about to: go to bed hopefully

61. Waiting for: before the storm, my goddamn amazon order, my class schedule, voltron season 3

62. Want: too much

63. Get married: mixed feelings

64. Career: editing or architecture 

WHICH IS BETTER

65. Hugs or kisses: hugs or like…not lip kissing 

66. Lips or eyes: uhhh eyes

67. Shorter or taller: shrug

68. Older or younger: shrug

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: idk what nice refers to uh

71. Sensitive or loud: both

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: both

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a Stranger: no

75. Drank hard liquor: yes

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yeah whoops

77. Turned someone down: yes

78. Sex on the first date: no

79. Broken someone’s heart: gosh i hope not

80. Had your heart broken: sorta

81. Been arrested: almost but luckily no

82. Cried when someone died: i cried about someone who died 3 years ago yesterday so yeah

83. Fallen for a friend: all the fucking time

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: lol funni

85. Miracles: i dunno anymore

86. Love at first sight: sorta

87. Santa Claus: i kinda wish but no

88. Kiss on the first date: i mean idc??

OTHER:

90. Current best friend name: im listing multiple bc?? its complicated okay?? simon, emily, ryan, kill, gail, abby, megan. 

91. Eye color: brown and not even a nice brown 

92. Favorite movie: me and earl and the dying girl or scott pilgrim vs the world

[waytoopersonaloof]

OkaY life rly doesn’t want me to get better

(TW: self harm mention)

But frick that I’m getting better anyways. Imabout to rant so I apologize but fRICK this whole week has been getting to me. I have one friend who’s doing good but her moms the worst and she talks to me a lot about it, another friend who has that only-child-I-should-never-be-sad-complex (if you know you know) and her boyfriend broke up with her after three years so naturally she goes out and gets drunk and high and has sex with other guys and I’m just trying to keep her from going down a bad path because the only other person I know with the same personality traits as her just slit her wrists and wrecked her family’s car (she’s okay but if you know her you know it was for attention and I never say that stuffs for attention but yeesh this woman sucks) and her family keeps covering up everything she does and she keeps them hostage with the I’m-gonna-kill-myself-if-you-leave thing and I’m super close to them and I just feel for her kids and they’re coming to me for advice and I just have random people coming to me for advice all the time? Like please I’m just trying to be healthy and get homework done on time I wanna be a nurse jeez. I feel super insensitive for not wanting to be their person but I have so much stuff to do, I have so much hw, I too have problems like my family is really goin through it rn and being the oldest kid of like a lot rly gives you responsibilities that normally someone wouldn’t have. Anyways if anyone read down to here and has advice on how to be someone’s friend and not thearapist I’d really appreciate it.

Guess what tho I’m still gonna get better I’m gonna do it, I stayed up too late to do hardcore cardio tomorrow but I’ll do some yoga and eat super clean :) I’ll probably post some before pics to compare to later and maybe just a few more posts about how I’m feelin, it being the first day of the rest of my life and all. Also if anyone wants to be friends HMU I won’t rant to you lol.

[idneversayaword]

Question tag woo (only 26 days late)

Okay just gonna say sorry @cl-itry for the time delay cause my life said screw you and fricked up like a day after I was tagged but I remembered at like 3 am last night and better late than never I guess (again, so sorry, ly) 

Questianos:

1. How tall are you? Like barely 5 foot lmao help im short

2. What colour and style is your hair? Dark brown hair that’s stupidly curly and just past my shoulders

3. What colour are your eyes? Idfk they’re a weird greeny, grey-y, yellowy mess usually but when I’m either super excited or I just cried they’re a really deep green woo

4. Do you wear glasses? No but I need to have my eyes tested cause I never have whoops

5. Do you have braces? Nope (thank god no one could understand me if I did)

6. What’s your fashion sense? Rn i have no idea cause i’m in love with a new denim pinafore dress I’ve gotten while wearing black skinny jeans and flannel is my go to outfit??? idk help

7. Do you have any siblings? A sister that’s like 4 years older than me (who is the same height as me haha suck it u short butt)

8. What kind of student are you? I pay attention and I concentrate and my brain’s like lol no u suck so I get lost a lot

9. What are your favourite subjects? I love geography (cause im the best in the class there woo) and resistent materials is neato, while I despise maths (.and stupid formulas and dumb numbers and dumber teachers that don’t know jack shite haha hate u Mrs Gibson)

10. What are you favourite tv shows? I don’t watch that much TV but F.R.I.E.N.D.S is always great and I currently am obsessed with  the Wizard of Oz remake show Emerald City (luv it). excluding those Skam and Haikyuu!! are like the best things in the world

11. Favourite books? All HP books (obvs (not curse child tho, u suck)) and I found the book More Than This by Patrick Ness again today and I cannot express my love for this book enough omg just omg

12. Favourite past times? Interneting (I stg I don’t even know what I do) and reading (mostly fanfics tbh) 

13. Any regrets? I regret a doing few things and meeting a few people but I’ve grown because of them

14. What’s your dream job? Something that I enjoy? I honestly don’t mind what but I love traveling and I love the world and teaching would ben fun (lil kids tho)

15. Do you want to get married? All depends on the person my frens

16. Do you want kids? How many? Idk I think one load of me-genes if enough for now. I wouldn’t want just one child tho, having one would make me sad that they don’t have a sibling like I do

17. How many countries have you visited? England and Wales tho I really wanna go to Venice one day

Tags:

@nerdy-chocobo u succ

@d-o-d-i-e u suck

aaaaaaaaaaand that’s it I have no friends. 

the end

(syke now u gotta do it cause you’re reading this. also ur my friends now tag me I wanna read these things)

[aliciavspinnet]

i was tagged by @owvlery (thank yeee)(for this but also i am enjoying ur anon hour with the coffee theme cause lol)  >tagging @fjrebolt @mollyprewett @nexvilles @artemxis @fleurrdelacour @jilys  @jamespottuh @dementvr and anyone else who would like to complete these funky questions (tag me)(so i can intrude on ur personal lives plz) 🐝rules: complete the survey and say who tagged you in the beginning. when you’re finished, tag people to do this survey. have fun and enjoy! 1: are you named after someone? nopity nope  2: when was the last time you cried? erm i suddenly can’t remember anything in life (maybe within the last week)(like i saw at least one movie i am fairly certain i cried in)  3: do you like your handwriting? ya (altho i get annoyed when trying to do artsy stuff sometimes cause i tend to slope up or down when there r no lines to draw on)(that’s not really handwriting tho more like my ability to write in a straight line idk)  4: what is your favourite lunch meat? this is a weird question – chicken? is this meant to be for in a sandwich? or just meat u like for lunch? (all i can think of is how i hate most meat people put in sandwiches so idk) (i’m probably gonna be a vegetarian some day lol)(even tho that’s a stupid idea cause i’m low on iron)(idk stay tuned)  5: do you have kids? hahahahahhaaa nope i am still a kid (tho not legally)(cries)(i have had to fill out too many forms recently)(i don’t like being responsible someone halp)  6: if you were another person, would you be friends with you? yes i’m freaking amazing (lol idk it might get boring if we were like clones cause we’d have exactly the same ideas) (or would that be interesting) (who the frick knows?)  7: do you use sarcasm? lol m8 who do u think i am? ofc 

8: do you still have your tonsils? yeappo 9: would you bungee jump? i like the idea of thrills like i am an adventurer and thrill seeker but heights r a nono for me like i struggle going up the sky tower and stuff so i probably wouldn’t be able to get to the platform but i feel like it’d be a sick life experience tho  10: what is your favourite kind of cereal? there is this stuff called berry berry nice and i loved it as a child and still love it (also weet bix is a must have in the pantry also)  11: do you untie your shoes when you take them off? i do atm i go thro stages (i am a capable human rn)   12: do you think you’re a strong person? i am weak but not weak willed (altho my mind is a sieve) (but like i am strong in character i reckon) (just don’t ask me to lift heavy objects) (plz) (my arms will snap) 13: what is your favourite ice cream flavour? cookies n cream can take my soul (but also with rly fancy ice cream u gotta love like mango sorbets and stuff)  14: what is the first thing you notice about people? um? i’ll get back to u i sorta don’t really know – i mean i guess their general appearance if i meet them in person ??  16: what is the least favourite physical thing you like about yourself? my crappy skin can go screw itself ty  17: what colour pants and shoes are you wearing now? lol i just woke up i have no pants or shoes on (funny story i just went into the kitchen to get an apricot (yum) and then there was a random man in our garden (i think he is here to fix the pool filter) and he looked like he was gonna try and come in and talk to someone about our filter but i didn’t want to interact with him pantless so i ran past the window cause also if he saw me he’d expect interaction)  19: what are you listening to right now? melanie martinez is rocking my new stereo (or boombox)(lol i love that word)  20: if you were a crayon, what colour would you be? i don’t care about the colour but i want a pretentious name (like idk mermaid mania but it’s just a nice blue for the sea)(okay i looked up crayon colour names and i wanna be Permanent Geranium Lake)(it’s red)(wtf)  21: favourite smell? ahhh help!! how do i chose (i’m just gonna list off a few) cinnamon, lavender, the sea, vanilla,  22: who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? my mum’s friend who answered the phone when my mum was driving and it was a very awkward conversation (and i still brought a crappy plate holder because of it)(whyyy)  23: favourite sport to watch? waterpolo probs cause i used to play and i love it  24: hair color? like a light brown ? (i wanna dye it pink)(like bright pink)(it could look terrible but i sorta wanna do it)  25: eye colour? like brown but also could be hazel cause there is a little green tint sometimes  26: do you wear contacts? when i rly need to see and i wanna swim or soemthing (but i have to be desperate)(they suck the life outta my eyes and general being)  27: favourite food to eat? apple crumble is my go to for this question cause it’s my true love  28: scary movies or comedy? quality of movie not genre is what i judge by (also depends what mood i’m in)(but i’m up for both)  29: last movie you watched? la la land (wozah)  30: what colour of shirt are you wearing? urm it’s a alice through the looking glass shirt (i still haven’t seen the movie)(but i love the books)(and someone brought it for me)(and it’s the perfect pajama top) it’s white but there is blue on it too

31: summer or winter? gimme that long summer break with the beach and the sun !! (it’s officially summer now guys btw)(cause the shape of my bikini has been completely seared onto my body)(whoops: how not to be sunsafe with kate)  32: hugs or kisses? gimme them hugs plz  33: what book are you currently reading? too many books i h8 myself  34: who do you miss right now? my best friend has been away (and away from wifi) for a bit and i miss talking to her  35: what is on your mouse pad? lol (no mousepad sry kiddos)  36: what is the last tv program you watched? friends ? maybe ? i think i watched an episode when my friend came over recently  37: what is the best sound? woww this is harddd i love weird laughs honestly everyone laugh is so so precious also i love the sounds of nature and summer and the beach (also music is a quality sound)  38: rolling stones or the beatles? aghjsdk okay well i love both but the beatles and i have a longer history so i’m gonna have to choose the good ol sargent pepper’s lonely heart’s club band  39: what is the furthest you have ever traveled? aussie (it’s gonna be a shook to the system when i have to be on a plane any longer than 3 hours)  40: do you have a special talent? i won the last catch a marshmellow in ur mouth competition against my siblings? and i am the master of do everything the last minute (idk)(i’m pretty good at reading people i guess?)  41: where were you born? haha here (nz)(oh and let’s pretend it wasn’t hamilton)

[herder-of-gnorbus]

Tagged by @duckaccino!! thanks pal this was fun

LAST: Last Drink: choccy milk Last Phone Call: my dad Last Text Message: automated reminder for my therapist appointment lol Last Song You Listened To: Pointer Sisters - I’m so excited Last Time I Cried: uhhh dont remember probably like yesterday

HAVE YOU EVER: Dated Someone Twice: nope Been Cheated On: not that i know Kissed Someone and Regretted It: i regret every boy i kissed they didnt deserve my beautiful lips!!!! Lost Someone Special: yes Been Depressed: i have been depressed for a long time now :-) Been Drunk and Thrown Up: i have been drunk, but never thrown up from it

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

Made a New Friend: yes!!! Fallen Out of Love: no Laughed Until You Cried: i tear up every time i laugh LOL Met Someone Who Changed You: my therapist LOL Found Out Who Your True Friends Were: wow this is such a high school question lmao!! but no. all my friends are true friends. Found Out Someone Was Talking About You: not that i can remember but im sure people are

GENERAL: How many people on tumblr do you know in real life? I’ve met up with one tumblr person but i mostly keep the two separate Do you have any pets? three dogs and two rabbits! Do you want to change your name? yes please god let me change my name!!! What time did you wake up this morning? i slept through 5 alarms so 9:20AM What were you doing last night? i reread a shitty manga Name something you cannot wait for: realistically: disneyland. unrealistically: a gf who will love me Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: lmao this dude from my high school senior class was named tom. now he always sends me vids of him and his gf vaping What’s getting on your nerves rn? the fact that my hands don’t smell like soap Blood type: O negative baby! Nickname: Swagmeister 5000 Zodiac sign: gemini B))) Pronouns: she/her Favorite tv show: ATLA, Rupaul’s Drag Race, GoT, uhhh nothing else jumping to mind College: uggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i still have to re apply dont remind me Hair colour: blonde! im gonna dye it blonde-er soon tho! Long or short: im gonna cut it like to my shoulders soon Do you have a crush on someone: i dreamed i was dating Rihanna last night What do you like about yourself: how fucking hot i am got dang! and my inability to give a fuck

FIRSTS: First surgery: never had surgery First piercing: no piercings First best friend: my friend kazu, we’re still best friends and about to smoke some got dang kush! First sport you joined: dancing, if that counts First vacation: Belgium, but I was too young to remember First pair of sneakers: my sister’s adidas shoes -- they lasted 6 years! Eating: Uhhh im guessing my mothers milk??? lol??? Drinking: when i was a baby i dipped my pacifier in the champagne LOL we have a video of it

I’m about to: smoke some god dang weed! Listening to: the rain!!!! its too fricking loud!!!! Want kids: god no!!! literally no upsides to having children Get married: and share my living space and my stuff???? in your dreams! Career: that’s not really a thing here.

WHICH IS BETTER: Lips or eyes: they are both different parts that i appreciate in a different way Hugs or kisses: kisses please Shorter or taller: TALLER PLEASE TALLER I LOVE TALL GIRLS Older or younger: idk Romantic or spontaneous: romantic!!! i only live for romance Sensitive or loud: sensitive Hook up or relationship: relationships Troublemaker or hesitant: idk what this is even supposed to mean

HAVE YOU EVER: Kissed a stranger: god no!! Drank hard liquor: yea Lost glasses/contacts: i dont wear glasses or contacts because im not a nerd! Sex on first date: ive never been on a date! we don’t do the whole “dating” thing here. It’s just not a thing! Broken someone’s heart: not that i can recall Been arrested: lol no Turned someone down: yes omg this story is WILD!!! it was my first year of high school and i was 12 i think or 11. this dude i was friends with was nice and all, and suddenly he confessed to me. i said sorry im not in love with you and he threw a bag of chips over my head!!!! i smelled like cheese and onion the entire day!!!!! Fallen for a friend: yes? how can you fall for someone who is not your friend?

DO YOU BELIEVE: In yourself: in certain aspects, yes. in others, nooooo Miracles: yes absolutely Love at first sight: yes!!!!!!!! Heaven: all dogs go to heaven but that’s it. Santa Claus: we don’t celebrate that here

tagging anyone who feels like doin it!