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seawaveleo · 5 months ago

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A WILDCARD IS ACTIVE!

#skizzleman #mumbo jumbo #wild life smp #wlsmp #life series #trafficblr #dapper duo #mcyt #(I'M NORMAL I'M CALM I'M FINE)#fanart #digital art #waveleoart #scopophobia tw

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melodiesofmidnight · 4 months ago

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#ok ok ok ok ok #this news does normal things to me #it's fine I'm calm #phantom of the opera #poto #phantom new york

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seaofreverie · 3 months ago

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GOT TICKETS FOR SPARKS IN LONDON AND BERLIN!!!!!!!!!

#god this shit was so stressful. never again #first it didn't say anything about there being a presale for london on the venue's website so i was like damn #guess i'll have to wait until tomorrow. oh and also it wouldn't let me in on firefox so i had to switch to edge #then the hour hit so i go to the berlin presale and oh god oh noooo it's all seated and with different ticket prices and all so what do i d #i choose the seats and they sold out already of course. i refresh the site. i try to find ANY seats that don't say that they're locked #and can't find any so i'm like ??? and then i have the eureka moment that they're locked behind a code because that's how the presale works #and i have the code so USE THE DAMN CODE!!! i choose seats and buy the tickets it's fine #i go back to the london sale and see that wow nevermind there ARE tickets available today. there are standing tickets!!! i grab the tickets #i try to pay but oops hit the daily limit on my card. i change the limit in rising panic. it still doesn't go through #i switch the payment option and retry over and over again like 6 times it still doesn't go through. what the fuck.#THEN i realize that i changed the limit for card payments not INTERNET payments. i change that limit. i buy the tickets successfully #scariest 20 minutes of my life but i did it i'm in. i'm gonna see sparks 3 TIMES!!!!!#it's over it's back to normal life now i can be calm and free again. it's all fine i did it YAYYYYY. MAD! SUMMER HERE I COME #goosepost

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jongside · 3 months ago

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cr // mlml245

#seoho #oneus #i mean i'm feeling sooooooooo fine and calm and normal about him #*clutches heart and sobs*#HOW CAN HE BE SO BEAUTIFUL AND BREATHTAKING?!#😭💖#sweetums 🌕#lee seoho #oneus seoho

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sherlock-is-ace · 8 months ago

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#idk if it's because i've given autism a very in depth look now or if i just always been like this and never really thought about it #but i'm finding it harder and harder to match my feelings to what i guess i'm supposed to feel?#like when something sad happens and i have no reaction to it #it's not that i'm not sad or that i'm glad it's happening but i just have no feelings?#which in turn bring put feelings of guilt because i'm not sad or worried enough...#it's such a weird experience and i'm of course not saying that autistic people have no feelings #that's so not what i'm saying #but it is a trait of autism to have difficulty pinpointing what you feel and also difficulty expressing it in ways other people usually doit #so perhaps it is because i've learned about that that I'm accepting that maybe i just don't feel things ''the normal way''#but i'm having a weird one tonight because my mom had to leave because of an emergency with my grandma #and it's 1am right now #and i am worried. of course i am. I don't want my grandma to suffer (although i have accepted she's not gonna live much longer)#but i still don't want her to die obviously #and most importantly I don't want my mom to have to go through that... to see her mother die? that's horrible #i'm obviously sad and worried #yet i'm sitting here drinking coffee and laughing at funny videos like nothing's happening #and i feel fine... like as if my mom was just sleeping at home like every night and not at a hospital visiting her dying mother...#and i know that years back i would have gone ''what the fuck is wrong with me?!'' and perhaps maybe forced myself to feel worse #or to cry or whatever because I can't be chill when something bad is happening...#and maybe i'll feel that way when my mom is back because I can't be calm and happy is she's sad #that would be rubbing it in her face #so maybe i'll feel more guilty then?#idk it's a weird feeling that i wanted to put into words #mostly for when it happens again i'll have a record of it somewhere #idk #angel talks #personal

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thanotaphobia · 1 year ago

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jrwi ACTUAL nightmare blunt rotation, ill start. clockwise, peter sqloint. rand. william wisp.

#thanatos is here too but he cant get high so he j chilling #jrwi #weed ment #peter sqloint #it'd be his first time and he'd immediately have a panic attack (been there buddy).#timothy rand #hed be fine but i knew a guy like him once and Never Again #hes stonermaxxing and it gets ANNOYING #he finishes the blunt in 2 hits and dips. like bro #william wisp #now hed be fine normally HOWEVER.#now i'm trying help peter calm down and rand is gone so will would be trying to talk MY ear off while im helping #and therefore would make the situation worse #hed also probably unknowingly feed peters anxieties #peter would also feed his #tags on this one are insane jfc

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aahw-engineer-352 · 6 months ago

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OH

OK.

THAT EXPLAINS A LOT OF THE CRASHING.

AN INPUT HAS BEEN REPORTED.

#352.txt #IM SO CALM.#AND NORMAL.#ABOUT THIS RIGHT HERE.#I'M NOT GOING TO CRASH. I'M FINE.

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sonderden · 7 months ago

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Physically, I'm already lying down.

Emotionally, I feel like I need to find a soft spot and crumple dramatically to the ground and lay down for a few weeks.

#sonder speaks #personal #but also if I wasn't fine with this being read/reblogged without context I wouldn't have posted it here #this week has been exhausting #I feel like I need permission from someone to go crawl into a nest and cry #one of my budgies died a few days ago #but I was looking after other animals that normally have a more dedicated caretaker #which was hard enough to handle that I couldn't really mourn my budgie much #especially when I need to keep happy around the remaining one so he doesn't grieve or get lonely #and I had to do a few specific tasks that are really really hard on me because nobody was there to help #and I tried to help my sister with things but none of the things worked #and a plan our family is excited about started to hit roadblocks #and one member of the family had a meltdown that triggered trauma in others in the family and drove things downhill #the family members at the center of this meltdown normally help me with chores and animal care #I was looking forward to them being home so I could rest and recuperatr and mourn #and now the meltdown has followed them here and it's built on top of years of other meltdowns and everything is tense #and of course it's bringing up old traumas and expectations and fears for me too #and I end up as a 30 year old feeling like he has 16 year old problems again #my whole body is tense #I'm not tired enough to sleep #I almost feel like crying for my budgie and all my fears and the things I let mysrlf get excited for #the things that either won't happen at all or are tainted by this veil of persistent bitterness that followed them home to me #almost #but I fear the possibility that crying could make things worse in any capacity #and I've struggled to cry for years anyway #so I'm just trying to use therapy tools to quiet the spiraling thoughts #and making this post because it feels like journaling without the pitfalls I fall into while journaling or talking directly to a person #hoping I'll get enough sleep that I don't accidentally trigger a sleep-deprivation/stress seizure my meds can't stop #and tomorrow I have to get back to studying which is very hard for me but gets me closer to making money #I liked when things were mostly good and calm and just sucked on a passive level -- can I have that again?

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gay-ppl-real · 8 months ago

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Help my pet words have breached containment

Now ANYONE could just read them!

Even YOU!!

The multi-chapter finale to the trilogy of that "short story oneshot" I wrote in... JUNE???

From the AO3 page:

A rumour begins to spread around Home, that Frank is in love with a girl named Violet. While Frank and Julie are trying to protect the truth, Sally is personally dedicated to unveiling it. Eddie is more than a little miffed about the whole ordeal; he'd thought he and Frank might've had something, after all.

#innisart #welcome home #eddie dear #frank frankly #sally starlet #welcome home fanfic #I'm so fine and cool and calm about posting this #everything is normal :)

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transgender-catboy · 1 year ago

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Ah so not only did I see that beautiful amazing incredible fanart of Miguel tonight, but then I got gifted this too???? I'm the luckiest man on planet earth

#I. love. MEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AAAAAAH #I'm fine cool calm collected and NORMAL #i have cleaning to do! i can't be losing my mind over a character rn!!#but his face 😭💖💞⁉️ he's so pretty

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ruvviks · 10 months ago

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now that i can't waste time on my own laptop i'm using my brother's laptop to actually do something useful and sort out all the files i have for the cyberpunk extended blorboverse on my drive

#personal #it helps that this time i don't have to work on a graduation project so like. i can be more normal about not having my own laptop #it's not ideal but it's like. fine. now that my brain has calmed down about it #the thing is still under warranty so if they can't fix it i'm getting a new one #and i paid the extra fee to get a backup done of my files so hopefully all of that should be safe???#but yeah i now just have to wait for anywhere between 10-30 days before i get it back. not ideal but it's fine. i can live with this i gues

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robinsnest2111 · 1 year ago

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the way I'm honest to dog growing an actual dark coarse hair neckbeard and moustache when I don't shave every 2-3 days lmao

I'M NOT EVEN ON T, MY FUCKED UP BODY JUST DOES WHAT IT WANTS APPARENTLY

#another moment of considering the possibility i might actually have an as of yet undiscovered intersex condition 🤔#like all my bloodwork is always In The Normal Range (even my hormones)#i do have some occasional blips of my thyroid fucking around and calming back down and select temporary vitamin deficiencies #but other than that doctors always tell me i'm totally fine nothing fucky going on in my body #i don't fully trust them esp. since i got a full hormone workup as a teen once and apparently the doctors were alarmed #because my T levels were higher than average?????? but my mother took that call and never scheduled any follow up stuff #so i'll never know what exactly the doctors were concerned about lol #guess i'll just get hairier and beardy-er the older i get #hope my voice will follow suit someday. that'd be nice #no male pattern baldness tho pls i'm way too attached to my hair 😭

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horrorsequel · 1 year ago

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me when i realize something i said off hand could be construed as being spiteful or angry and i have to crawl into a hole where no one can perceive me

not to be all TELL ME I'M GOOD but god every time i am forced to have self awareness i want to explode and erase my entire existence from history. why am i fucking LIKE this lol. i'm just a normal guy who is annoying sometimes and that's fucking fine. literally everyone is annoying sometimes that doesn't make me evil evil evil and universally hated. and yet it FEELS that way and i need to confess abt it and make some fucking PENANCE with uh idk. the universe. fuck why am i even talking. but i don't know where else to say the words and i HAVE to say them FFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCJkdfskljas

#kirbco brand cola #sorry i'm having a bad one?? like overall #i'm having some kind of mental misfirings. tics and compulsions and bleh blah vleh i don't know where they come from i often wonder if i'm #tricking myseslf i think what if ur just normal and u want to be special but then i think who the fuck would want what i have going on #and then of course there's the bees. in my skull.#so yanno. i don't know. no one should have taught me abt psychosomatic shit #becuase now all i do is sit and stew and think i'm makng this all up.#what the fuck am i even talking about i'm FINE ITS ALL FINE SHUT UP DUDE #i'm gonna listen to 5 million layered noises and then maybe i'll calm down

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iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 1 year ago

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"we'll just celebrate your birthday today" what if we didn't. what if today was super normal and actually maybe even the most average day ever and so is tomorrow. what if we didn't even think about what days were happening this week and let it go by super fast so we can blink and it's over. wouldn't that be nice

#i'm good i just. kind of don't like my birthday. and i mentioned it last week at work so now my coworkers know and to be fair i made it #sound like i was excited but i kinda just don't want to acknowledge it much. maybe a little but not too too much #i'd actually kinda just like to hibernate this week and not go to classes or do anything but alas #normally i'd maybe go see my friends or something but we're all in different places and all of us are super busy so #i also have to get things done before i start something but then also its something that would be very calming to me so the fact that i #cant start it yet is frustrating but its fine i get to be a lab rat a little bc i have to get my rabies titer so #idk it's fine i'm just off a little and want this week to be over #vent tw

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chrisbangs · 2 years ago

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54 cm.................... im gonna throw up

#he's so . big...... he's just so broad it makes me feel kinda .#LIKE MY KNEES GO WEAK... why is HE JUST SO BROAD #FOR WHOOOO #AND WHY NOT MEEEEE #IM GONAN BE SICK.#i wannansnfdndnnde k want i wantntntnrnekekdkd #it's fine i'm fine i'm normal i'm sane i'm calm #li.txt

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teddybeartoji · 1 year ago

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@twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat @staryukis @dollsuguru @mossmurdock

Do you fantasize about killing me like I do?

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