#(sonic having to deal w the constant nagging though of 'am i really friends with them or am i just using them as an escape') | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

spiinsparks · 2 years

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||. don’t mind me screaming, crying, dying over how freakin complicated Sonic’s bond with the Forces Rookie would have been. Genuine friendship blooming from shared trauma, and only starting because of Sonic’s own insistence at running away from his problems? Yes.

#(like on the one hand ... he likes this new guy! they're super similar and the rookie clearly has a good heart)#(and not only that but the rookie has helped his friends survive... they helped him /escape/)#(there's something so invaluable in that...)#(but ... they're also not tails.)#(and for as capable and strong-willed and a breath-of-fresh-air that they are for sonic it would never and could never be the same)#(sonic having to deal w the constant nagging though of 'am i really friends with them or am i just using them as an escape')#(not wanting that kind of friendship for ANYBODY and trying real hard to form a genuine connection !! and succeeding !! but the guilt #still being there in some small ways at the end of the day. cos they're not who he really wants to be around)#(but the people hw /wants/ to be around he just.... he can't yet. not totally it''s too overwhelming. he's not ready)#⸨ * OOC ⸩ — he was never actually called a rodent in the games but yknow .#⸨ * HC ⸩ — i’m gonna reach for the stars although they look pretty far .#(anyways i'm working on proper in-depth pages for the forces verse bc that one /alone/ needs.... yknow. a lot of info/hc dumping)

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