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[argmonster]

maybe cutting my hair on a whim is actually a GOOD idea...

[novemberthorne]

I'm turning 30 soon (November 6th 💖) and it's put me in a bit of an introspective mood.

I haven't really been active here, socially nor with my writing, but I have had a hell of a year. It's crazy to be turning 30 and still be coming to terms with basic things about myself, but I suppose that is life, we never stop changing, we never stop growing, and we're always getting to know ourselves.

When I started this account, I was in a very dark place and writing was my only positive outlet. It changed my life for the better, it helped me channel thoughts and feelings I never thought I'd dare touch, and it let me get to know so many wonderful people, among them three of which became some of the most important ones in my life. You know who you all are 💖

When I started this account, I identified as strictly male, but these days things are different. I still consider myself trans, but I've really given up on labels and pronouns and gender roles. It's been a whole journey, but I'm happier now.

When I started this account, I was in the beginning stages of burn out from work, and later that year I did burn out, and I haven't worked since. It's been over a year now. I'm still dealing with exhaustion every day, and I've finally swallowed that tough pill and accepted that my disability is most likely more severe than I thought. (I'm pushing for a CFS diagnosis right now.)

It's been one big long uphill battle, but right now I'm at least in a place where I feel like I am true and honest to myself, which is more than I can say about back when I first started this account. It feels great, even if there are rough days sometimes. I'm still writing, but inspiration is a fickle thing, especially with the brain fog and exhaustion. I'm trying not to push myself so much, but the urge and the desire to create is still there 💖

There's no real point to this post other than just letting this off my chest, and giving a bit of a life update. I wish whoever took time out of their day to read a wonderful Autumn 💖🍂 This is my favorite season, and I hope it'll be a good one 💖

Much love, November 💕

[amclennonblog]

the amount of psychic damage I get every time noel and liam are weird about each other

[petitephilo]

[dopaminepoisoning]

To the guy who shared a table with me at the coffee shop, thx for being chill

And also I'm so sorry if you could read cursive and therefore watched as I wrote gay fanfiction for three hours.

[o-kye]

bro i came out to my bio teacher and it went like this

Me: okay two things: one can we mive dnd club to wednesday i dont want to move it but my mom wants me to so maybe Teacher: you can blame me for not moving it Me: okay maybe yhank you :) also im going by kye these days Teacher: okay what pronouns Me: any Teacher: okay good to know Me: okay now SHUT UP CLASS

[callsign-relic]

I should. try to draw more tfa characters

[siren-of-the-ocean-tumbls]

Sometimes, I get semi-obsessed with a new Fandom and I need to write a Tim Drake AU. But then the logistics of world building kicks in and I have no idea how to combine these 2 canons.

Like, I have made things work before. But I am also only human

[ace-dodo]

Yesterday was ... Interesting (I disjointed my knee)

[nugget-child]

chat I promise you yesterday was definitely not my red flag showcase day

[spoonietimelordy]

Going back to finish my fucking master thesis.

[abyssboo]

Never thought I’d be crying over a movie abt euphoniums and lesbians but like. Here we are i guess ???

[carpthecarp]

I was reading a fic and i had to stop and check the date bc it was so clearly written in 2020

[annaraksta]

life in Latvia in a snapshot:

sudden, happy yelling somewhere in the neighborhood.

me: oh yeah, hockey is on, isn't it?

[swan2swan]

Me, sputtering: "Why did he [Mike Stoklasa] say 'poaster' like that?"

Me: "......."

Me: ".....yes, realized it as soon as I said it."

[flamesignite]

That’s not…

“It was only a good day, that’s all.”

@reigningsniper