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narcissisticpdcultureis · 1 year ago
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npd culture is needing to be special to everyone and as soon as you're not, feeling like sobbing until you choke
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achillez-on-pawz · 5 months ago
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gona color with my crayons
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paranoia-culture-is · 2 years ago
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paranoia culture is thinking everyone is secretly your ex, or conspiring against you with that ex
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Paranoia culture is :/
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th3whisper1ngp4ct · 29 days ago
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It's so foggy today, it feels amazing to lie in a big field with cool fog surrounding me! Kobe doesn't like it though :(
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fo-plushie · 10 months ago
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thyming · 1 month ago
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Bumblebee butts! (Bumblebutts)
(All images found on Pinterest)
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keervah · 1 year ago
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BEARIE THATS SO CUTE I LOVE IT BUT WHAT AN I SUPPOSED TO CALL YOU IF I CANT SAY YOUR NICKNAME 😞
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Yas sur bearie for now 🫵🏻
Kira is fine I guess 😭
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supertntlegend · 2 months ago
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might go back and redraw this one la la la
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more dollmare oc because I love drawing them :3 (featuring K !!!!)
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ennyshifts · 5 months ago
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someone in my dream literally told me “if you’re already in your dr, why are you trying to shift at night? if you’re already there, you’re just proving to yourself that you’re not there by doing these things to get you there, when you’re already there. just go to sleep because you’re already there.” oh!
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narcissisticpdcultureis · 1 year ago
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npd culture is "I'm literally the coolest most prettiest - wait why isn't anyone calling me the coolest most prettiest? please please please someone call me cool and pretty, im cool and pretty right?"
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kunimiri · 3 months ago
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mermaid and pirate (shadowbeans version) 🐚
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achillez-on-pawz · 5 months ago
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sorry if you have an art trade with Brutus, um. it will take a bit. at least till I'm gone :D
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kenyummy · 2 months ago
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✰ 05. the ballad of a bygone blight.
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✰ ꒰ ⍣'ˎ˗ platonic yandere batfam / spider! reader ꒱
✰ 05. your closed-off heart.
SYNOPSIS : being spidey isn't easy. being transported into an alternate universe where you're nothing but a shadow in your house, makes sneaking around a little easier... until you find yourself the apple of their eye... kind of.
note: avoidant attachment damian is canon to me okay. it's canon to me... </3 also pretty long chap idk how many words but it's a bunch
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The sky has fallen to an ashen black by the time you've all settled down and watched a fun game show together; so different from the ones back home.
After those hours of catching up—you've made sure to be careful with your words and not mention anything about any alternate universes. You can't—not with that lingering stare behind you, after all.
Whether they realised your avoidance of the topic or simply didn't think to bring it up—you were glad the rest of your friends never even hinted at it once, either.
Now you were back, sitting on the couch under a low, flickering light and cuddled up beside Johnny and Franklin.
"Franklin..." Your voice is low. Said boy is cooped up to your side, snoring softly as he drools onto you. You avert your gaze toward Sue and Reed. "How's his... mutation going? It's pretty rough being so strong so young."
Johnny glowers at the sight of Franklin so attached to your left arm—even though he's just as close, if not closer to you than his nephew is. If he were sunken any farther into you, he'd practically be in your lap.
Sue sighs, pressing her palm against her face with an exasperated look. "After that whole incident with Annihilus, his power has been developing so drastically, we aren't sure on what may occur next. He's so... he is so strong. We asked the Professor about it, and his only advice was for when we believe we cannot properly help him develop, to send him to his school."
Reed slinks his hand into his wives', gripping tightly. "But I don't think it'll come to that. Franklin... is a good kid. I don't believe he will ever lost control of himself, not like the Professor is afraid he will. Regardless—he's doing fine, and that was the reason we took him with us."
The mood is sunken, a little bit quieter as you rake your nails over Frankin' scalp—gently. Such a power so young—you remember the first time you were told this young boy was creating pocket universes under his bed at three. Two years later, and he's developed the abilities comparable to that of a god.
To be so incredible is a blessing—but for a child like Franklin, it can feel like a curse often times. You would know, you think solemnly, palm falling over his cheek.
Ben sinks into the dented couch, leaning back with a knee crossed over his leg. He breaks the silence with ease and that lovely Yancy Street accent, "That, and we didn't wanna let Tony babysit again."
"Oh yeah," Johnny grimaces. "Last time he was left alone with Frankie, he made him a suit and he flew all the way to the Carribean!"
You slap a hand over your mouth, turning to Johnny and laughing, "I heard about that! Didn't you nearly get sunk by Namor and his Atlanteans?"
Johnny hisses and looks to the side—the tips of his ears alighting with a flicker. You reach up and pat out the flame, brushing his hair back as he hides his face from your view.
Judging by the smug, knowing look Sue shoots her younger brother, you assume he was pretty annoyed by your pampering.
Despite this, the mood has become lighter. You aren't worried about what may happen in the future, or what could possibly go wrong with the young child beside you.
"Don't even mention him, or any bad guy—" Johnny slumps down, head reeking back dramatically. "I'm going stir-crazy not being able to get out and fight 'em."
Ben gives him a pointed look, "brows" furrowing, "Yer sounding less stir-crazy and more batshit mental. Ya gotta get out more."
"Tell that to him!" The blonde juts his thumb towards Reed, who simply averts his eyes. "He's the one who said we can't be seen in this unknown place."
"Yeah, it's a shame, isn't it?" You cross your arms. "While you're all resting here, I have to go out and fight crime all day. Lucky me."
Johnny raises his hands in defence, "Yeah, you are lucky. I'd kill to get out and get some action. I'm tired of being cooped up in here all day like the world doesn't need me."
"Don't go getting a big head, Johnny." Sue frowns. "This world has survived fine without you. I'm sure it'll live even without you, as well."
Johnny and Sue start to bicker in the traditional sibling fashion—shooting the other glares and mocks, all the while Reed seems to be deep in thought. (And as always, Ben is simply enjoying the scene in front of him).
"Actually..." Reed speaks up—catching the attention of everybody in the room with ease. "Perhaps... it could be a good thing to go public. It would give us an easy way to collect materials we need if we could go out and use our powers freely."
"... Reed? You can't be serious—" Sue blinks in shock.
Ben slams his two rocky fists together, "Hell yeah! It's been a minute since I said my favourite line—"
"—It's clobberin' time, we know." Johnny shakes his head. Ben simply shoots the matchstick a glare.
"That aside; it'll help us make that..." Reed hums, glancing at you for a moment, "That very intricate device we'd been needing to create. The last one was created by the combined nature of me, Tony, and Hank—so making it alone may provide more difficult, but absolutely not impossible. Not much tech to work with, either... this might take a while..."
Sue places a hand on her husbands shoulder, and he seems to break out of the strange mumble he reduced his voice to. "Thank you, Susan. But yes—given we collect the right resources and I have time to work on this, we should be able to remake it."
"That's great!" You smile, grin brightening. You could go home! You could actually go home! Not sure when—but soon couldn't come soon enough. "You guys can fight alongside me, and now this! This is great news!"
"Eh ... I already told you Reed was making some of that crazy tech stuff, didn't I?" Johnny shrugs, resting his head to the side. "Besides—It's Reed. Why wouldn't be tinkering with some weird invention?"
"... Thank you for the vote of confidence, Johnny." Reed murmurs, eyes falling to the side. "If we want to make something as intricate as... that, from scratch, we'll definitely need the most brilliant minds helping."
"Ah... yeah. Too bad Tony isn't here, huh? Hank, too. They'd be a real help." You smile sadly, looking to the side.
"Actually, [name], I'd rather like you to look over some of the teleporters with me. Give your opinion on what I should do with what I have."
"R... really?" You look up at him with sparkly eyes. "You really...?"
He nods, smiling. You bite down on the insides of your cheek to stop yourself from grinning madly—instead, you opt to rushing over and wrapping your arms around his neck, jumping up and down.
"Thank you! Yeah, I'd be—" You pull back, coughing with a flushed face. "I'd be totally honoured. Yeah. Um—I promise to not get any webs on them this time!"
"I'll take your word for it," Reed chuckles. Happiness practically bursts out of your chest at the recognition from the smartest man in the world.
Perhaps you were more than you gave yourself credit for—and way more than what that family gave you credit for.
You sit back down and Franklin crawls back into your lap, snoring softly. Johnny attaches himself to your side and keeps a warm arm snug around your shoulder, smiling down at you.
The warm fuzzy feeling pools down at the bottom of your stomach and each time you laugh, you feel your heart grow fonder.
You had never felt so at home in this strange place. These four—these five—this was your family, and you'd never feel otherwise.
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Damien feels a tug in his chest. More than a tug, actually—it's like a rope has tied a noose around his ribs and is rattling them repeatedly.
He's biting down so hard on his lips and the inside of your cheek that blood seeps from between chapped lips. He chews them raw—not even noticing the pain.
He hadn't even realised when he pulled his katana out from its holster on his back. He hadn't realised when he gripped it so taut his knuckles turned a milky white. He hadn't even realised when his eyes zeroed in on the sight of you cuddling up with that dark-haired boy.
Allowing him close to you—clinging to your arm so pathetically and pressing his face against your stomach as if he'd done it a hundred times over and acting like you're his older sibling or something stupid like that—
Damian steadies his erratic breathing. Unscrunching his face, but he cannot seem to stop glaring daggers. Even when he makes eye contact with that man—Reed, he believes you referred to him as—he does not tear his sharp gaze away.
You stare so tenderly at the young boy (younger than Damian is. By a few years or so, most likely). You cradle his cheek in your hand with such love it makes your actual brother, your blood brother, feel sick to his stomach.
Raking your fingers through his hair like you'd never done with your siblings before. Holding him close like you wished to protect him from the world and all the horrors within it.
How could you possibly hope to protect this... Frankie, when you cannot even protect yourself? The scarring left from the bullet still lay on your shoulder, a ghostly reminder of how you became victim to the evil this city holds.
A reminder to Damian on how he must protect you now. As his duty.
In this cruel world, you have lost to it—and yet, you choose to coddle others? You choose to keep others safe and close to your heart, but never your family?
His heart is lit aflame with rage. His jaw is taut and clenched tightly—feeling his teeth grit beneath his tongue and his mind fizzle with boiling anger. He hadn't felt this irrational in so long. Not until...
He doesn't remember ever seeing you in a such a light. He doesn't remember seeing you.
But now he does—and now, he feels so much fuming ferocity. Watching you send the softest of smiles to him and allowing him to feel your soft, untainted touch.
(A touch not tainted by years of relentless crime fighting—a silky grasp that could only be given by that kind of regularity Damian had never known).
Much earlier, he had realised you were that vigilante he met so long ago. That spider-like fiend who seemed to have those never-endingly sticky webs.
This is why you'd been skipping classes so often, and why he never saw you around. That's why he hadn't seen those pitiful eyes be directed toward his two, barely there elder brothers, after each and every violent patrol.
That is why you have become so distant. So far away—Drake had described it. Damian didn't bother to listen because he didn't care enough to.
That doesn't matter. In the end, none of it matters. Not to him. It didn't change his image of you.
He hadn't known you long enough for it to shift in any way—nor had he ever tried to. Despite this, he is content. If this new version of you is all he will ever know, then so be it. This will be his you—the sincerity in your touch and the love in your eyes.
(Yet, never seen toward him).
He has little time to ponder and brood. Before he knows it—the glass door is sliding open and, on that balcony, he is no longer alone.
You hesitate for a moment before speaking. "Damian?"
He blinks. He is not used to hearing his name from your mouth in anything but a furious tone. Yet, despite this—it is anything bur the saccharine way you told that Franklin he's your favourite—
"Damian. Why did you follow me?" You demand, voice more firm than your question-like tone before.
You stand before him, arms crossed under your chest and a hard expression on your face. Stern. Like a real older sibling. He had never seen you make that kind of face before.
(For whatever odd reason, he feels small again. Like lowering his head and apologising for something he had not even done—you've never had that sort of effect before).
... And yet, despite all he's acted like in the past; in this present moment, he doesn't know what to say to you. Very uncharacteristical.
(For that Franklin, it came so easy. Like running up to you with those stupid googly eyes was the most regular thing to him. Damian doesn't believe he will ever be able to feel as normal as that).
Fortunately, he manages to scrounge up some words to say like it was a board game. "I... happened to catch you swinging here. In that ridiculous costume and to your even more ridiculous friends."
Your brow twitches in annoyance at his words. He notices it so wholly that it strikes deep into his chest. Why are you so dissatisfied with him? Why does it make him so unfathomably upset?
"One, my costume is cool. Two, my friends aren't ridiculous. Don't talk about them like that." Your tone is upset.
All these strong emotions hit him like a freight train and suddenly he doesn't know how to speak properly. Don't look at him like that. Why are you so kind to that other child, but you are so cruel toward him? It's unfair. Absolutely unfair.
He must've been quiet longer than he realised. Clutching the bottom of his cape tight into his blood-bathed grip, practically shaking. He must look so utterly pathetic for you to offer him menial pity.
(Just like you used to—except now it feels like a wave crashing against the shore, covering the burning lava stones in a cool tide).
"So, you know, then?" You glance downward at Damian after pinching your temple. He breaks his eye contact with the concrete and looks back to you. "That I'm that spider hero."
...
"Yes. After seeing your school bag webbed up, it was far too obvious."
You glance downwards once more. To the strap wrapped around his shoulder, connected to your bag. He tries to shuffle it discreetly behind him, but he knows you've spotted it when a smile crawls onto your lips.
Gritting his teeth—yet this time he does not feel that same blaring anger as before—he decides that hiding it was useless and opts to shove it into your arms roughly, before he can even think.
"The leather is crumpled. You need a new bag," He says, matter-of-factly. You grasp onto the leather with wide eyes; gaze shifting from it to him.
"... I know. It's been like this..." You aren't exactly sure on how long, exactly—but you're sure it's been... "For a while. I'm used to it."
Damian pauses, eyes narrowed and lips turned down into a sneer. He's practically offering, and yet you still deny? You pretend everything is fine and you are strong.
...
You lean down the slightest. "... Still. Thanks for considering me."
You almost can't believe you're thanking this younger brother for the bare minimum—but from what you've seen, that bare minimum isn't seen much in your household. (Especially towards you).
Despite this... you have always had a soft spot for kids. You ruffle his dark hair and he practically squawks, slapping your hands away like it burnt.
He recoils back, hissing, "Who do you think you are?! Don't patronise me!"
You chuckle and move back, brushing off your hands. He watches that action like a hawk. "... Are you going to tell them?"
"TT. About your little side hobby playing dress up?"
You want to point out how he does the exact same thing. But you don't, because you know it will lead to nothing good.
Damian sneers, turning his head to the side, "I don't care for what you do in your spare time. As long as I do not have to be there to save you every time."
"Fair enough. This can be our little secret, then." You nod. "... You can go now. I'm just going to suit up and sneak back in."
"Is that what you have been doing for the past several weeks?"
"Guilty as charged," you shrug, pressing on the necklace pendant sitting comfortably between your collarbones. "If nobody notices, then I don't think it's that big of a deal. I mean—"
He watches in fascination as the minuscule robots crawl over your body and form into the familiar Spidey suit.
You tuck your hair in as the mask forms. "—Most of them are barely home to begin with, and it's not like Bruce has spare time to be worrying about this."
... "Don't you mean father?"
You stare at him weird. "What?"
"You called father Bruce." His eyes narrow furthur.
"Oh. Right." You must've become accustomed to not saying father. Uncle Ben was the only father you'd ever had, and it wasn't like you were going around calling him that, since you know—he was your uncle. "Yeah. That's what I meant."
Damien doesn't reply this time. He throws on the hood of his costume, turning his back toward your costumed form.
You walk back inside into the dimly-lit room, engulfing those people in warm hugs you'd never spared any of them before.
He leaps off the roof and swings away into the night, face unreadable; mind consumed with little crime and more thoughts of you.
Perhaps he was... wrong about you. Less helpless, but still just as weak. And a lot more confusing. Unfair. So much confliction.
Though, he feels his chest beat strangely warm when he tousles his hair back to its regular style.
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Swinging in through the window in your room and with one click on your necklace, you land flat on your heels.
Peering around, you hum at your empty, dark room and change into a pair of pyjamas.
It's been a day or two since you'd eaten here. Usually you'd go around as Spidey and picking up some takeout as you swing back home, or go to Harry's house for some dinner (since Norman had taken a strong, un-evil liking to you in this world).
But today, you'd been too wrapped up to even think about dinner. You'd missed the familiarity of Sue's warm cooking but you hadn't even thought to ask while you were there. Damn.
It's way too late to go out and get something now. Crap. You really got ahead of yourself, didn't you?
You put on your pair of fuzzy slippers, and swing open your door. It's late, so most of them should be out on patrol.
You'll probably only run into Alfred, at best. You can live with those kinds of odds.
You walk down the stairway and towards the kitchen (it took you a bit—learning the ropes of this place was harder than it looked). Your steps sluggishly drawl across the floor as you yawn.
Being Spidey sure was tiring. Post-patrol naps were always the highlight of your week, but you could never do it on an empty stomach.
As quietly as possible, you begin to rummage around in the larger-than-life fridge. Fruit, condiments, almost all ingredients than actual food.
You groan. You hate rich people. Aunt May always used to just buy a bunch of pre-cooked meals whenever she was away—you'd become so accustomed to it.
Maybe there were leftovers? ... Do rich people even keep leftovers? You slouch down at the thought.
You open a few drawers just to find a pile of spinach of all things. Then fruity flavoured drinks. Some more vegetables. Lots of vegetables. A child's waking nightmare.
"There's a pack of pizza pockets in the third drawer in the second row."
You barely even react, hand already inching for the drawer. You open it, and find it. You hum.
Your sense acts up when you hear footsteps approaching—you glance over your shoulder to see a man you have not previously met before, but have seen.
That blob of red—that figure you saw before everything went black and when a bullet was lodged in your shoulder. It was him.
A white tuft of hair in the middle of his forehead and a jaded expression. A red helmet under his arm and a pizza pocket in the other hand.
It was undoubtedly him.
"Jason..." You try your hardest to not make it sound like a question.
His expression remains unchanged. "[name]. You... your shoulder is all healed up already."
You glance at your exposed shoulder. There is barely any visibly sign of a wound ever being there. Perks to a healing factor—well, you heal. Downsides to a healing factor—people start asking questions.
"It didn't hit me too deep... and Bruce got me the best hospital stuff, too." You put the pizza pockets on a plate then stuff it into the microwave. The beep resounds in the quiet as you lean back on the counter. "Guess I got lucky."
"Didn't feel so lucky when you were bleeding out in my arms, did you?" His eyes narrow and you think you may have said the wrong thing. "What the hell were you even doing out at that hour? What the fuck were you thinking?"
Oh, I was just dropped in from another universe and switched places with Wayne-ie here. No biggie.
Yeah, no way in any of the layers in hell. Facing Galactus head on feels like a safer task than telling him that. You shake your head, trying to formulate a proper excuse.
"I was hanging out with my friends. Lost track of time."
His eyes widen at your sheer audacity to say that—then, his brows furrow and he steps forward, "Don't give me that shit. You never go out past ten. Bruce won't let you. We drilled it into your head you'd die out there. And look—you nearly did. Don't you dare sit here and lie to me, [name], because I swear to God—"
Your jaw clenches and you have to hold your hands behind your body—pressed against hard granite—to stop yourself from pushing him back.
You hiss, low and tense, "What do you know? You'd never stay long enough to find out."
You remember flipping through that diary. The words getting scratchier and the paper getting more crumpled as you went on.
"You'd never stayed longer than a few days. You'd never even looked at me even then."
As you became older, you became hateful.
"You could see Dick. You could hate Tim. And despite everything, you could bring yourself to like him. You even tolerated Damian."
But you also became sad. Increasingly so. So miserable, trapped in that newborn skin you'd never truly seemed to break out of.
"I didn't care that you killed people. I didn't care that you never stayed for long. I didn't care that you hated Bruce."
So lost, so desperate for that touch you'd received so long ago; you never really grown up, had you?
"I didn't care that you'd never stay for him. For Dick. For any of the others."
So bitter. It's no wonder you'd never talked to them. It's no wonder—
"But damn it, Jason—"
"I really thought that you could've stayed for me."
—that he's staring at you in such horror.
None of this came from your heart. This entire speech was scripted on a piece of paper—by a version of you who felt so much pain and hate for those who abandoned you so easily.
But... looking at his expression now—you think it's something he needed to hear. Something that couldn't be left unsaid any longer. All the feelings pent up in them (in you, one could say) and the words they were to afraid to speak aloud. The words you were not afraid to say.
His lips parted, eyes wide as he doesn't reply. How can he? What could he ever, possibly say?
That he was doing this for your own good? That he never wanted you to see the man he had become? To never want to sully that image of that older brother who played tag with you when you were younger?
How does he tell you about the bullet he put through the skull of the Penguin goons with smoking guns he'd found minutes after he saw you bleeding out in a dirty alleyway? He couldn't possibly tell you about that.
How could he ever tell you that this was all for you—when you were hurting so badly?
(Hurting without him? Had you missed him all these years, so terribly? The thought brings some sort of twisted satisfaction. Sick reassurance. That, despite everything, you still loved him).
How could Jason Todd ever show you that he cares without destroying everything he was before? The answer was simple to him—he can't. He thought you knew. He thought—
...
Now, everything doesn't feel so simple. His sunken eyes search all over your face in frantic motions. Your eyes are so blank, and you don't even look to be feeling anything.
Are you tired? Of this? Of him? Just what did that bullet do to you?
The beeping of the microwave catches both of your attention before he has a chance to say something he will likely regret.
You turn your head to the side, and slip away from where he had cornered you against the granite. "Pizza pocket's done."
You glance his way, and he feels pathetic. Absolutley, spectacularly pathetic. "... Want some?"
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You sit in incredibly uncomfortable silence, chewing on the food. At least it was good. Familiar.
Clearly there was a lot to discuss between the both of you. ... Jason and this other you, at least.
(Or was it you, the one who was shot? You could never truly tell).
There's so much to say, so little time. Jason could never stay, and definitely not around you. All these years—this world's you thought he hated them. Despised them.
Now, his expression feels like the complete opposite. Longing.
You shove the rest of the pizza pocket into your mouth, wiping off the stray greasy cheese off the corners of your lips.
"I meant what I said earlier." You clarify, as if he needed it. "And I don't appreciate you only getting on my ass after all this time, only when something bad happens. You don't get to do that. That's not how this works."
You gesture between the two of you and his heart feels like its been stabbed with the sharpest of knives.
Then, it twists.
You were always his favourite. The sweetest. The little kid he'd once held so dearly and near his heart. Until that heart stopped and turned into the deepest black, poisoned and compromised.
How could he ever risk poisoning you, too?
He wanted to keep you safe, and somewhere, somehow—he came to the conclusion that the only way you'd br safe is if you were away from him. Kept at a distance. Staying at arm's length.
Now, he isn't sure he was ever thinking of how safe you'd be. Not when he'd seen you, light-headed and bleeding. Not when you were practically dying in his arms and he couldn't do shit except kill those stupid fucking goons; because what is he good for if not revenge?
"I miss the old days," you say. But there's a distinct lack of emotion in your voice. As if it wasn't even you who was saying this. "But to hang onto them forever—when will we ever move on?"
...
He doesn't know. He doesn't think he can. Those are the only memories he has of you. Of himself.
Jason pinches the bridge of his nose, suddenly feeling his heart pound and stomach feeling sick. This sort of uncanny, soul-consuming feeling—it only ever happened whenever he would look at you.
Eyes blurry and vision failing him, he wants to go. To run. But at the same time, he wants to keep you close. Make sure nothing will ever happen again. Make sure you never feel that pain again.
His head is going to split. He doesn't know what to do.
Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck. His hands sink into his hair, and his jaw is clenched impossibly tight.
"I just..." His voice is quieter than he wanted it to be. Shakier. Almost timid. He feels like a boy again. That same child you'd stare at so reverently. He doesn't know when he was beginning to forget that. "I just wanted to keep you safe. That's all I ever wanted."
You're almost tired of this. Pissed off. Is that all they say? Is that really all they say to tell you why they'd kept you so far away? The distance was all-consuming. You'd noticed it in the first week you lived here. You couldn't even begin to imagine that kind of "love" all your life.
"Then, you were doing it all wrong." You say, simply. It sounds like you know. Like you have experience. Like a wise old wizard who'd "seen it all before". "I'm not incapable (truly, you are not) and my life is my own. Keeping me safe isn't trying to keep everything the same, like it is as it was."
He lifts his head from his hands when your chair pushes behind you, screeching across wooden boards.
"I'm sorry you had to find me like that. But... you don't get it. You don't know..." You swallow. "You don't know enough about me now to judge whether I need protecting or not. You never did."
... You're right. He never did. He still doesn't. Jason never watched you grow up. He never got the chance to see you go through your awkward teen years. Get your first boyfriend. Scare the shit out of him. He didn't get to hang out with you and get ice-cream after school.
He never got the chance to do anything of these things. Not with you. Never with the one most dear to him, and his small, dark heart.
But that could change. Starting now, he could change. He would. He could. He will. For you.
He stares, eyes blankening. Then, they fill with something dark. A nervous shiver runs down your spine and your sense starts tingling in the back of your mind.
He speaks, low and steady. The shakiness is gone and you're not sure what went on in his head—but he sounds so sure now. So certain.
"Then, I will."
It's not a threat or a claim—but a withheld promise. The heaviness of it weighs down on you, and you aren't sure whether you should feel safe or scared.
He gets out of his chair and walks over to you. Unconsciously, you hold your breath, blood running cold as he stalks closer. That huge imposing frame that (probably) used to hold some semblance of comfort toward you; now terrified you to the bone.
His big hand rests atop your head, and ruffles your hair. "Starting now, I'll get to know you again. Then, everything can go back to normal."
... Did he even listen to a word you said?
He sends you a smile as he leaves the top of your head a tangled mess, slipping on his helmet and walking away.
You're left alone, heart pumping wildly in your chest and your brain throbbing with that buzz. Every sense and nerve on full alert—you sink down into that chair and pull your knees to your chest.
You think you may have bitten off a bit more than you can chew.
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