#10032023

[dailylagomorphs]

10/03/2023

[8ightisfate]

[nmotypdfsfg]

[vonniejenn]

Don't be the same, Be better! #10032023 https://www.instagram.com/p/CpnQa1RPVWjTIwxllLVLjrqJrmAqwAYKijhpZk0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[recallingrealities]

Tepid reflections:

In the love of Many Yous

In remembering, these times I've recalled

are as embodying of cake as a recipe paper

as tasteless and enidible as it's card

long tucked away thoughtfully in a recipe book

completely intended to be re-read upon,

and enacted so thoughtfully

in a nostalgia of careful, sacred ritual.

The sourness of the past

yearned in the sweetness of recoil

for your full and bitter, braising touch.

We were never close

though there were moments you were close to me.

You; being this elaborate collective

of bodies, faces, spirits of people I've loved

faded far closer towards the past than the present

or that present connection.

The synchronicity of it

that on warm restless nights

Ill be drawn towards Google, wondering

where you are now, how you're feeling?

Craving to see the glisten of your eyes

And if it sparkles.

Are you happy?

I don't know why I am so invested

in these old phases, faces.

It's like your spirits haunted me

In the craving of a muse to brace

To draw my life, my creation towards

Perhaps, in my lostness, before.

I find myself braced, like in the breathlessness of a cliff side,

winded, wind struck, and gazing below

at the impact.

There is nothing there but space

gaps between where I know everything happens

in the experiencing of it.

It's interesting, I don't find myself bitter now.

Not slick with pain, or dry with anger.

Tepid in curiosity.

As if to honor, there was a time

I would have done anything for you.

The so many yous.

In the crumbs left of it all,

are hardly any trails.

No inkling to where you've led

except the inevitable drop from a far off surface.

It's gravitational.

Blunt, and finite, and poetic in the unknowing

yet certain.

Perhaps you're out there

but unable to be found

In the yous I once knew.

It is perhaps in this awakening, in this era

That I find myself in the rapture of selfishness

A gentle selfishness of self discovery and nurturing

of taking care with myself

and holding gentleness

that is present in my presence.

Im wishing to draw muse from my own skin

And search in my own eyes.

That I'm realizing

I'm breathtaken by the wonder of unknowing

Of a blank yet shapely surface that is my face.

I am just emerging now after all this time.

There will always remain an echo of love for yous.

A loud, long, bass toned echo

that calls me to search for your whispering name in the dark

on those fresh restless nights.

It leaves me to question, how far from myself I was then

and how new I am to myself, and the world now.

I am just beginning

and yet

before it all

in the love of many yous

There was somehow so much love

There

Before I was myself.

I am smiling.

It seems from that, this

unquenchable, unreasonable,

yearning love

I've been born.

[arewedoneyet]

via hommesthailand @ instagram | 10032023

[ultineeet]

Daily Nagoriyuki 10032023

[fadedletterman]

from Army Wives (and other Kpop fans), 10032023, by moi

a look into my living space, consumed by all metaphysical manifestations of my obsession/hobby/love

[snapthistiger]

exercise 10032023

bike ride to the gym

3 x 10 lat pull

3 x 10 overhead press

3 x 5 dips

2 x 10 tricep press

45 minute spin class

3 x 10 seated press

bike ride home

the gym workers received Hershey kisses and York mints

visited my Mom after lunch. i will pick her up from the nursing home tomorrow around 1pm and bring her home. my sister is travelling home today from her conference in Michigan

top = Halloween decorations outside a private school for autistic children

bottom = part political advertisement / part Halloween decoration on my way to exercise

participated in election worker refresher training this afternoon. class lasted about an hour and could have been shorter. main thing is follow the procedures in the book they provide and call if you aren't sure

hope you have a peaceful afternoon and evening..

[spl884]

Daily Visual

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[prg-cas-blog]

CAS SUMMARISING POST #1

Evidence for completion of CAS project

Title: Yearbook for DP2 

CAS PROJECT, 27.01.2023: https://www.tumblr.com/prg-cas-blog/708436403608076288/cas-project-27012023?source=share 

CAS PROJECT, 2.03.2023: https://www.tumblr.com/prg-cas-blog/715978647502209024/cas-project-02032023?source=share 

CAS PROJECT, 10.03.2023: https://www.tumblr.com/prg-cas-blog/715979119167520768/cas-project-10032023?source=share 

CAS PROJECT, 17.03.2023: https://www.tumblr.com/prg-cas-blog/715979513025150976/cas-project-17032023?source=share 

CAS PROJECT, 20.03.2023: https://www.tumblr.com/prg-cas-blog/715979869194993664/cas-project-20032023?source=share 

CAS PROJECT, 21.03.2023: https://www.tumblr.com/prg-cas-blog/715980261120163841/cas-project-21032023?source=share 

CAS PROJECT REFLECTION: https://www.tumblr.com/prg-cas-blog/716068479973867520/cas-project-reflection-14042023?source=share 

Evidence for identification of strengths and areas for personal growth (LO1)

CREATIVITY, 21.10.2022: https://www.tumblr.com/prg-cas-blog/698747731762626560/creativity-21102022?source=share 

CREATIVITY, 15.05.2023: 

Evidence for undertaking new challenges and developing new skills in the process (LO2)

SERVICE, 17.09.2023:

SERVICE, 30.09.2023:

CREATIVITY, 25.06.2023:

Evidence for initiating and planning a CAS experience (LO3)

CAS PROJECT, 27.01.2023:

CAS PROJECT, 02.03.2023:

[julien5-malfunction]

10032023

ALSO

my dumbass bought 70€ worth of PENS last night from this online shop I found. I HOPE I made picked some decent ones.

I FINALLY had money to get some dumb shit like fucking "RARE" YUMMY LOOKING DRAWING EQUIPMENT, I've been broke the whole 2024 so far I FINALLY HAVE MONEY TO BUY SOME NICE THINGS FOR MYSELF.

I know I'll probably end up not using them that much since I have like and issue with that, with things being "rare" and or expenxive or TOO NICE, it ties back with my self worth and 'sustainability' as in will this same equipment be available years later? Is it safe to cling to it?

Anyways. Unboxing and rewieving them when I get them. Like when the mail get's here. uhuhuhuhhuh 🙏 juicy markers, I'm not weird about it at all.

[8ightisfate]

[nmotypdfsfg]

[dos65]

trash can treasure

muy lejos demi casa

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[mangus-khan-blog]

Poem of the Day - 10032023

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