#12apr2017

[thisdancingheart]

You know what ticks me? It's when I see a great post from "whenisayrunrun" saluting BC for his BAFTA nom and slimy Hater names (aeltri, twoway pr, etc.) are in the notes. I know the tailgating can't be helped but it makes me feel sick that they sneak in to these great tributes by real fans. I especially feel like gagging when I see notes with things like "nuttyarcadestarfish" said "It's OK to attend alone!". Just can't keep away from the hatred of Sophie even when congrats are in order for BC!

I hear ya and I agree. I do wonder how our talented gif making bloggers feel when they see the SGB names in their notes, or if they even know who they are. I think about sharing the list with them, or telling them there was one, but maybe they don’t want to know. Some people prefer to just ignore their existence. 

[fng52]

Is this world binary in nature? #12apr2017 #mtrhk #latenight (at 港鐵九龍塘站 MTR Kowloon Tong Station)

[azygoh-blog]

#eveninginspring #coldandwindy #sunset🌅 with #Sakura #cherryblossoms #izumisanocity #osakajapan #osaka #azygohexplorations #azygohJapan2017 #12apr2017 (at Nagataki Station)

[murderinc-k]

12apr2017

what do i put here? am i supposed to be okay?

i’m not.

i don’t feel okay. i can’t talk to anyone about it, and i’m dying, i’m paranoid, and im not one to blame my problems on past relationships, but i’m trying to move on, i’m trying to move on so much but i’ve been played before, i’ve been stabbed before, lied to. i try to ignore the feeling that i’m getting lied to, maybe i’m just paranoid. i thought i was ready to give it another try, but i honestly don’t know if i am again.

i’m so fucked up in my head, i have all these mixed feelings that i can’t make sense of, maybe my emotional intelligence isn’t completely developed, and i have to fight every day to try and maintain my own sanity.

everything i feel and everything i do seems fucked. i’m fucked up and i have to pretend like i’m okay, because i have people that count on me to be okay, and to help them, and how the fuck can i help them if i can’t help my fucking self? or if i’m so internalized that i can’t fucking move in the morning when i have to get up.

im drowning, and the worst part is, it’s like..i’m drowning, and i feel like i knew how to swim, or tread water at this point, and i forgot how. so i’m fighting to keep my head above water, and i’m staring at people who have the buoy, asking for help, screaming for it, but they just stare back, and they sit there on the deck, with their legs swinging, their toes touching the water, holding hands, and i’m just dying.

or maybe i’m already dead.

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12Apr2017

[occasus-stuff-blog]

BEAUTIFUL DAYS (English Translations) I believe we are changing into our more positive selves I won't laugh at you even if others are laughing Shining at a fresh start, no matter what kind of person you are With fears and hopes, Oh Try Yourself Become so engrossed with whatever we do, we have lost track of time Without realizing it, we've arrived at such a place Unexpectedly, we saw the sky; orange-colored like the place we drew in our dream Worries will only became baggages in our lives And the dark tunnel continues on I believe we are changing into our more positive selves I won't laugh at you even if others are laughing We chose our roads by ourselves, no matter how far it feels It alright to live like that Therefore, when in fear I'll say 'I can't see the future' or when I get excited sometimes and say 'What are we waiting for' Shining at a fresh start, no matter what kind of person you are With fears and hopes, Oh Try Yourself We've become so immersed in searching for things We run around without destination In a deserted park used to be passed by a lot of people To the extent when we can't afford to look back Even if we worry or give up, tomorrow will still come And the dark tunnel continues on I believe we are changing into our more positive selves I won't laugh at you even if others are laughing We chose our roads by ourselves, no matter how far it feels It alright to live like that Therefore, when I face difficulty I'd say 'this won't benefit me in any way' or when I get excited I'd say 'there's nothing I can't do' At a fresh start, no matter what kind of tomorrow will come, it's an important one With fears and hopes, Oh Try Yourself The world couldn't see the childish us now But when the vanity is slowly disappearing It will welcome us These are the days when we worry about the absence of the fog of the sun, but In this darkness, there will definitely be a light shining through I believe we are changing into our more positive selves I won't laugh at you even if others are laughing We chose our roads by ourselves, no matter how far it feels It alright to live like that Therefore, I'd still get worried and say 'what is right?' and I'd hear I say to myself gently 'What do you really want?' At a fresh start, no matter what kind of person you are, you will shine With fears and hopes, Oh Try Yourself http://chocholatecheese.blogspot.com/2011/11/spyair-beautiful-days-romaji-and.html Wednesday, 12Apr2017

[jnwidmer]

12Apr2017

Unreal Combo System Combos are basic for now. Took me a bit longer than I expected.

[azygoh-blog]

#sunset framed by #Sakura #enroute to a friends place #whattodowhenwaiting #coldday #osakajapan #nagatakistation #izumisanocity #azygohJapan2017 #azygohexplorations #12apr2017 (at Nagataki Station)

[frankiefyk]

茄子夾配飯@12Apr2017 清清地 幾好味 http://frankiengfung.blogspot.hk/2017/04/12apr2017.html