#44griankin

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Oh my god. The knowledge I now have having access to Iskall memories now is,,, aggggghhhh!!! *Slams into a wall* THEY WANTED TO ASK ME TO BE IN THEIR RELATIONSHIP SINCE SEASON 6???? SEASON 6????? I COULDVE,,, I could’ve,,, so much sooner. I never would’ve become 44. I wouldn’t have even been close. -44 Grian #🧶🍄🐔

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HGGGGG I HATE THIS SHIFTTTT <///33333 it is so sadddddd hgggggggggg if I wasn't so stupid and just,,, asked??? told??? said??? anything I wouldn't have had a giant breakdown, blown up my house, became mute, been traumatized,,, we coulda been happier so much sooner but because I preferred to wallow in my loneliness all that happened. I know it turned out fine in the end, but it could've been so much better the first time round. -Blu (44 Grian) #🧶🍄🐔

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I really hate to admit it, but I intended to be in the explosion. I intended to be near the mansion, I was lucky enough to realize just before that that was stupid and to get away... I never told anyone, not my partners or X or anyone (though Iskall knows now, obviously) If any of you are seeing this now, I’m sorry, I realize how selfish and conceited it was. That’s why I was too embarrassed to ever tell you. You all cared so much and I was too caught up in my own head to reach out. If I had just bothered to talk to you, to ask how you felt instead of assuming, it would’ve been so much easier. That’s a mindset I still suffer from today, and I’m glad I know in this life and can stop things from ever getting that bad, though I will always regret sacrificing the early years for us. -44 Grian #🧶🍄🐔

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