#AAAA TO YEARN FOR THE UNATTAINABLE

[necronatural]

pacing in my room thinking about the insane dieci association verdante pining potential

[luvdsc]

omg have fun w ur vegas trip !! unpopular opinion but vegas in the winter >>> vegas in the summer :,) AND OH MY GOD CONGRATULATIONS ON UR SALARY THATS ACTUALLY INSANE !!!!!!! girlbossing on extreme level fr,,, such a late congratulations but i’m rarely on tumblr now bc of school but i open the app just to check ur blog and see any updates ! <3

and to answer your questions, school has been tiring but i’m enjoying my classes nonetheless ! i think senior yr is the high school experience i’ve been looking and yearning for :,) i’m in love w my schedule

i’m currently on thanksgiving break and i just plan to rest and study for my permit haha,, i did go on a date yesterday tho ! it was with this boy who i’ve been talking to since september and he’s so sweet :(

he’s not what i usually go for BUT THATS SUCH A GOOD THING LMFAO my last relationship in soph yr rlly traumatized me bc of how abusive my ex was to me so i decided to be completely single and focus on myself for 1.5 years so this new boy is my first crush since then … which is kind of scary to me bc i’m not used to someone being this genuine w me and kind to me, like what feels completely normal out of a good relationship seems unattainable for me but we’ve both been patient w each other and it’s going very well and stable !

i just…. it boggles me how i got his attention bc he’s honestly very popular bc he’s lowk the class clown but also bc he’s going to be valedictorian of our class which… IS SO ATTRACTIVE LMFAO intelligence is such a turn on !! i also find him so admirable bc of his drive,, and despite him being so busy with personal and school life, he still puts the effort into spending time with me and walking me to class everyday

god this is just turning into me gushing over him so i’ll try to end this quickly haha but yesterday was such a dream, such a gentleman and very sweet to me :( hoping we stay strong :,)

always wishing the u best !!!!!

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aaaa thank you so much, sweetpea !!! 💘 unfortunately, we decided against vegas due to the new variant popping up. have you been to vegas before? what's your favorite thing to do there if so? ✨ AND THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!!! 🤧💗💗 it's still honestly so insane to me like i never would've thought i'd reach six figures this soon, but i'm not complaining :') and omg it's totally fine, pls focus on school !!! i hope your classes are going well, and if you're on holiday break, i hope you're taking the time to relax and destress from all the school work 💛

i'm really really happy to hear that you're enjoying your classes, lovebug !!! 🌸 i hope you're having lots of fun during your last year and that your finals went well! are you excited for your classes in the upcoming semester? 💓

omg best of luck with your permit !!! did you take the exam for it yet? and i hope everything's been going well with the boy 🥺🥺 the way you talk about him is so sweet 🤧💞

ugh i'm so sorry you had to experience a terrible boy before /: but i'm glad that you spent some time focusing on yourself 💜 and plsss oh my gosh he sounds like a dream already, it sounds like such a wonderful and mutually respectful relationship, and i'm so so so happy for you and i hope that boy knows just how lucky he is to have you 😤😤 if he does anything mean, just say the word and i'll show up 😡

you got his attention because you're you !!!! 💗 you're an absolute goddess and he thought wow i would love to have you be a part of my life, and honestly, who wouldn't think that ?? 💕 omg he's respectful, funny, intelligent, ambitious, and kind - this is a man that a woman wrote 😌 but also YES i agree !!!! intelligence is so hot, like i love it when i hear someone talk about something they're so knowledgeable and passionate about like i might not even like the topic, but they're so excited and the look on their face when they talk about it makes me so happy :') he sounds absolutely lovely omg walking you to class too 🥺 i'm so happy that you found someone who treats you so well and respects you, honey bee 💟💟

it's always so cute to me whenever i hear about how people talk about their s/o's like !!!! my friends always get so blushy and their voices turn quieter and shy and soft and it's just !!! when they gush about their s/o's, it's always so sweet and yea it just makes me happy to see that you're happy, sweetpea, and i hope everything is going well between the two of you 💞💞💞💞💞

and thank you so much, lovebug, i'm wishing you the best also !!! send you all my love and support 🌷🌷