#AAHH I'M ALIVE I PROMISE

[emile-tb]

(CW - Body horror and disturbing imagery under the cut!) Art dump ^_^ Narrators featured! Mantra - @deviousnarrator Moss - @lilydoesdrawsometimes

[enstarriedownbad]

Mayoi x F!reader fanfiction

‼️MINORS DON'T INTERACT

Genre: smut

Tw: somnophilia (reader receiving), non-con, established relationship

Word count: 1,447

Plot: As you are sound asleep on your bed, a tall figure stares at you from the corner of the bedroom. You were supposed to be alone this night but it seems you aren't. He gets closer to your bed.

By clicking "see more" you acknowledge that you are 18+ and consent to read this fiction despite the TWs.

"I-I just want to make sure she's okay since she told me she would be alone at home today", Mayoi quietly mumbles to himself.

"AahH I'm so sorry for being such a disgusting stalker Y/N", he says. It seems he used his stealth skills to get inside your house at night without your knowledge. It wasn't his first time doing so.

"Just a sneak peek a-and I-I promise I'll go" your boyfriend whispers, hoping to get to see your sleeping face before leaving.

As the room is quite dark, Mayoi gets even closer to you to catch a glimpse of your facial expression.

"You're so beautiful Y/N... ahH I'm sorry for being such a creep!", he says on low volume.

Be it because of the vibrations in Mayoi's voice or because of the temperature getting hotter, your mouth opens a bit.

"Oh no.. Y/N...?! Did I wake you up?! I'm so sorry I didn't mean to-", he stops.

It looks like you are still sleeping. Your body even relaxes a bit, the switch in your position slightly revealing what you are wearing underneath your bedspread. This didn't go unnoticed on his part.

Mayoi starts to gently pull your blankets off of you with his shaky hands.

"Just a quick look!", he says.

Your bra and panties are the only fabrics covering your body now.

"So... beautiful...", Mayoi compliments with a mixture of adoration and lust.

He stares at your cleavage and crotch for a solid minute, while his is hardening.

"Y/N Can I?...", he says while groping your breast.

"S-So soft".

Mayoi accidentally pinches your nipples. While still dreaming, your body releases a soft moan.

"Do you like it?.... UghH... I'm so sorry for troubling your sleep like this", he says while tearing up.

Although he feels a bit guilty for what he is doing to you, he starts rubbing his thighs together. The sound of your moaning voice made his boner even worse.

"Y/N... ah.. If only you could be awake right now... But if I wake you up, I don't know how to explain why I'm here".

He hesitates, his pants getting tighter and tighter.

He finally stands back up, and pulls his pants down, his lower half only covered by his boxers now.

He sneakily gets back in your bed and puts himself on top of you.

"L-let me just... feel good for a moment, a-and this time I promise I'll go."

Your boyfriend places his covered cock against your panties.

"Ahh! It f-feels nice..." he released at the contact of your two crotches.

Mayoi then starts rubbing his boxers against your clit and entrance.

Even though the thin fabrics of your respective underwear are the only thing protecting you from penetration, you can still feel Mayoi getting harder and harder while feeling you up.

"Mhh! This is nice...". While rubbing, his cock almost slips inside of you but your panties stopped him.

"Y/N... I want more... I want to be in y-you" he whispers to your sleeping self.

He backs up a bit, removes his boxers, and gently pulls up your legs to remove the last thing protecting you from him. Mayoi slowly moves down your panties and throws them on the floor.

He gets back in missionary position and puts your legs above his shoulders.

Your lover places his tip already covered in pre-cum at your entrance.

"I can't believe I'm doing this! I don't deserve to be alive I'm so sorry for everything Y/N but I'll pull out!", he cries while pushing his cock inside your wet folds.

"Ahh... we are finally one..." he says while his dick gets even more erect inside your pussy.

"I hope it doesn't hurt I'm so sorry!"

The man starts moving his hips, pushing his dick even further inside. Your body moans in pleasure. Mayoi mistakes this moan of yours for validation and reaches your cervix.

"T- that's your G-spot right? I-I'll try to make you feel good as well..."

Without further ado, Mayoi starts thrusting fast inside of you, his cock pressing against your deep end after each movement.

"ahhH this is so good" he moans.

Mayoi pounds your pussy as his precum and your love juice mix inside.

"You're so wet Y/N... ahhh you must love my cock right? It means t-that what I'm doing is consensual right?? Or else you wouldn't be so wet right???...", he tries to persuade himself.

Without any regret whatsoever, Mayoi continues to push himself in and out of you, each time thrusting harder and harder against your cervix.

"I love you so much... I'm so sorry!"

His pace gets faster. His dick thrusting the heck out of you feels even harder. You can even feel a slight pain in your cervix.

"H-huh..? Is your pussy opening up even more for me..? Does that mean you want me to cum inside Y/N?"

No reply. You are still unconscious and sleeping.

Mayoi gropes your boobs again, pinching your nipples, hoping to hear you moan once again. His wish got fulfilled as you let out a soft moan after he made your chest hurt.

"I'm so sorry Y/N, but I'll take that as a yes. P-please forgive me!!"

He goes back to pounding your cunt, both of your bodies getting hotter and hotter.

His thrusts get shorter. Mayoi grabs your thighs and presses all of his weight on you.

"T-that way you can't escape my s-seed hah..."

Mayoi gives you one last thrust before cumming inside of you. His dick pressed as hard as possible against your cervix, you feel a warm liquid filling you up.

"Aaahh I love you Y/N" he moans while still cumming and spreading more seeds inside you, his lover.

Your pussy milks his cock. Mayoi keeps a firm grip on your thighs, putting them up so that little to no cum leaves your hole.

"S-so warm", Mayoi moans.

"Take it... all in..., Y/N" your boyfriend says in ecstasy while finishing inside.

Your lover's semen gets inside your cervix and completely fills you up.

"Oh my God I'm so sorry I deserve to be killed this instant. I tainted you!", Mayoi cries while gently sliding out, somehow satisfied instead of guilty, after seeing how well you take his cum in.

"At least t-this.. is over now" your boyfriend whispers.

As he gently pulls out, drops of your love mixture leave your entrance. Unfortunately for you, the man did notice.

"Ah... N-no... This won't d-do..."

Mayoi lets go of your thighs and grabs your waist even harder. With all his strength, he pulls your body even closer to his abdomen. Without a second thought, he places his still erect cock at the entrance of your leaking pussy, and forces himself inside you for the second time.

"I know I keep breaking my promises I apologize!", he says with tears in his eyes.

"B-but, if you're going to be tainted by someone like me, y-you have to take every single drop in before I let you go Y/N. I'm so sorry!!"

Wet sounds, your sleeping face in front of him, the sight of your sex filled with his cum, his sweat mixing with yours, no one stopping him...

And all that while he pounds your already full pussy, again.

"AhhH... I don't deserve you Y/N but please forgive me!"

"If you wake up now, I k-know it's over. If I made you dirty, I might as well go all the way in and make a m-mess of you..! It's not fair for you I'm sorry!"

With that being said, Mayoi removes your bra, the last piece of clothes hiding your body from your rapist. He immediately starts groping your boobs hard while violently thrusting inside of you.

"Ahh so soft", he moans in pleasure.

Mayoi then pinches one of your nipples in one hand and grabs your hip with the other.

You moan again while asleep.

At this sound of yours, your boyfriend starts thrusting more rapidly.

While he could last even longer, your unconscious body reacting to his lovemaking made him climax. After two or three aggressive thrusts, Mayoi is ready to cum inside you again.

"AhhH... I love you please forgive me!", he moans during his orgasm.

His fluids violate your insides yet again. His first cum hadn't even completely left your body but now even more is yet to come.

"I love you Y/N aahh" he cries while cumming again and again inside you.

This time, instead of semen dripping out of your cunt is a little bump. After all, this time, Mayoi made sure his seeds would stay inside.

Next post will either be Rinne (fluff romantic smut) or Kanata (lake public smut)

First time ever writing smut, hope you liked it. Not really proofread. Feel free to ask for requests, it might inspire me

[chidoroki]

182 Days of TPN - Day 177

Chapter 177: "Mother"

This chapter.. this damn chapter never fails at getting me emotional. I'm still so very upset that Isabella dies this way too when we had other characters such as Emma and Barbara also get impaled by fierce demons and survive with their scars, so why not my queen huh?? I know there's that whole neverland fairy tale idea where adults aren't allowed there, which would've been an interesting concept for our series given the several adult deaths we had already, but that would've cancelled out some of the oldest Goldy Pond kids who are already older than 18 at this point. However, with how Emma phrased the new promise to allow all humans raised as food to cross over into the human world, there wouldn't have been any issue. Isabella could've easily joined them then, like c'mon Shirai, couldn't ya at least let these kids have one parent join them, please? They already lost Yuugo and Lucas, we didn't need to add another!

As if stabbing this woman wasn't enough, this bastard goes on to taunt her, saying that she'll never make up for her past mistakes no matter how hard she tries. First off, to hell with this guy. Secondly, that's such nonsense. I know this moment is supposed to be seen as "Isabella's big redemption moment," but it totally didn't need to happen this way. I'm gonna sound like a broken record when I say this, but this woman's redemption arc started way back when she first admitted defeat on the wall while watching her precious children escape GF. From gathering the ropes they used so the demons wouldn't know which direction they ran, to secretly planning an entire uprising within the farm system in hopes to one day assist her children when they returned. She even used her newfound power as Grandma to help spare the lives of other children at GF by lowering the amount of harvests that took place. Granted, walking the children to their deaths as caretaker and her treatment of Ray are certainly her biggest flaws that can definitely outweigh all the good she's done during those several years as a mother, but again, it's not like she truly wanted to act that way! It was her job; a job she only took because she valued her own life so much (& honestly, I would too), but she excelled at it for their sake. She's renowned for being the best for providing such high quality meat to the farm (which sounds bad when ya think of them as food, I know), but it means her children were raised with such rich emotions and were able to reach a reasonable decent age because they knew what happiness and love felt like and she did everything within her power to keep them alive as long as they possibly could. So to hear this demon make a statement like this just irks me because while it's true this one mama bear moment may not be enough for Isabella to be redeemed fully, it completely disregards every other motherly act she's done for her children over the years.

Literally the only positive I can take away from this highly unfortunate demon encounter is how damn strong and determined Isabella is. The fire in her eyes and the intense grip she has on this demon that straight up prevents it from moving to hurt Emma or the other girl.. aahh it's such a badass moment! What a queen!

Every single time I come across these panels, all I hear in my head is that Mushu quote: "You missed! How could you miss? He was three feet in front of you!" Seriously though, I can understand with how quick everything happened and the intense new threat could've caused Ray's aim to be off a little, but my boy, this could not have been a more worse occasion to miss. I don't wanna say it because it'll be so mean but s2!Ray could've done better.

Bro I remember so very clearly when a couple panels of this chapters were first teased before the official release (& yeah I was a complete mess back then too), but when this panel was going around, it was cropped short to where Ray wasn't seen at all, so people were going nuts about where he was, why wasn't he also surrounding Isabella, if his hatred for her really went so deep to not wanna be near her while she's at death's door, etc. It was kinda wild and absolutely made me anxious, but thankfully the panic was short lived when the full page was available. Sorta. I mean, it's still not a pretty panel, seeing my favorite villain minutes away from losing her life, but at least Ray is present along with all the other GF kids.

Seeing Isabella being more concerned about everyone else aside from herself after a serious stab wound.. what a bittersweet "like mother, like daughter" parallel.

Crazy how Krone's actions and words lead the kids to believe Isabella's intentions were just as heartless. Yeah both ladies wanted to survive and would choose to achieve that by any means necessary, but at least Isabella cared for the well-being of her children. That's already a whole lot more than what your typical mom or sister is capable of.

Having this panel placed in the middle of all the heartbreak is very much appreciated because I definitely need some adorable flashbacks to make me feel a little better before diving right back into my puddle of tears. Seeing her smile and laugh alongside the trio is the most adorable thing, especially that head pat she gives Emma. Also love that reference to ch95's extra page where Gilda was working so hard at the shelter that a sleepy Chris mistakenly called her "mom." Oh, my poor boy Chris.. he's gonna have so many things to catch up on once he wakes up and learning about Isabella's death ain't gonna be easy.

Say it louder, sweetie!!! And most definitely repeating myself once more by saying that I'm so glad the second season animated that panel of Isabella hugging the trio despite this chapter's events not happening.

I love this idea of Isabella & Yuugo being the "what if" versions of the kids. Isabella's situation could easily be applied to any of the girls, though most people associate it with Emma which is fair, just as we usually make the connection of Yuugo to Ray due to them both witnessing their family getting killed and all that time they spent alone, whether it be physically, mentally or emotionally. All three honestly.

Seeing all the children beg Isabella to hold on, along with them confessing how much they love her.. oh my goodness, I think so often how thankful I am that this scene wasn't included in the anime because seeing the pain on their faces is hard enough already, imagine how loudly I would sob if I heard the emotion in all their voices.

Oh, if any version of her lullaby played here, my heart would shatter. I already feel close to tears. She probably dreamed of hugging all her precious children and openly declaring her love for them once more without any fear of what the farm system might do to her and/or them, and now that Isabella finally gets that chance, she has such a thankful smile on her face and I'm happy she gets to experience these warm feelings one last time.

I dunno about anyone else, but this chapter always feels like a "try not to cry challenge, level: impossible" for me. Doesn't matter if they added in this cute scene of her hugging the trio with such a beautiful smile, my heart is still in pieces on the ground. I'm the one who needs the hug!

Favorite panel/moment:

If you haven't learned how much I love Isabella, Ray and their complicated mother-son relationship yet, then I haven't rambled on long enough. But yes, as much as her death absolutely wrecks me, I'm relieved it allows us to get one final interaction between her and Ray. By now we have a pretty good grasp about Ray's feelings towards Isabella, so the fact he kept his distance this entire time until she called out for him is so sad. We can't really tell if he rushes to her side or if he takes slow steps, but what matters is that he didn't deny her request.

It means so much that this moment is just between the two of them too. Sure it was undeniable sweet to see all the children cry and huddle around Isabella, but she and Ray have such a deep history so they deserve one last scene together. Although it's a very fragile relationship, that doesn't prevent her from giving him a personal apology with the very last bit of strength she has. Aahh, how terrible she must be feeling right now, thinking back on all the times she wasn't allowed to show him the same level of affection as a mother would normally show her son or for making his life such a living hell. She could've very well chosen to be angry at herself here or let the pain show on her face, and yet she chooses to smile instead. Not a smug or confident one Ray's probably used to seeing her use, but a gentle one that really conveys how strong her regrets are.

Having her last wish being for Ray to protect everyone is so perfect with how it shows that right til the very end, Isabella's children have always been her top priority and she'll always think of them first. It's also sweet that she wants Ray to hold onto this promise because us readers already know how committed Ray is to providing for his family and keeping them safe. Hell, his compassion and protective instincts were on full display last chapter when he jumped in to shoot at that demon bastard and when he accepted all the moms and sisters to join the kids in the human world back during ch164. Those were such great opportunities for Isabella to witness just how caring her son really is and how much he's grown. I'm certain she's so proud of him. To this day I still wish Isabella had actually spoke that "I love you so much" to him, but I know she was steadily growing weaker by the minute that even speaking or seeing clearly was becoming a challenge for her. The nice thing with Isabella though, is that she doesn't really need to say such words out loud for Ray or any other child to know how true her feelings are, as Emma confirmed earlier during her moment of reflection, that Isabella's actions speak far louder to the point where everyone was able to recognize how strongly she loved them all. What completely breaks me about this entire chapter though is seeing Ray finally breakout into tears as he holds onto his mother's hand. This boy just found out his mother was alive, along with becoming their enemy once more, saw her betray their common enemy in order to assist the children, which sparks his discussion to forgive her and wish for her to join him in the human world, only to realize that won't happen as she jumps in to protect one of his best friends and ends up critically injured all because he failed to killing a demon. That is so much to experience all in one day. It's a miracle he kept his emotions in check to begin with, but now he's hit with the realization that he's losing his mother for good and.. damn it 'yall. Can we please give my boy a break?? And my queen too while we're at it?? Both of them seriously had two of the worst experiences in this world and instead of having them reconcile and build a better mother-son relationship in the human world together, we gotta make them suffer once last time, huh?? Fucking hell man.. I said it way more than once and I'll say it a million more times up until I'm on my own death bed, but the decision of having Isabella stay alive is by far the absolute best thing to come out of season two.

I want to wish their moment was lasted longer than a page and a third, but I'd probably never recover from all the emotional damage if their tearful goodbye had more focus. AAhhh.. seems like I should've wrote out a lot more considering the amount of time I spent on this chapter and how passionate I get about my favorites, but ya know, the emotions are hella strong today.

[thewhumpcaretaker]

Hello! Ciao! Pozdrav! Greeted you in three languages lmfaoo-

So, Santino having a nightmare >:]

What would the nightmare be about? Would it be about his traumas or something else? How would John comfort him, help him to calm down? Aahh so many possibilities with this but I'm curious on your opinions! :P

Have a lovely day! ✨️

Grazie! Merci! Thank you for this ask!

Hmmm, the nightmare could be about a lot of things. Trauma is definitely one of them, and the most likely. It could also be related to one of the phobias that you've talked about in the past - spiders make for some very scary nightmares! But I think I'll write about Santino having a nightmare over the fear of losing John. Maybe he dreams that John has died while trying to protect him.

Sorry this took a while! I decided to make this into another mini fic. It's very sad but hopefully sweet as well. I hope you enjoy! 💙

TW: nightmare, crying, discussion of self-sacrifice, slightly suggestive at the end ;)

John opened his eyes to see the darkness and the vague outlines of their bedroom, a fuzzy but familiar space tinted indigo by the night light on the far wall. Why had he woken up? It was certainly still far from sunrise.

It took him a moment to realize that he was hugging a pillow, not Santino. At some point during the night, Santino had rolled away from him and was facing the wall on the other side of the bed. John could see him twitching slightly and smiled, thinking of the way Dog kicked his feet in his sleep when dreaming about running.

But then he heard a small, whimpering sound, almost a sob. John's mind surged with protectiveness. Should he wake him up? He'd had another long day of work, and needed the sleep, but to leave him in distress was not an option. Holding his breath to keep quiet, he shifted closer, propping himself up on one elbow to get a better look. "Hey," he said softly, but Santino didn't awaken. He just stirred even more restlessly, letting out another shuddering breath that ended at a high pitch.

"John…"

Hearing his own name, John couldn't wait anymore. He put a hand firmly on Santino's shoulder and spoke louder, "Hey. Wake up, baby."

Santino gasped, and the gasping gave way to full-on sobbing as he curled into himself further, awake but still not fully aware. John wrapped his arm over Santino's shaking body and rolled him onto his back, leaning over him. "No, hey. It's okay. I'm here."

"You're…here?" Santino looked up at him in some kind of heartbreaking awe. "Grazie a Dio [thank god], I thought…"

"What?"

"I just…never mind, it's stupid. It was just a bad dream."

"Not stupid." John reached over to switch on the bedside lamp, hoping to chase away any more fear with some light. At that, Santino crossed his arms over this chest, trying to force his breathing back to normal.

"Really, it's fine."

John didn't force him to talk, just lay an arm across his body in a silent offer of comfort. After a stubborn few seconds, Santino unfolded his arms to embrace him, and the tears started again.

"I'm so glad you're alive, John. I dreamed…" he sighed heavily, the sound distorted by lungs still heavy with sadness. "I dreamed that the Camorra shot you. You were gone, and it was - it was my fault…"

John pulled him onto his chest, wrapping the blanket over both of them and holding him as close as possible. "I'm not going anywhere." His voice was a low, protective rumble into the top of Santino's head, and he followed it with a kiss. Santino was really this upset over the thought of his death? It twisted at his heart. "I'm too lucky, having a life with you. Anyone tries to take this away from me, they're dead."

Santino gave a choked laugh.

"I'm serious."

"I know. Just…don't give your life for mine, please. If it comes to that."

John went still. "I…can't promise you that. But I can promise that it wouldn't be your fault."

Santino huffed in frustration, but it was no use to argue. They had talked about this many times. John was there to protect him, and that was that. Even to the death, if need be. Frowning deeply, he ran his hands along John's neck and up to his cheek, as if still trying to convince himself that John was really here.

"Santino. I want to hear you say it. It wouldn't be your fault."

Santino didn't respond at first. "It…" another frustrated sigh. "It wouldn't be my fault. It would be the Camorra's fault, and I'd wipe out everyone who hurt you."

A deep laugh rolled out of John's chest, echoing up through Santino's ribcage. "Good." He kissed him again, on the lips this time.

"I was serious too."

"I know." He stared deeply into Santino's eyes, drinking in the fact that this man loved him enough to grieve for him, to kill for him. That they would each give their lives for the sake of the other. Santino's chin rested on his chest, and he met John's gaze with one that was equally loving.

John became very aware that their legs were tangled together under the blankets.

"Don't think about that anyway," he said. "We're together now. Let's enjoy it." And he switched the lamp back off.

[hooned]

You just finished cql????? I did too like three days ago and that last jc bomb???? AAHH THESE BROS. THESE DUMB SELF SACRIFICING BROS I LOVE THEM TO PIECES,, aND WWX + LWJ + AYUAN BEING A FAMILY? Y e S. ITS WHAT WWX DESERVES. All the happiness. All the love. EVERY BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN THE WORLD AND LWJ MY BABY DADDY HE LOVES WWX SM (and honestly, saMe) THIS SHOW JUST TORE MY HEART OPEN AND PUT IT RIGHT BACK IN THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE 😭❤️

hello love!!! 💙💙 OMG YES, YES I DID. and until now my heart is wrecked, squeezed out, drained, from overflowing feels from that drama because!!!! (ok brace urself coz this is going to be LONG)

the yunmeng bros. our two heroes of yunmeng. their love goes beyond what their words could ever express ; we have one who would rather keep things to himself because he's too afraid to be of burden to the people he loves and the other who would rather mask his true feelings with words of spite because that's how he's been all his life. he communicates with his fist, most especially those which he can't express through words. but the thing is wuxian always, always understood what jiang cheng means. he knows that in every snarl, he means well. but circumstances had driven them both to be soo blind even to each other's own intentions.

and tHAT'S WHAT MAKES IT MORE HEART BREAKING 😭

because we //know// they love each other dearly. coz why wouldn't they?? they are brothers. nothing will change that. no matter how much they fight, they'll always make up. so when wuxian came back, even with fire coming out of his mouth, jiang cheng's only question is why didn't you come home? why didn't he come to lotus pier?? you promised you'll stay by my side. why didn't you?? and you also can't blame wuxian because he badly wants to go home. him saying that he wants to visit lotus pier even in his dreams just shows how even after everything that has happened, lotus pier is and his only home. but life has been tough and fate is a bitch.

the entire last ep i was just really screaming into my screen for those two to just MAKE UP ALREADY. WE ALL KNOW YOU WANT TO. JUST...MAKE UP ALREADY. and somehow we saw they did...with wei ying's soft touch on jiang cheng's face. that pained smiles beneath the tears,, you just //know// they still love each other so so SO much. and i just — HURT FOR THOSE TWO IDIOTS. they deserve so so much and i just won't accept an ending of them not making up and leading lotus pier together. that's not possible. 🥺

and the reveal of jiang cheng's sacrifice?? like, i know wuxian's sacrifice was beyond anyone's wits but jiang cheng's sacrifice was just as big 🥺 and it just HURTS seeing them like that after all the sacrifices they've done for one another. no one can tell me they haven't made up. idc what it says in the novel. i'm gonna cry again!!!! 😭

oh god when wuxian realized who sizhui is?? that his little family, the family he made from scratch in the burial mounds, was not fully exterminated?? that the little radish kid whom he cherished so much he sees him in every toy and every street in yilling is alive and well. not just alive and well, but a wonderful, smart and kind young man. the way he turns to wangji and smiles as though saying thank you. thank you for not letting him lose another family. thank you for always being by his side, no matter who's in front of them.

and just!! you are so right!! wangji loves wuxian so much!! they both loves each other so much!! and i am so amazed how the show depicted this love despite the censorship and all. MAN I LOVE THIS SHOW TO BITS!!! 💙💙💙💙

[smorgasbordofobsessions]

liveblog: bnha/mha, vol.15

i've told myself i need to fucking read this series and goddamn it i will!

we left off last volume with midoriya getting an internship with sir nighteye, all might's ex-sidekick, and his (i'll asfely assume) first run in with overhaul! midoriya is determined to prove himself to sir nighteye, and i love him even more than i did before :)

ch. 129

toogata being cute haha

mirio's cute!! i like his hero name: rumillion

oh eri is overhaul's daughter? hm, maybe i should call him chisaki because i think it sounds cute

aahhh mirio trying to get them out of this situation and midoriya's need tohelp people is preventing that aaahhh

hmm suspicious!!!!

"t/n: here the kanji in eri's name are revealed [...] meaning 'to destroy'"

hmm... let's guess.. an experimental child, as in one created ina lab for destruction? or maybe that's her quirk, some form of destruction? oh, imagine she's actually related to chisaki?? or maybe she's a lab experiemnt holdover from when afo was in the streets? eager to find out which is it!

shigaraki has called back!

ch. 130

we're back with sir nighteye

sir nighteye: "you are not so special that you can save anyone merely by wishing it so."

yes, definitely something midoriya wil need to learn!!

this is gonna be GREAT internship for midoriya, i can feel it. i think he'll learn a lot under sir nighteye and mirio about what it takes to actually be a hero, esepcially one as successful as all might

aahhh i love seeing characters develop!!!

god i want you to know, now and again, that i love the relationship between all might and midoriya!!!

midoriya is asking for clarity about things he doesn't know in regards to all might and i'm ready for this!!

oh wow

oh fuck me aaahhh okay

-deep breaths-

ch. 131

okay have to read the wiki for sir nighteye's qurik beause i think i misunderstood it

ooh i see, and i undrstand now okay. spoiled myself a bit but that's fine

haha i love how the fandom wiki has a "all might otaku" fan bar and he's at 5/6

okay back to the story

midoriya fully understanding that all might IS going to die :(

i'm calling it right now - if all might dies in this manga i'm gonna be out of it competely, full ugly sobbing

I LOVE THESE TWO SO MUUCCCHHH!!!!!!!!

all might: "THINKGS LIKE FATE, I'LL USE THIS HAND TO BEND THEM TO MY WILL!!"

HE'S GONNA STAY ALIVE BECAUSE HE MADE A SEES MIDORIYA DOING O MUCH AND BECAUSE HE MADE A PROMISE TO MIDORIYA'S MOTHER!!!!!

MIDORIYA CHANGED ALL MIGHT!!!!!

god they really just have SUCH!!! good relationship with ecah other i truly love it

midoriya: "if naything happens to you... together, w'll both bend fate!"

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

god i love them this is truly tto ptier mentorship right here

no, not mentorship - this is some real 100% pur organic FAMILY!!!!!

oh wow did the whole class land themselves internships??

just uraraka, tsuyu, and kirishima so far

ch. 132

discussion between shigaraki and chisaki!

chronostasis... why does that sound so familiar..

shigaraki: "the life of one of you disposable fodder meat-shields of some small-time monster... and the life of our tyranny were not of equal value"

oh so this is fat gum!

kirishima's so cute in his uniform aahh

amajiki tamaki's hero name is "suneater" and that's a super cool name

tamaki has tentacle fingers!

"quirk: replication - he can make the properties of what he's eaten re-emerge on his body!!"

okay intersting as hell but... would love to know how this ties into suneater

okay so chisaki is taking heavy inspiration from afo with these needle guns... the result of which left "mr. compress' quirk .. offline for a bit" hm

ch. 133

lackey: "get away!! i saidn don' follow me!!"

yes because that's the number one way to guarantee someone does exactly what you said

kirishima: "shooting someone, then only you gettin' scared and running... is fucking unmanly!!"

he's absolutely not wrong

what the fuck did he just do

also1! aren't these the same things that latex-fetsih dude had??

this i smy son!!! look at him using his conviction a his LITERAL strength. sure he doesn't have flashy moves or whatevr but he can be fucking SOLID!!!!!

red riot unbreakable!!

brilliant

ch. 134

KIRISHIMA DESERVES ALL THE PRIASE!!!!

look at him and his pointy little teeth he's so cute! >u<

oh so the drug the lackey took was a quirk booster (from asia because the american version lasts longer) so those blades were his on and not latex-fetish dude's

though... hm.. are we gonna try and say that pro-heroes don't use this booster as well? maybe not on a day-to-day basis, but they would have it in reserve for something crazy, i would think.

hm... wonder what the fight between al might and afo would've been like if all might took it? or evn for rescue operations!

the government absolutely has to have it in a lab somewhere i would find it impossible to believe that they don't

kacchan grinding the shit out of his teeth because kirishima has his name on the news

fighting, kacchan!!

a meeting about the eightfold cleaners!

ch. 135

is fat gum's quir similar to the kid who has the sugar based quirk? i would think so, right, because you can't have all that fat without eating a shit ton of food to actually use it

another fan-based hhero!

oh shit okay

oh wow is it -

gasp

no, this is eri's blood they're using then!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!!

chisaki's power "can disassemble and reassemble any target," as stated by sir nighteye

oh yeah mirio and midoriya have realized the connection between overhaul and eri's bandages

gran torino: "all it takes is the thought and any son of a bitch can do anything"

I KNEWO IT !!! I FUCKING KNEW IT!!!!

GHERIGERHGIUGIVBHU YES THIS IS SO CGOD!!!!!!

ch. 136

the goal is to protect eri!

whomever this hero is is making valid points and has been the whole meeting

sir nighteye absolutely shutting down the idea of him using his foresight quirk

aizawa being an encouragin sensei :)

eri thinking about midoriya's "gentle" hands :')

ch. 137

iida!! <3

IIDA!!! <3<3<3

shouto and iida being cute and sharing food with midoriya <3

sir nighteye: "anyone alive will have their share of failures and regrets... whats important is what one does afterwards. as for whether we can change the future... i don't know. but we can change the past. that is, we can change hos we interpret the past... how we look at it."

sir nighteye has faith in mirio and i love that for both of them

we're all geared up and ready to save eri!

[kyunsies]

Hope work is good for you today!! And dbskjcldjflsjflsid it's true it doesn't make any sense 😭😭😭😭 it still slaps but why an alligator.... aahh that's so cute love at first listen 🥺 it actually took me sometime to pick it as my fav song specially bc I just couldn't listen to that album at first I literally pretended it didn't exist for months :(

Yes!!!!!!! I'm a big emo and when I saw the teaser and he was dressed like that I lost my mind like!!!!! Eboy jooheon rise!!!!!

And omg noooo! Miss Amy is right you have to watch it it's so good!!! It's super funny plus baby mx!

And you're right sbfkshdk that's the perfect definition of kyun he looks so mysterious then he starts talking and you're like oh you're a dork sbxmdhakdjk cute 🥺 nd hyungwon too he's literally the funniest person alive I love him!!

Aaahh my fav mv might be alligator! Or beautiful! I really liked the colors and the overall vibes they're very cool also all the scenes with fire and water in alligator 😚👌🏼 poetic cinema

Aaaahhhh thank you 😭😭😭❤❤❤ you're also super easy to talk to I'm so glad I got u 🥺 - 🎅

thank you angel!! i just got home i’m ready to watch the cook cook vlive IM SO EXCITED i’ve seen it’s just pure chaos :’) but!!!!! i totally get it yoire so valid!! tbh,,,,,,i can’t explain it but U R actual got me through wonho leaving like idk why that song was so comforting to me ???????? but 🥺🥺🥺 oof her power <3

AND SJDJSKJDJD miss amy is always right and i always listen to her bless 💖💖 so i promise to both u and miss amy i will find time to watch right now this weekend and get back to you lovely peeps and tell u what i think LOL

i really just come on here to adore my big goofy dork and then proceed to make mediocre gifs of said big goofy dork he’s just 😭😭😭 changkyunnie pls take my hand in marriage hehe ❤️ 💍

AND OH THE ALLIGATOR MV IS SO GOOD THO!!! my favorite is the fire + water scene too bc that one part where kihyun sings is long note “aligatooooooooor ooh yeeaaah” and that slow-mo shot of wonho in the middle leading the dance and all of them are like in a circle around him and their faces look so INTENSE u know what i’m talking about??? LITERALLY killing part i get goosebumps every time :’)

also!!! do you have a favorite show from mx?? like i love all of mx ray, the twotuckgom series with cute little eunjun 🥺, and i think shownu’s mukbang LDJDKKFKD it’s so lovely he is so lovely 😭

[textmeexo]

Ooooh hot damn Eomma, oh holy shit, oh my freaking EOMMA SERIOUSLY?! It was really that bad oh I'm in shock!! Not wait, were you in shock? Did you go in shock?! Like the air bags and the seat belts the crawling and like 😭 Eomma! I'm so glad you're alive too! You're so positive what the heck I love you! AND OMG YOU ARE IN PAIN!!! That one spot, are you sure it's not injured more badly than you think? And the coughing might be a bad sign too, don't you think? Crap, Eomma, please be okay! 😭 - U

AH SORRY SORRY SORRY!!! Dang it, I knew I shouldn’t have mentioned that but I felt like it’d help you guys understand why I’m so okay!! AAHH DON’T BE SO WORRIED I’M OKAY YEEEEY!!!! But to be honest, I have no idea? I got out of the car and felt perfectly fine that whole night and even still went to my sisters house for the game night but I didn’t sleep until like 4am that morning but also yesterday I slept at 5am so that probably has nothing to do with anything, right? And right now it’s 1am and I’m not sleepy but I’m usually sleepy idk why I can’t sleep. :PPP Idk but AAAHHH PLEASE DON’T FEEL SO WORRIED I FEEL BAD!!!! T^T^T And OF COURSE, how could I not be positive after not dying or breaking anything!!! Hehe ^^^^ Mm, I don’t think so I haven’t let anyone touch the spot all day because it hurts too bad but maybe it went away but I don’t want to check it right now I’m scared!! :PPP Eeehh do you think it is a bad sign?? I didn’t hit my chest…mm idk!!! BUT DON’T WORRY I’M HEALINGGGG!!!! I PROMISE YOU U NO MATTER WHAT I’LL BE OKAY!!! ^^^^ - EOMMA^^

[chidoroki]

182 Days of TPN - Day 174

Chapter 174: "A New World, Part 1"

A little too late for Peter to realize that his clan's duties had him trapped. He couldn't really change his destiny like the children worked so hard to change theirs since the Ratri were bound to keep the thousand year promise in check. The most he could've done was probably assist James and the supporters in their plans, but he was too loyal for his own good.

Zack being such a good medic by jumping in to try and save him. Doesn't matter that Peter was their enemy up til a couple seconds ago, he's still human. Can't say I would've been so kind.

I bet demon god got a good kick outta all the drama that happened ever since the GF kids escaped. The past few years certainly had to be more entertaining to watch than the many centuries before.

Because I love see the entire family interact with one another, I wish we got to see the raid team finally release everyone else who was originally captured so we could see them all be happy with one another and relieved that everyone's unharmed.

Honestly, what else did Emma & the others have planned? We never find out due to everything that happens in the demon capital next chapter (which greatly benefits everyone), so unless my memory is failing right now, I remain curious about this "other stuff" since the new promise has already been made. All that aside though, I'm beyond happy that Emma makes the offer for Isabella & the other ladies to join them in the human world. It's such a powerful moment to see our leading lady wish for her biggest and most threatening challenge to accompany her to a new world where they can all live a better life and I love Emma so much for it.

I'm also so thankful that Emma phrased the new promise this way. The fact she made sure to include everyone who suffered under the farm systems way before she even learned Isabella was alive or that she & the other ladies would've joined them and betray Peter is wonderful. When our girl says she's gonna save everyone, she quite literally means it, not just her family.

Don't fret. I skipped several pages for a reason. Next chapter really takes away many wishes of mine huh. I would've loved to see Isabella & the other women run GF in secret, if only for a little while. Hell, I need more Grandma Isabella action in general. Her extra chapter was fantastic and all, but more please.

Hayato freaking out over all the soldiers outside is so precious.

Favorite panel/moment:

Duh, of course Ray addressing Isabella and convincing her to join all the kids in the human world is my favorite moment out of this whole chapter. I've anticipated this mother-son interaction for so long and it was well worth the wait! Starting off with the ladies being so surprised to even hear Emma offer them forgiveness, it's understandable why they're so hesitant, as they firmly believe they don't deserve that chance at a better life after all the harsh things they've done to the kids while acting as caretakers. Thankfully, we got Ray coming through with his blunt statement and you can chalk that up as another reason why I love him.

The anime added in this line between Ray's previous panel and the next few and it's something I appreciate very much, especially since.. you know, ch177 happens..

While I absolutely love the idea of Ray calling Isabella out about her true feelings solely because of their mother-son relationship, this moment works so well because if anyone can understand the amount of guilt that Isabella & the other ladies endured, it's Ray. He's able to empathize with all of them since he also had no choice but to watch all those children who were shipped out over the years back at Grace Field, no matter how much they all wished to save them. Ray was ready to throw his life away for those closest to him and as a form of personal punishment, so hearing him express that he's glad to be alive after he believed his life to be cursed for so long.. aahh my heart. I'm so incredibly happy and proud of him! Not to mention how he promises that he (& all the other kids) won't hold grudges towards the ladies, essentially giving all of them forgiveness, is such a big change for him, considering he just called Isabella monster a couple nights prior to the raid during that conversation he had with Ayshe in that ch169(?) extra page. I'm sure Ray's still holding back ever so slightly when it comes to trusting Isabella completely and getting close to her, but this conversation right here is a step in the right direction and I'm so thankful it actually gets to happen between them.

It's so adorable how the rest of the children don't even question whether or not Isabella deserves another chance. They all forgave her ages ago and realized the love she had for them was real and I'm feeling so soft right now.

Even Isabella is surprised to see the children accept her so easily. Props to Don & Gilda though for keeping all the young kids under control way back when they first told them about the house's secret and the truth about Isabella.

It's because of those thoughts (that go unheard in the anime of course) that she openly questions how she could've possible earned their forgiveness. The English dub goes as far to have her say "But why? You should hate me" here instead which I'm more than fine with. Naturally, Emma explains everything and her words are similar to those said in ch177, so while the unspeakable event of that chapter doesn't happen in the anime, I'm glad Isabella was made aware of how Emma & the others truly felt about her since the escape.

I'm sure it took a whole lot for Ray to actually forgive you, honey. It certainly wasn't an easy thing for the boy to admit after all the trauma he's dealt with throughout his young life, but he understands that forgiving the source of his pain will help him become a better person and feel free. Also, love the idea of having Ayshe in the background of that panel with Ray just because of that late night conversation they had about their parents. I can imagine her giving a small "told ya so" comment about Isabella being a good parent.

Just like Isabella, I'm also overcome with emotion with how much this family cares for and loves each other. It's such a heartfelt moment and it means so much that this is how she truly feels about all her actions and her precious children without that mask she's so used to wearing to protect herself from showing any weakness.

I kinda prefer the anime here though since it has Isabella hugging them back. Dub also gives us an "I love you" here as well which absolutely melts my heart because they all definitely needed to hear that!