#ALSO I'M SHOOKT

[gameshow-host-wally]

My mistake, but question may I have permission to make a theoretic video about your Au or is that a bit much and I should keep my thoughts to myself?

Henlo, creator here, it's me Blu :DDD

Took a while to think about it. And yeah, you can go make a theoretical video about it, I think it can still count as fanworks

Just don't forget to give me credits I own the AU and artworks ^^

[ryoun]

i'm having all these feels towards ha eungyeol and on eunyu. they're just that kind of couple. i mean they both were time travellers and both of them doesn't know about it (took them a while to learn). they just developed this feelings towards each other before they even knew it. and then blindlessly following it because their heart simply beats towards the other. it's not like they can control it. however, they have this fear since, they thought this person belongs to this timeline (1995) and one of them belongs to the present (2023), in other words, one of them is in the wrong place. but despite everything, they feel being with each other is right. so that's what's scares them. and it terrifies ha eungyeol as he slowly realizes that he's falling deeper in love with on eunyu (who he knows then as sekyung). it is getting serious. but sekyung is 40 years older. this is absurd. on eunyu doesn't feel any different. she is conflicted falling head over heels for the guy that's probably 40 years older than her as well, who might already be losing hair and has a big belly in the present.

they are scared, because they're afraid of losing this person despite those horrendous facts they made up in their head.

that kind of what they thought unfortunate fate they had. how they crossed paths and fell in love in the past. you know what i'm saying. aahhh!!!

i mean they just are indeed that kind of couple. giving me this nostalgic, magical, and longing feelings. especially, this is the first time i encountered a couple in a korean show who belong to the present (future) but met and fell in love in the past. that's why when they learned who they are, what they are, you can only imagine the bliss they had. and so, the moment they finally got back to the present, ha eungyeol wasted no time looking for on eunyu even though it took a little while. he must be feeling giddy, and mostly terrified because 'is it really true, that i might find on eunyu here?' but he hadn't. more stuff happened that gave him no time to breath. so he just practically left the stage, ran up to chase her when he finally saw her in the crowds, taking the bait she had placed. he was mad, because he was scared she couldn't come back and he was damn worried, but she was fine. and that relieved him, he must also have missed her. so not saying another word, he kissed her, as if kissing her is the only thing that keeps him grounded, that reminds him that this is all true (he was shookt, beyond shookt waking up in the world that's different from when he last left it) AGAIN, she's the first person he looked for the moment he got back to the present, aside from that fact that they're the only ones who are aware of what actually happened, she helped him change his fate, became his pillar when he's starting to lose hope, as ha eungyeol told her "on top of that, you will change the fate of a boy."

[palmtreehero]

I'm not a writer nor I speak English well but Yuka's art and anons inspired this drabble so I had to share it!

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It would have been a fine day, great even like the previous mornings if Akira wasn't walking around in their kitchen with several new hickeys dotting across his pale neck.

Hickeys that Akechi didn't leave behind, which meant there was something (or someone) out there that had touched what was most dear and beloved to Akechi and Akechi would destroy them.

He composed himself.

Akechi was standing behind his husband, eyes roaming all over Akira's skin. His gaze hardened as he scanned for more lingering bite marks. He found none thankfully, only the fresh ones on his dearest's neck.

Who put them there? Who dared to touch his beloved? Who dared- no, was it the bugs? A single one probably? One single bug that dared to touch what was his-

...Akechi took a slow, measured breath before he straightened himself.

A bug was an unlikely culprit. Then who? What? The damn cat? Morgana?

Akechi threw a swift glance at the cat lounging on the kitchen counter, giving Akechi a deadpan look; as if the feline was in his head and could see all the thoughts churning behind Akechi's wild eyes.

Morgana huffed and rolled his eyes at him. Oh no, Akira would be displeased if Akechi started an argument so early with the cat. Maybe perhaps later in the afternoon.

It was way too early for this. And Akechi still couldn't pinpoint the pest that had marked his Akira. His Akira. His.

Akechi could go on and on with his theories but it was simply a better solution to discuss it with Akira; something that Akechi had come to learn after years of living together.

Akira was humming softly, deft fingers working skillfully to prepare their morning coffee and pancakes.

"Akira."

"Hmm?" His husband hummed without turning around.

"The... bite marks on your neck," Akechi nearly spat out but held himself back because no, he wasn't angry at Akira. Never at Akira.

His adorable husband finally turned around to face him, one hand lightly touching his neck. Akira blinked before his adorable nose scrunched and his eyes narrowed.

Then he looked up and gave Akechi the similar deadpan look that he had seen on Morgana previously.

Akechi frowned at that.

"Yup, I know they're there," Akira huffed. "A ridiculous, stubborn someone left them there. I tried to fight them off but they wouldn't budge off and kept biting my neck last night." And this time, Akira pouted too preciously.

Akechi would have cooed and taken Akira into his arms there and then and he'd pepper his husband's face with kisses if he wasn't too busy processing Akira's words.

"They what?" Akechi gasped out. Then backtracked, eyes burned in evident red fury. "Someone touched you? Hurt you? Which fool, Akira? Give me this fool's name and I'll hunt them down like the witless, insolent pest they are."

They wouldn't be able to hide, not even in hell. Akechi would find them and destroy them for touching Akira.

To touch what was his to protect, to cherish, and to love, and-

Akechi swore he could hear Morgana let out a loud snort behind him.

Akira gave him an annoyed look. "The fool didn't hurt me obviously," Akira assured.

Then Akira put a hand under his chin, mimicking a thinking pose as if he was humoring Akechi. The former detective narrowed his eyes at that display.

"But hmm, the fool has a long brown hair. Deep brown eyes, so deep you'd think they were red at first glance. Three inches taller than me. Quotes Hegel occasionally to annoy Ryuji. Stole Ann's strawberry chocolate with extra cream crepes two days ago. And got headbutted in the tummy by Futaba yesterday for calling her a short salty chicken."

Akechi blinked. And blinked again.

Then Akira added; his voice a mix of annoyance and deep fondness, "Also, the fool is married to me."

It took Akechi two seconds for the truth to come to him.

"...I'm the fool?"

!?!?!??!? A N O N WH AT....

I AM SO SHOOKT... ((DO PEOPLE SAY THIS ANYMORE...??)) BUT SERIOUSLY I AM AT A LOSS FOR WORDS HUH I was literally just joking to my friends that my anons have been writing a fanfic in my inbox together like a collab they didn't know they were participating in AND THEN YOU ACTUALLY STRAIGHT UP WROTE THIS MASTEPIECE!??!?! OH MY G OD IT'S INCREDIBLE I'VE NOT STOPPED GRINNING AND SHAKING AND TELLING ALL MY FRIENDS ABOUT THIS MESSAGE WHATTT

You've all just taken a throwaway comment I made and made it your own, made it even funnier than I ever could have made the scenario, it's so freaking amazing.

Words can't express just how thankful and blessed I feel, thank you for sharing this ?!!/1?!? I really don't know what I did to deserve you anon. All you anons are so cool and so kind and really funny, every interaction has been so positive and I've never had so much fun in a single fandom I feel like crying...?? LIKE IS IT REALLY OKAY TO BE THIS HAPPY?!?!?!?!

THANK YOU AGAIN ANON this really made my day and I feel so energized to slog through the rest of the week. HOW DO I SAY THANK YOU ENOUGHHHHHH I WANT TO SHARE THIS TO THE ENTIRE WORLDDDDD

Man I have to go back and edit this with more gushing over how cute and funny this was. I loved when Akira gave Goro the same unimpressed look as Morgana those two truly are partners HAHAHA also Goro making his deductions was so funny and I love how he caught himself every time he felt he would lash out I love that so much... esp the part where you wrote he'd never be angry at Akira AND UGHH HIS POSSESSIVENESS AND HOW PROTECTIVE HE IS OUGH MY HEART GAHH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH

[daisyvisions]

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@aimeecarreros - omg I remember following her for her gifs a while back like when I was starting and found out she's also filipino like me 🥴 I would say talking to her over time we got a lot in common / just vibe together very well! She may be younger than me but sometimes she gives me older sister vibes 💕 and her unhinged thoughts are 👀 HAHA love you!

@winterchimez - ngl, I never knew she had an unhinged side the first time I talked to her so when we talked more I was shookt to say the least 🤣 she's very caring and a ball of sunshine, like even if we talk most of the time on chat I feel a good and warm energy radiating from her 😌

@snowflakewhispers - omg one of my OG anons when I started here 🥺 I remember all the ideas and different shit we would talk about, I'm very grateful to be in the presence of such a gifted writer & incredibly funny person (please she doesn't have to say much she will pop in the group chat and im already laughing) ✨

[astroyongie]

https://www.tumblr.com/astroyongie/746826051232153600?source=share

I only have 3 tattoos so far. And all of them are in the right side and themed flowers. 1 hand tattoo, 1 daisy wrap and my mother's birth year. But I'm planning on tattooing my right waist and yes also a flowered theme.

Whaaaaats your tattoooo my loves???? I was shookt when I saw that in your bingo card. 😂

That seems super pretty! one of my closest friends have a bunch of tattoos but they are also 90% only flower themed

i also have 3. 1st is a paw print in memory of a friend I lost on my shoulder; the 2nd is Minou my cat on my forearm also in memory of her and the 3rd is on my chest (from upper to middle boobies) which is a representation of my spirituality, with the sun and the moon in each opposites, planets and 3 geometric art stars to represent my three angels/spiritual guides

[honestreviewsblog]

Cursed in Love JDrama - A Fan's Journey (with spoilers!!)

Ep 1-2

It's got every trope that I look for in a romance story omg. It's got, childhood friends, love-hate relationship, enemies to lovers, AND partners in crime ALL in one relationship.

Me: Such complicated feelings!! 🫢

It has the spice that I've been looking for in Jdramas and honestly I am sold, I am seated, I am so ready for this roller coaster ride.

The ML isn't looking really green flag-ish right now, as a matter a fact at this point I can safely say he's a red flag. But I also do understand FL's torned up feelings too so, "Girlie, I can't even blame you right now to be honest".

I can't wait for what this drama's in store for us.

Ep 3-4

I was shookt, tbh I DID NOT expect any intimate scenes from a Jdrama. Or maybe I just haven't watched enough?? Anyway, the plotline is need I say it? A bit sad. And the main characters just feel so lonely and isolated as a person. So the overall tone of the drama is just looking for the goodness and the 'light' in an otherwise really dark and lonely life.

The ML continues to be a red flag hahahahaha. He could've just explained things properly but I guess he just never learned how to be a good person so he never even considered actually communicating first before doing something really concerning. FL continues to surprise me in so many ways. She looks very timid and shy but she's actually strong for putting up with everything that's been happening in this family to be honest; and her perseverance is really commendable, just sad that she has to hide her own identity even though I can see that she's also falling for ML. I can't even imagine what would happen when he finds out. But still, I'm so excited hahahaha.

5-8

I forgot to update 5-6 yesterday cos I was so out of it!! The plot thickened so much I didn't even know how to begin. So I'm just gonna wrap it up with the finale.

And damn was it a whole rollercoaster ride. The moment you think it's the end, another revelation gets revealed like an onion or something, the skins just go on and on—it feels never ending. But I'm not gonna spoil anything. Just go watch it yourself so you'll get what I mean hahahahaha.

Anyway overall, the drama was so goooood. I did NOT expect the revelations at all! And I thought I could pretty much figure things out through all those years watching KDramas but apparently, I'm still a baby when it comes to predicting JDrama plots.

I love it 10/10 ✨ It feels like they had a season 2 within the last 3 episodes but it didn't feel rushed or slow, it was just right but I also wished there were more. Maybe more cute scenes between the main characters?? But that's just wishful thinking, I knew they can't have more due to the premise and having cute scenes towards the end also wouldn't fit the overall tone of the drama. So to me it really was a 10/10 💖

[ngtskynebula]

I just found out I'm older than every member of Pledis' TWS boygroup, also known as Seventeen's children they birthed themselves last year... I am shookt. Shookt, I tell you!

[benefits1986]

R U G

Started the day with Kodaline PL and thought I'd be able to down a whole bottle of wine in the name of sedation, however...

Sucking in all good vibes because wala lang for today's video. Been really in the zone as I plugged in my planned leaves for the year-ender. Not sure pa saan ako mapapadpad pero, oks lang. Ready for it. CHZ.

So ayun na nga. Kodaline is one of the most underrated bands I've been listening to for quite some time. Parang in between praise song siya and feel good music kahit 'yung iba, sadboi songs. LOL.

Lakas maka-good vibes and all. The plan for tonight is to down work items and hustles. Happy lang ako kasi apart from goal setting with our newest hire, we both love BL. Tawang-tawa ako because I asked her anong series ang bias niya. She readily said Call Me By Your Name. Shookt ako kasi oweeem. Then, I told her if GSP (Gaya Sa Pelikula) is part of her Gen Z radar. She Googled it and screamed, gwapo daw ng mga bida. 'Di ba? And she's off to binge watch daw sa weekend. Sabi ko, chikahan kami on Monday about it. And we'll down her goals before the week ends, too.

Also, in our call, I met her mom and brother na plus her dog. Shemay. Buti, mabait voice ko. HAHAHA. The brother kasi greeted me back ng good morning and the introvert in me froze. I asked if she's on headset and no raw. Hello, po tita and to your dog too. Good morning! HAHHAHAA. Shet. Another stakeholder na naman po, opo.

Syempre, ganado tayo kasi nabubuo na ang game. Unti-unti, but, wait, there's more. Mas dama ko 'yung flow na 'di pa naman flowing pero papunta na doon ng team. 'Di siya madali sa dami ng lusak levels ganaps, pero, naniniwala ako na character and culture na intentional are the keys, baby. LUH. Dalisay era gaming na ba ito talaga? Or gusto ko lang talaga ng bonus for JaFunds +++? Or both din naman, puwede.

Side note: End state na gusto ko sana soon pero tanggap ko naman na ang gestation period since 'di naman talaga madaling mag-inception ng mindset agad. OKAYYY. FINEEE. 'Yung parang kami ng second dad ko. Iinom lang tapos may slides na agad then sabak na agad. Message-message and banter na lang. Walang ego gaming. Syempre, laging mala-defense 'yung mga batuhan namin pero, mabilis. Dumadaloy. Tuloy-tuloy. In my past life kasi, hataw-kalabaw ako. If you can't catch my drift, aggressive-aggressive mode ako kahit kanino. LOL. Pero, hindi na ako ganun ngayon. I've learned bitter lessons na I'm using as guideposts in this chapter. LUH. Hahahahaha.

Drank wine pa, and halfway through the bottle, my fourth anak-anakan arrived at home. 'Yung sedation ko, nauwi sa palpitation. Lakas. Hahahaha. LOL. I really need sedation para makalma ako at makatulog din. So 'yun na ngaaaa. She's been reaching out the past weeks. Sundot lang nung una. Kamusta ba raw ako and all pabebs. Then, poof. Luwas daw siya kasi need niya ng backup. As a backup files girl, sabi ko, sige. Okay. Then, real quick, andito na siya. Akala ko naman sa weekend pa. HAHAHAHA. 'Di aligned ang calendar namin. Opo. Pero, seriously, she's been battling silent battles for a long time. And, 'yung mom niya reached out years ago na ako na raw muna bahala sa panganay niya. They live together naman pero, Gen X parenting is not giving... slay 'pag dating sa mental health issues.

Honestly, when her mom reached out, I begged off agad coz I'm not a good example. Actually, I'm the best example of a really bad shit example. LOL. Sinabi ko rin 'to sa mom niya. Sabi naman ng mom niya, she knows that I can handle her strong-willed daughter kasi 'di na nila alam gagawin nila. HAHAHAHAHA. Sabi ko, I will try. Best effort kasi 'di ko naman alam anong vibe ng batang 'to. Small talk. Milktea. Kulitan 'pag nasa Laguna ako and then she eventually opened up. Hay. Hay. Hayyyyayyy.

'Yung g na g na ako will say na: Magusap kasi kayong mag-ina. Pareho naman ang intention n'yo pero you don't speak the same language. 'Yun lang. Napaka simple naman kasi ng problema. Wala kayong heart to heart alignment. UGH. Pero, syempre, to atone for my scarlet sins nung kabataan ko, sige. Sige na. Sige na nga. I've been my 4th anak-anakan's journal x graphic novel. Ganern. And in all of our talks, I find myself talking to my younger, naive self. Ang lala. Cringe pero sige... eto na tayo. Mas mabait pa naman siya sa akin pero 'yung spiral, kinabog ako, mhie. Iba na talaga mga bata ngayon. Not to judge, pero iba na rin kasi ang realities nila. Online and offline world gaming.

She has so much potentials as a med student doing fan art. Mabuting bata. She started sa DeviantArt pa. Alam mo 'yung 'di patapon buhay pero she has this belief that she is not enough. HUY. Sounds oddly familiar, noh? HAHAHAHAHAH. Can't sleep na naman kasi binabantayan ko siya. Parang tulog naman na while I'm writing this. I am hanging onto her small wins and hyping her sa abot ng kaya ko. Para tayong candy-sprinkled donut for this late night session. Kitang-kita at damang-dama ko na she wants to shape up. And I really am not giving up on her. She shared that she knows she is healing but why does healing hurt so badly and why does it take so long? HUY. It hit home... hard. Sapol na sapol ang hidden dark heart ko, mhie. Her fat tears rolled down her cheeks and poof. Ayun na.

Sabi ko naman as a mature kuno being and doing: Hurting and healing go hand in hand. Remember phantom pain? That's how it is talaga. Circle of life, baga. Ginamitan ko pa ng scenario na quadruple bypass surgery x brain injury pero may 15% chances of survival. Sabi ba naman e 'di deads na 'yun. Sabi ko, 'wag niya akong dadaanin sa pilosopa ways niya. I challenged her na, kung doctor ka ba and nakikita mong lumalaban patient mo to the fullest, susukuan mo ba? Tumigil. Sabi, she will try her best daw to heal the patient.

What struck me most is that now, she is sure that she wants to be a doctor, unlike before. Another win pero for me, big win na 'to. She told me: Ate, this is my chance to live longer. HUHUHUHUHU. Pero syempre, matalinong gago, kaya may bawi na, kaso parang 'di ko deserve e. Dami kong naabala. Nasasayang na oras. 'Di ako worth it. 'Yung saltik neto, iba rin e. Extremes. Sabi ko naman, mag boyfriend na siya ng may pagbuntunan na siya ng galit at pabebs niya. Humanap siya sa BGC mamaya ng qualified leads. HAHAHHAHAHA. Sabay tanong sa akin: Ikaw ba may boyfriend na? Me: Ako pa ba? :D Syempre, wala. Hahahahaha. E girlfriend? Wala rin. Basic. Matic. Paka impakta talaga neto madalas. Tanong niya, bakit. Sabi ko naman, let's not go there. Not today, Satan. Not today. :D Kelan ba kasi ako tantantanan ng mga ganitong klaseng tanong? Iniisip ko minsan, sagutin na YES MERON. Para matapos na lang.

May type daw siya na tawang-tawa ako. I CANNOT. Hahahaha. Pagdasal ko na rin 'to as a priority po, Lord. CHZ. Sabi ko rin, 'wag na niya akong gayahin kasi hindi ideal path 'yung akin. :p Masukal at masalimuot pero natatawid-tawid naman. Unti-unti. Side note: Parang kami lang kasi sa fambam ang may ganitong pitik. Sabi ko nga, 'wag niya akong tuluran. Babala. :p

Sabi ko, bahay kami mag-stay since I'm work from home later. Sabi, puwede daw ba maglakad sa labas. Okayyyy. BGC, hello po, in a bit. LOL. Also, walang dalang damit so ako pa nagbihis sa kanya. I joked pa na kahit isang buwan siya dito sa bahay, Shein finds na pasado namang Gen Z galore siya dito. Syempre, pinapili ko ng drip. Excited siya e. Pinapili ko rin kung bike o lakad since biking mode kami sa Laguna. Lakad daw. Soooo, tatapusin ng mabilis ang mga paganaps bukas at lalakad tayo sa most unfavorite space ko sa Manila. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA.

Road to yaya turned mayordoma na ba talaga ako this era? Bakit napapraning ako kahit parang tulog na siya? LOL. If I can only down the whole bottle of wine rn, but, sige, mature na tayo. Hahahahaha. Wala rin siyang dalang laptop, so sabi ko, say no more. Tawang-tawa. :D Buti, binalik agad personal laptop ko. So ayun, gising na gising na naman po tayo so early in the morning. Isipan ko pa ng roll out ganaps ko mamaya. 'Di ako sure, pero ready naman na ako. Eto na 'to e. LOL. So help me, universe.

[donnapalo]

That Bitch Called Lala

Over the years, I've already come across different kinds of mean people but, to this day, I don't forget my very first close encounter. Like, meron pala talagang ganung tao? LOL. Akala ko sa pelikula or mga palabas lang sa TV. I grew up around polite, supportive, and people na hindi squatter ugali having studied in my youth in a private, Catholic school in a village so I was shookt and I didn't have the life skill to tackle on that spawn of Satan.

I've had the misfortune of coming across that bitch in UP Diliman, College of Business Administration. Before that bitch revealed her true colors, she was one of the few people I usually hang with. I don't know how or why pero naging kasa-kasama ko siya and I think we're ok naman...until that year.

Marami naman talagang masama ugali doon sa lugar na yun and I didn't really want to be there. Andyan yung maraming parinig ng parinig and ginagawan ka ng kwento. Andyan yung mga tinatawanan ka at nilalait over the shallowest things (e.g. hitsura). Pero iba, if the person you thought is your friend and yung akala mo na one of the few people na mabait dun is insekyorang palaka pala. Also, for me, wala namang kwenta yung mga tinuturo dun. I would have been better off taking Engineering, Statistics, or other scientific courses. Hindi ko lang naasikaso mag-shift out dun sa walang kwentang lugar na yun. But I digress.

It was supposedly my final year. I was really looking forward to getting out of that place even if I wasn't in the right headspace. Since final year na, may feasibility study. All the other subjects too had group activities wherein kagroup ko that bitch.

I think ok naman nung una sa mga group activities. Then bigla nalang siyang nambabara sa meeting. Like, one time, I was suggesting Dunkin Donuts (though di ko na maalala exactly for what). And she was like, "Cheaaaaap!" Sinigawan ba naman ako. As if naman expensive siya. Ugali pa lang, alam mong hindi sosyal despite her trying to be perceived as such. Since hindi naman ako sanay makipag-away, ang nasabi ko nalang is "sinasabi ko lang naman". Masama na pala mag-suggest? Imagine if ganun katrabaho or boss mo; she's the kind of person that can make a workplace unsafe and toxic for others. And how would you participate if ganun kabastos yung kagroup mo? Even if pangit or hindi mo trip yung idea ng iba, kailangan sisigawan or babarahin or lalaitin? If pala-patol ako, baka sinigawan ko din. But I didn't. I was better than that. Saka hindi naman namin siya boss. Acting leader, maybe. Pero, pag iniisip ko ngayon, who the fuck is she. Even dun sa isa pa naming kagroup na nakakausap ko pa until now, ang sama rin nya magsalita. Akala naman talaga nung bitch na yun kung sino siya and ang galing galing nya dun sa subject na yun. Kung maka-asta, akala mo katulong nya kami or something. Kung anong ikinaputi nya, yun naman ang ikinaitim ng budhi. LOL.

Pero the thing that made me really uncomfortable... to the point na ayaw ko na to be anywhere near or around her started nung magsusurvey na for feasibility. I volunteered na ako na magpaphotocopy since hindi raw makakapagpaphotocopy yung kung sino. Napaphotocopy ko naman. Pero pagdating ko dun sa Greenbelt, galit na galit yung maldita, parinig ng parinig. Ang sabi nya, "Hindi pang Class A". I don't know if dahil pangit yung papel ng photocopied survey questionnaires or ako ang nilalait or both. I don't know too kung gaano ba siya kayaman or kung mayaman ba siya or she's trying hard to be perceived as Class A whatever the fuck Class A means to her to even act like that. Saka, for me, pag sinabing Class A, it means peke, gaya-gaya etc. LOL. Also, I've been around someone before na anak talaga ng milyonaryo (or maybe bilyonaryo pa nga) and kilalang tao sa gobyerno and other people na may sinabi sa buhay, pero despite the wealth and power, hindi naman ganun umasta. In my masteral classes too wherein I'm sure mas magaling yung iba kong kasama, hindi sila katulad nya. Some of them would even uplift me. E siya, sino ba siya. Also, if she's a civilized and non-malicious person, pwede naman nyang sabihin nang maayos na hindi ok yung quality ng papel or what. I remember I offered na ipaphotocopy ko nalang uli pero galit na galit. Well, I guess her intention really was ipamukha sa mga ibang kagroup namin na ganun yung gawa ko or di ako ok kagroup or what. Pwe! Siya ang hindi ok ka-group and sa corporate world, mga katulad nyang maldita at toxic yung kailangan mong iwasang maging katrabaho.

Hindi nalang ako nakipagtalo dahil hindi naman ako sanay makipagbardagulan. I remember from Greenbelt wherein ang idea nya is magflyering kami ng survey questionnaire or mangharang/approach ng mga dumadaan (which is stupid, by the way, and mas lalong hindi sosyal) pumunta kami sa SM Makati foodcourt ata yun and patuloy nya akong biniblame (when pwede ko naman ipaphotocopy uli somewhere around that place yung mga questionnaires kahit pa gano kamahal). Habang nakaupo, I decided na magbasa muna ng readings na dala ko dahil isinabay ko sa pagphotocopy. Aba si maldita, murmur ng murmur and pinariringgan pa ako ng nerd daw ako blahblah. That's when I decided to leave. It started to get really awkward from there.

Back then, I had a gay friend and once, in a class, sabi nya sakin, "Donna, ayusin mo yan." Pumapasok pa ako sa mga classes nun pero hindi ko kinakausap yung bitchesa. Like wow, ako pa magpapakumbaba sa nambubully sakin? Haha. I replied to him, "Ewan ko dyan, nung Saturday pa yan, murmur ng murmur. Saka nerd daw ako. Uwi na nga ako magpakanerd na akooooo!" I remember some people seated from the back heard me and they were like "Hayaaaaan!" Kung di ba naman insecure, pati ba naman kung nerd ako or hindi, issue sa kanya? Saka pabagsak-bagsak pa siya ng gamit when I'm around her. Would you be comfortable to be near someone like that? Ako hindi.

In other classes, though, parang kinakampihan yun. Especially dun sa global marketing crap na klase. May pag "go go go" sa kanya the other bitch in the place na L din start ng pangalan (Laurice or Louriz ata. Well I don't care kung sino siya and kung ano spelling ng pangalan nya) as well as yung pangit na lalaki named M na tingin ng tingin sakin. I remember my gay friend telling me when I told her about the Louriz bitch and what I was hearing her say and he said "Maarte lang yun. Pero mas mayaman ako sa kanya." LOL. Katakot din the guy na tingin ng tingin, mukhang may mga balak na kasing itim nya. But I digress, again.

It became more and more awkward until I don't feel like coming in to my classes, anymore. Especially the classes na andun yung maldita. Except dun sa strat course ata yun wherein my gay friend was around. Meron pang mga online stalker and I know because I hear them talking something related to what I post. As if naman I really tweet exactly what I think. There were professors too na kung anu-ano sinasabi in class and I don't know kung nagpaparinig ba or what. Like, what the fuck. That place is a dump. I've taken classes in other colleges pero mostly ok naman, hindi toxic and walang nangbibring down or gumagawa ng kung anong rumors. Dun lang talaga. Wala naman akong bilib sa mga marketing marketing eme nila. I did not learn anything from them either. Whatever skills I have used for all the work that I have done over the years, I haven't learned them from that place and from any people in that place.

I still tried to save what I could and, against my will, ako pa lumapit dun sa bitch since unfortunately, ka-grupo ko siya sa lahat. Pero parang pinalalabas nya sa iba na umaasa lang daw ako sa groupmates. Ang galing talaga tumahi ng kwento. Saka feeling naman nila talaga ang galing nila. Walang kahihiyan. If most of the classes do not have group work, I was surely better off... kahit pa para sakin walang kwenta yung mga inaaral and I wasn't interested at all. Like DUH, wala naman silang kahit anong naitulong sakin, kaya ko gumawa mag-isa, and I probably even had better ideas sa mga gawa nila, and mas nakagulo pa sakin yung may kailangan akong pakisamahan na demonyita. Not to brag or anything pero matalino naman talaga ako since I was a kid and I did ok in most subjects even if I didn't try too hard. Ewan ko lang sila and kung anong pagsusunog ng kilay ginagawa nila. There was even an accounting class na ilang beses ko lang pinasukan pero ang taas ng grade ko. There were even semesters too where I was part of yung equivalent ng "dean's list" even if di ako naghahabol or nageeffort makakuha ng magandang grades. Hindi ako bobo, and hindi ako katulad lang nila, let alone mas mababa sa kanila.

Nakakatawa too how pinalalabas nung iba na hindi ko daw kaya or kinaya blahblahblah. Bakit, pang-henyo yung mga tinuturo dun? Business Ad? Lol. Laway lang puhunan ng mga tao dun. Hindi yun mahirap like sciences, hindi lang ako pumapasok. Walang kwenta na nga dun, ang pangit pa ng environment. Not good for your mental health. Given all that I have achieved so far, too, wala namang problema sa aking mental capability. If anything, mas complex pa yung mga natutunan ko after college sa kahit anong itinuro sa mga pinasukan ko dun LOL. So all the claims about hindi ko kaya eme doesn't make sense. Wala rin akong pake sa marketing and never ko pinageffortan matutunan yun. Yung mga quantitative subjects din, hindi naman maganda yung turo, pumapasa rin ako kahit di ako nageeffort. Pero yun nga, nakakatamad na, ang toxic pa sa paligid. Kagrupo ko pa sa halos lahat yung demonyita. May mga prof din na parang gustung-gusto ka idown. Nakakatawa lalo na yung sa global marketing saka sa market research. Mga impakta. Sabi pa nung isa sakin, chinecheck daw nila thoroughly yung sagot ko sa exam. Like, ano yun? Feeling ba nila may kasinungalingan sa mga sagot ko or what. Yung isa din, yung Tubianosa, nung isang exam parang may sinasabi pa na nananabotahe daw or takpan daw yung papel nung exam. Kapal ng mga mukha nun. Saka yung kinakampihan nila, hindi naman special or ganun kagaling para sa idea nila na sinasabotahe or kokopyahan and mas lalong hindi naman mabait. If anything, sila ang questionable ang character. Birds of a feather? Yun din hirap sa mga exam na subjective yung paggrade, pag hindi ka nila bet or pag may kinakampihan silang impakta, pwede ka nilang bigyan ng pangit na grade. Ikinayaman kaya nila yung magbigay ng pangit na grade? Kapal ng mga mukha kung makasalita sakin and pati yung mga sinasuggest nila about me. I should have gathered evidence para nakasuhan ko sila ng harrassment. Kahit alam ko na hindi ako dapat magpaapekto dun sa demonyita at sa mga kampon nya, may effect talaga e. Kung dati hindi na ako komportable at wala akong gana, mas lalong nakademotivate and nakacause ng anxiety.

Meron pa akong narinig nung sabi nung isang kagrupo dun sa walang kwentang feasib, yung intsik yung apelyido (I think Ng ata. Di ko na maalala; all I remember is pa siyang maldita), "iba naman kasi yung math nung highschool blahblahblah". Katawa, nangbibringdown talaga. Saka wala naman akong sinasabi about math or kung ano man tinatry nilang palabasin. Meron pang isa, yung Cueco ang apelyido na utang ng utang sakin, na kung anu-ano sinasabi. Birds of a feather flock together talaga e lol. Narinig ko rin sabi nung bitch na "nagfiflirt sa prof para makakuha ng magandang grade". Wow ha, kelan nangyari yun? Dapat pala talaga pag may mga ganun-ganung gumagawa ng rumor, sinasagot. Ang galing gumawa ng kwento e. I never cared about grades. Like, wala naman akong scholarship to be desperate and I was under no pressure whatsoever to graduate with honors or immediately or to earn money right after graduating. May narinig rin ako na sinabi nun na nagpapaawa daw ako blahblah. Kanino ako nagpapaawa? Lol. Andaming iniimbento ng babaeng yun para kunwari ako yung masama and wala siyang ginawang masama. Lahat ng mataas na grades na nakuha ko, although I didn't try hard for them, they are commensurate sa outputs ko in classes (e.g. exams) and hindi naman ako close sa kahit sinong professor.

Pag nagsasalita rin ako to give suggestions, may papahid-pahid pa ng ilong and paghiss yung demonyitang yun. To be exact pa may "Tss tss" siya when I speak. Ayoko rin naman siyang ka-group DUH. May sinasabi pa around me na pahiya daw ako at talo/loser daw ako. Like, talaga ba? Ako pa mapahiya sa impaktang feeling amo, feeling trilyonaryo, and ugaling squatter. Wala rin akong pake sa kung anong mga ganap nya and I was studying simply to finish my education. Feeling relevant. Katawa how she would make it seem that because ako daw may issue sa acads, hindi siya yung problema. Sa sobrang narcissism nya din, feeling nya siguro umiikot mundo sa kanya and para kunwari hindi siya bully, pinalalabas nya na naiinggit or nakikipagkumpetensiya sa kanya yung iba. Narcissist ang gaga. Gumagawa ng competition kuno. If anything, nambubully siya para madistract or maderail ako sa ginagawa ko so sino ang nakikipagkumpetensya? Grades lang din kaya nyang icompare and palabasin na ugat ng pagkainggit daw sa kanya since hindi naman ako nageeffort para sa grades habang siya sobrang desperate to the point na mang-aaway ng ka-group sa project. Akala naman nya ang galing ng mga ideas nya. Walang nakakainggit sa kanya. Pwe! Nakakatawa the mere idea. Ugali pa lang, kasumpa-sumpa na, kahit ano pa man tingin nyang meron siya. Sana pala nainform ako, though, na may "competition" para ginalingan ko kahit di ako interesado sa mga walang kwentang inaaral sa lugar sa yun para hindi ako maiimbentohan ng kung anong kwento. Also, nakakainsulto macompare sa ganun. Taluhin nya mukha nya. Kahit ano pang sabihin nya or ng iba or kung ano pa makuha nya in life, hindi ako talo ng ganun. In the first place, hindi ako nakikipagkumpetensiya sa kahit sino and hindi naman ako desperate and masamang taong tulad nya. Hindi rin naman ako effort na effort sa pag-aaral back then. Kung pasamaan ng ugali, though, panalong-panalo talaga yung bitchesang yun. May kakampi pa siyang mga iba pang basura din ang ugali sa lugar na yun LOL. Mas lalong hindi rin ako ang dapat mapahiya. Hindi ako ugaling-squatter na tulad nya. The thing is, ugaling squammy siya pero feeling sosyal. Kahit anong sabihin ng kung sino, the real issue is ang pangit ng ugali nya and that she mistreats people.

May sinasabi pa yun noon na "nagpapanggap" saka "naghuhuramentado" daw. Like, kelan naman nangyari yun? I'm not like her who does squatter things and nagsisimula ng gulo. I wonder if yung mga magulang nya is katulad nyang walang modo, toxic, and insekyora. Wala rin akong pake sa kahit sinong andun sa lugar na yun, especially someone like her. Sino ba siya other than a mapagparinig, sarcastic, and bully na classmate? Saka akala mo kung sino kung mangmaliit ng iba, wala namang kahanga-hangang galing. Summa cum laude ba? Hindi naman LOL. Prior to that year too, nakatrabaho ko na siya sa ibang group projects and wala namang kakaiba sa kanya or sa mga ideas nya. Worse, kailangan pa nyang manakit ng ibang tao to achieve her goals kung ano mang goals yun. Wala rin namang value yung honors sa course na ganun since wala namang kwenta yung mga tinuturo dun. Mostly laway lang puhunan. I wasn't pretending to be anything, either, while siya is pa-sosyal and akala mo kung sinong hindi makabasag-pinggan pag iba ang kaharap. Kahit tawagin nyang cheap ang ibang tao, hindi nya ikinasosyal yun. Isama mo pa yung pagpaparinig, paninira, and paggawa nya ng kwento. Ayoko ng magulo and toxic kaya ako umiiwas pero hindi ako natatakot sa kahit sino sa kanila. Funny how they think I should shrink for them or that I should feel below them. Mga feeling.

Sobrang tuwa-tuwa that bitch when I was failing, or when I was making self-deprecating jokes, and nakahanap siya ng opportunity na gumawa ng kung anu-anong kwento and mambaligtad to make it seem mabait siya. Once, I even heard her saying na inggit daw sa kanya. Insecure na, narcissistic pa that bitch. Saka akala mo kung sino kung mang-api. I tried to stand up to her but since magkakaparehas ng ugali most people in that place, syempre ako yung masama and the environment really was uncomfortable for me. Kunwari pa naiiyak siya or nakikiempathize and bait-baitan sa iba pero deep inside tuwang-tuwa ang hayup. Hindi tumigil yun sa pagpaparinig and minsan nagmumura pa. Same nung isa Cueco squatter. May sinasabi pa na paranoid daw ako. Gaslighter din ang hayup. Para kunwari wala siyang ginawang mali, pinalalabas nya it's all in my head. Saka ano siya, psychologist? Wag ako. I just wasn't focused that time and dumagdag pa her shit pero I'm not stupid or masama ugali. And, unlike her, I don't believe that I need to step on anyone to succeed. Hindi ako ganun ka-weak. The only thing that's clear is that she's a fucking bully. Ang galing din umarte e, kunwari siya pa yung mabait and victim. Oh, naalala ko din when I first started working, nakasalubong ko siya sa bandang Ayala and tatawa-tawa ang demonya. Nung nagpasabog ng kayabangan, sinalo niya lahat. Maybe she felt triumphant na may nabully, nasiraan siya, and nabring down siya. Demonya. It kinda haunts me na hindi ko ipinagtanggol yung sarili ko hanggang dulo and I let the things she did get to me. Bakit rin kasi ang daming groupwork groupwork dun. Kung di ko kagroup yun and if natapos ko lahat ng ginagawa ko nun (which is, unlike sa pinapalabas ng iba, hindi naman beyond my ability), ang dali nyang iexpose and ipahiya and there will be no doubt that she's in the wrong. Dapat din pala talaga pag mga ganung klaseng tao, pinapatulan. Wala ng pa-bigger bigger person. Feeling kasi ng mga tulad nya, kahit sino pwede nyang tapakan basta gustuhin nya.

I don't know and I don't care wherever she is or whatever the hell she's doing now. But kahit san pa siya mapunta and kung ano makuha nya in life and kung ano pa man sinasabi nya sa iba, I have zero respect for her. Nor does it change what kind of person she is. Maybe I'm less believable because I didn't have stellar grades or what but I'll stand in my truth. She can say her made-up stories wherein of course siya bida or siya ang victim but it doesn't change she's the fucking bully and ang pangit ng ugali/pagkatao nya. I bet wherever she is, pag may kinainsecure-an siya, gagawin din nya yung mga ginawa nya sakin. Or pag may nakita siyang mahina or feeling nya less privileged than her, aapihin niya. Literally the worst person to be in the same environment in.

I just remembered...there was someone I worked with before na Bagadion din apelyido and ka-ugali nya. Before I left, sinabihan pa ako na, "just because taga-UP ka, doesn't mean magaling ka." (nonverbatim, pero yan na yan yung message) Like, what the fuck? Ang galing mang bring down. Insecure bitch din. Baka kamag-anak nung malditang hayup. But I didn't give a damn. It wasn't like I was strapped for money or that I have limited opportunities. May mga tao talaga na pag feeling nila gipit ka, aapihin ka. Mukha lang akong naghihirap because I was too thin back then, I didn't have expensive clothing, and medyo napabayaan ko yung appearance ko but I had enough resources. Also, unlike in school wherein walang masyadong choice but to stay and finish what's started kahit ang toxic-toxic (otherwise wala kang degree), I can choose my environment. Thankfully, in the past 8 years or so, wala akong ganung boss. If anything, mas salbahe pa yung mga nasa baba kesa sa mga mas mataas. Marami pa akong naencounter na mga insecure, rumormongers, and feeling magaling na engot after college but that's for another blog.

Unless anyone really looked and searched if I have a tumblr, this post won't be easily found. But still, I'm kind of relieved I get to tell my piece. It's not healthy to recall all these but, in case I forget and anyone tries to make me believe it's all my fault, this is here whether may maniwala or wala. Andito mga detalye ng mga kasalbahehang naexperience ko dun. Pag may naalala pa ako, I will update this. I won't be gaslighted and I'm definitely sane. Also, I'm intelligent kahit ano pang sabihin ng kung sino dyan. If I tried hard in that walang kwentang course or if I took the right course, I'm sure I would graduate with honors. Big deal? Even after people tried to make me feel less of myself, I never felt like I'm stupid or what. So they didn't succeed. I may have uttered some self-deprecating jokes but I do not think small of myself at all. I know what I'm capable of better than some envious twats. Also, none of my achievements can be erased just because may mga inggitero/a who don't want or can't accept they're true. Kahit ano rin nangyayari now or mangyari in the future, it doesn't make anything real from the past untrue.

Ugh, I hope that life would be fair and just fucking stop rewarding bullies, gossipmongers, naysayers and shitty people in general. It makes them think all the things they do are ok and believe their own lies, and it gives them more power and confidence to step on other people. Baka feeling pa nila, blessings from heaven LOL. Hindi sila mabuting tao DUH; nagkataon lang may sumuporta sa kanila na either nabola nila or katulad nila na masama ugali. For the bitch, in particular, I hope one day she gets a taste of her own medicine or the things she did come back to her tenfold (or more!) and the next generation that would come from her, kung meron man. That'd be fun to witness. Also, whatever she gained by hurting or pushing down other people, she can't take them with her to her grave. It's not like she won't die, either.

p.s. I'm not wondering why there are victims of bullying who go on to mass shoot people in their schools as their revenge. Not that I'm condoning it but I get it as well as the discussion below. Also, if you're thinking a narcissist would be makokonsensya if you commit suicide, that's not gonna happen. Baka matuwa pa lalo yun lol. Anak ni Satanas

[fuckyou-saidtheraven]

Not me reading The Sandman: Endless Nights for the first time and actually being sad at how openly happy Morpheus is here and how closed off he gets at the end.

[svnbursted]

(i think i'm late but) look into my eyes <33

I see:

Absolute Conviction  |  Aggression  |  Ambition  |  Anger  |  Anxiety  |  Apathy  |  Arrogance  |  Bloodthirst  |  Bravery  |  Compassion  |  Confidence  |  Conflict  | Courage  |  Darkness  |  Defeat |  Denial  |  Desire  |  Despair  |  Determination  |  Devotion  |  Disappointment  |  Distrust  |  Dominance  |  Emptiness  |  an Enemy  |  Enlightenment  |  Envy  |  Excitement  |  Exhaustion  |  Elitism  |  Experience  |  Fear  |  a Friend  |  a Future  |  Gentleness  |  Greed  |  Grief  |  Guilt  |  Honesty  |  Honor  |  Hope  |  Hostility  |  Ignorance  |  an Illness  |  Insecurity  |  Integrity  |  Intoxication  |  Kindness  |  Lies  |  Loneliness  |  Longing  |  Loss  |  a Lover  |  Loyalty  |  Malicious Intent  |  Mania  |  Melancholy  |  Misery  |  Negativity  |  Overcompensation  |  Pain  |  Paranoia  |  Passion  |  Perseverance  |  Pettiness  |  Pity  |  Positivity  |  Pressure  |  Pride  |  a Purpose  |  Racism  |  Regret  |  Resentment  |  Resignation  |  Resolve  |  Sadness  |  Self-Hatred  |  Sexism  |  Shattered Remains  |  a Shining Light  |  Something Familiar  |  Spite  |  Stress  |  Stupidity  |  Submission  |  Tranquility  |  Trauma  |  Trust  |  Vengeance  |  Warmth  |  Wisdom  |  Wrath  |  a Cry for Help  |  Something Eating Your Mind  |  the Years have Changed You

You’re:

Animalistic  |  Approachable  |  Broken  |  Closed-Off  |  Cold  |  Crafty  |  Crazy  |  Defensive  |  Devious  |  Difficult  |  Disheartened  |  Emotionally Detached  |  Frightened  |  Frightening  |  Genuine  |  Guarded  |  Headstrong  |  Heartless  |  Human  |  Immature  |  Impatient  |  Inhuman  |  Insane  |  Intuitive  |  Lost  |  Mature  |  Noble  |  Patient  |  Pitiful  |  Primitive  |  Pure  |  Reliable  |  Remorseless  |  Reserved  |  Resourceful  |  Short-Tempered  |  Simplistic  |  Sly  |  Soft-Hearted  |  Struggling  |  a Threat  |  Trapped  |  a Troublemaker  |  Trusting  |  Understanding  |  Unique |   Unpredictable  |  Unwavering  |  a Victim  |  Wicked  |  Feeling Vindictive  |  Guilty of Something  |  Hiding Something  |  Lost in Thought  |  Planning Something  |  Scared of Me  |  Scaring Me  |  Someone I can Trust  |  Someone I Can’t Recognize Anymore  |  Someone to Fear  |  Someone Worthy of Respect  |  Weak to Manipulation  |  Weighed by Something

You:

Aren’t Being Yourself  |  Belittle Yourself  |  Don’t Want to Hurt Me  |  Don’t Want to Leave Me  |  Drown Yourself in Something  |  Feel Alone  |  Feel Empowered  |  Have a Plan that Involves Me  |  Have No One Else to Turn to  |  Have Nowhere Else to Go  |  Have Seen Some Things  |  Haven’t Been Sleeping  |  Lie to Yourself  |  Lost Faith/Trust in Me  |  Lost Something/Someone Important  |  Need Me/my Help  |  No Longer Believe Me  |  See Me as a Thing  |  See Me as Someone Else  |  Seek to Hurt/Harm  |  Seek to Manipulate  |  Think Highly of Yourself  |  Think I’m Hiding Something  |  Think Little of Yourself  |  Think You Know Best  |  Want to Hurt Me  |  Want to Protect Me  |  Want to Sleep with Me  |  Want to Use Me

[etastra-moved]

currently working what i owe rn, then gonna hop elsewhere !!

[beihonglin]

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[renchinworld]

NCT Dream: Reaction to you wanting a baby (serious edition)

kinda nsfw so no Chenji :))

FICTION

>> emotional edition with ChenJi here 😔 lol

Mark

This dude will straight up FREEZE. Like he'll be really chill (ehe) about it so it looks like he's taking it really well but on the inside he's *insert spongebob meme where everything in his brain is in chaos*

Ah there it is

And it's not even a bad thing. He's just really elated that all of his thoughts are jumbling with each other. Mark's truly happy that you're finally going to raise a baby together, walk hand in hand by the sea side, take turns carrying the bundle of joy while you're shopping, play under the cozy covers as a family...and the rich imagery that's running through his mind is enough to make him go: ERROR 404 Mark Not Found.

He's also going haywire since the way to give you that baby is through a steaming hot--. I just know this man will moan the dirtiest things in your ear while hammering into you.

All jokes aside though, Mark will make a great father (very responsible & reliable) and he intends to be one! He's just shookt. Just let him take it all in for now.

Renjun

This man on the other hand will act like he's not surprised at all. He'll even raise an eyebrow at you as if he's challenging you to see if you'll change your mind. Oh you want a baby now? Sure, get on all fours.

Renjun doesn't strike me as the type to get surprised especially when you're in a long term relationship with him. He started noticing it when you became needier, told him to stop pulling out and held him a little longer every time he's inside you.

This man is a really attentive lover (waaay too attentive) that he sometimes knows what you want even before you realize it yourself. He already knows (or is speculating for a while), he's just waiting for you to say it yourself because he doesn't want to influence your decision. P.S. he's been wanting to have that baby for a long time.

Renjun would give that child the world if he could. Baby wouldn't even learn how to crawl and he's already flexing Balenciaga.

Jeno

Jeno is probably the one with the most obvious 😳 expression. Eh? HUH? Not because he doesn't want it because damn he's dreamt of having a family with you the moment he laid his eyes on you, but because it's like his dreams are slowly becoming reality all so suddenly.

Imagine this: you, Jeno, classy restaurant date then you drop the "I want a baby" bomb. And BOOM! Mans 100% gonna ACCIDENTALLY stand up and announce that shit to the entire establishment: "I'm gonna be a father?!"

The other customers will start congratulating him and you just sit there red as a tomato, whispering to yourself: "Not yet... Technically yes, but not yet."

The next thing you know you'll get a free dessert from the restaurant, btw. The staff loved his reaction. Nice one, daddy Jeno.

And nice one indeed because he'll have you screaming your lungs out all night the moment you got home. This man is ruthless but you like that. He'll have you folded up in a hundred different positions as he fucks you that if whoever compiled the kamasutra saw you, they will feel sorry for your hips.

Haechan

You thought Jeno's style is a news reporter? Haechan is THE mf TV station. This man will never shut up about the baby bomb and it's the cutest thing you've ever seen in your life (because it is!) and it just makes you love him even more.

Y'all just having dinner with friends? They're all godparents now.

Y'all having a picnic with your family? What family? They're the Baby Naming Council now.

Y'all only window shopping at the mall? Nope. He bought all the stocks from the baby shop. Okay, maybe not everything. He didn't like the bib designs.

Y'all doing the do do bap? He'll make sure to push all his cum inside you as it drips out of your core. Says one of those warriors will be his successor one day. It will have you vibrating not only from pleasure but also from laughter. Why would you say that Haechan?

Donghyuck is so excited to give your child the best of the best and treat them so well they have no choice but to recognize him as the best dad in the world.

Jaemin

Mr. My Way is so prepared, boy scouts are found shaking in a ditch. This man has his whole life planned out up 'til retirement. Did we really expect him to wing it when it comes to having a baby? Impossible. Jaemin probably has a mf list of where the child will go to school and future career options (with flexible choices, of course).

He's wanted to have a family of his own ever since he was young so when you told him that you wanted a baby, he gives you the biggest, sweetest smile and cuddles you while thanking you all night. He'll be taking his sweet time while doing the deed as well, making sure to make every thrust count since this IS a special moment... Then he goes and pound on you so roughly for hours while repeatedly asking you to tell him that you want him to cum inside.

This man is most likely the sweetest out of everyone when reacting initially. He tells you that you're the biggest blessing in his life and that you're gonna give him another blessing and that's a blessing combo. I dunno what that is either but yes. You're a blessing combo. You're Jaemin's blessing combo.

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[astrofireworks]

listen y'all I met @jakganim today and if you think they're the cutest person ever to exist ur 100000% absolutely fuckin right

[thoughtsbyharu]

Born Pink Album Thoughts

My thoughts regarding Blackpink's 2nd Full Album

Hello and Hi!

A little bit overdue but this is gonna be a short review of Born Pink album.

Born Pink is the second full album of Blackpink, a south korean girl group under YG entertainment.

Just a PSA: I'm a Blink so I might be a bit biased with my opinions ><

I remember the hype of this last year because they rarely release comebacks! The moment I heard there was a FULL album, I immediately pre-ordered all versions.

Anyways, this review will be super short compared with the one I did with Olivia's Sour album so without further ado, let's go!

1. Pink Venom

Rating: 8/10

Thoughts:

Ok don't be mad but on first listen, I absolutely hated the chorus. I love everything except that chorus. But well since I keep streaming, it kinda grew on me 😂 Now it's my freakin anthem lol.

JenLisa rap parts were fire and ChaeSoo bridges were amazing! The "Blackpiiiink" chant was amazing as well. We sounded like a cult when we were chanting it on the concert ><

2. Shut Down

Rating: 9/10

Thoughts:

I LOVE this song no matter what anyone says. For me, it's one of their best title songs Jisoo's chorus part is fire, what a bias wrecker. I like the mix of classical La Campanella strings and modern beats. Also, the MV gave me goosebumps and made me cry a little. I've been a blink since their debut and seeing them reference and recreate their previous MV scenes made me realize that they made it despite all the hate that they got. My girls came so far 🥺

Also the lyrics?? Like hello! It's obviously for those who are dragging them down. My favorite lines are "Bunch of wannabes that wanna be me, me three of I was you" and "Praying for my downfall many have tried baby" like yes girls tell 'em!

Whip it whip it whip it is hard to pronounce tho haha

3. Typa Girl

Rating: 8/10

Thoughts:

This song has been stuck in my head for months. I lost count of how many times I had this on repeat haha. I absolutely love the beats and the line, "I bring money to the table not your dinner".

Lyrics is a bit of a pick me girl moment but eh, it's good and catchy 🤷‍♀️

Also, has anyone watched their Coachella set for this song??? The choreo? The creative direction?? EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT. Blackpink headlining Coachella is well deserved 👏👏

4. Yeah Yeah Yeah

Rating: 7/10

Thoughts:

A song written by Rosie and Jichu! Finally members getting credited amirite?? I actually like it. It's kinda perfect for encores and ending their concerts. Has a retro vibe.

GIF is from yours truly~ They sang this song in Born Pink Bulacan!

5. Hard to Love

Rating: 10/10

Thoughts:

My absolute favorite. This is what I expected Rose's solo to be like haha. OTG and Gone are good but Hard to Love is THE song for her. This song is stuck in my playlist for months. The guitar is just ❤️❤️

Please Rosie sing this on your tours or concerts I'm begging you.

6. The Happiest Girl

Rating: 7/10

Thoughts:

It's a pretty...sad song. The lyrics hurt my heart and soul. Maybe it's a song when you are going through a breakup.

I was shookt when Lisa sang! She has such a pretty voice.

I gave it a 7 score bc well it's not really my cup of tea (don't attack me pls). It's good tho don't get me wrong but personally won't have it on repeat.

7. Tally - 10/10

This song is one of my faves. It has a pretty great message about just being yourself and never minding what other people says.

For me, this song reflects them SO much. Let's be honest here, they've been through so much unneccessary hate. Everything they do, no matter how small, is just always under scrutiny. Like, give them a f**cking break 🙄 So yes, I imagine that this is THE comfort song for them. We say f*ck when we feel it \m/

8. Ready for Love

Rating: 7.5/10

Thoughts:

I actually like this song why do other Blinks shade it so much 😅

The bridges are probably my favorite! Jisoo + bridges are such a good combination

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Top 5 Songs:

Hard to Love

Tally

Typa Girl

Shut Down

Pink Venom

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Overall Score: 8.3/10