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alright guys.. here it is, the continuance that NO ONE ASKED FOR BUT IM IN INVESTED IN MYSELF SO I AM DOING THIS. im curled up, phone ready, computer ready, sweater on. lettttttttts ggooooooooo
i love the beginning already. misaki if you don't pick the right choice ill destroy you. but also, why are brother usami and papa usami sending shit to misaki. boy. im through WITH THEM. AND NOT MISAKI ACTUALLY CONSIDERING ONE OF THERES. oh you hopeless idiot.
Akihiko stomping on it! HAHAHAHAHAAH (i love a good ole toxic man, fk.) Akihiko so happpy. Awe my baby.
I love how chill they are together, now. I hope that everything that happened last episode was for the good. But also, lmfao, I am not getting my hopes up. This anime fucking destroys me left and right doesn't it????
i feel the butler is such a good person. he deserves some love. (i just mean in general.)
lol Misaki saying he'd go on the trip "alone" LMFAO. AWE USAGI SAYING IT WAS IMPORTANT. AWE AWEAWEAWE AWE
OH HERE WE GO. I love Misaki's travel attire. LOL
OH GREAT PAPA USAMI AGAIN. bro if papa usami shows up imma flip a switch. i feel like you all are thinking: get ready to flip a switch.
oh great usagi SPRINTING to the car. LOL HE DIDN'T FINISH HIS WRITNG.alsdkjfalskjdf
ok i will admit this scene is adorable. the way usagi is GRINNING at misaki being so happy about the ocean view. giving me hope for a future, my guys.
lol petty cash of 1.3 billion. not usagi saying: i can make it myself.
ok i love usagi in his glasses. i can't help it.
the rubber ducks are giving me a fee-- I FKN KNEW IT. PAPA USAMI. THIS MFR. lol but can we just realize this is where usagi gets his childish love for toys from? hahah.
oh great papa usami here to talk. smh. oh man the way misaki gets nervous about this convo. time to man up, misaki. you gotta have these conversations sometimes. i just think it is really sad how everyone talks about akihiko, these ppl just don't understand him at all. it makes me angry.
damn papa usami giving misaki a fkn lesson in life and love right now. man the doubts misaki gets himself into. ugh.
I LAUGHED SO HARD, bro usagi just acting like he didn't expect anything less than this from misaki.
Usagi: what fkn idiot floats in the bath that long? this fkn idiot.
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lol the BL Manag. BRO JUST BRINGS THIEM WITH HIM EVERYWHERE.
no usagi being so fkn sweet. broooooo. misaki he is BEGGING YOU TO TLAK TO HIM. TALK TO HIM. oh okay, i'll stop yelling. they're talking finally.
oh no not misaki talking about leaving. and being so worried about usagi. ugh. i just wish i could take these two and push them together and say, "now kiss and be happy and fk the other ppl!"
oh great i beat usagi is with his father. YEP. HERE WE GO, ISN'T IT? LOL AT MISAKI EAVESDROPPING.
ugh these usami ppl dragging misaki all the time, except for brother usami bc he "loves him" SMH. i mean, hot take i guess, but i don't think papa usami is necessarily bad hes just shit at being good.
oh man i feel like misaki is about to SNAP. OH HERE WE GO! HE IS ABOUT TO SAY SOMETHING ISN'T HE?! HE'S ALWAYS LIKE THIS. Angry dude and snapping on these idiot usami's alsdjflf
Misaki: I AM NOT TOYING WITH USAGI. I LOVE HIM.
Papa Usami: And how do you plan to be good enough for my son?
Misaki: I DON'T KNOW MFR BUT I AM WORKING ON IT. DAMN.
adlibbing, but that is the jist of the problem, right there.
oh goodness not usagi saying his love with misaki and from misaki changed how he saw the world.
OH I REMEMBER THIS SCENE. THE HOT SPRINGS. CUE THE MUSIC. CUE THE KISS. CUE THE SOFT WORDS.
oh yeah this scene is really just so sweet guys. like. okay, we get a look into misaki and seeing how is opening up to akihiko. he's all, in his thoughts: these conversations happen, we're together, we are intimate more, we spend out time togehter, i feel okay when usagi says to feel okay (implying that he has opened up to usagi in ways he hadn't been doing. that misaki is truly falling for usagi. like it's not the whole: "i love you/i don't love you" take anymore.) but then it's like reality does hit him (and maybe it should) that he and akihiko are so different, they're from two different worlds and after he thinks all those things he says: i am almost tricked into believing him.
I think what we can take away from this is that Misaki has very real concerns about the reality of their relationship. In a way that, maybe because Usagi is older, he doesn't... It really seems, a lot of the time, that the world is very black and white to Usagi. It's a "i want it, i get it" type of world, because it's always been that way and maybe that is why he fell so hard for misaki because misaki gave him a different look at the way the world really is.
And here we see Usagi, ONCE AGAIN, begging and pleading and praying with Misaki.
Usagi: Fall in love with me, love me 10x and 20x more than you love me now and become unable to part with me. That's all you have to do. I'll protect you from everyone else in this world, without fail.
It's just... I feel bad for Usagi, and I hate to be this person but I understand where Papa Usami is coming from. We want our children to have everything and love and happiness and all the world can have but we also don't want to hold them back from whatever they want as well. It's a fine line. I think there is just a lot at play in the whole thing.
okay okay im done. hot take over.
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RESOLUSI 2019
First of all, Welcome back Tumblr and congratulations on the uplift ban by Indonesia Government. Well it’s both good and bad news (If u know what I mean)
In shorts, 2018 was both good and bad years for me, THAT’S THE TRUTH!!!
Let’s start the bad one, I got forcibly resign, failed to pass on becoming an announcer, spending an unemployment period during Ramadhan (feel embarrassed to myself), and got in depression level on life. I think that’s all I remember on the bad things
How about the good one? Well, I’m happy to be part of the new company (although it’s located in my father final workplace), I able to be part of 100 top participants to become an announcer, I get some jobs as MC and moderator, I get a chance to watch early morning advance screening for upcoming movies (although official release is the next day), and ... I think that’s all
Well, seems that my resolution for this year are mostly the same with last year cause most of them didn’t fulfil but I got something unexpected that I’m glad about it. Then why I should have a resolution? Cause life needs goals which encourage you to have a purpose and enjoy your life.
Here are my 19 resolutions that I want to get in 2019:
1. Have total income with 8 digits per monthly by taking freelance work
2. Still, pursuing a career in the media field whether news (CNN Indonesia/CNBC Indonesia) or radio (MARI) as a content creator/news presenter/content writer/producer/announcer
3. Get a promotion position with high salary
4. Have many jobs as MC and Moderator in several events
5. Learn new skills such as Photoshop/Illustrator
6. Buy a new laptop/Playstation 4/Iphone/Nintendo Switch
7. Make a Podcast
8. Active on creating the personal content both article and social media
9. Always remember Allah SWT
10. Active on doing sports and get healthy
11. Participate in running events
12. Participate LPDP to get Master degree scholarship at UI
13. Active on reviewing Food restaurant around Jabodetabek
14. Saving some money strictly
15. Be kind
16. More control of unstable emotions
17. Active on attending a movie screen festival (non-mainstream genre)
18. Have a new DSLR camera
19. Remember to love yourself first
That’s all my 19 resolutions. Hope that I can fulfil some of these and may Allah bless me every day to achieve it. Although there will be moments I got down so badly, I must remember to get stand up once again.
“I Believe I can”
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