#AbyssalKarmaticAskBlog

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I’m so unbelievably excited about this but I’m having a collaboration with @niko-aspin !!!

Ask anything/Request anything you’d like!

The ask box is officially open for the bean!

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Got bored, figured I’d mess around with some headcanons.

Greed is as expected to be as an emotion, a constant loud urge but also a permanently hollow feeling that no matter what you try to fill your heart with it will always be empty and bleed.

Solitude is a chained and isolated emotion, a silent yet bitter protestor to everything around you when it feels as if the world is against you.

Fear is a panicked emotion, always trying to hide and get away from reality, burying itself as far deep back into your mind as it can from fear of being hurt once again.

Hatred is always accepting and waiting for you, Creator.

Give in

Give in

GIVE IN

GIVE IN

GIVE IN CREATOR

LET G O

C L O S E Y O U R E Y E S . . .

Ask your inner feelings whatever your soul ponders…

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I was brought here without my consent snd gun to my head to ask what your prides are? (Where you stand in LGBTQIA+ or if just an ally)

I know these kinds of spaces can sometimes be hard to find in the world but I can guarantee you are safe here.

“I’m personally Polyamorous and Pansexual!”

(Xreator’s note: I am Polyamorous and Gender-fluid personally. However, despite how accepting I am typically, things such as MAPs, Zoos, and other disgusting fake sexualities are NOT welcome in my blog. Minors and Animals cannot consent. On the other hand, other people I do not welcome include T.R.A.S.H.

T Is for Transphobes (will accept questions or curiousity if you don’t understand it genuinely however.)

R is for Racists

A is for Ableists (I have autism myself and other disorders)

S is for Sexists (Do I even need to explain why this is bad?)

H is for Homophobes (will accept questions or curiosity if you don’t understand it genuinely however.)

Politics aren’t very welcome on my page, as well as other real world problems due to personal stress and problems such as seizures from too much stress. I also much request you do not vent, I am not a good therapist since I’m just an average person with anxieties and depression myself that I’m going to therapy for. I cannot help you guys without helping myself first, but you may request character hugs/comfort instead. That is something I can help with.

I will begin a wall of shame for people who don’t respect this boundary.

Oh, screw bigots btw. Genuinely hate those people.)

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This is my first time doing a request…(mb if its actually a commission!)

But i’d request you just draw a smoll silly axolotl

You dont need to add details if you dont wanna btw! just want a silly little axolotl to spread cuteness! :3

(Oh god why am i so nervous…)

I think she likes him! <3

(I kinda don’t know how to draw these lil’ guys so I tried my best 💔)

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Go to the comments of this post to vent please <33

I mentioned it on my most recent ask post, and figured I should clear things up and maybe give a safe space to people who need it.

Vents are a very necessary part of a community, don’t get me wrong.

I just don’t think I could provide the best advice or comfort other than my drawings. While you are free to vent, do so knowing I may not likely respond or have the best advice for help.

I do care about everyone, and believe the best where I can.

But I can’t help anyone if I don’t help myself first.

I love all of you though, and this is a safe place to genuinely let out emotions if need be in the comments, I will reply with the advice and things I have learned personally in therapy.

Here’s some basics however.

Breathing is a valuable skill

Count 5 seconds inhale, hold for 5, and five seconds exhale. Count slowly, but don’t overexert yourself, make sure to go at your own pace.

Reading the room is important

Sometimes you need to take a moment to look and read the room around you. Five things you can see, four things you can feel, three things you can smell, two things you can hear, one thing you can taste.

Emotions are confusing

It’s okay to not understand how you feel. Weird or unexplainable emotions are an okay thing. Sometimes we just need someone who is willing to sit and listen to our problems, or we just need somewhere to publicly (or better, privately, like a journal or diary) type and log them.

Life can be overwhelming

You aren’t like everyone else, so don’t expect yourself to achieve everything at once like everyone else. You have your own pace to accomplish things. For example, I’m 19 and I haven’t even finished high school yet. I’m still working at my own pace through an online school to complete things one step at a time, as well as living somewhere where I can focus on my mental health first one step at a time.

Even if nobody else says so, remember that every tiny step can be a victory for yourself. What may be normal to other people, like getting out of bed in the morning, or showering on the daily, could be an accomplishment to someone with poor mental health. It’s okay to take your time and be proud of the little things you manage to do. Just because it’s “normal” to someone else doesn’t mean it isn’t huge for you.

I used to live in a horrible environment for example. My room was a disaster, I had a horrible amount of bugs, I ate in an unhealthy manner, I almost en ever showered or took care of myself, and I constantly lived in a state of depression. But with a year of hard work, my room is (mostly) clean, I don’t have to deal with bugs anymore, I shower a bit more consistently, and I eat when I feel ready to.

Everyone has a different story, but that shouldn’t mean you should invalidate yourself because “oh someone has it Worse” or “oh this isn’t a real problem” because your life is YOURS.

As my sister, someone who I will forever be grateful for because she helped me when I was at my worst and still is despite how shaky I am on my own feet, said.

Only you can choose and control your life.

Only you can change yourself.

YOU.

Even when nobody else will say it?

I’m proud of you.

I believe in you.

I know you can do this.

I am here.

I am listening.

It’s okay to cry.

It’s okay to feel scared.

It’s okay to feel alone.

It’s okay to feel angry.

It’s okay to feel hurt.

It’s okay to feel rejected.

I’m here to listen.

I’m here to help in the ways I can.

I love you.