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#And when I went and had the final talk of cutting thrm off they blamed me
tabbytiger
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#the way things ended was so so messy
#because they started to replace me with other people and started not hanging out with me as much anymore
#I felt so betrayed like you couldnt have stabbed me deeper and twisted any harder
#And when I went and had the final talk of cutting thrm off they blamed me
#i think im just so torned up over it because the last talks we had they just kept bringing up that i never said anything when i had promise
#to speak up
#that shit was such a fucking kick to the teeth
#to have been miserable for years and shouldered it for years
#out of fear that if you had they wouldnt have hurt themselves or you
#and at the end of it to have them use that as leverage against you to really drive it to the heart that YOU were the problem
#Like you could not have stabbed me and twistef that knife any deeper or harder
#like years of being put on a pedestal and to be told you were shit by someone you poured your life into
#and I felt like i had to be the perfect fucking friend
#it was suffocating
#Like I know i should be so angry but im just so disgusted by the thought that i was a bad friend i cant get past the fucking guilt
#just like the guilt of hurting them once even though they’ve dobe nothing but hurt me its fuckibg insane
#Like god
#Im not proud of the shit i said at all. All the pent up anger and frustration over the course of it all just fucking leapt out.
#I guess i feel bad about feeling angry because they’ve just made themselve out to be the victim so perfectly i still cant help but
#blame myself
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