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#Apparently that was overstimulation
gurorori · 7 months
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if you say shit like 'autism is not a disability' i hope you actually have really bad things happen to you and you are banned from the autism community for the foreseeable future. get another fun weird club if you so badly need one
so profoundly tired of people trying to make autism into this whimsical quirkiness when it's for most people a serious and debilitating life altering disorder
#im not even that high on the needs spectrum at all. i definitely need a lot of support but it doesn't nearly compare to hsn autistics for ex#but our autism have never been masked and it's always been apparent in obvious ways that stunted our social and personal development#we can't mask at all it's not an option to us. we are disturbing in person. we talk weirdly. we are monotone with very rare exceptions.#we do not understand the overwhelming majority of very important social cues and we can't pretend or mask that#we've always been singled out and our impairment has ostracized us from peers our entire life#especially with the struggle of getting daily tasks done. we are JUST a little more independent with things than we were as a kid#i always talk about not feeling like an adult and being stuck in kid (teen at best!) like mindset and abilities and understanding of things#that is autism too. we are stunted and disabled developmentally in many ways as a result and we were never on par with others of our age#and we will never be.#i hate this sentiment so much and i hate the 'disabilities wouldn't exist if society was perfect at accomodating us all to a T'#like yeah surely our violent outbursts and shutdowns and intense stimming wouldn't exist? our need to regulate stimuli#our Inability to regulate emotion or response to overstimulation?#like holy shit if you're autism lite jsut say that. some of us are actually significantly impaired and very much DISABLED and require#support to function. and surprise surprise some autistics need help with every step in their daily life. are they not disabled? fucker
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boopsloop363 · 1 month
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Not my cousin playing the Heisenberg corrido while we work
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byanyan · 3 months
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oh boy i sure did go from "i think i'm feeling a bit lighter this week" to being lowkey kinda casually suicidal with some ironic speed lmao,,,,
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softdreamlesssleep · 1 month
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God, "I missed you" sex is the best
#eep.txt#as soon as we were alone he kissed me hard and just couldn't get close enough#we went to his room and he immediately attacked my neck i don't think i've ever had so many hickeys at once#he kept grinding for so long against me on his lap 😵‍💫 i was very desperate for more but he just wanted so feel my skin against his#he was sososo cute with his messy hair and the way he kept saying i love you!#i could see myself in the mirror in front of his bed i didn't think i was this fucked out lmao#maybe the first time i moaned this loud and talked this much too#usually i have to keep quiet even though it's hard cuz there's other people but it was so nice having him aaalll to myself#when he finally put his fingers in it felt like heaven i'd been so long#and same he just kept going so deep and so fast my god he said he liked hearing me again#i had to stop him cause i was getting really overstimulated but it was so good#i'm pretty sure it's the first time i've actually like moaned his name without meaning to do it#apparently i didn't realise i was babbling and scratching his back so hard#god i love being a power bottom and calling him cute or my sweet boy and getting him desperate but...#when he goes feral like that after not seeing me for a while? it's the best. i'm so lucky to have such a service top#so happy to be with him again#after we cuddled and we showered and we cooked and then watched videos and then talked and laughed#i'm so happy right now to even see him sleeping next to me :]#sorry i meant to do a sexy post but i guess this is more positive venting i'll make a proper one later#still new to this writing thing i'm probably very bad at it but it's nice to have a place to write down my memories and experiences
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i'm sweating but it's helping
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pronounrespector · 4 months
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mysticarcanum · 1 year
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literally so fucked up that i just wanted to visit my uncle and his partner and some university students were having some massive party in the streets around their house so instead of having a good time with them i got insanely overwhelmed and am now in a parked car trying not to have a breakdown. can i not just have this.
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bunnyb34r · 10 months
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Gonna lose my mind with all this fucking annoying leafblowing and shit outside
I get that noise is an expected occurrence, that's not my complaint, my complaint is that the vibration/low droning sound makes me want to hit my head against the wall and scream
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loving-ricciardo · 1 year
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okay, but like ever since i discovered my disinterest in sex I’ve been trying to figure out if it’s just my intimacy issues acting up or if I might be asexual and I still haven’t figured it out it’s driving me crazy 😭
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tittyinfinity · 10 months
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I'm not going to my disability job program meeting today it's been a fucking year of no one wanting to hire my disabled ass and I'm so mentally unstable right now
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Update: these edibles still ain’t shit
[quest completed failed (?)]
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starbuck · 7 months
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statewide work conference destroyed my faith in humanity and then the bus ride home with my coworkers restored it. 💕💕
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du-hjarta-skulblaka · 8 months
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Christ first shift back and I'm stuck with the megloamaniacal ten year old and someone who is. Useless at their job
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caffeinatedopossum · 2 years
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People be like "you don't look autistic"
Bestie I may be wearing metaphorical shoes but I promise you underneath this, all I feel is wet socks. All the way down. My deepest emotion. Wet sock.
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graham--folger · 1 year
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song mashups are the modern equivalent of renaissance choral music. it's about the polyphony
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thresholdbb · 10 months
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I guess at least my office walls are Enterprise-D beige
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