What was it like to be a Jedi during the Clone Wars?
The Dark is choking the galaxy and every day you feel the pinpricks of light (that used to be beacons) that are your brothers and sisters be snuffed out en masse and all around you life is extinguished and your men are so brave and so tired and you save as many as you can but the enemy keeps coming and you know that you can't block every single blaster shot and anyone could be the next to fall but all you can do is block this shot and the next one and save as many people as possible and keep choosing the Light every single minute of every day even though the Dark keeps getting stronger and pulling at you and you need to keep holding on and you are so, so tired and you've lost so many people and you've seen Masters grieve their Padawans and Padawans weeping over the bodies of their Masters and you know it should never have been this way but you couldn't leave the people of the Republic to be slaughtered in droves so was it really a choice?
So you pick up your saber and choose the Light and save a hundred more men and three hundred die and you wonder how the Order can possibly survive but you can hardly think about the future when the civilians need your help here and now-
And that final bolt slips by you and another pinprick of Light is gone from the galaxy.
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Rewatching dead boy detectives and I love the music box that starts playing when Charles started hitting the night nurse. Like, the haunting melody went so well with the shock of what we learned about Charles' past and his sudden outburst (spiralling out of control, the feeling of the world beating down on you over and over and even when you try your best, be your best self, it isn't enough and there isn't anything you can do). And then morphed to something more upbeat/thrilling when she fell into the sea, followed by complete silence with Charles' breakdown. Oughhhhhhhhh
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trying not to think about how barry joined blessed wellness retreat, which is absolutely the cult run by chester bless, who has to be aware that barry was involved with the awe at bright falls, and definitely has terrible future plans
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Hey babes, sorry I've been dead, but I coulda been literally dead if I had not gone.
I didn't hurt myself and we're still figuring things out. I would love to share but I've already forgotten what I've learned. I hope I get more guidance and time for healing and learning on how to lead my life in a better direction than where I was. But that takes time and effort.
I hope to get some rest, get some support, and get it together. But right now, I don't think it's healthy for me to worry about art in the way I do now. I may not express it here, but trying to maintain my art endeavors/projects while there's so much bullshit going on backstage is not helping me. Especially since I'm not even obligated to do so. But trying to force myself to do something I am currently unable to do will just make me feel worse. I'll follow my dreams and passions one day, but I've been putting off the healing process for years.
So I guess it's better to get better now so I can get the ball rolling again. Why drive on a flat tire?
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Chapters: 14/?
Fandom: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Elain Archeron & Nesta Archeron, Nesta Archeron & Lucien Vanserra, Elain Archeron & Lucien Vanserra, Elain Archeron/Lucien Vanserra, Nesta Archeron/Cassian
Characters: Elain Archeron, Nesta Archeron, Lucien Vanserra, Cassian (ACoTaR), Azriel (ACoTaR), The Lady of the Autumn Court (ACoTaR), Helion (ACoTaR), Feyre Archeron, Rhysand (ACoTaR)
Additional Tags: Lucien actually gets the story he deserves, Nesta and Elain: the Most Competent, Archeron merchant family legacy, ACOMAF AU, Who runs the world? Nesta and Elain, Archeron sisters who knew about the War before Feyre told them, Lucien Spring Court Traitor Vanserra, Found Family, fake engagment, ride or die means you can't fucking die, a very different take on the Hybernian war, Fix-it fic, Older Archeron Sisters & Lucien centric
Summary:
So bleeding and burning, lost and found, Lucien Vanserra staggered into human lands, and found he wanted to live.
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As someone who has been manhandled still and had hydrogen peroxide poured on their open cuts, you should 112% do that to your ocs. It's fun. They'll love it.
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so i went in blind for the dw 60th specials besides donna returning (amazing incredible stupendous) but now there's only one left and ive seen cast lists and now im like: does this mean, that donna noble, and kate stewart, might interact? in front of my eyes???
if they do im going to eat my tv screen. cronch it like humbugs.
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Look this made me giggle so MUCH that I'm tempted to write it just to goad you.
(I love it, so glad we're friends.)
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Finally feeling semi-human again, so you know what that means! Time to party*!!!!
*do lots of laundry and watch a k-drama
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Beatrice Horseman is still the best portrayal of an abusive parent with a traumatic upbringing I've seen tbh. She is condemned for her actions and there's a lot of emphasis placed on how her abuse affected Bojack growing up, but she's still a person , one who grew up in a horrible situation who didn't ask for any of this, and she does deserve sympathy for that. Both of those statements are true and don't contradict whatsoever
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How do you picture Spicecream Nursing Home AU Cinder & Neo?
For some reason this kinda energy always comes back to me, give more years
probs not as funny as how some of the headcanons sounded BUT
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