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mar64ds · 1 month

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this is such an unpopular opinion but i don't think you are evil if you reset your undertale safe file. like you can make very deep think pieces about choosing to let your safe file alone and the game itself is clearly trying to say something but also it's okay it's a videogame it's for fun we need to calm down

#if i didnt replay this game my real soul would break apart #in my case its because i lose my safe file because my computer breaks and lose all the data lol #but like. you can reset its fine guys #deltaruneundertale

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sadboytristan · 3 months

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Me as i scroll through the fix it felix tumblr tag, only to see that anything new that's been posted.. are my own damn posts-

#wreck it ralph #fix it felix #wir #fix it felix jr #wreck it ralph fandom #disney screencaps #wreck it ralph screencaps #ralph breaks the internet #rbti #sobbing #yall i am starved #the way id sell my soul for a crumb of felix content #ITS FINE GUYS-#looking at old fanart to cope😭#im only half joking

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acourtofquestions · 4 months

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Thank the gods Heir of Fire & Queen of Shadows are both available at the same time: if I had to wait a year for Dorian to be okay I WOULD NOT BE OKAY

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just--kay · 1 year

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Imm normal about Marble Hornets...

HELLO?? CAN YOU HEAR ME?? I SAID IM NORMAL ABOUT MARBLE HORNETS

#it be like: 'everything is normal everything is fine i worry about nothing because nothing is on my mind'#and i scream for 82 hours straight directly into my pillow with no break #i love marble hornets #i love skully so so much i want more information on it as a character #i just gotta knoe everytjing i can about skully someone pls tell me if it was totheark #and also i FEEL like skully was/is s hawkins from ecva i just feel it in my bones and my soul #and since skully and i are like this 🤞 i know im right #troy wagner pls confirm or deny and i will ignore you if i dont like the answer (love u)#♡ kay txt

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theyonapodcast · 10 months

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#podcast talk #so. i forget every year that spotify also gives podcast creators a way to view their stats #(ex. how many new listeners you had that year/how many hours streamed/etc.)#and then some nice soul will tag us on social media and say 'hey! i listened to you this year!' and i remember to check #this is all to say that my computer is almost 10 years old and watching the little slideshow spotify put together nearly crashed it lol #we had a surprising number of listeners this year so to everyone who listened or shared our link or talked about us: i'm incredibly gratefu #even though we had to take breaks and stop unexpectedly #you stuck with us #and that means a lot to me #and if we didn't make it into your wrapped stats that's fine too #i don't listen to podcasts on spotify because i don't like their layout #(i'm also still beefing with apple so i use overcast)#anyhoo long rambling tag wall over #hope your decembers treat you well

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vzajemnik · 2 months

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okay the comphet is acting up i was actually doing so well

#🗞️#i need like a husband that doesnt give 2 shits about me and ill be fine in a relationship with a man #but now with this guy we're calling every night and i always ask him first if he wants to talk but then when we are actually talking #i wanna hang up asap bc of how annoyed he makes me by just existing and talking with me #its not even the affection or whatever its just the simple action of existing thats so annoying to me that i wanna throw him out the window #and then kill myself right after #i seriously think i could do it and by it i mean be in a relationship with a guy but now im getting flashbacks to when i was with my ex #and how whatever he did made me so annoyed that i cried like 7 times A DAY EVERY DAY #and every time on our anniversaries everything would be going so well and then id just get this feeling of disgust washing over me out of #nowhere #and my whole mind and soul were telling me to break up with him #like truly im fine until my subconscious gets involved

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numbaoneflaya · 4 months

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espira post everybody fucking duck

If theres one thing i love its taking classic masculine tropes and taking them to their logical conclusions with female characters.... like shes the classic stoic hero trope. the one tear and tough demeanor covering a sensitive heart. And shes also whats left unreported in those movies about said characters.... she has severe depression. Days at a time of lost time and staring at the ceiling. A constant sense of disconnection from reality and her own humanity. (made worse by the realization that she has a dragon soul. like what does that even mean. is that part of why she feels theres a glass wall between herself and everyone else at all times, even her loved ones, a space that she cant reach across? a border shes unable to pass? maybe, she doesnt fuckin know either). The stoicness comes with being constantly misread and thought of as cold and unfeeling. She cant control her facial expressions and they almost always do not match up with how shes actually feeling. She could be in the best mood of her life and the people around her are like. why is she making that face what a bitch. The single manly tear isnt always the single manly tear, sometimes its just impossible to cry. shes wanted to cry a lot, she just cant make herself do it. Her life is a constant battle of trying to break through that glass wall between herself and all other living things. A constant battle of trying to convey how she feels and what shes thinking, but finding it impossible, so after years and years she just chooses to speak about it less, because why bother or give herself hope.

#Being a lesbian is probably the easiest thing about herself. like its not even smthn she thinks abt. shes too busy thinking abt the constant #pillar of glass that stands between herself and all other beings that she cant break and the constant sense of isolation. that and having #the dragon soul #espira #she can be in a room full of people who love her and need her and still feel so hopelessly alone #espira vs the constant feeling of melancholy and mourning of the unlived life: death match #espira: i dont know. i dont even feel like a person. i feel like the vague idea of a person if it was forced into a shape. my body doesnt #feel like my own. in my dreams im flying and everyone is dead and im fine with it. whats wrong with me #her brother riley after just being bitten by a rat: i think i hauve rockjoint

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sugar-and-spite · 5 months

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made a lil house in minecraft

#it is modded (the fairy lights and furniture are not vanilla)#and i did follow a youtube tutorial though i edited some parts #but this isn't a cherry grove lmao this is a plains #i added the trees and petals and. pretty much everything that's not normal plains stuff #hid lighting under the moss carpets so it's bright and there's no spawns but i don't need to ruin the Vibe with torches #the lake nearby is only separated from the ocean by a small beach #so i'm gonna dig a canal to connect them and decorate and possibly release the axolotls i found into the lake #one of the mods lets you have candles on lilypads so i'm stoked for that #ALSO. by the bedroom. that's my mine entrance #i literally spent over an hour and over 4 stacks of cherry logs making it (and drowned twice)#it's stripped cherry and birch planks all the way down to -53 #with powdered snow on one side and a soul sand water elevator on the other #i literally haven't even mined yet or even carved out an area to start mining #i just made the shafts. and it took over an hour and two deaths gjfhdhshs #also powdered snow + carpet is my new favorite way of breaking falls thanks youtube #you don't fall into the snow bc of the carpet but it still breaks your fall and you take no damage!#and since it's under carpet it looks cute too #you just have to be careful when using a powdered snow drop next to a water elevator 😔#bc water will wash away the snow... happened to me twice 😭#thankfully i got like 7 buckets of the stuff so i was fine #rey rambles #minecraft #anyway cherry wood was the best thing they've ever added to minecraft i am SUCH a pink bitch and this is perfect #modded pink woods never quite captured the Vibe the way vanilla cherry does

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theragamuffininitiative · 9 months

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One Song Per Letter URL Tag

hooooooo there! @blatheringblatherskite and I think someone else that I can't find now (I'm so sorry!) tagged me in this a while ago 😅 so here I am. And my url is long oh no lol. I played hard mode and only did NTB songs...and then also did a second one with other artists bc I'm Like That, ok go:

Youtube NTB playlist: I only cheated twice! Once in using a song from Bear's solo project for an extra E, and once for "Let Us Love" for the U. XD

Uh anyways, if you ever want to hear what it's like inside my head, it's basically Needtobreathe/Wilder Woods all the times, so have fun getting to know me in there. 😂

Then! I didn't allow any NTB/WW songs XD. Also I didn't make a new playlist for this post but here's the link to my 365 songs for this year playlist, which is where I got all the songs.

Train Station - The Gray Havens Heaven Knows - Five For Fighting Easter Song - Jess Ray Roses - The Brevet All My Heroes Are Underdogs - Ross King Garden on the Kitchen Floor - Tors Another State - Tigers in the Sky Millstatt - The Arcadian Wild Under the Circus Lights - Owl City Flowers for Strangers - The Nineteen Twenty Flares - The Script Irish Eyes - Rose Betts Not Giving In - The West Coast Feed If it's the Beaches - The Avett Brothers Not Home Yet - The Gray Havens Inkpot Gods - The Amazing Devil This Thing is Not Going to Break You - Christa Wells Into the Unknown - Frozen/P!atD cover As We Ran - The National Parks To the Mountains - Lizzy McAlpine Invisible God - Andrew Peterson Vincent - Don McLean Eagle Bear Buffalo - Passenger

uh editing bc I didn't tag anyone um @wellmanneredthief @slytherinbookwyrm @doctorbluesmanreturns and @ the person reading this going "ohmygosh an excuse to share my music?? pick me!"

#thanks for the tag!#music recs #tag post #about me #i really really really wanted to put 'make your own mistakes' by wilder woods on one of these #but that would be breaking the rules so i did not #the songs on here are (imho) very very good still #but if you wanna specifically youtube that one as a bonus...#it's a song he wrote for his little boys and i have all the emotions about it #also if you see a lot of songs about the mountains on here that's bc i went to visit some this year #and i fell in love and left part of my soul there 😭 it's fine

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chiistarri · 6 months

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imsoo normal about guys byw

#sprry this is the start of my downfall im actually going to theow up and vomit and die #fronting daily actually sucks!and i have no restraint on my curiiusity and i have to figure shit out and i literally want to die #cause like i found out shit i didnt want to and its entirely my fault too bro i cant even be upset cause i went looking for it ughhh #i should be allowed to die afterschool so i dont have to feel anything else tbh thatd be a pleasure great thing whwatever #this is genuinelky the repeat of my downfall again literally september all over again and its just march jesus fucking fhrist bro need todi #the nervous system is so dumb what is ooottfvgvsh or whagevr i hate that dumbass acronym i hate healrhcare #serenity save me 🙏 save me serenity 🙏 come home #everyone keeps sayng that but qith donald trump #anyway back to me i need to scream and not just to serenity cause i feel bad🤭 no emojis are tood enougu anymore bro im going to kms #killing myself so fucking hard like a vampire driving a stake through his heart sort of shit ykwim like a siren drowning ro sokething poeti #save me sid 🙏 sid save me actually hed laugh at me for hthis lowkey which is soo deserved cause real bro why am i breaking down at midnight #on a dchool day too bro again and again i dont want to go to mf schooll and be obsessed w k. hes fine but i genuinely cant do my work #lowkey would iet be weird to talk to my ex ab my relationship with him cause like yea i miss him ykwim and i need closure but i got a crush #cause like on one hand its like i was the one who brokenup ykwim like even if the circumstances werewei4d whatever its like why would i hav #the right to even bring it up and i alr crushed on a new guy and like ignoring the uguult i do like him ughh broni want to kms #i love love i just dont love lvoe for myself cause ugh bro i hare one guy idc ab his crushes but he made me hear ab them lke idc idek him #sorry u had a bad experience w bi girls like idk what u want me to say ??? surprise me too ??? tff ugh i hate love girls #i need a gf but the thoigjt of liking a girl genuinely deeply scares me to my core cause i like girls but ppl dont like that i do ykwim #all mu friends are fucking gay bro idek why im so worried ab liking girls like who is there to disappoint but myself and my entire family #noo pressure qt all being oldest and queerest like ok yeah its midnight happy new years. i need this blanket tobsuffocste me #sleep wrappedup alr like a borito burito i dek and its not enoughh i need a soul crushing embrafe to sleep #ok im done i got post vent clarity i need to sleep #post #erics tag #delete later #serenity needs this as a ref in the morning #i beed my mom to cry to but j cant tell her any of this id rather be eaten alive by bugsbro and if i just cry to her without a reason #shell fs go througj my phone and fimd out why anyway so wjats the pointtt my god i tqlk too much and vent too much #gota flair forbthe dramatics ivguess mb

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urlocalmagicalcat · 1 year

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Went into another room and came out to see my pubby in my spot, taking up my working space… Oh how I love her.

#it’s 3:50 am in the morning I got GHS Soul Collector recordings all set up to send to my phone through my laptop on google drive #and I got my puppy to help me work on this… I wouldn’t trade Josie for the world.#I would love to sleep right now but… this feels like a job #I’m only slightly complaining about my job but other than that I’m fine with this so called job. It’s one of the few things I’m passionate #about… I hardly get this passionate about something.#maybe. I should take a break soon. this is slightly unhealthy.#(⏰) faves

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thedragonagelesbian · 1 year

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Also i think cyrus and justice should kiss. Irrespective of anders' involvement we all know justice would be obsessed with this man. Cyrus can have a spirit bf too.

#cyrus hawke #warning i am about to say something about my labyrinthine intricate mess of aus and lore that exist only in my head #the context will be. insufficient. sorry youll just have to keep up #ok here we go #its important to me that across multiple timelines justice is instrumental #in breaking kirkwalls fucked up hold of cyrus akin to reversing the rite of tranquility #either (as in the heroes and songs au) as a reformed amalgamation of the version of the virtue #as inflected by his time spent bonded with anders #or (as part of my vague ruminations on the andersXcyrusXvarric exalted march REAL au)#as something cyrus willingly takes into his body in the moment of anders being made tranquil (dw he'll get better)#(theyll all be fine in the end this is the happy timeline i SWEAR #its just the image of the cyrus-justice hybrid entered deep in my soul and it wont let me go)#('spirit warriors flirt with inhabitants of the fade' YEAH I SURE BET THEY DO BUDDY)#oh its been too long since ive woken up and instantly made an unhinged cyrus hawke post #that none of my beloved mutuals who care about him will see for several hours bc timezones are transphobic #anyway.

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kor-ee-an-door · 2 years

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Honestly the main thing that disappointed me in Wednesday (2022) is that they made the Addams family and Wednesday to be peculiarities even within the Outcast Community, which makes sense to some degree but I would have loved for some of the characters to be equally dark, ironic, deadpan or contrary as Addams family has been. Their family reunions and acceptance of deviants was something I adored, so I wish someone else brought that energy.

#i mean i know Wednesday has the main girl thing going on but being an outcast in a school full of outcasts...#i wish they had someone else say funerals are great and agree with everything that you said and i just don't like you and that would be it.#like people like Morticia should have been there where are they!!!!#maybe they just didn't like Wednesday and didn't interact with her i dunno #wednesday spoilers #wednesday netflix #wednesday 2022 #wednesday addams #i need her to have a friend who looks normal but will say the most fucked up shit whenever they speak #yeah spring break was fine my cousin was murdered in our back yard and we went treasure hunting in his house #i tried to sell my brother's soul but got held up with legal stuff #it was a decent break over all #and everyone else is like HAVE YOU MET WEDNESDAY #kinda why i liked Xavier he has the potential to be this they have common family friends #they should just let him be unhinged if you ask me

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strlghtwrter · 1 year

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i just love elyssa a lot

#( ooc. zo. ) that 90s zo.#I’m actually breaking my canon of elly #she actually had a soul mate but like #:P #it’s fine #i do what i want and most of the time i write her it will probably be separate from her main verse #bc she’s just so fun i couldn’t resist using her #she’s my most developed character i have and stays in my brain rent free 99.9% of the time #so! here she is!!

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queseresere · 2 years

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In contrast, we have

CW: BLOOD, non visible broken bones(like they are bent out of shape but the bones are not visible)

DAY 4: Break x Phobia