I got a pretty gnarly fever right now. The last time I sat up, I got so lightheaded that I had to lean on my bed for support. Such is life, right?
Well, on the rare occasion I am sick is when I really feel the living alone // no partner reality. Like I'd love to not have to struggle to fill a water jug. However, I was laying here, hoping some medicine will work that will let me sleep another 2-3 hours, and I remembered how my abusive ex would never take care of me when I was sick either. Anytime I was sick, he was feeling worse or his depression was way worse than what I was feeling, so he forced me to take care of him, and my sickness was an inconvenience.
Instead of then going through my entire life and trying to find moments where someone (caregiver, partner, anyone, shit) let me be baby without somehow being mad or inconvenienced, my thought was, "Fuck that. I ain't doing that anymore."
So I think the kids call this *growth*
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Spoilers ahead
I GOT THE CULT ENDING
(bless u guide because i would not have made those choices on my own)
istg i screamed giggled cried aaaaaaaaa she can use me as sacrifice any dayyy
i died dead gone buried, this is literally so romantic tho🫶
also not her knowing of my shenanigans with donna
(i lowkey seem to have an issue with possessive women, i should find a therapist but what would be the fun in that)
When i got the cult letter i was like go tell my girlie wife, and then the game was like no my mind was blown, i thought so this is the difference slayy (and then got kidnapped probably drugged murdered and resurrected)
I absolutely love her good ending, but this one gotta be the best ever, not only does it explain everything, but also cult leader miranda is my official religion
i just love the crazy in a way that society should be seriously concerned
AND THE ENDING END!!!!!! literally ended with the beginning at the library i was gagged
cinder, since youre the one responsible for this, i should let u know that i would die for u, just call me up and i'll be there with a sword to defend u too🫡
THANK YOU 🥺🥰 I originally really struggled with how I should end it, but then I realized how obvious it was to manually loop it. (I also knew yall would freak out over it), AND YES CULT MIRANDA IS SO CRAZY AND ATTRACTIVE UGH why can't she be real 😔
🫡 Alright, bestie, I know who I can count on in my time of need.
Cinder
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i loveee musicians changing their style i loveee trying out new things i love versatility i love range i love the ever changing nature of music and creativity. except when they do things i don’t like. explode.
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my older brother is the clingest person alive like LEAVE ALONE WE DONT NEED TO BE TALKING TO EACHOTHER 24/7
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i need to stop falling for old cunty evil white men 😭 how does this keep happening
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does facebook marketplace understand that the reason i have set a precise distance filter is because i pointedly would NOT like to see "more picks from farther away"
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