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neptuniadoesstuff · 5 months
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OC Idea #04? 03? Idk bro I can't count for the life of me.
Name: "Abalos the Wandering Trader" (Placeholder name)
Age: 20-26 (Mortal age is 22-28)
Species: Eohmynk (Fezar/Nil Hybrid)
Height: 6'0.2 ft
Gender: ??, ??/??
Pride: ??
Occupation: Wandering Trader around Fable in the Fezar Colony (Mainly, but they also go to other Colonies around Fable)
Background: "Abalos" was actually born in the Apnoaw Colony, but thye were a orphan + was a hybrid of a Fezar & Nil-mynk, & if you know about about Apnoaw-mynks... They are extremely racist to Nils do to them having no elemental properties, so Abalos struggled a lot... But they did eventually obtain some levels of success from selling trinkets they have made to mortals while wandering abouts, but they are pretty bitter about the Apnoaw thing & only sell their handmade items to much nicer Apnaows.. (Btw they may have been jn a few fights before with theives-) Occasionally, they will go to the mortal realm & sell trinkets to willing mortals who then in return, give them smtn + money to give back to the ppl of Fable. (This system has been pretty successful so far)
Physical Desc: A weird feathered Fezer-Mynk with the normal Grey eyes but with a slight tint of color in them, pointing out their Nil heritage (Including their tongue). Strangely is based on Quetzalcoatl but only in the feathers. Horns, Claws, & inner-ears are the color of white fire. Their upper scales are the colors of the dunes of Mars (hence the placeholder name) while their belly scales are the color of dirt & normal sand. Their clothing comes with a navy blue hood covered in faux-fur with some gold & Crimson bits. The hood seems to be homemade.
Now this deff ain't for the same frend I made the prompt of Edith for- /s (Ok it is-)
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orcelito · 1 year
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Honestly. OK. It's been some weeks since I did any writing. And I SHOULD push to finish ladue chapter 3. And i will. Eventually. BUT
My brain keeps scrabbling towards trigun, & I know it's inevitable I'm gonna write smth for it, but I still don't know what to write bc Realistically I'm still in the digestion phase. I'm not the type who will write while in the middle of absorbing a thing. I will write only after I have reasonably completed the thing, bc I would DIE if I got any details wrong for the thing
So yes I watched all of tristamp, but im only 20 ish chapters into trimax, so I'm not gonna be writing anything until after I finish that manga. Which you'd THINK would be good incentive for me to push to read the manga. But get this. Wolfwood Fanfic Good.
Also anytime I start reading I can't stop & I have literally given myself headaches doing this reading all of original trigun manga in one go And then 2 nights ago reading chapters 4 through 20 of tristamp in one go. Yes I read a few more last night and didn't get the Brain Grip, but I can tell shit's about to go down HARD & that's what got me getting only 4 hours of sleep the night before last bc i could not stop READING
I have to be cautious. Hyperfixations are a dangerous thing if you don't have the time to commit to them.
.... and I still really wanna write vashwood fanfic 😭
#speculation nation#y'all know me im allergic to writing anything short#i dont wanna start anything too Truly wrong bc i do NOT need another 500k+ fanfic in the works#especially when i still havent finished the last one#(discacc my baby im so sorry im neglecting you 😭 blame the brain pls)#still tho it's doubtful id be able to write anything shorter than like 20k. at the absolute minimum#(side-eyes ladue chapter 3 WIP which is 18k words and not done)#yes i have the ideas for vashwood smut stuff but i dont wanna have it be Just the smut ykno#my brand is heart wrenching angst anyways. the smut would just be a conduit for that#in any case im still building my perceptions of their characters. i cant start writing anything rn#im definitely leaning more towards trimax characterizations though. their Loser Ways have bewitched me#i like little shit wolfwood more than sleazy bastard wolfwood anyways. aka trimax vs tristamp wolfwood lol#DONT GET ME WRONG i love all wolfwood. but the urge to punch tristamp wolfwood has never gone away since i first saw him#gonna b interesting to write for wolfwood. i might end up leaning towards 'nico' as a nickname#considering one of my fav ocs is named nico lol. do what you know & all. & ive written Many words for my nico#then again it might be weird to have the mix up. it's the primary reason i havent started going by nico myself#just keeping it nicky i guess. but now here's wolfwood. nick nico nicholas. stealing my names there bub#my fate is to fixate on characters that share a diminutive of one of my names. yes one is my character no it was not on purpose#my name nicky does not come from my character nico. his full first name's nicostrato anyways#im just rambling now. tldr: I Wanna WRITE
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greengrayeyeswrites · 4 years
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shit-faced in love (chapter one)
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Title: shit-faced in love
Pairing: Corpse Husband x OC (fem!youtuber!reader)
Word Count: 1,630
Warnings: Mental Health/Mental Illnesses are a big topic in this story. Mentions of depression, bpd and other mental illnesses. Angst, Fluff.
Note: This may be a Corpse x OC story but feel free to insert yourself into the main girls role. If Corpse ever announces that he doesn't like fanfics about him, I'll delete this.
Prologue — Chapter 1 — Chapter 2
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„You did what?!“ Baylee screeched into the phone and Imogen sighed. She was standing in Ballinlough Community Park and watched Buddy run around in circles, greeting the other dogs. 
„Baylee, please don’t yell… This is stupid enough even without you screaming in my ear.“ Imogen rubbed the bridge of her nose and Baylee sighed. „I just can’t believe you pinky-promised on taking Pole Dancing classes when reaching two mil… Imogen, you know you’re depressed and suffer from BPD, right?“ Imogen chuckled. 
„I know, Bay. I was diagnosed often enough“ she quickly rolled her eyes and watched Buddy stumble over his feet. „To my defense, I was shit-faced hammered when we made that plan.“
Remembering the drunk game of Proximity Among Us a few months prior, where Imogen had a playful banter with the deep-voiced Youtuber Corpse Husband, send a shiver down her spine.
She was already tipsy. Tipsy and the imposter and running around like a maniac, killing everyone who came across her, when Disguised Toast asked her, what she wanted to do once reaching two million subscriber.
Her drunk laugh had ringed in everyones ears as she promised to document herself taking Pole Dancing classes like Seán and Mark had once done. 
„Do it in San Diego“ Corpse had chuckled and Imogen had pursed her lips. „You want me to fly all the way to the states to take Pole Dancing classes?“ She had asked before killing off his little astronaut.
Once back in the lobby Corpse, whom she was getting to know at that time, started talking about the weird and drunk induced idea.  „You wanted to visit your best friend in Houston anyway, right?“ The man spoke and Imogen had nodded—even if no one except her chat could see it.
„Then come to San Diego. I bet there are good schools here.“ And after taking another sip from her Vodka Imogen grinned. „Sure, why not!“
But Imogen had low-key forgot about this situation and when Corpse tweeted her this morning, her whole face flushed and she remembered everything about the drunk Among Us session.
„But are you doing it?“ Baylee’s voice brought Imogen back to the reality. „Are you really coming to the states?“ Imogen bit the inside of her lip. „I’m meeting my therapist later today. I will definitely talk about this with him and see what he has to say.“
Imogen heard Baylee hum in the background. „I would be happy if you’d come and visit me“ she started and Imogen pouted. „Me too!“ She watched Buddy run towards her, with a stick in his mouth.
She knew she had pinky-promised Corpse that she would fly over to San Diego and document her Pole Dance classes. But was she brave enough to actually do it?
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Two months later, it was a hot and sticky day in June and Imogen was looking at the suitcase in front of her. She still couldn’t believe what she was about to do.
With a one-way ticket to Houston and Buddy’s pet passport in her hands, nothing was in her way to travel over the pond. She got tested negatively for Covid and was ready to embark on this new journey.
She had a good talk with her psychiatrist about the upcoming journey and he told her that she was currently stable enough to travel. He stacked up her medication and told her that she could always call him, when she felt like the mood swings were too much to handle.
It took Imogen two months to prepare Buddy for the upcoming trip, and a lot of meetings with his vet to check if the fluffy dog would be okay in two eight hour flights. 
Imogen had her phone at her ear and was currently talking with non other than her internet friend Sykkuno. „Do you think Buddy is going to be okay?“ Imogen asked, fumbling with the hem of her pajama top. „You’ve prepared him well! You checked his health with the vet and talked with airline. You also got a letter from your psychiatrist, that Bud needs to be with you at all times!“ Sykkuno spoke and Imogen sighed.
„I know, Sykk… But I’m a little anxious that he’s going to get sick throughout the flight.“ She looked at Buddy, who was still sleeping on his cushion. „I just read so many horror stories about pets dying during flights.“ - „I feel you, Imogen. I would be super scared if something would happen to Bimbus.“ 
Imogen sat down on her bed. She still had a few hours before she had to head to the airport. She was happy Sykkuno had picked up the phone, otherwise she would’ve freaked out.
„I’m seriously happy that there are no size requirements for emotional-support-dogs… I already booked business class seats so Bud and I can have more space.“ She sighed and Sykkuno chuckled. „Just imagine the faces of all these business men wondering why there’s a full grown Siberian Husky in business class“ his laugh rang in her ears and her heart jumped.
„Not gonna lie, Sykkuno, but I can’t wait to finally meet you in person!“ She grinned and looked at all the documents, that were sprawled out on her bed. 
There was the letter from her psychiatrist, stating that Imogen needed the animal for psychological reasons; a prescription of why Imogen needed said animal and all the other veterinary documentations.
Imogen could hear the one year older male laugh. „Me too, Imogen!“, his voice was as soft as usual. „I can’t wait for Bimbus and Buddy to meet!“ He chuckled and Imogen nodded.
She had contacted almost all of her closest Youtube friends and had asked them if they wanted to meet, once she and Buddy set foot in America. 
Sykkuno was one of the first to tell her, that he wanted to meet her and Buddy. Then came Rae, that invited her to do a collab or something for their channels. Poki also contacted Imogen, asking if she wanted to hang out with her.
But the one, Imogen hadn’t believe would approach her, was Corpse Husband. Corpse had called her—it had been one in the morning in Ireland—and told her that he wanted to meet her, once she was in San Diego for her Pole Dance class.
„You want to meet me?“ Imogen asked him. „You never show your face and yet you want to meet me… in person?“ His deep laugh rang in her ears. „Yeah… is that weird? We’ve been texting everyday and I really want to meet Buddy!“ Imogen rolled her eyes.
„You want to meet the dog, not me?“ He laughed even louder and Imogen was worried for a second. His breath hitched. „Are you okay?“ - „Yeah, you just sounded as if you were jealous of your dog.“ Imogen rolled her eyes and bit her fingernails.
„You know he’s not just my dog, but my companion, right?“ - „Yet you’re jealous of me wanting to meet him.“ Imogen knew that it was no use talking to him and sighed. „You know what? Let’s meet and see if you really only want to meet Buddy.“
Imogen shook her head as she remembered the late-night calls and texts from the faceless YouTuber. And she could only fathom how stressful it must be for him to actually invite Imogen over.
„When’s your flight?“ Sykkuno asked and Imogen sat down on her gaming chair, overlooking her room and sleeping Buddy on the floor. „It’s in few hours. I still need to dress properly, I’m still in my pajama. And I still need to head up to Dublin.“ Imogen laughed. „Your layover is in Washington right?“ - „Yes, I wanted to stop in Washington because Buddy can only hold in his pee for about nine hours.“ A chuckle left the black haired girls mouth and Sykkuno laughed. 
„It’s his usual sleep duration“ Imogen looked at her wristwatch. „Dang, Sykk… I’m sorry but I really need to hang up. I definitely need to get ready. Sorry Bub!“ The YouTuber on the other line laughed. „It’s okay, Imogen. Get ready. Text me once you’re boarded and in case you need anything!“ 
Imogen grinned. „Thank you Sykkuno. Really, thank you!“ She said her goodbyes and hung up. Looking at the watch one more time, she took a deep breath. 
Imogen stood up and put her phone on her desk before rushing to the pile of clothes she decided to wear for the journey. She decided on a simple black skinny jean and an oversized black print tee. 
It was one of her go-to outfits and one she felt the most comfortable with. Even if people on the internet were sometimes thirsting over her posts and pictures; she still didn’t give them thirst traps by choice.
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 She would’ve never imagined people nutting over her posting a picture of her legs covered in cuts and bruises. 
Imogen never thought people would find her scars hot. And she always exclaimed in her videos, that it wasn’t pretty, that she wasn’t romanticizing her illness. She wanted to spread awareness that it was be ugly. That’s why she posted pictures of her legs. 
She wanted to show, that it wasn’t pretty, having legs covered in self-inflicted cuts and bruises. But people still thought it was hot and edgy because she dressed like that. 
Imogen straightened her hair and checked herself in the mirror. Her eyeliner had the perfect wing and her usually dark eyebags weren’t as prominent as usually. 
She took a deep breath. „Americas… here I come…“ she looked at her dog, before taking her phone and posting one more tweet, before getting ready to head up to Dublin for her first flight of the day.
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to be continued...
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minjeongthinker · 3 years
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Jump Then Fall
(inspired by Jump The Fall by Taylor Swift obviously 😭)
warnings : none afaik >__<
genre : fluff !
word count : 2.4k
pairing : han jisung / oc (f)
ps . very messy bc i just wrote my thoughts ahead without sincerely thinking ++ hello Tumblr!
"Hey y/n!" you gasped in shock while docking over the countertop to prepare for your morning shift at the coffee shop you're currently working on when Jisung, the shop's owner's son, called your name in a deafening way while it's just almost 6 in the morning.
"Oh hey Ji what are you up to?" You tried so hard to hide the bubbly voice petrified that he'll notice that you're happy and jumping inside because he's actually here, in front of you.
Yup, you have unattended feelings for this man hiding inside your very heart although you don't bother talking it to him because you can't afford to lose the friendship you and him had built through the years. At least you're aware that he's not interested in you so you're convinced that this is better, that you're satisfied with him being your superman despite you two just being "besties".
"can't sleep... i think I'll just work with you on your shift then maybe we can sleep at my pad?" he played with his lips in a very cute way while he's clasping his fingers with each other signing that he's nervously not sure if you'll go with him 🤠 as if you two don't treat each other's apartment as their own too...
"oh poor baby, let's go then! my shift ends at 8:30 if that'll be okay with you?" he scooped your shoulder, wrapping both of his hands around your neck while he sniffes your hair as he happily jumps upon your approval.
"of course bub,, i got nervous at the thought that you're already tired of seeing my face.. let's go to work maybe?"
"alriiiight!!! ^____^" this time, you didn't hide the bubbly tune and smiled sweetly at him with his small gestures. He also smiled back at you, giggling and his gummies were showing so you hugged him absentmindedly while saying he's so cute to be him..
That was just a normal day between you two. Most of the time, you even thought the things you two are doing are lovers-like but you just shrug 'em thoughts off because you like it too so who are you to ask for more T^T
"Hey bubbles! Can I take the usual?" you looked up at the customer to know who just stated their order only to find Minho smirking and steadying his hands above the counter to see your face clearly. Minho is your blockmate and also your best friend, but you know the love you have for him will not exceed above platonic, very different when it comes to Jisung. Speaking of him, you both decided that he'll work on the coffees while you take the counter.
"Oh Minmin good day! Sure you can! what brings you here though? as far as i am concerned, you don't wanna walk through cafes just to have your coffee?" You talked to him while not looking back and punching whatever that needs to be punched on the counter.
"I just wanna look at you pretty, is it too much to ask?" You giggled, knowing how un- serious he was because you do know he's not the type to date and step things up with people he considered as family.
"Sure it's not Min, take a look all you want!" You moved your head from side to side while posing different angles to add light to the situation. You both laughed off until you hear a mini smash on the kitchen which makes you hush and run there aggressively, leaving Minho concerned in front of the counter.
"Jisung what the fuck was that?" You saw the kitchen perfectly fine, Jisung being sloppy with his movements, and a pan which looked like it was intentionally banged just to create a huge noise.
"Oh.. nothing, nothing.. sorry to disturb your flirting sesh y/n, you can now go back, it's perfectly fine here..." he didn't even bother to look at you, continued the coffee he was making, though his movements were still sloppy as it was when you entered the room. You got scared because he might be mad about you chitchatting while at work and even misunderstanding what you did with Minho earlier. "Uh.. first of all, i am not flirting,, and uhm second, i hope it's really fine here, yeah? I.. i'm so sorry.." you hated your voice for shaking at the last phrase so it made him look at you, now with worried eyes.
"It really is y/n, sorry..... uhm.. for the noise." Though the coldness, he still smiled at you reassuring you that it's really true this time. You can still see a glimpse of worry when he did a second look after getting his eyes off for the first time.
Him on the other hand felt extremely guilty when he saw your eyebrows meeting each other in a scared way, and your voice shaking made his heart break, as he never really saw and heard you like that while talking to him. He can't believe his jealousy made him do something petty that he knows he'll also regret later on.
You went back to the counter pouting and Minho was still there, distracting the customers behind him while waiting for you to arrive. He let out a deep breath when he saw you.
"Bub, i think your man is fucking jealous. Believe me this time, wanna bet?" he whisphered while you take other orders.
"Confess already y/n, he might— will act cold after this, talkin from experience.. and i too would leave a "so called bestie" that i like if she had found someone to love already.." he added.
"... including me?" you teased, though what he said had affected your senses because you know there isn't someone other than Jisung inside your heart.
"Shut up ma'am, i met you when you're already head over heels over jisung, and p.s, I don't want you, ew?" he teased as he feels the uneasiness after you going out from the kitchen.
"I think.. he's just plainly angry though, i'll talk to him later.. and.... try to confess.. you better be ready because i might crash to your apartment when things just get worse."
"Gotchu y/n! i better download movies so i can fix thy heart by then, just text me okai?"
Jisung overheard Minho's last sentence so he himself brought the coffee to him while glaring at him. "Thank you, Please go now!" He told Minho, almost pushing him outside.
Minho then grinned and winked at you before closing the cafe's door. Jisung didn't even look at you as he straight up returned to the kitchen.
It's 8:30 am and the workers for the next shift have arrived already, so you and Jisung are now on the locker room, folding both of your aprons as well as your caps. At this point, you aren't really sure if your sleepover would still push through considering his attitude towards you earlier.
You were suprised when he hang his hand on the air, waiting for yours to interwine when you had finished cleaning already, you didn't even notice him waiting for you as you are clouded with negative thoughts.
You grabbed his hand and you both walked to his car while nobody is still speaking.
"Ji.. uhm i need to... tell you something later." You finally broke the silent conversation you have been going through while you were arranging your seatbelt.
His eyes dropped and did a blink that shows his regret and a bit of weariness, he thinks he already know what you need to tell him. He then reached to your side as he memorized that you still don't know how to buckle your seatbelt when you're on the front seat.
"Sure thing y/n, be 100% comfy telling me things because i will always root for whatever that'll... make you happy." He smiled at you, wearily, and patted your head; you wondered why he's suddenly being nice and sad at the same time after the commotion earlier. Weird.
You both arrived at his apartment without talking to each other. Immediately going to his large couch, you had the sight of the blankets and pillows that were already there, as if he already planned it all beforehand. You just shrugged it off, thinking he just tried to sleep here earlier, no biggie.
Rain started to pour, the living room lights and the tv were turned off, making the windows beside you the only source of light that brightens the room. It made the place serene with the sound of the thunderstorms acting like the music from the vinyls playing at bright daylight.
You curled your body in a comfy way on the large couch, not bothering to wait for Jisung which is still not in the living room. Maybe you're just gonna talk to him later when you both woke up. You're gonna be rejected anyway.
Senseless thoughts had clouded your mind again, thinking what would you even do in this world if you don't have him anymore. Maybe you'll just drink everyday. Maybe you're gonna find someone in school, on a dating app, on Twitter. Maybe you're just gonna enter the convent. These thoughts made you dizzy and sleepy.
You're half asleep already when you felt his body spooning you from behind, cuddling you while sniffing your hair. Jisung wrapped his hands below your chest, gripping and hugging them tight as if it is the last time he's gonna hold you.
"you still awake?" he asked huskily, you hesitated to answer because he might let go if you did, so you stayed silent.
"you know, i kinda know this moment would come.." he started off, his breathes are getting slower as you feel them on you shoulder.
"i clearly know you'd fall for someone who you'd want to be with the rest of your life.."
"im... honestly not prepared for it.." your heart dropped. You weren't sure if he means something about this or he's just plainly concerned as your best friend.
"i cried in my room if you didn't notice why i was away suddenly... I can't let go of you, pumpkin.."
You seriously don't know what was he talking about but when you felt your shoulders wet, you knew he was serious about it. You and Minho really do give different ideas to people..
"i hope that Minho boy would take care of pumpkin..." pumpkin.... something that helps people see better.. you make him see better ??
"she deserves so much care..."
"and affection.."
"and love..."
"and hugs..."
"and.. kisses.."
He's still sniffing while hugging you, this time tighter than he was doing earlier. The sound of his low sobs have mixed up with the rain drops as they hit the houses' roofs.
"i love you my pumpkin.."
"im sorry i blew up the chance to be the one to take care of you for the rest of your life.."
Tears started to run through your cheeks slowly, he had never addressed you pumpkin before, thinking about how he thinks of you as "his pumpkin" melted your whole existence apart and it just made you wanna cling and cry on his chest all day. You told yourself you're gna let go if he tells you he likes you right at that moment which you knew was never gna happen— that he's just saying this out of care and concern because afterall, you're his best friend.
"my pumpkin.."
"i like you so much if you still don't get it.. i wanna take you with old ji.. i wanna explore the world with you... everytime you shine, I'll shine for you.."
"i wish im just.. dreaming and th.. at when i wake up, my pumpkin would... say she wanna be with me too..." he sleepily says, his grip on your stomach is now loosening, making you able to move.
You moved while whining as if you're misunderstood. Tears started to flow like waterfall, they just don't stop. You faced his chest and tugged your leg on his waist as if he's the plushie you hug to sleep.
"ji.. what the fuck are you saying?" you cried on his chest like a kid begging her mother to take them with her wherever they were going.
Jisung didn't flinch at all, he just hugged you again, this time caressing your hair and rubbing your back as you let go of your tears on his chest... he has stopped sobbing, but you still feel him getting weak and sad through his breathes.. He thought about this as your good bye hug. That this'll be the last time he's gonna be within your embrace.
"baby,, you can tell me whatever that you wanted to tell me earlier now.." the huskiness didn't leave his voice, you're still sobbing and crying on his chest like you don't wanna stop at all.
"i can't... at this state i just.. wanna.. cry all day.. while hugging you.. " you struggled to say 'em words while crying so hard.
"shhhh, hush baby, you'll just hurt me more if you don't stop.. please stop... crying... i might act carelessly and steal you from whoever has got my.. pumpkin's heart..." he said, almost a whisper.
"baby" you started..
"i wanted to confess.."
"i like you jiji.. for a very long time already.."
"i don't intend to hurt you at all by my tears, i just wanna cry it all out.."
"you have called me pumpkin for so many times and you expect me to be fine as i am??" you're still crying btw..
jisung flinched a little this time, thinking if he had heard those words right from you
"bunny, what did you say? i feel like im hearing things right now because of this desperation im feeling, fuck.. i wish i was hearing you right" he said, now hugging you tighter.
You really love how your body melts completely whenever he tightens the hug like he really don't want to let go of you, even for a single split of sec.
"pumpkin loves you too jiji.."
"im trying to confess and... i thought you'll just reject me so i didn't bother waiting for you earlier.."
"pumpkin didn't want anyone else babe,,"
"she just wanted your care.. your affection... your hugs.. your kisses.."
"pumpkin just wanted you.." you had stopped crying but you're now having hiccups while cooing onto jisung's chest.
"you don't have to sleep to hear them baby.."
"i wanna be with you too. everytime you smile, i'll smile too.. you can jump then fall here baby.."
"pumpkin will catch you wholeheartedly.." you finally looked up to jisung, whose eyes are watery again.
"i love you jisung", you whisphered and gave him a peck on the lips.
He was caught off guard, but he immediately got himself together.
When you let go and were on your way to return to his chest, he pulled your head again into a kiss—this time a deeper and longer one.
You both let go, running out of breath. He kissed the top of your head while you have returned to his chest, feeling and hearing each and every beat of his heart. You stayed together that way, you didn't hear anything from Jisung but you feel him so much and you know he's never gonna leave you anymore.
You didn't even notice you have slept for hours already while hugging him. You woke up and you're still at that exact position when you were a crying mess. It was nearly 5 pm and you still don't have the energy to let go from his embrace. You really meant it when you said you wanted to cling onto his chest all day.
You moved upwards a little bit to level your face to Jisung's while he's still sleeping. You caressed his temples down to his chin, admiring his cheeks that you have been wanting to bite since then, and you kissed each and every mole, which you loved the most. They were stars to you, making your eyes gleam in awe every single time you try to look at them. You have hoped you were his lover from your past lives— that you were the one who kissed him the most on those particular parts of his pretty face.
"You're so pretty to be pumpkin's man, jiji" you said and giggled, as if he was gna hear you.
You were caught off guard when he pulled you carefully to his chest, rubbing your back again.
"She loves to be called pumpkin huh?" he cheekily said, despite his voice being still husky.. you didn't know he was awake already. Was he just waiting for you to wake up then?
You tied onto his body for the nth time.
"s-she does.. i guess.. ?? and she.. wants to hug you longer.."
You heard him chuckle and wiggled both of your bodies together as if a kid who's happily playing with his teddy bear.
Your breathes steadied, Jisung had finally processed every word that came out from your mouth, finally jumping to fall into you.
"The moon will be pretty tonight, y/n." he cooed. You find it amusing how he don't flinch at all despite you clinging onto him for almost 9 hours now.
"I love you too, Jisung.."
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ukulelecal · 4 years
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Bloom - Part Three
The story of flowers.
Pairing: Poet!Luke Hemmings x Female!OC
Warnings: mentions of alcohol/drinking, anxiety, bit of angst, fluff as well
Word Count: 7.9k
A/N: the finale!! i really really loved writing this and i hope you all enjoyed reading it. if yall are interested i would love to write more about luke and devon in the future!! anyways. like always, i ask you to remember how important reblogs and feedback are, and i hope you love it!!!
series masterlist
my masterlist // posted on ao3
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Moving back in with Luke was as painless as moving could be.
It was much easier than when Devon left in the first place. She didn’t have help then, and there was the anxiety about moving to a whole new place and starting grad school all while going through a breakup. This time, Luke was there, and she was going to a place she knew and loved.
Within a week, Devon was packed up and ready to go again, after a quick pause for the official release of Luke’s book, a cause for celebration. All her belongings were taken by the movers and her and Luke flew back home without a hitch. Ashton was still in the process of packing up his own belongings and assured the couple that he would be out within a few days, cracking a joke about making sure to keep the noise down until he was gone. Devon and Luke sped up the process by helping him pack and transfer everything over to Calum and Michael’s flat.
Finally, they were alone. And thank God for that.
“Is it weird being back?” Luke asked over breakfast the first morning that it was just the two of them. Devon shrugged.
“I thought it would be, but it’s really not. Feels natural,” she explained. Luke smiled in satisfaction, feet rubbing against each other under the table.
He was so glad to have her back. As much as he liked living with Ashton, he needed his girl back. He needed to wake up next to her, share good morning kisses and cuddles until daily duties finally pulled them out of bed. Ashton didn’t make nearly as good of a dance partner while making dinner and definitely never gave Luke a good night kiss.
Now that Devon was back, they could go back to all their normals from before. Luke could lay his head in her lap while she read a book and he wrote. At least, he would try to. The feeling of Devon gently scratching his scalp always distracted him and made him sleepy.
Devon, ever the early riser, could sneak out of bed in the mornings to make a run to the local cafe down the street from their apartment complex for coffee and pastries and be back before Luke ever noticed she was gone. She’d always climb back into bed with him for a bit if she didn’t have anywhere to be, knowing he hated to wake up without her there.
Things had finally fallen into place.
With breakfast finished and cleaned up, Luke and Devon got themselves ready for the day before meeting in the living room.
“What now?” Luke asked, throwing his arms out. “We have the whole rest of summer until you start school again. What do you want to do?”
“Not to be boring, but first things first, I want to see if I can get my old job back,” she chuckled, causing Luke to roll his eyes playfully, though he understood. Rent and loans wouldn’t pay themselves. “But, I haven’t been here in a year. I want to do it all.”
Luke smiled, stepping towards and snatching up his car keys.
“Let’s go, then. Summer won’t last forever.”
Back in Bertha, Luke drove Devon to the office building where she used to work as a receptionist. She hated it, if she was honest with herself; the people there were stuffy and boring, but the job paid well, and that’s all she needed until she finished grad school and got a permanent job. A quick conversation with her old boss had her rehired, the woman expressing how Devon was always the most organized receptionist they ever had, before she made her way back to Luke.
“I am officially a receptionist again starting Monday,” she announced with fake enthusiasm as she shut the car door behind her. “Anyways, I’m thinking a walk in the park and then the panini place a few blocks down for lunch, if that’s okay with you.”
Luke didn’t answer. Devon looked up from clicking her seatbelt into place to find him staring at her with an adoring grin, eyes twinkling with love.
“What?” She mumbled sheepishly, heat rising to her cheeks.
“I’m so glad I’ve got you back, honey. I love you so much.”
Devon barely had the chance to return the sentiment before Luke was leaning over the center console, beard tickling her as he pressed a needed kiss to her lips. He reached over to give her knee a squeeze before throwing the car into reverse.
“Off to the park!”
The walk was relaxing. Luke and Devon both found solace in nature, absorbing up the sunshine and fresh air. Devon realized she needed an updated picture of him in all his beard and glasses glory for her lockscreen. She picked a few daisies from the ground and tucked them behind his ear, using her free hand to cup the side of his face opposite from the flowers and took the picture. It was adorable; his eyes squinted from the sun and his grin was full of joy. She loved it, wasting no time in setting it as her lockscreen. He teased her about it, but a picture of her laughing across the table from him at the restaurant quickly became his new lockscreen.
It was an amazing day. The best day either of them had had in a while, right up there with Luke’s book release. They drifted off to sleep that night with smiles on their faces, ever so content and ever so in love.
One evening some weeks later, Luke hopped in the shower while Devon wandered around the bedroom until he was done so they could watch a movie. She stopped in front of the small book shelf in the corner, eyes landing on The Life of a Flower. She picked up the book, fingertips trailing over the familiar orchids on the cover.
She had read it all the way through a few times, and it didn’t take long to realize that the entire book was about her. The very first poem in it was The Orchids, the first poem Luke had written for her. It started off happy, all poems about their loving relationship, but they slowly got more tragic as the book went on, poems about their breakup. Many of the poems had flower themes, including the flower referenced in the title of the book being a symbol of their relationship and it’s journey.
The final poem was called Sunshine Can’t Save Me Now. It was about a broken man - Luke, surely - trying to save a flower that was already dead - his and Devon’s relationship. He explained that he was at a very low point when he wrote it, admitting that he didn’t have much hope at the time. It was the right way to end the book, considering the state of Luke’s life when it was finished.
It took Luke a half hour to calm Devon down when she finished the book for the first time. She couldn’t stop sobbing as he held her, assuring her that everything was okay now. Her tears were caused by a mixture of resurfaced painful memories and the pure heartbreaking beauty of Luke’s poetry.
She let out a deep sigh. Just thinking about it made her want to cry. The poems really revealed how Luke was feeling about the breakup. He opened up to her about going through a bit of a rough patch, but his poetry said far more than what he ever said to her out loud. She only wished things could have been different; maybe the book would have had a happy ending.
“You ready, babe?”
Devon’s head snapped up at Luke’s voice, seeing him step into the bedroom with wet curls and only a pair of joggers on his legs. She quickly put the book on the shelf and grinned at him.
“Yep, I’m ready.”
She walked towards him, expecting him to turn and go into the living room, but his large hands rested on her forearms, stopping her.
“You okay?” He asked with concern. He didn’t miss the frown on her face when he first walked into the room.
“I’m alright, bubs. Come on,” she insisted, grabbing his hand and pulling him into the living room.
“You sure?” He coaxed as they sat down on the couch together. She looked up at him with a smile and nodded. He searched her face; she really did look alright. He sighed and pressed a prickly kiss to her cheek. “Okay.”
Devon tossed a blanket over the two of them as Luke pulled up the movie. She cuddled into him easily, head resting on his bare shoulder. With an arm wrapped around her shoulders, his fingertips gently danced over her forearm, the touches subtle but meaningful.
They greatly appreciated the quiet moments like this. No expectations, worries, or watching eyes. Just the two of them, flowers in a pot rather than a field.
Devon felt her eyes start to droop, as they did most times when they watched movies at night and she got too comfortable. Luke would tease her relentlessly about not being able to stay awake through an entire movie, but he was more than happy to hold her sleeping figure until the movie ended, then carry her into bed with him.
Halfway through the movie, Luke glanced down to see Devon’s eyes closed, noticing her breath had slowed down. A soft grin spread across his face. She looked so peaceful when she was asleep. The weight of school and work weren’t twisting her face. She was at ease, calm.
Luke’s lips ever so softly connected with Devon’s forehead. The tickle of his beard made her stir for a moment, but quickly settled back into his shoulder. He wanted this forever. He wanted Devon to fall asleep on him every night, fall asleep with her in his arms and wake up with her right there next to him. He had known that for a long time, but at the moment, the love he felt for the stunning woman right next to him was overwhelming.
He watched her sleep for another moment before an idea popped into his head.
He quickly paused the movie and gently scooped Devon up into his arms. She cuddled into him, thankfully staying asleep as Luke carried her into the bedroom. He laid her down on the bed and pulled the sheets carefully over her. Once he was sure she was still asleep, Luke quickly moved into the spare room and pulled out his most recent notebook.
The words came easily, flowing out onto the paper as water flowed through a stream. The poem was short but heavy, a depiction of white roses to match a white gown. A vow to love forever, through whatever life may throw at them. Through sickness and in health. He let out a deep breath once the final line was written.
Luke would save the poem for later; now wasn’t a good time. But one day, Devon would hear it, and have a brand new ring on her finger to go along with it.
The rest of the summer was certainly one to remember.
Devon and Luke were lucky to have similar work schedules. Their days off typically lined up, and even if they couldn’t see each other much during the day, they were always both home to have dinner together.
Luke’s book was doing well in sales and reviews. Readers begged for more, desperate to find some sort of closure on the wilting relationship detailed in the book. They had no idea that things worked out in the end, the flowers revived.
Summer came to a close. Devon’s second and final year of grad school was starting, only two semesters away from her master’s degree. Luke had some promotion opportunities for The Life of a Flower lined up, and was starting to think about a second book.
He was hesitant to quit his job at the bookstore. He didn’t feel like he was established enough in the poetry world to be financially stable without a more steady source of income. If he could just write all day, every day, he would. Until then, he would stay a manager at the quaint store in the city.
“Are you nervous?” Luke whispered to Devon the night before her first day of classes. The couple was cuddled up in bed, Devon’s head on Luke’s chest.
“A bit,” she sighed. “I guess I’m more nervous about what comes after I graduate.”
She figured a master’s degree would open more opportunities, but there was always uncertainty when it came to job hunting. She had time before she needed to start looking, but the thought always made her worry.
“Don’t be nervous, honey. You’re the smartest person I know. I have every faith in you that you’ll be amazing. And remember, I’ll always be here.”
His words brought a smile to her face. He always knew just what to say when she needed comfort.
“I love you,” she whispered as she began to drift off. She heard his return of the sentiment before sleep took over, her final sleep before being thrown into the whirlwind of a final year of grad school.
First semester was nothing short of overwhelming.
Devon was swamped with assignments, constantly scrambling to get things done between classes and on her breaks at work. She spent hours at her computer, back aching and eyes burning, pressure heavy on her shoulders.
It took a lot of deep breaths and reevaluation to remind herself that she only needed to get through two semesters, and she would be done. She would have her master’s and grad school would be over. School being done meant a job hunt, but she tried not to think about what came next. She needed to stay focused in the present.
Luke wasn’t around much. He was away a lot doing interviews and signings for his book, taking up extra hours at the bookstore in his free time to save money - for multiple things he had in mind.
When he was home, Luke’s mission was to make sure Devon stayed sane. He could see the stress school was putting on her, and she tended to overwork herself. He had to force her to take breaks, even if it meant physically lifting her from her desk chair and carrying her into the kitchen to eat. She would always give in, but it never lasted long until she scurried back to her studies. Saturday nights, however, were always reserved for date night. No work, no school, no commitments to anything other than each other. It was their favorite night of the week in which they got to relax and let their minds drift from responsibility.
Winter break was like a sigh of relief for the couple. Devon got her first proper night’s sleep in months, putting Luke’s worried self at ease. They divided up the time between Luke’s family and Devon’s family, of course setting some time aside for themselves. It was relaxing, refreshing, and the perfect break before second semester.
Now just a few months away from her master’s degree, Devon had to bring her A-game. She had her thesis paper to worry about, along with the dreaded job search. It was a lot to tackle all at once, but she was prepared for the challenge. She had her eyes on the prize, and all the stress would be worth it in the end when she fulfilled her goal.
Luke still had promotion things to do, but he was starting to focus on writing more. He wanted his second book to have a story like his first one did. He planned on making it a sequel of sorts, a tale of his and Devon’s saved relationship after their breakup period, but not in a way that a reader would have to read The Life of a Flower to understand.
It was only a couple weeks into the second semester that Devon’s workload quickly got massive. Between gradual work on her thesis paper, class assignments and her job, things got difficult pretty quickly. Luke was busy as well, cranking out drafts upon drafts of poems that he wasn’t even happy with. He knew he needed to slow down and focus on quality over quantity, but it was difficult when he knew publishers would want options.
Luke and Devon’s individual stress began to put a stress on their relationship.
There was hardly time for each other. Devon was usually out of bed before Luke in the mornings, and it was a guessing game to see who would retire to bed first at night. No matter who it was, it was always at an hour far too late. It affected Devon especially, who was used to turning in early most nights. There were rarely good night or good morning kisses, and most dinners were whatever was easiest and quickest.
Actual date night got canceled most Saturdays as someone was usually too tired to go out; it had gotten to a point where the closest semblance they had had to a date in weeks was a trip to the grocery store.
All of the tension built up more and more, and eventually it led to the little time they had to spend together being full of petty arguments. It started with Devon snapping at Luke for leaving his pants on the bedroom floor, and it only grew from there. Little things that used to not bother them much caused ridiculous bickering.
It was scaring Devon. Their relationship was starting to feel like the days leading up to their breakup. Tense and bitter. Every little argument with Luke left a foul taste in her mouth, and she didn’t want to let it go on. They promised each other that they were going to make things work, and that meant they needed to sit down and talk like adults.
Devon knocked softly on the spare bedroom door where Luke had shut himself away to work, as usual. She heard a soft “come in” from inside, and gently pushed the door open.
Luke looked up from his notebook, and she quickly noticed the dark circles under his eyes. What pained Devon the most was that they had probably been there the whole time and she had been too frustrated to notice. Not frustrated at him, either; it was school and work, and she was taking it out on him.
“You alright?” He asked, seeing the worried look on her face. She simply sighed and stepped forward, taking his open arms as an invitation to take a seat on his lap.
“Can we talk, bubs?” She whispered. Luke’s hand gently rubbed her thigh as he nodded in agreement. Devon continued. “I’m sorry I’ve been so rude to you lately. It’s not an excuse but school has just been a pain in the ass.”
“It’s okay, honey. I’m sorry too. I think we’ve both just been really on edge lately,” he mumbled, pulling her closer. “We need to find time to unwind.”
Devon hummed in agreement, leaning her head on Luke’s chest. The gentle thump of his heartbeat was comforting as she took in his touch. She couldn’t remember the last time they were so close physically.
“My spring break is coming up next month. Maybe we could go somewhere? Even if it’s just for a few days?”
Luke smiled a bit at the suggestion.
“That sounds nice.”
Perhaps a getaway would do them good. They could leave all work and school behind and just have fun together. The last time they took a trip was spring break junior year of undergrad. They spent most days getting drunk and making out on the beach. They laughed until they forgot what was funny and ate their way through the local restaurants. Maybe they were overdue for a nice vacation.
Devon leaned up to press a kiss to Luke’s scruffy chin.
“Let’s go to bed, bubs.”
The two of them climbed into bed at the same time for the first time in a long time that night. Luke pulled Devon into his arms and they exchanged a good night kiss, thoughts of a vacation lulling them to sleep.
Luke and Devon eventually decided on going back to the beach for spring break. They didn’t have much money to go anywhere fancy, and they had a lot of good memories associated with the place. Devon insisted on taking her car for the drive, unsure about Bertha’s ability to make it through the trip, but Luke still insisted on being the driver.
With luggage loaded into the trunk, the couple hit the road.
As passenger, Devon got the aux. She played the road trip playlist that she perfectly crafted for the occasion, and the drive was spent singing along and dancing in their seats.
Devon glanced over at Luke. It was golden hour, a gorgeous glow casting over the gorgeous boy that she was lucky enough to call hers. He looked so happy and in his element. Devon squeezed his hand that was resting in her lap.
“You’re staring,” Luke mumbled without returning her gaze, a small smirk on his face. She giggled.
“Can’t help it. You’re beautiful.”
A blush spread across his cheeks under the orange glow of the setting sun. She squeezed his hand again as a reassurance before turning her eyes back to the road.
Soon enough, Luke pulled into the parking lot of the small hotel they had booked a room at, the same place they stayed at junior year. It wasn’t exactly a five star establishment, but they didn’t expect to be spending much time there anyway.
After loading their small amount of luggage from the trunk, they made their way into the quaint lobby to check in. The walls were covered top to bottom in tacky beach decorations, coastal throw pillows on the white couches. It wasn’t what Devon would call good interior design, but it was fitting for the location and only made her more excited for the trip.
“We’ve got a reservation under Hemmings.”
The man at the front desk handed them their room keys and a pamphlet with some local attractions and restaurant recommendations. They were off to their room afterwards, a small thing but plenty for the two of them.
“Remember the last time we came here?” Devon asked as they got settled in, carrying her toiletries into the bathroom.
“I remember coming, but I can’t say I remember much of the actual vacation.”
Devon laughed at that; they spent a good majority of the trip drunk. She couldn’t say she remembered many specifics either, just some tidbits. Based on the blurry pictures they found in their camera rolls afterwards, they could imagine they had a good time.
Luke pulled on a clean shirt before joining Devon in the bathroom where she was leaning over the shower, setting her shampoo and conditioner on the wire shelf on the wall. She turned around to face him, finding a small smile on his face.
“C’mere, honey,” he hummed with open arms. Devon flushed and melted into him, feeling him press a kiss to the top of her head. “This was a great idea. I love you.”
“I love you too, bubs.” She puckered her lips for a kiss that Luke gladly delivered. “How about we walk around to find a place for dinner?”
Luke agreed and the two were out the door. Hand in hand, they strolled around the small beach town. There wasn’t a chain restaurant in sight; every place was a local business. They didn’t look like much on the outside, but the couple were firm believers that the holes in the wall and the greasy spoons were usually the best places.
A taco restaurant with a calming seafoam green exterior beckoned Devon and Luke inside, sitting down for dinner. The slightly run down building was no comparison to the delicious food.
With full stomachs, the couple made their way to the beach. The spring breaker crowd was thin at the time, most people gone for dinner, but surely it would fill up again later at night for the real fun.
Luke and Devon slowly strolled down the beach, carrying their shoes in their hands that weren’t interlaced together. The sun was barely still peaking out, and a cool breeze began to rip through the air.
“I forgot how pretty it is,” Devon commented as they walked. The setting sun over the ocean was a lovely sight to see. Luke hummed, dropping her hand in favor of wrapping it around her waist.
“I love it,” he mumbled in response. “And I love you, honey.”
Devon turned her head to press a chaste kiss to his shoulder, leaning her cheek on the spot.
“I love you too, Lu.”
They walked until they reached a wooden bench swing. It was a bit creaky but comfortable, Luke using his feet to slowly swing them back and forth.
“I’d like to live here one day,” Devon said dreamily. “On the beach. Maybe after we retire. We’ll be that old couple that sits on their front porch all day and watches the waves.”
Luke could picture it perfectly. They would be the laid back grandparents that took the grandkids to the beach all the time, having bonfires in their backyard on warm summer nights. They would have their own little beach house with a porch swing and a dog. He wasn’t too keen on growing old just yet, but the thought definitely made the future seem bright.
“One day,” he affirmed. “But what about now? Where do you want to live after you graduate?”
“I think I want to stay where we are.” She glanced up at him, eyebrows furrowed. “Is that where you want to be?”
“It is.” He bent down and pressed a kiss to the tip of her nose. “We could live anywhere and I would be happy as long as I had you, Dev.”
“You’re so cheesy,” she chuckled although her heart soared. She felt the same way; white picket fence house or tiny apartment, she would be content so long as she had Luke.
“I’m a poet. It’s my specialty.”
The couple laughed before falling into silence again.
Luke meant what he said. He still wanted to be in the city and close to all the job opportunities for Devon, but he wanted more than their little apartment. It was perfect for college students, but they had always yearned for something more. Once Devon got a job after graduation and if his book sales continued to be successful, they could achieve their dreams soon.
The rest of the trip was pure bliss. They spent their days lounging on the beach and popping in and out of antique shops in the town. There were many photos, many laughs, many heartfelt kisses. It was exactly what they needed to recharge and regroup. After weeks of tension, they were finally at ease.
All too soon, it was back to reality. Devon had a thesis paper to finish, and Luke had a book to get back to work on. However, they were confident that the workload wouldn’t put such a strain on their relationship this time. They had a newfound energy to power through and make things work.
Time flew by, and before either of them knew it, Devon was only two weeks away from graduation. She was only two weeks from having her master’s degree. She had to admit she was proud of herself. Grad school was no walk in the park, and she was about to finish. In a world that seemed to be against her, she was succeeding.
It was both an exciting and stressful time in her life. She was approaching the finish line, and she even had a few job offers lined up. No more receptionist work for her.
There was one thing that was bringing her down; the damn thesis paper.
Her first draft was done, but she wasn’t happy with it. She spent hours editing and rewriting, fingers cramping from all the typing. She only had another week to finish, and the panic was starting to set in.
“You’re working yourself ragged, honey,” Luke said one afternoon, not missing the concerningly dark circles under Devon’s eyes or the fact that she had been wearing the same shirt for three days. He placed his hands on her shoulders, thumbs working the stiff muscles. “Come on, take a break.”
“I don’t have time, Luke,” she huffed, eyes never leaving her computer screen. “I only have a week to finish and this paper is shit.”
Luke felt his heart break in his chest. It pained him to see her so stressed out and unsure of herself. Devon was a perfectionist; she would settle for nothing less than fantastic for her paper.
“Devon, look at me,” he mumbled, gently grabbing her chin to turn her face towards him. Exhaustion weighed heavy on her features.
One look into Luke’s sincere blue eyes had Devon’s own watering. Her bottom lip trembled as she turned around in her chair to stand up. She collapsed into Luke’s arms, a pained sob escaping her lips.
“It’s so hard, Lu,” she choked out. “It’s so hard.”
“Oh, honey,” he cooed, slowly walking backwards until they reached the bed. He laid down and coaxed Devon to join, still crying into his chest. “It’s alright, just let it out. It’s okay to cry. I’m right here.”
She sobbed until she had no tears left, cries subsiding to the occasional sniffle. She felt a sense of relief, letting out a deep breath.
“You okay, baby?” Luke inquired. He only got a nod in response. “I told you you needed to take a break, Dev.”
She sighed and mumbled something incoherent, burying her head further into Luke’s chest.
“What do you want to do now, honey?” He asked. “You want to take a nap? I know you’re tired.”
She did want to nap. She wanted to sleep for days, but life didn’t allow that.
“Shower,” she grumbled, voice muffled. “Then nap.”
“Alright,” he agreed softly, thankful that she wasn’t fighting him on taking a break anymore.
While she showered, Luke straightened up her workspace a bit, knowing the mess would only stress her out more. He also prepped some celery with ranch dressing, one of Devon’s favorite snacks, for her to munch on before she went to sleep.
Devon let the hot water soothe her aching muscles. She closed her eyes and tilted her head back, relishing in the warmth. She didn’t want to take too long of a break, but Luke was right; she was working too hard. If she was well rested, felt good, and paced herself, she would do much better.
After her shower, she changed into one of Luke’s clean t-shirts and her most comfortable pair of leggings. She stepped out of the bathroom and walked back to the bedroom, quickly noticing her tidy desk and the plate of celery on her nightstand.
She could have started crying again, just because of how sweet he was. He had a certain knack for being able to make her feel better instantly.
“I’ve got a snack for you to have before you take your nap,” Luke explained, standing up from the edge of the bed. “Celery and ranch.”
She stood up on her toes to press a grateful kiss to his lips.
“Thank you, bubs.”
Curled up in bed, she nibbled on her snack until she could barely keep her eyes open. Setting the plate back on the nightstand, she moved herself to lay down and curled up next to Luke.
“Don’t let me sleep too long, okay?”
“I won’t, I promise,” Luke assured. “Just go to sleep, honey. You need it.”
Devon dozed off contently. With Luke by her side, she was ready to take on the next two weeks.
Devon’s knee bounced the whole flight to the city of her grad school, as much as Luke tried to calm her down. She wasn’t sure why she was so nervous; she had been through graduation ceremonies before. All she had to do was walk across the stage, get her diploma, and shake a few hands. It was simple.
“Why are you so nervous, honey?” He had asked, rubbing her thigh to soothe her.
“I don’t know,” she huffed. She reached for Luke’s hand on her leg to fiddle with the rings on his fingers. “I don’t think it’s the ceremony that I’m nervous about. It’s just...I don’t know.”
The fact that she didn’t know what was bothering her only stressed her out more. She knew there really was nothing to worry about. She had gone through her bag a million times before leaving for the airport; she had her cap and gown, as well as the dress and heels she bought for the occasion and enough clothes to last the trip. Her phone was tucked safely in the pocket of her joggers along with her wallet. Pretty much anything else, she could either live without for a few days or buy it there.
If she wasn’t worried about the ceremony and she knew she packed all the essentials, then what was she so nervous about?
Luke dropped it for the rest of the plane ride, but once they got to the hotel, getting ready to meet Devon’s parents for dinner, the way she paced around the room and fidgeted with everything she could get her hands on was starting to make him nervous.
“Everything is going to be fine, Dev. You’re getting your master’s and your parents are going to be there to see you. I know they are so proud of you. You worked so hard for this. Isn’t that exciting?”
The realization finally hit.
Devon’s parents expected a lot from her. She knew they always wanted the best for her, and she did everything she could to make them proud. Her parents were loving people. They always said that they would be proud of her no matter what, but Devon never felt like she was doing enough.
“That’s just it, Luke. What if it’s not enough? What if they expect more?” She rambled, straightening her necklace for the thousandth time.
“What more could they expect? You just finished grad school. That’s a huge accomplishment,” he tried to reason with her.
“Anything. They could expect anything else.”
Luke realized what was happening. The need to make other people proud bled into a need for herself to feel accomplished. Even if her parents told her a million times that they would always be proud of her, she would always need more. She needed validation.
“Devon Murphy. Look me in the eyes.”
He grabbed her shoulders to stop her pacing. She stared up at him, eyes wide with nerves.
“I need you to realize that your worth is not measured by physical accomplishments. Your worth is not measured in grades and degrees. And even if it was, you’ve done better than the average person. You say your parents will want more, but I know for a fact that you have already made them more proud than you can imagine. You will always be enough.”
Devon wasn’t sure when she had started crying, but Luke used his thumbs to wipe the wetness off her cheeks. She definitely needed to hear that. Unable to find the right words, she leaned up to kiss him, a silent expression of her gratitude.
“Love you,” she whispered against his lips. He grinned and gave her one last peck before pulling away.
“I love you too.” He wiped away the bit of smudged mascara under her eyes. “Are you ready to go?”
Devon nodded. Hand in hand they headed out the door and to the restaurant.
Devon’s parents were ecstatic to see her. They hadn’t been able to visit since the holidays, and they were simply overjoyed to see their daughter and watch her get her master’s degree.
They were excited to see Luke as well. From the moment Devon first brought him home to meet them, they knew he was the one. They looked at each other like they were the entire world. Luke was kind and respectful. They had full faith in him to be a good man for their daughter.
Naturally, they were shocked when Devon told them that her and Luke broke up. It was the last thing they ever expected, but they knew deep down that things would work out in the end. They were right.
The meal went smoothly. The lively conversation put any anxieties Devon was feeling at ease, and as the night ended and her and Luke were off to bed, she was ready.
Devon took her time to get ready in the morning.
She got up early so she could take a long shower, cleaning well so she felt her best. She blow dried her hair and took her time doing her makeup. She did it lightly, wanting to look natural but not washed out in the inevitable countless photos she would be taking.
Slipping on the orchid purple color dress she bought, she glanced at herself in the mirror.
Luke’s words from the evening before rang in her mind. This was a huge accomplishment. She had done many amazing things in her life. She was enough.
Devon walked out the bathroom with a smile, ready to go. Luke was sitting at the small table in the corner, hunched over his notebook. He had already changed into his dress shirt and slacks, ready when she was.
His eyes widened when he saw her. She was simply glowing with confidence and pride, as she should. He smiled brightly as he stood up to meet her.
“You look stunning, my love,” he mumbled. He shook his head softly. “I’m so proud of you.”
“Thank you, bubs.” She glanced past him at his notebook. “What are you writing?”
“Don’t worry about it,” he chuckled.
He grabbed Devon’s black gown from where it was hung on the closet door and handed it to her along with her cap. With a deep breath, she was ready to go.
The ride to the school was short. Devon and Luke met up with her parents beforehand.
“We are so proud of you, sweetheart,” her dad announced, placing his hands on her shoulders.
“We always knew you would do amazing things,” her mom added in, tears welling up in her eyes.
Devon finally felt like she had done enough. Looking at her parents, she knew that they were truly beyond proud. She was enough.
“Don’t cry, Mom,” Devon chuckled warmly, pulling them in for a hug. “I wouldn’t be here without you two. Thank you.”
They talked for another minute before a different familiar voice called Devon’s name. She turned around to find Luke’s parents walking up, big smiles on their faces. Her mouth dropped at the surprise, heart bursting. Luke hadn’t told her that he invited them, but it made her so happy that they were there as well. Her relationship with them was very strong.
“Liz! Andy! Oh my gosh, thank you for coming!” She cheered, sharing hugs with them as well.
“Luke invited us. We’re so proud of you, Devon. We wouldn’t miss this,” Liz said, Andy piping in his agreement.
Devon couldn’t contain her smile, glancing at Luke in appreciation. This was her family, all together and there to support her in her biggest accomplishment. She felt proud, excited, and loved. She couldn’t ask for more.
The three couples chatted and took a few pictures until it was time for Devon to go. She exchanged hugs and kisses with each person before heading off to join the rest of her graduating class, Luke and the parents going to find their seats.
The anticipation as she waited to enter the gymnasium was killing her, lined up in a sea of caps and gowns. She shifted her weight back and forth, making small talk with the person standing in front of her that she had never met just to pass the time.
Eventually, the line began to move, walking right towards the next chapter of their lives.
The sound of Pomp and Circumstance filled Devon’s ears as she walked inside. The massive crowd made her heart rate pick up a little, both in excitement and nerves. This wasn’t just her big day. So many other students were feeling just the same as she was, so many other families beaming with pride. It made her feel good to be a part of something so grand.
Devon quickly glanced around for her family, but the crowd was too big to spot them. She took her seat in the folding chair, and the ceremony began.
Many people made speeches, most of which Devon wasn’t familiar with, but listened intently anyway. Before she knew it, it was time to call names. The first half of the alphabet flew by, and suddenly, it was Devon’s turn.
Her heart pounded in her ears as she stood at the bottom of the steps, her smile wide. After every all nighter, all the stress, she did it. She finished grad school. She had her master’s degree in social work.
“Devon Murphy.”
The crowd cheered as she walked across the stage. She could hear a few cheers that stood out among the rest, and she knew exactly who they belonged to. She couldn’t help but laugh as she was handed her diploma and shook hands. Nothing was funny, but she had never felt such a sense of pride and joy.
Devon barely heard the rest of the ceremony. She was buzzing, staring at the diploma resting in her lap. She did it.
Her attention was regained when the people next to her stood up, and she quickly followed, walking out of the gymnasium. Everyone made their way to where the graduates could meet their guests. It took a minute to find them in the crowd, but she spotted them.
There wasn’t a dry eye in the group as she ran towards them, pulling them all into a group hug. They all chorused their congratulations and pride. The love between them was strong, pride immeasurable.
Devon hugged her parents and Luke’s parents individually before she got to him. His smile crinkled his eyes, grabbing her face and pressing a firm kiss to her lips.
“Congratulations, honey,” he mumbled once he pulled away. “You did it. I am so, so proud of you.”
The group took many, many pictures before heading off to have a late lunch. Luke refused to tell her where they were going on the drive there, but soon enough Luke pulled into the parking lot of a fancy steakhouse.
“This place is like, the same price as my tuition, Lu,” she stated, giving him a look.
“Only the best for our graduate,” was his simple response, sending her a wink before getting out of the car. She rolled her eyes playfully but followed, grateful for the treat.
Luke and Devon’s parents meet them inside, talking to the hostess for a moment before being led towards the back of the restaurant. Devon followed, confused when they passed all of the tables in the dining room.
“Where are we sitting?” She whispered to Luke, but her question was answered when the hostess opened a door that led to an outdoor patio. String lights were strung through the awning, a perfectly set table for six sat in the middle. There were no other tables out there, telling Devon it was private.
“You guys!” She exclaimed, glancing around the group with a grateful smile. “This is too much.”
“You just got your master’s degree, Devon. This is the least we can do.”
The group all took their seats, a server quick to come and take drink orders.
The meal was phenomenal. The food was delicious, and it was also nice to be able to have everyone together. Devon and Luke’s parents had only met a couple of times, so they were glad that this was an opportunity for everyone to be together.
After dessert, Luke rested his hand on top of Devon’s on the table. She looked at him with a grin, but he looked nervous. She furrowed her eyebrows.
“What’s wrong?” She asked. She snuck a glance around the table, noticing that they were biting back smiles. Now more confused than concerned, she turned back to Luke.
“Nothing’s wrong, honey,” he assured. “I, um...I have something for you.”
Luke grabbed Devon’s hand and pulled her to stand up with him. She glanced back at the group; they had pulled their phones out, holding them up.
“Lu…” she murmured under her breath, heart rate picking up and heat rushing to her cheeks. He sent her a comforting smile and took a deep breath.
“I’ve been trying to write this poem for you for weeks now. I just haven’t been able to get the words right. But this morning, I finally finished it. I’d like to read it to you, if that’s okay.”
He didn’t give her a chance to respond before he pulled a neatly folded piece of paper out of his pants pocket. Trembling fingers unfolded it, Devon watching as a million thoughts of what this might be ran through her mind. Luke held the paper in one hand and reached for Devon’s with the other.
The poem was beautiful. It spoke of a seed that budded into a vibrant flower, one full of life that lit up a room. The flower radiated love and kindness to all. It spoke of a love that was true and pure. Devon was barely holding back her tears by the time he finished reading, squeezing his hand.
“That was incredible, Luke,” she whispered shakily, smiling. He squeezed her hand in return and set the paper on the table.
“I just have one thing that I want to ask you now.”
He reached into the inside pocket of his suit jacket, pulling out a small black box. Devon gasped, finally putting the pieces together. Time went in slow motion as he sank down to one knee, opening the box. She didn’t even look at the ring. She was staring at Luke, at least trying to, through her tears. Her hands covered her mouth in shock, heart racing.
“Devon Jo Murphy...will you marry me?”
All she could do was nod. Words completely escaped her. She hardly even registered the cheers from her family as Luke slipped the ring onto her finger. He quickly stood up to meet her, pulling her in for a bruising kiss. Their tears mingled together, arms wrapped tightly around each other.
“I love you so much, Devon. So fucking much.”
“You’re my world, Luke. I love you with my entire heart.”
They finally pulled back and looked at each other. Their eyes were red rimmed and their smiles beaming. They laughed, so full of love and joy. They were shortly joined by their parents, congratulating and hugging.
Everything about Luke and Devon was beautiful. The love they had for each other was as abundant as a field of flowers. Bright, joyous. A college seminar led to a wonderful, blooming relationship. And bloom, they most certainly did.
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wastelandcth · 4 years
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saturday sun - cth
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saturday sun (calum hood x fem!oc) || masterlist || series masterlist
summary: calum and clementine are back from tour and going back to his old routine proves a little harder now that clementine is back at work. 
warnings: mentions of sex. i think that’s it really. calum is missing clementine.
author’s notes: sorry this chapter took so long to post i’ve been busy with work and posting request but i hope you guys enjoy this! once again - based off of vance joy’s album nation of two! 
previous chapter || next chapter 
Calum had his routine down. He would hide away from the world for a couple of days, catch up on all the sleep he could get before he eventually had to return back to the studio to start writing a new album or go back into promoting the album they’d released a few months prior. He'd try to spend as much time with Duke as he could, knowing that the old dog wasn't going to be leaving his side anytime soon now that he had his dad back in the house. Calum would also try his best to catch up with all of the friends, most of the time it was Clementine. But things had changed and Clementine had slept next to him for the past two months, her warm body next to Calum's as they slept in a bunk or a hotel room, or even on an airplane. 
Ever since coming back from tour, Calum had barely seen or heard from her. He’d been lost in his routine and she was back at work trying to catch up from the month-long break she had taken. They tried to talk at night when she was cooking dinner for herself in that apartment that had poor lighting, but most of the time Clementine was too tired to even pick up the phone and call him, settling for falling asleep on the couch as her bowl of pasta grew cold into the night. He missed her, after spending every day with her on tour, Calum had grown used to the feeling of her near. He missed when she would show him the funny pictures she found online that Calum had no idea where she’d managed to find. He missed the way she would always share a bite or two of her food with him so he could also try it and not be left out on what she called the “cultural experience of Europe” and he missed the convenience of having her next to his so he could simply hold her hand or press a kiss to her cheek. 
It was late one night when Calum laid awake in bed wishing he could shut his mind off that his mind turned to her. He missed the way her body felt next to his, missed the little snores that would leave her as she was lost in a dream world. Calum had been tossing and turning for what felt like hours, the feeling of sleep never coming to him. He’d already sent her a text, asking if she had gone to bed already but much to his dismay, she hadn’t answered. Calum found himself getting out of bed, sliding the old beat-up Vans he’d been meaning to replace but was too lazy to go out into a store to do so, and grabbing his car keys. Before he knew it he was driving through the side streets of his neighborhood, soft music playing throughout the car as he tried to sort his thoughts out. He missed Clementine the last time he had seen her in person she had been the day they’d flown back into LA. He had missed being at home, but ever since he’d gotten back from tour, he missed being able to spend time with the guys and her. He missed having alone time with Clementine, a time where it was just the two of them with no interruptions. 
Calum was pulled from his thoughts when his phone rang, her pictures popping up on the screen. Calum remembered the day he had taken that picture, it had been on one of their first official dates. He'd taken her to the Hollywood sign, his disbelief that she'd never been despite living in the city for over five years and had yet to see it up close driving him towards the sign itself on a sunny afternoon. Duke had decided halfway through the hike that he hiking wasn't for him that day and she was more than happy to empty her backpack out for the old dog and carry him the rest of the way up towards the sign. Calum still thought that Duke was just secretly looking for a way to get more of her attention, but he didn't blame him. And once they'd made their way to the end of the trail, Calum couldn't help but snap a picture of her and Duke, both of them smiling widely as she held the dog close while pointing up at the sign.
“Hello?” Calum’s voice was laced with sleep, something he hadn’t expected since the iced coffee he’d been sipping on had made his hands shake while he drove and his mind race with more thought that he would’ve hoped for. He pulled off the road, driving into some diner that Calum had passed by every time he went to the studio. It was empty from what he could see through the windows, just the waitress and cook who stood behind the counter sharing some coffee. Calum’s attention was pulled back to his phone as he heard her voice calling his name out.  “Clem? What’re you doing up? It’s three in the morning, bub.” 
“I woke up to grab some water, saw your text. Sorry, I got home and just fell asleep, I know we were meant to talk.” she sighed, her own voice clouded with sleep as she let a yawn escape her. “Is everything okay? Why are you awake at three in the morning?” her laugh made Calum feel warm, made him remember those late-night talks on the tour bus where Ashton would end up hitting him with a pillow to shut them up as they laughed over their hazy sleepiness. 
“I couldn’t sleep, decided to go for a drive.” Calum chuckled as he leaned his head back against the headrest, “Grabbed a coffee and found myself driving through the night. Guess I’m still used to the tour bus moving around and stuff.” 
“Do you want to come over? Can sleep here tonight, I know it’s a long drive from your place, but you’re already driving.” Clementine mumbled as she shuffled through her dark apartment, “I have the day off tomorrow finally. We can pick Duke up in the morning and do something fun together.” 
“That sounds amazing, I’ll be there in a bit, yeah? See you soon, pretty girl.” he chuckled and hung up the phone when he heard her yawn again. Getting out from his car, Calum made his way into the diner, smiling politely at the waitress as he put in an order, a yawn escaping his lips once more. 
The sound of the doorbell ringing out through her dark apartment had woken Clementine up with a start, she got up from the spot where she’d fallen asleep on the couch after Calum had hung up their phone call and made her way over to the door. Calum stood outside, his body kept warm thanks to the green Empathy hoodie he seemed to be wearing every day since he’d gotten it and some gray sweatpants that kept the cold breeze from hitting his skin. He was holding a brown paper bag in his hands, the smell of breakfast food making Clementine’s mouth water as she led him inside. It had been a week since they’d last seen each other when Calum had driven her back from her his house, the long drive back to her place filled with music and reminiscing over the memories they had made within the last month as they traveled around Europe.
“I brought some breakfast, that diner looked too good to pass up.” Calum chuckled as he set the bag down on the kitchen counter, finally pulling her into a hug. “How are you, bub, missed you.” he mumbled and pulled her closer, taking in the feeling of her in his arms again. 
“I’m okay, I missed you too. Feels weird not being able to see you every day anymore.” Clementine giggled her face nuzzling into his chest. “This smells amazing, thank you. Come on, let’s eat.” 
Calum was laying on top of Clementine’s chest, both of them full of breakfast foods as they listened to the soft music that was playing out through the speaker on Calum’s phone. The sun would be rising soon, both of them were too lost in one another to really care, sharing kisses in between talking about the week they’d both had. Soft kisses turned into needy ones and soon their moans were bouncing off the walls as they took each other in, bodies joining one another as they searched for their highs. As the morning sun rose, Calum found himself tangled in her bed sheets, his arm wrapped around her waist as he pulled her closer to his chest. Laying in bed with Clementine, he couldn’t help but want more of this, he wanted to wake up next to her and be able to be there for her when she got home from work every night. 
Calum had never been someone who took relationships seriously, they always seemed to end in heartbreak for him. He had been wary of telling Clementine his feelings for her, knowing that she felt the same about love and relationships. But as he laid next to her, the sunlight pouring in from the blinds she never seemed to close were hitting her hair causing the brown curls to shine, Calum realized that he wanted this every morning. If he wanted more, he would have to be the one to take the next step, he would have to take the leap and put his heart out on the line no matter how scary that seemed to him. 
“Clementine?” his voice whispered against her shoulder, his lips working his way up to her cheek. “Bub, need to ask you something important,” he said quietly, smiling as he felt her stir from sleep, her head lifting to look back at him. 
“Will you move in with me?” 
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knives-out20 · 4 years
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Magnetic Push - Erik Lehnsherr x Male!OC - Part 4
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Fandom: X-Men: Days Of Future Past (2014)
Pairing: Karmel Rosenstein (OC) x Erik Lehnsherr
Warnings: Swearing, Gay, SELF HARM, Spoilers for X-Men: Days Of Future Past,
Notes: Welcome to Part 4! The Talented Mr. Ripley (1999) references ahead. Karmel’s hair tied up looks like this, for future reference:
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Karmel adjusted his tie as he walked down the plane aisle, Erik in front of him, buttoning up a blue shirt. "I always knew I left a tie at Charles' mansion" he groaned, flattening it down. Karmel pulled his suspenders up and over his shoulders, Erik reaching for a newspaper on the table in front of Logan.
Logan's claws shot out, landing on the newspaper so that Erik wouldn't read it.
Karmel instantly grew his thorny vines out, aimed at Logan.
"Karmel." Erik softly called.
Karmel groaned, reeling his vines back into his body- but slowly. He followed Erik further down the plane, the man calling "imagine if they were metal" over to Logan.
Erik sat down on a long seat that had its back against the side of the plane. He pulled Karmel down to sit beside him, draping an arm around the blond's shoulders.
Karmel leaned his head on his hand, glancing over at Logan when Erik asked him a question.
"Where did they dig you up?" Erik asked, not looking over at Logan, but clearly aiming the question over at him.
"You're gonna find this hard to believe, but, uh..." Logan started, leaning forward in his seat. "You sent me. You and Charles, from the future."
Erik looked over at Logan, clearly confused. He crossed one leg over the other.
Before Karmel could ask about his own whereabouts, the plane took off. He leaned his head on Erik's shoulder, who only pulled him closer. To Karmel, one of the best feelings in the world was having Erik's arm around him. Or both of Erik's arms. Either way made him just as content.
Erik and Karmel felt Charles' eyes on them, but took on the responsibility of not giving Charles the satisfaction of looking right back at him. 
Erik leaned down, to whisper to Karmel. "You feel him, too?"
Karmel nodded slightly. "It's fuckin’ weird. Can you say something-?"
Erik nodded back. "How did you lose them?" He asked Charles, still not making eye contact.
"The treatment for my spine affects my DNA" Charles answered, Karmel being the first to look at him.
"You sacrificed your powers so you could walk?" Karmel questioned.
"I sacrificed my powers so that I could sleep."
Karmel sat up straight, reaching a hand up to hold Erik's fingers. He did so in a way where two fingers gripped Erik’s, the others holding onto the cuff of his sleeve. This way, Karmel’s wrapped-up arm wouldn’t be exposed and questioned. He didn’t wanna talk about that right now. Or ever, if possible.
"What do you two know about it?"
"We've lost my fair share" Erik admitted.
"Ha" Charles sarcastically laughed. "Dry your eyes, you two. It doesn't justify what you've done" he shook his head.
Erik shook his head in return. "You have no idea what we've done."
"I know that you've took the things that mean the most to me" Charles raised his eyebrows.
"Well maybe you should've fought harder for them."
"If you want a fight, Erik, I will give you a fight!" Charles exclaimed, Erik and him standing up in unison.
"Sit down!" Logan called.
Karmel gestured a hand at Logan, "let him come" he muttered.
Charles gripped Erik's shirt. "You abandoned me, both Karmel and you! You took her away, and you abandoned me!"
"Abandoned you?" Karmel snapped, glaring at Charles. "You TOLD me to go with Erik, remember, numb-nuts? You gave me that 'go, it's what you want' bullshit that nudged me over the edge, to Erik!"
"Angel," Erik started to list off. "Azazel. Emma." He continued, everyone on board noticing how the plane started to rock a bit. 
"Erik..." Karmel softly called, gaze melting down when it landed on him.
"Banshee. Mutant brothers and sisters, all dead! Do you know how many times I almost lost K-Karmel, too?" Erik's voice rose, Charles letting go of him as the plane started to dip. "Countless others, experimented on" he added, cups and plates crashing to the ground when the plane tilted."Butchered!"
"Erik!" Hank called from the cockpit, Karmel steadily standing up.
"Where were you, Charles? We were supposed to protect them! Where were you when your own people needed you? Hiding, you and Hank! Pretending to be something you're not!" Erik went off, Karmel catching himself onto the first thing he could grab, to keep standing.
"Erik-" Karmel called, placing his hand on Erik's shoulder. "Erik, please" he pleaded, grip tightening a bit. 
And that's what shut him off. Hearing Karmel's voice, feeling Karmel's touch, that's what calmed him down. "You...Abandoned us all, Karmel and myself included" he exhaled, the plane wobbling back to normal. Erik looked down, panting gently before locking eyes with Karmel.
Karmel cupped his cheeks, Erik’s entire body facing him. "Focus on me, okay? Focus on me, my eyes, my voice, okay, Erik?" He quietly instructed, looking Erik up and down. "Deep breaths, alright, honey? In...and out...In...and out, just like you told me" Karmel repeated, watching Charles retreat into the cockpit. "I'm here, Erik. I'm alive. I'm still with you" he mumbled, patting Erik's cheek.
Erik softened into the touch, taking the deep breaths Karmel told him to do.
"So you were always an asshole" Logan noted, the comment directed at Erik. ”And you were always...quirky” he added, a lost gaze caught onto Karmel.
“I wouldn’t call myself ‘quirky’, but there is definitely something wrong with me” Karmel agreed.
Erik's eyes left Karmel's and locked with Logan's. "I take it we're best buddies in the future" he scoffed, sarcasm dripping with every word.
Logan grinned, looking up at the pair. "I spent a lot of years trying to bring you down, bub."
"How does that work out for you?" Karmel egged Logan on, arms wrapping around Erik in a tight, loving hug. 
"You're like me, both of you. You're survivors" Logan tilted his head, looking at the mess Erik made. "You wanna pick all that shit up?"
Erik raised his eyebrows, turning around to look at what he had done.
Karmel pulled away from Erik, balling his hands into fists. Vines shot out from his body and wrapping around every discarded piece of furniture he saw. Karmel lifted them all up and put them back where they originally were. He was desperate to ask Logan about himself, but held off from it. The idea of the future being a surprise felt fun. And normal.
***
It was night time. Charles was back where he was seated earlier, and Karmel lay across where Erik and him sat earlier.
Only this time, Karmel was fast asleep. A gin bottle was loosely gripped in his hand, thankfully closed so that it didn't spill anywhere. Erik tied up Karmel’s hair earlier, so it wouldn’t disrupt him in his sleep.
Logan hadn't moved an inch. He stared down at Karmel; so this is the esteemed Karmel J. Rosenstein, huh? Erik's one and only, Erik's ride or die, Magneto's dearest Climber. 
An alcoholic, orphaned bisexual with unapologetic anger issues and daddy’s ugly ties. What a guy.
Logan listened to Karmel's soft snores, wondering what it was that Erik saw in this guy. He took in the fact that first impressions happened to be rough. Maybe later on, he'll catch a glimpse of what Erik sees.
Erik walked down the aisle, holding a chess board in his hands. He stopped in front of Charles, putting it down on the table in front of him. "Fancy a game? It's been a while."
Charles drank from his glass, looking up at Erik. "I'm not in the mood for games, thank you."
Erik poured himself a glass. "I haven't had a real sip in ten years...neither has Karmel. Coincidence you had some gin lying around, hmm?" He inquired, eyebrows raising.
Charles gulped. "I like gin."
"Certainly not enough to keep a bottle of it on a plane, yea? Unopened, at that" Erik pointed out, turning to look at Karmel.
Logan caught the smile Erik grew when his eyes landed on Karmel. It's how Logan himself looked at Jean...No, it wasn't even close to that. It was far from that. Man, Erik is whipped. Logan held back a chuckle- the Erik in his future still smiles like that when Karmel's the center of attention in any way, shape, or form.
Charles followed Erik's gaze. "I see your feelings haven't changed, hmm?"
"Haven't budged a bit" Erik nodded, turning back to Charles. He sat on the arm of the long seat Karmel slept on, slowly drinking from his glass.
“His hair’s grown.”
“Karmel having longer hair than you, that’s a sight I never thought I’d see” Erik exhaled through his nose. ”Looks quite nice though, doesn’t it?”
“Not what I’m used to...” Charles shrugged, eyes falling on Karmel’s arms. ”What happened to his arms?” He asked stiffly. 
Erik set his jaw. ”That...” He started, a helpless look overtaking those beautiful eyes of his. ”I’ve had the misfortune of being asleep in our cell, while Karmel was wide awake. Left alone to his devices.”
Charles gulped, nodding.
"Karmel has secrets he doesn’t want to tell me. And I wish he would.” Erik’s tone was low, gentle. It was as if Karmel was still awake and he didn’t want Karmel to hear him.
Charles’ gaze diverged over to Karmel. He still didn’t want to get inside Karmel’s head, never again, at that.
“We didn't kill the President" Erik confessed, reaching a hand down and curling his fingers around Karmel's; like a baby, Karmel's grip on Erik's fingers automatically tightened.
"The bullet curved, Erik."
"Because we were trying to save him. Karmel volunteered to use his vines to grab it, but...that would've exposed us" he corrected. "They took us out before either of us could save him."
"Why would you try and save him?"
"Because he was one of us."
Charles' expression changed for a second, before he coldly scoffed, looking up.
Erik's expression didn't change. He was dead serious.
Charles shook his head, "you must think me so foolish. We've always said they would come after us."
"I never imagined they'd use Raven's DNA to do it."
"When did you last see her?"
Erik clicked his tongue, standing back up and moving to sit in front of Charles. "The day Karmel and I left for Dallas."
"How was she?"
"Strong, driven."
"How was...he?" Charles inquired, eyes trailing over to Karmel.
"Protective, actually. Karmel is tender...Karmel is beautiful. Though if I tell him, he’d say I’m such a liar. Karmel is...Karmel is a mystery- Kamel is not a nobody, though.” Erik shook his head.
"Erik. How was he?"
Erik opened his mouth, thinking. "He was...we are..." He shook his head, smiling. "I love him, Charles. I really don’t know what else you want me to say, or expect me to say. You watched me slowly fall for him, all those years ago, and I still am, to this day. You should be proud of Raven, though, Charles. She's out there fighting for our cause-"
"Your, cause" Charles cute him off. "The girl I raised, she was not capable of killing-"
"You didn't raise her, you grew up with her. She couldn't stay a little girl forever, that's why she left."
"Karmel and her left because you got inside their heads."
"Don't bring Karmel into this. You know as well as I do that his morals struck closer to mine than yours, from the moment you met him" Erik pointed a finger at Charles. "And besides, that's not my power. Karmel made a choice, she made a choice."
"But now we know where Raven’s choice leads, don't we?" Charles inquired. "She's going to murder Trask, they're going to capture her, and then they're going to wipe us out."
"Not if we get to her first" Erik claimed. "Not if we change history tomorrow..."
Charles stayed silent.
"I'm sorry, Charles...For what happened, I..." Erik looked down at the table. "I truly am." He apologized, looking up at Charles with puppy dog eyes he copied off of Karmel.
Charles threw back the rest of his drink. "It's been a while since I've played" he cleared his throat, adjusting himself in his seat.
Erik sighed silently. "I'll go easy on you. Might finally be a fair fight" he chuckled.
"You have the first move."
Erik looked down at the board, moving his first piece with his mutation. He kept his eyes on Charles, immediately standing up and turning to face Logan. Erik used his mutation to point a fork at Logan, "what do you think you're doing?" He hissed.
Logan was knelt down by Karmel, dangerously close to his arm. He raised an eyebrow and froze, looking up at Erik. "I got...instructed, by you in the future. To go see a friend of Karmel's and grab something for him."
"Grab what?" Erik pressed.
Logan gestured down to his hands. He held a brown, braided leather bracelet with a silver, metal clasp.
Erik's breathing calmed. "His bracelet...We haven't seen it in ten years."
"Or those?" Logan asked, gesturing to an old belt that lay across Karmel's waist, along with a black leather jacket he had draped over Karmel, as a makeshift blanket. "Some blue-haired kid, he's kickin' it at Karmel's place. Kept this stuff for him while you and Karmel were locked up. Future-you demanded for me to get these for him, both of these" he explained, clasping the bracelet around Karmel's left wrist. "What's with the hissy-fit, huh? They're clothing accessories."
Erik licked his lips. "I gave him that bracelet shortly after I met him, it was a gift. That belt belonged to Karmel's uncle. It's a long story, but, uh..." he rubbed the back of his neck. "Thank you for listening to me. These mean a lot to Karmel."
Logan nodded, "you can fix up Karmel's belt. Future-you would've killed me for so much as looking at him the wrong way" he joked.
Erik nodded, walking over and sliding the belt onto Karmel's pants. "Blue hair, blue hair...Grimm" he quickly connected.
"Grimm" Charles repeated from behind Erik, in an airy tone. "What a wonder."
"Hey, didn't you-" Erik turned back around once the belt was successfully on, but he quickly caught the 'don't' look that flashed across Charles' face. He nodded. "Sorry."
Charles waved his hand dismissively. "No, that's alright. It was for the best, for him."
Erik nodded, looking down at Karmel. His knuckles grazed Karmel's cheek, the blond shifting where he lay. Erik couldn't imagine breaking up with Karmel- it was unheard of.
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SPN- Playthings (2.11)
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Pairing: Olive Winchester (sister OC)
Summary: After a month of searching for Ava with no results, the siblings accept a case from Ellen. Sam spirals after a secret is revealed, Olive plays caretaker, and Dean makes a promise he can’t keep.
Warnings: uh, like a ghost, the word gun is in there one time (wow), uh there’s some cursing, DOLLS ARE FUCKING CREEPY OKAY, uhh, olive says the word milf, uh like, idk?? mentions of dead ppl??
Word Count: 6079
“Yeah. Okay. Thanks, Ellen.” Sam hung up the phone as I unlocked the door, pushing it open with my foot.
“What’d she have to say?” Dean shut the door behind him.
“Oh, she’s got nothing.” Sam sighed. “Me, I’ve been checking every database I can think of. Federal, state, local. No one’s heard anything about Ava. She just… into thin air, you know?”
Dean sighed and handed Sam one of the coffee cups. Sam looked over at us with hopeful puppy eyes.
“What about you?”
Dean and I shared a look. I shook my head and turned back to Sam.
“Nothing yet. I’m sorry, bubs.”
Sam sighed. “Ellen did have one thing.”
“What was it?” Dean sat down at the table.
I dropped onto Sam’s bed and began to work at my shoes.
“A hotel in Cornwall, Connecticut. Two freak accidents in the past three weeks.”
Dean looked at me. I shrugged.
“I’m confused, what’s this have to do with Ava?”
Sam shook his head. “No, it’s just a job. A lady drowned in the bathtub, then a few days ago a guy falls down the stairs. His head does a complete one-eighty. Not exactly normal, you know. I dunno, guys, it might be nothing, but I told Ellen we’d think about checking it out.”
Sam looked at us. I shrugged again.
“Sounds good to me.”
“Wait, you did?” Dean furrowed his eyebrows.
“Yeah.” Sam frowned. “Why do you seem surprised?”
“Well, it’s just… you know…” Dean scratched the back of his neck. “Not the uh, patented Sam Winchester way. Is it?”
Sam raised an eyebrow.. “And what way is that?”
“Oh, you know, I just figured that after Ava, there’d be, uh… ya now, more angst and droopy music and staring out rainy windows and-”
Sam shot Dean a bitchface, and he chuckled.
“Okay. I’ll shut up now.”
“Look.” Sam huffed. “I’m the one who told her to go back home. And now her fiancé’s dead and some demon snatched her and took her God knows where. But we’ve been looking for a month now, and we’ve still got nothing. I’m not giving up on her, but I’m not gonna sit by and let other people die either. We’ve gotta save as many people as we can.”
“Wow.” Dean blinked. “That attitude is just way too healthy for me. I’m officially uncomfortable now. Thanks.”
Sam ducked his head and laughed. I shuffled from the bed to stand behind him. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and leaned over him. He patted my arm with a smile.
“Alright.” Dean huffed dramatically. “Call Ellen, tell her we’ll take it.”
                                                            ***
I yawned as Dean put the Impala in park. We had stayed in the car for the night, and with Jinx and my most recent growth spurt, it proved to be more difficult than we had remembered. I kicked Dean in my sleep, and my leg had twisted up weird.
“Dude, this is sweet.” Dean grinned as we poured out of the car. “I never get to work jobs like this.”
“Like what?”
“Old school haunted houses, you know? Fog, secret passageways… sissy British accents. Might even run into Fred and Daphne while we’re inside.” Dean closed his eyes with a smile and a soft sigh. “Mmm, Daphne. Love her.”
I shook my head as we started up the porch stairs.
“Hey, wait a sec.” Sam held a hand out, stopping us both short.
I turned back down the steps, staring at an urn on the side of the stairs. Dean stopped walking and looked at us over his shoulder.
“I’m not so sure haunted’s the problem.”
“What do you mean?”
“See the pattern?” Sam squatted next to the urn and tapped a five point symbol engraved in a sun. “That’s a quincunx.”
“A five-spot.” I hummed.
“Five-spot.” Dean repeated.
“Yeah.”
“That’s used for hoodoo spellwork, isn’t it?”
“Yeah. You fill this thing with bloodweed and you’ve got a powerful charm to ward off enemies.”
“Yeah, except I don’t see any bloodweed.” Dean smacked his lips. “Don’t you think this place is a little too, uh… whitemeat for hoodoo?”
Sam huffed as we looked around. “Maybe.”
We filed into the inn one by one. Dean caught the front lady’s attention, and Sam and I took our sweet time closing the door, observing the old timey interior.
“May I help you?”
“Hi, yeah, I’d like a room for a couple of nights.” Dean smiled.
Sam and I shared a look before he stepped into the lobby. A little girl wearing an old school-uniform bumped into Sam’s legs as she ran across the room. The hairs on the back of my neck stood up straight, and Jinx barked. I knelt next to her and shushed her, smoothing her fur out.
“Hey!” The lady shouted before looking at Sam. “I’m so sorry about that.”
Sam shook his head, a dismissive frown on his face. “No problem.”
“Well, um, congratulations. You could be some of our final guests.”
“Well. Sounds vaguely ominous.” Dean huffed.
“No, I’m sorry. I mean we’re closing at the end of the month.” The lady looked over the two. “Let me guess. You guys are here antiquing?”
Dean looked back at Sam with a why not look before turning back. “How’d you know?”
“Oh, you just look the type.”
I could sense Dean’s discomfort. Sam stepped forward.
“Sorry, uh, are you guys pet friendly? She’s well trained, we just didn’t have anywhere to leave her.”
“Normally we’re not, but since we’re so close to shutting down, it’s fine.”
Sam nodded at me and I slowly brought Jinx in.
“So, uh, one king-sized bed?”
“What?” Sam blinked.
“Oh, oh, oh, uh, no. No, no, no.” I shook my head, popping in between the two. “No, two singles.” I circled my finger around the three of us. “We’re just siblings.”
“Oh.” The lady’s eyes widened. “Oh, I’m so sorry.”
Dean tilted his head. “What’d you mean that we look the type?”
She stared down while looking for something to say. Sam cleared his throat.
“You know, speaking of antiques, you have a really, really interesting urn on the front porch. Where’d you get that?”
“Oh, I have no idea.” She smiled, grateful for the out. “It’s been there forever.”
She handed Dean a room key. “Here you go, Mr. Mahagov.”
Dean gave her the classic white-people smile and took the key. “Thanks.”
The lady rang the bell on the counter. “You’ll be staying in room 237. Sherwin, could you show these fine folks to their room?”
Dean and I turned to see an old, balding man dressed formally shuffling up behind us. “Let me guess. Antiquers?”
The three of us bit our tongues as Sherwin took Dean’s bag from him and began to lead us up the stairs. Sam and I opted to keep ours on our shoulders. Sam scooped Jinx off her feet and held her to his chest as we followed Sherwin. Dean’s duffel bag wouldn’t stop clunking, and I was horrified a gun would somehow go off. Dean scratched the back of his neck.
“I could give you a hand with that bag.”
“I got it.”
“Okay.” Dean licked his lips and gave me a look.
I patted his arm. Sam cleared his throat.
“So, the hotel’s closing up, huh?”
“Yep. Miss Susan tried to make a go of it, but the guests just don’t come like they used to. Still, it’s a damn shame.”
“Oh, yeah?” Sam spoke in a tell-us-more tone.
“It may not look it anymore, but this place was a palace. Two different vice-presidents laid their heads on our pillows. My parents worked here, I practically grew up here. Gonna miss it.” Sherwin sighed as he unlocked our room and pushed the door open. “Here’s your room.”
He handed Sam the key and nodded as we shuffled into the room. Dean turned to shut the door, only to see that Sherwin was standing there, hand out.
“You’re not gonna… cheap out on me. Are you, boy?”
Dean sighed as he pulled out his wallet.
                                                           ***
Sam ran a hand through his hair as he skimmed over the paper in his hand. I yawned and put down the paper I had just finished reading. Dean was pacing. He let out a dry chuckle, then a mumble of curses.
“What?” Sam and I didn’t look up.
“That’s normal.” Dean huffed.
I looked up as he stood next to me, arms crossed over his chest. There was an old wedding dress pinned up to the wall. I sucked in air through my teeth as Dean moved to sit on one of the beds.
“Why the hell would anyone stay here? I’m amazed they kept in business this long.” He dropped onto the bed, which sunk further under him.
“Alright, victim number one.” I spoke up, waving the paper. “Joan Edison, forty three years old. Realtor handling the sale of the hotel. Victim number two?” I looked over at Sam.
“Larry Williams. Moving some stuff out to Goodwill.”
“Well, there’s a connection. They’re both tied up in shutting the place down.”
“Yeah.” Sam hummed. “Maybe somebody here doesn’t wanna leave, and they’re using hoodoo to fight back.”
“Who do you think our witch doctor is? That Susan lady?”
“Nah.” Sam shook his head. “Doesn’t seem likely. I mean, she is the one selling.”
“Maybe Sherwin?” I offered.
“I don’t know.” Sam shrugged.
“Of course, the most troubling question is why do these people assume we’re gay?”
“Well…” Sam hummed. “You are kinda butch. Probably think you’re overcompensating.”
I snorted. “It’s cause you’re a bottom and Sam’s not.” I mumbled.
“Excuse me?”
“You heard me.” I mumbled again.
“Ha fucking ha.” Dean narrowed his eyes at me with a huff.
                                                           ***
“This place is weird.” I stuck to Dean’s side as we poked around the hallways.
“Hey, look.” Sam pulled another urn off a table. “More hoodoo.”
Dean made a face before looking around. He stalked off toward a door marked PRIVATE and knocked. Sam put the urn down and we crowded Dean in the doorway, eyes wide as we looked around.
The door opened, revealing Susan. “Hi.”
“Hi there.” Dean gave his charming grin.
“Everything okay with your room?”
“Yeah, yeah.”
“Oh, yeah everything’s great.”
“Well-”
“Well, I was, I was just in the middle of packing.” She cut Dean off as the three of us talked over each other.
“Hey!” Dean’s face lit up as he looked past her. “Are those antique dolls? Cause this one,” he turned and picked his victim. “Sammy here’s got a major doll collection back home. Don’t ya?”
He gave Susan a polite smile that, hopefully, screamed murder to Dean. “Big time.”
“Big time. You think he could come, or we could come in and take a look?”
Susan shifted. “I don’t know…”
“Please?” Dean begged. “I mean, he loves them. He’s not gonna tell you this, but he’s uh, he’s always dressing em up in their tiny little outfits, and uh,” he shrugged, “honestly, you’d make his day. You- she would, huh?” He turned to Sam with a grin.
Sam looked sick. “It’s true.”
“Okay.” Susan stepped aside. “Come on in.”
“Alright! Alright.” Dean slapped Sam’s back as we trudged into the room.
Sam gave him another death glare and I pushed myself between the two as we looked around the room.
“Wow.” Dean hummed. “That’s a lot of dolls.” He feigned a smile. “I mean, they’re nice, ya know.” He looked down at me and mumbled. “Not super creepy at all.”
Susan laughed. “Yeah, I suppose they are a little creepy. But they’ve been in the family forever. A lot of sentimental value.”
“What is this?” Sam was on the other end of the room, walking around a huge dollhouse. “The hotel?”
“Yeah, that’s right.” Susan smiled. “Exact replica, custom built.”
Sam frowned and picked something up off the ground. “His head got twisted around.” He held a doll up so Dean and I could see.
Dean and I shared a look before turning to Susan.
“What happened to it?”
“Oh, Tyler, probably.”
We forced understanding smiles, and the second Susan turned her back, we gave each other bug eyes.
What the fuck?
“Mommy!” Tyler ran in. “Maggie’s being mean!”
“Tyler, tell her I said to be nice, okay.”
“Hey, Tyler.” Sam came over with a soft smile on his face. “I see you broke your doll. You want me to fix it?”
“I didn’t break it.” Tyler pouted. “I found it like that.”
“Oh.” Sam smiled wider. “Well, maybe Maggie did it.”
I sighed. Sometimes it broke my heart to know he’d never have a family of his own.
“No.” Tyler shook her head. “Neither of us did it. Grandma would get mad if we broke them.”
“Oh, Tyler.” Susan hummed. “She wouldn’t get mad.”
“Grandma?” Dean took a step forward.
“Grandma Rose. These were all her toys.”
“Oh, really?” Dean looked around. “Where’s Grandma Rose now?”
“Up in her room.”
“You know, I’d, I’d, uh, I’d really love to talk to Rose about her incredible doll-”
“No.” Susan cut Sam off. “I mean, I’m afraid that’s impossible. My mother’s been very sick and she’s not taking any visitors.”
We were promptly ushered out of the room, and the door was shut behind us.
“What do you guys think?” Dean began. “Dolls, hoodoo, mysterious shut-in grandma?”
“Boys, I hate to say it, I really do. But I think we’re in a horror movie.”
Sam ran a hand over his face and Dean gave me a gentle push. “Every time you say that, something goes terribly wrong. Have you realized that?”
I frowned. “No. I just kinda say things.”
Sam sighed. “Okay, well dolls are used in all kinds of voodoo and hoodoo. Curses, binding spells…”
“Yeah, maybe we’ve found our witch doctor. Alright, I’ll see what I can go dig up on booming granny. You go get online, check old obits, freak accidents, that sort of thing. See if she’s whacked anybody before.”
                                                           ***
“Jesus Christ.” I hissed as I shut the room door behind me, leaning on it.
Sam looked up, teary eyed. “What happened?”
“Uh… lawyer. He hung himself.”
Sam pinched the bridge of his nose and looked down. His shoulders began to shake, and I felt my heart soften.
“Sammy…”
He looked up, tears falling down in streaks. “Jessica was pregnant.”
I stopped cold. “What?”
He pushed his hair out of his face. “She was pregnant. Becky called me.”
“Becky… Becky from a year ago?”
He nodded. “She knew, and she never said a thing.”
“Hold on, Sammy…” I trailed off as I sat down on the table. “When?”
He looked away. “When…” He licked his lips and let out a strangled sob. “When she died.”
He began to weep, and I scrambled to my feet, pulling him into my chest. He gripped fistfuls of my jacket, and I ran a hand through his hair as the other held his shoulders tightly.
“Sammy, I’m so sorry.” I whispered.
“I couldn’t save the lawyer. I couldn’t even save Jess.” He whimpered.
“Sams, neither were your fault.”
“I was gonna be a dad.”
“I am so sorry, Sammy.” I pressed a long kiss to the top of his head and bit back my own tears.
“I should’ve done something.”
I rubbed his back. “Sams, there is nothing you could’ve done.”
He pulled back and wiped his face. “I dreamt about it! I could’ve done something! I could’ve saved her! What if something happens to you? O-o-or to Dean? I’m useless.”
My heart shattered, and I cupped his face, bending down so that we were nose to nose.
“You are not useless. You’re my brother. Dean and I need you.”
He shook his head, pushing my hands away. “I’m gonna go for a walk.”
He stumbled to his feet, and I sighed as his breath hit my face. I grabbed his wrists and pulled him back.
“Sams, you’re drunk.”
“So? You think I won’t be able to go on a walk?” He challenged.
“No.” I whispered. “But I’m not gonna let you go out into a haunted hotel while you’re wasted.”
He huffed. “I just-”
“Do you need to be alone?”
He nodded.
“Okay.” I tugged him back toward his chair. “Stay here. I’ll go for a walk.” I glanced at my watch. “I’ll be back in half an hour. Okay?”
He nodded again as he dropped into his seat. I cupped his face again.
“I love you. Okay?”
He nodded.
“I’ll be back soon.” I kissed his head again before grabbing Jinx’s leash and calling her over.
She bolted out the door and sat in the hall. I looked over my shoulder to see Sam with his head in his hands. I sighed and shut the door.
                                                           ***
Jinx yawned as she dropped to her stomach. I had walked her around the neighborhood, which was, like the hotel, creepy. It was picturesque, but the antique feeling was everywhere, and it was one I didn’t like.
Somebody started up the stairs, and I didn’t look up as I scooted over, trying to give them more space to walk.
“Sweetheart?”
I looked up to see Dean. I sighed.
“What happened? Where’s Sam?”
“Um…” I stood and avoided eye contact.
“Ol.” Dean craned his neck to catch my eye. “Why did I see a coroner’s van-”
“A lawyer hung himself.”
“Jesus.” Dean huffed.
“Look… Jess was pregnant.”
“What?”
“Jessica. When she died. She was pregnant. Sam just found out.”
Dean’s eyes bugged out of his head. “Wh…”
“Just cut him some slack. Okay?”
Dean huffed. “Fine. Come on.”
We trudged up the stairs and into the lobby in silence.
“Uh, hey.” Susan caught our attention. “I’m sure you heard about the lawyer… look, if you’d like to check out, I can give you a full refund.”
I shook my head. “No. Thanks.”
“We don’t scare that easily.” Dean pulled me to keep walking.
He led the way up the stairs and pushed the door open.
“There’s been another one. Lawyer hung himself.” He called into the room.
“We know.” Sam grunted.
I shut the door and flicked the lights on.
“We’ve gotta figure this out, and fast.” Dean huffed. “What’d you find out about Granny?”
“You’re bossy.” Sam snorted out.
I cursed to myself as Dean spun around. “What?”
“You’re bossy. And short.” Sam let out a sloppy laugh.
A glare formed on Dean’s face as he looked my way, then back at Sam. “Are you drunk?”
“Yeah.” Sam laughed again. “So? Stupid.”
Dean looked around and spotted the empty bottles. His shoulders fell and he shook his head at me. I looked down at the ground.
“Dude. What are you thinking? We’re working a case.” Dean barked out.
Sam stared down at the ground, tearful again. “That guy who hung himself. I couldn’t save him.”
“What are you talking about? You didn’t know. You couldn’t have done anything, Sam.
“That’s an excuse, Dean.” Sam huffed. “I should’ve found a way to save him. I should’ve saved Ava, too.”
Dean made a face, and I grabbed his wrist. “Hey. Slack. Remember? We’re cutting him some slack.”
Dean sighed and took a few steps toward Sam. “Well, you can’t save everyone. Even you said that.”
“No, Dean, you don’t understand!” Sam slammed the table. “The more people I save, the more I can change!”
My heart fell to my stomach.
“Change what, Sam?” Dean shook his head.
“My destiny, Dean!” Sam leaned forward, his hands on his chest
Dean sighed. “Alright. Time for bed. Come on, Sasquatch.” He pulled Sam up by the shoulders. “Come on.”
“I need you to watch out for me.” Sam huffed as Dean pushed him toward the bed.
“I always do.”
“No! No, no, no. You have to watch out for me, alright? And if I ever…” Sam huffed again. “Turn into something that I’m not…”
My skin began to crawl, and Dean tilted his head.
“You have to kill me.” Sam looked over Dean’s shoulder, at me. “Either of you.”
“No!” I spat.
“Sam.” Dean’s tone was dismissive.
“Dean! Dad told you to do it, you have to.”
“Yeah, well, Dad was an ass.” Dean snarled.
Sam frowned, confusion washing over his face.
“He never should have said anything. I mean, you don't do that, you don't, you don't lay that kind of crap on your kids.” 
“No. He was right to say it! Who knows what I might become?” Sam whined. “Even now, everyone around me dies!”
“Yeah, well, Olive and I aren’t dying, okay?”
“And neither are you.” I hissed as I helped Dean maneuver Sam onto the bed. “Come on, Sams.”
He sat on the bed, but he wouldn’t lay down. He grabbed Dean’s jacket and pulled him close. “No, Dean, please!” Sam whined again. “You’re the only one who can do it. Promise.”
“Don’t ask that of me.” Dean shook his head.
“Dean, please.” Sam begged. “You have to promise me.”
Dean looked away, and I caught his eye. I shook my head, eyes wide and full of tears. Dean sniffled, tears collecting in his own eyes.
“Don’t.” I hissed.
He looked back at Sam. “I promise.”
“Thanks.” Sam reached up to grab Dean’s face. “Thank you.”
Dean batted Sam’s hand away. I climbed onto the bed and pulled Sam to lay down as Dean lifted his legs onto the bed. Sam turned and planted his face onto my chest, wrapping both of his arms around me. I hugged him back and glared at Dean as he ran a hand over his face.
                                                           ***
“Oh god.” Sam’s voice was hoarse.
“Sams?” I whispered.
He slowly rolled onto his back with a huff. “Oh fuck.”
“Hey.” I sat up and pushed his hair out of his face.
“I’m gonna be sick.”
“Oh. Oh god, oh no.” I hissed as he scrambled off the bed, stumbling his way to the bathroom.
He barely made it as he threw up. I groaned. Taking care of the boys while they were black out drunk was one thing, but hungover and throwing up was another story.
“Oh, bambi.” I whispered, helping him settle on his knees. “Come on, let’s take your jacket off.” I eased the denim fabric from his shoulders.
“Shit.” He groaned.
“Come on. Shoes, too.” I rubbed his shoulders.
“You don’t have to take care of me.” He fussed as he kicked his shoes off.
“You always take care of me.” I knelt by his side and brushed a thumb over his cheek. “Let me take care of you.”
He gave me a soft smile, but it fell. His face drained of color, and he turned back to the toilet. I sighed as I rubbed his back. He spat into the toilet again. I shushed him soothingly.
“How are you feeling, Sammy?” Dean all but shouted as he entered the room, out of view.
Sam groaned before dry heaving. I stood up and crouched behind him, pulling his hair into a small ponytail. I tucked what didn’t stay behind his ears.
“I guess mixing whiskey and Jäger wasn’t such a gangbuster idea, huh?”
Sam ignored him.
“I’ll bet you don’t remember a single thing from last night, do you?” Dean asked, hope in his eyes.
I shot him a glare, and he cleared his throat. Sam only huffed before letting out another groan.
“No, I can still taste the fucking tequila.”
A relieved smile grew on Dean’s face, and I sighed as I rubbed Sam’s back again, sitting on the edge of the tub. He leaned down on his feet with a groan. I pulled the hand towel off the ring and wiped the sweat off his forehead. He dropped onto his butt and leaned into me, head hitting my chest. I cooed as I pushed stray hairs from his face.
“You know, there’s a really good hangover remedy.” Dean cracked a devilish grin.
“Dean.” I warned.
“It’s a, uh, it’s a greasy pork sandwich served up in a dirty ashtray.”
“Oh, I hate you.” Sam popped back to his knees to throw up.
“I know you do.” Dean laughed. “Hey, turns out when Grandma Rose was a tyke, she had a Creole nanny who wore a hoodoo necklace.” He leaned in the doorway and huffed, waving the air in front of his nose. “God, it fucking stinks in here.”
“Yeah, you’re telling me.” I grumbled back.
“Whew.” Dean hummed. “Sometimes I forget you have better senses than we do.”
“Okay, you think the nanny taught Rose hoodoo?”
“Yes I do.” Dean crossed his arms over his chest.
“Alright.” Sam stumbled to his feet. “I think it’s time we’ve talked to Rose, then.”
His breath hit my face and I held back my own gag. “Oh, Sams.” I stepped back. “You’ve gotta brush your teeth first.”
                                                           ***
“I’ll see you guys later.” I pressed a kiss to Sam’s cheek, then to Dean’s.
“See you, baby.” Dean grinned.
“Love you, bug.” Sam gave me a kind smile.
“Love you guys too. Be safe.”
“Always, you too!” Dean called as I shut the car door and started across the parking lot.
I tugged on the straps of my backpack as I walked up the steps and into the school. I fished the crumpled schedule from my back pocket and sighed.
World geography.
“Hey.”
I looked up to see a blond boy my age smiling at me.
“Hi.” I feigned a smile back.
“Need help finding your classes? I moved here a few years ago, I’ve got the building pretty much down.” He chuckled.
I shrugged. “Sure, why not?”
“Adam.” He held his hand out.
I shook it. “Olive.”
He chuckled. “Nice name.”
I rolled my eyes with a smile. “Thanks. My brothers love food.”
“Brothers?” He repeated as we walked. “Yikes.”
I shook my head. “Nah. They’re good. You got any siblings?”
“I’m an only child.”
I let out a low whistle. “Sucks.”
                                                           ***
“See ya around, Olive!” Adam waved.
I put a hand up. “See ya.”
“Hey, kid.” Dean grinned as he pulled up, windows down.
“Hey, De. Hi, Sams.” I slid into the backseat.
Jinx was curled up, and our bags were on the floor. I furrowed my eyebrows.
“What happened?”
“Oh, uh…”
“We got kicked out.”
“What?” My eyes widened as I looked up. “How? Why?”
“Susan caught us trying to talk to Rose.”
“Oh god.” I rolled my eyes.
“Look, she had a stroke. There’s no way she was practicing hoodoo.”
I sighed and leaned forward as Dean drove off. “Then what’s happening at the hotel?”
The boys shook their heads. I sighed again.
“Let’s go back.”
“What?”
“We can’t, sweetie.”
“Yes we can.” I scoffed.
“How?” Dean eyed me in the rearview.
I shrugged. “Easy. I’ll just tell her you guys forgot to pack some of my stuff. She seemed to like me. She’ll let me back in.”
The boys shared a brief look, and Dean sighed. “Fine. Ten minutes, in and out.”
I grinned. “Works for me.”
                                                           ***
“Is that…” Sam squinted and leaned forward.
“Shit, Dean, stop the car!” I squeaked.
He slammed the brakes, and I pushed the door open before taking off in a sprint, tackling Susan out of the way. The car crashed into the tree on the edge of the playground and Susan panted as we sat up.
“You okay?” I asked.
“I think so.”
“Come on, come on.” Dean and Sam came scrambling.
I got to my feet, and my knee slipped out from under me. I crashed onto my ass with a grumble. Dean sighed and plucked me off the ground as Sam helped Susan up.
“Inside, let’s go.”
Sam led the way, guiding Susan by the shoulders. She huffed as we walked into the dining room.
“Whiskey.” She sat down.
“Sure.” Sam scoffed. “I know the feeling.”
Susan looked up as Dean eased me into a seat at the table. I hissed as he knelt down, rubbing my knee.
“What the fuck happened out there?” Susan demanded.
Sam and I blinked, and Dean popped my knee. I let out a curse as I shot up straight, tears in my eyes.
“You want the truth?” Dean asked.
“Of course!”
“Well, at first we thought it was some sort of hoodoo curse, but that out there?” Dean let out a whistle. “That was definitely a spirit.”
Sam handed her a glass of whiskey before sitting down next to me.
Susan stared. “You’re insane.”
“Yeah, it’s been said.” Dean hummed.
I shifted in my seat, trying to straighten my leg out. “Look, I’m sorry, Susan, but we don’t exactly have time to ease you into this. We need to know when your mother had the stroke.”
“What does that have to do-”
“Just answer the question.” Sam cut her off.
“Uh, about a month ago.”
“Right before the killings began.” Sam mumbled before looking at me and Dean. “See? So what if Rose was working hoodoo, but not to hurt anyone. To protect them.”
I sighed. “She was using the five-spots to ward off the spirit.”
“Right.” Sam nodded. “Until she had a stroke and she couldn’t anymore.”
“I don’t believe this.” Susan shook her head.
“Listen, sister, that car didn’t try to run you down by itself, okay? I mean, I guess it did, technically, but, but the spirit can… forget it.”
“Look, you can believe whatever you the fuck you want to. But the fact is that you and your family are in danger. Okay? So you need to clear everyone out of here. Your employees, your mother, your kids, everyone.”
“Uh… I only have one daughter.”
Sam squinted. “One?”
“I thought Tyler had a sister named Maggie?” Dean tilted his head.
Susan scoffed. “Maggie’s imaginary.”
Sam’s jaw twitched, Dean’s eyebrows furrowed, and I buried my hands in my head.
“Mother fucker.”
“Where’s Tyler?”
Susan’s eyes went wide before she bolted. We scrambled over each other’s feet, following her up the stairs and to her private room. She struggled with the door before pushing it open.
“Tyler!”
The floor was littered with broken dolls. Sam and Dean gave each other a look.
“Oh my god. Tyler!” Susan ran through another door, calling for her daughter.
I ducked, checking under furniture as the boys tore through the closets. Susan came back, running.
“She’s not here!”
“Okay, okay. Susan. Susan.” Sam grabbed her by the shoulders. “Tell us what you know about Maggie.”
“Um, not much. Tyler’s been talking about her ever since Mom got sick.”
“Okay, did you ever know anyone by that name?”
“Uh, no!”
“Think, think.” Dean pressured. “I mean, somebody that could’ve lived here?”
“Maybe someone who passed away?” I offered.
“Oh my god.” Susan’s face drained of color. “My mom. My mom had a sister named Margaret. She barely spoke about her.”
The three of us shared a look.
“Did Margaret happen to die here when she was a kid?”
“Yeah, she drowned in the pool.”
Dean made a face as he began to move. “Come on.”
                                                           ***
Dean ran ahead, and Sam and I followed, Susan only a few steps behind. The dead garden seemed more eerie now than it had before. Sam reached the door first, trying to unlock it. It didn’t budge. Tyler was on the edge of the balcony inside, only a slip away from falling into the pool.
“Tyler!” Susan called.
Dean and Sam pounded on the glass, trying to break it.
“Mommy!” Tyler squealed.
She fell in with a scream.
“Tyler!”
“Is there another entrance?” Dean asked.
“Around back.”
“Okay, come on.” Dean pulled Susan away before turning to us. “Keep working.”
Sam and I continued to elbow the door, and I let out a grunt as I slammed my shoulder against the frame. It didn’t budge. Sam groaned, looking around. He stopped before grabbing something. He pushed me aside before slamming a pot into the door. The glass began to crack, and Sam began to work harder. He finally got through, the door shattering. He jammed himself through and, without hesitation, leapt over the railing, into the pool.
“Sam!” I squeaked as I ran in, leaning over the railing.
He wasted no time pushing past the plastic cover. I watched as he swam toward Tyler before scooping her up in his arms. I bolted down the steps, reaching his side. I pulled Tyler from his arms and set her down on her side. Sam clambered out of the pool as Dean and Susan burst in. I patted Tyler’s back, and she coughed. Sam helped me push her up to sit, and Susan pulled her into a bear hug.
“Mommy.” She whined.
“Yeah, baby. I’m here. I’m right here.” Susan cried.
“Tyler, do you see Maggie anywhere?” Sam gave her sympathetic eyes.
“No, she’s gone.” She snuggled back into Susan. “Mommy.”
                                                           ***
“Don’t worry, honey, we’re leaving in two minutes. We’ve just got to get Grandma.” Susan cooed as she held Tyler against her side, moving up the stairs.
“I don’t get it.” Dean hissed. “Did Maggie just stop?”
“Seems like it.” Sam shrugged, hair dripping.
“Well, where the hell did she go?” I asked.
Susan screamed from upstairs. Sam reacted first, bolting up the steps. Dean and I followed. Sam busted through the door. Susan was holding Tyler against her side, crying. The three of us sighed when we saw Rose slumped in her wheelchair.
She was dead.
                                                           ***
“Paramedics said it was another stroke. Do you think… Margaret could’ve had something to do with it?” Susan asked.
“We don’t know.” Dean shrugged.
“But, it’s possible.” I followed up, tugging on Jinx’s leash so that she would sit.
Sam sighed. “Susan, I’m sorry.”
She shook her head. “You have nothing to apologize for. You’ve given me everything.”
Tyler came down the steps, dressed in regular clothing. She had a small smile on her face as she joined her mother. Susan rubbed her back, and Tyler bent down to pet Jinx.
“Ready to go, kiddo?”
“Yeah.”
“Now, Tyler.” Dean bent down to be eye-level with her. “You’re sure Maggie’s not around anymore?”
“I’m sure.” Tyler nodded. “I’d see her.”
“I guess whatever’s going on must be over.” Dean shrugged as we followed Susan down the steps, to her taxi.
Sam held the door open for her, and Susan ushered Tyler into the cab.
“You two take care of yourselves, alright?”
Susan turned and pulled Sam into a hug, resting her head on his chest. Dean snorted, and I wheezed, pulling on a serious face and rubbing my nose when Susan pulled back.
“Thank you.” She looked at Sam, then at Dean and I. “All of you.”
We nodded as she shuffled into the taxi. Sam shut the door behind her and I laughed, covering my mouth.
“Dude, you could’ve just gotten some total MILF action.” I giggled as we began to walk.
“Ew, Ollie-”
“No, seriously, bud, I think she liked you.”
“Yeah.” Sam scoffed. “That’s all she needs.”
“Well, you saved the mom, saved the girl.” I patted Sam’s arm. “Not a bad day, bubs.”
“Course, I could’ve saved them myself, but I didn’t want you to feel useless.” Dean teased.
My heart sank as I remembered what Sam had said last night.
“Appreciate it.” Sam gave Dean a bitch face.
He sensed my shift in attitude and wrapped his arm around my shoulders, tugging me into his side.
“Feels good getting back in the saddle. Doesn’t it?” Dean grinned and pulled out the car keys.
“Yeah.” Sam sighed. “Yeah, it does.” He took his arm back and braced his hands against the top of the car. “But it doesn’t change what we talked about last night, Dean.”
My chest clenched and tears immediately welled in my eyes. I looked down and away, taking a shaky breath. I opened the back door and let Jinx settle in.
“We talked about a lot of things last night.” Dean tried to change the subject.
“You know what I mean.” Sam shook his head.
“You were wasted.” Dean scowled.
“But you weren’t. And you promised.” Sam shot back.
They looked at each other for a beat. Sam pulled the passenger door open first, and I slid into the middle seat, wrapping my arms around myself. Sam got in, slamming the door shut as Dean closed his, gently.
He started the car and glanced Sam’s way. Sam kept his eyes straight ahead as we pulled away from the inn.
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New/revised/whatever- List of stuff
Egos (Marks/Jacks) that I have written for or at least actually have thought about HCS/other universes for:  (Just some brief rambles about them, please don't hesitate to ask about them :3)
  -Anti,   Two takes really, I like him soft, like him mean, hes just fun to write, plenty of different ways to spin why he acts out, what he is and all that. My current fav way to portray him is a missing piece of Seans soul, which means hes unstable as a ‘person’ (cough, not really a human but not, not human either.)  And how he has static filled blue eyes but usually hides them with the scary emerald green...
-Jameson,  I will always stand by this kinda universe i created with a friend aages ao that Shawn took away Jamesons voice when being puppeteered by an awful ink creature that shares his body.  Giving Jameson a lovely fear of knives, some scars, and some very damaged vocals..
-Crank, Oh my fucking boi, a near dead human spliced with a bunch of robot parts..human skin tangled with wires and a heart incased in metal..hes a right mess, a voice in his head that makes him feel all sorts of bad.. He tries his best..he cries oil,  I hardly get to write  him but I love him.
-Blank, another big fav oi, black hollow eyes..a tendency to faint... My Hc involves him having been in an accident that almost killed him, leaving him with a very rare heart condition. He also has an aura which..kinda ties into him having a few abilities and stuff. 
-Nes.. He started off as my own kinda Ethan ego, basically Ethan who was mistreated and really lost his marbles..hes great for the real twisted messed up kinda stuff, so dependant on others, a minor murderer, and has been eyed off by a certain ice cream driver for quite some time...
-Were eth,  Okay granted this was literally just kinda an idea that..Eth became a were wolf boi, fangs, tail, ears. Hes just a fun lil pupper
-Eden. Succubus Ethan basically, but well, he again kinda turned into his own thing separate from Ethan. He's got a tail and wings, and hes a lovely lithe thing. He doesnt dare do things without consent, just gets a bit touchy-feely when hes gone without any energy for too long. Very wide stunning saphire eyes. 
- Jackie  Oh my lad..Buff, trans, adorable, sweet. I always love tinkering around with how/what powers he has tbh..and like- I’ve always had the hc that his eyes are lilac?? or gold. Depending on things.. and he works either at a comic book store, a gym, or at the counter of a gas station. Gives the best hugs. Also I love AUS where hes a phoniex because of uhm?? Big fucking red wings??? YES.
-Hen, Getting his accent right is tough but other than that I love writing about the tired doctor living off coffee and ignoring himself in favor of others. 
-Chase The fucking best dad, sunshine lad. Running a vlogging channel and doing his best while combatting depression..I hc him to have chronic fatigue so he has to push himself extra hard. but He does well in trying to get better and look after himself and only slips up like any other helpless human. Very fun to write. 
- Robbie.   Sof.t zombie lad. Drown in a sweater. Stutters and is v quiet. Slow with speech. Struggles to see sometimes. Loves soft textures.Loves attention. Overall soft fucking lad.
-KOTS, To mean known as Simon. Actually v smart, big brain, very scattered n shy and nervous and squirrelish. Loves books n plants, loves nature. Red is his best colour. Warm sweaters and nuzzling and cuddling up. I always get torn between him being a hybrid of human/squirrel or just a lovely soft guy. 
-Yan ! My fem nb/trans gal! They’ll kick ass with their katana, have the hots for Bim, and looove Japanese culture and stuff. Very adorable. Loves pink. 10/10 love to write. 
-Technically I do have a muse for Mark, or..idea? I’m thinking about shoving it into my own oc/thing..but basically he got tortured n abused by Authy so hes not quite like the real life markimoo..just a nervous mess whose dealing with his traumas..
-Bing, Skater lad, yellow/orange eyes, sunflower vibes. Tries his best, clumsy as fuck, great for a laugh when hes not cowering under google. 
-Edward iplier,  Gah my doctor lad.. I have a hc that he Lost arm. In fire..or by dark n wilf.  He has heterochromia too!! One cho ceye one blue one. He is a fucking nerd (Minor adhd lets be honest) He fucking loves space and science and space/science related lights. He has a bat plus with spacey wings. He likes reading, likes being clean and is quite a quiet indulger in food which has left him with a big of a softer figure. Super gentle nature..nothing like the arrogant portrayal we got in some videos. 
-Angus   I love this man!!! Part Aussie, part irish, a whole lot of gruff old dad with a soft spot for nice people and animals, has his own big place, next to a large ass forest. Loads of scars. Loves boots and cameo coloured clothing. A lovely guy when you get past the rough edges. 
Aand onto all my ocs as of writing this (cause you name well know I be writing new ones like..all the time.) 
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OC’S (My original characters!)
-Jessy, Cowboy-   Choker with gold bell. Lil ears/horns. Spots. Shy but sweet. Hands and feet different colour to rest of skin. Kinda  fur ish feeling rather then just straight-up skin.  Pear shaped figure. Shy lad. Likes to take lots of naps, anxious easily but a big people pleaser too. 
-Ailan and Keros. Moth n butterfly boi.  (Literally just made up with a friend, just a random soft pair of lads tbh nothing too fleshed or spesh)
- Louie - Followed by a dark being/creature/spirit... Yet to determine what else about him, but hes got brown hair, pointed ears and looks lovely in green.
-Quinton  A Hybrid of Demon and Angel otherwise called a Guardian. Quirky, Pan as shit, great dress sense. Extremely calm. Can see auras. Lovely black feathered wings. Bright blue hair.  Kind smile. Works at a little coffee shop in his spare time.
-Ori  Very pure angel boy, previously owned and not very well treated by a god, came crashing down to earth with no memories but his wings intact. Some help him. 
-Lumi  Ghost boy! Died years ago under awful circumstances..now lingers around on earth, sometimes meeting humans who happen to be able to feel or see his presence, he has the ability to make himself solid for short periods of time. 
- Lucio Witchy..dragon soul something or other- Deaf.Paralyzed? In the arms??They might use alot of energy trying to hover around instead of having to use a chair..(I mean how many witches do you see with chairs??).. Although they could not have use of their arms instead, like..paralyzed from the shoulder down- they still have them but theyre effectively useless and easily sore.. (which might make magic really hard, cause theyd have to master it again without their hand gestures.)
- Eztli, Bit of a prick. Basically got cursed to have really weird blood that replished and rejuvinated too fast/too much by a witch he angered. So he turned the curse into a good thing and basically goes out offering himself as a human blood bag for vamps willing to pay in info, items, cash or uh..other services..  
- Gallio Photographer, has hypocalcemia. Haven't really done much else with him tbh.
-Aomi Warlock/witch in training. Downright awful at it. Young and lives in a nice lil cottage outside of the village he was abandoned in.
- Lucas A moonstone gem perma-fusion, he kinda has SPD/DID but he doesn't, cause..hes two gems that became one but not fully. Leaving him to be a bit of a mess and not as strong as other moonstones. 
- Kiyan. A little assistant android!! Created to assist, he can make portals!, He works at a post office. Hes under surveillance by the company that made him and isnt yet aware of many human customs/emotions.. 
- Alex  A very confused, overly optimist Alien who doesn’t know what they are. Come from the planet Eutychia, 4'3. They fucking glow. You know  Kilowatt from space chimps? think that. But hair n freckles and more human and just as  bubbly and energetic. 
-Locus  Mer/Fish boi!  Transparent fins, glowy patches, plays harp + loves music.
-Lir  A Tiny Octopus/Human hybrid lad. Makes little burble and trill noises. Quite harmless. Needs a home. 
Benji (Strawberry shortcake boi- Cursed tape /bandages. Demi half god.? One eye. Uses notes. To communicate but also sign. Really. Good sweets maker)
 Small bois (A collection of tinys because G/T is fucking great okay?)
- Tobias. Literally Made of hair gel. cleary, adorable, aaand Eats soap..amoung other non food items he probably should not ingest but does..
- Hinto  Guy made of foam slime. Very chill n laid back.
- Glowstick bubs. (Alo/aloke -  Green and blue  +  Siro - Yellow n pink.  + Mavi (Vi) Red and silver. + Roxy (Ro) - Orange and  purple )  They’re a cross between glowsticks and lava lamps and its epic- asides the fact they have like.half a brain cell each. Lots of sleeping n lazign around.
- Theo  A tiny ink creature.  A clever little lad, who likes to drawn and write n paint in ink and leave cheeky little black splotches everywhere. A very good writer companion tho. 
- JellyBubs! A collection of tiny sentient jelly babies, hungry lads will raid your cupboards. 
-Miel A tiny little bee boy! Loves flowers <3 
Apocolyse Squad:
The planet Keres,  Left uninhabitable after the invasion that ruined the air and killed almost the entire race.
Sameal o’Ceirin (Being of smoke- partly blind.)
Mallory Thomas (Part cat. Vet, partner to Sam who ends up dying in the canon of their story)
Hamrish Benat  (Hayden. 4 eyes, soft tongue. PTSD. extra tiny heart in wrist. Quite fem/soft. Likes soap cutting vids and stuffed toys/teddies.)
Joshua who cares (An asshole. Staight up. He dies. Fuck him. He sucks ass.)
Andy peters (Strong, kind. Kinda like Tyler shied. Big, tol, but actually pretty soft.)
Adrian  Géarán  (Tail, fire abilities, likes to make little robots. Very weak n has a couple of disabilities that leave him tired n such, which aint great for his esteem or his team when the apoc hits.)
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Wyatt ???? ?????????????????
Pace- Nerdy. Finds a cat. Observer for the aliens. Is immune to black goop. 
Four - buff. Scary. Deadly. 
Apocolypse Squad Part 2  Small lads who dont derese to be in danger: 
  -Apep, Naga boi  Legs mutate into a cool tail. Hisses, fangs. Adorable loves the sun. bout 20 years old. 
Chris. Camp leader! Biig dad type, redhead, buff, likes gardening and camping, very outdoorsy. Little awkward but great.
Small child Talise- nickname tails? ..   Blind and slightly traumatized by the car crash that killed his mother and ended up with glass in his eyes, very sensitive to noise n textures.     Ends up mutating tails.  6 v young n smol  blocks n colourin
Shirin Parvis. Crystal boi .. trained solider/ royalty.  Tried to warn people before the apoc hit and failed. Now tries to protect the small group of surviors he stumpbles across. 
 Zephaniah, mutation turns him into a  Chameleon basically, just.. a human one. He  Prefers Zeph. Big gamey Nerd-  gets a pet gecko.  16. Quiet. Loves Lazar skirmish and lazers. 
Moyachi, Cactus boi!! Plant bab. Loves water and has clear/lime green tinted aloe/herbal helpful blood. Spikes up at defense from bad people 18/ 19   likes drawing. Pretty grumpy and needs a break.
Colin, nicknames: Coco,  Lady bug lad, who is baby trans  mutation resulted in a weird Red/Orange skin condition basically.  Can predict weather v accurately.       Ballet/dance, 14   Likes cooking. 
Hotaru , Firefly bby  - Glowy bub with antenna,  possibly mutates wings.. Sassy and tired. Turns nocturnal as the apoc progressed. Also becomes Colins first love <3
Zeno  A Siren of sorts.  DC/ hip hopper/   Lost his arm in apoc.  He loooves music alot. Very purple aesthetic and checkerboards.
Liren Pichi, deaf peaches n cream aesthetic boi- Nickname Pichi.  He is alone during the apoc, sneaks aboard and ship and goes missing..
Neighbours AU:
They all live on the homeworld, Ermioni.
Lesbabs:
Blake Aglaia  A human with a gift of being able to put emotions into glass balls.. Red head, quite fem, but gay, sweet, but not mousy. 
Lynx ?? An alien and human, the alien somewhat resides inside its host but they coexist. Sometimes goes feral.  Alien half likes to go by Perse  (Percy)  They have cool looking saliva- viens that run down their arms that are pretty cool- sharper nails/claws. Tendrils. Large ol mouth. Lots of pointy ass teef. Lynx likes to train,go to gym, and kick ass. Big ass butch energy.
Demon fam:
Hyacinth  A six-armed demon with serious parent energy. Big gardener, his body grows flowers depending on his moods/strength of emotions. Purple neck length hair. Great at comfort and cooking. 
Rhys  A Demon with a great curiosity about humans has a sibling, Feri.  Rhys is a big nerd, but very hard to get to know. Not great with emotions, comes across a tad distant and cold without always meaning too. Loves candles and lots of autumn aesthetic. 
Anthos, AKa Ant. Rhys and Hy’s accidentally created/summoned a toddler.. and hes fucking adorable. 
Vato - V   Hy has another bub later on who's more purpley blue with red curled horns and 4 arms.. No tail.. 4 eyes. V cute and inquisitive. Less noisy and wreckless than Ant. 
Roommates:
Douglas Connelly  A regular chubby human bean! Learning to become a chef. He loves food, loves cooking and also loves dancing. Hes a big guy, big cudddler, but a little shy and akward at times. 
Donovan Amores  Real fricking cool and smokin hot Bartender with a love for dogs. Dougs roommate. Has glowing fuckin orbs- donates his heart to a fucking god is smooth as fuck, background heavily Spanish, moved when young.
Haris Alaksim Real name (lost in translation, Huitzilopochtli God of sun and war) ) - A god whom Dono is very close with and donates his heart two one every 3 years during the day of the highest sun. He is a god / Mouros.    Donovan refers to him as “Dios gentil”  or “ Viejo colibrí sabio”   (“El viejo colibrí sabio es un dios gentil” (The old wise hummingbird is a gentle god.)
Donovans Family
Rem (Looks after magical creatures- Cane is from Haris)
Oscar  (Not sure what trinket or power but He’s just a casual store worker w/ good arms. Surprisingly good with knives- perhaps has one from Haris?)
Nicole  (His only sister Makes clothes..possibly got some ability to do with seasons..?  Perhaps earrings or a bracelet from Haris)
Javi  (Makes jam, cute boy, wears cloaks. Maybe has a cute little jar necklace or magic jar??)
Luca (Trans bookkeeper- Talks to Haris most often and likes to ask questions..Has precious books...Possibly a special pen..) 
Forest bois!!
Cypress The soul of the forest - Mentor of Rem. Very calm, very wise. Kinda like master oogway type. 
Unicorn boi, Hes rare, missing a chunk of his horn. Dont hurt him. He doesnt even have a name.
Fyn. Mushroom boy. Protects a gate. Lost his twin during a human-caused fire. Very mad about it. 
Fie. Bat boy. Loves fruit. 
Moh. Fairy/incubus hybrid.  
Tucker. Bunny boi, Best friends with Ainsley. Got some like, punk vibes about him, piercings n such. Not as soft as one would expect but still nice at heart.
Ainsley. Fawn boi, clums, shy, round glasses,  Looks smart but doesn't always know stuff. Very unsure of self. 
Experiment AU: 
Izekiel Iris A being of Paint. Hes made of paint. He has trauma from being experimented on. Slightly depressed. Loves art, loved creating. also regresses to try to deal with said PTSD.  Hard to get to know at first. 
Matty  (Matthew Libelle)   An experiment, part human, part lizard, part dragon. Much smol.  Hes fucking baby and i adore him alot please do ask anything and everything about him. 
Cult bois:
-Nero Aakil   (Means Genius/Orange blossom)   Orange bub  - Leader. Smart. Telepathic link with all cult members.  V corrupted…  (Parents were rich and ignorant)
-Mao Cerise   Pink - Ditzy, Looks after their ‘little bird’ (aka Jey) 
-Jey Michael Cherubim   Fallen angel -  Corrupted..desaturating and weak.. Was summoned by the cult and captured as a trophy. 
-Jaden Hirav  Looks after a garden of plants both harmless and some not for master. Previously Neros old pet..His  The family was alright but he was moreso raised by like his mum and bro. He was kidnapped from his garden and never seen again. The cult ritual to initiate him into the group failed and he was spliced with plants making him near useless to the cult.
-Rowan maverick - Now known as  Rogue- Red. Lost their tongue. Does Not follow orders to the T but gets their job done.   Has another voice/god/soul looking out for them… Very assassin ready, very perceptive. Wants to get out the cult but knows theyre too far in.. Cool glowy words in the air because they don't have their tongue. Possibly only lives of medication and vitamin pills..possible OD? Possible addiction. They struggle alot with it. 
P - Pax -  God who watches over Rowan. Was killed by the Master but their spirt lives on.
Cato.   Purple - Another smart one.. Possible Wiccan?  Sadist. Mean. Tall.  Scary. Abuse. Twisted. Loves being in the cult. Eventually wants to host Masters soul.. 
Gin Short for Ginger but the real name is Xanthe.  Blind. Also another assassin like Rogue but more obedient.  Doesn't talk often out of fear. 
Benjamin Brandy  (Benji. B) is Gins friend, Gin is trying not to get him involved in the cult but was too late as B had previously already been cursed and dealt with mythical beings..
 Silver bub. Demir. A demon summoned by the cult to complete the collection. Wants out, very stressed.  
Adopted AU: (This is like a mess of some of the boys but younger and in a different timeline to their universes smushed together intoa kinda cute school/adoption au idea.)
Matthew is smol autistic, malnourished and heavily abused both mentally and physically, leading to selective mutism and being a small fragile easily tired bab.  He loves hanging in the library once he gets used to going to some schooling. Gets tutored by Chris? Goes to camp and helps around n has fun..
Jaden, loves the school garden, and likes science class. His family is alright, However he ends up mostly raised by his sister? Or brother? 
Iz is the lil art bab, also in foster care of a big family, not so much abused but semi neglected. Quiet.
Nero is the gifted nerdy child..Parents ignorant. They love history and fictional books and reading and learning.
Benji is the slightly older kid whos possibly maybe a little behind or delayed or..something, they help out with other kids as a buddy? They like to do cooking classes.
DA AU
So this Au was like..the Septic tank births all the egos.
Angus first- He has..some kinda strength I imagine/..
Then Anti, Hen, Jackie. Marv. 
Chase -  He kills himself because of Glitch- also falls in the tank a second time and ends up with odd powers. 
Glitch Starts off as very bad and misunderstood. Turns out they were just highly unstable and required medical treatment.  Their real name is Arius and they cant stomach solid foods all the time. Mostly a liquid diet. They have glitchy fits/static seizures. Very unpleasant. Can enter tech, and its not so great, can get trapped. Can absorb certain amounts of electricity because of this they Got hit by  ightning once and has epic lighting scars!! Up arms..some on neck. All over his chest and back. 
Septic clone AU
Sean giving up bits of soul to make clones ends up in coma
Experiments and torture and odd shit with the egos ensues??
Minecraft AU??  
Yeah i had weird ideas for a cute minecraft gang of minecrafters who had accidents involving getting merged/recded with other creatures traits ect. 
Vail.  -Vex / Human
Snow golom hybrid? Or Blaze?
Slimey boi
Kitsune
Panda lad.
Pokebabs au
Mainly for Matty, Iz and Blank.. were they have pokemon forms and when bonded with a human long enough can evolved into human forms?? 
Horned AU  (With Troiseh/Glitch-in-the-static)
Shiro  -Prince lad  (This is their lad :3)
Junji - Battery..whump/slave/lost prince 
Isao Asuka -  Shiros Royal Guard 
Alien AU
Hami if he were..alien instead of being a human in an apoc basically. 
Angel AU stuff: 
Good omens inspired boi
Leo Halvar   Part..humany..demon..Cambion are according to google "In late European mythology and literature, a cambion is the offspring of an incubus, succubus, or another demon with a human, or of an incubus and succubus"
Ryan  Hot archangel guy: One wing, demon hunter thing.. Good kinda reforming from a less nice lifestyle previously. 
Mute angel possibly demon idk- -   Latif? Emmet? Evan? 
Long fringe shy boy-  Cael / Lox
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in other news, i finally watched all of that Watership Down mini series on netflix this morning because i’m riding that insomnia wave bay-beeee.
it certainly was a thing i watched! a thing that was Fine i guess! watch it if you want to watch animals go on a harrowing journey and bunny fist fights.
here are some things only i probably care about (nothing serious and nothing bad really. so god help you if you bring Rabbit Discourse into my home). slight spoilers ahead and warning, kind of in a weird headspace right now so take everything with a grain of salt:
1: they really should have pushed the stylization more. it would have varied things character wise and given the general scenery more oomph. imagine how beautiful this could have been in a more illustrated or even stop motion style? imagine what could have been done with the action scenes? maybe it’s because i’ve been watching a lot of traditional animation lately but maaaaaaan. my kingdom for pretty watercolor backgrounds over hyper realistic fur textures.
2: most of the surreal imagery and dreamy atmosphere was gone for me? animation is a great opportunity to do things only animation can do, but the extent of them using that power was making a very pretty (but sorta stiff) intro and showing us Fiver’s neat (but sorta stiff) visions. the visions were especially puzzling to me. i loved that they showed them but they felt more like when people tell you about their dreams than what it feels like to be IN a dream. it would have been cool if they used the intro style for his visions or even used the 1978 movie style. maybe even had a different style for different visions, or different interpretations of different characters, like we’re seeing them as Fiver sees them. how cool would that have been?! think about what that could have done to his character!
2 part two: tacking onto the last point, the scene of the warren dying was meh. that scene stuck itself in my brain forever when i watched it as a tiny bean.
3: there was a tension that was missing. i don’t know how to explain it. even at moments where the narrative is saying ‘be scared for these characters! something bad is coming! something stressful is happening!’ i just didn’t really feel it. maybe because i know the story already, but they changed enough so that i was on my toes so idk.
3 part 2: now that i think about it there was also a missing sense of (for lack of a better term) whimsy for me? less like the telling of a tragic epic journey and more like what angsty teen with a pack of very well drawn and emotionally developed sparkle dog oc’s would write if given the same prompt. not that that’s bad, the story is Fine and some people seem to like it quite a lot. it just has a different feel.
4: the Black Rabbit as a doe? cool. but i wish she had a little more gravitas. when i think of the Black Rabbit i think of an otherworldly being. she was just literally a rabbit who was black. her voice was so nice and motherly. which is cool, just...put some spooky on her. damn. come on. this is another case of not taking advantage of the power of animation i guess.
5: the fourth episode. dragged. so much.
6: lotta Chekhov’s Guns never went off. knowledge of boats useless when needed, fastest rabbit now can’t be fast in time of need, ect.. not big things but still.
7: why did the dog look like that? bad. bad face.
8: both Holly and Hazel’s death lacked true punch for me. maybe i need the knife twisted just right to feel a thing, but Holly’s whole romantic scene before his death just made me roll back and forth with second hand embarrassment and Hazel could have just straight up been more impactful. if they’re gonna do that scene then give me his last breath fading from his body and his soul bounding through the woods damn it. punch me in the gut you cowards!
9: my favorite part was when Clover used her hutch rabbit ‘i want to speak to the manager’ powers on the guards and it worked. nice.
10: i had no idea (or maybe i had forgotten) that they made a Watership Down tv show in the early 90′s. man those character designs. maaaaaaan. i’m sure the show was good fun but shout out to hazel for being the only rabbit who looked kind of like a rabbit on the screenshot i saw.
11: Hazel only lived like a season after he finally got his warren running. poor bub. ain’t that the way.
12: Woundwort’s fam were attacked by like three or four foxes at once. foxes are not pack hunters. what in tarnation are all these foxes doing here?
13 (just for the Downtrodden fans *wink*): i am nervously awaiting the moment that someone pepe silvas all over my asks because they notice the rabbits have paw pads and hare-like bodies and call conspiracy on my Downtrodden wolves/coyotes. don’t do it kids.
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neptuniadoesstuff · 6 months
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Bub's Weird OC Idea #2
OC 4 Frend Edition
Name: Edith Amoure Sinclair
Age: 25-35
Gender: Genderfluid (AMAB), Any Pronouns.
Species/Race: Hoomon Thing fused with Dragon God basically becoming immortal without their consent permanently /hj
Pride: Idk
Height: 6 ft (8-9 ft when becoming a derg man)
Personality: idk
Description: A white haired individual who wears a red dragon mask with 4 eyes in it. They have pale skin with dark spots possibly being birthmarks or burns & dark blue eyes. Sinclair is quite on the skinny side minus a few parts of their body. When possessed, he turns into a four eyed dragon man with long white hair with black fur on his back & a red scaled underbelly. His eyes becomes a bright yellow which can see infrared. The transformation is quite rare though only happening during a ragemoon (Blood moon eclipse).
Likes: Bananas (Like they really love bananas that they turn into a demon), Tea, Flesh, Collecting random things like a raven, making masks & weird lil items, bird watching, & sleeping + Magic & Alchemy.
Hates: That lobster thing that chased them to their 5th deth, literally any God that just doesn't see them like a living thing, ppl calling them stupid, C R A B S , being immortal, dying & coming back, snakes, having their hair touched by randos, Kale + the Spirit that's fused into them without consent.
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fairydraws04 · 6 years
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after having her on my “stuff to draw” list for over 2 months, I finally drew my toon(town OC)!! Her name is Super Bubbles BoingenBoing, and funny story, she was originally my toon in the original toontown for a day before I got scared of the cogs and my dad took over the account until the final day of toontown. then when toontown rewritten happened, he remade the same toon on his new account. it took me another... 5 years? before I could actually play toontown for real. but now I am playing toontown, and Super Bubbles is my toon.
because of this whole “super bubbles belongs to both me and my dad” thing, I decided to make my OC version of super bubbles, transgender. since in every version of her she was female, but for most of her life as a toon she was “owned” (played by?) a guy. 
oh yeah she’s also D.B’s adopted cousin Bio under read more/keep reading!!
Name: Super Bubbles BoingenBoing Species: Duck
Gender: Female (Trans, Male to Female)
Nicknames: Bubbles, Bubs, SB
Age: 19 (i mean she’s legit like 11)
Personality: Stubborn, Confident, Ambitious Parents: Lilith (D.B’s Aunt) and and Draca
Backstory:
Bubbles birth parents were basically rouges in the beginning of the war. They weren’t poor, they just wanted to fight and had to be sneaky about it. They were sadly killed by the cogs when Bubbles was only a couple months old, with a family friend leaving Bubbles on a random Toon’s doorstep. That toon was Draca, a Lizard, and her fiance Lilith. They decided to take the baby and raise him as their own. This was still in the early stages of the war. Four years later, and it was still pretty back and forth between the toons and the cogs, the toons still dominating for most of it, but the cogs persisting. This was when Bubbles first started wearing dresses. Which eventually led to, at the age of ten, becoming a trans woman. There were a few other transgender toons coming out at the same time, which the cogs, who were still fighting the toons after over 10 years, despised. So of course, Bubbles knew she would become a target. She was aloud to start gag training a year later at the age of 11, so she did, even though most toons didn’t start until they were 13-15 due to their parents not wanting them to get hurt in battle. Lilith and Draca were different. Lilith was a world traveler who wanted to eventually get away of toontown when the war finally ends, and Draca watched her parents die from cogs at the age of 10 (honestly parents dying from cogs was pretty normal in this universe which is sad). So they were supportive of Bubbles through everything, spreading the word about a young trans toon trying to stand up for what is right. This led to Bubbles getting a fan base, which then turned into her being somewhat of a role model to other trans toons, as more and more came out. The toons had no problem with transgender toons, ever. There was no point in bashing other toons, because that didn’t help anything and just gave the cogs a somewhat easier target. Bubbles also has a group of friends who call themselves “Arson” as a group. (they couldn’t come up with a name and then Bubbles told the others that “her cousin just finished learning how to commit arson on her own” and they just were like… arson… fire.. Yep this is a good idea!). There’s hoof(ingtoon), a horse who is the brains of the group, Sarah, a cat and the “weird one” of the group, Tyler, a dog and the nerd of the group (different from the brains because ??) and Alex, a mouse and the quiet one of the group. Bubbles is the strong one of the group, obviously.
Basically: trans duck wants to kill all the cogs and will do anything to stop the war
hHHH I know her bio is like kinda weird but it’s toontown it’s supposed to be weird-
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neptuniadoesstuff · 6 months
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Little Revision of Edith
Name: Edith Amoure Sinclair (Or just Edith)
Gender: Genderfluid, He/She/They/It (Or just any pronouns)
Height: 6.4 ft
Age: Late 20s to early 30s
Personality: Acts very warming to who checks into their inn to stay for a bit, whether it be to recover or just want to hang out, Edith doesn't mind. She however will snap anytime a cult is mentioned or when his place is trashed without reason. Generally will keep their mood on the low out of fear of losing patrons.
Occupation: Ex-Cult member, now Inn Owner (It owns a Inn called "Inn Sinclair" which is named after them)
Biography: Edith was born & raised in a cannibalistic cult in one of provinces of a far away continent. The thing was.. Edith hated it there as she never understood why the ppl he knew would eat their own kind. At the age of 9 however, Edith began to take a liking to cooking they never rlly liked the idea of eating human meat + the food they were given was often not cooked fully thus giving it food poisoning. Edith sadly wasn't allowed to cook for himself in the cult so she ran away at the age of 16 to start a new life. After 3 years of camping out in the wild they found a inn she can stay in, it was empty however, no cooked food or clean floors/rooms, this was when Edith decided to finally have a new life as a Inn owner, thus recycling this old & ruined inn into the one we have today. Throughout the years Edith became very rich due to the amount of travelers coming in to stay, that he decided to fund other growing Inns to other first starting Inn owners & other first starting out businesses in her town. Sadly it's unknown if Edith will likely give up their own history since it's body would afoten want to crave human flesh & Edith has to bite themselves to relieve that craving.
Description: Edith is a pale, almost female looking individual but who clearly has a masculine voice. She has a pale-blond coloration in her hair that fades to white at the ends & has around a few stripes of ocean blue, pine green, & rose red stripes in their hair. They have brownish-green eyes with a hint of light blue in them. Edith also has red freckles but those are often covered in the dress/robe it wears. While adventuring, Edith wears a red, white, & bronze dragon-like mask with red & bronze armour, the mask distorts his voice just incase anyone dangerous does come up to her. Edith is actually a good hunter & fighter & will beat you the hell up if you mess with them at the worst times.
This idea is for a frend of mine named Ash/Ashes. If you(Ashes) by any don't want this goober than I can keep em, or give this idea to someone else.
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neptuniadoesstuff · 7 months
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Bub' OC Headcanon Corner aka Weird Ideas me & my frends can brainstorm together-
So yeh uh... Gib me any heacanon you have of my OCs (I have way too many to count so u just gotta look at the studios on screb that I have made-)
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neptuniadoesstuff · 1 month
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Nightwings but born on Eclipses....
I had a idea where if a Nightwimg hatched on a eclipse... They will have weird eye shaped scales on their body, (& glowing eye patterns under their wings)
I like to call these fellas... Eclipsewings (or Eclipselings in my WoF Universe). They're mainly black but do have some pretty odd colors to them which aren't normally seen in the average nightwing. These guys are EXTREAMLY RARE & are considered a myth (in my universe).
Lunar Eclipsed Nightwings will have a red tint & blue-grey under belly with slight tints of purple at their feet.
Solar Eclipsed Nightwings will have a orange tint with a blue-grey belly with brown tints on their feet.
They however will still have the average eye color of the Nightwing.
This idea has been brought to u by Bubs (Also some credit to my frend NCR aka Galileo on here bcs they have a OC named Light bringer who hatched on a lunar Eclipse & that's why I wrote this. This is more their idea & not mine but I just wanna write it out lol)
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neptuniadoesstuff · 6 months
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Bub's Rando OC Ideas #3 (Daedric Prince Edition)
Name: Eoh'mina (Can have other names but this is the name she is usually is referred to as by her followers)
Age: Yes (Gods don't have an age what the frik U want me to do?)
Gender: No, She/Her
Height: Depends. Mainly is 5.2 ft.
Pride: No Idea man.
Occupation: Daedric Prince of Resurrection, Pride, Deception, & Change.
Description: Much like a lot of princes, she doesn't have an actually true form, but is usually seen as a young woman with rose-blonde hair & deep blue eyes. She has a rose-red dragon mask with light blue streaks in it & gold spot on it. She would normally wear rose-red bandages on her arms & legs & a pearl white dress with some gold patterns on it. she seems to have moth-like antennas, light yellow horns, & a rose-red tail with a light blue underbelly with some gold patterns. Her skin is sorta pale but with some dark & light sploches & has weird grey eyes that are lizerd like.
That's it.. that's all I have 4 her. I'm lazy.
(Btw I used a name generator to get Eoh's name)
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