ghoul perfume associations pt. 3!
more ghoul perfume associations bc ghost and perfume are my two main hobbies! all of these are indie/niche perfumes because those are the types of perfume i'm mainly into. these lists are really fun for me and i would love to hear what people think!!
also, jsyk: because this post is so long, some of the text might get cut off on mobile. it should be okay on desktop if that happens (i don't know how to fix it, sorry :/)
Aeon
Notes: non-sweet chocolate, linen, lavender
Perfumes:
Autumn Morning - Pulp Fragrance
hot chocolate, slightly spiced oatmeal, carnations, a cozy blanket
Twice To Tea - Poesie
strong earl grey tea, lavender absolute, vanilla syrup, a splash of milk
Aether
Notes: bourbon, amber, vanilla
Perfumes:
Not A Deer - Little & Grim
cedarwood, chestnuts, sandalwood, maple, oak, tonka, suede, clove, spiced vanilla, amber, tobacco
Loggia - Solstice Scents
“High above the village, a castle sits shrouded in a heavy gray mist. Muted moonlight illuminates its upper terraces. Thick with incense smoke, the loggia swells with invited guests, each heavily cloaked and masked. Laughter, violas and a harpsichord fill the night. Wine flows from never-ending mahogany vats. Exotic spices drape the air in fragrant bouquets. A bell rings from the archway, and all in attendance fall silent as the master of the night creatures crosses the paving stones...”
mahogany, sweet amber, musk, dark incense, deep vanilla bean, sandalwood, cardamom, black pepper, cognac and allspice
(i have this one and it's great, perfect for aether imo)
Alpha
Notes: leather, smoke, gunpowder
Perfumes:
Spiritus Fumosus - Alkemia
volcanic basalt, smelted metal ores, amberwood, smokey birch tar, old leather, galbanum, white oud, gray amber, petrichor, wet sand, bergamot, sichuan peppercorn, gingergrass, white patchouli
Deus ex Machina - Alkemia
“An olfactory portrait of industrial decay and the fallen gods of age of disruption, innovation, and technological revolution.”
fire-hardened steel, rusted iron, motor oil, wet cement, burnt copper wires, gray amber
Cirrus
Notes: dark fruits, musk, heavy florals, honey
Perfumes:
Virgo - Deconstructing Eden
dark amber, bulgarian rose absolute, lavender maillette, orris root, benzoin, dark fruits, bourbon vanilla
Eglantine House - Deconstructing Eden
honeyed roses, mahogany, plums, amber accord, champaca flowers, eglantine roses, white musk
Cumulus
Notes: lilac, magnolia, jasmine, sugar, cold air
Perfumes:
Midnight Garden - Alkemia
night-flowering white flowers – tuberose, lily, honeysuckle, gardenia, moonflower
Calliope - Alkemia
clementine, orange blossoms, white orchid, sugared currants, tonka, and vanilla musk, cotton candy, saltwater taffy
Dewdrop
Notes: berries, smoke, spices, metal
Perfumes:
Unrequited - Deconstructing Eden
black sandalwood, raspberries, bitter orange, black pepper, smooth silky musk, dark amber, smoky patchouli
Lightning Storm - Nui Cobalt Designs
Petrichor, ozone, electrified metal, cold musk, bergamot, lime zest, cracked pink peppercorn, copal smoke, myrrh, teakwood
(this one represents dew as a water ghoul – citrus, spices, ozone, and metal. sweet, cold, and a little bitter)
Ifrit
Notes: black tea, incense, spices
Perfumes:
Tasseomancy - Nui Cobalt Designs
black tea spritzed with orange, incense smoke clinging to heavy velvet curtains, fireplace embers, cinnamon, clove
Tasseomancy - LVNEA
bergamot, black tea, lapsang souchong, honey, spices, milk
(yes they are both called the same thing. he's a guy with a brand i don't know what to tell you)
Mist
Notes: water, herbs, ice
Perfumes:
Eisheth - Deconstructing Eden
seawater, herbs - rosemary, mint, clary sage, bergamot, hyssop, lemongrass, and verbena, white tea
Blackwater Lake - Osmofolia
“Short-needle pine branches hang over mossy lake rocks, radiant white water lilies soak in the sun, the surface of the dark lake water ripples above submerged northern watermilfoil, and a chill in the air warns of impending autumn.”
pine needles, cold wind, northern watermilfoil, white water lilies, moss, stone, lake water
Mountain
Notes: vetiver, plants, earth, mushrooms
Perfumes:
Poor Farm - Little & Grim
“Overgrown grass, tangled undergrowth, wildflowers, the memory of fresh linens, and distant, greener pastures.”
moss, sage, ferns, sweet grasses, green wood, and chamomile
Mycelium - Treading Water Perfume
“Rounding the corner it came into view, the being that had terrorized the village for decades. It sat terrifyingly still on top of natural rock formation that resembled some strange amalgamation of an altar. An altar not made by human hands but as if created by the forest itself to honor this being. The being was here long before the village and it will continue to be here long after we are gone.”
soil, mushrooms, patchouli, black currants, hinoki wood
Nimbus/Aurora*
Notes: peach, rose, earth
Perfumes:
The Lover Tells Of The Rose - Alkemia
wild roses, lemon verbena, white pearl tea leaves, delicate white patchouli, new greens, wet moss
Apothecary Rose - LVNEA
rose gallica, rose de mai, damask rose, tarragon, violet leaf, apricot, labdanum, myrrh
*i headcanon nimbus as a earth/air multi
Omega
Notes: wood, amber, tobacco
Perfumes:
Danse Macabre - Fyrinnae
sandalwood, amber, labdanum, vanilla, woodsmoke, smoldering logs
Leo - Deconstructing Eden
frankincense, myrrh, benzoin, amber, liatrix, blood cedar, blond tobacco absolute, sweet spices, honey
(i have this one and i love it, it's very warm and resinous)
Rain
Notes: seawater, ozone, vanilla
Perfumes:
Ambre Gris - Alkemia
“A rare blend of proprietary perfumery ingredients carefully oxidized by sunlight, sand, air, sea salt, water, and ocean minerals. The result is as changeable and morphing as the ocean... earthy, sweet, musky, saline.”
gray ambergris, ocean minerals, sea salt
Cerulea - OSMOFOLIA
“A synesthesia perfume inspired by a color. Sapphire ocean blue with flashes of turquoise and glistening white.”
osmanthus, ambergris, sea salt, ocean water, tuberose, cucumber
Sunshine/Stratus**
Notes: strawberries, citrus, vanilla, spices
Perfumes:
In Love with Everything - Imaginary Authors
“This extremely versatile (and genderless!) fragrance is great for any time of day and any time of year but the blast of energy it possesses is ideal for whenever you’re feeling low or looking for a little boost of bliss to keep your body moving and your lungs laughing long into the night.”
raspberry, citrus pulp, coconut palm sugar, madame isaac pereire, sandalwood, tropical punch, stardust
(i have this one! it's very fruity, you definitely get the fruit punch, but it still has a good amount of depth)
Eos - Fantôme
“Eos is named for the goddess of dawn—who beckons the daybreak with her rosy fingers. This perfume smells like the color of the sunrise; pink and gold light breathing life into the morning dew.”
tart lemonade, raspberries, candied rose petals, wild berries, a hint of ginger
**i headcanon sunny as a fire/air multi
Swiss***
Notes: smoke, musk, patchouli, incense
Perfumes:
Black Heart - Spirit & Venom
dark patchouli, clove, caramel pipe tobacco
Scorpio - Deconstructing Eden
“The fixed water sign of the zodiac, Scorpios are sensitive and intense, complicated and multi-layered. This blend is deep, still water, with notes of humid air and just the barest touch of mud.”
white and pink lotus absolute, orris root, myrrh, patchouli, gray musk, still water
***i headcanon swiss as a fire/water multi
Zephyr
Notes: dust, ozone, faint sweet musk, mint, cool air
Perfumes:
Walking with a Ghost - Spirit & Venom
“Light & ethereal musk, fresh harvest pear, a whiff of perfume from a loved one long passed.”
Aquarius - Deconstructing Eden
air, an undercurrent of water, sparkling aldehydes
if you made it this far, thank you for reading! and i would love to hear your thoughts!! (/gen - do you have any recommendations? do you agree/disagree? i love talking abt this) (also thank you sm to @midnight-moth for recommending lvnea!!)
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Drarry & the Goblet of Fire: 4th Year Rewrite
Chapter 9 - The Dark Mark
A roar goes up when Krum catches the snitch. The Irish fans cheer for the end of the game securing their already massive lead and the Bulgarian fans cheer to salvage what's left of their pride.
Harry's Ireland hat and jacket light up, shouting the names of the players in the announcer's voice. He and Draco cheer, not because they've really managed to enjoy the game through the threat of Death Eater's presence, but because cheering feels better than worrying.
"Well, I guess this is goodbye," Draco says solemnly, still not looking at Harry as the players exit the field, thunder made by thousands of clapping hands following them out.
"What?" It takes Harry a moment to understand, too caught up in the moment. "Oh, yeah." he looks down at his feet.
Neither of them wants to leave. Harry knows his friends are probably worried sick, and that he should probably go back to them, but he can't leave Draco knowing what he does now. If the Death Eaters truly are trying to make a resurgence and they're going after anyone who isn't pure blood, could Draco be on that list?
"Hey, you know, nothing has happened yet." Harry points out. Draco gives the barest hint of a smile. "If something was going to happen, it'd make sense to do it during the game, when no one's looking . . . so we could hang out?"
"Well, if you insist, Potter. I know I could certainly use a distraction." He gestures for Harry to follow him. Under the cover of his large Ireland hat, Harry follows Draco and descends down the stairs of the bright arena and into the night.
-
The Malfoy tent is empty, the only occupants being the twelve peacocks tethered outside. They hiss at Draco as he enters. Harry hesitates, but not for long before Draco drags him inside.
The tent is more of a house than a tent. 'If this is their tent, what must Malfoy's house look like?'
Harry's thoughts are interrupted with a loud, "Got it! Let's go!" as Draco emerges from the living room with a bottle of Firewhiskey.
"That looks expensive," Harry says warily. He may not be familiar with the ins and outs of wizard alcohol but he knows it looks a lot like what Uncle Vernon saved for special occasions.
"Oh, don't worry, Father's only been saving it for a couple of years."
'That sounds like something he'll get in big trouble for.' But the rebellious glint in Draco's eyes makes Harry go along with it.
-
The two tote the whiskey out to the forest and take turns sipping from the bottle. At first, they cough and splutter, but as the alcohol floods their systems and their taste buds dull, they acclimate to the fiery drink.
"I've actually never drank before, not really. No more than a sip of Mother's wine when she allowed it." Draco admits.
"That's still more than me, I haven't even really had more than one soft drink," Harry tells him.
In five minutes, they don't care how loud their laughter is, inhibitions lowered significantly. It feels as if somehow, they know each other better than they did this morning.
"Psst!" Draco flicks Harry's forehead, hissing way too loudly for how close they are. "Wanna do underage magic?"
"Hell yeah!"
It takes them longer than it should to rise to their feet, legs shaking like newborn calves, until the dizziness passes.
-
Jinxes fly between them, but they're both too unsteady to dodge too much, so they lie on their backs in the dirt, Harry with Slytherin green hair and Draco with Gryffindor Maroon. Quite a familiar shade actually, one Harry had seen just a few hours ago.
Harry looks over at the former blond and giggles. "You look pretty."
Draco blushes profusely. Harry giggles louder.
"Pretty like Cedric."
Draco's smile slips off his face at once. He glares, before remembering, 'He isn't mine. He never will be. I have to go before I do something I can't take back.'
"Yeah. like Cedric. I have to go. Father will be looking for me."
"Wha- Wait.' Harry slurs, throwing out an arm, but he's too dizzy to really get up and stop Draco, barely grasping his sleeve before Draco pulls away. "Please."
"Sorry," Draco mumbles over his shoulders. 'It's shitty, leaving him there like that but, I can't stand to look at his face, his lips, as he says things like that. He probably doesn't even mean it. Merlin, Draco. Get. It. Together!'
-
Draco doesn't make it far. Before he's cleared the treeline he hears a scream. It's coming from the campground but he runs back toward Harry on instinct.
"Harry!" he shouts the boy's name frantically. 'Is he still . . . did he go? What's happening?'
Suddenly something slams into him, sending him falling to the ground.
"What's all the screaming?" Harry asks, slightly breathless.
"I don't know, I came to ask you. I mean, no offense, Potter, but when there's trouble it tends to be your fault." His tone is bitter again, still not having forgiven Harry for his compliment of the Hufflepuff boy.
"Yeah, right, well, I swear I haven't got a fucking clue this time," Harry says, scowling, already making his way back out of the forest. He picked up on Draco's bitterness, of course he did. They know each other better than they think.
'What's he mad at me for? It's his father that's probably a Death Eater.'
Draco follows him, already regretting his words. 'He was drunk, I shouldn't have- He doesn't need to know.'
Sprinting back through the woods, they reach the treeline quickly. They step out into a campground, not like the one they saw this morning. This one is painted in flickering shades of red and orange.
Fire.
"Get down!" Harry hisses, yanking Draco to the ground as a stray spark ignites above them. Harry stands over Draco now, looking sobered and shaken.
"Shite! It's the Death Eaters."
Draco leaps up, knocking Harry back. It's impulsive, but he has to know, he has to. Is his father among the masked terrorists?
"Malfoy, you idiot! What are you doing?" Harry scolds from the ground.
"I- I need to know." Draco's voice breaks. Harry understands.
"Yeah, well you can ask him later, for now, we've got to run. They're burning the campsite, we've got to do something."
Harry gets up, pulling Draco along until they reach another opening in the trees. He starts to reveal himself, but Draco yanks him back. Harry spins around, ready to shake his friend off but stops when he sees his face. So afraid.
'I don't want to face them, Harry. I don't want to face my father.'
"Okay, then let's just try to find help."
Draco nods, mouth too dry to speak.
-
They don't find the Weasleys or Hermione, (which might be a good thing) but they do find the old woman from earlier, clutching her granddaughter. Draco casts a cloaking charm and the woman smiles before disapparating away.
But they've stayed in place for too long.
The Death Eaters proceed at an even determined pace, so secure in the destruction they've created around them. They move with a strange determination, Harry notes. Draco must be rubbing off on him, he thinks, for him to become so observant. 'Determination to do what? Does that mean this isn't the worst of it?'
Hexes launch their way across the field, setting tents ablaze, and sending wizards and witches into various states of panic and discombobulation. A stray hex, an alarming shade of smoky purple heads straight for Harry.
He doubts it was intentional, they couldn't have seen him from around the large tent, but it's going to hit him regardless. Between the tightly packed tents, there's nowhere to run.
He's still working out a plan when he hits the ground for what's got to be the fourth time today. He's been shoved into a random tent. It looks far from where they just were. How?
Harry rolls over, shaking his head. He feels woozy, and sitting up proves fruitless. If his hair was messy before it looks like he's been struck by lightning now. Instead of sitting up he moves tentatively to lay on his hip, propping himself up by the elbow. To his relief, the nausea and starts in his vision fade.
Draco sits cross-legged beside him, his hair mused nearly as much as Harry's and his left arm hanging over his thigh at an obtuse angle. He examines it with narrowed eyes, sucking in a quiet breath as he flexes his fingers.
(A/N: Pushing my left-handed Draco agenda. Why? So he and Harry can hold hands under their desks, of course. Also, left-handed people are cool.)
He looks at the newly-woken Harry, putting effort into a small smile that looks more like a grimace. "Welcome to the land of the living, Potter. I'm not the smoothest at this yet, so the arrival knocked you out."
"What arrival, where?" Harry scrambles up, in panic mode, feeling hurriedly around for his glasses in case he needs to leave quickly.
'We're in a house?' Harry wonders. The space around them is charmingly decorated, reminding them of the few pictures Hermione had shown them of her house.
"I didn't get us far, just to a tent a few metres away, but-" He notices Harry's search. And with an awkward gesture, places the glasses on Harry's lap. "Here, I could've done better, but my wand hand is my left."
Draco doesn't know why he says that, of course, Harry knows which hand he uses his wand in.
"It's fine. What happened?"
"Perhaps I did a worse job on your glasses than I thought. It's broken, obviously, Potter. I'm not sure if it was the jinx, or if I did it wrong. I've only done this by myself once before." Draco sounds a bit stressed.
Harry shakes his head, getting a bit annoyed, "Did what, Malfoy?"
Draco blinks, the smallest of signs revealing the frazzle beneath his calm, "I disapparated us, Potter."
"App- but you're 14. I thought . . .?"
"Anyone over the age of ten can do it with practice, and my mother's been teaching me over the summer, but I didn't mean to, not this time. I just panicked and it happened, okay. I'm sorry. I know it's lucky neither of us got splinched." He looks upset with himself.
'I could've hurt Harry, but what else could I have done?'
The way Draco winces on the word keeps Harry from asking what splinching is.
'I think he thinks I know way more about this than I do.'
"Don't be sorry, you probably saved my life, again."
Draco pretends not to hear him, turning away to hide his blush. "We should go, they're bound to burn this row any minute now." Without another word, not even a huff of pain, Draco continues moving, pushing himself up with his right hand, a bitter glare in his eyes.
'He's nothing like he was last year with Buckbeak. He hasn't cried at all. Is he in shock? . . . Or did something happen over summer holiday to make him used to pain like this? The way Mr. Malfoy looked at him earlier, does he always look at him like that? Does he do worse? . . . What am I thinking, he's the spoiled one between us. But he's still brave, smirk, and bear it brave. Slytherin is brave. '
Still a little dazed from the amature dissparation, not expecting Draco's quick pace, Harry's "Yeah." is belated and he struggles to his feet, feeling the alcohol as he tries to keep up with Draco.
When he only stumbles again, this time into Draco, the blond turns around. "Merlin, Potter, I'm right here, if you need help just ask for it."
Harry looks down embarrassed. Internally Draco panics, but there's no taking the phrasing back now. Luckily for him, he hasn't rubbed off on Harry that much, The Chosen One is still decidedly dense.
Harry shakes his head, straightening up from where he'd been leaning against Draco. "Yeah, sorry. I shouldn't have drank so mu-"
"It's fine, forget that now. We'll be lucky if that's what we get punished for tonight. In fact, I hope it's the ministry that finds us." The "not my father" goes unsaid but not unheard even to Harry's slightly ringing ears, "And I take back what I said earlier Potter, Expelliarmus is just as good as any other spell. If we get caught, give it all you've got."
"Oh, ha, ha, ha, Malfoy, that's really funn-" Harry's voice dies mid-sentence. "Malfoy," he tries not to panic, "did you take my wand when I passed out?"
"What, no? Why would I? You never take another wizard's wand without permission, surely even you know that."
"So you didn't?"
"No . . . Oh, Merlin, Potter . . . don't tell me you've lost it." Darco's face says he's so so tired of this, of everything that's happened tonight.
"Hey! I haven't lost it, I swear I put it in my pocket earlier."
"Well it's not there now, is it?"
"No." Harry sags in defeat, "It must have fallen out when I fell or when you apparated us or something."
Both boys ignore the possibility that it was taken and the much bigger problem: If Harry doesn't have his wand, then who does?
But they haven't got time to worry about that now.
"Okay, let's just, uh," Draco hesitates, groaning and pinching the bridge of his nose. "Retrace our steps and look for it. The woods are probably safer anyway. The Death Eaters can't linger long, I'm sure Aurors are already on their way. If the worst happens we'll stay in the woods until the ministry comes in the morning to check the scene."
Harry nods, relieved that the ringing has stopped, "Yeah. Let's go."
Ever the Gryffindor, he wants to lead, but knows it's probably better to let Draco do it.
'He doesn't seem to be teasing me for it, so that's nice. But I mean this is hardly a funny situation. He's more mature than I thought, when did that happen?'
But Draco stops him mid-step. He pats the tent flap away, wiping his glasses with his sleeve to make sure what he's seeing is right. The campground has been decimated, turned in under an hour from a place teeming with celebration to a blurry brown mass. Ash coats the ground like thick winter snow and dances through the air, providing the accompanying snowflakes. There's more ash than there should be, probably because most tents were far larger on the inside. Even the grand Malfoy family tent is nowhere to be seen.
'Did Mr. Malfoy pack it up at the last second, or did he burn it too?'
But when Harry looks at Draco, the blond boy is looking up, jaw hanging slack. A single tear drips down his face. Harry finds himself wanting to brush it away but Draco's never been a touchy person, so he doesn't.
Instead, he asks, far from eloquently, "What the hell is that? I didn't think the Aurora Borealis came over England that much, and isn't it purple?"
"That isn't the Aurora Borealis, Potter!" Draco snaps, sniffling back more tears. "That's the Dark Mark. It's Voldemort's mark!" Draco glares up at the writing snake with all his might, but he looks more like he's trying to hold back a sob.
Harry flinches back at the intensity of Draco's voice, the rage under the words. That's the first time he's said the name . . . ever.
There's the snap of burnt wood that sends both of their heads swiveling to the right. A singular person stands in the wreckage, a skinny man by stature, but his face is invisible in the shadow of a dark brown coat collar and spiky black hair.
"Who is that?" Harry whispers.
"I don't know and I don't care, let's just . . . go back to the woods." Draco's voice breaks. He's so close to breaking.
'You can't. Not in front of Harry. He doesn't want to see how weak you are. He needs strong people on his side, not boys who can't even bear to look their own fathers in the eye.'
"No. We can't. We should go after him, at least to see his face. We have to tell the ministry." Harry starts to jog away, but Draco pulls him back.
"Potter." He clears his throat, looking away for a second to secretly blink away the escaped tears. "You're drunk, you have no vision and no wand. And I . . . I'm so fucking done . . . with my father, with Death Eaters, with all of this. I don't want any part of any of it. I know I'm going to have hades to face when I get home, so just for now, just for one moment, one singular fucking moment, please let me have a bit of peace. You and your little friends can chase that man to Scotland, and France, and back in the morning, but right now . . . please, let's just stay here . . . . and safe." He doesn't mean to squeeze Harry's hand so hard, but at the moment, Harry doesn't mind.
'I didn't know he even knew any Muggle swears.'
"Yeah, okay. Let's stay."
-
So they stay, waiting in silence, but not for long
This time the footsteps are accompanied by clear voices, shouting directions, names with suffixes on the front, and titles.
"Mr. Crouch, sir, over here!"
Harry and Draco's eyes find each other immediately, widening in panic and relief respectively. The voices are far away now but they grow closer by the second.
"Oh, thank Merlin. I thought we'd be stuck out here all night like heathens!"
"No, Malfoy, you've got to get out of here."
"Wh-" but his words falter as he realises what Harry means.
That man is probably long gone by now. He and Harry and the only ones out here. And according to everyone they know they hate each other, plus Harry's wand is missing.
'I wouldn't even blame them. What are they supposed to think?' Drco droops at the thought of the house prejudice.
"Alright, but I'm not sure if I can disapparate again."
"Malfoy, of course you can! Just go!" Harry shoves him, and he does, vanishing into the air with a sad smile.
When Harry's sure he's gone, he steps out of the tent, only to be greeted by several thundering voices.
-
At mr. Weasly's instance, the crowd of aurous clears from around Harry and he's left to face Ron and Hermione.
"See, Mione, told you he was fine. If You-know-who can't kill him, I doubt a few of his cronies could."
"Oh, that's an awful thing to say, Ronald!" She smacks him lightly, then turns on Harry. "Harry! Oh my god! Where on earth have you been?! We couldn't find you anywhere!? I sent out a search party."
"'Mione, let him breathe!"
Hermione relents her crushing hug, "Sorry. Are you okay?"
"Yeah. I'm fine. I just, uh, went to sit somewhere quieter, you know, so I could focus on the game."
Hermione looks appropriately confused, but says no more, "Oh, alright?"
-
As the group makes the trek back, Harry hangs back, rolling his recovered wand between his fingers. He knows it wasn't Winky, but there's no way to prove otherwise.
'Madame Pomfrey said that broken bones can be healed in an instant, and there's no way Mr. Malfoy would hurt his son when he has a reputation to keep up. Malfoy is fine, of course, he is . . . Mr. Diggory seemed fine, I wonder how Cedric is.'
Suddenly a hand taps Harry's shoulder. "Here, you left these, mate."
Not knowing how to explain, Harry just takes the omnoculars from Ron's hand.
"I know you weren't watching the game, but you know it's really none of my business so just don't scare Hermione like that again." Then he pauses, sniffing the air, "Bloody hell, Harry!" he drops to a whisper before anyone can hear, "Have you been drinking?"
Harry blanches, caught. "Erm, kind of. Dean and Seamus dared me to try something that I think was more alcohol than we thought."
'Please don't rat me out.' He knows Seamus has always been curious about alcohol and silently prays that if Ron ever asks they'll just assume that they forgot and say yes.
"Oh, well, how was it?" Ron has had whiskey before, but only a bit, on the sly in the three broomsticks.
"Gross, absolutely disgusting," Harry assures, ignoring the tinge of warmth still in his veins. As interesting as it felt, it's not something he's very eager to do again, as he feels a headache already developing. Or maybe that's from his foggy glasses, the cracks didn't fuse back together quite right.
"By the way, mate, I meant to ask before, but why is your hair green? Did Seamus do that?"
"Huh?" Harry remembers, sinking down with laughter while Ron looks on in confusion. "Oh, this, I don't even know. Some boy about Fred and George's age was going around and spelling people's hair Irish Colours for them, and, no offense mate, but I didn't want to be ginger, or have white hair like Malfoy, so I chose green." the lie comes easily. He's not sure hwo to feel about that.
-
Even while snores fill the attic bedroom, dreams of snakes keep Harry awake.
Sighing, with one hand massaging his scar, he retrieves his glasses, examining the ever so slightly distorted lenses.
Draco had done the charm silently, but Harry still remembers the first time Hermione had fixed his glasses.
Tentatively he holds them out, pointing his wand at them. "Oculus Reparo." The words are quiet in the air but there's a crack as the glasses are fully restored.
'I probably didn't do as good a job as Hermione could've but this is better than worrying her. Draco's arm will be long healed by September, so I can probably ask him later if I need to. I hope he's alright. Mr. Malfoy couldn't know what we did. I'm sure he's fine.'
—
In Malfoy Manor, Draco cries to himself, frowning in the foggy mirror. He didn't feel like showering, but it was a good way to delay his mother's fretting and his father's interrogation. His hair is still maroon, but he doesn't trust himself to use his wand in his right hand.
This is the worst day ever. The sporting event was spoiled, his father may be a Death Eater and the boy he loves might like someone else.
The room spins as if he's still apparating and he rushes to the sink to be sick. Pain crackles up his arm when he grabs the sink to steady himself.
Behind him, Minty, the family's new house elf, whimpers. Draco had told her to go, perhaps a bit rudely, but she refused, now she offers him a warm washcloth.
"Stop! You're not my mother!"
"I is sorry, young master, Minty only meant to help. Young master is hurt, it is my job to help."
Draco takes a shuddering breath, then takes the washcloth with his good hand, "I-I know that. Thank you, Minty, just keep Mother out. I need a moment."
". . . I cannot, sir, I cannot be disobeying an order from the Mistress Malfoy. I can tells her, sir, but if she would like to come in I will not being able to stop her. Good house elf do not get in her mistress way, and Minty is a good house elf"
He sighs, "I know. Ugh, just tell her I'm in the bath."
"I cannot be lying, sir, lying is bad, and I am a good elf. Young master should not be lying to his mother either, sir."
"It's not a lie, I've just been waiting for you to leave, before I undress."
Minty squeaks. "Ah, yes, sir, I am sorry to be holding up your bath, I goes now! I goes now to tells the Mistress!"
-
When Draco leaves the bathroom, his mother is perched on his bed, still in her outing clothes, fidgeting with one of her pearl earrings. It's almost indistinguishable from the colour of her hair, which almost appears to cast a glow around the dark room.
"Draco, my darling, are you alright? Minty told me you were sick." She beckons him closer.
"Traitor," Draco mutters, moving to sit beside his mother
"No, I forced her. Please tell me what happened. You never came back to the tent and Amaryllis, and Aida said that you weren't with Pansy or Blaise."
Draco shakes his head, "No, I wasn't. I didn't want to see Harry, so I went down a few levels to watch by myself, then I went to find Pansy, Blaise, and Theo to tell them I was right about Ireland and then . . . the Death Eaters came."
Narcissa Black-Malfoy isn't stupid, and she knows her son better than anyone. "Draco, your father isn't home. He's at work, he won't be home until tomorrow. Were you with Harry? If that boy left you alone out there, I'll murder him myself."
"Mother, we are just friends, nothing more. That's all we'll ever be."
Narcissa Malfoy looks thoughtfully at her son, then tuts, buttoning his pyjama shirt and ruffling his hair. "That may be but friends don't leave each other and that boy is a Gryffindor if ever I've seen one, I know he stayed with you. So please, darling, tell me what happened."
Darco hesitates, stilling, but he can't contain himself any longer. He tells her. He tells her and tells her and tells her. He tells her everything, everything but his suspicions about his father.
'I've never lied to Mother before, not about something so big.'
And she holds him, holds him because her husband left her alone tonight as well. He left without a word and she doesn't know where he went and at the same time, she does. She knows he didn't leave at all.
And they both cry. Draco sobbing loudly, and Narcissa's breath hitching quietly, the tears just refusing to fall because she's already shed so many in her lifetime.
'I thought this was done. I thought all of this was done. I lost Bella to that horrid man, I will not lose my husband as well.'
She clears her throat with determination, inhaling and exhaling the thoughts away, shifting so that she can see her son's face.
"There's shampoo still in your hair, let me wash it for you."
After a moment of hesitation, Draco nods, feeling four years old again. 'Why couldn't everything have stayed the same? I wish I never went to Hogwarts. I wish I never met Harry . . . I wish my father was dead.'
When he stands up, his stomach objects to the movements. Maybe it's the pain, maybe it's the alcohol, either way, he gets sick on the carpet. The sick smells distinctly of fire whiskey. Darco winces.
Narcissa sighs. Soundlessly, cleaning supplies float in and the mess disappears.
Draco braces for her scolding. "I'm sorry, Mum."
"It's alright, darling. It's alright." She whispers gently, picking him up as if he weren't nearly the same weight as her. The bathroom isn't far anyway.
(A/N: I have no idea average 14-year-old's body weight lmao)
-
She lays him on the counter. If setting him down brings relief, she gives no indication, her face calm as she sets the tap.
Draco sighs when the warm water hits his scalp.
"You need a haircut." his mother tuts sweetly.
Draco doesn't respond. There's nothing much to say.
Quieter this time she says, "I knew I should've taken you to France."
"It's alright," he says, trying not to let the strain show, though he knows he'll have to tell her soon if she hasn't already guessed.
"It's really not . . . Draco, would you . . . " Hesitation is a rare thing for Narcissa, so it catches her son's attention.
"Yes, Mum?"
"Would you like to transfer to Beauxbatons this year? Your grandfather is old friends with the headmistress and one of your distant cousins is already attending, it wouldn't be hard to get you in, even this close to start of term."
"What?"
"Would you like to?"
"What about all of my friends, Mum . . . what about Harry?"
"You don't have to if you really don't want to, and of course your father would rather you go to Durmstrang, and all I'm asking is that you think about what you've seen this summer and consider what you want."
"Mum? What's going on? Has something happened? What aren't you telling me? Does it have to do with what Father mentioned is happening at school this year?"
"No, darling, everything is fine." A small lie, "It's just that you're in fourth year now, you're 14, a young man. If you want to try something new, you should have the option."
And he does think. He thinks of all the secret meetings and tense whispers, of his father's possible involvement with the Death Eaters, and of Harry.
'I don't know for sure.' Another small lie.
"No. I'll stay at Hogwarts."
'I couldn't leave Harry.'
Narcissa sees through him once again, "Draco, sometimes it's okay to think only of yourself and what will make you happy."
"Mother, if you want me at Beauxbatons, I can't stop you."
Narcissa shakes her head vigorously, still trying to maintain her calm, "No, of course not, it's your choice."
-
The two don't speak again for a while. Narcissa washes out the conditioner silently.
'The warm water must be thawing me out,' Draco thinks, 'because I don't feel numb anymore. I can feel my arm now, and it hurts.'
Draco winces, giving in to the pain.
Smiling gently, Narcissa helps him up, draping a towel over his shoulders.
"Let's fix this, hmm, darling?"
Darco nods.
Narcissa points her wand at her son's left arm, healing it in an instant.
-
Even when the ache is long gone, it feels like it remains, lingering on like a stubborn chest cold. Despite being in no physical pain, Draco Malfoy falls asleep crying.
In the bedroom down the hall, Narcissa Black-Malfoy stares out at the moon with determination. She will lose no one else to this damn Hilter-wannabe.
'For someone who hates muggles, he acts an awful lot like one. Muggle or mage we are all human, I suppose it can't be helped. . . . Should I have told Draco about the tournament, that he'd be able to see Potter? Should I go ahead and send him anyway, before Lucuis attempts to use him as a tool to regain favour with a dead man, or at least until I know what's really going on. . . . I don't want to lose Luci, but I think if he gets involved in this again, I will, for good this time.'
"Oh, Bella, I wish you were here. Why did you have to lose yourself to that madman? Where is my sister when I need her, someone to look after and care for my son?" She asks the empty night.
'And even you Ande, your advice was always reasonable even when you went and did something stupid. So bravely marrying for love. It's so lucky that my love is a pureblood, I could have never bared to disappoint step-mum that way, I suppose that's because I knew I was already enough of a disappointment.'
For now, though, she will watch and wait. She's kept secrets before, she's done worse than that before.
A roar goes up when Krum catches the snitch. The Irish fans cheer for the end of the game securing their already massive lead and the Bulgarian fans cheer to salvage what's left of their pride.
Harry's Ireland hat and jacket light up, shouting the names of the players in the announcer's voice. He and Draco cheer, not because they've really managed to enjoy the game through the threat of Death Eater's presence, but because cheering feels better than worrying.
"Well, I guess this is goodbye," Draco says solemnly, still not looking at Harry as the players exit the field, thunder made by thousands of clapping hands following them out.
"What?" It takes Harry a moment to understand, too caught up in the moment. "Oh, yeah." he looks down at his feet.
Neither of them wants to leave. Harry knows his friends are probably worried sick, and that he should probably go back to them, but he can't leave Draco knowing what he does now. If the Death Eaters truly are trying to make a resurgence and they're going after anyone who isn't pure blood, could Draco be on that list?
"Hey, you know, nothing has happened yet." Harry points out. Draco gives the barest hint of a smile. "If something was going to happen, it'd make sense to do it during the game, when no one's looking . . . so we could hang out?"
"Well, if you insist, Potter. I know I could certainly use a distraction." He gestures for Harry to follow him. Under the cover of his large Ireland hat, Harry follows Draco and descends down the stairs of the bright arena and into the night.
-
The Malfoy tent is empty, the only occupants being the twelve peacocks tethered outside. They hiss at Draco as he enters. Harry hesitates, but not for long before Draco drags him inside.
The tent is more of a house than a tent. 'If this is their tent, what must Malfoy's house look like?'
Harry's thoughts are interrupted with a loud, "Got it! Let's go!" as Draco emerges from the living room with a bottle of Firewhiskey.
"That looks expensive," Harry says warily. He may not be familiar with the ins and outs of wizard alcohol but he knows it looks a lot like what Uncle Vernon saved for special occasions.
"Oh, don't worry, Father's only been saving it for a couple of years."
'That sounds like something he'll get in big trouble for.' But the rebellious glint in Draco's eyes makes Harry go along with it.
-
The two tote the whiskey out to the forest and take turns sipping from the bottle. At first, they cough and splutter, but as the alcohol floods their systems and their taste buds dull, they acclimate to the fiery drink.
"I've actually never drank before, not really. No more than a sip of Mother's wine when she allowed it." Draco admits.
"That's still more than me, I haven't even really had more than one soft drink," Harry tells him.
In five minutes, they don't care how loud their laughter is, inhibitions lowered significantly. It feels as if somehow, they know each other better than they did this morning.
"Psst!" Draco flicks Harry's forehead, hissing way too loudly for how close they are. "Wanna do underage magic?"
"Hell yeah!"
It takes them longer than it should to rise to their feet, legs shaking like newborn calves, until the dizziness passes.
-
Jinxes fly between them, but they're both too unsteady to dodge too much, so they lie on their backs in the dirt, Harry with Slytherin green hair and Draco with Gryffindor Maroon. Quite a familiar shade actually, one Harry had seen just a few hours ago.
Harry looks over at the former blond and giggles. "You look pretty."
Draco blushes profusely. Harry giggles louder.
"Pretty like Cedric."
Draco's smile slips off his face at once. He glares, before remembering, 'He isn't mine. He never will be. I have to go before I do something I can't take back.'
"Yeah. like Cedric. I have to go. Father will be looking for me."
"Wha- Wait.' Harry slurs, throwing out an arm, but he's too dizzy to really get up and stop Draco, barely grasping his sleeve before Draco pulls away. "Please."
"Sorry," Draco mumbles over his shoulders. 'It's shitty, leaving him there like that but, I can't stand to look at his face, his lips, as he says things like that. He probably doesn't even mean it. Merlin, Draco. Get. It. Together!'
-
Draco doesn't make it far. Before he's cleared the treeline he hears a scream. It's coming from the campground but he runs back toward Harry on instinct.
"Harry!" he shouts the boy's name frantically. 'Is he still . . . did he go? What's happening?'
Suddenly something slams into him, sending him falling to the ground.
"What's all the screaming?" Harry asks, slightly breathless.
"I don't know, I came to ask you. I mean, no offense, Potter, but when there's trouble it tends to be your fault." His tone is bitter again, still not having forgiven Harry for his compliment of the Hufflepuff boy.
"Yeah, right, well, I swear I haven't got a fucking clue this time," Harry says, scowling, already making his way back out of the forest. He picked up on Draco's bitterness, of course he did. They know each other better than they think.
'What's he mad at me for? It's his father that's probably a Death Eater.'
Draco follows him, already regretting his words. 'He was drunk, I shouldn't have- He doesn't need to know.'
Sprinting back through the woods, they reach the treeline quickly. They step out into a campground, not like the one they saw this morning. This one is painted in flickering shades of red and orange.
Fire.
"Get down!" Harry hisses, yanking Draco to the ground as a stray spark ignites above them. Harry stands over Draco now, looking sobered and shaken.
"Shite! It's the Death Eaters."
Draco leaps up, knocking Harry back. It's impulsive, but he has to know, he has to. Is his father among the masked terrorists?
"Malfoy, you idiot! What are you doing?" Harry scolds from the ground.
"I- I need to know." Draco's voice breaks. Harry understands.
"Yeah, well you can ask him later, for now, we've got to run. They're burning the campsite, we've got to do something."
Harry gets up, pulling Draco along until they reach another opening in the trees. He starts to reveal himself, but Draco yanks him back. Harry spins around, ready to shake his friend off but stops when he sees his face. So afraid.
'I don't want to face them, Harry. I don't want to face my father.'
"Okay, then let's just try to find help."
Draco nods, mouth too dry to speak.
-
They don't find the Weasleys or Hermione, (which might be a good thing) but they do find the old woman from earlier, clutching her granddaughter. Draco casts a cloaking charm and the woman smiles before disapparating away.
But they've stayed in place for too long.
The Death Eaters proceed at an even determined pace, so secure in the destruction they've created around them. They move with a strange determination, Harry notes. Draco must be rubbing off on him, he thinks, for him to become so observant. 'Determination to do what? Does that mean this isn't the worst of it?'
Hexes launch their way across the field, setting tents ablaze, and sending wizards and witches into various states of panic and discombobulation. A stray hex, an alarming shade of smoky purple heads straight for Harry.
He doubts it was intentional, they couldn't have seen him from around the large tent, but it's going to hit him regardless. Between the tightly packed tents, there's nowhere to run.
He's still working out a plan when he hits the ground for what's got to be the fourth time today. He's been shoved into a random tent. It looks far from where they just were. How?
Harry rolls over, shaking his head. He feels woozy, and sitting up proves fruitless. If his hair was messy before it looks like he's been struck by lightning now. Instead of sitting up he moves tentatively to lay on his hip, propping himself up by the elbow. To his relief, the nausea and starts in his vision fade.
Draco sits cross-legged beside him, his hair mused nearly as much as Harry's and his left arm hanging over his thigh at an obtuse angle. He examines it with narrowed eyes, sucking in a quiet breath as he flexes his fingers.
(A/N: Pushing my left-handed Draco agenda. Why? So he and Harry can hold hands under their desks, of course. Also, left-handed people are cool.)
He looks at the newly-woken Harry, putting effort into a small smile that looks more like a grimace. "Welcome to the land of the living, Potter. I'm not the smoothest at this yet, so the arrival knocked you out."
"What arrival, where?" Harry scrambles up, in panic mode, feeling hurriedly around for his glasses in case he needs to leave quickly.
'We're in a house?' Harry wonders. The space around them is charmingly decorated, reminding them of the few pictures Hermione had shown them of her house.
"I didn't get us far, just to a tent a few metres away, but-" He notices Harry's search. And with an awkward gesture, places the glasses on Harry's lap. "Here, I could've done better, but my wand hand is my left."
Draco doesn't know why he says that, of course, Harry knows which hand he uses his wand in.
"It's fine. What happened?"
"Perhaps I did a worse job on your glasses than I thought. It's broken, obviously, Potter. I'm not sure if it was the jinx, or if I did it wrong. I've only done this by myself once before." Draco sounds a bit stressed.
Harry shakes his head, getting a bit annoyed, "Did what, Malfoy?"
Draco blinks, the smallest of signs revealing the frazzle beneath his calm, "I disapparated us, Potter."
"App- but you're 14. I thought . . .?"
"Anyone over the age of ten can do it with practice, and my mother's been teaching me over the summer, but I didn't mean to, not this time. I just panicked and it happened, okay. I'm sorry. I know it's lucky neither of us got splinched." He looks upset with himself.
'I could've hurt Harry, but what else could I have done?'
The way Draco winces on the word keeps Harry from asking what splinching is.
'I think he thinks I know way more about this than I do.'
"Don't be sorry, you probably saved my life, again."
Draco pretends not to hear him, turning away to hide his blush. "We should go, they're bound to burn this row any minute now." Without another word, not even a huff of pain, Draco continues moving, pushing himself up with his right hand, a bitter glare in his eyes.
'He's nothing like he was last year with Buckbeak. He hasn't cried at all. Is he in shock? . . . Or did something happen over summer holiday to make him used to pain like this? The way Mr. Malfoy looked at him earlier, does he always look at him like that? Does he do worse? . . . What am I thinking, he's the spoiled one between us. But he's still brave, smirk, and bear it brave. Slytherin is brave. '
Still a little dazed from the amature dissparation, not expecting Draco's quick pace, Harry's "Yeah." is belated and he struggles to his feet, feeling the alcohol as he tries to keep up with Draco.
When he only stumbles again, this time into Draco, the blond turns around. "Merlin, Potter, I'm right here, if you need help just ask for it."
Harry looks down embarrassed. Internally Draco panics, but there's no taking the phrasing back now. Luckily for him, he hasn't rubbed off on Harry that much, The Chosen One is still decidedly dense.
Harry shakes his head, straightening up from where he'd been leaning against Draco. "Yeah, sorry. I shouldn't have drank so mu-"
"It's fine, forget that now. We'll be lucky if that's what we get punished for tonight. In fact, I hope it's the ministry that finds us." The "not my father" goes unsaid but not unheard even to Harry's slightly ringing ears, "And I take back what I said earlier Potter, Expelliarmus is just as good as any other spell. If we get caught, give it all you've got."
"Oh, ha, ha, ha, Malfoy, that's really funn-" Harry's voice dies mid-sentence. "Malfoy," he tries not to panic, "did you take my wand when I passed out?"
"What, no? Why would I? You never take another wizard's wand without permission, surely even you know that."
"So you didn't?"
"No . . . Oh, Merlin, Potter . . . don't tell me you've lost it." Darco's face says he's so so tired of this, of everything that's happened tonight.
"Hey! I haven't lost it, I swear I put it in my pocket earlier."
"Well it's not there now, is it?"
"No." Harry sags in defeat, "It must have fallen out when I fell or when you apparated us or something."
Both boys ignore the possibility that it was taken and the much bigger problem: If Harry doesn't have his wand, then who does?
But they haven't got time to worry about that now.
"Okay, let's just, uh," Draco hesitates, groaning and pinching the bridge of his nose. "Retrace our steps and look for it. The woods are probably safer anyway. The Death Eaters can't linger long, I'm sure Aurors are already on their way. If the worst happens we'll stay in the woods until the ministry comes in the morning to check the scene."
Harry nods, relieved that the ringing has stopped, "Yeah. Let's go."
Ever the Gryffindor, he wants to lead, but knows it's probably better to let Draco do it.
'He doesn't seem to be teasing me for it, so that's nice. But I mean this is hardly a funny situation. He's more mature than I thought, when did that happen?'
But Draco stops him mid-step. He pats the tent flap away, wiping his glasses with his sleeve to make sure what he's seeing is right. The campground has been decimated, turned in under an hour from a place teeming with celebration to a blurry brown mass. Ash coats the ground like thick winter snow and dances through the air, providing the accompanying snowflakes. There's more ash than there should be, probably because most tents were far larger on the inside. Even the grand Malfoy family tent is nowhere to be seen.
'Did Mr. Malfoy pack it up at the last second, or did he burn it too?'
But when Harry looks at Draco, the blond boy is looking up, jaw hanging slack. A single tear drips down his face. Harry finds himself wanting to brush it away but Draco's never been a touchy person, so he doesn't.
Instead, he asks, far from eloquently, "What the hell is that? I didn't think the Aurora Borealis came over England that much, and isn't it purple?"
"That isn't the Aurora Borealis, Potter!" Draco snaps, sniffling back more tears. "That's the Dark Mark. It's Voldemort's mark!" Draco glares up at the writing snake with all his might, but he looks more like he's trying to hold back a sob.
Harry flinches back at the intensity of Draco's voice, the rage under the words. That's the first time he's said the name . . . ever.
There's the snap of burnt wood that sends both of their heads swiveling to the right. A singular person stands in the wreckage, a skinny man by stature, but his face is invisible in the shadow of a dark brown coat collar and spiky black hair.
"Who is that?" Harry whispers.
"I don't know and I don't care, let's just . . . go back to the woods." Draco's voice breaks. He's so close to breaking.
'You can't. Not in front of Harry. He doesn't want to see how weak you are. He needs strong people on his side, not boys who can't even bear to look their own fathers in the eye.'
"No. We can't. We should go after him, at least to see his face. We have to tell the ministry." Harry starts to jog away, but Draco pulls him back.
"Potter." He clears his throat, looking away for a second to secretly blink away the escaped tears. "You're drunk, you have no vision and no wand. And I . . . I'm so fucking done . . . with my father, with Death Eaters, with all of this. I don't want any part of any of it. I know I'm going to have hades to face when I get home, so just for now, just for one moment, one singular fucking moment, please let me have a bit of peace. You and your little friends can chase that man to Scotland, and France, and back in the morning, but right now . . . please, let's just stay here . . . . and safe." He doesn't mean to squeeze Harry's hand so hard, but at the moment, Harry doesn't mind.
'I didn't know he even knew any Muggle swears.'
"Yeah, okay. Let's stay."
-
So they stay, waiting in silence, but not for long
This time the footsteps are accompanied by clear voices, shouting directions, names with suffixes on the front, and titles.
"Mr. Crouch, sir, over here!"
Harry and Draco's eyes find each other immediately, widening in panic and relief respectively. The voices are far away now but they grow closer by the second.
"Oh, thank Merlin. I thought we'd be stuck out here all night like heathens!"
"No, Malfoy, you've got to get out of here."
"Wh-" but his words falter as he realises what Harry means.
That man is probably long gone by now. He and Harry and the only ones out here. And according to everyone they know they hate each other, plus Harry's wand is missing.
'I wouldn't even blame them. What are they supposed to think?' Drco droops at the thought of the house prejudice.
"Alright, but I'm not sure if I can disapparate again."
"Malfoy, of course you can! Just go!" Harry shoves him, and he does, vanishing into the air with a sad smile.
When Harry's sure he's gone, he steps out of the tent, only to be greeted by several thundering voices.
-
At mr. Weasly's instance, the crowd of aurous clears from around Harry and he's left to face Ron and Hermione.
"See, Mione, told you he was fine. If You-know-who can't kill him, I doubt a few of his cronies could."
"Oh, that's an awful thing to say, Ronald!" She smacks him lightly, then turns on Harry. "Harry! Oh my god! Where on earth have you been?! We couldn't find you anywhere!? I sent out a search party."
"'Mione, let him breathe!"
Hermione relents her crushing hug, "Sorry. Are you okay?"
"Yeah. I'm fine. I just, uh, went to sit somewhere quieter, you know, so I could focus on the game."
Hermione looks appropriately confused, but says no more, "Oh, alright?"
-
As the group makes the trek back, Harry hangs back, rolling his recovered wand between his fingers. He knows it wasn't Winky, but there's no way to prove otherwise.
'Madame Pomfrey said that broken bones can be healed in an instant, and there's no way Mr. Malfoy would hurt his son when he has a reputation to keep up. Malfoy is fine, of course, he is . . . Mr. Diggory seemed fine, I wonder how Cedric is.'
Suddenly a hand taps Harry's shoulder. "Here, you left these, mate."
Not knowing how to explain, Harry just takes the omnoculars from Ron's hand.
"I know you weren't watching the game, but you know it's really none of my business so just don't scare Hermione like that again." Then he pauses, sniffing the air, "Bloody hell, Harry!" he drops to a whisper before anyone can hear, "Have you been drinking?"
Harry blanches, caught. "Erm, kind of. Dean and Seamus dared me to try something that I think was more alcohol than we thought."
'Please don't rat me out.' He knows Seamus has always been curious about alcohol and silently prays that if Ron ever asks they'll just assume that they forgot and say yes.
"Oh, well, how was it?" Ron has had whiskey before, but only a bit, on the sly in the three broomsticks.
"Gross, absolutely disgusting," Harry assures, ignoring the tinge of warmth still in his veins. As interesting as it felt, it's not something he's very eager to do again, as he feels a headache already developing. Or maybe that's from his foggy glasses, the cracks didn't fuse back together quite right.
"By the way, mate, I meant to ask before, but why is your hair green? Did Seamus do that?"
"Huh?" Harry remembers, sinking down with laughter while Ron looks on in confusion. "Oh, this, I don't even know. Some boy about Fred and George's age was going around and spelling people's hair Irish Colours for them, and, no offense mate, but I didn't want to be ginger, or have white hair like Malfoy, so I chose green." the lie comes easily. He's not sure hwo to feel about that.
-
Even while snores fill the attic bedroom, dreams of snakes keep Harry awake.
Sighing, with one hand massaging his scar, he retrieves his glasses, examining the ever so slightly distorted lenses.
Draco had done the charm silently, but Harry still remembers the first time Hermione had fixed his glasses.
Tentatively he holds them out, pointing his wand at them. "Oculus Reparo." The words are quiet in the air but there's a crack as the glasses are fully restored.
'I probably didn't do as good a job as Hermione could've but this is better than worrying her. Draco's arm will be long healed by September, so I can probably ask him later if I need to. I hope he's alright. Mr. Malfoy couldn't know what we did. I'm sure he's fine.'
—
In Malfoy Manor, Draco cries to himself, frowning in the foggy mirror. He didn't feel like showering, but it was a good way to delay his mother's fretting and his father's interrogation. His hair is still maroon, but he doesn't trust himself to use his wand in his right hand.
This is the worst day ever. The sporting event was spoiled, his father may be a Death Eater and the boy he loves might like someone else.
The room spins as if he's still apparating and he rushes to the sink to be sick. Pain crackles up his arm when he grabs the sink to steady himself.
Behind him, Minty, the family's new house elf, whimpers. Draco had told her to go, perhaps a bit rudely, but she refused, now she offers him a warm washcloth.
"Stop! You're not my mother!"
"I is sorry, young master, Minty only meant to help. Young master is hurt, it is my job to help."
Draco takes a shuddering breath, then takes the washcloth with his good hand, "I-I know that. Thank you, Minty, just keep Mother out. I need a moment."
". . . I cannot, sir, I cannot be disobeying an order from the Mistress Malfoy. I can tells her, sir, but if she would like to come in I will not being able to stop her. Good house elf do not get in her mistress way, and Minty is a good house elf"
He sighs, "I know. Ugh, just tell her I'm in the bath."
"I cannot be lying, sir, lying is bad, and I am a good elf. Young master should not be lying to his mother either, sir."
"It's not a lie, I've just been waiting for you to leave, before I undress."
Minty squeaks. "Ah, yes, sir, I am sorry to be holding up your bath, I goes now! I goes now to tells the Mistress!"
-
When Draco leaves the bathroom, his mother is perched on his bed, still in her outing clothes, fidgeting with one of her pearl earrings. It's almost indistinguishable from the colour of her hair, which almost appears to cast a glow around the dark room.
"Draco, my darling, are you alright? Minty told me you were sick." She beckons him closer.
"Traitor," Draco mutters, moving to sit beside his mother
"No, I forced her. Please tell me what happened. You never came back to the tent and Amaryllis, and Aida said that you weren't with Pansy or Blaise."
Draco shakes his head, "No, I wasn't. I didn't want to see Harry, so I went down a few levels to watch by myself, then I went to find Pansy, Blaise, and Theo to tell them I was right about Ireland and then . . . the Death Eaters came."
Narcissa Black-Malfoy isn't stupid, and she knows her son better than anyone. "Draco, your father isn't home. He's at work, he won't be home until tomorrow. Were you with Harry? If that boy left you alone out there, I'll murder him myself."
"Mother, we are just friends, nothing more. That's all we'll ever be."
Narcissa Malfoy looks thoughtfully at her son, then tuts, buttoning his pyjama shirt and ruffling his hair. "That may be but friends don't leave each other and that boy is a Gryffindor if ever I've seen one, I know he stayed with you. So please, darling, tell me what happened."
Darco hesitates, stilling, but he can't contain himself any longer. He tells her. He tells her and tells her and tells her. He tells her everything, everything but his suspicions about his father.
'I've never lied to Mother before, not about something so big.'
And she holds him, holds him because her husband left her alone tonight as well. He left without a word and she doesn't know where he went and at the same time, she does. She knows he didn't leave at all.
And they both cry. Draco sobbing loudly, and Narcissa's breath hitching quietly, the tears just refusing to fall because she's already shed so many in her lifetime.
'I thought this was done. I thought all of this was done. I lost Bella to that horrid man, I will not lose my husband as well.'
She clears her throat with determination, inhaling and exhaling the thoughts away, shifting so that she can see her son's face.
"There's shampoo still in your hair, let me wash it for you."
After a moment of hesitation, Draco nods, feeling four years old again. 'Why couldn't everything have stayed the same? I wish I never went to Hogwarts. I wish I never met Harry . . . I wish my father was dead.'
When he stands up, his stomach objects to the movements. Maybe it's the pain, maybe it's the alcohol, either way, he gets sick on the carpet. The sick smells distinctly of fire whiskey. Darco winces.
Narcissa sighs. Soundlessly, cleaning supplies float in and the mess disappears.
Draco braces for her scolding. "I'm sorry, Mum."
"It's alright, darling. It's alright." She whispers gently, picking him up as if he weren't nearly the same weight as her. The bathroom isn't far anyway.
(A/N: I have no idea average 14-year-old's body weight lmao)
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She lays him on the counter. If setting him down brings relief, she gives no indication, her face calm as she sets the tap.
Draco sighs when the warm water hits his scalp.
"You need a haircut." his mother tuts sweetly.
Draco doesn't respond. There's nothing much to say.
Quieter this time she says, "I knew I should've taken you to France."
"It's alright," he says, trying not to let the strain show, though he knows he'll have to tell her soon if she hasn't already guessed.
"It's really not . . . Draco, would you . . . " Hesitation is a rare thing for Narcissa, so it catches her son's attention.
"Yes, Mum?"
"Would you like to transfer to Beauxbatons this year? Your grandfather is old friends with the headmistress and one of your distant cousins is already attending, it wouldn't be hard to get you in, even this close to start of term."
"What?"
"Would you like to?"
"What about all of my friends, Mum . . . what about Harry?"
"You don't have to if you really don't want to, and of course your father would rather you go to Durmstrang, and all I'm asking is that you think about what you've seen this summer and consider what you want."
"Mum? What's going on? Has something happened? What aren't you telling me? Does it have to do with what Father mentioned is happening at school this year?"
"No, darling, everything is fine." A small lie, "It's just that you're in fourth year now, you're 14, a young man. If you want to try something new, you should have the option."
And he does think. He thinks of all the secret meetings and tense whispers, of his father's possible involvement with the Death Eaters, and of Harry.
'I don't know for sure.' Another small lie.
"No. I'll stay at Hogwarts."
'I couldn't leave Harry.'
Narcissa sees through him once again, "Draco, sometimes it's okay to think only of yourself and what will make you happy."
"Mother, if you want me at Beauxbatons, I can't stop you."
Narcissa shakes her head vigorously, still trying to maintain her calm, "No, of course not, it's your choice."
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The two don't speak again for a while. Narcissa washes out the conditioner silently.
'The warm water must be thawing me out,' Draco thinks, 'because I don't feel numb anymore. I can feel my arm now, and it hurts.'
Draco winces, giving in to the pain.
Smiling gently, Narcissa helps him up, draping a towel over his shoulders.
"Let's fix this, hmm, darling?"
Darco nods.
Narcissa points her wand at her son's left arm, healing it in an instant.
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Even when the ache is long gone, it feels like it remains, lingering on like a stubborn chest cold. Despite being in no physical pain, Draco Malfoy falls asleep crying.
In the bedroom down the hall, Narcissa Black-Malfoy stares out at the moon with determination. She will lose no one else to this damn Hilter-wannabe.
'For someone who hates muggles, he acts an awful lot like one. Muggle or mage we are all human, I suppose it can't be helped. . . . Should I have told Draco about the tournament, that he'd be able to see Potter? Should I go ahead and send him anyway, before Lucuis attempts to use him as a tool to regain favour with a dead man, or at least until I know what's really going on. . . . I don't want to lose Luci, but I think if he gets involved in this again, I will, for good this time.'
"Oh, Bella, I wish you were here. Why did you have to lose yourself to that madman? Where is my sister when I need her, someone to look after and care for my son?" She asks the empty night.
'And even you Ande, your advice was always reasonable even when you went and did something stupid. So bravely marrying for love. It's so lucky that my love is a pureblood, I could have never bared to disappoint step-mum that way, I suppose that's because I knew I was already enough of a disappointment.'
For now, though, she will watch and wait. She's kept secrets before, she's done worse than that before.
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