#But I've found ittttt

[cantdanceflynn]

TINY YOUTUBE COMMENT UNDERNEATH A VIDEO ON OBSCURE MONSTER CATCHING GAMES I OWE YOU MY FUCKIG LIFE!!!!!!

[itsrlymine]

Hi so I cried over a space heater today.. crazy way to start an anon ask but I just had to tell you. Similar to many other anons, I discovered manifestation in 2020 and 4 years later I never manifested a single thing. I found your account 2 (?) weeks ago. I was hesitant to binge your account bc I was trying to break that habit but your bluntness in how simple this all was kept me reading. I thought about what you said for a couple days and decided to try again after all this time with a list of things but I got really anxious so I stopped. I was so anxious to try bc I worried about the cycle I’ve been in for 4 years.

So anyways randomly on Monday my space heater broke. I was looking online for a higher quality one and they were too expensive for me to buy rn so I almost settled for a cheap one until I thought about your account and the way you worded things. So I said to myself “Why am I looking at space heaters when my mom already bought me the highest quality one on this site?”. That’s how you typically answer anons. Just this matter of fact way of talking. For the next following days I would get cold asf and feel so angry and doubtful but then I kept saying. “It sucks but at least my space heater is on the way” and moved on. Guess what? This morning my mom called me and said “Your space heater is downstairs” my heart literally skipped a beat I was like “Space heater?” And she said “Yeah I bought new ones for the house”.

I ran downstairs and GIRL. It was the most expensive, high quality one from the site that I SAID at $80 w a remote control. I started crying because I finally manifested by just going back to the basics. No void, no scripting, no setting time aside to affirm, no states. Just stating that I have it and persisting whenever it came up. Nothing else. Even if I felt doubtful, persist. I’m so grateful for you. And I’m warm in my room now. I feel so motivated to manifest other things. Never change the way you talk. We need the bluntness. 💗

Omg babe!!🥹🥹🥹 This warmed my heart (no pun intended LMAO). Awe don't beat yourself up about whether or not you have "been" manifesting things or not. Everything is now so the past doesn't matter bc it's not real until you make it. I hope you know you are now a master manifestor!!!

It makes me feel so many things inside when y'all tell me you think of me and refocus omggg!

"Just stating that I have it and persisting whenever it came up. Nothing else." AND THAT'S ITTTTT. THAT'S ALLL IT TAKES I SWEAR!!! Nothing else needs to be done bc everything is done!!!!!

I am so elated that I've been able to help you in some way but it's even more amazing now that you know you hold all the power!!. I won't change bc I get to experience beautiful stories like this!! Thank you my love!!!!

[live-laugh-lenney]

Idk if you’ve seen g-xix’s posts about Arthur’s boxing days and it has got me on my kneeeees😭😭 like imagine being at an event he’s fighting at as a guest or even the venues first aider👀 u get to wipe the blood from his face and look after him and he’s staring at you while u work and you don’t even notice because ur so focused on making him better and u look up and just make eye contact uuuuuugh!!!!!

stop ittttt...

"you're so pretty," he mumbles softly, "so pretty."

"okay, arthur, how hard did you get hit?"

he cocks a confused eyebrow in her direction, which sent an intense stinging pain across his face from the open wound that was bleeding from behind the hairs of one of his eyebrows, wincing softly before the pain subsided from the way his skin stretched to accommodate his expression. his face was aching; his eyes were sore and watery and his cheeks still felt like they were being hit, head throbbing from the way he'd been punched and knocked back, and his eyebrow was pulsing as blood dribbled down his cheek.

this was a tame injury compared to what she had dealt with before as a volunteer first-aider.

where she was still in university, she was looking for opportunities to help push herself higher in the world outside of her uni walls and that would give her a resumé that would knock the socks off her any of her future employers when she was let free from education. she took up a volunteering job, having been trained in the job beforehand, that involved being able to help people and being there as a lookout if things went sour.

so a split eyebrow was nothing compared to the broken noses she had seen or the fractured eye-sockets that she'd had to send off for further attention so she was glad arthur wasn't badly injured enough to require hospital attention and a stay in a patient's ward.

"i didn't get hit that hard but if you think this is bad then," he leans a little closer in her direction and brings his voice to a hushed whisper, "you should definitely see the other guy."

she snorts out a laugh of amusement and his lips cock up into a grin, that was almost a cocky looking smirk, and she busies herself and her hands by reaching for cotton-wool balls and some disinfectant to soak the material in so she could clear up the dried blood on his skin.

she did know of arthur around university.

she'd bumped into him and his friends a few times on her nights out, when she had no volunteering and had no work to finish before her deadlines, and she was forever walking passed him in the corridors on her way to her lectures and they never shied away from saying 'hi' to each other... she found him cute, in an endearing way... a way that made her want to get to know him a little more.

"i've seen the other guy. i was watching the whole thing," she admits, head dipped down as she focused on soaking the cotton (as well as her fingers) in the disinfectant solution in her hand, "i never knew you were a boxer."

"i needed something to keep myself fit," he shrugs, eyes completely smitten with staring at her; the way she moved so elegantly around the small medical room of the hall they were in, the way she was so gentle with everything she did, how focused she was on her job, "you got the gruesome side to all of this."

"i like helping people."

and, deep down, arthur's heart softened because... of course she did.

when she looked back in his direction, bowl full of soaking cotton-wool balls held tight in her hand, his eyes darted somewhere else in the room. a poster, which detailed the human body, becoming a lot more interesting than being caught watching her.

"arthur-"

"i wasn't-"

"no, i just need you to look directly at me so i can clean the cut," she says softly and he didn't realise just how close to him she was, almost standing between his dangling legs, and the smell of disinfectant was strong in his nose, "i won't bite."

she uses her free hand to guide his face into a better position, under the light so she could see how clean his wound was, and his stubble was sharp against the pads of her thumb and fingers. as she went to look at the bleeding wound, he couldn't help but look at her... eyes making eye-contact and she felt her legs turning into jelly.

"you are so pretty," he whispers softly, "believe me, please."

"arthur-"

"i should get beaten up more often," he says with a cheeky smile, "the first aider is one i'd love to see again." xx

[acourtofthought]

Listen being in the fandom, and observing this shipwars made me realize how much I have always been a golden retriever girlie. I would take them over the toxic “dark brooding” men anytime, any day. That’s also another reason why I changed from being unsure about Elriel or Elucien to completely loving Elucien. Coming out of the books I could not for the life of me understand the obsession with Azriel, I legit skimmed past him in the books, he was just there, nothing more nothing less. Yes he did some stuff, but he was still just there, he never moved me compared to Lucien or even Rhys and Cass, who could also be considered dark and brooding. However, after reading his BC when he gave Gwyn the same necklace he bought for Elain, or when he was talking about Elain like she was a property??? I was like yep that’s it for me. I just didn’t care who he ended up with any more, I was wondering why the girlies were still obsessed with him then I realized what his prototype was and it made sense why I didn’t care for him.

It’s a big thing in the romance world as well. The girlies only like the dark men. Whenever I tell my friends that I don’t like dark and brooding MMCs, they look at me like I am crazy, and tell me how boring golden retriever men are, but they just don’t get it.

Anyways, anytime I see a Lucien lover, I just know they are a golden retriever girlie. We are in the minority but we most definitely get ittttt. This is another reason why I became firmly an Elucien, because there is no way Elain is not written as a golden retriever girlie, I SEE HER, the dark and brooding can be intriguing but in the end the golden retrievers are just it. And Elain might not know it now but in the end she will get it and I can’t wait.

A friend and I were talking about something the other day, how the Shadow Daddy MMC is starting to feel a bit overplayed at this point and how Sarah has a chance to usher in the next big thing with a MMC like Lucien.

It's not that Sarah was the first to introduce us to Shadow Daddy's but she was the first to make them a super popular thing and the market is now oversaturated with them, with others trying to capture their own success because they believe that's what readers want. And she wouldn't be the first to write a MMC who breaks that mold, one who is sly and cunning but does not have the dark haired brooding thing going on, but is instead just a genuinely good, emotionally mature guy however she could be the most popular author to give that archetype mass appeal.

I don't hate Az but he kind feels like a Rhys knock-off with less emotional maturity and that makes him undesirable to me in terms of a book boyfriend (he's a Wirkin compared to a Birkin). At least with Rhys, despite his own issues with his own self-worth, he still set aside his problems to be there for the girl. With Az, he kind of makes his problems with himself everyone else's problem, where they all have to be aware of what sets him off and tiptoe around him (confirmed by Mor) so it becomes "me, me, me" instead of "her, her her". And he doesn't even have a bond with any of these women, can you imagine what he'd be like in Lucien's shoes? If he had a confirmed mate who was ignoring him?

I don't know, after marriage and kids and realizing all the work that goes into putting the needs of little people first over your own, I've found I have less interest in reading / dealing with men who need to be babied. You start to see the difference between someone who actually doesn't have the ability to fully process things and behave a certain way as their frontal lobe is still being developed and someone who should know better because they are supposed to be the mature adult.

That's not to say Az won't be an interesting character to read about but he's definitely not someone I would want to date or find fictionally romantically appealing.

But Lucien? He reads as a MAN. He's struggling but he's not making it anyone else's problem. He's out there respecting everyone despite the way they treat him, making himself helpful even to those who don't think much of him. He puts Elain first, walking away so she can be happy even though we see it's a physical and emotional struggle for him. He stays away because he believes it's what she wants despite how much it bothers him. Az stays away because he is putting his own feelings first, not because it's what is best for her.

I think the fandom is so divided on Lucien because people allow certain characters opinions of Lucien to sway their opinions rather than realizing that those characters opinions are pretty biased. To realize everything Lucien has been up against since book 1 and how he's never done anything but the best he can with the limited power he's had so far while putting the needs of everyone else over his own.

I do hope when Sarah gives him his POV in a book, everyone will finally see exactly why he's always been one of her favorites.

And you're right, Elain is 100% a Golden Retriever girl and the only reason she was drawn to Az in the first place is he's pretending to be one around her though that's the furthest thing from the truth.

[essenceeater]

"Unusual Love" Mileena x reader

Can you do Mileena x Reader? I was thinking MK1 Mileena. Where Reader is a half human and half cat. And she only has cat ears and a tail. Mileena saw her and she was surprised.

THIS IS SUCH A CUTE IDEA I LOVE ITTTTT! I love writing for Mileena she's literally my wife. This is for MK1 Mileena! Reader is gender neutral and this goes from a friendship to a romantic relationship :) I kinda picture her being like 😮 This was requested by @twinklestarslight

Character: Mileena, Tanya(Mentioned) Kitana(Mentioned)

Triggers: None, lmk if I missed any

Requested: Yes

🔓Requests are open🔓

Link to rules

The soft clicks of heels fill the area as a figure strolls through the lush gardens of her palace, a woman wearing beautiful pink clothes with black and silver accents. Her gentle features watch the plants around her until her path unexpectedly crosses with you, an extraordinary individual with cat ears and a tail. Mileena's eyes widened with surprise and curiosity as she approached you.

"Your presence is as unique as your appearance," she said with a warm and friendly smile. "I've never met someone quite like you. What brings you to our realm?" she asked, never before seeing someone like you before.

You blushed, feeling slightly out of place but warmed by Mileena's welcoming demeanor. "I was exploring, and, well, I got a little lost... I didn't mean to intrude." You mumbled, avoiding eye contact.

Mileena reassured you, "You're not intruding at all. I'm Mileena, the Empress of Outworld. But titles aside, I believe in understanding and friendship. What's your name?"

"S/O"

As days turned into weeks, you found yourself growing closer to Empress Mileena. The palace, once an imposing and intimidating structure, had transformed into a place of warmth and friendship. Mileena was a delightful companion, welcoming you to stay with her. Giving you a safe place to stay within Outworld.

One afternoon, Mileena introduced you to the palace's grand library, an ancient and vast collection of knowledge from countless realms. The two of you spent hours there, reading and discussing the wonders of the different realms. Mileena's insatiable curiosity was infectious, and you both found common ground in your thirst for knowledge.

In the evenings, you would often explore the same gardens the two of you met in, where the colorful flowers seemed to bloom brighter in Mileena's presence. The palace's chefs prepared sumptuous feasts, introducing you to the exotic flavors of Outworld.

Mileena's family, Tanya and Kitana, were just as welcoming as she was. Tanya, in particular, showed a deep respect and affection for Mileena. When it came to you and your care she treated you no differently, at least after she knew you and Mileena were actually friends. Especially after Mileena told you about her condition with Tarkat. Eventually, the relationship between the two of you became a source of joy and comfort, and you soon realized that you shared more than just friendship.

One starry night, while sitting in the palace's garden, Mileena looked at the stars and whispered, "I never imagined I could find such happiness and connection in my role as Empress. You've brought light and laughter into my life, and I am truly grateful."

You smiled and replied, "Empress Mileena, you've shown me a world of kindness and beauty that I never expected to find. Our bond means everything to me."

Under the canopy of stars, your connection with Empress Mileena grew deeper with each passing day. The gardens, once silent, now whispered the secrets of your blossoming romance. Mileena's laughter became music, and her eyes sparkled like the brightest constellations.

With a tender smile, Mileena drew you closer and leaned in, her lips gently meeting yours in a sweet, romantic kiss. The world around you seemed to fade as the two of you embraced the magic of the moment, sharing a love that transcended the boundaries of realms and time.

Essenceeater © 2023 ┃ do not copy, modify, steal, or repost ANY of my content.

[missamyrisa2]

Where are you most ticklish?

That is such a tough question for me because any place I think is less ticklish than others eventually is exploited and becomes wayyyy more ticklishhh when tickled just right. Like, I have this little sort of nub at the top of my navel it's like that ridge y'know? And it's only visible and highly accessible when I'm in a particular leaning position and I've always thought of it as the like sorta safe spot around my navel which is itself of course ticklish beyond measure and surrounded by hot spots such as the happy trail and little crescent shaped areas to the left and right which are not visible immediately but are soooo ridiculously badddd ~ anywayyyy I thought that until I had a tickle go after that little ridge when it was prominent because I'd been tickled on my belly and waist and was leaned in that right angle. And then it was strummed, just strummed endlessslyyyy with a wiggling index finger doing like a come hither and I screamed my silly head offfff and my belly got so many pink lines from flexing and going taut and that finger just kept going.

Is that my most ticklish spotttt? Probably not. But at the moment it was. Just like when I was laying on my tummy in tickle therapy and she used the metal scalp massager across my back and found the small of my back was especially especially sensitive to that sensation at the time. And kept going twirling those little arms and smooth nubs around and making the arms make metal jingly soundssss chuckling at my writhing over tickles on such a small spottttt that I completely lost ittttt and giggled myself into a mini ticklegasm. At the moment, no spot was more ticklish and overloading ~

Which is also to talk about the death spot under my feet. I've talked about how I bent out of restraints being tickled there because I was fighting so hard. It was the most ridiculously ticklish spot at the time. But then there was a time when being massage tickled on my inner sole with slippery hands gave me my first ever ticklegasm (or any gasm for that matter~~~) because in that session all my ticklishness seemed to pool there. It's not like someone can just grab my foot and attack that spot and I'll pop. Same with going under my toes.

I'm sure the more scientific of you would press to doubt, but I realllyyyy think my most ticklish spot is always shifting either by random or through manipulation whether intentional or not by my tickler, like my body is trying to defensively hide ticklish spots or maybe is pooling them to be defensive or something I dunno~~~ I'm wired weird seven ways from sunday, what can I sayyyyy ~<3

[vinbitism]

RAHHHH GIVE US MORE VINVAN AND VINBIT HCS I YEARRRRNNNNN FOR ITTTTT

the people have ASKED AND THEY SHALL RECEIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

doing a read more so I don't bother anyone

also have a song

some might get a little gay or a bit suggestive ig so if you don't like it you probably shouldn't read this

Vinnie and habit are so fucking messy, like not in the way they leave shit everywhere (Vinnie probably is a little messy like that but habit will literally force him to clean up after himself LMAO) but they are like the couple who goes out to eat in a restaurant and start a huge fake argument just so they can leave without paying. and it WILL be Vinnie's idea. And habit is staring at him for at least a minute before he finally picks up on what's happening and immediately joins in and insults Vinnie a couple of times until it escalates and they just walk out of the restaurant where they stop fighting and IMMEDIATELY start laughing.

It actually took them a really long time to even acknowledge their feelings for each other. obviously habit is super unaware of what he's feeling because he's never felt it before. He's never been "in love" in fact he's certain he could NEVER be in love. But could he stay home with Vinnie all day instead of going out to kill and feel just as satisfied? Yes. All he needs to do is be around him and God it almost feels like Habit actually has a family. A 2 person family made up of 2 lonely people who have never felt seen or accepted until they found each other.

Vinnie would know about his feelings first and I think he'd figure out habit's feelings before habit himself figures it out, he'd notice all the subtle changes and he'd believe it's all for him and him alone. He'd notice how when Habit is cleaning his knives he's not playing rob zombie or something and instead he has a love song by frank Sinatra and habit is humming along. Vinnie would notice the crinkle in habit's eyes as he smiles at him. He'd notice how habit is so affectionate with him compared to when they first met or compared to anyone else habit talks to. There is something soft, something domestic. And Vinnie is DETERMINED to dig it out of habit.

The kisses??? SLOPPYYYYY. Like they're drooling all over each other and they're basically eating each other's faces. Habit would degrade vinnie and then immediately praise him right after and it would drive Vinnie up the WALL. he wants to be good for habit and he is not scared to show habit just how eager he is.

Vinnie and habit love to grab and touch each other they just can't help it, their hands will just wander all over subconsciously, they're like magnets, they DO NOT WANNA SEPARATE.

Vinnie actually really likes it when Habit is all mean and scary I mean it's actually something he's complained about. He told habit he was getting stale because of the fact that habit has refused to lay a hand on him. He's all "I still have all my limbs!!" like ??? are you ??? asking him to cut them off?? And habit for some reason cannot comprehend the fact that someone could actually want him for who he is.

I've read a lot of fics where habit will climb into Vinnie's lap and I'm SORRY I'm a firm believer in the fact that Vinnie will be the one in habits lap. Habit and his weird monster autism would be THRILLED when he feels the pressure, Vinnie is like an anxiety blanket that he can grab and bite all he wants. And be just likes seeing how flustered Vinnie can get. Habit also likes feeling as if he's the "man of the house." I really think they've got a 50s housewife/cruel husband situation going on. He hits her and she crawls back to him and says she's sorry even tho he's the one who is wrong, yk what I mean??

Habit could order Vinnie around and make Vinnie do a bunch of embarrassing shit and honestly Vinnie would not care and he would willingly do it (after acting like he doesn't wanna do it of course because he is a cunt he will always try and get on habits nerves and habit loves it)

Habit loves telling Vinnie how hot he is and how beautiful and pretty he is and how habit is just so lucky that Vinnie is his and that he would kill anyone or anything that ever tried to take him away. Vinnie BELONGS to habit. Habit stole him fair and square!!

Vinnie knows that habit probably wouldn't like to be smothered with compliments because habit wouldn't believe them, so Vinnie tries to use his actions to prove just how much he means everything he's saying. He wants to love and touch habit everywhere, if he could he would dig through Evans body just to reach habit's true form.

Low-key I also think habit kinda yearns to possess Vinnie and become like Eddie and venom but unfortunately for them it's impossible :/ and habit isn't able to possess him or any of the others

anyways... this is what I've got off the top of my head... if you want you can ask for specific scenarios too!!! I will write for anything if it's those two HELP

[dootznbootz]

i left whole ass discord server just bc most of the people there shipped smth i hated. like i tried to hold out but i could not they were doing character assassinations

...

Yep. :')

I'm still in it. As like, I dunno. (╯︵╰,) One of my favorite things in general, is to, like, cheer on other creators and such, you know? I love looking for little things and like, purposeful bits like pointing out "oh this is foreshadowing!" or "You drew ____ with his mom's nose!" or whatever.

And like, I DO get to see things I wouldn't have found otherwise! As I don't have Twitter or instagram. so skdljf

So like, it sucks that it's just...everywhere ;~; you can't escape. I hate this ship. I don't like knowing it exists. It's a fucking crackship taken way too seriously. I don't like that I can't even look into the tags of tumblr that have nothing to do with that ship and it's there. I want to be gay about Penelope in peace.

And like... I'll share my headcanons with others... and then they'll be used for my notp. ｡:ﾟ(;´∩`;)ﾟ:｡

like...that's not who the Headcanon is forrrrrr. Don't take my OdyPen Headcanons for a completely different ship. They have Homophrosyne. THEY are Soulmates. NOT SOME FUCKING GUY FROM ARGOS

and it's like, other ships? they're like, usually more chill. most folks who ship OdyPo for example? I don't ship it myself, but most I've met, love Penelope and do stuff for her! And it's delightful! And like, this is something where while I don't agree, people are very kind about it and don't shove the ship down your throat. :3 And yes! Penelope love! I'll look through OdyDio blogs and like, Penelope is nowhere in sight ;~;

like I have how much like, Odydio has made people just not fucking care about Penelope or Diomedes. They're more like sidepieces for Odysseus to most folks and I hate that.

And like, I feel SO bad sometimes, when folks ask me what I think about their OdyDio stuff and it's that whole "I'm sorry but I just hate the very core of this. so I'll stay away, as I just won't have much nice to say."

It's like asking me "Hey, you like this food I made? :D " and it's like, something with avocado. I'm incredibly allergic to avocado. I won't "die" from it, I don't need to go to the hospital. But I get extremely sick.

And like, I have my reasons. I've talked about why I don't like ittttt. like. aaaaaaaaaaa. please don't try and insert odydio into my stuffffff.

Also like, i dunno. I just learned recently that certain folks have been saying mean things about me behind my back in that discord so I don't really know. ;~;

[postmodern-blues]

i've been listening to your starsky and hutch playlist on spotify and i love ittttt so much. i found it by searching "starsky and hutch" on spotify. thanks for including will wood and not including tswift

thanks bro! If there’s one thing about me it’s that I Will Make A Playlist. Not a tswift fan plus her songs are too generic for our fav freaky gay cops imo

[callmetwizzler]

Killer chat VN OC :3

ARTSTLYE + GAME CREDS

Official VN tumblr

VN itch.io page

Alright, sooo...I made an oc for my alltime FAVORITE VN TO EVER EXIST....Like seriously this game is amazing. As hell. ANYWAYS...

Heres the beauty in all her prime and glory

INCLUDES 4 VERSIONS, 2 NONBLOODY 1 TRANSPARENT, 2 BLOODY 1 TRANSPARENT.

favorite song : MEAT GRINDER

REMINDER!!!!

The game and characters mentioned in this post do not belong to me, only the characters lynx AND sevel. This character is NOT a canon character at all and is only a self insert.

This is lynx!

info: "You're not fooling anyone."

LAILA

@ LYNX0X SHE/THEY TAURUS

Birthday : MAY 8TH Lynx is an incredibly smart individual, also known as the servers hacker. She's one of the few who use crowbars or blackmailing.

she is also Misakis "bestie", at first Lynx didn't exactly care for the title. But it seems she's warmed up to it, a bit atleast..Misaki is one of the very few people she can be seen genuinely showing care to. Misaki lives relatively close to Lynx, maybe you could use that to your advantage if you get Misakis trust?

At the start of the game, Lynx doesn't appear much. She's mostly offline, even when mentioned, she prefers to sit back and watch from the sidelines, doesn't mean she's scared, or won't hesitate to get her hands dirty. Right from the start she could tell there was something...off. About you.

by the 3rd or 4th month, she's already found where you live. She doesn't have any reason yet to suspect you're faking, it's just a gut feeling she can't shake away.

She would probably appear in the 3rd or 2nd month, in one of the calls. Misaki would be stupid enough to mention her so she would have no choice but to say hello. She finds your attempts at fitting in amusing, she's already convinced you're not what you say you are.

However..If you chose her route, she'd send you a message. Asking questions like "what's your body count?." or "Who was your first kill."

Later on, she'd confront you and say she knows what and who you are, and that she isn't afraid to reveal it if you lie to her. there are 2 options, lie to her and tell her she's in denial, or give in and tell her the truth.

THE OPTIONS OUTCOMES

"what? You're not serious, right!? Ofcourse I'm a killer, you're just trying to find a reason to kick me out!"

". . . . . . I see, I've warned you, ----player name----. You've given me no choice."

"..Fine, you got me. But listen! I'm not gonna tell anyone..I promise, I just need inspiration for my book! Then I'll leave and never bother you again."

"Good choice, I'm very pleased you were honest..Thank you."

If you lied to her, she'd send pictures of you from your webcam, pages of your book yes she broke in your house and ripped your book apart and then she would send a list of data including your address, full name, occupation, and more.

if you didnt lie, you have an opportunity to romance her! Just..Don't get on anyone elses bad side while you're doing it.

Her status in the beginning of the game

"Need someone killed? dm @ hitmeuppp"

Later in month 2-3

"You're not slick."

..after romancing her.

"can't say I'm disappointed.."

THATS ITTTTT...This took me 2 hours when instead i could be working on the 18 page essay i have due tomorrow...fuck it its fine :3 HOPE YOU LIKE HERRRR!!! ALSO ALSO ALSO I GOTTA KNOW. Which ingame character would most likely be her love interest?

Her kill counts 529

Background music: neutral

Congrats! you've met lynx, but..there's something wrong, it's like..she KNOWS somethings off about you.

Background music: inlove

congrats, don't leave her. Well technically you can't when you're binded in her basement

Background music: suspicious.

She doesn't trust you, you fucked up and slipped something up. Whether it be she knew from the start.

[dragonmasterhiccup]

(AHAHDG LADIES AND GENTLEMEN WE HAVE DONE ITTTTT!!!"!" YAAAAAA)

Her eyes practically begged to release the tears that threatened to spill, her vision blurred while she couldn't look up at him. "I never meant to hear any of this...if you just..." There she was again, trying to shift the blame onto someone else, pushing away the acceptance of what she sincerely felt out of pure fear and doubt. "You wasted your time falling for someone like me."

Unrealistic, that's what it all seemed to be; a breath of a hope that she would desperately cling to. Yet, she couldn't bring herself to admit it, all because of her guilt and the assumption that he deserved better. Better than her. Therefore, she responded coldly: "Yeah, well, not everything is achievable, Hiccup."

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'It hurts seeing me upset..?' Freya wanted to outrightly tell him that none of this was his fault, that he did nothing wrong, but her words were choked back down her throat once again. She couldn't speak. Why couldn't she speak? Why didn't he hate her? He plainly had every right to, so why didn't he? "You'd be better off hating me, you should consider it sometime.." She muttered dryly, avoiding his gaze.

Her whole world felt as though it were balancing off a thread, staggering to catch her breath as she trembled at the realization that she had actually shared what was on her heart. All without planning it. Freya instinctively retracted her hands away from Hiccup's when he grabbed them, her body in a fight or flight mode as she stumbled back against the wall. 'I need to leave, I need to--'

Once he asked her to stay, she froze in place, the ringing in her ears slowly decreasing as she focused on getting the proper amount of air in her lungs. 'With me..? But I hurt you..!' She kept her sight on the stony ground, speaking in an unconfident manner: "How can you...want to go down that path with someone who's constantly given you nothing but more pain..? Look what I've caused, Hiccup..! I-I, I'm selfish, really, for saying such terrible things to you..even when we first came to this island.."

That's when her eyes snapped up to meet his. "No, stop that. Don't go there again. Please. We both know very well it isn't your fault in the slightest." She absentmindedly went to poke his shoulder as she spoke her final word, quickly recoiling when she registered that she probably wasn't allowed to do that anymore.

There was no possible way of escaping this now. Freya had finally revealed what she felt, leaving no room to turn away and take back what was said. Everything her mouth uttered was true. And it also terrified her. It terrified her to know that she genuinely did love another person in such a way, especially with the least expected one according to her terms: Hiccup.

Hiccup Horrendous Haddock the third. Her old self would've shamed her entire existence for it...but she didn't care. She had to make things right, push through her regret and shame so he wouldn't have to carry the extra grief she threw on him. Hesitating to talk for a moment, she found the walls of the cave more easier to look at. "..I..I did disgustingly rude things to you, ever since we both came to this island..and I am so sorry. I know my apology can't fix it all, and it's probably as valuable as the wind at this point, but I can't go on allowing myself to love you after how I've treated you for.. basically my whole life...I shouldn't.."

Rambling once more, Freya now stared towards the ground, apprehension keeping her from making any form of eye contact. "You've been so considerate of how I feel while I just...left you in the dust..I did that to you even when we were younger, when I was angry with you for being the one to unite Berk with the dragons, a-and I'm pretty sure I shattered everything we've built up and I don't understand how or when I fell in love with you and--" Geez, she said it again.

"S-sorry I.." She lowered her head, not having the strength to lift it as she continued: "...You deserve much better than me." Slowly and tentatively, her eyes met his green ones, her heart twisting in a silent longing as she was brought into a faint daze. His eyes always seemed to do that to her.

Despite the guilt that plagued her mind, Freya acknowledged the small spark of determination reignited in her that proclaimed they could have this resolved. They could get through this – which led her to taking a step forward, gaze now unwavering from the future Chief's. "Do you still mean everything you said, Hiccup..?" She paused, the ongoing sound of the rain becoming less loud. Her heart pounded, but she finished with a slight tilt of her head, "...Then show it."

...

With that, the distance which was always ever present between them, finally closed. Freya Leif allowed her lips to meet his, her eyes fluttering shut as she brought herself closer to him - if that was even possible. She barely came to terms that she was crying, tears softly cascading down her cheeks as she earnestly hoped the kiss would speak on her behalf the words she couldn't physically say. It felt as if she was able to breath once again, the pit of despair lingering inside of her steadily beginning to disappear and get replaced by a blissful, ethereal, cloud that lifted her up above the previous emotions of dejection.

Also, she wasn't cold anymore. That, she definitely knew.

His own eyes brimming, he answered, "Because if we don't, we'd be lying to ourselves." He knew how she felt now, and if they just decided to give this up, they'd both be heartbroken. "I...I love you too much to let you put yourself through any more of this, this pain..."

"We barely knew each other, the first time we came here! You're not the only one at fault here either, I know I said some hurtful things to you...and for that, I am so sorry. But you?" He went to brush the stray hairs out of her face, drawing back before touching her as if she might crumble, "You've already apologized for the past, a few times. And I've told you, I hold none of that against you."

He tilted his head in confusion. It was his fault, wasn't it? He was the one who spoke of how he felt about her. Granted, he didn't know she could hear him, but still..."

Her words surprised him, but when she uttered the words 'allow myself to love you', his eyes widened, the corners of his mouth tugging upwards in a smile. The confession she spoke earlier hadn't fully hit him until now.

Freya loved him.

Freya Leif, was in love with him like how he was in love with her.

It happened so gradually to both of them.

Deserve someone better? Shaking his head vigorously, he quickly said in a breathless whisper, "No, no, Fey...there's no one else for me but you. Just...give me that chance, let's try this for real?"

He could see something changed in her eyes as he stared back into them. Was she going to do it? He hoped so, he really did. He loved her, he loved her with everything he had, and he couldn't keep it in any longer. Not after everything that unfolded today.

"Yes. Every word, Freya, I swear."

Show it?

His gaze became more determined as he reached up to cup her cheek. Closing the distance between them, he closed his eyes, kissing her.

His other arm wrapped around her waist, pulling her closer, and he held her with no intention of letting go.

He poured himself into that kiss, all the love for her that he'd kept pent up all this time, finally free to express it.

The hand he had cupping her cheek moved to her waist, and he lifted her off the ground a couple inches, setting her back down gently.

Toothless's jaw dropped open in surprise. He knew Hiccup had feelings for Freya, but he didn't expect the future chief to act upon it so strongly.

The heartbreak that wrenched through him earlier felt as if it was mending itself as he pulled away, reaching back up to cup her cheeks once more and wipe her tears away with his thumbs.

A little breathless, he asked softly, "Did that show it enough for you?" His green eyes searched hers as he still held her close.

"Can...can we try that whole... confession of our feelings again? Because, I love you, Freya Leif. With everything that I am, I love you."

[mimiri22-6]

I finally watched Transformers One and now I finally have a favorite movie

holy shit

holy fcucking shit omfg

Op and Mega, prabably, most likely, RC and B! The Primes! I almost cried. The story. How elmost every origin is touched on, THAT WAS 100% HOT ROD AT THE END RIGHT?! RIFGHT?! IM NOT CRAZY! I have screamed full volume multiple times at 5 am while watching. I had to stop multiple time To Scream. If I was in a movie theater, I would have been INSUFFERABLE! STARSCREAM?! Everytime starscream talked, a moment would pass for and then catch up wiht me and I'd scream again.

For the first half of the movie I would have been ok in the movie theater, but-BUT THE MOMENT I absorbed the fact that STARSCREAM is older than Megatron by a FUCKTON, I would have LOST IT IN THEATERS!!!!! THAT IS SO GOOD, HAS THAT ALWAYS BEEN IN THEIR LORE?! HAVE THE GEARS ALWAYS BEEN IN THEIR LORE?!?!!!?

I took so long to watch this because I was afraid of being disappointed by it. I like the Michael Bay movies, I grew up with them and they're fun and exciting. The 80's movie has never been topped for me in terms of Transformers productions, it's just too fun and probably shaped me as a person. The only transformers show I watched a little of was Prime when it was airing and I only found out it was that one, specifically, tonight. Converse had a colab with hasbro for the anniversary and I already had something else picked out for my brother to get me for christmas, he asked, but I had to intercept them real quick because the joy of seeing those shoes and when they finally arrived and everytime I've worn them since, has Nothing on the custom ones I designed. And with the addition of me finally having a favorite movie for the first time of my life, I think those shoes and the happiness these robots give me will be a part of my spark FOREVER. Those shoes will be in threads and I'll just put them on a shelf for the rest of my life.....maybe be buried with them, I'm not sure yet

I need a Transformer tattoo.

BUT THE MOVIE!!!!!!

WHERE DO I START!!!!!!

Optimus and Megatron have been brothers in all but blood to me since I can remember and this movie just made it solidified. Their bond is EVERYTHING to me. Only finally seening their first meeting after their fallout, literally, was PERFECT. Slowly seeing the birth of Megatron because of his, absolutly justified, vengeful angry filled justice was, also, PERFECT. Optimus coming into his oun, having this destiny's journey just like hot rod in the future, and the fight for cybertron beginning once again?! ALSO PERFECT!

Speaking of Cybertron, HAS IT ALWAYS BEEN A PLANET TRANSFORMER LIKE UNICRON THIS WHOLE TIME?!?!!! SINCE WHEN WAS THAT TRANSFORMERS BIBLE?! THAT WAS THE FIRST THING I FREAKED OUT ABOUT WHILE WATCHING.

God, fuck, this movie was the best

I didn't trust big fake prime what's his name from the start. From his tone to my meta knowledge of the matrix and cybertron, I didn't trust a Thing that was happening on that planet.

cinema. absolute cinema. the biggest thing im thinking about rn in terms of cinema for the whole movie, theres multiple 'absolute cinema' moments, but the one I want, no, need, to talk about right now is after Mega and Op 'break up' for the final time. D lets go of Orian in pursuit of revenge and his eyes fully go red. Orian is taken to the heart of cybertron where the past Primes rest. The shots go back and forth on location and focus, D winning his fight, and Orian dieing for the first time. Sidenote, HE DID DIE! THEY MADE HIM MONOTONE JUST LIKE IN 1986!!!! EEEEEEEEE!!!!! I LOVE ITTTTT!!! But yes *ahem* The shot of Orian getting to the center of the cypertron lollypop being smash cut with the robot gore of D ripping false prime in half, something he does in his first encounter in the Micheal Bay movies, it's badass, was VISIONARY, BEAUTIFUL, EVERYTHING I WANT IN MY ROBOT GORE MOVIES! The ever-giving, ever-hopeful Prime being thematically challenged by the never-ending, ever-hurt, Megatron IS EXACTLY THEIR EVERYTHING!!! CINEMA! ABSOLUTELY!

What else, what goddamn else. I live for B calling himself, and being a badass. The ever fighing being hinted at by the old prime, being Able to see the whole fight with the last real prime. The glitches to the screen when the group get ambushed and knocked out by the old guard. Everyone's personalities throughout, you know where everyone ends and we have to sit there and watch the tragedy of it all just like any other of it's kind. The matrix was beautiful, a little distracting with Optimus' window chest, tho. The obvious return to everyone's 80's shapes and transformations even though Michael had somewhat of a hand in it again. The serious way we know the civil war is slowly going to take this plant in just a few years time, very Michael Bay version of them. B got to keep his voicebox, Starscream got his choked into submission. Literally everytime Elita fought, the way they animated her movement was top notch. Even though we the audience know something is fishy about the way Cypertron is currently running, we still get to go on the journey to find out Exactly what Happened to this planet our autobots talk so highly, and longingly of. HOLY SHIT The deception symbol being 1) a brand and 2) a brand Tortured Onto Megatron! The movie is Dark, the movie has Teeth, Bumblebee says Badass 5-6 times, BUT it's not a downer, not all the time. It's a slowly encroaching tragedy where we Know the worst has yet to befall, but it's a story of overcoming and standing for everything that's right and true, just as it's always has been.

I need more of this movie. I need the sequel where we loose Cybertron to the Decepticons and become fleeing, rebel, refugees in the end. I need it to end on a lower note, but we still get our Powerful as hell speech from Optimus igniting just as much hope as every other time he sends his message. On the note of his voice, Chris freaking Hemsworth did an AMAZING job slowly getting us used to Orian and then having a nearly classic Optimus gravel we know for that final epilogue. I had No clue he had that in him, I'm still in disbelief.

The voice acting was top notch, the animation was top notch, even though it took me a while to accept their fleshy faces, their robo-eyelids helped, the music and sound was top nitch, I already have the credit's song saved to one of my playlists. IT even has genius back and forth lyrics for Optimus and Megatron.

The worst part about this movie is 1) my dad will never get to witness is, I'm still gonna sit down with his ashes and put it on for 'us' to watch one day, probably, soon and 2) I HAVE NO ONE TO LITERALLY YELL ABOUT THIS TO! I HAVE NEVER HAD A FAVORITE FILM EVER AND IT'S FOR A FRANCHISE NO ONE I KNOW IN PERSON OR IN MY FAMILY CARES ABOUT! I'M GOING TO EAT SOLID STEEL ABOUT THIS!!!

...I need a transformers-sona now.

oh oh, one more thing for now, from what little synopsis I know about Earthspark, it sounds terrific and I'm 100% gonna watch it at some point and rewatch/fully watch for the first time Prime. This is my favorite Transformer thing now though, so nothing is probably ever going to top this for me. Take notes hollywood, this is what happens when you actually care about your projects and audience. Rewatchability.

[evanox]

THEH RELEASED A TEASWR FOR THE NEW PJO SERIES!!!! IM THROWING UPPPO I LOVE ITTTTT

alright I’m calm now (lie)

So when you first sent this many months ago, I didn't know there was a trailer so I only found out through your ask. I was so, so incredibly excited when I watched it I didn't know how to put that excitement into words and thus couldn't get to your ask right away. Then I kept forgetting, and then forgetfulness turned into embarrassment because how could I answer this ask after leaving it for so long? In light of Rick Riordan's recent statement on the Palestinian genocide, however, I think there's no better time to get back to this ask than now. Do forgive me for using your dust-laden ask as a chance to vent out my frustration.

PJO was a huge part of my childhood; it was my introduction to fandom life as I set up my tumblr back in 2015 and followed any cool PJO blog I could find while also making my own shitposts. All of my first online friends were people I found through PJO, some of whom I'm still friends with to this day. Even as I started losing interest and distanced myself from the fandom, I still found myself seeking out PJO/PJO-inspired rp blogs to join because that's how much I loved the world of demigods.

So you can imagine how excited I was to hear that there's a more faithful adaptation of the series, one that Riordan himself approved of (unlike the-movie-that-shall-not-be-named). You can also imagine how Rick has very much fallen from my eyes, as has anyone who still puts him up on a pedestal and chooses to support him, after his statement.

When you don't know enough about something, the reasonable thing to do is A. educate yourself before speaking out on it, or B. literally just shut up. I find it very ironic how Rick made sure to establish at the very start of his statement that he's just too busy for social media, so busy he does not "read posts, reply to posts, or share [his] thoughts about world events," but I guess he still finds himself qualified to step up and preach about what's happening in Palestine. Palestinian journalists have lost their lives documenting Israel's atrocities (before and after October 7); families can no longer grieve in peace because they have to hold up their dead children before cameras in hopes that people will think we deserve basic human rights; after everything everyone has done to amplify their voices, I do not know he could come up with a take this bad. Maybe if Rick took a nice proper scroll through social media before taking on the moral high ground, he'd be singing a different tune.

He claims that fanmail was his window to both sides of the conflict but it's hard to believe he's been receiving mail from many Palestinian and Israeli children in the past 18 years when his contact information from as far back as 2011 mentions that his writing schedule had gotten too intense to keep up with fanmail, and his most recent contact information page says he's straight up not accepting fanmail anymore, physical or otherwise (I assume that was back in 2019-2020 since he mentioned remote work and safety measure related to the pandemic, but I could be wrong). Call me cynical but it's hard to take seriously his implication that children of both sides have come to him about losing family members to violence and waking up to the sound of gunshots and bombs when I've had to watch Israeli settlers take to tiktok along with their kids to make a mockery out of Palestinian suffering and flex having the basic resources Palestinians have no access to, while every video update filmed by Palestinians is backed by the sound of military surveillance drones hovering over their heads night and day. Israeli settlers get to make cutesy tiktoks about looking for gluten-free flour while Palestinian kids are digging for their toys under the rubble of their homes and gathering in hundreds and thousands to beg for a few spoonfuls of soup. The only bread they could bake is from the fire fed by debris from the wreckage of their homes. Yeah, both sides sure are suffering the same hell :((

"If there are two sides to this issue, those sides are not Palestinian/Israeli or Muslim/Jewish. The two sides are humanitarian and dehumanizing." Actually, there are two sides to this and they're "genocidal illegal ethnostate" and "native people who were minding their business in their own land, welcomed survivors of the Holocaust with open arms, only to find themselves getting pushed out of their homes for the coming century." Not choosing a side (or preaching about how you're on the side of humanitarianism) puts you on the side of oppressor, period.

"It is easy to point to atrocities committed by our enemies, while justifying or minimizing the atrocities committed by ourselves or our allies." Boy you're outta your mind if you think anything committed by Palestinian resistance is in any way, shape, or form equitable to Israel's crimes in the past 75 years. It's hilarious how he can admit that what Israel is committing is genocide but goes on to say that Israel deserves "security and support," but I guess Hamas isn't deserving of the same sentiment when it retaliates to 75 years of terrorism and ethnic cleansing. The best Palestinians deserve is "international aid," not like the very Israel you support has been blocking off any aid people have been trying to get into Palestine.

"If violence could end violence, if we could put an end to 'those other people' once and for all, human history would read very differently than it does," has the same energy as going bUt mArTiN LuThEr KiNg Jr BeLiEvEd iN nOnViOLeNcE while actively ignoring that he did end up getting assassinated at the end of the day, and also the fact that his message of nonviolence has gotten distorted over the years to villainize those who resist in a way that disturbs white peace a lil too much.

Never mind the fact that peaceful resistance has never paid off against Israel. Never mind the fact that Israel has been using "Hamas hides behind civilians!!!" excuse to blow up hospitals, schools, refugee camps, and homes when in reality they don't know jackshit about where Hamas is, and every claim at knowing the location of their bases turned out to be a ridiculously stupid lie. Never mind the fact that Israel has admitted to killing its own people because "they kinda looked like Palestinian civilians ig lol" and they're just too trigger-happy. Does that sound like a "country" that gives a horse's ass about peace to you?

And just like that, he goes back to promoting his book and talking about his trip in the same blog post, like talking about Palestine/Israel is a chore he checks off his list to make sure we all know what a good guy he is.

So yeah, I am sad that I won't be able to enjoy a show I was so looking forward to (and it does look really good), but I am a Muslim Palestinian before I am a fan, and we're all human at the end of the day. You have to be a special kind of ignorant (or racist, or straight-up heartless) to see what we've already seen and still preach about "peace (and a two-state solution teehee)<33" being the only acceptable solution.

Maybe it's because I don't have as many PJO mutuals as I did back in late 2010s, but I haven't really seen many people speak out about this on tumblr which is why I think it's still worth talking about even when this isn't the type of post I'd normally write. Please boycott the show (or like do me a favor and block me/don't put that shit on my dash if we're mutuals). I've always admired Riordan as a kid so the least he could do is pull his head out of the ground and take a proper good look at what's actually happening in the world.

[angelcloves]

Yeah, the idea of Terra and Willow being related is uh, "interesting" but never made much sense to me either.

Terra delights in tormenting children, so why in the name of The Titan would she have a child of her own?!

I can really only see her deciding to have a kid if she thought one would help her gather power. And by that I mean, agreeing to a marriage of convenience to some stupidly wealthy and powerful witch. Probably followed by then arranging a marriage between the resulting child and the child of another stupidly wealthy and powerful witch family.

Even then, Terra doesn't really strike me as the "type" to have gone about gathering power that way. But hey, maybe the idea could work in the hands of the right writer.

(Although I also think that Terra would totally go all black widow on any witch unlucky enough to marry her. Lol.)

But also - Terra is old. Like, frigging ancient. She was young-ish when the Hexsquad's parents/parental figures were children. That makes her, what, at least 70? Maybe even older!

Willow is, what, about 15? That would mean if Terra were her bio-mom, then she would've had her when she was 55. Not impossible, especially if you subscribe to the headcanons that witches live-longer/age differently compared to humans, but still. Adds to the unlikelihood.

Now, I've seen both surrogacy and adoption floated as ways for Willow to be Terra's daughter while still allowing for Harvey and Gilbert to have raised her. Neither idea makes much sense to me.

Surrogacy requires a certain... "giving" attitude that Terra absolutely does not have. Plus, Terra tormented Harvey and Gilbert as children, so why would they choose her as their surrogate?!

While I don't think Harvey and Gilbert are the type of people to refuse to adopt a child related to one of their enemies, Terra on the other hand... I just can't see her bothering to carry a pregnancy to term, only to give the baby up for adoption. I reckon that if Terra somehow got pregnant, she'd just have an abortion as soon as she found out.

And you know what? Having Willow and Terra be related... is honestly a little boring for my tastes.

You have a world of magic, the possibilities for a same-sex couple (Or any kind of couple IMHO) having children are practically endless! So why "settle" for options that are available in real life?

Make babies out of clay! Wish for a child upon a shooting star! Get your husband pregnant! Write whatever strange reproductive schemes that you want!

Embrace your imagination. Don't just use the same tired old trope of "powerful person must be related to other powerful person because they're vaguely similar".

YOU GET ITTTTT

[boodraws]

Fallout fandom help me... Help me fallout fandom...

I've never played a Fallout game in my life but after watching the show I've found myself hyper fixating over ittttt!

(Don't get me started on the ghoul.... 👀)

[jinnie-ret]

i just found your blog and i’m loving your writing 💕 also i’m a fellow british stay and read your ‘it’s a brit thing’ fic and loved that you gave me yorkshire rep as i am from yorkshire so it’s like i was destined to find your blog dkhkjh

ahhh thank you so much!!

Hahaha it is like destiny! I've had a few Yorkshire stays see this post I love ittttt