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Quote of the Day - May 27, 2025
#AAPI Authors#APPI Authors#Art#Asian American#Asian American Native Hawaiian Pacific Islander Heritage Month#Asian American Pacific Islander Heritage Month#Create in Defiance#Creativity#Humble#Inspiration#inspirational#Life#Love Trumps Hate#Maxine Hong Kingston#Quote of the Day#Quotes#writing
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Post-canon post-reunion post-reuinion-sex. Dean takes Cas out in the Impala for a drive for the first time since he got back a year after he was taken. Before Dean starts the engine he hesitates and gets a little shy and defensively says "don't laugh at me, okay? I need them." and he pulls a pair of plastic framed glasses out of his jacket front pocket and puts them on.
Cas does not stop staring at him, which Dean can only handle up to the first stop light. There's an heated blush on his face when he barks:
"Quit the surveillance Big Brother. Something wrong with my face?"
"You've aged."
"Jesus."
"It's a compliment. Your resourcefulness and resilience have allowed you to live past the time you were intended to by fate."
"You need to go back to charm school, Thermopolis. 'You've aged' is never a friggin compliment."
"It is. You've aged, and you're taking care of yourself."
There's a touch, light, to the side of Dean's face, tracing gently up under the gap of his glasses to caress his crows feet.
"Cas!" Dean complains, "I'm driving!" But he doesn't push his hand away.
"You're growing," Cas continues, sliding a long finger over Dean's eyebag, "You've lived." He taps the leg of Dean's glasses as he withdraws, adding, "You have defied God."
Dean tries very hard to follow the logic, feeling his face screw up as he does, but he's got nothing. "Huh?"
"Chuck's design for humans was faulty, amateur. There was much he did not account for. In creating the means to live, and live well, with the body you have been given, humanity has proven its superiority to God himself."
Dean scoffs, feeling a little shy again, "It's just glasses, Cas."
"The product of thousands of years of innovation. The work of thousands of people across millenia." Cas pauses for a moment, then asks, a touch breathless, "Can I tell you what I like to imagine?"
"Uh, sure?"
"I like to imagine, when I think of the work of other humans across all of time, that they were doing it all in service of you."
Considering this, Dean lets a Jeep turn onto the road in front of him. "Is it like a sex thing?"
"It's not a sex thing. It is the placement of my desire for you over the will of thousands. My love supercedes their true intentions, their ambitions, their circumstances. I am reappropriating their care to act as a vessel for the depth of my feelings for you."
"Hm. Sounds like a sex thing."
"It is not a sex thing."
"Okay, tell me this, then," Dean says, turning to face Cas at the next red light, "Do you or do you not want me to wear the glasses next time I suck you off?"
"...yes, I do want that."
"I rest my case. And hey - just a tip, from one flirt to another. Next time you want to bring up your hot librarian fantasy, or whatever, don't start by calling the other person old."
"It's not a librarian fantasy, it's a you fantasy."
"Yeah, yeah. Not like I haven't got you-fantasies of my own. How about this: I'll wear just the glasses if you wear just the trench coat."
"I think I could be persuaded," Cas says, and he's smiling, and Dean's smiling, and when he catches a glimpse of his own smile-lines in the rear-view mirror magnified through his glasses, he thinks maybe he gets it. They made it. They're alive. There's proof of it.
#deancas#destiel#to be clear I'm saying disability aides of all kinds are badass#and sexy#'in defiance of god (extremely positive)'#cawis creates
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mommy let you use her ipad, you were barely two
and it did all the things we designed it to do
now look at you, look at you!
(objectober 2024 day 10: internet)
#dandy's doodles#inanimate insanity#ii#ii steve cobs#ii mephone#ii spoilers#ii 16 spoilers#objectober#objectober 2024#okay i'll be honest. the final drawing barely fits the prompt#however! it was inspired by it#'internet' immediately made me think of 'welcome to the internet' by bo burnham#and my mind instantly jumped to 'and it did all the things we designed it to do'#and y'know... steve cobs designed mephone to be able to create things#and so in a way mephone is fulfilling his purpose by creating the contestants#he's fulfilling his purpose by doing what his dad did#and then that made me think of the garden of eden story#where god creates both adam and the tree of knowledge#he tells adam not to eat its fruit and yet adam inevitably does; thus adam gains free will#and one has to wonder if that was god's intention all along - for humans to have free will#whereby adam - through the apparent defiance of god - is able to become exactly what he was created for#and y'know... mephone making his show as a rebellion against cobs...#only for that very show to be a creation borne of his intended purpose#so yeah. my mind jumped from bo burnham to the biblical creation of man#anyway!! very very happy with how this turned out#my favorite part is the charger snakes. i'm so glad i came up with that idea#also cobs' arm! that turned out really well! i referenced my own hand for his!!#in any event... it turns out i really really like biblical imagery and symbolism huh#also yes i did stay up all night like a maniac drawing this. the idea came to me and i just had to see it through :D i'm glad i did
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me: to really understand the tragedy Maximus bears throughout Gladiator, we have to take into account the fact that his entire worldview is based on the idea that Marcus Aurelius was a good man and that everything Maximus had done up until that point was in the service of an empire whose values he could trust and support. I would even argue that, excluding the loss of his wife and son, the greatest loss Maximus has to grapple with is the loss of his unswerving belief in the goodness of Rome. once he sees its corruption and becomes its victim, he has to reevaluate everything he's ever done and believed in, which affects not only his desire to free Rome from tyranny but also—
the burglar who broke into my house: his guilt about his role in the fate of Rome and his service to a man who was indirectly the cause of all this corruption?
me: exactly. now,
#i just kinda think that maximus is tragic in even more ways than we give him credit for#like obviously the loss of his wife and son is the primary tragedy and the main grief of his heart through the movie#but even more than the death of marcus aurelius is the fact that maximus has to reconcile the marcus he knew and loved and trusted#with the marcus who (1) allowed rome to focus on conquest rather than progress#(2) neglected his own son and indirectly caused rome to fall under the tyranny of a dictator#and (3) is both the opponent and perpetrator of many of the evils maximus has to bear#maximus has always imagined rome as a golden place filled with light#and he has to go through quite a painful enlightening#to see that rome is corrupt and brutal and dark much like he considered the barbarians#and what an incredible thing that maximus begins fighting alongside and allying with the very barbarians he used to conquer!#juba and haken would have been his enemies if they were not his fellow gladiators#and he becomes their brother in defiance of the roman emperor (an office he has always served)#the battle of carthage is INCREDIBLE because maximus is not only winning the victory humiliating commodus introducing himself as a champion#but ALSO showing that he has ZERO love for rome by becoming the leader of the “barbarian horde” and defeating the roman competitors#it's a statement just as his removal of his tattoo is a statement#i just. think this movie is amazing and i love it so much#and i love maximus so much more knowing he has to overcome so much more tragedy than is immediately apparent#he has to overcome his own devastation and disillusionment to find himself again#and it's in finding his quest for revenge and redemption that he accepts the past and creates a new future#literally MARRY ME SIR#gladiator#maximus#maixmus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe#text posts
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~ Helena Wells, an alien secretly living on earth ~
I made this manip for a fusion fic: Warehouse 13 characters in the world of Yoko Tsuno, in particular the comics with the aliens from Vinea!
Read the fic on Ao3! 17k words, rated T, no warnings, and no comic knowledge necessary.
The image is of course Jaime Murray as Stahma Tarr in Defiance, turned blue for her role as a Vinean Helena in my fic :)
The fic is based on the Yoko Tsuno comic 'Lucifer's Servant', the storyline changed though to better fit the Warehouse characters, and also adapted in different ways (and imo improved as I have my grievances with the Too Many Different Plotlines in that comic xD)
While I wrote the fic last month,bI'm posting this manip today for day 20 of @duckprintspress' May Trope Mayhem for the prompt 'Language Barrier', as the characters' different languages and the translator diadems the Vineans use feature heavily in the story.
I incorporated some pictures from the comics in the fic, but often only parts of panels as the characters obviously look quite different compared to their Warehouse counterparts. Here are some complete comic pages in case anyone's interested how they look - i can only recommend you read Yoko Tsuno comics, check your local library or buy them to support the author because they really are quite good! A couple are also available in English online for free, including the first one with the Vineans which in the original comic book order is the first one published!






More Yoko Tsuno by me • more Warehouse 13 by me
My W13 tag list, lmk if you want on/off the list: @lavendelhummel @jesstrel @viharistenno @adhdannieedison @lesbianlovelife @tryingthisfangirlthing @tunsun44 @wibblywobblyida @wellvak <3
#lilo writes#lilo creates#lilo edits#my manip#lilo writes fanfic#may trope mayhem#yoko tsuno#warehouse 13#defiance#helena wells#bering and wells#myka bering#jaime murray#stahma tarr#khany#khany yoko tsuno#yoko tsuno Lucifer's servant#la servante de lucifer#yoko tsuno 25#roger leloup
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#x: out of defiance (ooc.)#not me doing a d.une deep dive#not me wanting to create an oc who is a former axolotl tank of the teilax.u#not me wanting to make a face d.ancer oc#not me being consumed by duuuuuuuuune--#tbd.
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You're allowed to ascend but only if God wants you to, and God can be a bit of an authoritarian bastard
#Thinking about Eve. Incredibly fucked up that she was so harshly punished for being seduced by knowledge but also her defiance gets#credited to a 'man' these days (even though the modern conception of satan is almost certainly not how the authors of the bible intended it#its just such a weird catch 22#and ya know. her name is Eve. the beginning the genesis and the thing she gets to create is the punishment of mankind. original sin.#like yeah she also birthed the first humans but that's not what she's known for. she's known for being tempted into falling and dragging#Adam with her#lmao insane ramblings to put in the tags of homestuck fanart but also yeah it is that deep sometimes ya know#also!!! the bisexual colors were not intended but also I do hc Ara as bi so it works#aradia megido#hs#homestuck#my art#eyestrain#just in case!!
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wait james somerton sounds a lot like some people on tumblr when they start spouting off about queer history or supposed controversies within it. is that where you guys are getting your stuff? is it james somerton brain poisoning?
#i had never watched or heard of his channel before hbomb and todd's videos#im still watching todds video i just got past that stupid nambla part#tales from diana#i suppose there's a lot to say about people making as nick called 'observational' statements but what todd more aptly calls#pulling shit out of one's ass.#it's the same thing as somerton talking about straight women or white women or straight white women being offended at gay sex scenes#yet supposedly seeking out queer media that would have gay sex scenes?#or slighting more chaste/fluffy queer media ie heartstopper?#ppl who have these sorts of biases against certain types of gay people or their media if it's not what they see as#the most radical progressive form of queer visibility and acceptance.#creating strawmen enemies that they stand in defiance of#yeah this stuff is really getting my mind rolling#i swear ive seen a lot of these points james somerton has made being later used elsewhere on social media#was it ppl watching him who were inspired to go on these rants?#bc ive always seen these sorts of citationless rants and ravings in queer-friendly spaces and been like 'what are you talking about'#maybe someone with a scarf and a video essay voice told them smugly that these things were true#crazy. crazy#but also then again how much of this baseless speculation on social media just fueled/inspired the writing of these video essays...#idk. misinformation is a self-perpetuating cycle.
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TBITB Drabbles 6/30
Prompt: Star Gazing
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They’ve been sitting on the dock for hours, gazing up at the stars.
It’s so hard to find time alone these days, a moment where it’s just the two of them. Tugging his eyes from the sky, Don turns to Bobby, maps out every wrinkle, every line that shapes his face.
His heart beats a steady rhythm, strong and sure, even as Bobby meets his stare. Don ponders, searches for the right words. Instead, he hooks one of Bobby’s fingers with his own, the two shift closer.
Blue eyes shine and Don can feel the stars above blink with envy.
#bobby moch#don hume#coxstroke#bobby moch x don hume#don hume x bobby moch#salix's sideblog escapades#salix’s sideblog drabbles#I didn’t feel like writing today but I saw a post;#that said we have to create; this is our defiance#this is our voice; and you know what? yeah
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life is about inventing silly challenges with ur friends
#this is brought to you by wren and i creating two player hades#you may think something reasonable like thats not a mode in hades its a distinctly one player game#but it doesnt have to be if you set up the switch controls such that one player moves zag and the other controls his abilities#we did almost killed the bone hydra on run 4 w minimal mirror unlocks#i have faith that by the time this week is up we will at least face our father#like chillin w no trinkets and startin w 50 health and 1 death defiance and we nearly got lernie 4th try?#we Can do this
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Here's your updated Mcspirk Bingo Card! Please don't forget to tag the blog in any creations you post. :)
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Thank you again for doing this!
#something something been thinking a lot about creation as an act of defiance#something something seasonal depression#something something I've written more in the last week than i have in the preceding 6 months 😬😬#something something i need to let my silly little brain create my silly little stories to make it release the silly little chemicals i need#this is a roundabout way of saying it is dark all the time and i want to do nothing but i know that's not good for me so this should Help#even tho lbr my track record for any/all fic bingo cards is TRULY abysmal lmao#but hope springs external etc etc#fic bingo#mcspirk bingo
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Special Announcement❤️
I just wanted to say thank you to everyone for supporting me and enjoying my work. It had been so long since I wrote fan fiction that I was very surprised by the positive reception I got.
November is my birthday month and as a thank you to everyone who supported me, I will be uploading 4 items this month! This means that there will be 1 update each week, I cannot give a specific day sadly.
Since Thanksgiving and family gatherings are coming up, I know that AO3 and fanfiction become a safe haven for many. I hope my work may warm your heart and soothe your soul during this month.
If you have any types of fics you’d like to see, please feel free to message me or comment on the post. They can either be ideas, themes, or just requesting a continuation of a current fic (completed or incomplete). Any requests I do not take for November will be considered for December. I will also be answering asks at a quicker rate.
This is my gift as thanks for everyone’s support!
#yanqing’s happy family au#honkai star rail#announcement#thank you so much for enjoying my work#this is also my own defiance against capitalism and my workplace demanding I do more than what I’m paid for#all of your kind comments made me fall in love with writing and creating again
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I don't think Lilith and Lucifer gave Eve the gift of knowledge/free will. Feels more like the gift of defiance. Knowing good and evil are experiences you either live through and/or give to someone else, which is a knowledge that is earned rather than learned about. You can be aware of the vilest things from just hearing about it, but if you don't have an inner experience that relates in the tiniest way to the pain within another in order to compare it to, then why would it have an impact on you? There's also the caveat where you will subconsciously eliminate relatability due to traumatic experiences which can block empathy, or in the case of those who are born with low levels of affective empathy, that can also pose a challenge. (Cognitive empathy can be learned tho) Caveats aside, if I don't know what negativity feels like, how am I expected to empathize? If I don't have a frame of reference for frustration, my response/reaction will be at best dulled and detached when I learn about an evil deed. Compassion can be built, but that's a social emotion meant to build and maintain networks. And frankly, compassion can easily exist without empathy. There is this thing called loving kindness in Buddhism that encompasses it.
When it comes to defiance, you are enabling yourself to commit an act against something, someone or yourself. It creates polarity and a ripple effect that I believe continues to echo on Earth through humans committing defiant acts all the time UNLESS there is a big enough counterforce to stop it. I believe it takes great inner strength to genuinely forgive something and move onto better pastures with or without the source that has created pain, though you have to be careful not to fall into apathy and numbness. Forgiveness isn't about dulling yourself to remove the pain. Forgiveness is finding worth in investing your energy into something that brings you a better life experience. It's a new type of emotional reality that you are developing in which the hurtful baggage of the past can't coexist anymore, so you let it go. Like, say a friend hurt you, but you find worth in rebuilding a friendship with them because they've done the work to prove themselves a reliable connection. Of course you can also forgive and move on without them. Both are good as long as the hurt was processed properly to be released. Now that's a mild example because atrocities are not on the same level as a broken friendship. The latter come and go and some return, while the former is extremely complex to move on from, but not impossible. Cases of it exist. They're probably unpopular, but they exist.
Now, defiance can also be a good thing depending on the context. Such as, defying a tyrant's system of oppression, but once again - that's still an act of evil because you cannot have good without it. Good cannot exist without polarity unfortunately. The good you do onto someone is evil to someone else and vice versa. That's where consideration and discernment comes into place. Consequences reach everyone one way or another... Black and white melts together, forming various shades of grey. Think of the spider metaphor - what is normal for the spider is chaos for the fly.
But back to defiance. What is defiance if not a type of sabotage? You defy someone's right to safety by jeopardizing it to meet your needs. That's what evil is. It comes from unreliability which is what I feel has made the whole thing blow up with Lucifer's dangerous ideas that defy Heaven's reliable order, Lilith's defiance in the face of authority and her enabling Lucifer to be as dangerous as he wanted to be, and them enabling & inviting Eve to commit an act of defiance too. It's the dichotomy that was the evil that created Hell.
#ooc : the mortal#like no doubt eating the apple sowed the seeds of evil/defiance within the eve which got manifested in her descendants#but i feel it's also the act itself that created hell#you eat the forbidden fruit... while knowing it was forbidden#anyway big thoughts from a small person who's still figuring things out#so far what life's taught me anyway. who knows what else I'll learn until this human experience expires!
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The struggle itself toward the heights is enough to fill a man’s heart. One must imagine Sisyphus happy.
Albert Camus, “The Myth of Sisyphus”
#albert camus#the myth of sisyphus#philosophical essay#philosophy#absurdism#happiness#meaning#im gonna be honest idk a lot about philosophy but at least i understand the difference between absurdism and existentialism now#existentialists argue you can and should create meaning for yourself#absurdism is more accepting that there is no meaning and trying to live your life the way you want in defiance of that#i guess an absurdist would find value in trying to create meaning even if it’s futile or unsuccessful#if understood this all correctly?#im still a little confused about what that means for morality. like is this saying morality is completely constructed?#i just keep thinking about the stranger and how much abuse is present in that book. and there’s no condemnation or justification of it#idk what to think of it#i probably need to read a lot more and reread this and the stranger to get it#lmao im so stupid tbh
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Dan Heng, Blade and Jingliu the three went to see Bailu, and it kinda makes me want to jump off a cliff
#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later#Even beyond fragmented memories and a state of forgetfulness they remember enough to want to see her!!!#idk I love them haha#I don't think Dan Feng was in love with Baiheng for what I've read even though it seems to be also an extended opinion at times#I think he loved of her the same thing he loved of Yingxing‚ that he was treated as a normal person by her and not as high elder#(Jingliu wonders how someone so proud and someone so arrogant could get along and beyond how hot arrogance is at times#and how invigorating to have two prides opposed and crash‚ I think that's why! Dan Feng appreciated that Yingxing just treated him#as a person with all his defiance‚ beyond roles and statuses and even being a short life species)#He also just loved her of course. And he felt indebted to her. And guilty I imagine#And honestly I think he used this as a means to create a new high elder and break free of that cycle he so resented as well as new life#Which makes his actions several layers of selfish and selfless and selfish and selfless and I love the complexity and the grey hues#But yeah in any case I love this. I love that they remember beyond memory and death enough to want to see her again#(romantic or platonic love aside‚ I don't care‚ that's one of my favourite things of Orpheus and Eurydice in Ovid's telling)#And I love that Bailu isn't scared or repulsed or prejudiced against them#Like the ghost of the past fondness still clinging to her‚ like how she tells Dan Heng that maybe they were friends once in another life#They were. There was so much love they defied the laws of humans and aeons and the rules of existence only for you#There was so much love they unmade themselves for you. There was so much love the history of the Xianzhou Luofu changed forever#There was so much love you can see stains of that love everywhere still‚ seven hundred years later#There was so much love their love still lingers‚ making them dead and immortal at once#There was so much love even a bit of her love still lingers in Bailu‚ even if she is someone else#I don't know... I just love this kind of love and grief story. This becoming monstrous for the beloved and yet not being able to regret it#Not entirely. But how to regret it?#All the pain and even the mistakes would be worth it for you‚ or would have been; I just wish you didn't have to suffer#I only regret having caused you suffering#I'd risk and curse it all again‚ given the chance‚ if I could do it right. But only if it wouldn't cause you suffering#How do you define a love like this? And how could it matter?
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There's smth rly fun abt having stories based off of dreams because you just have a bunch of dream based worldbuilding that you just sorta have to work with now. Like oh a ring of infinite dragons run through the earth eternally consuming eachother? Guess I have to explain that now. Also that's sick as hell why didn't I think of that while awake
#rat rambles#oc posting#that damn dream story has captivated me deeply every since Ive had it even if I havent rly done much with it#I have been brainstorming some stuff relating the worldbuilding today tho#mostly what the actual deals of two main characters are#aka grim and the unnamed doggy#because Ive taken stabs at explaining them a couple times but have never rly landed on anything I rly care for#and theyre like The reason this dream stuck with me so hard so that is important#long story short theyre both god created beings that have been in a eternal brawl for what for them has been about 5 years for them#externally its been much much longer since anytime one of them successfully defeats the other they both go dormant for abt 50 years#they dont feel any of that bonus time tho so for them theyve been at this for ages with little to no break#grim usually wins since she was specifically trained to be the victor of the two everytime#but she isnt guaranteed a win by any means and has lost at least once#she likes to not think abt those times tho and pretend they never happened because if she acknowledged them then shed have to think through#the implications of that and she does not have the emotional or mental stability to be able to handle that#shes like. 16 to be clear.#the dog is about 21 or so Id say? Im still figuring things out so idk for sure yet#the basic premise of the story is that after so long of fighting they've both been gradually getting weaker and more exhausted each time#and after one iteration where they were both fighting high in the sky the two in the next iteration find themselves fallen very far apart#grim spends the story trying to find the dog and accidentally getting adopted along the way#and the dog ends up allowing some children to take them home so they can hide and recover and they end up getting attached#it's mostly just abt the two learning to exist as individuals and not weapons and finally beginning to process the trauma this whole cycle#has left them with and eventually breaking the cycle and chosing to stay with their respective new families#this was all stuff that was actually like in the dream which is why it stuck with me so hard but also that dream was mean to me for#dropping all of that and only giving one character a name. god.#tbf its kind of made up for by it being in like the coolest scene in the dream since it was grim naming herself that while talking to the#dog at the end since she had been referred to as a grim reaper or as just a reaper in the dream before that point so it was like a moment#of defiance and also claiming an identity for herself that wasnt just her title#shes a silly billy she also has a scythe that can shoot lasers
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