#DAEGAL DESERVED BETTER

[weaponizedducks]

daegal you deserved better you deserved to be an annoying little apprentice pissing off arthur with merlin

[taey0ngsvape]

my favorite girls

“and when you come home, i’ll be waiting with open arms”

pairing: chenle x fem!reader

genre: fluff

word count: 4.2k

contains: cursing, kissing, cuddling, lots of caring for daegal, so many ‘i love you’s’

summary: you watch daegal while chenle is on tour

i wrote this after writing saying goodbye to txt before they go on tour because the concept was too good to pass up, though i did get a little carried away (it was not supposed to be this long lol) but i really hope you enjoy!

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You couldn’t lie, you were nervous.

Nervous for a number of reasons. Your boyfriend was going away on tour for almost two months, which would be the longest time you’ve ever been apart. It’s also the furthest physical distance you’ve been away from each other. And while he’s away he’s tasked you with taking care of Daegal, who sometimes you swear he loves more than you.

Daegal was a sweetheart but even after the significant amount of time you’ve spent at Chenle’s apartment, she has yet to really warm up to you. And now you're going to be the one taking care of her for two months. So no, it’s not really your fault that you’re nervous.

You show up at Chenle’s apartment an hour before he’s supposed to leave for the airport. Unfortunately for the two of you, your work and all the preparations for his departure prevented you from being able to come any earlier, which meant you hadn’t gotten to sleep next to him the night before he leaves for two months. Still, you put on a brave face. You know how excited he is about going on tour.

He opens the door and lets you into the apartment, his two suitcases already by the door. Daegal trots over to you and you kneel down to let her sniff your hand for a few seconds before she seems satisfied and nuzzles against your hand. 

“Hello Darling,” you say softly, feeling her soft fur under your hand.

“Do I get a hello?” Chenle asks, crossing his arms. You playfully roll your eyes and stand up.

“Hello,” you say to him, a cheeky smile on your face.

“Just ‘hello?’”

You roll your eyes again. “Hello baby, honey, light of my life. Is that better?”

“It’s acceptable,” Chenle hums before pulling you into his arms, giving you a quick kiss before folding you into a hug. You smile to yourself, slipping your arms around his waist and holding him close, breathing in the scent of his shampoo and enjoying the warmth of being pressed against his chest.

When he lets you go he leads you to the kitchen where there’s a small breakfast laid out for the two of you. You can’t help but smile and kiss his cheek before taking a seat.

“Are you excited?” you ask, filling your plate.

“Yeah, it’s been so long since our last concert in the US. And after the show here in Seoul… I’m just really excited to get back on stage.”

You smile. You were at the Seoul show, you’d actually gotten tickets with a friend for somewhere in the lower bowl so you could experience what the concert would be like as a fan and the whole time you couldn’t take your eyes off Chenle. He was such a captivating performer and with the rest of the boys they made the show unforgettable. You knew they’d bring the same incredible performance to America.

“I’m sure the fans are just as excited. You’re so captivating on stage.”

Chenle just smiles at you and continues to eat. 

“You know,” you say. “Nctzens are great, but at the end of the day I’m your biggest fan. No one is cheering for you harder than me.”

Chenle sets down his fork and looks up at you. 

“You are so incredibly talented, but you’re a good person too,” you tell him, taking his hand. “And I am so so lucky to be yours.”

Chenle swallows and then squeezes your hand before he starts to speak. 

“You are… you’re everything to me, you know that?” he asks. “You’re so smart and you always know how to make me laugh. You’re unbelievably kind to everyone around you, even when they don’t deserve it. And you’re beautiful. Breathtaking.”

“Please keep going.”

On any other day, Chenle would narrow his eyes at you and tease you about wanting his attention, but today is different. This is his last chance to say all these things to you in person before he’s whisked halfway across the world for two months, so he takes it.

“You’re so special. You’re different from anyone I’ve ever met. You’re so attentive and understanding. You care so deeply that sometimes it hurts you, but that doesn’t stop you from caring anyway. Your heart is the biggest I’ve ever seen and the fact that you gave that heart to me… I feel so lucky every day to be yours. I’m glad you’re happy to be mine too.”

The confession catches you off guard but in the best way and you can’t keep the smile off your face. You want to tease him with something along the lines of you’re so obsessed with me but you hold it back because he’s just poured his heart out to you. 

“I love you,” you say, squeezing his hand. “So much. And I’m really going to miss you.”

“I’m going to miss you too,” he says. “More than I can tell you.”

“But it’s only two months. And it’ll be over before we know it. And the whole time you’re going to have such an amazing experience and I’m so proud of you.”

You’re pretty sure that Chenle is holding back tears now but you don’t acknowledge it. You’re not much better off. 

“I love you,” Chenle says softly. “So so so much.”

You blink the tears out of your eyes and get up to walk around the table and sit down in Chenle’s lap. Before he has a chance to protest, you kiss him. You can feel his shoulders relax under your hands and he kisses you tenderly. It’s not rushed or messy, it’s gentle and sweet. It says I love you without words. His lips are soft and warm and you can’t help but selfishly wish that this moment could last forever. But that’s the thing about time, it always keeps moving. 

It feels like mere seconds have passed instead of the remaining hour until his departure, which is filled with cleaning the kitchen, last minute packing, and plenty of stolen kisses. But it’s all over far too soon and you’re standing back at his door, bidding him a final farewell. 

He pulls you into a hug. “You’re gonna have fun without me,” he says and you can hear the pout in his voice. 

You laugh. “You’ll have fun too. And then when you come back we can talk all about it.”

Chenle hugs you closer. “Deal.”

He lingers a bit after that, holding you in his arms and kissing you every so often until finally his phone rings and he’s finally forced to leave. 

When the door closes behind him you let the brave face drop, taking a shaky breath. 

Everything is going to be alright, you tell yourself soothingly and take a few deep breaths. You’ll be able to call him often and see plenty of videos of him performing. It’s only two months, that’s not so bad. But you can’t deny that you miss him already.

At your feet, Daegal slumps onto the floor and you smile sympathetically, sitting down next to her. “Do you miss your dad?” you ask, scratching her ears. “Me too,” you tell her. For a few minutes you sit in silence, letting a few tears fall, but in the end, you calm yourself down. You know Chenle wouldn’t want you to be upset and there’s no point in wallowing in your longing. 

So you push yourself off the floor and search for the pet carrier that Chenle uses whenever he has to take Daegal to the vet. After taking it from the closet (the third closet you searched) you find Daegal curled up on the carpet in the living room.

“You ready for an adventure sweet girl?” you ask, gently lifting her off the floor and leading her into the cage. As soon as the door closes she’s whining and you try to shush her in a way that would be comforting. “You’re alright honey,” you say, but when she’s still whimpering after five minutes you take pity on her and instead clip on a collar and leash before leading her out of the apartment.

She follows you, somewhat reluctantly, to your car and you can’t help but feel the nerves creeping back in. What if you couldn’t make Daegal happy? Yes, she was important to Chenle, but she was important to you too and all you wanted was to make these two months feel less lonely for her. 

You put Daegal in the back seat of your car, but by the time you’ve gotten into the car, she’s climbed her way into the passenger seat next to you. She sits down and stares at you, panting slightly. You sigh and let yourself break into a grin.

“Alright passenger princess,” you say, petting her head before turning on the car.

The drive back to the house you’re renting feels longer than usual, probably because of the added stress of having Daegal in the car with you. Every time you slow down or speed up you had to be extra careful so she wouldn’t fall off the seat. But you both make it home in one piece and you let out a sigh of relief once you pull into your driveway.

You carry Daegal inside and hang up the leash by the door, letting her explore the house while you set up food and water for her. At this point it’s almost six a.m and you still haven’t slept so you drag yourself upstairs, forcing yourself to take off your makeup before throwing on one of Chenle’s old t-shirts and heading to bed.

In your room, Daegal is curled up on your blankets toward the end of your mattress. Once you slip under the covers, she gets up and makes her way over to you, curling up next to your side. It surprises you a little, but you smile softly and stroke her soft fur for a good five minutes before finally turning out the light.

You force yourself to get up at noon in an attempt to not fuck your sleep schedule up too badly. After breakfast (the second one today) you change out of your pajamas and clip on Daegal’s collar.

“Let’s go on a walk,” you say as you attach the leash. “I promise I’ll keep it short.”

You know that Daegal doesn’t leave the apartment super often, so she doesn’t have a lot of opportunities to go on walks. You expected her to get tired quickly, but a mile out from your house she’s still happily trotting along the sidewalk, so you let her lead the way, not caring if you’ll have to carry her back.

She actually makes it halfway back home before getting tired and you don’t complain as you pick her up and hold her to your chest so she can rest her head on your shoulder as you carry her the rest of the way home.

This becomes a daily routine. After waking up you’d take Daegal outside, whether it be a walk around the neighborhood or to a nearby park to let her run around, you devoted time every day to take her somewhere and you can see how much more comfortable she is around you as the days pass. 

When you come home from work she’ll be waiting by the door and every night she curls up by your side. Whenever you’re at home, she’s always nearby, which is especially nice whenever you’re on FaceTime with Chenle and he asks to see her.

Today, he calls a little later than usual and after asking about your day and telling you about his own he (as always) asks to see Daegal, so you turn your phone so the camera is pointing at the sleeping dog, pressed against your side.

“How are you guys getting along?” Chenle asks. “She seems awfully comfy.”

You smile. “I’ve been taking her outside a lot. She likes going to the park and chasing birds,” you share, which makes Chenle laugh. 

“She’s going to love you more than me at this rate.”

You grin. “I think she already does,” you tell him, gently petting Daegal’s head. “How’s tour going?” you ask.

“It’s been amazing so far. A little busy, especially since we have a show tomorrow but being on stage… it makes it all worth it.”

You can’t help but smile. “Good. I’m glad you’re having a good time.”

Chenle hums. “Yeah, well it sounds like you and Daegal have been having a pretty good time without me.”

You laugh. “She really loves me now. I think she was hesitant at first.”

“Well, I’m glad you two are getting along. And I’m happy you’re doing well. I…” he sighs. “I miss you a lot.”

You smile. “I miss you too,” you say. “But hey, we’re almost halfway done already. Then you’ll come home and both Daegal and I will be waiting.”

Chenle smiles at that. “I’ll be counting down the days.”

As the days pass you’re able to stay relatively busy, filling any time that you’re not at work with Daegal or your friends. Once, while at the park you run into your best friend with her own dog next to her.

“Hey Mina!” you greet and then wave to her dog, a spaniel whose exact breed you don’t remember. “Hi Luna.”

Mina gives you a hug and smiles down at Daegal. “Who’s this?” she asks, leaning down to pet her.

“This is Daegal,” you say. “She’s my boyfriend’s dog.”

“Ah yes,” Mina says. “The mysterious boyfriend that you legally can’t tell me anything about.”

You laugh. “That’s the one.”

Mina smiles at you, a twinkle in her eye, because despite your inability to actually talk about your relationship, you still go to Mina whenever you need advice and she always listens. 

Luna and Daegal sniff at each other before deeming the other as friendly and you both let them run around in the field as you sit and talk.

“How are things going with mystery boy?” she asks.

“He’s away right now,” you tell her. “A work trip.”

She nods. “For how long?”

“Two months, but it’s already been almost five weeks, so we’ve made it through the first half. He calls almost every day so it hasn’t been so bad without him.”

“Good, I’m glad you’re doing well. And I mean, taking care of his dog… that sounds pretty serious.”

You smile at Daegal who’s currently chasing Luna across the grass. “I was kind of surprised he trusted me to do it. She’s like his baby.”

Mina nods. “I get it. I wouldn’t leave Luna with just anybody. But you seem to be doing a pretty good job.”

You grin. “I’m having a better time than I thought I would. I was just so nervous she didn’t like me, or at least, not enough to keep her from feeling lonely. But she’s been happy and it’s nice having her around.”

Mina smiles at you and leans over to rest her head on your shoulder. “I love seeing you happy, you know that?”

You smile and let your cheek rest against her. “I do know that. I feel the same with you.”

“I’m always here for you,” she says happily. “And if mystery boy ever hurts you I’ll make sure he regrets it, I don’t care who he is.”

You laugh at that.

“But, in my humble opinion, I don’t think he will. He seems like he’s in this for the long run, and if he makes you happy then he has my approval.”

“Your approval?” you tease.

“Of course,” she says. “All boyfriends must be approved by the best friend. It’s just… girl code.”

You grin. “Well then, I’m glad you approve.”

“Do you think I’ll ever get to meet him?” she asks.

You honestly have wondered the same thing. He’s already met your family, though that still required some paperwork and negotiations with SM, but you didn’t see why your best friend should be any different. Ever since you first arrived in Korea, she’d been by your side. She was like a sister to you and you hoped that maybe you could talk to someone at the company and figure out a way to introduce her to Chenle. 

“I hope so,” you say. “I really hope so.”

After the day at the park you reach out to a member of SM’s legal team about letting Mina meet Chenle and while the discussion was an ongoing one, it seemed like the odds were in your favor. You told Chenle about it as soon as you could and he assured you he would do everything he could to convince them to let Mina meet him.

“So… is she nice?” Chenle asks, even though you’ve talked about Mina to him countless times.

“Yes? You’ve already heard like… everything about her.”

Chenle sighs. “I know, but I want her to like me. What if she doesn’t think I’m good enough and sends like… the mafia after me or something.”

You laugh. “I don’t think she has any connection with the mafia. Besides, she already gave you her Best Friend Seal of Approval so I don’t think you have anything to worry about.”

“Really?” he asks.

“She sees how happy you make me and that’s all she cares about.”

Chenle smiles. “Well, I’m glad I make you happy.”

“Yeah, though she did also say that if you ever hurt me she’ll make you regret it. She didn’t say how but I don’t think that’s something you want to find out.”

Chenle groans. “Why would you tell me that? Now I’m going to be scared of her.”

You laugh. “Hey, as long as you don’t fuck this up, you don’t have to be.”

“Good,” he says. “Because I’m never going to let you go. I’m never going to hurt you or deliberately make you sad. I’m here to make you happy because you do the same for me.”

You smile. “See? Nothing to worry about.”

“You make my life so much better, you know that?”

You swallow the lump in your throat. “You make mine better too. Brighter.”

“I can’t wait to see you,” he says. 

“Four days,” you reply, butterflies in your stomach. Four days until he’s in your arms again. 

“I don’t know if I’ll survive.”

You roll your eyes. “You’re so dramatic.”

“Whatever,” he says. “You love me anyway.”

“Yeah yeah, I love you.”

He smiles contently. “Goodnight baby,” he says.

“Aren’t you going to say it back?” you ask and he just gives you a cheeky smile and ends the call. Immediately, you text him.

chenle

chenle

ZHONG CHENLE

SAY IT BACK

But I’m the dramatic one?

say it back :(

I love you

:)

Goodnight love

night lele

The final days pass by in a blur and suddenly it’s the night before he’s supposed to be back. You crawl in bed and Daegal huddles up next to you like always. Before you go to sleep, you send Chenle a text. He’ll have already boarded his flight by now, but he’ll receive it once he lands.

lele, my love! i just wanted to tell you how proud i am of you. you did so well this tour and i can tell you gave every single performance all your effort. i admire you so much (i’m sure you know that). i’ve missed you so much. so so so so so much. but i know that in a few hours you’ll be back so i feel okay. before you left you told me i was everything to you, and i wanted to tell you that you’re my everything too. you make me laugh even when it’s hard and you’re a good listener when i need it. you’re hardworking and trustworthy and incredibly loyal. and you’re so loving, even if it’s not in the “traditional” way. you show your love differently, and to me that makes it even more special. it really is a privilege to be loved by you. and i can’t wait to see you. i love you and i’ll (finally!!) see you soon.

You’re pretty tired as you type it all out, unsure if it makes sense or not, but in the end, you press send and plug in your phone before turning out the light. You pet Daegal for a few minutes until your eyes finally close.

“Baby?”

You blink the sleep out of your eyes. Your bedroom is still dark, the only light is from the streetlamp outside but the sky is still pitch black. You sit up and let your eyes adjust. Standing in the doorway is Chenle, his hair sticking up in a few places and his t-shirt wrinkled. When your eyes meet, he breaks into a grin.

“Lele,” you breathe, your eyes welling up with tears as you open your arms. In a second, he’s there, climbing into bed next to you so he can hug you properly. He smells like home and even wearing his clothes isn’t anything like this. His hold is strong and he’s warm and real and you don’t bother to try and stop yourself from crying.

Next to you, Daegal is yapping excitedly, clambering onto Chenle’s lap and he laughs, the sound sending you into another round of sobs because it’s different hearing it in person.

“Hello,” he says to Daegal, scratching her ears. “I hope you didn’t miss me too much.”

He turns his attention back to you and cups your face in his hands, brushing away your tears. “Alright crybaby, it’s okay.” You can’t help but smile at that because he’s right, everything is okay. He’s here, he’s home with you again. So yeah, you’re more than okay.

“I thought you weren’t coming back until tomorrow?” you ask.

“We managed to catch an earlier flight. And I got your text and I just had to see you but you weren’t at the apartment so I came here. Sorry for barging in,” he says sheepishly. “I didn’t realize you’d be sleeping.”

You smile and shake your head. “I’m glad you came.”

“Me too,” he says, leaning in to kiss you and you smile against his lips.

 

The two of you end up going back to bed for a few more hours before you wake up at nine and drag him out of bed with you to make him breakfast. 

“I’ll probably have to take Daegal out after this, we usually go for a walk every morning,” you say, flipping a pancake on the stove. “You know, maybe tomorrow morning we can get up early and take Daegal to the park. That way there won’t be a ton of people and we can just go on a walk together. I even taught her to play fetch but it only works with tennis balls. I tried throwing her a stick the other day and she just kinda looked at me like, ‘what the fuck was that?’ But I figure if we go early enough we can spend an hour or so there and we won’t have to worry so much about someone recognizing you,” you ramble. When you receive no response, you turn to look at Chenle, wondering if maybe he’s fallen asleep at the table.

Instead, you find him staring at you, an unreadable expression on his face. “What?” you ask, slightly nervous. Had you said something wrong? Maybe it wasn’t a good idea to suggest going out together.

“I’m going to marry you someday,” he says, which was not at all what you were expecting to hear. 

“What?” you repeat, still shocked.

“You already know that you’re the love of my life. Plus you take care of me, like forcing me to get up so I can eat something. And you’re a great cook. And you love Daegal like she’s yours, taking her on walks and going to the park. Even I haven’t done some of those things. So, naturally, I want to marry you.”

“Alright lover boy, let’s slow down a bit there,” you say with a smile, pretending that your heart isn’t about to beat out of your chest.

“Is that a no?” he asks.

“It’s a… ask me again later. And by later I mean in a year at least.”

Chenle shrugs. “Fine by me,” he says. “I’ll put it in my calendar.”

You roll your eyes and return to your cooking, transferring the finished pancake onto a plate before taking the bacon out of the pan and letting it cool on a tray. You break of a tiny piece and lean down to hold it out to Daegal, who happily accepts. 

When you look back at the table Chenle is lounging in the chair with a smile on his face.

“What?” you ask.

“I’m just happy,” he says. “I’m here with my two favorite girls. I feel like I’m in heaven.”

You smile. “I’m happy too. I’m really glad you’re here. Home.”

His smile widens. “Home.”

[jenjibear]

NCT DREAM AS BOYFRIENDS PREFRENCE/IMAGINE

(Fluff)

Bullet points cause I’m too tired to write paras TT

Gender neutral

Mark

* so soft, So sweet and attentive.

* He will always be there for you no matter what. No matter the time he will be there ready to listen to you because he can’t stand to see you hurt or sad.

* Puts you before himself because he is so selfless like that

* writes songs for you because he loves to hear your opinions on them

Overall a boyfriend who is just like a friend, and will always be there for you to depend on.

Renjun

* loves to have little art dates with you, drawing and painting together

* likes to take you to karaoke to sing with you because he loves your voice and how it sounds when you sing with him.

* matching clothes always, you look like the couple fit pics from Pinterest

* no matter how savage he is with the members he is always sweet with you.

Overall a boyfriend who loves the little things, and the time he spends with you.

Jeno

Where do I even begin ><

* gives you his hoodies, even without you asking..he says it’s cause you look cold he actually just thinks you look amazing in them.

* shares his gummies with you and no one else!

* loved to give you back hugs while you work/study

* bike rides through the park together are a regular occurrence

Overall a boyfriend who knows how to make you feel loved, and loves to see you smile

Haechan

* gamer boyfriend, hopped up on red bull,no sleep and a dream…but will still smile at you no matter how tired he is because you are better than caffeine

* teaches you how to play league so you can game together

* lazy big day dates are a regular thing after he spends all night gaming

* is relentless if you don’t give him enough affection so give him plenty of smooches

Overall he is that gamer boy boyfriend we’ve all dreamed about at some point, but will always have time for his love

Jaemin

Stop I’m so soft for Jaemin as a boyfriend

* cooks 3 meals a day for you because you will not skip any meals while he’s around, you are his love and he is going to make sure you are happy and healthy

* spams your phone relentlessly with lovey dovey paragraphs to ensure you always have a smile on your face

* you get exclusive pictures of the kids (his cats) but you’re still his number 1

* refuses to sleep unless you are beside him

Overall a boyfriend who isn’t afraid to love you and show you your worth, treats you like royalty because that’s what you deserve

Chenle

* takes you to watch him play basketball because he loves hearing you cheer and encourage him, he swears it makes him play better

* spoils you rotten within reason

* loves to cuddle into you while watching videos on his phone

* like Jaemin, you get exclusive photos of Daegal on the regular

Overall a fun and easy going boyfriend who loves just having you in his life and how much joy you bring with you.

Jisung

Ugh jisung TT

* stays up late on FaceTime with you if he can’t be beside you (usually when on schedule or tour) because he can’t stand being away from you

* sends you videos and photos that remind him of you just because

* innocent touches while you cuddle up to watch movies together

* constants has a lovestruck look on his face when you’re around

Overall a boyfriend who is your first love, and makes you feel warm inside and never makes you feel alone

[ad0rechuu]

ᝰ MY OH MY. ━━ announcement

i’m going to take a little break from posting my oh my chapters because i’ve been feeling unmotivated and i wonder if it’s even good enough anymore, and i don’t want to post anything i feel like i’m going to regret. also the interactions are going down and i don’t blame you for that or anything because that’s honestly just a very, very small part of it is mostly my own thoughts but it does make me wonder if it was good enough to post in the first place, i feel like you deserve better.

i’m only going on this mini hiatus till 1 march and hopefully i’ve sorted my feelings out. by then but i just wanted to let you know why after i post chapter 20 it will take a while before the new chapter comes out (or maybe why i have deleted the whole fic if i still feel like that by then)

TAGLIST. @tocupid @leo-seonghwa @seonghwaddict @starryunho @yuyusuyu @kodzumo @felixsramen @aapplepii @juhakutie @gyumibear @alixnsuperstxr @atinyinateezverse @nyukyujs @yunho-mp3 @blueresides @shakalakaboomboo @haechology @ahnneyong @atinycafe @i-luvsang @nasangel @asherthehimbo @marvelahsobx @blue-rainydays @the-swageyama-tobiyolo @evilsailorsenshi @allisonleannn @sunkitti @koizekomi @ms-no1kpopstan @marsvillee @tubatu-wari-wari @jazminethecreator @mitchko11 @daegale @wonwootakemyheart @ksywoo

[jaehunnyy]

A/N: This fic is for @daegall's 1k event, so enjoy a little oneshot with Hyuck ♡ I had fun writing for this event, Sunnyyy! Also, thank you @sungbeam for your suggestions to make this fic better, i appreciate it a lot ♡

The beginning of an end

Genre: best friends-to-lovers!au, fluff

Word count: 1.1k

Pairing: Lee Donghyuck × reader

Warnings: one curse word

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You were comfortably seated on your bed, cuddling a fluffy pillow to your chest while binge watching the newest season of Stranger Things. You were scared, to say the least, mentally digging for a magic spell to bring someone next to you to ease your fear. Right when you were about to calm yourself a little, a loud thud on your window startled you, freezing you in your place. A second one came not long after, and you swore your whole neighbourhood heard you scream when a hand pressed against the cold glass. You grabbed the most dangerous object you found then: the tv remote, prepared to throw it if things took the wrong route. 

However, a very familiar laugh made you frown, eyebrows brought together in an angry furrow. A few seconds after, a gray, platinum-colored head appeared in the window, the boy's giggles even louder than before. Honey skin on full display, adorned with sweet, brown dots, accompanied by the pearly white of his teeth, and the view was enough to have your heart jolting in joy and excitement. But you didn't plan on giving up so easily with the desire for revenge eating your gut.

"Hyuck, you almost killed me! What the fuck's wrong with you?" You screamed at your best friend, trying hard to keep yourself steady while he engulfed your body in a bear hug. 

"Oh, don't tell me you got scared! Actually, that's what you deserve." He threw a smirk at you, your eyes widening at his words. 

"What's that supposed to mean? Mind elaborating?" 

"You were watching Stranger Things all alone, complaining about getting scared, while I was on my couch, waiting for you to call me. Tsk tsk." 

Being so close to him brought a crimson red blush to your cheeks, painting them in the color of a pure, unrequited love. Thus, you couldn't bring yourself to confess to him. You knew Hyuck since you were babies, and you couldn't imagine your life without him. His friendship was more than enough, or so you wanted to believe. 

"Just… think about using the door next time." You grumbled, hugging him after all the teasing you two bore. He jokingly ruffled your hair, before occupying your bed like it was his own. 

"I'm hungry. Let's cook something." His soft voice resonated again, the proposal making you squirm in happiness. You loved cooking, especially when it came to cooking with your best friend. 

"Pancakes for the win. The last one to get to the kitchen is a loser." You winked at him and, with this being said, you made your way to the kitchen, running for your life. 

Haechan sulked at your childish behavior, complaining about how you made him get up from the bed right after he finished settling up, but also about how you started before he could even move—cheater. Yet he couldn't say no to his lovely bestie; furthermore, he was the one proposing the cooking part. Still, his lazy antics didn't hesitate to show, body leaning against the kitchen counter while you were already mixing some ingredients. And he stared, and stared, until your patience consumed completely.

"Aren't you gonna help?" you asked, irritated. 

"No, I'm good." 

You couldn't hold yourself back anymore, grabbing a handful of flour and throwing it right in his face, making him gasp in shock and disbelief. After seeing his white, flour coated face, you couldn't help but burst into laughter, the bright sound cheering up the whole kitchen. 

"Actually, that's what you deserve," you spat through the chortling, mocking his words. 

"Is this how we're playing? Okay, Y/N. Watch your back." 

You couldn't stop laughing, but he had his evil plans to stop you. Haechan crossed his arms to his chest, his pink lips forming a pout, followed by the moody silence he was trying hard to maintain. He pretended to leave the kitchen, but then the unexpected happened. The white dust hit your face too, and your smiley expression was crushed, in exchange for a flabbergasted one, your eyes now piercing through his soul. He was the one giggling now, index finger pointing at the defeat on your face. 

"No more need for pancakes, you are the pancake." 

You tried hiding your smile at his stupid attempt to joke, wiping the excess of flour on your face with your hand, blowing it in his direction. "We are the pancakes, Hyuckie." 

He approached you, the tension between the two of you growing fastly. He loved the way your lips curled when pronouncing his name, the diminutive triggering the well hidden butterflies in his chest. Your friendship was like a flower, constantly needing loyalty and trust to stay alive. And you wished the flower of your friendship never died… but when you had him so close to your face, it was getting hard not to break the pure bond between the two of you with a kiss. 

And he seemed to think about the same thing, but unlike you, he didn't care anymore. 

He put his hand on your waist, carefully pulling you closer to him, heart to heart. His lips touched yours slowly, and you could already feel a new flower blooming between the two of us, the flower of love. Shyly circling his neck with your hands, you kissed him back, full of admiration and unspoken feelings. He left a final kiss on your nose, before leaning his forehead on yours, his shiny orbs gazing at you like you were the most precious thing he'd ever seen. 

"Let's not screw up our friendship, Hyuck…" you whispered, not wanting to ruin the sweet moment.

"We won't screw it up, darling. We'll just turn it into something more beautiful and meaningful. I like you a lot," he smiled, hugging you softly. 

You blushed once again, his words making your heart jump in your chest, surrounded by the delightful feeling of warmth, his hug making you happier than ever. No one could ever understand you the way he did, and having him as your boyfriend as well made your wish come true completely.

"I like you too, Hyuckie. I can fairly say that I'm in love with you." 

Your lips touched once again, the sweet scent of love blooming in the kitchen, ingredients long forgotten. If someone would have told you years ago that you will end up with your best friend, you would have laughed in their face for ages; but now, you wouldn't want it any other way. And here you were, living your best life with your once—best friend by your side. 

[nyukyusnz]

monthly reminders !!

i hope you all are taking very good care of yourselves cause i care a lot about you guys,, and you deserve to be doing well and having the best in life,, and that's all i want from you all <3 i hope youre eating 3 meals a day and getting a good amount of sleep,, keeping yourselves active and reminding yourselves that you are worth so much and everything well get better with time. 💞💕 [ and i swear i will try my best to send out monthly reminders in asks by next month ,, i feel so terrible i have no time or motivation to do that anymore. </3 ]

@sunghun @soobnny @liliansun @odxrilove @luvruby @yangsrose @hirokari @shinehyuk @kyswoo @meliasblog @jeongans @gyyyyyu @4xiaojun @jyvnho @choibinn3 @seolboba @binniebutter @ssssachi @kqyutie @daegall @alohajun @qlcwiinq @kynrki @euiioo @shinescape @scftjoo @kyuala @zeawoo @mini0o @gfksn @acaiasahi @jangwonie @luvyjn @ixomiyu @reniqt @inniecorre @deeznutsriki @hypesahi @wonryllis @0x1lovebotmain @carateum3 @tbzloonar @milkybonya

[queen-of-obsessing]

People to dedicate my happy AU fic to

Sir Lancelot (my poor baby, killed twice in the worst ways, KILLS HIMSELF AND NO ONE KNOWS THAT HE WAS CONTROLLED BY MORGANA)

Gaius (kidnapped and tortured...also has to put up with everyone’s BS)

George (was seen in one episode then NEVER AGAIN) 

Sefa (poor girl got dragged into this mess)

Princess Mithian (tormented by old Morgana)

Guinevere!! (my babygirl, you deserved so much better :( so far you’ve been enchanted to cheat on your fiancee, banished from Camelot, tormented by the ghost of Arthur’s racist dad, tortured in a tower, brainwashed during your brother’s funeral...thanks i hate it) 

Sir Elyan!! (has nothing to do all season, then killed by floating CGI sword...what a way to go...)

Tyr (killed by evil Gwen, did not deserve that) 

AITHUSA (trapped and crippled in a pit? what in the animal abuse -WHERE IS HER FATHER)

Daegal (killing kids is a line i refuse to cross) 

Alator (got his neck snapped) 

Finna (sacrificed herself :( it was so noble)

Mordred (you poor thing. that’s all i have to say)

Morgana (good grief. what the hell did they do to her) 

Arthur mf Pendragon (wins battle, d i e s)

Merlin (just. why.)

[bookbeautywashere]

Daegal deserves better, and no I don't take criticism.

- me every five minutes

[koishua]

content creator year in review!

thank you @daegall for tagging me! i am inviting any creator that sees this tag to also share their year of creating! (please do this i want more fics to read so if you could just run along and tag me yeah ty goodbye </3)

first creation and most recent creation of 2022:

my first creation this year is pretty little flowers, i think. it's a sunghoon hanahaki!au excerpt from a larger fic i had been working on, but then gave up completing, as always. i think i like it a lot.

moments like these. my latest creation! i don't have much to say about it haha honestly i wrote so many different stuff this year that my brain just can't think of more words to write but yeah say olé for jay fluff.

one of your favorite creations of 2022:

rain again. it's a gaon fic and it's one of my favourites to come out of this year. it's a little out there in terms of plot, but it's so comforting for me personally. it was a cathartic experience, writing this, and i just adore the concept of self here.

honorable mention: try again. i was in a slump and decided to make myself feel better by writing this comfort fic. it's a little personal, just like rain again, so i guess that's why i hold this dear to my heart.

one creation you're really proud of:

les mur des j'taimes. me writing this was all spontaneous after i'd visited paris this year haha. i love how sweet and overall wholesome jungwon is in this one.

a creation that took you forever:

when flowers wilt on the 21st of march... don't even get me started on this fic. i despise and adore it to my core. i hope it burns, but also, yeonjun, jay, and heather are everything to me. i have such personal connections with these characters. i cried even thinking about the ending, because it hurt me to hurt them. that's part of the reason why i can't bring myself to finish the other half of it.

a creation from 2022 that received the most notes:

enemies to lovers prompts. i don't know what i put in the pot, but people really seemed to like this, so have it as it is at 5k notes, i think (?).

attractive and cute thing yeonjun does as your bf. now this... this is purely self-indulgent. this was me brainrotting and 2k people agreeing with me </3

a creation from 2022 you think deserved more notes:

this wretched world. i believe it's criminal that this has less than 100 notes. i know i was shadowbanned randomly, but what the heck, tumblr </3 it was my rage-driven brain child. please read this for angry feels. grim reaper/devil!hoon btw idk how to describe this entity.

the way home. i have the biggest thing for strangers!aus and i think this is my favourite one and it hurts me that it hasn't gotten as many notes as my other tubatu drabbles haha but that's okay.

a new fandom you joined and a creation you made for it:

xdinary heroes, all yours. forever in a jooyeon brainrot. they have become one of my favourite groups and i love them so much. domestic aus break me, so i had to write this.

a creation you made that breaks your heart:

you'll be flying. jungwon angsts hurt almost as good as hee/hoon angsts, what can i say? this one was a little personal as well, so i definitely shed a tear or two while writing it. it's one of my favourites.

farewell to a love. so... yeah... obviously a heeseung angst. i don't have anything else to say. i love me some sad hee feels.

a 'simple' creation you really love:

adore you. gyu and busses strike a primal thing in me idk how to explain it. they just make sense. so yes, bad boy gyu simping over reader while going back home. what else do you even want?

a creation that was inspired by another one:

the long night. straight up jack frost!hyunjin. i love peter pan concepts, but i love jack more, so obviously i had to make hyunjin jack. the vibes in this are one of my favourites. please read it if you can, because i need others to squeal about jack frost!hyunjin with me.

some of your favorite content creators from this year:

@neo-shitty @lebrookestore @xdhaven @yyxgin @chocosvt @orpheyeux @indgio @kdyism are the creators i remember reading most often this year! i haven't read here much, but if i did, these are the people who i read from! do check them out, because their writings are incredible.

[thebadgersknackers]

nothing boils my piss more than how the writers killed daegal for no reason. his death served no purpose other than to be sad. could they not have let merlin have one person he could be himself with. why did they kill everyone that knew about his magic? (besides gaius but he's more a father figure than a friend)

and why did they make his death about arthur? He sacrificed himself for merlin, so merlin would be proud of him. It had nothing to do with arthur, but yet again they made it about him (since everything in merlins life has to revolve around arthur apparently)

I'm still fuming

[tarokouri]

i can totally see these two being friends, i imagine their relationship as Arthur and Merlin in early seasons

[yarniac13]

Ok but. Merlin telling Daegal to get out.

[manyprofoundbonds]

the fake druid boy reminds me of will idk why he just reminds me of him:((((

[just-come-baek]

misery loves company

Pairing: Na Jaemin x female!reader

Themes: pwp | smut | fluff | friends to lovers!au | kinda ansty for 3 seconds

Word count: 3.7k

Summary: While your friends go on a beach trip, you and Jaemin have to stay behind. It sucks, but it’s not something either of you can change. One day, you get a video call that sets things between you and Jaemin in motion.

Warnings: soft slow unprotected sex on the hammock | Jaemin gives reader a hickey | cream pie | readers is a brat | cock warming | teasing | if I forgot about anything, I am sorry

A/N for sunny side nct event hosted by neosmutcollective. suppport dreamies

***

It was supposed to be the summer of your life.

Unfortunately, things didn’t exactly go as planned. Together with your friends, you made arrangements to go to the beach, bask in the sunlight, and splash in the ocean. Everything was meticulously mapped out. However, a few days before the departure, your pain in the ass of a boss happily announced that he wasn't going to grand you your well-deserved vacation.

At first, you considered quitting altogether. However, after a few minutes of intense pondering, you concluded it would be reckless to leave your job without having a second one already secured. Though it was tempting to tell your boss what you really thought about him, you chose to accept your schedule. After all, you praised yourself for your creativity – you didn’t have to leave the city to have a blast of a summer.

You were a little bit envious that your friends got to spend two weeks at the beach and you had to bust your ass off at work, but you still made an effort to wish them a safe journey. Maybe you didn’t get to spoil yourself in the luxurious beach resort, but at least, you were going to take full advantage of staying at Chenle’s guest room, looking after his precious puppy.

Chenle lived in a fancy house with a large patio, a vast backyard, and an enormous kidney-shaped pool. He had granted you full access to it all for keeping an eye on Daegal. It became your routine to feed and walk the puppy, go to your silly job, return to Chenle’s house, and chill to your heart’s content. Maybe it wasn’t complete relaxation, but you decided to cherish it nonetheless. A few hours were still better than nothing.

Right now, you were lying in the hammock, reading a book, sipping on an alcoholic drink you found in Chenle’s refrigerator. Even if you were in the shade, it was scorching hot. You didn’t mind it, though. It was summer – it was supposed to be hot. Besides, it was slowly getting darker and cooler. You were basically living your ultimate relaxation fantasy inside Chenle’s garden.

Just when you finished reading the fifteenth chapter of your book, you heard your phone go off, letting you know about an incoming call. Quickly, you closed the book and put it on the coffee table, reaching for your phone, sliding your finger across the screen, accepting the call.

It was Mark.

“Oh, hi, Mark, what’s up?” You spoke, smiling upon seeing your friend. He was video calling you, letting you see what you’re missing out on.

Perfect.

That was exactly what you needed.

“Just checkin’ in,” Mark casually said, chuckling. “How is it going? Chenle’s wondering how his baby is doing. You didn’t lose her, did you?”

“Nope, she’s perfectly fine,” you beamed, craning your neck around, looking for Daegal. “She’s chewing her rubber duck toy right now. You want to see? Get Chenle on the phone,” you ordered as you switched to the back camera of your phone, zooming on the puppy. After you provided the boys with some high-quality footage of the squeaking adorableness, you set the front camera back. “I may take her for a walk to the park later.”

“You have a triple chin when you lie like that,” you heard Haechan’s mocking voice through the mobile device. Annoyed, you stuck your tongue out before readjusting your position on the hammock to look presentable. “You’re not gonna impress Jaemin when looking like that.”

“Bitch, why do you speak when you can shut up?” You spat, trying your best to be nice to be Haechan. Yep, that’s you trying your best. “Really, nobody asked for your opinion,” you added, regretting that Haechan was miles away. You’d feel much better if you could knock some sense in that stupid head of his. He was lucky he was out of your reach.

“Bitch, it’s a straight fact,” Haechan carried on to which you rolled your eyes.

“Somebody hit him, please,” you whispered, running out of patience sooner than anticipated. “Thank you, Chenle. I don’t know what I’d do without you,” you beamed, enjoying your small victory. Chenle could’ve hit Haechan harder, though. The idiot barely got what he deserved.

“Speaking of Jaemin,” Chenle started, rubbing his temple. “You two are not fucking all over my place, are you?” He asked in a hopeful tone, and you once again rolled your eyes. What were they thinking?

“No! God, no,” you quickly denied, looking over to the side, checking if Jaemin’s still asleep. “As if you’ve forgotten, we’re just friends.”

Speaking of Jaemin…

You weren’t the only one whom unfortunate circumstances ruined summer plans. While you had to stay behind because of your stupid boss, Jaemin had to finish his apprenticeship over the summer. It was his last call to get it done, so he didn’t really have a choice but stay and complete his college duties. Though it sucked you couldn’t go on that trip, at least you had a person to keep you company during these long summer evenings – it really was a blessing.

Once Jaemin was done with his apprenticeship for the day, he would stroll over to Chenle’s house to chill with you. And while you were trying to get some reading done on the hammock, Jaemin would play games on his phone or just nap on the garden bench next to you. You two didn’t do much, but it still felt nice and relaxing. A peaceful atmosphere, a summer playlist playing softly from the inside, and an occasional breeze gave you almost epic holiday goals.

“So… you’re not fucking in my house? That’s a relief,” Chenle spoke, content with your reply. “How is he doing, by the way?”

“I think he’s napping,” you spoke, turning to the side, making sure Jaemin was indeed knocked out on the bench, cutely hugging the cushion, scrunching his nose in his sleep. “He’s busting his ass off. They really treat him like a slave,” you added, sympathizing with Jaemin. Every time he came over, he would plop down onto that bench and nap for a few hours to recharge the batteries. “Let him sleep.”

“Awww…” Haechan cooed, and you huffed, trying not to lash out at him. You would most definitely wake Jaemin up, and you wanted him to catch some more z’s. “You care about him so much it makes me sick.”

“Eat shit, loser,” you whispered-yelled at the boy, wishing it would shut him up. His relentless teasing was annoying the living hell out of you. At this point, a shark could bite him in the ass, and you would regret you weren’t there to record it.

“Stop teasing them,” Jeno ordered, pushing Haechan out of the camera frame, and you sighed in relief, glad that Jeno stepped in to put an end to your misery. “Let them get together at their own pace,” he added, and you looked away, a little embarrassed.

All of them seemed to be painfully aware of your concealed feelings for Jaemin, and sometimes, it drove you crazy. If your crush was so transparent, you figured Jaemin must’ve known about it too, and the fact that he had never acted on it made you believe he did not reciprocate it. Without saying anything, Jaemin basically turned you down.

Apparently, you were fated to be only friends.

“Enough of that; what about you guys? How is the beach? What are your plans for today?” You inquired, desperately trying to change the subject. You were not comfortable when they put you in the spotlight, especially when you might’ve got caught by Jaemin.

“Who are you talking to?” You heard Jaemin’s raspy voice as he must’ve stirred awake. Hopefully, he didn’t hear any incriminating parts of your conversation with the boys.

“Guys called to check up on Daegal,” you answered, sending Jaemin a calm smile.

“What’s up, guys?” Jaemin yawned as he stretched a little. “Haechan’s bride-to-be is fine. No need to worry,” Jaemin casually added as he approached the hammock, walking into the camera frame, waving at the guys.

“Watch it, Na Jaeman. I don’t like your tone,” you rolled your eyes upon hearing Haechan’s annoying voice again. You thought it was the end of your interaction for today, but apparently, you were wrong. Haechan’s shenanigans were relentless. At this point, you wondered how on earth this insufferable asshole still had friends.

“We went surfing earlier,” Renjun interjected before another quarrel erupted. Finally! Someone knew proper dialogue etiquette. “And we’re going to the party on the beach today, but Jisung is taking forever to get ready.”

“Scoot over,” Jaemin whispered, gently hitting your thigh.

“It’s a hammock for one person, it doesn’t work like that,” you replied, but Jaemin didn’t listen, getting on the hammock nonetheless. His movements were clumsy; at least three times, Jaemin pressed his elbow into your side, making you wince in pain as he tried to lie down next to you. You two were wiggling on the verge of falling onto the floor. Your phone fell out of your grip, hitting you in your forehead in the process.

“What is going on? Let me see,” once again, Haechan asked, trying to see what was happening on the other side of the video call; too bad that your phone was squished somewhere between you and Jaemin. “Are they fucking? I heard someone’s moans. Do they know they haven’t hung up?”

“What is wrong with you?” You yelled as you sought for your phone, wanting to prove to them that your moans had nothing to do with fucking. Jaemin was just lazy, trying to join you on the hammock for some reason. “Not everything is about fucking. You really should get some tonight.”

“I’ve been getting some these days,” Haechan announced proudly, making Jaemin snort.

“Yeah, right,” Jaemin snickered, dubious of Haechan’s conquers.

“Watch it, Jaeman,” Haechan warned, challenging Jaemin. “You really don’t want to get on my bad side. I know some stuff,” he added, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively. “It would be a shame if some secrets accidentally spilled.”

“You wouldn’t dare,” Jaemin spoke, creasing his eyebrow in deep thought. You had no idea what it might’ve been about, but it was obvious Haechan would spill Jaemin’s secret sooner or later. Haechan was a little shit who just couldn’t keep anything a secret.

“Try me, bitch.”

“Can someone hit him again?” You interjected, trying to make the boys handle Haechan. You and Jaemin were at your limit.

“Fuck you,” Jaemin carried on, visibly ticked off by Haechan’s antics. It was difficult to anger Jaemin since he was usually a calm and peaceful person. However, Haechan seemed to be the only one who could piss him off quite effortlessly.

“It would be really awkward if I told her that you have a huge cru–“

“Shkshajkshd, we can’t hear you. The connection is breaking; we’re driving into a tunnel,” Jaemin spoke before hanging up, placing your phone on the coffee table.

“You realize it was a video call, right?” You inquired, and Jaemin just shrugged, acting unbothered. “It was a bit rude, but I get where it was coming from. Haechan is a little piece of shit,” you reasoned, and Jaemin just hummed in agreement.

For a while, no one addressed Haechan’s last words. While Jaemin sighed and snuggled closer to you, finding a more comfortable position, you wondered what kind of secret Haechan almost disclosed.

“It feels nice,” Jaemin whispered, rubbing his cheek against your shoulder, finding it incredibly pleasant to lie like that, squished together at the hammock. While Jaemin felt utter comfort, you were tense as fuck.

“I’ll go get us drinks,” you spoke, trying to get up, but Jaemin didn’t let you go, wrapping his arm around your body, pulling you closer against him.

“Let’s stay like this,” he whispered, closing his eyes.

“I am really uncomfortable, though,” you said, trying your best not to sound rude. It hurt your heart to push Jaemin away like that, but it had to be done in order to save the last remains of your dignity. Jaemin didn’t like you the way you liked him. He was generally cuddly, and you just happened to be around. You couldn’t raise your hopes up.

“Am I really making you uncomfortable?” Jaemin asked in a meek tone, sounding awfully hurt. “So you really meant it. Okay, I am sorry,” he added, staring into your eyes, leaning backward, giving you enough space to wiggle out of the hammock.

However, instead of running away, you trained your eyes on Jaemin. His gaze was soft, and you were unable to look away or say anything.

“The guys were annoying me to confess, but I knew it that you liking me back was too good to be true. I am sorry,” Jaemin confessed, and you almost choked. What the hell was happening? You must’ve had a heat stroke. “I know this is awkward, but I hope we can still be friends; after I deal with my feelings, of course.”

“What the fuck?” You yelled, refusing to believe your ears. Jaemin just confessed, and you couldn’t even vocalize a proper response. “No, don’t do that,” you ordered, and Jaemin raised his eyebrow, being puzzled as ever. “Of course, I like you, idiot. I like you a lot.”

“Really?”

You were too excited to give him a verbal response, so you opted for vigorously nodding. In an instant, Jaemin flashed his beautiful smile. That kind of smile that made your heart flutter, that kind of smile that in a matter of seconds could light your whole world.

“Thank fucking God,” Jaemin breathed out in relief as he threw his leg over your body, leaning down to kiss you. Jaemin was grinning at you, and you waited for his lips to meet yours. At a snail-like pace, his mouth was inching to yours, making you crazy.

“You’re gonna kiss me, or what?”

“Shut up and let me savor this moment,” Jaemin ordered, ignoring your words. His mouth was hovering an inch above yours, but before you could taste his lips, he caressed your cheek, admiring your beauty.

“I’m gonna kick you off the hammock unless you kiss me in three seconds,” you threatened, and Jaemin giggled at your impatience.

“You really want me,” he smugly whispered before pressing his lips against yours, savoring the innocent sensation. Gently, he kissed you, and you put your hands on the nape of his neck, pulling him closer.

Jaemin’s lips felt sweet. Leisurely, he moved them against yours, enjoying every second of it. You could kiss him for hours. His hands were moving up and down your side, feeling you up.

“I am taking you on a date tomorrow,” Jaemin spoke, his tone suggesting it was a non-negotiable statement. Now when he knew you reciprocated his feelings, he wasn’t going to back out. He wanted to start dating you properly as soon as it was possible.

“I am sorry, I can’t. I’m dog-sitting tomorrow,” you teased, and Jaemin huffed at your bullshit excuse.

“I am taking you on a picnic date to the park tomorrow. You can bring the dog with you,” he answered wittily, quickly finding a solution to your minor problem. “No buts,” Jaemin added when you opened your mouth to continue your I-am-a-very-busy-person act.

Everything was settled; Jaemin had made plans for tomorrow, and nothing you said would make him change his mind.

“I can’t wait,” you whispered between kisses, grinning.

You two were in your little world. Slowly, your kissing lost all of its innocence, becoming more passionate and desperate. Jaemin was feeling you up, pressing you down against the fabric of the hammock, grinding against you. You, on the other hand, moaned into his mouth, encouraging him to keep going, tugging at his soft hair.

“I am sorry. I am getting ahead of myself,” Jaemin apologized once it was impossible for you not to feel his semi-hard length digging into your thigh. “You’re so sexy, and I am kissing you, and it got me really excited,” he was blabbering, and you found it endearing.

“It’s okay,” you reassured him, beaming. It was fine. You couldn’t blame him. He might’ve sported a boner, but in all honesty, you were aroused too – your panties were soaked through. “I don’t really mind it,” you added, flashing him a playful smirk as you reached down and cupped his erection, feeling him through the fabric of his trousers.

As if reading your mind, Jaemin buckled his hips, seeking more friction as you palmed him.

“Should we?” Jaemin asked, still uncertain if it was the right order of events. “I really want to, obviously,” he paused, looking down at his boner.

“I will be really angry if we don’t,” you replied quickly, rubbing your thighs together under Jaemin’s weight. “Let’s fuck,” you added, pulling Jaemin down by the collar of his T-shirt, pressing a passionate kiss against his lips.

Jaemin needed no more encouragement. Maybe your blunt words killed romantic vibes, but it most definitely did not ruin your horny mood. Jaemin kissed you back, dictating the tempo, and you moaned into his mouth once his hand slipped under the hem of your pants.

“Yes,” you whispered as soon as Jaemin’s fingers fiddled with your bud. “Just like that, touch me,” you encouraged him, biting your lips, feeling a wave of excitement wash through you. Leisurely, Jaemin rubbed your clit, smearing your arousal across your folds before entering you. “Mhm…,” you purred, closing your eyes. Soon enough, Jaemin pressed wet kisses down your neck, gently nibbling on your skin. “It feels very nice,” you praised him when Jaemin added another finger, stretching you out.

“I don’t have a condom on me,” Jaemin announced sadly, already thinking ahead.

“I don’t have one, either,” you replied through hushed breaths. Usually, you wouldn’t mind making Jaemin cum with your hand or mouth. However, right now, your mind was clouded by yearning. You trusted Jaemin and really wanted to feel his cock inside of you. “I’m on birth control, though. We can go raw,” you declared to which Jaemin sighed in relief.

“Thank fucking God.”

Carefully, Jaemin climbed on top of you. The hammock was slightly swinging, so Jaemin stopped his ministrations, not wanting to risk falling down.

“Let me,” you spoke as you reached to undo his pants and yank them down to his mid-thigh, pulling out his erect cock. Staring down at his erection, you licked your lips, giving his length a few strokes.

“Pull down your panties,” Jaemin ordered, and you obediently pushed your undergarment, allowing him to align his cock with your entrance.

“Mhm…” you moaned as Jaemin slowly eased his cock inside of you, giving you more time than necessary to adjust to his size. “Fuck me, Jaemin,” you urged him to move, and Jaemin smirked, staring into your eyes.

“Give me a second,” he started, taking a deep breath. “You’re so tight I might cum now,” he confessed, and you giggled, letting him calm down.

“Let me know when you’re ready,” you playfully replied, letting your hands wander all the way to his butt cheeks, groping him.

“You really want me to cum in three seconds,” Jaemin shook his head, giggling. “Don’t do that,” he added, smacking your hand away from his butt.

With Jaemin’s cock buried deep inside of you, it was difficult to stay sane. Though he tried to keep you still, you couldn’t help yourself. You were impatient to get your release, so you began moving your hips.

“You’re such a brat,” Jaemin commented, but you just shrugged, agreeing with him. “So desperate for me to fuck you,” Jaemin snickered as he finally started moving.

Thanks to the wobbling surface, Jaemin couldn’t fuck you rough. His thrusts were slow and calculated. Jaemin was making love to you, and you loved every second of it. Everything felt so intense that your walls began to clench around his length in no time.

“Come around my cock,” Jaemin whispered, burying his head in your neck. He was sucking your bare skin with intentions of marking you. You were moaning at the top of your voice, overwhelmed by raw bliss.

“Fuck,” you cursed when you came, milking Jaemin’s cock with your sweet release. Just when your orgasm rippled through you, your walls tightened around Jaemin’s length, pushing him over the edge, too. “Jaemin,” you whispered his name as he collapsed on top of you, shooting his load inside of you.

Even though post-orgasmic sensations faded away, you and Jaemin remained still. His flaccid cock was still buried deep inside you, and none of you made effort to pull away.

“We need to take a shower,” you whispered, staring at Jaemin. It still felt surreal that he was this close. Though you both were coated in sweat and other body liquids, neither of you made any effort to move. “And feed Daegal! Fuck, how could I forget? Chenle’s gonna kill me!” You shouted as realization hit you right in the face. You had one job, and still, Jaemin distracted you.

“Well… if that’s any consolation, that’s not the only reason why he’s gonna kill you,” Jaemin stated matter-of-factly, smiling at you with his signature playful smirk. “Let’s be honest; whether it’s one, two, or three hundred reasons that you’ve given him to kill you, you’re still gonna end up dead, so why not die a legend?”

“Get off,” you ordered through gritted teeth. Though you knew Jaemin was only joking, you were not in the mood for laughing. Daegal had a precise feeding schedule, and you just knew Chenle would figure out you didn’t provide his dog with food on time.

“I know you want to sound mean right now, but it’s just a matter of time until we’re doing it in the pool,” Jaemin confidently spoke as he pulled out his cock and tucked it inside his boxers.

Jaemin was smug, but you didn’t deny it. Even though he wasn’t particularly persuasive, he had you wrapped around his finger. It was just a matter of time until you’d agree to all of his wicked propositions. This was definitely the first, and the last time Chenle let you stay at his house, and it’s all Jaemin’s fault.

“Whatever,” you mumbled, too prideful to admit Jaemin’s accusations were correct.

“Fantastic,” Jaemin beamed content with your reaction. “You know where to find me.”

[camelotsheart]

This Valentine’s Day has given me so many surprises. First, I got a wonderful ask in my inbox. Second, I reached 1k overnight! Thank you so much for the amazing support you all have given me. It’s honestly so wonderful to be surrounded by people who are kind, encouraging, and passionate about the things they love. You all are lovely human beings who have made these past 6 months one of the most extraordinary periods of my life. Thank you for being you 💙

Below I’ve tagged my favourite blogs on Tumblr by category (meta writers, gif-makers, artists, video editors, etc). This can also double as a Merlin blogs rec-list for those who are new to the fandom. Many of these blogs fit in more than one category, so I’ve put them in the one that first comes to mind when I think of them.

A special mention to my friends from Noothive, Merlin Zoom Edition and Camelove! I adore all of you and you deserve the world.

Meta Writers/Tag Ranters™ (Affectionate)

@nextstopparis, @donttouchtheneednoggle, @forever-rewatching-merlin, @trackdownthatsnitch, @panharmonium, @daegal-deserved-better, @arthurpendragonprotectionsquad, @fluffypotatey, @toocool2btrue, @a-confused-contradictory-mess, @flyingpurplepeopleeater42, @gwen-cheers-me-up, @changelink, @mr-and-mr-pendragon, @inalandofmythandmerthur, @dancelot-du-lac, @thatgaywizardoverthere, @junemo10, @sneakyboymerlin, @pendragonlord-at-camelot, @merlin-rabbit-hole, @thegreymoon, @acciomerlin, @ladyofthelake​, @takeme-to-glasgow​, @once-and-future-gay, @lancelotdeservedbetter​, @sirwilliamofdeira

Giffologists (Cursed) (Some of them, anyway. You know who you are)

@marisa-tomei, @meteorjam, @onceandfuturehimbo, @kieumyvus, @ooooooooh7, @christopherdiaz, @eddiediaz, @mazykeen, @ughmerlin, @dragonlord-emrys, @screenwritr, @underafallensky, @lauradonnelly, @youngwarlock, @paulinegrintt, @onceandfutureprat, @xrosheen, @iamacolinmorganist, @merlinsprat, @dollopheadsandclotpoles, @ofkingsandlionhearts, @arthurpendragonns, @woodworms-before-breakfast,  @witchmd13,  @clotpolesonly, @hollywood-movies-and-tv-fanatics, @pen-dragonlord, @thebookluvrr1816, @mayalunas

Artists (Awe)

@merlindowager​, @solsticedraws​, @marmaladica​, @shadowinkkk​, @lao-pendragon​, @djiange​, @lighthouse-on-the-sea, @marlinsandthetrout​, @maryluis, @mordredsbitch​

Video Editors (Jaw-Drop)

@whatthedruidscallme​, @merlinstansalways​

Writers (Speechless)

@magicalmischel​, @elirwen​​, @emrysofmagic​​, @bisexualsdean​​, @mischiefxmanager​, @peaceheather​​, @supercalvin​, @queerofthedagger​, @the-mother-of-lions​, @ursus-mari, @katherynefromphilly​,  @caffeinatedflumadiddlebutmerlin​, @shut-up-merlin​, @bellamyblakru​ @tkstrrand​​, @wtfisgoingonanymore​, @waiting4thedoctor, @dancelot-du-lac​, @shana-rosee​, @0hheytherebigbadwolf​, @gayfirebender​, @merlinmyrddin

Reblogger Galore (Soft 🥺) (also called “Tumblr’s Lifeblood”)

@min-sugar-7, @yourstrulytaaay, @percyjacksonfan3, @radievx, @i-love-books-and-so-do-you, @bennedict, @fuckthisshitimoutyall, @queer-clotpole, @in-love-with-morgana-pendragon, @merlination, @splashstorm, @clotpolemerlin, @tracionn, @eirinemrys, @emrysofealdor,  @messandahalf10, @brolinskeep, @ilovemosss, @arthurandmerlin, @tuupang, @ealdorcottagecore, @akane022, @justananonhere, @gwaines-granny-smiths

Iconic™ (Exalting)

@merlinfic, @merlinficlibrary​​, @merlin-gifs​, @merlinsfests​, @justgwen​, @educatingmerlin​, @arthur-lancelot​, @merlinpetpeeves​​, @fyeahcolinmorgan​​, @fy-katiemcgrath​​, @bbcmerlindaily​, @isarthurpendragonbackyet​, @incorrectmerlinquotes​, @merthurdaily​, @justmerlin​, @just-morgana​, @justarthur​, @fy-theladymorgana​, ​, @ao3feed-merlinarthur, @mythsandmagicfancast​​​, @merthurlooks​, @fy-merlinxarthur​, @merlinoutofcontext​​

[otptings]

Stressed Out

→Idol: Chenle (& Daegal) →Requested: No →Genre: Fluff →Word Count: 1k+ →Warnings: N/a →Synopsis: Daegal (& Chenle) is just what you needed to relieve you from stress.  →A/N: edited version of my old post. I'm really happy over this edited version because I absolutely loved this when I first posted it and I liked that I was able to switch it up and fix it now that I'm a slightly better writer than when I first wrote this. If you like this requests are open for NCT, Seventeen, and Treasure. Rules for requests are on my pinned post and if you liked this please like, reblog, or donate to my Ko-Fi in my bio. 

An aggressive banging at your apartment door caused you to jump, knocking your knees against the underneath of your coffee table. Groaning you rubbed your knees, trying to soften the blow when another bout of knocking could be heard. Standing you stomped towards the door, upset that whoever it was had come uninvited. You were positive that you had informed all of your friends that you would be studying for your exams and wouldn’t have any free time due to it. Although studying didn’t take much time, whenever you weren’t studying you were watching Netflix, allowing yourself to rewind after your stress filled day. Taking a deep breath you prepared yourself to show away who was there. Glancing through the peephole you were shocked to not be met with the view of any of your friends, instead you were greeted by white fur.

You couldn’t hide the smile on your face as you opened the door, snatching the adorable dog from Chenle's hands, not even bothering to greet him.

“Daegal.” Hugging her close to your face you giggled as she wiggled in your hands in a frantic attempt to lick your face. Placing a kiss on the tip of her wet nose you finally looked at Chenle, who stood there with a smug look on his face. Turning on your heels you walked over to the couch, placing Daegal on your lap and wiggling your fingers, ignoring Chenle’s scoff in favor of watching Daegal attack your fingers.

"You’re ignoring me? The greatest boyfriend that ever walked the earth? Who came to make sure that you weren’t working yourself into the ground? Who also brought our child to help convince you to take a break?”

Rolling your eyes you continued to play with Daegal. Chenle really had a flair for the dramatics, and it was showing in his little monologue. You heard Chenle’s footsteps come closer until he was standing in front of you, lifting your chin and forcing you to look at him. “Even after I already ordered delivery from your favorite restaurant?”

That got your attention, shaking your head you quickly placed Daegal on the couch beside you - she didn’t stay there long, opting to jump down and go find her spare toys that were scattered around your apartment. Standing up you pulled Chenle into a hug. He laughed his signature laugh, one that sounded as if it could never be held in before wrapping his arms around you.  

"You’re so sweet, what did I do to deserve you?” You mumbled into his neck, the smell of his cologne already helping you relax some. All the stress from studying, and not being able to talk to him because of “Dream Cafe” was slowly starting to leak out of you just from being in his arms. "I missed you.”

Reluctantly pulling away from the hug you switched your positions, pushing him down onto the couch. Chenle didn’t even bother trying to fight you, because no matter how much he swore that he hated cuddling he was always doing whatever you asked. “How's the recording been?”

Chenle sighed before pulling you down on top of him. After settling your head on his chest Daegal started to whine, still too small to jump up on the couch. Reaching down you picked her up, and placed her beside you. If she wasn’t still a puppy there might not have been enough room for all three of you to fit. Chenle waited until you were comfortable before placing a kiss on the top of your head.

"We’re so grateful to have another comeback with Mark, especially when we were so worried that the 00 line would leave us. Recording all of the content and the songs has been a lot of fun with all seven of us, but everything is so close together, it’s starting to get a little stressful." Chenle sighed before placing his head back against the arm of the couch.

"It’s stressful. And on top of that I can’t see you or talk to you as much due to everything with promotions. I’m just ready for this comeback to be over already.” Sliding your hand down his arm you intertwined your fingers, rubbing your thumb over the back of his hand.

Seeing Chenle who’s typically happy and excited for everything, so stressed out upsets you. His constant hardwork and effort is always shown through in his performances, but it comes at such a high price every time. You wish the boys could get breaks more often, before they got too overwhelmed with work. It made your heart flutter though to see him coming out of his way to see you, in order to help you relax but also because you're his stress relief. That he’s going through something ten times more stressful than everything you’re going to, but can still find some time to come and visit you. The warmth spreading through your chest seemed to push away the last bits of stress.

"I appreciate you so much. You’re busy and stressed and still come out of your way to help make me feel better, even though you’re more stressed out than I am. I want to help you as much as you help me.” Chenle slowly started to rub your back, the soothing feeling causing you to sigh before placing your head back down on his chest.

"Being with you makes me feel better.” The two of you sat in silence, unsaid words still hanging between the two of you but not feeling the urge to say them. An unsaid confession that’s been consistently shown. Being right here with Chenle was all that you needed, sitting in a comfortable silence. Even though you’re both still so young, this is what you want in life. This is all you need in life. Laying here with Chenle and Daegal, feeling all of the stress draining out of your body.

What more would you want than to be stress free with the love of your life?