#EXCUSE ME THATS THE SWEETEST THING IVE EVER HEARD??????

[frecklystars]

I just realised I started drawing stars and sparkles in the eyes of my people because they reminded me of you 🥺

[hopefullyababe]

i just finished juno steel and what lies beyond

and OH MY GOSH!

everything was so so sweet and i cried i CRIED

and i have several disjointed and unedited thoughts!

(longass rambly post under the cut)

getting to hear juno narrate after so long is just so so wonderful i missed him so much and my first tears were shed just hearing him talk with his theme playing in the background

and getting banter between him and nureyev is always Very Good but also im a Little Bit Worried about nureyev

i feel in my heart that hes genuine about almost everything but like at his core hes just a big ol MYSTERY (and i mean how fitting that he ended up with a lady who just LOVES those things)

just feels like hes the Unknown wrapped up in a cozy blanket of Adorable Dork and im scared theres something Really Big and Bad that hes hiding (cuz i mean whens he NOT hiding something?)

but i definitely dont think its going to be anything Very Bad just maybe a little bit Bad or just Wow youknow?

but him giving juno a little book of puzzles that lead him around whats been their home and the place theyve built their entire domestic relationship, reminiscing on all their time spent on the ship with their Family?? sweetest shit ive ever seen.

but alsoooooo,,,,,

felt sorta proposal-y,,,,,,

i doubt thats what he was going for and maybe it was just that i had marriage on the brain because of buddy and vespa-

i cried when they were giving their vows

esspecially when vespa was recounting their first meeting and buddy had said "you and i work well separately- but dont you think wed be better together?"

liKE???

do you two HAVE to go and make me Feel Emotions like That?????

theyre so sweet the two of them

i also cried when they reunited back in season 2 on their lighthouse <:'}}}

and then juno talkong about how much he loves nureyev and wants to Know Him is Just 💕💕😭😭😭💕💕

But Then

BOOM

BIGASS DARK MATTERS SPACESHIPPP

BOOM

SASHA WIRE

BOOM

JUNO DOWN

and Im Like

WHAT THE HELL WHAT

we were having a nice Emotions Time and now there is Gunfire? excuse me????

i cannot recount to you the dread in my gut when juno was like "but then....."

i was like

NO

HELL NO

nooooo why cant we all just have a nice time and kiss our boyfriends and learn their dark secrets without Big Bad Evils getting In The Way???

i just love Feeling Emotions

anyway super excited for whatevers coming next!! will dark matters get away with the cure mother prime?? is that even what theyre looking for?? i dont remember if they said specifically that they were looking for it so maybe its somethng else and therell be a Twist?? i dont know!! and im so excited!

i am also So So Proud of juno.

i said that in my season two post but like

im so proud of him.

i know its really silly to be Proud of a fictional character who is also 20+ years older than you but i legitimately am

hearing him so genuinely happy made me feel So Many Emotions

because he did that

he got out of that dark place and he made that happiness

and i love him

and im so so proud of him

and im so happy for him

and i just want him to be happy for the rest of his like because he deserves it dammit

and i just cant stress enough how much i love him

its so weird! to have all this love in my heart! for this person! who does not exist!

and i know it doesnt matter if hes real or not but for some reason its just sticking there in my brain that somehow this Pretend detective has made me Love Him

i think alot of it is that i went through this journey with him and i heard him fall into a bigass pit and not even try to get out for so long and then i heard him decide that he was going to be better and i heard him do that

and also that im quite emotional right now but thats besides the point

i love him so so much and he just breaks my heart

i dont know if its healthy to feel that much for a character

maybe i relate just a little too much to Juno Steel.

ANYWAY

loved the episode!! cant wait for whatever may come next 🤔🤔