#Even posting this shti feels like too much like I'm just going to be seen as over dramatic and manipulative
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#Self harm tw#Suicide mention#What other tags do I need uh. Idfk.#Whatever uhhhh#I clawed my thighs up last night. They don't hurt anymore and I didn't bleed but. I sure did that haha.#I want to die so fucking bad.#I feel so pathetic and worthless#'good job having a breakdown over that you idiot'#I hate it I hate myself I hate living like this I hate feeling like this#I feel so. Unwanted. Undesired. I feel like I am nothing.#I feel so stupid so fucking stupid. Fucking hurting myself in a blind fit of despair#So edgy so cool wow......#Even posting this shti feels like too much like I'm just going to be seen as over dramatic and manipulative#Cuz yeah ofc just. Every breakdown is one I choose to have haha. Haa. Yeah. Yeah I just /chose/ to feel so lowly of myself that I broke#It was just. All a fucking grand old choice I did it all on purpose yeah that's how this fucking shit works#God go fuck yourself if you think ppl have breakdowns and hurt themselves deliberately to cause you pain#People like that are the reason why I hide this shit away for fucking ages#Whatever. Goodnight.
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