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#GAH I AM HAVING EMOTIONS
kanerallels · 1 year
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UM OKAY JUST SO YOU KNOW "HOME" BY PHILLIP PHILLIPS WAS WRITTEN ABOUT WILL AND SAVILLE THANK YOU AND GOOD NIGHT
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winemxmsblog · 2 years
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the creation and his creator
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Brennan: the fox looks over at you, Ame. “You’re feeling something, aren’t you?”
Ame: I feel a lot of things all the time
The Fox (fondly resigned): yeah, I can tell. We can speak to each other—like this (Brennan: he says in your mind.)
Ame (laughing) oh! Spooky head voice
Brennan: you see he stops speaking with his mouth and just starts speaking telepathically.
The fox: you’re scared of something and it’s making me scared
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hirazuki · 3 months
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Okay, see, the thing about your story ending on a negative/dystopian/'despite everything that's happened nothing has changed in society' note and doing so successfully? It needs to have been set up for that in the first place, and it needs to be done in an intentional manner.
I have nothing against works that reinforce how cruel/meaningless/pointless/etc. the world is -- I enjoy a fair few! -- but the works themselves need to be some sort of commentary about it; the plot might be demonstrative of the futility of everything, but the story never should. It should take that and build on it and use it to make a statement, underscore a point, etc. to its readers. Having everything carry on business-as-usual without acknowledging it, especially in a genre that's generally meant to conclude on optimistic, uplifting, and hopeful notes, comes off as callous and in direct opposition with the values it extols.
Plus, the story itself should never be futile because, then, well, it never mattered as a work and it makes no difference if you've read it or not. Which... that's just a badly written story lmao.
#i can't believe i'm posting about this topic again on our dear hellsite tungle.com lmao#huge deja vu vibes what year is it????#2018/2019??#(i think that's when the shock value/genre hopping/genre inconsistency hit its peak across multiple series)#i don't even go here anymore omfg#man. i didn't think i'd get this upset#that's what i get for going to look#i should know better by now. really. there's no excuse.#y'all my curiosity one day will kill me.#but like. i'm not upset as in 'i'm so angry i will fight everything'#that was past me#we've blown right past that and gone straight to the 'vaguely ill and sick to my stomach' stage#character development XDD#but like sorry not sorry explain away all you want about *gestures to all the other stuff*#but how the fuck do you explain having the visual emotional and narrative focal point of that family in its concluding panels#be the person who caused this shit???? why is he the one getting closure????#pretty sure i don't have the entire context surrounding my other lad who got pulvarized#(i saw a few comments about something something of//a would help with the end of the world that's coming and instead was used to murder him#that i don't quite grasp because i literally just skimmed the most recent chapters out of curiosity due to things i saw on my dash)#BUT i am making the executive decision to stop here#this rabbit hole's deep enough and i've gone wayyy further than i should have already#gonna cook some dinner; pick up sis from work; and enjoy my summer evening on my balcony#GAH#withoutwords
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Topic jump of the evening, but something something connecting Jemima to the song "I Don't Want to Live on the Moon" has me in tears right now
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writhe · 2 years
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my whole body is made of thorns!
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orcelito · 1 year
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starting to think that Sensei just doesnt have a name.
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mental-skillness · 12 days
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im just screaming into the void
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watch-out-it-bites · 6 months
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#don't let them see this!#I ACCIDENTLY SENT THIS TO THE WRONG CHAT WHEN SENDING IT TO MYSELF WHAT IF I SCREAMED#aaa...#i am. hurty and sad and agh.#i really dont want to be a bad person and i want to be good!!! however!! i feel like im just naturally going to be an awful awful bad#And I Really Hate That.#as much as i try i am just going to be This#im scared im not making progress#i think im going back#so much stuff is repeating and im becomign Awful Awful Terrible again and it is my fault#i really need to do better#but i am drawing right now#so i gues thats nice#i want to scream#i want to go away from this stuff!! i want to take a break because i feel so sick and awful but i already know its no use#and i cant even try because thats wasted time#i will try and itll make no progress so why even try at all#plus im being disgusting again and that Sucks. agh. today is just. not a good day.#i hate when it gets this way i hate everything i hate everything so much and i hate sounds and i hate being awful#i am trying very hard to not break any vows however i keep slipping up and now my sleep schedule is getting to be awful again and everything#everything terrible and i am crying and i hate this so much and i hate bodies and people and surroundings and realizations and thoughts#gah.#i hate having such strong emotions grrjfjjjgjfj#this is all my fault and im just trying to be a victim in my own messes which really sucks so i dont even have a genuine reason to be Sad#i hate being this way gahhhhhhhggjjfjfnfnnfnrnfndjfnxnmdndnsmsndjsjsjskdjsnjfjsjdnsns
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ectoplasmer · 1 year
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agajdhfkg…. ryouo
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non-bread · 2 years
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ok emotions over. i feel fine now shes her person and im mine and im moving on with my life with or without her
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imnotverybright · 2 years
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hnnnng im more than halfway done with the schoolyear im almost out of high school im so glad it's almost over im so scared for it to be over, why did i do this to myself
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dreamerinthemoonlight · 8 months
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This is insanely specific, but I love how different each of the love and deepspace guy's eyes are, not necessarily in color (they are really pretty though) but in the character, I guess is the word.
I mean, Xavier's are really soft. They don't really have much intensity, but they still have a nice depth. They're really gentle.
I think I spent a good five or ten minutes trying to peg Rafayel's. His are so emotive and really very sensual. They have this quality to them that is hard to name. Gah! I have it! Aloof. His eyes are emotive, sensual, but aloof as fuck.
And Zayne's. Good gods, Zayne's eyes. Not only am I in love with their color, but his eyes are hot-and-cold. They're so often cool and calculating. You can see a great deal of intelligence, but sometimes they're so intense. Piercing. They hold so much will. It is crazy attractive.
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teaableu · 10 months
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Pssst...
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Last one I promise I swear- *sweats*
OH my god
YES YOU GET IT this is exactly what rotates in my brain for these two AGH
I am having a hard time communicating how perfect this is but believe me this is wonderful I love it so much and their expressions are PERFECT. I hold this gently thank you so much
I made a joke a while ago that One's got the "I'm the villain and I always will be" (emo) complex while Two has the "I'm the villain and I always will be" (sparkles) complex but when it comes to the deepest most vulnerable layers of the twins as brothers in constant competition with one another and Two's role in his family it's more like a bitter reality moment with the exact tone that you portrayed here. One internalizes being a villain as a necessary fate he can't escape, so he really leans into it (you want me to be the bad guy? Fine, I'll be the bad guy), but Two just accepts it as who he is and he's fine with that (very slight distinction but one that I think of so much). Two doing exactly what he (thinks he) has to even if One resents him for it, "Guess that makes me evil"-- AGH sorry I am emotional
Two looks so tired and upset I'm holding him gently. The way One tries to hurt Two but Two just spits it back in his face.. gah, it's so them
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moodymisty · 5 months
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hi misty!! first of all, love your blog. your writing makes long shifts at work a bit more bearable (those guilliman fics had me giggling and kicking my feet fr)
second of all, if you're taking requests i'd love to see anything with dorn getting all confused after catching feelings. he's SO repressed and i can't imagine he'd even know what to do with all those fuzzy feelings, especially with a darling who's soft and sweet. gah i love that awkward stoic man
have a lovely day 💕💕
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[ 𝕸𝖔𝖔𝖉𝖞𝕸𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖞'𝖘 𝕸𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙| 𝕬𝖔3 ]
Author's note: This sounds super cute, and I'm a MASSIVE whore for Dorn so here's a snippet. I hope you enjoy :3
Relationships: Pre-relationship Rogal Dorn/Fem!Reader
Warnings: Not really any of note other than primarch emotional constipation
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Dorn looks over the ornate golden railing, hands gripping it softly. Out of his opulent armor, his warm Inwit made clothing contrasts against his pale skin, as a chill Terran wind blows through the open halls. It's no where near as cold as what he's used to, and he pays it no mind as it whips through his short blonde hair.
"You're staring."
Dorn turns his upper body to see Guilliman along with two of his lieutenants; He'd heard the men coming, watching as his Ultramarines stand beside him at a respectable distance. Guilliman casts his gaze downward to follow where Dorn has had his own for a significant while now, and watches. His lieutenants step away respectfully, and allow the primarchs a degree of privacy.
A slew of Salamanders use the massive open area to train, many of them in armor not powered to use as dead weight. Dorn has no interest in them and Guilliman knows this well; He turns his gaze to the sidelines, where a remembrancer sits parchment in lap. You're smiling, he can see from here, watching as the Salamanders prove their strength and a few entertain you with elaborate swordmanship.
Guilliman looks away for a moment and back to Dorn, who still has his eyes firmly locked on you. Of course you remain none the wiser to the fact that not one but two primarchs are watching you, filling your parchment with words and sketches.
Guilliman sighs.
"I know she is not indebted to the Salamanders. I am sure she would join the Phalanx, if you asked."
Dorn finally turns away and looks to him, his brow furrowed.
"And why do you assume I need her services?" Guilliman can't contain a second sigh.
"My friend, it's because you look lovesick. I'm trying to give you an opportunity to actually speak to her without another chapter surrounding her." Before Dorn has a chance to scowl at Guilliman for his upfront and honest speech he turns to his lieutenant, and points downward to you.
"Go get her and bring her to us."
Dorn noticeably furrows his brow at the Ultramarines, but doesn’t say anything until the men leave. Once they do, he looks to Guilliman.
“Why did you do that.”
Dorn sounds blunt and unintelligent for a moment, but Guilliman knows that’s not the case; It's that Dorn is pissed at him.
“I am giving you a push. Now do something so none of us have to suffer any longer." Guilliman leaves, and Dorn casts his gaze back down to the massive arena. He notices Guilliman's Ultramarines walk up to you and presumably demand you follow them, and the confusion it quickly brings you.
A Salamander comes up and presumably inquires as to why you're needed elsewhere, but relents when you agree to leave. You follow the two Ultramarines until you're no longer in view, and it changes the feeling in Dorn's chest.
Why does he feel that way? Like there's a knot in his throat?
He clears it and moves along, ignoring it and wearing the same stalwart expression he always has as you and the two Ultramarines approach.
Your expression changes in surprise at the sight of him; He supposes because you were expecting Guilliman. The Ultramarines, somewhat confused as well by the entirety of this situation, consider their duty done and leave to return to their genefather's side.
"Lord Dorn, hello." You smile lightly, holding your parchments in your hands. "Do you have need of me?"
He does, but he has absolutely no idea how to say it. Guilliman cornered him by doing this, and Dorn hates it.
He decides to inquire about what Guilliman had said earlier; He wants to hear it come from you rather than Guilliman's.
"Am I correct in hearing that you are not indebted to the Salamanders?" You nod, smile still on your face. Dorn finds it warm, a far cry from the stalwart attitude that is part of him and resides in all of his gene-sons.
“The Salamanders were the first to request I join them to document their battles when I showed interest, but I never pledged loyalty to only them."
Dorn looks away for a moment, and leaves you cast in a form of nervousness as he looks down at the Salamanders still below. You hesitently speak up, voice questioning and soft. He's used to shouting and deep bellowing voices; Yours is so gentle and sweet.
"Is, is there there anything I can do?"
You awkwardly adjust in your shoes, wondering what else the stalwart primarch of the Imperial Fists could possibly want from you. When your eyes suddenly leave his and look behind him, he already knows why.
"He was going to ask if you would serve the Imperial Fists as their remembrancer, provided you are available."
Guilliman returns, and the look Dorn gives him is made of hellfire. Dorn hopes Guilliman knows he will pay no shortage for this later.
Thankfully however you perk up noticeably, and Dorn successfully manages to hide any and all of his feeling relieved by it. Your smile is wide enough to round your cheek, and he's surprised by how warm and inviting it feels.
"Oh, I would be honored to serve your legion! If you would have me, Lord Dorn?"
Dorn catches Guilliman flinch slightly at your words, though he fails to understand why. He's too furious at the other primarch to bother even looking at him for too long anyways.
Instead of thanking you, welcoming you, or any other things Dorn was thinking of saying, instead the first thing that falls from his mouth is an order.
"Follow me, I will bring you to my men."
Your face morphs into surprise as Dorn suddenly turns away from you, and you struggle to keep up- as his singular stride is many of your own. Your papers rustle in your arms, as you race down the gilded hall.
Guilliman however simply watches you and him both depart, before sighing and rubbing his temple.
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agendabymooner · 1 year
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sweetest spoiled sons ! sebastian v. x ofc (filipino!ofc)
summary: a year after sebastian & sons, chaos ensued in twitter as bel and sebastian vettel returned as parents to not only two, but three kids. OR a miracle baby was introduced to the world of formula one as stefan.
content warning: dad!seb x mom!ofc, fluff fluff fluff, mentions of infertility and miracle baby, vettel babies content, mentions of mick schumacher x ofc (barbie), instagram posts + tweets
note: dad seb! he and bel deserve the world and so do you. press the photo for the full view of the text in the first insta post ❤️ enjoy xx
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tagged barblanco
liked by ginaschumacher, mickschumacher, georgerussell63
user1 STEFAN??? i love them ur honour 🙏
user2 CONGRATS SEBASTIAN AND BEL!!!!
charles_leclerc omg congrats!! liked by belongvettel
lewishamilton more babies to spoil? gah, i don’t deserve you bel 😭 liked by belongvettel
belongvettel have your own then 😉
user3 WHAT SHE SAID ^^
ginaschumacher i miss my little men 🥲 liked by belongvettel
belongvettel come back, kimi and stef miss you! 😍
ginaschumacher booking a flight rn 🏃‍♀️
f1 vettel brothers, please head straight to your respective pits and get ready for the race 📢🏎️😭 liked by belongvettel
barblanco ❤️ liked by belongvettel
mickschumacher i can take them to the next race, yes? liked by belongvettel
barblanco not without me 🤨
arthur_leclerc more vettel-leclerc time with artie?!!! ilysm barbie
mickschumacher oi, stay in your pit leclerc. these are my boys 🙄
belongvettel boys please stop fighting in my comment section 😀
landonorris i should babysit the two 😁 liked by belongvettel
belongvettel if you don’t drop either of them like how you did max’s trophies then maybe…? 🤷‍♀️
user4 girlie really went there 😭
user5 emotional damage 💔
landonorris i can make that promise belongvettel 🤞
lance_stroll i can’t believe stef is soooo big now 🥲 where did i go wrong liked by belongvettel
mickschumacher you didn’t visit us last christmas; that’s where you went wrong 😒
user6 TELL HIM MICK 😩🫣
user7 are we all just gonna ignore the “us” part mickschumacher?
user8 no fr because he’s practically adopted 😭
user9 girl… barbie and mick moved in together and the schumachers and vettels spend their holidays together, what 😀
user10 they- WHAT 😃
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mickschumacher posted a story !!
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user1 her boys 😭😍
arthur_leclerc quoi? why am i not there?
user2 🤨 why would you be
charles_leclerc you’re not that special 🙄
user3 LMFAO CHARLES PLEASE STOP FIGHTING YOUR WITH BROTHER
user4 qt babies
mickschumacher your boys 😇❤️ liked by barblanco
belongvettel also my boys!!! 😍 liked by barblanco
barblanco 😩😍
ginaschumacher when you told me you have the most handsomest boys in your life, i didn’t really expect mickschumacher on the list 🤐 liked by barblanco
user5 gina i—
mickschumacher 😒 so annoying
barblanco 😂😂
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seb 2.2’s name:
stefan norbert fabian vettel
ps: another part on the way? idk. i just had this thought and... yeah. prob another part otw.
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