#GONNA BE SICKKKKK OVER HIM

[lgbtiwtv]

GODDD louis and identity!!!!!! he’s always performing he’s always repressing and vampirism didn’t free him from a damn thing he’s the breadwinner, the favored son, the gentle hand, the kind word, the black sheep, the outcast, the lover, the father, the brother, the mourner, the saint, the vampire with the guilt that weighs him down that pulls him under and makes him beautiful and yes he’s drowning but at least he’ll die human even that creates another layer between himself and the rest of the world and he literally can’t go on like this so. so

[baurbiediv]

summer games

a/n: pt. 2! thank yall sm for the love on the first part, i appreciate it sm <3, also sorry for the late post, i know i promised it to be released earlierrrr

tw: some yelling, cursing, angst nd fluff

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YOURINSTAGRAM popping plan b’s cause i ain’t plan to be stuck with you. <3

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MISSIONARIESJACK oh im about to be a d1 instigator frl

↳ LUVVYN YOU’RE SICKKKKK 😭😭😭😭😭

UNFORGETTABLEJACK jack gotta be rolling around on the floor crying somewhere

↳ YNSECLIPSE oh he probably is 💀💀

THEESTALLION much love to you bae 🤎

↳ YOURINSTAGRAM love you tons meg, can’t wait 2 see you 💗

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“what the hell is going on with you and y/n?” urban asks jack while keeping his eyes on the tv. it had been nearly three weeks since the last time you and jack had spoken to each other since your argument. urban looks over at jack with low eyes. “jack if you truly love her why would you allow yourself to go on a break?” urban asks. jack sits for a moment and thinks to himself. “i mean she suggested it, if she agreed to if then so be it.”

while scrolling through his phone still listening to jack, urban’s eyes widen while scrolling upon your post before liking it. “yo jack, she posted.” he says while handing the phone over to him. jack’s eyes widen as they wander to the caption. his jaw nearly drops down to the floor as he reads it out loud. “popping plan b’s cause i ain’t plan to be stuck with you?”, urban laughs to himself before turning his head to the side to look at jack. “yo urban what the hell does this mean?” urban shakes his head and shrugs.

“i know exactly what imma do.”

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before you knew it you were getting a notification from instagram saying druski was going live with jack. you joined and immediately could see that jack was leaning back in his seat staring at a computer screen while also looking at the comments. upon seeing your user pop up jack smirked at the camera. druski had requested for you to join, you couldn’t resist to not join as you smile as druski already begins his antics. as soon as you joined the comments began flooding in.

stunnajack OMG Y/N IS IN HERE

icedouty/n BRO JACK WHAT YOU DO TO Y/N.

lowkeyjack druski if jack broke up with y/n, get them back together. NOW!

alexsilas y/n is fine asfk

“ayo, so y/n, i peeped your recent post, what’s up with the caption?” druski asks you while his signature smirk is plastered on his face. you see jack shift in his seat as his eyes divert to the camera. you were laying down on your bed while on laying on your stomach. “well you know, my friend megan, released her new song ‘plan b’, and you know i just thought i’d help promote the song since she’s my friend and what not.” you say while smiling.

“ayo .. look alexsilas .. i don’t know who you are but you gotta chill, that’s my girl and you’re overstepping your boundaries homeboy.” jack spoke up. nobody had really known about your ‘break’ besides jack’s group and yours. you knew that if you made it public all hell would break loose and the internet would lose its damn mind. plus blogs would be all over this for only who knows how long.

after hearing jack call the dude out, you giggle to yourself. “ooh jack you got your lady all giggly and shit,” druski says. “shut up druski.” you and jack both simultaneously say at the same time which caused all three of you to burst out laughing. for the first time in a few weeks, you’d actually felt happy about talking to jack without feeling the urge to break down.

“ight man, imma get outta here, i got something important i gotta do for an important woman in my life right now. imma hit you up later man.” jack spoke. you blew a kiss to him before he left the live. druski pretends to catch the kiss as he stares at his hand.

dojacat DRUSKI LMFAOO 😭😭😭

icedouty/n this mf plays too much

jacksserenity jack is gonna get on his ass 😭😭

“yeah, look, if jack is watching this i’m going to be in trouble forreal.” you say as you start laughing. “y/n .. he ain’t gotta know -“, you leave before he could even manage to get another word out. “man she is so fine!” druski exclaimed before ending the live.

not even 20 minutes later you receive a text from jack

jack 💓

you still mad at me stink? i don’t care, i’m coming over.

i really miss you and i’m sorry for being an ass

you feel yourself smile and the text, truth be told, you missed him as well. it was difficult not always being able to communicate one on one with jack, but it was the little things like him apologizing that truly reminded you as to why you’d fallen for the boy. yes you could be mad at each other but not like this. this was something you never wanted to experience again.

disrupting you from your thoughts, you heard a knock from the living room. you hurry over to the door and unlock it. you open the door to see jack holding a bouquet of flowers and a cheesy grin plastered on his face. before you know it he’s already stepping into the doorway closing the door and hugging you as tight as he can as you do the same.

“y/n, i don’t ever wanna be mad at you the i was. i can’t do this ever again.” he says as his head is buried in the crook of your neck. you nod in agreement. “me too jack, these have probably been the longest three weeks of my life.” you both pull away from the hug as you two walk into the kitchen. you find a vase for the flowers as you pull the vase from an empty cupboard.

jack watches you in complete awe as you put the flowers in the vase and fill it up. ‘man am i so lucky’ he thinks to himself. he couldn’t help but fall in love all over again. he couldn’t help but think about how much of a better person you make him. he couldn’t lose you again and he meant that.

“jack ..?” you say waving your hand slightly in his face. “yeah baby?” he says snapping out of his thoughts. you laugh to yourself before grabbing his hand and leading him into the living room and plopping down onto the couch together. you immediately attach yourself to his side as his arm finds his way around you pulling you to him as close as he could.

“i love you y/n.” jack spoke.

“i love you too jack.” you said looking up at him. he looks down at you and presses a quick kiss to your lips before turning back and turning on the tv.

you and jack knew you both had each other. you had learned to love him and he had learned to love you. the two of you have each other through thick and thin. and he would make sure to let anyone know that.

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a/n: just wanted to thank y’all for all the love on pt. 1 and again im sorry again for the late post! this is also the last fic for summer games, but request anything else you’d like to see! <3

[ybcpatrick]

That gifset from after SD. The one where Kevin lifts Sami.

If you look really closely, Kevin places his hand over Sami's heart for a moment. It's mostly obscured but you can still see it there between them.

shanie. you are always right there for me when i need to be more insane abt the frenchies. thank u so much for your service. 🫡🫡🫡

and yeah what the FUUUUUUUCK

he gives him a couple lil pats right before lifting him up i feel like i'm gonna be SICKKKKK /j

[harryfeatgaga]

Feeling very extra soft tonight. Wanna go back to the hotel with him after the show, shower together, wash each other’s hair and just hold each other for a little bit with the warm water coming down. Then he’s getting out before you and grabbing a towel to open to embrace you in it. And he’s running his arms up and down you over the towel to warm you up🤧 then you’re putting on his big hoodie and he’s putting on nothing but sweats. And you order late night room service and eat in bed while watching a show but also not really watching because you’re too busy talking to each other and laughing or talking about the show that night🤧🤧 then when you’re both finally getting sleepy he’s holding you as close as he can with his hands slipped under the hoodie drawing his nails up and down your back😭 I’m gonna be sick I need this man now

OHHHHH MY GODDDDDD IM GONNA BE FUCKING SICKKKKK WHAT THE FUCKING FUCKKKKCKJV I WANT THIS MORE THAN ANYTHIJNGGNJHJFGNHBV

[vertigoambrosia]

so i did watch broken rules but there’s no post on it because tumblr freaked out, and first just borked my post, an then when i decided to write it in notepad instead, it was being a butt with formatting

so we’re skipping to road to 19th anni [dresden]

LOL THEY HADN’T TRANSLATED THE FUCK YOU THAT TIM SAID

so casually

bless

the music they chose for this is odd but ok

kinda eighties, isn’t it?

speaking of, i miss the music htey used for ambition

i like andy jackson’s blazer. very nice burgundy color

i like that animation they have for the shotgun belt

i don’t think they should use the full   history intro unless it’s a big title match though - this is just a random 3 way

BRING JAY FK ON THE AWAY SHOWS

oh god did francis dye his hair blond?

wtf andy there’s aren’t dqs in a three way

rammstein and wrestling are the real reasons i can count to ten in german

‘franCIS???’

veit offended by that crossbody attempt

jay sweetie....you shoulda known that wouldn’t work on avalanche

i don’t mind hearing tommy talk but it’s a bit odd to have him explaining the plot instead of having a video package

oh here one is? the one from before?

‘why does cheating make us the bad guys?’

man maggott is so hot

wxw has a lot of dramatic phone calls

i already know the plot point in this match so...

pretty bastards more like pretty trashcans, amrite?????

ohhhh juju this  is a bad idea but i respect it

OHHH that double final lap was sickkkk

this ref looks like a balding version of this one ref who works (worked? idk) in evolve

no people stop chanting nxt

has he even  been on the show yet?

i knew the betrayal was gonna happen so  i’m  not  SHOCKED

that  finishing  combo  is great though

oliver really needs to like, fill in that africa tattoo cause it looks like he just drew on his chest

i mean, its not a good tattoo placement but we can’t change that

lol pete saying lucky is al internet hype when ‘pete bouncer is a hottie’ is a long running twitter meme

ok now that they’ve been doing work on ivan’s motivations for betraying lucky, i actualyl buy it

oh wow ivan’s new portrait is so creeper

~i want to see my little boy~

tommy: here he comes

~i want to see my little boy~

god those purple tights are so good

and i actually don’t mean that in a thirst way, there’s some nice detail and the color looks good on ivan

also purple is my favorite color

aw lucky didn’t quite hit the ‘try a chop but hit the pole’ spot

? according to andy jackson, ivan used to play basketball? interesting note i guess

as much as i love lucky, i hope ivan wins this so purge club actually look effective for once

is it just me or has it been a whiel since we saw that pele kick?

so is this feud going to have real drama or what

lol jurn has no friends because he’s...jurn

but rotation u are a child

jurn this is why you don’t have any friends

axel tischer’s smile is so pure

ur gonna die :)

aw dammit i was really looking forward to ilja vs wolfe

yay wxw remembered women can be in teams!

shoutouts to deutsche orange cassidy

(i don’t remember what ‘orange’ is in german)

ohhhh that jacket is sickkkkk i love it

another thing i love: the dresden crowd

i would say skye for next champ, but that would mean a heel vs heel championship match

kelly is long overdue to have the belt again but putting the belt on anyone signed to wwe seems like a bit of a foolish choice

i wish amale had done that thing where she rubs her boot in someone’s face so hard they’re falling out the ring after those two kicks in the corner cause those were rad

i miss melanie

what the fuck was roxy trying to do there against amale during the pin attempt? it was like she was gonna do a spear and then decided last moment to just bend over instead

good match tho....but where’s the plot for the women?

wait tim vs bobby isn’t the main? i mean, i guess cause the match was originally hometown boi vs hometown boi..but still

wait andy jackson just said rotation was in the hospital because of tyler colton? (in kayfabe, of course) i feel like we should have had a video segment about that

ugh AJ this outfit is so bad

so does rotation mean to always be wobbling on the top rope? because it looks sloppy but he does it so often i wonder if it’s intentional?

i know rotation is a nice boy but i am sometimes ambivalent about his wrestling

it is kinda hard to take him seriously against big bois

also he takes like five minutes to do a dive

PEC FLEX FIGHT

WHO IS THE MANLIER MAN

GRGRERGGWEGRAS

YELL

MANLY

um no crowd, levaniel is the princess. aj doesn’t have the hair for it

i hate tyler colton’s little rat tail

is it really long enough to even be called that thought? it’s more like just a rabbit tail

ok that was a fantastic hot tag

i gotta admit seeing jurn toss around aj is fun

ahh it’s been a while since we’ve seen the massive kick

who is legal in this match

andy jackson called that kiss a ‘judas kiss’ and that is perfect

ROTATION JUST FUCKING DO THE FLIPPY ALREADY

this match is going on a lot longer than i thought?

or maybe not actually longer,but has a lot of false finishes?

tyler colton is kinda boring maybe?

jurn why are you pacing just kill aj already

i hope jurn starts using the massive kick as a finisher again

oh DAMN rotation going HAM

good for him, really

i could be into hardcore boy rotation

aww jurn is proud

THIS HAMBURG MATCH BETTER BE A STREET FIGHT

ohhh here we go timo gonna beat up bobby again

aw they didn’t sub the ‘fuck you’ again

dresden pls boo bobby ok?

>:(

ok there are some boos, and not a ton of cheers, to be fair

lol there’s literally one dude chanting GUNNS BOBBY GUNNS

oh there are the boos! people were just grooving to the music

i love tim so much his thumbs up is so dorky but it works

ohhh look at him glaring at bobby

did he just do the same thing from that master ken video

damn tim looking to straight up murder today

oh FUCK that finger bullshit

um guys you may wanna activate the lights on the stage

i mean i guess watching wrestling in silhouettes is very avant garde

ok i’m ready for them to get back in the ring now

oh damn that was shorter than i thought!

that finishing sequence was great, honestly; good crafty wrestleshit

oliver, andy jackson is Disappointed in You

very disappointed

oh man i’ve never ever seen him enter with the ringkampf theme before

oh that logo with the axes is sick

was axel tischer ever wrestling as part of the ringkampf stable with tim et al? he left before english shotgun started so i have no idea

hell the only other time besides carat i’ve seen him in person was nxt live

what does heimspiel mean

oh! he’s wearing trunks!

honestly i know next to nothing about axel tischer

STOP CHANTING NXT

yes chanting for the local promotion is better

oh duhhhh i just remembered that is also the imperium theme so it makes sense for him to come out to it now

it’s pretty fucking shameless how wwe just makes low rent versions of stables that were already popular

i think this is the most non-flips i’ve seen out of oliver carter and i like it

or maybe i just don’t remember a ton of oliver carter matches...

OH SHIT

HE WENT RIGHT THROUGH THE ROPES

FUKKKKKKK

lol no protection for the fans

i noticed that in the tim/bobby match too - there’s no people shooing people out of the way

boo these awful pretty boys!

TIM ASSIST!

VEIT!

oh ok maybe he does not need assist

no he does

oh it’s juju!

oh juju....

oh here that motherfucker is!

i guess i should have expected ilja to show up in his hometown despite being injured

goddammit ilja’s butt even looks good in jeans

it’s not ok

yes crowd, we know nxt is in orlando, can we move on

ummmmm are we please not doing a karsten x amale angle?

NO MORE 3 WAY DANCES

COME ON

yeah bobby you can’t talk about losing when tim fucked you up

YESSS PLEASE BREAK BOBBY’S STREAK

hahaha he barely remembers bobby’s name

now i just want axel to call bobby ‘robert schilds’ and make fun of his hairdo back then

[loveinruins]

First weekend away

Last Wednesday night we went for dinner briefly and had a bit of a tiffle because of a heated discussion about MT. MT had come up to me and said she wanted to take her own car because G wasn't speaking to her and I told him that and that's what started our argument. 

He basically told me it's none of my fucking business how he goes about doing things and I was like wow ok. He kept going on and on about how we both deal with things differently and I agreed with being silent and he goes again you being silent does my fucking head in more than anything. I'm like I'm not quite sure what you want me to say here G. He goes what did you take away from what I said to you? I'm like it's none of my fucking business who you want to talk to and who you don't want to talk to. He goes are you serious that's all you took from what I said? I go no but that's what's resonated with me. Anyway by the time we left nandos I was a bit upset but just tried not to show it and as we were walking to the car he hugged me by putting his arm around my shoulder and pulled me in towards him and kissed my head. Which made me melt inside even though I was so upset at him. It's funny because when we were on the freeway on the way home I'm like I'm hungry do you wanna get something to eat? He goes it's my Aunty's birthday today and I go oh ok, it's all good. He goes nah we can still eat but are you gonna be a lil bitch tonight? I'm like no wtf and he laughed. He always knows when I'm getting my period or I've got it because I become a moody psycho. More than usual apparently. So we went away on the weekend to Apollo bay and got a really nice house and whatever. It was me, him, AC, MT and KT. Friday after work we had arranged to do the groceries while G finished late and all of us finished at 5.

So we did our shopping and whatever and luckily we had so many groceries so we ended up putting them all in MT's car which meant there was no room for me in her car so I got to go with the boys which is what I wanted anyway.

The car ride was fine, we spoke about MT a bit and then the rest of the time we just had a bit of banter and spoke some shit. We stopped in Geelong for dinner at la porchetta which was bloody awful. By the time we got to the house it was like 12am. When we got to the house the boys were like this house is sickkkkk. It was really really nice, so of course we go to bedrooms first and I'm like bags this room and they're like no wtf just shared with the girls and I'm like fuck no. I'm not sharing with them. AC goes nah you guys can share referring to me and G and I'm like no. He even said bro I'm not sharing with her. Anyway I was like no I'm having this room I swear to god if you make me share with the girls I'll fucking leave. AC was like no you won't. G goes yeah she will, I go yeah I will I'll get B to pick me up and she would. AC was like dude wtf and G was like let me talk to her bro just go, AC walks off and I was like what? He goes T it's not a big deal and I'm here to have fun but seriously it's not fair we paid the same money why should I not have my own room? Anyway I'm just saying. At that point I felt really guilty and selfish but at the same time I was like fuck this shit and I was in the worst mood. So I sat in my room for like half an hr and they were both in the lounge, G went and started the fireplace and AC was showering and getting changed I think. Anyway I eventually stopped sulking and walked into the lounge and sat down. He was like so are you drinking orrr? I'm like nah I don't feel like it. He's like why? I go I just have anxiety I just don't want to and he goes as if we come all this way everyone's drinking. I'm like no. He then grabs my hand and pulls me to the kitchen, at that point I didn't really know how to feel because he made me feel so guilty and I was annoyed at him and in a shit mood but he held my hand.. He was like come on I'll make you a drink what do you want? I was like umm vodka and lemonade so he poured me one and we decided to play kings cup (which btw I've never played before). It was quite funny, I was pretty drunk by the end of the game and we then smoked some weed after and went to bed. Next morning I woke up and made everyone breakfast, AC and KT were both giving me shit for making him breakfast. I was like lol ok whatever I made everyone breakfast not just you guys. We went to the 12 apostles, we split up when we got there the others walked off and it ended up just being me and him and we took a few photos of each other and together. It felt like we were a couple. Afterwards we went to some lighthouse that ended up being closed and we went for a walk anyways to some bushy area with a secret lookout. We went home and started on dinner whilst the boys went to town to buy some more snacks. I had a shower after cooking, got changed and purposely wore a loose white top because he doesn't like me wearing black all the time and plus it was a wise scoop neck so why not. We made rice paper rolls for dinner, it was actually really good. Anyways after dinner we played cards against humanity and drank and got high again. Now while playing CAH I caught him looking at me a few times and I ended up seeing a secret video that AC had snapped and it was him staring at me as I was doing something. He edited a video and put a love heart between us to be funny. I was like lol wow.. he was like checking me out..

Ok so I was dealing the cards after a round and he goes nice bra and I'm like what? You can't even see it. He goes yeah I could when you leant over before and I'm like.. right and he goes yeah it's the same bra you wore that time at the station. Here I am thinking is this guy keeping tabs on me or what? So we're like really stoned at this point and the girls ended up going to bed and I was left with the boys and we were just chillin and I went into G's bedroom with him and we were just having a laugh and a part of me wanted him to be like sleep here tonight but of course he didn't say that nor did that happen. I was taking my make up off with a wipe and he was like what are you doing? I'm like taking my make up off and he goes when did you even wear make up? I'm like earlier this morning. So I mean I'll take that as a compliment I guess.. I can't really remember much after that except for going to bed alone and slightly disappointed even though I was high as fuck. Next morning I woke up, got ready and packed up all my shit and we headed back home. We stopped at Lorne for brunch and walked around a bit. I bought a donut and asked him if he wanted to share a slice of cake with me and he goes yeah and I go do you wanna get this or me? Obviously that was a test to see if he would pay and he didn't.. should've known better by now.

He goes get me a coffee too cheers, so I did and when I gave him the coffee he was like lol oh thanks T (like not expecting it). Anyway so we left Lorne and on the way I had to pee so I made AC stop at a service station to go to the toilet and we ended up watching the mayweather mcgregor fight. There were a big packet of jumpys and I'm like can you get me this pls? He hesitated and I'm like I bought you a coffee, he goes I was waiting for you to bring that up. I'm like lol do you wanna buy me a bueno too? He goes that's if we're leaving before you buy the whole store. So AC drops G off to his car and I was hoping he wanted to take me home but he didn't offer so I just went home with AC. On the way home AC and I got to talking and I'm like you know I heard all your stupid little comments like kiss kiss kiss and saying cute when we'd interact m and trying to make him and I share a room. You made all those comments thinking I didn't hear them huh??? He laughed and goes you have tunnel vision when you're together and I go no I don't. He goes whatever you guys are in your own little bubble. Im like can you not? You guys need to let it go he doesnt like me like that. AC goes yeah but do you? I'm like no I just feel like we're besties when we're together that's it. He goes are you sure? I'm like yes dude. He goes I'm not gonna push it but there's love there..

I thought to myself wtf.. So he took Monday off so I took the train solo yesterday which was different. Then when I saw him today I felt nauseous. He looked extra cute cos he wore a shirt and a blazer. He gave me attitude when I saw him today which irritated me. Anyway I decided to not pay him much attention and I was just quiet during lunch and he goes what's wrong? I'm like nothing just feeling a bit down today. AC was like why? G interjects and goes bro she doesn't want to talk about it. So yesterday I spoke to someone in his team and asked what times they finish this week and he told me 4:30. So I knew he finished early today so towards the end of the day I had anxiety because I wasn't sure if he was going to wait for me or not because I removed him from my Skype list so I wouldn't check his status. Fuck I'm crazy.. It gets to about 5:05pm and I had just gotten off the phone with a customer and I'm like ok well he left without saying anything, probably better off.. then all of a sudden he walks up and I was like.. heart racing but relieved with satisfaction that he waited for me. Maybe because I said I was down he waited for me? Not sure. We walked to the station and I told him about eye see two and the job offer KL spoke to me about. On the train we had a bit of banter, we got onto the topic of how when I came back from Europe that I was gonna leave and he goes yeah but then you met me and like runs his hands into his hair and I rolled my eyes and I go relax yourself lol. At that point I realized he knew I still liked him.

Now I've clued together this because he goes if there was something wrong between us would you tell me? I'm like yeah if it was going to affect our friendship I would and he goes I'll keep that in mind. I honestly think he likes me liking him. I don't know. Honestly. Oh and when I told him about eye see two he goes I knew it. I knew it was going to be that. He asked me to drop him off to his car even though the train we were taking was going to stop at Yarraman. I was like fineeee, I guess if I get to spend more time with him then great lol. On the way to his car he was like T everything in your life is great, why are you feeling down? I go I dunno. (When in reality I just can't help but wonder why he doesn't like me like that?) I'm like I am grateful for everything, I dunno. Before he gets out of the car he's like thanks for the ride, btw thanks for waiting for me (like speaking about himself in third person) I acted surprised like waited for me? He goes yeah I finish at 4:30 this whole week and I go ohhhh and he closed the door and looked back at me and I smiled and waved bye and drove off. In my heart I know that he will always have a place there but I'm not helping myself by over analyzing what he says. I need to stop. I've asked the universe to send me a guy who wants to love me and be with me. Sigh.. until next time. T xxx