looking at the old billford animatics and people like "OMG WHO WOULD HAVE BELIEVED THIS WOULD BE CANON!?!?!?!" and it is. really fucking frustrating. i'm sorry have you ever heard of a subtext?
neighbor toji who’s desperately trying to resist his neighbor that’s so sweet and pretty and nice and always flirts w him in the elevator…… he feels so bad bc he’s like ten years older but it’s so difficult to say no when they look at him w puppy eyes!!!! like a wolf trying to put on his own muzzle while a little lamb begs him to take a bite
just asking him for help with something in ur apartment and once he’s done you just beg to return the favor and he literally loses his restraint the moment you drop on your knees in front of him w puppy eyes 😪😪😪 hes just weak like that
NONNIEEE??!?!?!?!??!?!?!?? AAAAAAHHHHHH GOOD GUY NEIGHBOR TOJI WHO COMES TO FIX YOUR SINK AND WHO HELPS YOU GET RID OF THE BIG BUG AND HE'S TRYING TO KEEP HIS COOL BC YES HE'S OLDER AND HE FEELS LIKE YOU COULD DO SO MUCH BETTER BUT YOU JUST KEEP COMING BACK AND YOU KEEP SMILING AT HIM AND YOU KEEP MAKING SILLY JOKES AND HE JUST!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S SO HARD,, SO WHEN YOU LEAN INTO HIS SIDE AND SQUEEZE HIS BICEP. WHEN YOU LOOK UP AT HIM, EYES ALL BIG AND PRETTY, INSISTING THAT HE'D LET YOU RETURN THE FAVOUR TOJI FEELS LIKE HE'S CORRUPTING YOUU HE FEELS LIKE EXPLODINGGGG HE CAN'T EVEN SAY ANYTHING AT FIRST, HIS DICK TWITCHING IN HIS PANTS AS HE RASPS OUT A "YA DON'T HAVE TO". BUT WHEN YOU TELL HIM THAT YOU WANT TO. THAT YOU WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL GOOD HE JUST FUCKING LOSES IT
Every time the betrayer gods get brought up in C3 (which is tons with the Applebee's soulcycle), I always have a brief moment of pause about whether I side with Bells Hells on being all 'Betrayer gods are bad!'
Because at the end of Episode 2 of Calamity, Brennan did that incredible monologue (You know the one... "AND THEY CALLED US BETRAYERS?!" the one Zerxus was like kinda horny about) and gave such an evocative performance in that scene that he made me legit feel sorry for The Literal Lord of The Hells.
Then, of course, I quickly remember how in E4 that Same Fuckin Guy just like basically froze time so he could get off on flaying Zerxus alive a few times to watch him die over and over, bc He's The Literal Lord of The Hells. (Spoilers: Brennan was the betrayer the whole time!)
And I go 'Yeah, actually, no, you're right gang. Betrayer gods are bad, carry on'