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queenmark123 · 2 years

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Kani Cashmere Shawl and Its Types

Kani shawls are one of the most loved pashmina shawls of historians that accentuate the style and keep you warm as well.

If you are looking for a cashmere shawl online, then Kani is indeed one of the best pashminas you can ever buy. Kani Shawl is spun by using traditional wooden needles on a handloom. The Mughal pattern crafted over them strikes a bewitching spell on every woman.

Kani Shawls have been registered under GI i.e. Geographical Indication Act given by The Craft Development Institute. These shawls are made as per predefined designs. The specialty of these shawls is that they have knots and only trained craftsmen have the knowledge to do it the right way.

Kani shawls are like an ethereal treat for craft lovers and have a unique and timeless demeanor. The beautiful patterns, soothing colors, and elegance make them a perfect pick for not only art lovers but also fashionistas across the globe.

Kani shawls have a distinctive and classic vibe, making them like an ethereal delight for craft aficionados. They are a fantastic choice for fashionistas worldwide because of their elegant design, lovely designs, and calming colors.

How is Kani woven? - The Method

Kani Shawls are just a unique and exceptional form of artistic expression. The shawl is weaved with wooden sticks or needles called "Tujia" or "Kanis." It is simple to see how weft weaving is intricately made. The craft buyers give these Kashmiri shawls for women pretty good marks.

The majority of Kani shawls are created with 80% cashmere and the remaining 20% is split between silk and other wool to give the fabric strength. But when these shawls are created from 100% pure cashmere wool, they give off a more elegant and ethereal appearance.

The most astonishing statistic is that each Kani weaver can only complete an inch of fabric each day. Their capacity for patience is astounding. Sometimes it relies on the complexity of the designs as well as the labyrinth patterns.

Depending on how elaborate the design is, it could take 3 to 36 months to finish a Kani shawl.

Kani shawl varieties

The Kani shawls are especially traditional, timeless, and lightweight because they are not embroidered. See what kinds of Kani Shawls are available at the market or online to purchase these trendy Kashmiri shawls.

Shawl by Kani Jamawar

The fact that a Jamawar Shawl could take up to two years to complete is rather unexpected. The shawl's entire base is covered in Kani patterns and motifs, which is why.

Discover some of Pashmoda's lovely selection of Kani Shawls. These are also referred to as shawls for Pur Mattan.

Pashmina Palladaar Kani

Because the Kani is only woven along the borders, or Pallas in the local language, this shawl takes less time to make than the Jamawar Shawl. In a matter of months, this Kani Shawl is ready.

Lunar Shawl

The core of the lovely moon or Chand-Daar Shawls & Wrap is a full medallion pattern. Additionally, the four corners also feature comparable medallion motifs.

#cashmereshawls #printedshawls #shawlandwrap #wintershawl #womenshawls #shawlsforwomen #women’sscarf #Kashmirishawl

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kashmir-box · 3 years

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Best kashmiri Product You Must Look

Everybody wants to visit Kashmir which is located in the north part of India also everybody wants to try Kashmiri products once so in this blog I will discuss some best Kashmiri product which is only found in Kashmir

1. Kashmiri Pashmina

Pashmina refers to a fine variant of spun cashmere, the animal hair fiber forming the downy undercoat of the Changthangi goats. Pashmina may refer either to the material or to the variant of Kashmiri shawl that is made from it. Both the pashmina and the generic cashmere pashmina come from the same goat, but the pashmina ranges from 12-16 microns in diameter, and the generic cashmere ranges 12-21 microns in diameter.

Pashmina shawl, Kashmiri pashmina scarves, and Gi pashmina are the same kind of products that come out from the pashmina and people adore such products because they are very attractive and their designs are very unique.

While purchasing pashmina various kinds of Kashmiri pashmina namely plains, Kanis , embroidered, jamawars , sozins , papier machie, kalamkaris , and many more however each has a unique characteristic for identification.

Kashmiri pashmina serves the purpose of providing the required warmth during the wintry season. A lot of women use the pashmina scarves around their neck and cover faces to protect themselves from the appalling chillness.

2. Kashmiri Saree

Authentic Kashmir saree is handcrafted in the valley of Kashmir. Every Kashmiri saree is essentially an embroidery saree. Kashmiri sarees are embellished with beautiful, intricate embroidery which is peculiar to Kashmir such as Kashmiri Aari embroidered sarees. This saree mostly has floral designs.

The work on original Kashmiri silk sarees are called kashida embroidery, is a type of needlework from the Kashmir region of India. This work is smooth and done expertly in this single stitch is used to elaborate designs.

Sarees contains various fabric like pashmina, silk, georgette, and crepe. In these sarees only 100% pure and original material is used there is no blend every Kashmiri saree is handwoven by extremely skilled artisans.

Make sure that you handle them with care don’t machine wash your Kashmiri saree. It is best if you get them dry clean especially the silk and pashmina other sarees can gently wash with your hands store your pashmina saree, Kashmiri silk saree, and other Kashmiri saree with care.

It is advised to store them with light muslin cloths. you can store them in saree covers, but make sure that is not made up of plastic. If you get a stain on your saree, you can gently clean it with cold water.

3. Kashmiri Kurta

Indian Traditional wear Kurtis is one of the favorite dress of Indian during festivals among them if you are looking for Kashmiri woolen Kurtis which is somewhat different from the Indian traditional Kurtis and this Kurtis is named as Pheran Pheran is generally made up of silk and wool and it is long as compared to normal Kurtis and worn over the dress like coat it is also known as the traditional dress of Kashmir

Pheran is the most typical attire of Kashmir both Muslim and Hindu wear. This is a long loose gown worn below the knee area. It consists of two gowns one over the other in summer it is made up of cotton but in winter it is made up of wool covering and protecting the body from cold especially during the snow. These dresses are used by the residents of the Kashmir valley.

4. Kashmiri Silk Jacket

Kashmiri silk jackets for ladies are the blessings for the women this silk jackets for ladies are very famous any women once see this definitely buy. The design and the colors are very attractive and the jackets are comfortable to wear that’s the reason Kashmiri silk jackets are very adored by women.

Various embroidered silk jackets are available like Red rust Aari , whit pink Aari , Heena green aari , royal blue aari , black aari , ferozi aari , golden aari and many more are the aari embroidered.

These designs look very nice and attractive if you are searching for such sarees on google you get various designs of Kashmiri silk jackets which you adore definitely.

#Kashmiri silk jackets #kashmiri kurti #Kashmiri Aari embroidered sarees #Gi pashmina #Kashmiri pashmina scarves #kashmiri saree

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maskedblackfox · 3 years

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Cloud’s list of Bi headcanons 2021

Happy Bi Visibility Day!

List under the cut

DanganRonpa

Mondo Owada

Kyoko Kirigiri

Genocider Syo

Hajime Hinata

Twogami

Sonia Nevermind

Yuta Asahina

Nagisa Shingetsu

Kyosuke Munakata

Kaede Akamatsu

Suiichi Saihara

Tenko Chabashira (Preference for girls)

Angie Yogana

Pokemon

Gary/Blue/Green Oak

Red

Sabrina

Lance

Janine

Silver

Morty

Jasmine

Ariana

Archie

Shelly

Aster

Cynthia

Maylene

Candice

Mars

Saturn

Aurea Juniper

Cilan

Lenora

Elesa

Roxie

Anthea

Augustine Sycamore

Valerie

Malva

Bryony

Aliana

Kukui

Guzma

Gladion

Ilima

Lana

Kahili

Sonia

Milo

Piers

Raihan

Oleana

James

Meowth

Ash’s Pikachu

Delia Ketchum

Cassidy

Aldith

Miette

Goh

Steven Universe

Skinny Jasper

Aquamarine

Sharky Amethyst

Sugilite

Sadie Miller

Lars Bariga

Vidalia

Kiki

Buck Dewey

Disney

Tiana (Princess and the Frog)

Charlotte “Lottie” LaBouf (Princess and the Frog)

Nala (Lion King series)

Kiara (Lion King series)

Luz Noceda (The Owl House) (Canon)

Scar (Lion King series)

Mufasa (Lion King series)

Jack Kelly (Newsies)

Edalyn Clawthorne (The Owl House)

Camilla Noceda (The Owl House)

Shang (Mulan)

Augustus “Gus” Porter (The Owl House)

Shenzi (Lion King series)

Tramp (Lady and the Tramp)

Han Solo (Star Wars)

Finn (Star Wars)

Sora (Kingdom Hearts)

Riku (Kingdom Hearts)

Madge the honey badger (Zootopia)

Cinderella (Cinderella)

Duchess (Aristocats)

Hunter (The Owl House)

Mabel Pines (Gravity Falls)

Micheal “Dipper” Pines (Gravity Falls)

Warrior Cats

Bluestar

Greystripe

Longtail

Rosetail

Dappletail

Leafpool

Cindeheart

Bumblestripe

Daisy

Sweetpaw

Blackstar

Tawnypelt

Rowanstar

Ceaderheart

Ratscar

Dawnpelt

Leopardstar

Mistystar

Feathertail

Lakeshine

Brightsky

Shellheart

Reedshine (MV)

Willowshine

Mudfur

Onestar

Nightcloud

Kestrelflight

Lightningpelt

Daisytail

Leafstar

Harveymoon

Ebonyclaw

Skywatcher

Jake

Violet

Slash

Sol

Animal Crossing

Tom Nook

Mabel

Leilani

Kicks

Gracie

Cyrus

Booker

Rover

Drago

Anabella

Pinky

Midge

Angus

Bob

Kiki

Rosie

Becky

Ken

Patty

Bluebear

Stitches

Beau

Diana

Cherry

Portia

Miranda

Amelia

Pierce

Big Top

Margie

Tucker

Lily

Chevre

Kidd

Pashmina

Boone

Hamlet

Biff

Colton

Julian

Carrie

Melba

Leopold

Nana

Bella

Marina

Flora

Gladys

Cube

Gwen

Agnes

Carmen

O’Hare

Patricia

Eunice

Blaire

Sylvana

Bangle

Rolf

Chief

Vivian

The Dark Crystal

Rian

Brea

Gujin

Seladon

SkekEkt

SkekZok

urVa

urSan

Misc.

Bowser (Mario series)

Mipha (Legend of Zelda; Breath of the Wild)

Korra (Avatar series) (Canon)

Asami Sato (Avatar series) (Canon)

Zuko (Avatar series)

Marceline (Adventure time) (Canon)

Dr. Harold Coomer (HLVRAI) (Canon)

Cloud Strife (Final Fantasy VII)

Sidon (Legend of Zelda; Breath of the Wild)

Bela Dimitrescu (Resident Evil Village)

Daniella Dimitrescu (Resident Evil Village)

Daddy Dearest (Friday Night Funkin’)

Mommy Mearest (Friday Night Funkin’)

Girlfriend (Friday Night Funkin’)

Phoenix Wright (Ace Attorney)

Miku Hatsune (Vocaloid)

Mario (Mario series)

Luigi (Mario series)

Arsene Lupin III (Lupin III)

Daisuke Jigen (Lupin III)

Goemon Ishikawa XIII (Lupin III)

Angela Ziegler/Mercy

Olivia Comomar/Sombra (Canon)

Alphys (Undertale)

Mad Mew Mew (Undertale)

Reno (Final Fantasy VII)

Tifa Lockhart (Final Fantasy VII)

Ryou Bakura (Yu-Gi-Oh!)

Lust (FullMetal Alchemist)

Veronica Sawyer (Heathers)

Robert Small (Dream Daddy)

Brian Harding (Dream Daddy)

Joseph Christiansen (Dream Daddy)

Kamui Gakupo (Vocaloid)

IA (UTAUloid)

Yokune Ruko (UTAUloid)

Gloria (Happy Feet)

Ms. Viola (Happy Feet)

Joaquin Mondragon (Book of Life)

Clarice (Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer)

Hiccup Horrendous Haddock III (How to Train Your Dragon)

Cloudjumper (How to Train Your Dragon)

Unnamed Light Fury/Nubless/Luna (How to Train Your Dragon)

Megamind (Megamind)

Lup (The Adventure Zone)

Barry Bluejeans (The Adventure Zone)

Audrey (The Adventure Zone) (Canon)

Kris (Deltarune)

Wammawink (Centaurworld)

Bonus round: My OCs

Switchboard

Valentina

Rangi

Haraka

Kifalme

Genevieve

Uzuri

Fergus

Sarah

Pixie

Vivian

Robert (The crow)

Crystal

New Bloom

Mirageflight

Sunflower

Aria

Nanaki (Her old ref)

Kuelewa

#bi headcanons #bisexual #biromantic #Cloud's headcanons #bi

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ummahistoria · 3 years

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Sebuah diary tidak penting

#dailyoftehwawa

Hari ini jantung berasa naik roller coaster. Dari yang pas pagi hari santai aja ngerjain kerjaan rumah seperti biasa, nganter adek sekolah sambil magabut baca buku.

Sampai sore tetiba khawatir uring-uringan karena paket belum sampe juga padahal besok pagi mesti kondangan. Iya, itu paket buat kado nikahan temen. Padahal biasanya kondangan siang atau sore, jadi ya nggak khawatir banget kalo emang itu paket besok baru dianterin juga. Tapi partner kondangannya ngajakin pagi gegara mesti kerja shift 2, bahkan sebelum si pengantin belum akad. Yhaaa parasmanannya udah mateng belom ya jam segitu? Hahaha

Belum beres cemas soal paket, tetiba dapet chat dari dosen suruh ikut bimbingan tar malem (maksudnya tadi jam 7). Waduh! Mati dah gua. 'Si Sayang' belum ada progres. Latar belakang aja belom kepikiran karena saking cluelessnya mau bahas apa.

Pas cek WhatsApp juga tau-tau ada grup baru, pas lihat nama grupnya.

Wanj~ Eh Astaghfirullah. Gak jadi ngumpat ngomong kasar karena adekku yang kedua udah teriak sambil narik baju buat minta duit jajan. Ampun dah. Jarang cek WhatsApp dan nganggurin banyak chat, balasannya malah begini.

Bener-bener bikin perasaan kek es campur yang esnya diserut. Banyak-banyak istighfar, dah!

Untungnya itu paket nyampe juga tepat pas aku mau pake sepatu. 'Paket~ atas nama Wahdatul. Ini sama kak Wahdatul nya langsung?'

'Iya, Mas. Elah kagak percaya amat, masa saya mau nyolong paket orang'.

Fyuh~ reda satu kekhawatiran. Mau berangkat, segala pengin ke kamar mandi. Haduh telat gak ya?

Eh, si pinter. Ke kampus outfitnya atas kemeja rapi dengan jilbab pashmina, bawahnya masih pake training :')

Gak beres sampe situ. Berangkat naik gojek, sama mamang gojeknya malah dibawa lewat rute belok-belok. Padahal kan bisa lewat De Griya yang rame terang benderang, ini malah lewat Kandiwa. Serem. Untung tadi abis Maghrib baca surah Yasin. Mudah-mudahan gak ada yang nempel. Ya tetep aja gue takut. Udah istighfar aja dah, emang kebiasaan dari dulu juga tiap mau bimbingan pasti udah ketakutan duluan. Alhasil sepanjang jalan ke kampus baca istighfar terus. Padahal cuma ketemu dosen, udah kayak takut disiksa aja huahaha tapi ada bagusnya sih, jadi inget dosa.

Ya Allah.. sampe kampus malah ngantuk. Sekali bimbingan barengan sama 9 mahasiswa. Mana gue doang ceweknya. Di ruangan udah lenggut-lenggut aja, mana duduk pas banget AC mengarah.

Cenghar pas dikasih tau deadline. Allahu..

Baru mau leha-leha sambil nonton Run BTS!

Gi, sabar yaa. 2 Minggu aja kok. Mudah-mudahan beres. Semoga masih nangkring di chart Billboard. Mana konten situ lagi banyak-banyaknya huhu

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dohhkmr · 3 years

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GI tag is a guarantee of 💯% pure KASHMIR PASHMINA Buying authentic handmade Kashmir Pashmina is an act of preserving heritage. It serves as a reward for an artisan, and provides much needed value for his skill and hardwork. We all must play our part and buy only GI tagged Kashmir Pashmina. Every Kashmir Pashmina Label (GI Tag) contains an eight digit numerical code which can be verified online on www.kashmirpashmina.secure-ga.com #kashmirhandicrafts #kashmirpashmina #kashmirpashminalabel #kashmirpashminaGI #genuinepashmina #kashmir #cashmere #pashmina #dohhkmr (at Srinagar, Jammu and Kashmir) https://www.instagram.com/p/CM2PTeFhCwG/?igshid=1muig46ekwsu7

#kashmirhandicrafts #kashmirpashmina #kashmirpashminalabel #kashmirpashminagi #genuinepashmina #kashmir #cashmere #pashmina #dohhkmr

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craftfurnish-blog · 4 years

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Crafts of India

INDIAN HANDICRAFTS: KNOW ABOUT VARIOUS CRAFTS OF INDIA

From time immemorial, the crafts of India are known and praised worldwide. India has a vast cultural heritage that is reflected within the sophistication of its varied craftworks. The skilled artisans have managed to survive and uphold our heritage by creating exclusive pieces of art that reflects the influence of various empires on the works from our different states.

POTTERY

Known as one of the oldest and most beautiful forms of decoration, the tradition of pottery making dates back to the times of Indus Valley Civilization. Decorated pots have been used in all walks for a multitude of purposes. Pottery can be both handmade and wheel-made.

Figurines of religious importance, various artefacts, toys, dolls, pots, vases made of terracotta from Assam, Odisha, Keonjhar and Khurda; painted black wares from Uttar Pradesh; painted pottery with geometrical patterns from Bikaner and Pokhran in Rajasthan and Kagzi pottery from Alwar; the most famous blue pottery (wherein the blue dye is used to colour objects) from Jaipur and works from states of Tamil Nadu, Himachal Pradesh and West Bengal are some of the worth mentioning names.

JUTE

Widely known as the golden fibre, Jute comes second to cotton in terms of production in India. An extremely flexible fibre, it is turned and twisted easily to make a variety of articles. For centuries, jute has been an integral part of the culture of West Bengal, Assam and Bihar.

LEATHER

The leathercraft started perhaps during the times of Indus Valley civilization where the artisans mainly engaged in the making of clothes, footwear, caps, bags, saddles, shield, etc. The leather shoes, bags, garments, etc from Madhya Pradesh and the famous Kolhapuri chappals from Maharashtra are known all across the world.

METAL CRAFT

Metal crafts in India also originated during the Indus Valley Civilization. The statue of the Dancing Girl, bronze statues of the Chola kingdom and the iron pillar erected by Ashoka’s, the great, all witness our rich legacy in metal craft. Besides creating mythological figures and deities, other items include metal pots, pans, frames, locks, key chains etc.

The famous metal craft includes Bidri ware of Andhra Pradesh; Pembharti from Warangal district in Telangana; Dhokra metal craft from Andhra Pradesh, Odisha and Madhya Pradesh; Kamrupi metal craft from Kamrup, Assam. Made from brass and bell metal the items produced by this metal craft are pots, bowls, water pots, cymbals etc. The region of Ladakh is famous for its brass and iron vessels and the Kashmir is known for its naquashi work.

STONEWORK

Stonework has always fascinated all since long. The intricately carved palaces, forts and temples where various forms of carving, engraving, sculptures and undercuts are done on stones. The rock and marble carvings from Rajasthan, Jaipur, Odisha and Nagpur; the stoneware from Madhya Pradesh includes household items such as chakla, silbatta, handis, chakkis, etc. Gwalior, Ratlam, Mandsaur are famous for sculptures and figurines of religious importance. Pattharkatti in Gaya, Bihar is known as the village of stone carvers where the artisans churn out beautiful pieces made from black stone (granite). The ancient temples of Odisha and Khajuraho are world-famous examples of rock crafts of India. Marble ware from Agra in Uttar Pradesh owes its credit to the famous Taj Mahal.

NEEDLEWORK

The rich craft of India is incomplete without the mention of the famous thread and needlework from the different states of our sub-continent. The chikankari from Lucknow, crewel embroidery from Kashmir, applique work from Rajasthan, mirror embroidery from Gujarat and Rajasthan, kantha embroidery from West Bengal, phulkari from Punjab, Zardozi from Uttar Pradesh. Today these works are not limited to clothes but shawls, pillow and cushion covers, dupattas, home furnishings, bags, bedspreads, wall hangings are all in high demand.

WEAVE CRAFT

India has a rich and diverse weaving tradition. Be it fabrics made out of silk, cotton, or wool, the demand is never-ending. Silk saris, namely the Baluchari of West Bengal and Mooga and Assam silk of Assam, famous Banarasi saris, Kanchipuram, and Pochampalli saris from Tamil Nadu, Paithani from Maharashtra are among the finest saris in India. Among the cotton work, Khadi and kalamkari continue to dominate the market even today. Wool work is best when it comes to Pashmina shawls from Kashmir and Kullu shawls from Himachal Pradesh.

GI location crafts in India

The Indian traditional crafts have been diminishing in the current times. In order to protect our precious craftworks and the associated cultural heritage, GI tag is conferred on the handicrafts. The tag is used on products which corresponds to a specific geographical location from where they originated. The Government of India enforced the Geographical Indications of Goods (Registration and Protection) Act in 1999, which came into force in 2003. The GI tag confirms the product is made with specific standards and provide proprietary rights to the traditional producers and encourage them to make and sell authentic products. Today more than 150 handicraft products have been added to the GI list. The most popular ones include:

Geographical Indication State/UT

Pochampalli Ikat Telangana

Chanderi Saris Madhya Pradesh

Mysore Silk Karnataka

Bidriware Karnataka

Kullu shawl Himachal Pradesh

Channapatna toys and dolls Karnataka

Phulkari Punjab, Haryana & Rajasthan

Kashmir Pashmina Kashmir

Thanjavur paintings Tamil Nadu

Kani shawl Jammu & Kashmir

Nakshi Kantha West Bengal

Blue pottery of Jaipur Rajasthan

Bastar Dhokra Chattisgarh

Kutch embroidery Gujarat

Lucknowi Chikankari Uttar Pradesh

Sanganeri hand block print Rajasthan

Kota Doria Rajasthan

Warli painting Maharashtra

Kolhapuri chappal Maharashtra

Temple jewelry of Nagercoil Tamil Nadu

Durgi stone carvings Andhra Pradesh

Orissa Pattachitra Odisha

Patola Sari Gujarat

Banaras brocades and saris Uttar Pradesh

Lucknowi Zardozi Uttar Pradesh

Bobbili Veena Andhra Pradesh

Kashmir paper machie Jammu & Kashmir

Toda embroidery Tamil Nadu

Leather toys of Indore Madhya Pradesh

Nirmal toys and craft Telangana

Salem silk Tamil Nadu

Sikki grass products of Bihar Bihar

Khatwa work of Bihar (Applique) Bihar

Indian handicrafts online

#indian handicrafts #pottery #needlework #stonework #metal craft #weaves of India #GI tag

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warsulut · 5 years

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Kisahku, Sebuah Rasa yang Tersimpan Rapi

Mencintaimu adalah sebuah alasan mengapa aku menjadi seperti sekarang ini. Aku menjadi manusia yang pontang-panting dan lontang-lantung tak karuan. Kamu adalah alasan mengapa aku berjuang sampai sekuat ini. Aku mencintaimu, entah bagaimana itu bisa terjadi tapi begitulah keadaannya. Kamu memberikan warna yang berbeda dalam hidupku. Kamu mampu menyihirku menjadi manusia yang sangat kuat, dan kamu juga mampu menyulapku menjadi makhluk yang sangat lemah.

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Namanya Gia, seorang wanita dengan paras yang selama ini aku rindukan. Bagiku, memendam perasaan ini padanya adalah suatu pekerjaan yang tidak mudah. Aku harus melawan egoku. Aku harus menyingkirkan semua emosiku.

Satu tahun berlalu. Satu tahun tanpa senyuman dan tawanya, membawaku ke masa yang menyedihkan. Disiksa rindu. Dihujam tanya, “bagaimana keadaannya? Apa kabar hatinya?” Keberanianku hanya sampai pada memandangi foto yang diam-diam aku simpan di galeri teleponku. Untuk menanyainya langsung, aku masih belum mampu. Aku takut mengusik hatinya. Aku takut mengganggu kebahagiaannya.

Namun, semesta menghantarkan takdir yang berbeda. Di sebuah taman pusat kota yang sangat indah, dengan bunga-bunga yang masih bermekaran hingga malam hari, dan dengan lampu-lampu neon yang menghiasi, aku berpapasan dengannya. Pertemuan ini sungguh tiada disengaja. Meskipun aku bahagia karena seolah Tuhan mengabulkan yang selama ini kudoa, tetapi hati kecil selalu berbisik “apakah kejadian ini tidak akan mengubah apa-apa?”

Lama aku melihatnya dari kejauhan. Malam itu dia duduk sendirian. Di kursi taman yang masih terlihat sangat kokoh, dia menyandarkan punggugnya dan menatap di padang bunga yang ada di depannya. Aku tidak tahu pasti apakah memang dia ingin sendiri atau dia sedang menunggu seseorang untuk menemani kesendiriannya. Hatiku bergejolak bimbang. Di satu sisi aku sangat ingin menyapanya, namun di sisi lain … ah, aku juga susah menuliskan apa yang saat itu aku rasakan.

Hampir lima belas menit aku berpikir. Dan, aku putuskan untuk menyapanya barang sesaat. Langkahku gemetar. Sedikit demi sedikit keringat dingin mulai terasa mengalir di dadaku dan membuat bintik basah di kaus marun yang malam itu aku kenakan. Dari belakang, aku memanggilnya.

“Hai… Gi…”

Kepalanya yang dibalut pashmina coklat tertoleh ke belakang. Sepertinya terkejut ketika mengetahui ada aku yang berdiri tegak di belakangnya.

“Haai… Kamu…?”

Dengan mata yang masih tertegun ke wajahku, dia menjawab sapaku perlahan. Bahkan sempat beberapa detik kami bertatap mata. Tatapannya masih sangat tajam; sama seperti yang dulu. Bulu matanya yang lentik menambah kecantikan dari setiap sisi wajahnya.

“Eh, hei… silakan duduk.”

Dia sedikit bergeser ke kanan untuk memberiku tempat duduk di sisi kirinya. Jantungku semakin berdegup kencang. Akhirnya, kami duduk berdampingan. Menatap ke depan; ke padang bunga yang tersusun rapi.

“Apa kabar?” dengan memberanikan diri aku menanyainya.

“Alhamdulillah, baik. Kamu apa kabar juga, Tam?”

“Yaa… seperti yang terlihat sekarang.”

Dia hanya menanggapi dengan kepala yang dianggukan pelan seolah mengerti apa yang dimaksud dari jawabanku tadi.

“Kamu sendirian disini?” tanyaku melanjutkan.

“Emmm…. Iya…”

“Permisi, Mas, Mbak…” Tiba-tiba terdengar petikan gitar dari belakang kami dan disambut dengan lagu Armada yang berjudul Harusnya Aku. Aku tak tau pertanda apa ini, sepertinya dia sangat menikmati lagu ini. Sesekali juga dia terlihat menggerakkan bibirnya; mengikuti lantunan lagu itu.

Harusnya aku yang disana, dampingimu dan bukan dia. Harusnya aku yang kau cinta dan bukan dia….

Lirik itu seperti lirik yang sangat disukainya. Setelah lagu itu selesai, aku ambil uang pecahan lima ribu dari saku celana dan aku masukkan ke kantong yang tergantung di ujung gitar pengamen itu. Dia juga melakukan hal yang sama. Dia terlihat mengambil uang dari tas kecilnya dan dimasukkan ke dalam kantong yang sama.

“Terimakasih, Mas. Terimakasih, Mbak.” Pengamen itu pergi untuk melanjutkan pekerjaannya. Kami berdua hanya mengangguk sebagai tanda terimakasih kembali untuk pengamen itu.

“Bagus ya lagunya?” dengan sedikit senyuman, dia melontarkan pertanyaan itu kepadaku.

“Iya, bagus. Lagunya kayak real banget. Bisa membuat pendengarnya berimajinasi, hehehe.”

“Jadi, kamu tadi berimajinasi yaa…?” senyumnya semakin melebar.

“Yaaa… bisa jadi.”

“Sama dong…” kami sama-sama tersenyum.

Suasana sudah mulai berbeda dari yang pertama. Sekarang, kami sudah mulai nyaman berbicara seperti setahun silam. Tiiit… bunyi jam tanganku. Aku lihat waktu sudah mulai masuk pukul 21.00. Malam itu suasana sangat cerah. Bahkan biru langit pun terlihat di sekeliling bulan yang bersinar di malam itu.

“O iya… Gimana kabar pacar kamu, Gi? Sehat?”

“Pacar?” dia sedikit terkejut mendengarku tiba-tiba menanyakan perihal pacarnya.

“Iya.”

“Uli maksud kamu?”

“Iya dong”

“Ada. Dia sekarang pindah kuliah di luar negeri. Katanya sih disuruh keluarganya buat pindah disana. Soalnya orang tuanya pengen banget dia jadi lighting designer hebat. Makanya dia disuruh pindah ke luar negeri. Tapi satu minggu lagi katanya dia mau pulang ke Indonesia, liburan semester.”

“Waah… sepertinya masa depan dia bakalan sangat bagus. Beruntung kamu bisa mendapatkan dia. Pun dia pasti juga sangat beruntung bisa memiliki wanita seperti kamu, Gi.”

Gia kemudian memandangku. Seolah hatinya penuh harap dan mengaminkan kata-kata yang aku ucapkan tadi.

“Emm… Gi! Aku ingin menyampaikan sesuatu hal sama kamu. Tapi kamu jangan marah atau merasa gimana-gimana ya?”

“Hal apa, Tam? Sampaikan aja.”

“Tapi janji dulu kamu nggak bakal marah…”

“Iya, aku janji.”

“Jadi gini, Gi. Sebenarnya dulu aku menyimpan sebuah perasaan sama kamu. Dulu aku menyukaimu. Dulu aku juga mengagumimu. Tapi sayangnya saat itu aku sangat pengecut untuk bisa mengucapkan langsung ke kamu. Aku takut setelah mengungkapkan perasaan itu ke kamu, keadaan kita jadi berubah. Karena aku juga sadar kalau aku ini laki-laki yang banyak kelemahannya. Banyak kekurangannya.”

Hatiku sangat berdebar saat mengatakan hal itu. Dengan dibumbui kata “dulu”, aku berharap keadaanya tidak akan berubah. Meskipun, aku melihat ekspresi wajahnya menunjukkan keheranan. Seolah tak percaya dengan apa yang dia dengar.

“Tapi itu dulu, Gi. Kamu tenang saja. Aku tidak akan mengganggu hubungan kamu dengan Uli kok.” dengan senyuman aku sedikit meyakinkan Agi bahwa keadaannya akan tetap baik-baik saja.

“Yaah… aku nggak tahu juga alasan mengapa aku bisa suka sama kamu. Aku memandangmu itu terasa sangat beda dengan wanita lain. Kamu seperti mempunyai aura tersendiri dan itu tidak dimiliki oleh wanita lain. Dan itu juga yang membuat aku suka sama kamu; yang membuat aku cinta sama kamu. Lama aku memendam perasaan itu, Gi. Sampai akhirnya aku tahu kalau kamu terikat cinta dengan Uli. Nah, di saat itu juga aku memutuskan untuk menghapuskan perasaan yang selama itu aku simpan buat kamu. Karena aku merasa bahwa kalian berdua itu sangat cocok. Aku juga saat itu yakin bahwa kalian berdua memang sangat saling mencintai.”

“Nggak, Tam. Aku sama kok seperti wanita lain. Nggak ada yang spesial dari aku. Bahkan mungkin banyak wanita yang lebih sempurna daripada aku.”

“Hemm… itukan menurut kamu, Gi. Menurut aku kan beda. Tapi tenang saja. Aku nggak bakalan ganggu hubungan kamu sama Uli kok. Lagian juga saat ini sudah ada wanita lain yang mengisi hatiku. hehehe”

“Oooo… aku baru paham, Tam. Aku baru tahu alasan mengapa selama setahun ini kamu nggak ada kabar dan seolah menjauh dari aku.”

“Iya, Gi. Itu adalah satu-satunya cara agar aku bisa melupakan kamu saat itu. Ya meskipun berat juga sih rasanya harus tiba-tiba menghilang dari orang yang dicintai. Tapi aku yakin lambat laun perasaanku ke kamu pasti bisa hilang kalau kita tidak bertemu lagi. Itulah yang aku pikirkan saat itu. Dan berhasil. Aku berhasil membuang jauh-jauh semua harapan untuk bisa bersama kamu.”

“O iya… kalau boleh tau, siapa wanita yang saat ini ada di hati kamu? Boleh dong diceritakan?”

“Hehehe… iya. Nanti aku ceritakan. Tapi tidak sekarang.”

“Ooo... ya udah nggak apa-apa. Pun kayaknya aku juga mau pulang nih. Takut kemalaman nanti sampai rumah. Lain kali kita ngobrol lagi ya…”

“Iya, kamu hati-hati pulangnya. Masih ingatkan yang dulu pernah aku ceritakan sama kamu, kalau jalan yang ada pemakamannya itu serem banget. Banyak penampakannya. Hehehe”

“Ah, kamu masih suka aja nakut-nakutin aku. Aku mah nggak takut sama yang begitu-begituan.”

“Hehehe, ya udah hati-hati di jalan ya…”

“Iya.”

Segera dia menyelempangkan tas kecilnya ke pundak kanannya. Berdiri dan bergegas menuju parkiran. Sepanjang perjalanannya menuju parkiran yang kebetulan juga tidak terlalu jauh, aku perhatikan setiap langkahnya. Dan, gejolak di dadaku mulai mereda kembali. Bergantilah aku sendiri yang duduk di kursi taman itu dan memandangi padang bunga di depanku.

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Sebenarnya yang aku katakan padamu adalah sebuah kebohongan. Sampai saat ini belum aku temukan wanita sesempurna dirimu. Aku juga belum bisa untuk berhenti mencintaimu. Setahun berlalu, aku belum berhasil membunuh perasaan itu. Aku masih sangat mencintaimu, entah bagaimana itu bisa terjadi tapi begitulah keadaannya. Sudah setiap malam aku meminta kepada Tuhan agar mengirim wanita yang bisa menggantikan dirimu. Namun tidak juga aku mendapatkannya. Aku tidak tahu rencana yang telah Tuhan persiapkan untukku. Aku tidak tahu lagi kebohongan yang akan aku ciptakan untuk melindungi perasaan yang sampai saat ini masih tersimpan rapi; untukmu.

#cinta #sajakcinta #cintadalamdiam #cintadalamdoa #rasayangtersimpan #memendamrasa

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inuyashaloverforever · 6 years

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Favorite pairings of shows

Sonic Couples: Sonic X Amy, Shadow X Sonic, Shadow X Amy X Sonic, Tails X Cream, Shadow X Tikal, Knuckles X Rouge

Code Geass: Lelouch X Kallen( i do not mind C.C. X Lelouch X Kallen), Suzaku X Euphemia or Suzaku X Nunally(depends really)

Black Blood Brothers: Jiro X Mimiko(Duh)

Hamtaro Couples: Hamtaro X Bijou, Sandy X Maxwell, Penelope X Cappy, Boss X Harmony, Pashmina X Stan

Inuyasha Couples: Inuyasha X Kagome, Miroku X Sango, Kohaku X Shiori (just to be interesting), Sesshomaru X Rin

Yandere simulator: Budo X Ayano (heroic types always go for the "evil" types)

Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Couples(main pairings): Ritsu X Takano, Chiaki X Hatori, Kisa X Yukina

Junjou Romantica Couples(main pairings): Misaki X Usami A., Shinobu X Miyagi, Hiroki X Nowaki

Uraboku couple: Luka X Yuki(male Yuki)

Sukisho couple: Sora/Yoru X Sunao/Ran

Rosario Vampire couples: Tsukune X Moka, Tsukune X Harem

Gakuen Alice couples: Mikan X Natsume, Ruka X Hotaru

Naruto couples: Naruto X Sasuke(This pairing is better when Naruto is the uke and Sasuke is the seme for me, i dont mind them being seke's though), Lee X Sakura, Gaara X Neji(ONLY!), Kiba X Shikamaru, Choji X Ino,Shino X Kiba(just because), Hinata X Shino, Kiba X Hinata, Sai X Sakura(i just think it's funny), Shino X Kankuro(i know i didnt spell his name right but i think it would be interesting), Kakashi X Iruka, Itachi X Deidara, Shikamaru X Temari, Minato X Kushina

Seikon no Qwaser couples: Katja X Hana(yuri couple- the only one i like), Sasha(Alexander Nikoleavich Hell) X Mafuyu Oribe

Zero no Tsukaima(The Familiar of Zero) couples: Saito X Louise(main couple)

How to train your dragon: Hiccup X Astrid(main couple)

High School DXD: Issei X Harem (Rias, Koneko, Asia, Akeno, Xenovia)(basically the girls that are in his harem XD)

My favorite Yu-gi-oh shippings: Blindshipping (Atem X Yugi), Mobiumshipping (Atem X Yami Yugi X Yugi)-when they are all their own separate person because Yugi and Yami are not the same person as everyone seems to think, Atem and Yami are the same person, Bronzeshipping (Marik X Yami Marik), Castleshipping (Seto Kaiba X Joey Wheeler X Seth), Chaseshipping (Duke X Tristan), Puppyshipping (Seto X Joey), Puzzleshipping (Yami Yugi X Yugi)[technically the same as Blindshipping unless it's Heba and Yugi as separate characters], Tendershipping (Yami Bakura X Ryou Bakura), Bakushipping (Akefia X Yami Bakura X Ryou Bakura), (no shipping)- (Yami Marik X Marik X Mariku)

Miraculous Ladybug::Adrienette/Ladynoir, Alya X Nino,Mylene X Ivan

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